Forbidden Liason

[tara24alh]

Forbidden Liason

PG-13

Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss Wheden.









Part 8:





She was running as fast as she could. She had to make it. This was her everything..she was her everything. Tara....the one that brought her happiness. At this moment nothing else mattered. She finally came to the terminal, she ran to the attendant.

"Excuse me...I have to get on this plane..now!" She cried, out of breath.

" I'm sorry miss." He said pointing to the window.

Willow looked out the window only to see the plane taking off. Her breath hitched.

"No, you don't understand..you have to stop it!" She said almost yelling.

"I'm sorry but I can't." He said looking sincere.

Willow walked slowly to the window ignoring the tears streaming down her face. She put one hand on the window. Her face had a blank expression yet the tears kept falling. All of a sudden everyone heard a loud scream...

"Noooooooooooooo...."



"Willow?" She heard...What? I don't remember that. She thought as she started to wake up.

"Buffy? What time is it?" She yawned.

"It's time to get up. From the looks of it, you slept well." Buffy said looking at the sheets.

Willow opened her eyes and narrowed them at Buffy.

"Heh, you never were a morning person. Fresh coffee in the kitchen." She said walking out.

Willow rolled her eyes, she looked down to see her sheet twisted around her. She unwrapped herself grumbling.

"Not a morning person..what do you know Buffy. I'm a morning person, the best..yep, that's me. Ms. Morning America...." She stopped when she made it to the mirror. Her eyes widened.

"What the hell!" She said clamping her hand over her mouth.

"I mean heck..what the heck, yeah, that's better, heck!" She moved closer to the mirror to get a better look. Red hair was sticking out every which way.

"Okay, this constitutes a bad hair day." The redhead said sarcasticaly.

"This is gonna take a lot of work."



After about an hour of frustration Willow finally made it to the kitchen.

"Hey Will!" Buffy said eyeing Willow's head. "You look um...nice!" She continued trying to be positive for her best friend.

Willow was not amused. "Yeah, I gave up..stupid hair." She noticed the look on Buffy's face. "Go ahead, laugh, I know you want to. So just get it over with already.."

Buffy swallowed hard to stop the laughter she was having a hard time controlling.

"No Will, it's a good look...the hat..um...brings out your eyes." She said not looking at her while she sipped her coffee.

Willow took the hat off to look at the little green frogs dancing on it. Her mom had given it to her for her birthday saying she didn't have any hats and needed one.

"Well, it's a good thing you got over your frog fear." The blonde said still trying to stifle her laughter.

"No, I didn't really get over it, but it's just pictures right? I can do pictures." She said eyeing the hat warily. "Stupid frogs.." She grumbled. Okay frogs, no jumping off the hat and biting me. I know you aren't supposed to bite but I see the way you're looking at me. I know what's in those tiny little brains of yours. So you just be good little froggies, ok?

"So, got plans today?" Buffy asked while rinsing her cup out.

" Just going to the library. What about you?"

" I've got to get my shopping done for Dawn's birthday. I can't believe she'll be 21."

"Yeah they grow up fast, and the faster they grow up the older we get." Willow said with a sad expression.

Buffy noticed the look and her face fell as well. For the last three years Willow had never been truly happy. No matter how hard Buffy tried she couldn't bring the old Willow back. It broke her heart to see Willow so lonely and sad. Willow finally told Buffy the whole story the day after Tara left. Buffy spent the whole night in Willow's room holding her friend who, after hours, finally cried herself to sleep. It was a night Buffy didn't ever want to see again.

"Oh, come on Will, you're not old." Buffy wanted to change the subject. "Guess who's been asking about you?" She said nudging Willow's arm. After not recieving an answer she continued. "Well, I'll tell you. Laura, you know the woman that's always at the Exspesso Pump? She really likes you Will."

Willow didn't even look up. "Buffy, you know that....."

"I know, you're not interested. Will, you have to move on. This isn't healthy, Tara..."

Willow jumped up. "What do you know Buffy! You've never been in love..not like this! Tara's my soulmate, I just know." She said tearing up.

Buffy rushed to her side and put her arm around her. "I'm sorry Will. You're right, I'm sorry."

"I just don't understand why she hasn't called or anything. She said she loved me, but she won't even talk to me. I've tried to get in touch with her but...help me Buffy..help me understand." She begged.

"I don't know Will, I just don't know." She continued to hold her friend. After Willow calmed down Buffy let her go. "I should probably go and get Dawn's presents. Are you gonna be okay Will?" She asked with concern in her voice.

"Yeah, thanks. I'm gonna head to the library. I'll see you later." The redhead grabbed her coat and headed out the door.

A little later Buffy arrived home to find the house empty. Will must've had a lot of work to do. After putting the presents in the closet she wanted to sit down. After almost making it to the couch she heard the doorbell. Ugh..who could that be? She opened the door, with her wide eyes she asked..."Tara?"



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~Tara~



For those of you requesting smut, don't worry, you'll get it soon.

[onyxsundrops]

Oh, now that was just mean! Thanks for the update



Yvonne

[akira]

hey there,

yay an update..FINALLY. i think we all waited way too long for

that!!!

great update! but please stop with those cliffhangers...



akira

[Arwen276]

well that was weird!

For a moment I thought that I had missed some part...

I was surprised to found out that you decided to skip 3 years...that makes it more interesting!!

Can't wait for more!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[Stroke of Luck]

Oh wow so many years without a sign from Tara

That must be the hell for both of them.....



But look who stood in front of the door TARA...yay....i hope Willow is back really really soon....and the best is Tara is out of school



Go girls...great update Tara...



Cu

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

Edited by: Stroke of Luck at: 8/10/03 10:42 am

[SJ]

Good update,clever moving the story on like that.

[sam darls]

Hey tara..Ooh, cliffhanger..noo, but tara's there right, so it's gotta be okay..please? Wonderful ypdate..love sammi x

[Grimlock72]

huh??



was pretty much my first response



At first I thought some part of it had been just a dream, but couldn't figure out where the part began... which was confusing. Then I realized Willow had had a nightmare about something that DID happen, though a couple of years ago. Clver, but confusing for little old me



How did Willow try to get in touch with Tara ? Can't imagine it being all that difficult to get her home adress. Tara had to live three more years with her narrow-minded dad and horrible brother ? Bwah, rather not think about that. I wonder if they tried to convert her back to 'normallity' as in liking boys. Dad is nut-case enough to try... <>



Not that life for Willow has been exactly fun for the last three years of course. But still, she can lead her own life, somewhat. Why did she give it all up after the plane took off anyway ? Take the next plane to the same destenation can't have been that hard... it just depends on how desperate you get I guess.



Ah well, enough rambling already...



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

[Willster]

Loved the update!!



I am really glad Tara's back!

Hopefully Willow didnt head back to reach Tara..!

That'd be bad timing..! :P



Can't wait to see what's next!

[TemperedCynic]

I just caught up with this fic, Tara, and I like it a lot.



Hail and well-met to the Pen's new cliffhanger Queen! You are so evil, young woman! Now, that said, I must admit I love cliffhangers - they give the story a wonderful twist.



So, Tara's back, is she? What surprises will the 21-year-old have? I'm secretly hoping that there is some pain before the passion, since life isn't complete without balance.



I like. Please continue.

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

[Mainer]

Baby, you're killing me with all these cliffhangers. I really liked this part and how you jumped us into the future a bit. It makes for a very interesting read, but since you are the author, I'm not at all surprised that your fic is interesting. I really like how it's Buffy that finds out Tara is back first instead of Willow. That was very unpredictable. I think I need to come and leave feedback for you sooner, cause if TC is beating me to it, than I know I'm too slow. I can't wait to read your next update, baby. I love you, Tara.





~Spencer~

"You can't type what a lesbian is. We're anything and everything. The one thing in common is that we make love to other women. So give up trying to limit us." - Amanda Bearse -

[the vamp nurd]

I'm going to make a sweeping statement and say cliff hangers are not good...







ah the blue screen of death...

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Bardlet no #27

[sam7777]

I like the way you skipped ahead a few years. I wonder what happened to Tara and can't wait to see what you are planning.

[foreverpiper]

That...that was just mean!!! You cant just leave it there!!! I cant wait to see what happens!! Loving this.

[tara24alh]

Forbidden Liason

PG for now

Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss Whedon.

Note: I really appreciate all the feedback and yes, I know I'm evil.





Part 9:







Tara shifted her feet nervously, wondering if everyone would be upset with her.

"Buffy, hey." She said trying to encourage the butterflies in her stomach to fly away.

Buffy just stood there staring in disbelief. She blinked several times then finally said... "Wow, it's been a long time. You look great." She realized how impolite she was being. "Um, do you want to come in?"

Tara nodded and walked in taking off her jacket. "So, how are you?"

"I'm good, Willow's not here right now. I could tell her you came by." She said hoping Willow wouldn't come back before Tara left. She didn't want her upset and she was sure that would happen.

"Oh, um...will she be back soon? Cause I would like to wait if that's okay?"

Buffy took a deep breath. "Sure, would you like a drink?"

"No thanks." Tara said looking at her watch. She was scared Willow wouldn't want to talk to her. Willow had tried to call her several times but she always got her dad to tell her she wasn't there. Which of course he did gratefully. She wanted Willow happy and knew she couldn't make her happy. Willow had a good job, she didn't. All she could think of was the posibility she would bring her down. The reason she wanted to see Willow today was because she had to know that she was okay. Living without Willow was torture, but living not even knowing if she was alright was worse. She still loved her, more than anything. She never dated after meeting Willow and she didn't think she ever would. She got out of her house and found a decent job. It wasn't the best but it was good for someone without a college education. It was either that or stay in the house she hated. She just couldn't do it anymore, she couldn't live like that. After meeting Willow she knew there was something better out there. As she sat down she crossed her legs at the ankle. "How's Dawn?"

Buffy sat beside her. She's doing great, she's going to the college here in Sunnydale. Her birthday is this weekend so she's excited."

Tara smiled. "That's great, I'm sure she'll have fun."

The front door opened and the two women looked towards it. All they could see was a pile of books and a frog hat poking out the top. "Willow? Here let me help you. Wow, you got enough books there?" Buffy said while taking them from her.

"Yeah, I have a lot of work, I told you...." She stopped upon seeing Tara standing beside the couch. She couldn't move. She was wondering if this was an illusion or some kind of dream. "Tara?" She asked feeling for sure that any minute she would wake up.

"H-hey Wilow." Tara said worried Willow might not want to see her. "Y-You look great!"

"What do you want?" Willow asked feeling her heart shatter into a million peices.

Tara realized that maybe coming here was a mistake. "Maybe I should just go." She put her jacket back on.

Willow knew she sounded mean when she had said that. "Wait Tara"

Tara looked at her with great sadness. "It's okay, really. I understand."

"No, I mean...could we talk later? Maybe tonight? I'd really like that..please." The redhead half begged.

Tara smilled a little. "Yeah, that'd be great. Is eight okay?"

"Yes, eight it is! Cause I'm free and not doing nothing so eight is great!" Willow beamed.

All Tara could do was smile and think of how cute Willow was. Some things never change.

"Ok, I'll see you then. You want to meet at the Expesso Pump?"

"Oh, yeah..love Expresso's with all that chocolatey yummyness and the foamy goodness, that tickles your nose, but if it's tickling your nose than you must have gotten it on it, and then you're walking around with foam on your nose, and that would be really embarrassing, especially if the person you're with doesn't tell you, and then you're just sitting there with goup on your nose, and people will be laughing, and ... I'm babbling aren't I?" Tara nodded smiling. "I'll be there."

Tara giggled.."Okay, you me and the chocolatey goodness at eight. I'll see you then." She said as she started to the door. She turned around, "And Willow?"

"Yeah?"

"You look great." Tara smiled with all honesty.

Willow looked at her with pure love. "So do you Tara, so do you."

That said, Tara left thinking that maybe she was wrong, maybe she could be with Willow.



That night Willow found herself standing in front of the Expresso Pump. She was really nervous about going in. What if she wanted to talk about something bad? What if she's gonna tell me she doesn't love me anymore? What am I gonna do then? Oh goddess...NO! I have to think positive. I can do that, I can think positive. See? This is me thinking positive and this is me going in... She took a long drawn out breath upon entering. She spotted Tara at a table across the room and clumsily made her way there. After tripping several times and almost falling on her face she was there beside Tara.

"Hey!" She said a little too dramaticaly.

Tara looked up from her book. "Willow! Hey, have a seat." She motioned her hand towards the empty chair.

Willow sat down, the only problem is that she didn't sit in the chair. She missed the chair all together and went tumbling to the floor. Tara jumped up to help her. "Willow! Goddess, are you okay?"

Willow looked up toward Tara with a face as red as her hair.."Heh, I'm okay, I'm great even." She said embarrassed, unable to make eye contact. She got up and sat in the chair actually making it to the intended spot this time. Stupid chair, what a great way to start the evening...



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~Tara~



[/i]

[sam darls]

Hey Tara..Lovely update. Willow and Tara meeting up again..yay so cute..love sam xx

[Stroke of Luck]

OMG Willow still wore that frog hat??? how funny



I see Willow is a really clumsy girl huh? maybe she gets over her fears and they have a great conversation about their past life and the life that follows right ahead...hopefully they are together then



Great update...more pls



CU

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[akira]

man poor willow first you let her walk around in a hat with frogs on it and then she is not even able to sit down properly.

really liked the update...i wonder what will happen. i mean tara hurt willow alot with the not calling back and all that.

hmmm now i have to wait again. i totally agree with TemperedCynic: you´re so evil, young woman!

update soon!

akira

[halfsmile]

Hey, great update kinda short but great....

Poor Willow she must be soooo nervous, to meet Tara again after so much time....but I hope everything get well, will it be right? I hope so

bye Halfsmile

[TemperedCynic]

Hey, Tara!



Great update, sweetie. Lots of emotional repairwork needs to be done between Willow and Tara. Their first meeting in three years felt very real, and I'm looking forward to the talk in the Expresso Pump. What has happened to Tara? We will see...



I look forward to see where you take us.

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

[SJ]

Great update

[the vamp nurd]

oops embarrassed Willow, but it's good to see them together.

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Bardlet no #27

[Mainer]

I really liked this part a lot, baby. It was so funny and you really capture Willow and Tara so good. I probably should have said this sooner, but I love your writing style. I can't wait for the next update. I love you, Tara.





~Spencer~

"You can't type what a lesbian is. We're anything and everything. The one thing in common is that we make love to other women. So give up trying to limit us." - Amanda Bearse -

[Molitha]

Another excellent update!! But not so good with the cliffhanger!! I hope there's an non-cliffhangery update soon cos I can't wait to see what happens next!!



Well Done on the excellent fic!!



Lucy xxx

My sister really likes you, she says it's because you understand her..... and because you wear cool trainers - My friend Charlie

[Grimlock72]

Now why didn't Tara at least take Willow's first call and told her her reasoning and why Willow shouldn't call anymore ? That way Willow at least would have know to move on, which is what Tara wanted her to do at that time. By not taking those calls, Tara could be fairly sure Willow be stuck somewhat.



Amazing that Tara's familly let her go outside her hometown again. Surely they can't *cough*protect*cough* her against God knows what kind of evil, heh.



Yep, Tara sure has some explaining to do. After that they can try to figure out what to next. Did Willow ever get in trouble with her school by the way ? (for that matter, does she still teach there?)



Why is Willow the nervous one ? Granted she's more prone to being nervous and all but Tara has more reason to actually BE nervous . After all, Tara just showed up on Willow's doorstep without knowing what to expect.... took some courage that.



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

[bluewillowwitch]

,

Loved the last two updates! I can't wait to find out what and are ging to say and due. I can't wait to what happens next. Update soon, please?





bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[tara24alh]

Forbidden Liason

NC-17

Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss Whedon.







Part 10:









Willow And Tara ordered they're Mocha's and knew it was time for their talk. Tara looked at Willow who had foam on her upper lip. It was the cutest thing she'd ever seen, she couldn't help but smile. "Um....Willow, you have foam." She said while motioning her finger accross her own mouth.

Willow blushed a little. "Oh...thank you." Once the foam was gone Willow couldn't wait any longer. "Tara, why wouldn't you talk to me?" She asked in a sad voice.

Tara knew that she would have to explain, she shifted in her chair. "Well.....I was scared. Scared I couldn't be the person you wanted and you deserved better. I didn't have anything, you had everything. I just wanted you happy and didn't think I could do that."

Despite Willow being happy to see Tara now she couldn't help but be a little angry. "Don't you think that's up to me? Don't you think I know what or who could make me happy. You hurt me Tara really bad. All I wanted was you. You wouldn't even talk to me. I don't think you can understand how much that hurt." She said getting teary eyed. "I don't care about material things Tara. All I cared about was ....is you. Who cares if you didn't have a job or nice car...I don't, and what do you mean you don't think you could be? You are what I need, I just want you Tara...just you." She ended in a sad voice.

Tara stared at her in disbelief. "Did you just say want...as in still?"

"Yes" Willow said as the frowned turned upward a little. "Can we go somewhere? Like your place or....." She trailed off as Tara jumped to respond.

"YES!" She said a little too enthusiastically. She blushed as the people in the Expresso Pump turned to look at her. In a much quieter voice she tried again. "Yes"

Willow giggled and thought of how adorable Tara was. "Well then, lets get outta here."

The blush on Tara's face finally subsided when she got in the car. They drove to the motel where Tara was staying. She had just arrived in Sunnydale and didn't think she'd be here long so she figured it would be the best place to stay. Once there they sat down, Willow sat in a chair and Tara sat on the side of the bed. For some reason they were both having trouble starting a conversation, neither knew what to say. Willow decided she would just say what she'd been wanting to.

"Tara, I still love you. That hasn't changed." She played with the end of her shirt scared of how Tara would respond.

Tara could see how nervous Willow was and decided to put the redhead at ease. "I still love you Willow. I never stopped." She said as their eyes met speaking more than words ever could. Willow had a sudden urge, well, not sudden but she suddenly wanted to act on it.

"Tara?"

"Yes?" She asked still in a trance.

"Can I kiss you?"

Tara's heart sped up. "Yes" Her breath hitched as Willow slowly made her way to the bed.

Willow sat down beside her taking her hand. With the other hand she brushed a strand of hair out of Tara's face. She moved in close and closed her mouth over Tara's. Like their first kiss it felt right, perfect. It was the most incredible thing either had experienced. Nothing else mattered, it was all nonexsistent. Willow scooted her body closer to Tara feeling like she couldn't get close enough. She slid her tongue into Tara's mouth wanting, needing more. Just when she thought it couldn't get any better it did. Tara accepted Willow's tongue circling it with her own. She moaned lightly driving Willow mad. Upon hearing Tara moan Willow kissed harder feeling herself filling with desire. The kiss ended and both girls were breathing heavily. They looked at each other and simultainusly said..."Wow" With that they smiled and all Willow could do was ask..."More?"

Tara nodded eagerly and Willow kissed her again. This time she placed her hand on Tara's thigh reveling in the warmth and softness. She starting carresing the thigh wanting...needing more. She wasn't sure what Tara wanted or didn't want so she decided she would go slowly to give Tara time to pull away. She slowly and gently pushed Tara back onto the bed where she ended up on top of her. Her upper body was mostly covering Tara and she had one leg wrapped around her bottom half. She slowly moved her mouth down Tara's cheek and onto her neck. Carressing it with her lips and occasionaly peeking her tongue out to taste her.

Meanwhile Tara was finding this very arrousing and couldn't stop the little moans making an appearance. Her hand was on Willow's back, she ran it up to her hair where she began fondleing the loose curls.

Willow needed more, she needed to see and touch Tara. She pulled back making Tara whimper. Without any words Willow held her hand out to Tara who took it. Once both were on their feet Willow grabbed the end of Tara's shirt and asked..."Is this ok?"

All Tara could say was.."Oh yes"

With that said Willow smiled and pulled the shirt over Tara's head and gasped when she saw the beauty before her. "Wow Tara, you're so beautiful."

Tara blushed a little before asking, "Your turn?" When she got a nod she reached around Willow and unzipped her dress. She slowly pulled it off trying to keep her balance and not fall when she saw how gorgeous Willow was. She bent down and softly kissed Willow's collar bone. Then proceeded to take off the redheads red satin bra. She unsnapped it and pulled it down her shoulders and onto the floor. She smiled at the hard nipples that popped out. "Wow, I guess you are in the mood. I haven't even touched you yet and look at those." She teased.

Willow was a little embarrassed how obvious it was she was turned on. Just wait till you see the rest of me...or till you feel the rest of me I should say. At that thought the redhead could feel the moisture building between her thighs.

Tara got onto her knees to take Willow's panties off. She grasped the top of the panties and started tugging gently. Upon seeing the red hairs pop out she smiled and kissed the bottom of Willow's stomach. Once the panties were off she stood up and kissed Willow with all the passion that she was feeling.

The redhead then took off Tara's bra and panties. She couldn't believe how beautiful Tara was. She had dreamed about this but never thought it could be so good...so right. She laid the blonde back on the bed and took the same position as before. Kissing the blonde softly while her hand carressed her stomach. They made a path towards her breasts and circled her hardened nipples.

Tara gasped with pleasure as she felt the redhead take her nipples between her fingers and gently squeeze. "Oh Willow" She moaned.

Willow then took the whole breast in her hand and began squeezing and carressing. She brought her mouth bown the blonde's neck passing her collar bone and to her breast where she began kissing around it.

Tara could feel the want and couldn't take anymore. "Please Willow..please!" She begged.

The redhead knew what was wanted and couldn't deny it. She took the breast into her mouth and began sucking and twirling her tongue around Tara's wanting nipple.

Tara unexpectedly felt the redhead bite down on her nipple. "Oh god..Yes!" She half yelled wanting more.

While sucking and biting Tara's breast Willow let her hand head south. Her fingers slid accross the smooth stomach, onto golden curls and into wetness. She let her fingers slip into the folds and started carressing her clit.

Tara's breathing was heavy and her legs were lightly shaking. It was too much but at the same time not enough. "Willooow....ohhhhh....." She moaned not able to speak clearly.

The redhead smiled and let a finger slip inside making Tara buck. Feeling how wet Tara was she slid in another finger. She knew Tara was a virgin and didn't want to hurt her. She began pumping gently, evey so often wiggling her fingers.

It still wasn't enough for Tara..."Harder Willow....ohhh...more...pleeeaaase..."

Willow happily started pumping harder at the same time placing her thumb on her clit. She could feel the blonde pulling her hair and moving her hips. She kept pumping her fingers harder and harder. She felt Tara's insides tighten and her hips thrust up wildly. Juices started running down her hand and she looked at Tara with love in her eyes. "I love you Tara"

Tara opened her eyes and smiled. "I love you too Willow."



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~Tara~

[halfsmile]

UHUHUHUH I'm the first to talk about the update!!!!!!

Well everything I can say is:



and:

That was great and hot and cute, I love.

When I gonna see what happen next? Soon I hope!

Congratulations

bye bye kisses



halfsmile

[littlecrazy80]

Yay! Loved the update!

They are really cute together.

Hope to read more asap.



*lil´c*

Let´s get happy and let´s be gay. germany´s grand prix song



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[sam darls]

Hi Tara..Amazing update.. and so hot love sams xx