FIC: UNTITLED- suggestions welcomed!

[BigMac]

Not bad Vampire watching Buffy and Spike do it and that someone else.

Tara: Assume Crash
Positions

[Sher]

OK I'm getting the other part going... and it's coming along no problem.



As long as I don't fall asleep or surcome to my cold... promise you the next chapter also tonight.





Sher

<3

[Sher]

COPYRIGHT DISCLAIMER: Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Willow, Tara, Xander, Giles and all other characters who have appeared in the syndicated series Buffy The Vampire Slayer, together with the names, titles and back story are the sole copyright property of Josh Wheldon, Fox and Mutant Enemy. No copyright infringement was intended in the writing of this fan fiction. All other characters, the story idea and the story itself are the sole property of the author. This story cannot be sold or used for profit in any way. Please contact the author for permission to reproduce this story on any other fan fiction site.



SPOILERS: Anything from Season 6 that has been aired!



RATING: PG, but angsty



TITLE: UNTITLED



AUTHOR: Sher (Sher_555@yahoo.com)





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Buffy was completely flustered by the whole situation as she started to go on the normal route while patrolling. She was in her own world as she bumped into someone causing them to fall down because of her momentum.



“Oh god, I’m sor.. Tara!” Tara looked up to Buffy with a little smile, gathering up some of her books.



“Tara, it’s like midnight what are you doing out here?” Buffy said starting to let that over protective side take over.



“I was just at the W-Wicca group and t-then the library. I…thought it w-would be nice to join the group ag-gain” Tara was beginning to understand that Buffy was not pleased with her.



“Tara, you should not be out still, alone! Tara come on I’ll walk you home.” Buffy said as she started to put her hand underneath her arm to help her up.



“Buffy!” Tara said as she got a better view of her, “What happened?” Tara’s big sister side was also starting to come forward.



“What?” Buffy looked at herself to see how such a reaction could come just by looking at her, and she didn’t see anything at all.



“Your n-neck… Are you hurt? V-Vampire?” Tara was becoming increasingly worried. Her hand began to go to the slight cut on the slayers neck and the bruises that followed but then she withdrew them.



“Oh yeah… staked him it’s all good.” Buffy said just brushing it aside thinking she was going to have to kill Spike the next time she saw him. ‘I hope I see him sometime soon’ She was smiling at this point.



“A-Are you sure?” Tara said not noticing the smile.



“Yeah Tar, it’s fine quite worrying. I’m more worried about you walking around this late… wait did you say Wicca meeting. Willow said they were all just wanna-be-wiccans. She said they were mean to you. Willow said…” Buffy started to notice anytime she said Willow she got a painfully hurt look from Tara.



“How about I just walk you home.” Buffy just wanted that look on Tara’s face to go away.



“Yeah.” Tara said shyly smiling looking at the ground.



They began to walk in silence towards Tara’s dorm, but after approximately 2 seconds of that Buffy couldn’t take it anymore.



“So…. How was the Wicca Meeting” Buffy said desperately trying to start the conversation off.



“Um… Good.” Tara said with a sort of annoyed smile on her face.



“So I’m guessing they haven’t changed much?” Buffy said smiling at the cute little way she ends up saying things just by the expressions on her face.



“Well… they have included a movie night with a wiccan theme in with the festivities, but not really.” Tara said with a giggle.



“They aren’t mean to you are they?” Buffy said not looking at Tara just wanting to hear a ‘no’ from the blond witch.



“No, they are a bit shocked I’m back. But they pretty much just ignore me and leave me alone.” Tara didn’t mind that aspect of the group at all. It just reminded her of who she really was. Nothing.



“How is that nice?” Buffy said looking at Tara in disbelief that she thought that was ‘nice’. Buffy couldn’t allow Tara to act like she did when her family was here, now that she left…



“We were your family….” Buffy said trailing off aloud, realizing how leaving the house and none of them hanging out with her really anymore really effected Tara.



Tara didn’t respond. She didn’t want to make Buffy feel pressured to be anything to her, let alone her family. She knew that the only reason why Buffy was so nice was because of Willow. ‘Then why’d she go to lunch with u today?’



“Tara.” Buffy said looking at the blond deep in her thoughts. “Tara, you know I love you, right. And we still are your family.” Buffy was starting to get upset with this girl, it was like she didn’t want to see what was really going on in front of her, but then again barely anyone has seen Tara since she has left. That was what was in front of her, when she left, her family left.



“Buffy, ok. I just can’t take anything overly emotional right now. Ok. I just want to go back to my room…”Tara began exhaustedly.



“Which I’m bring you back to, then we are having a long girlie night with crying and well can we be without the French braiding because that really causes a crinkle in my hair.” Buffy said while smiling just wanting to be Tara’s family again, to have her trusting her again.



“Buffy, you know you have to get home to Dawn and you have to work tomorrow. I know you don’t have time for me, it’s ok.” Tara said as they reached her dorm.



“Tara didn’t you ever think I just miss my friend a lot and really need Tara time.” Buffy said hooking her arm with the other girl’s entering into the dorm.



Tara couldn’t help but smile at that. Tara opened the door to her room once they got on the third floor and began to take off her jacket.



“How about a movie.” Buffy began, “which one of these is the movie box?”



“umm…” began to look around. “I really don’t know just choose one.”



“I can ask Jessica if she has any popcorn… I know how you are with your munchies after the slayage.” Tara said smiling as she left the room.



Buffy began to look through the boxes for movies. So far finding a movie was proving unsuccessful but Buffy didn’t mind, she was helping Tara unpack pretty much. She wanted Tara to at least feel comfortable here, even if she wasn’t going to stay here long, which is what Buffy intended for the witch. She was on a roll with the unpacking when she came to a box at the bottom of the pile with just one simple word written on it. Willow. Buffy didn’t know what to do she froze.



“Ok I got plain, b-butter, or kettle corn. I didn’t know…” Tara looked around the room. She had sheets all out on her bed, books arranged on her shelves, and some of her paintings hanging on the walls along with the tapestries she had collected. “Buffy.”



Buffy turned around immediately somewhat hiding the box she found not wanting to bring up a sore subject.



“Well yeah, really didn’t like it before, figured looking for the movie… might as well help you at least make this place comfortable for yourself. Not that I want you to stay here but…” Buffy trailed off and walked over to another pile of boxes and opened it. “AH! Movies!”



“Great!” Tara said quietly as she walked around touching everything Buffy put out. ‘I guess I really do live here then.’



“Do you have soda? Could really use the sugar rush!” Buffy said trying to get Tara back in the moment.



“Oh no… Jessica.” Tara said as she left to get some sodas.



Buffy went back to the boxes and continued unpacking. ‘Clothes, why hasn’t she unpacked this one yet.’ Buffy took the clothes out and looked them over, ‘oh Willow clothes.’



As Tara walked in she froze dropping the cans of soda unable to speak.



“Tara!” Buffy immediately put the clothes back in the box and closed it to hide them. “I’m so sorry I just saw the clothes and I thought… I just…” Tara walked over to the box and opened it and began to stroke the green, cotton fabric of Willow t-shirt that said “bunny’s dog walking service.”



“Anya would always s-stay away when she wore this, I always made her w-wear it when I knew she was especially moody, you know with her resolve face and….” Tara had a smile of excitement when talking about Willow then when the realization that Willow wasn’t hers anymore she looked down, her smile faded replaced by a tear trailing down her cheek.



All Buffy could think of doing was to hold Tara. She brought her in her arms as Tara just dropped to the floor in tears. “oh Buffy, I j-j-just…” Tara gave up as Buffy began to stroke her back to calm her.



Buffy stayed holding Tara for a while until the blond began to laugh uneasily. “I guess I just haven’t cried enough the past couple of weeks” Tara said while wiping her tears away.



“S-So movies… what movies did u find?” Tara said wanting to talk about anything but this.



“Ahhh your in luck,” Buffy said getting up picking up three movies, “We have two.”



“T-two? Three.” Tara said not understanding.



“No, I think if the word ‘love’ is in the title… it is vetoed!” Buffy said giving her a sweet little smile.



“Ok” Tara smiled, “Then what do we have left?”



“Ok we got ‘Emma’ or ‘Sense and Sensibility.’ Awww does someone have a thing for Jane Austen???” Buffy teased.



“Well I do have ‘The ‘blank’ Affair to Remember’ but anything with the “L” word is out of the question apparently.” Tara said teasingly.



“Oh did you want to watch that?” Buffy began to pull it out of the sleeve.



“No.” Tara jumped in seriously and stopped Buffy from putting it into the VCR.



“Emma?” Buffy asked.



“Emma.”



The girls climbed on the bed and laid out with pillows under there head watching the start of the movie. It only took until the end of the preview and Buffy turned over and saw Tara fast asleep in a tiny ball at her side. Buffy got up and turned off the movie, picking up the dropped sodas from earlier. Then walking over to one of the unpacked boxes bringing out covers for both her and Tara and laid back down with a protective arm around the exhausted girl.







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[BigMac]

Noy bad, Tara has some of Willow's things nice.

Tara: Assume Crash
Positions

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



this up date was really cute! buffy acting all big sisterly with tara. cant wait 4 the next bit.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Sher]

Ok the big question is Ch. 6 now or later?



It will be kind of a cliffhanger.





Sher

<3



Sorry no sexual content in this post..... to damn sick and tired... hehehe.. it's all that rollin'

OH LOOK! SEXUAL CONTENT!!!

[Willow Rocks]

Brillaint and now!

[Sher]

COPYRIGHT DISCLAIMER: Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Willow, Tara, Xander, Giles and all other characters who have appeared in the syndicated series Buffy The Vampire Slayer, together with the names, titles and back story are the sole copyright property of Josh Wheldon, Fox and Mutant Enemy. No copyright infringement was intended in the writing of this fan fiction. All other characters, the story idea and the story itself are the sole property of the author. This story cannot be sold or used for profit in any way. Please contact the author for permission to reproduce this story on any other fan fiction site.



SPOILERS: Anything from Season 6 that has been aired!



RATING: PG, but angsty



TITLE: UNTITLED



AUTHOR: Sher (Sher_555@yahoo.com)



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A loud crashing noise woke Tara up causing her to sit up immediately frightened. It was 4 o’clock in the morning and it was storming. Tara felt someone in the bed, half out of it, she laid back down and put her arm around them and snuggled in closer until she saw blond hair. Tara immediately jumped out of bed.



“mmmm?” Buffy started to turn over in the bed and slightly opened her eyes to a frightened Tara standing shocked moving away from the bed.



“Tara?” Buffy said jumping off the bed feeling a little dizzy “What?”



“I-I-I t-t-thought you were W-Willow” Tara stuttered horribly.



“Tar it’s ok you just slept next to me, that’s all.” Buffy said not understanding why Tara was so upset.



“B-But I should have know… I-I….” Tara began.



“No. It’s ok. Come on you need to sleep more. Lay down.” Buffy said, sitting on the bed grabbing for Tara’s hand.



“No.” Tara said staring at the ground.



“Come on I’ll sleep on the floor if it’s that big of a deal.” Buffy said gathering a pillow and blanket.



“No.” Tara said again not moving.



“Tara?” Buffy was completely confused and it didn’t help that she just woke up.



“I can’t sleep during storms.” Tara explain look at the window.



“Oh” Buffy said laying back on the bed with her head propped up on a pillow, “Well at least lay down and rest.”



Tara looked back and forth to the bed and the window. Storms always upset her, just the loudness of it all. When she was little the effect of her mother and father fighting was just like the thunder, but just more upsetting and louder. Tara hated how the lightening shown first teasing you that soon this horrible loud noise would come. But then again sometimes she liked the lightening, it gave her a warning sort of like when she heard her father yelling at her she knew that soon she would be hit. It was a reverse of how it was with her father. First the loud noise then the light.



Buffy got out of bed to stand next to her friend in her own deep thought. “Tara, come on” Buffy guided Tara back to the bed and she layed down next to Buffy just staring at the window watching the lightening flash and fade into loud thunder.



Buffy wasn’t sure why, but she knew the storms were upsetting her friend. She sees that her whole body absorbed the tension that seemed to be released with each thunder clash. Buffy began to rub Tara’s back to try to relax her like she remembered her mother did when she was a little girl. Eventually Tara faded into sleep as the thunder quieted and the muscles in her back relaxed.



“Willow” escape the blonde’s lips as a soft call in her sleep. This didn’t go unnoticed by the slayer.



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Willow at this point was lying in bed with an inner battle going through her. It seemed like only minutes ago she was sleeping but then she was woken up with magic surging through her body trying to escape at a violent force. She could feel her eyes threatening to turn the ungodly dark shade of black. She fought it back with the only way she knew. ‘Think of Tara. Think of her love.’



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The man from the graveyard was leaning against the tree in the front yard looking towards the master bedroom’s window.



“Now come on little one… just give in… let it surge through you.” He could feel it in her, but she was suppressing it. He knew he was fighting a loosing battle, he couldn’t turn her just using herself… he had to use something else.



“Now come on, You didn’t think with just a little of your hocus pocus you would have your chosen one?” Rack said appearing behind the man. He pulled out a cigarette and light it just enjoying the frustration on this man’s face.



“Come on Blackie you got to be joking!” Rack said with such confidence until all of a sudden a he lost control of his body and pick the knife out of the other man’s coat and held it to his own throat causing him to gasp for air. “Man, whatz going on… come on… just playing around here.”



“I don’t like to play. What is my name?” The man said with calmness in his black eyes.



“Brandkle. I’m sorry ok. This isn’t funny.” The man’s eyes turned back to brown and the knife immediately fell from Rack’s hands with him doubled over taking in gasps of air.



“If I’m doing it all wrong what would you suggest as an action to be taken?” Brandkle asked… tiring of all of his attempts of being failures. “You were the one that was suppose to have turned her but you obviously didn’t have it in you. So La Fonte had to send me here to do your job.” Brandkle said hoping that would have Rack in a more defensive stance.



“He didn’t give me enough time. When I finally figured out how to change her she left, I was going to get her back.” Rack said in attempt to salvage his honor.



“Well… then what did you learn? Maybe I can redeem you to La Fonte and you can be back in service.” Brandkle said digging for anything that can possibly have him on good terms with his boss.



“It’s easy. She still has some light in her, but that light part of her is only held on by one person. Get ride of that person, and she’ll turn.” Rack said with such confidence that he had Brandkle’s interest at this point.



“And who might this person be?” Brandkle was beginning to come up with another plan.



“The blonde one.” Rack said with a smile. He’d always wanted to get his hands on her. The image that the redhead had of her was intoxicating whenever he was able to get his hands on his Strawberry.

“Ahhh but I’ve already taken care of the blonde one. She and the vampire are very friendly. Kind of ironic since she is the slayer.” Brandkle kind of enjoyed that part of his plan, but he didn’t want to mention it took none any of his mind control powers to do so.



“Not that blonde one. The one that is her lover.” Rack said then when Brandkle’s pervious plan sunk in Rack had more questions. “But how did you control the Slayer? She isn’t black, she’s good. I thought your powers only worked on evil beings?”



“No but the vampire is, oh how we do miss the details.” Brandkle said enjoying the control he regained in this conversation. “Where is her lover than? I know you have been watching the witch before I came here.”



Rack knew he shouldn’t have mixed business with pleasure but he was taken by the redhead and her lover, he had been following them for a while now. “I think that whatever they had ended. She hasn’t been at the house that often. She goes to the college in town though.”



“What is her name?” Brandkle wanted more information.



“I don’t know her name. But I know what she looks like. I can find her.” Rack wanted back into the mix. And he knew once Strawberry was changed then she would be with them, and since he had more information now, Brandkle would have to take him on as an allies.



“Morning, we will search for this blonde. We will have the chosen witch changed and the new beginning will come with La Fonte’s rebirth.



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I think I'm spoiling you guys with all the updates.



Your going to be sorry during exam week when I'm pretty much tapped out because I haven't had time to type and didn't save some of the chapters for later... but I gave you options... who the hell am I kidding I like posting them as soon as I finish also.



heheh

Sher

<3

[Sher]

sorry post same thing twice kind of have to put something here to delete it in the edit window thing

Edited by: Sher at: 4/27/02 4:45:07 pm

[BigMac]

Not bad,Rack is back working for some and they what Willow.

Tara: Assume Crash
Positions

[The Next Tara Maclay]

Very good I like it.



^_^ Continue soon.

[Sher]

Re: UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 6/?

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COPYRIGHT DISCLAIMER: Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Willow, Tara, Xander, Giles and all other characters who have appeared in the syndicated series Buffy The Vampire Slayer, together with the names, titles and back story are the sole copyright property of Josh Wheldon, Fox and Mutant Enemy. No copyright infringement was intended in the writing of this fan fiction. All other characters, the story idea and the story itself are the sole property of the author. This story cannot be sold or used for profit in any way. Please contact the author for permission to reproduce this story on any other fan fiction site.



SPOILERS: Anything from Season 6 that has been aired!



RATING: PG, but angsty



TITLE: UNTITLED



AUTHOR: Sher (Sher_555@yahoo.com)





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“Tara…” Buffy said tickling her nose to try to get the sluggish witch up. “Tara, don’t make me break out the tickling!”



“I’m up ok.” Tara said rolling over but looking anything but up.



“Oh really because I just see this big blob on the bed.” Buffy said while brushing her hair with Tara’s brush.



“Fine, fine.” Tara sat up in the bed looking a bit out of it. “Did you call the house and tell them where you were, Wil… Dawn will be worried.” Tara said once her mind started to come around to her and responsible thoughts entered again.



“Oh no… I didn’t think” Buffy said approaching the phone, but then backed off thinking of how Tara would react if she heard her talking with Willow.



Tara turned to the clock beside her bed, one of the few things she put out herself. “Oh god it’s 7:30, well I have pleanty of time to go take a shower.” Knowing Buffy didn't want to make the phone call while Tara was there. Tara grabbed her belongings and went to the bathroom.



Buffy dialed the numbers hastily wanting to get the phone call out of the way before Tara came back.



*Hello*



“Will?”



*Buffy where the hell have you been, you weren’t in your room this morning. Dawn said you left all moody on patrol last night early… didn’t even have dinner… didn’t even say bye.*



“Will… Will..” Buffy kept trying to interrupt the redheads rant.



*What happened to me not being trust worthy? You left me alone all night with your kid sister who knows I could have killed or set an evil demon after her!*



“Will!” Finially being able to be heard over the irate readhead. “I’m fine. Stop it! I’ve been at Tara’s. I saw her walking alone…”



*Tara* Willow said with reverence.



“Will you ok?” Buffy was aware how just mentioning Tara could bring her to tears. She didn’t think about what it would be like for Will to hear that she got to hang out with Tara and her own lover didn’t, ex-lover.



*Yeah…* Willow sounded like she was getting out of a daze *Why was she walking alone?*



“ I yelled at her don’t worry. I just brought her home and well she sort of needed a girls night or something. You know how it is.” Buffy said trying to give too much information about Tara, knowing Tara would want it that way.



*Girls night? Like movies? I want a girls night with Tara* Will grumbled.



“Will, I have to go I’m going to breakfast with Tara and then I'll drop by before work. Then after work I’ll be home.” Buffy said knowing that Tara would be back soon.



*Oh… breakfast… where do you guys think your going to breakfast.* Willow asked casually, But Buffy knew otherwise.



“Like you even have to ask. Will, just don’t ok. I haven’t been able to get Tara to open up that much and every time your around…”



*She stutters and gets scared.* Willow finished the sentence ashamed of herself.



“No, she’s like that all the time Will. She's sort of like before you got together, I think she just needs to find herself outside of the relationship you guys had.” Buffy said trying to make Willow feel better.



*Had* Willow said disappointed because of the past tense.



“I just think…” Buffy looked up to see Tara entering the room. “That you should get going to school Dawn. I’ll see you at 6 when I’m off work. Love you too. Bye” Buffy hung up the phone returning her attentions to Tara.



“ So breakfast… really want breakfast.” Buffy said with a big smile.



“OK… j-just give me a minute to get dressed.” Tara said, knowing that wasn’t Dawn, it was Saturday.



After Tara got dressed the girls walked to the Expresso Pump for the usual Bagels and Mochas. They were just able to grab a booth as three jock type guys got up and left.



“I h-haven’t had coffee f-forever, I just didn’t w-want to run into her here.” Tara let the whole sentence escape her mouth as she looked down at the coffee.



“Yeah she wont come here anymore either.” Buffy said. “She knew you liked it here and she didn’t want to take it from you. She also wont go to that special candle shop you guys had, or the pet shop, I think just because it brings back memories.”



Tara looked down at her half eaten bagel and began to put more veggie cream cheese on it wishing that she never brought ‘her’ up in the first place.



“Tara.” Buffy said while touching the other girls wrist to get her attention. “You guys are obviously in love and care for each other why don’t you try to get back together?- hell Willow wont go anywhere where there might be memories of you two, I mean..”



“At l-least she has the memories.” Tara said curtly underneath her breath.



“What? Tara, she did that to all of us. We have forgiven here. Even Anya, though she had to brush her teeth several times after. I mean it hurt yes, but nothing to completely leave about! And hey! We got our memories back.” Buffy said defending her absent best friend.



“The second time, y-yes.” Tara said looking straight at Buffy.



“Tara?” Buffy was starting to worry, ‘oh god I didn’t hear the whole story.’



“She did it to me once b-before, I don’t remember anything she t-took from me.” Tara said quietly while looking around the coffee shop nervously.



“What?” Buffy didn’t understand at all.



“B-Buffy this isn’t the time to talk about this.” Tara said trying to brush it off



“Tar I’m tired of this. I need to know whatz going on. And you have been lying to me the whole time about all of this along with Will. Why did you really leave?” Buffy said getting more angry as Tara stayed quiet.





“I haven’t been lying.” Tara said so softly it could have been missed.



“Well you sure the hell haven’t been telling me the truth. I thought we were friend Tar. I thought all that time where we talked about stuff was special. Or maybe I was just wrong.” Buffy started to get up from the table angry and ready to storm out, but then Tara’s quiet voice intervened.



“Buffy, she did that spell on me earlier, who knows h-how many times. I found out and she p-promised no magic for a week. She knew I was close to leaving, Buffy. It took everything in me t-to even have that talk with her. She p-promised no magic.” A single tear made it down the blonde’s cheek.



“Tara.” Buffy said in disbelief.



“She did the s-spell again. I don’t think she meant if for everyone. I think she just wanted me to f-forget again, so who knows how many times I’ve found out. How many w-ways I talked with Will about this, or how many t-times I’ve left.” Tara said looking at her bagel beginning to feel sick just looking at food.



“Tara, why didn’t you tell me?” Buffy said moving to her side of the booth putting an arm around the distraught girl.



“Because I still l-love her. And I didn’t want you to think any worse of her.” Tara said breaking out in sobs, getting everyone in the place staring at the two girl.



“Come on we should go and talk.” Buffy said practically lifting up all of Tara’s weight with her arm around Tara’s waist. Tara was just relieved that she didn’t have to keep all of that in her any longer.



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Yeah... yeah I'm all threats with the not writting anymore and no more posts deal...



I'm a little fic whore... as soon as I'm able to give it up... I do.



hehehe

Hope you guys like...



Sher

<3

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



this was a really lovely update i love this story, pls write an update soon!



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[LeatherQueen]

Great update! I'm glad Tara finally told Buffy exactly what happened. Hopefully now, this will help Buffy get to the bottom of everything so our girls can get back together and it will all be coffee, food, kisses and gay love!

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"Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind." - Glory


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

[Catwalks]

this is so good... more please ... and soon



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"Dude! like you're getting in the Boob light alright!" - AB Stuff photoshoot

[BigMac]

Great update, Tara told Buffy what happen.

Tara: Assume Crash
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[Willowfan]

Aw god...poor Tara.....it must be killing her to say this, but she has to....

Great story...please...more soon...

Willowfan

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered... -Answering Darkness by Sassette

[snuggle79]

I like it! And I want some more!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

Once you fall for Willow, you stay fallen.

[Sher]

Hey guys... thanks for all the feedback I really appreciate it. For a while wondering if anyone was out there... but I noticed how many people viewed so knew I wasn't being over looked or anything. Thanks again.



OK well I have an exam tonight so don't expect a post until after 9pm if there is one at all.

I'm sort of in a a fork in the road. There are two directions I can take this and I'm not sure how people will like one of the directions if I take it. Well not like in the long run it will be bad but just is general the scene that would take place.



OH well... I have it written but I just need to keep writting to see how I can clean the whole thing up and decide from there.



But if I decide to go this way, then you'll have a post tonight.



If someone wants to be a beta reader it would be much appreciated. Preferably someone that doesn't have a strong effactuation with Tara would be good-- because we have our Taraworshiper covered [me] hehehe.



But anyone would be great who am I kidding. I usually don't have anyone read them before I post them... as you can tell with the couple of mess ups I'm going to be editing tonight... heheh



Well have a great day... and I am working on an update... I know what it is like. I kind of started this fic just because I wasn't getting frequent enough updates/ new fics... so figure I shouldn't complain just try to help



**Loving everyone's fics if any writters on the board is reading all of this. Can't wait for Tara and Willow get out of hell... for them to get the the dance... for the honeymoon... god who else's am I forgetting... Tara to get her memories back or just the new Tara to get with Willow... for Anster(know goofing on the spelling) to show the two with the well diserve truth. I know I'm not mentioning alot of them but I'm reading all of the 'Sidestep' 'Broomstick'(forgot the whole name but u guys know which one), etc... OK man I'm tiring out... Hell Tara and Willow must be tired with all the stuff they are doing!***



Sher

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Edited by: Sher at: 4/29/02 10:41:24 am

[Sher]

**LeatherQueen**



I'm looking forward to the gay love also, but hate to tell you this... [leans into LeatherQueens ear JUST TO WHISPER!]

spspssppspsps (Gay love not coming for a while... more angst... this is sort of all set up so far... sorry)



hehehe

Sher

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[Sher]

OK I know I have some Spike Buffy stuff in my post

promise not too much more of that... I don't like them :P



It just helps the plot and where it will be later on but promise only maybe like 1 or 2 other scenes like that and I try to leave them kind of open and end with kissing....





Promise you similar... more detailed scenes with Tara and Willow later on...



Sher<3

[Sher]

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SPOILERS: Anything from Season 6 that has been aired!



RATING: PG, but angsty



TITLE: UNTITLED



AUTHOR: Sher (Sher_555@yahoo.com)



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Buffy rushed into the Summer’s house. The talk with Tara took longer than she thought and at this point Buffy didn’t know what she thought of Willow. Tara really didn’t want anything to change between her and her best friend, but how could it not, she hurt Tara.



“Buffy!” Willow said as she saw her come upstairs and head to her room without stopping to talk. “What is going on?” Willow was feeling hurt by the way she was brushed off.



“Will, I can’t talk right now I have to leave for work in 20 minutes.” Buffy said while she flung her shirt off onto her bed.



“H-How was breakfast with Tara?” Willow asked hesitantly. She knew Tara must have said something, with how Buffy was acting it wasn’t a good something.



“Willow, it’s in your best interest to leave me alone right now.” Buffy answered argily.



“Buffy?” Willow asked confused. ‘Oh my god Tara must have told her everything.’



“Willow I am so mad at you right now… I… could… I just get away from me. I just need to think.” Buffy said storming out of the room heading to the bathroom.



“What happened? Buffy?” Willow asked with her hands on Buffy’s arms. ‘Damn it Tara, why can’t you at least leave something for me. You take your love away from me, Dawn hates me, now you have to turn Buffy against me!’



“I know why Tara left. I know what you did to her. And I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to be touching me right now. I’m pissed.” Buffy said with her teeth clenched and just her lips moving.



Willow released Buffy and watched her go into the bathroom and slam the door. Willow couldn’t believe Buffy threatened her. Willow couldn’t be in the house, she had to see Tara, this is all Tara’s fault.



‘I’m tired of walking around on my toes for Tara. She is all sensitive and here I am in pain all because of her.’ Willow thought as she left the Summer’s house with the intent to confront Tara.



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Brandkle couldn’t help but laugh. The witch was going to lead him to her only weakness. How beautiful was that. All he needed to do was push a few buttons inside her head and with a play on her insecurities, it could all be that simple.



Brandkle laughed, enjoying his control. ‘La Fonte will be reborn.’



Brandkle was enjoying the fun as he followed his prey.



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Willow felt her head being filled with the most hurtful thoughts.



‘She never loved me’



‘If She loved me she wouldn’t be doing this right now.’



‘I never loved her, how could a love a woman.’



‘I love Oz.’



Willow was overcome by all of these at once. All of her insecurities brought to surface.

“It’s True.” She never loved me, why would she hurt me if she loved me? How could I ever think I could love a woman.



‘She never wanted me, she always wanted Buffy.’



“THAT BITCH” Willow yelled to no one. Her anger building in her and all rational thought leaving. “All she wants to do is take away my best friend for herself.”



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Brandkle couldn’t help but laugh at how easy it was to manipulate the young witches thoughts into negative feelings.



‘Ahhh she’s mine.’



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Willow ran up the three flights of Tara’s dorm building and rushed to the door and whispered a few words as the door unlocked and she entered the witch’s room.



“Bitch! It wasn’t enough that you wanted me and you apart. You had to take away my best friend!” Willow yelled angrily with the door open behind her, gathering an audience. Willow was doing everything to keep the darkness in her at bay



Tara was laying on the bed when the screaming started. She had tears in her eyes and just looked up at Willow hurt and laid back down.



The minute she saw how hurt Tara was, the darkness faded the thoughts weakened to nothing. “Tara?”



“Go.” Tara was so tired of all the emotions playing with her, she was beginning to wonder if it was such a great idea getting involved with stuff and having people around her.



Willow walked to the bedside and was about to stroke Tara’s cheek when she saw the blonde back away further on the bed and unable to look at her. Willow walked out towards the hall more hurt than before. She looked up to see 10 people looking into the room and left staring at the floor.



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‘So that’s your lover. Tara,’ Brandkle thought as the redhead walked down the hall and he looked into the room.



“Come on, come on… it’s all over… skidaddle,” Jessica said as she entered Tara’s room and closed the door.



Brandkle was a bit disappointed by the fact that the lover didn’t react, causing the chosen one to turn inward to her darkness. ‘But all with time,’ he thought as he left the dorm.



“Tara, babe, are you ok?” Jessica walked to the side of the bed.



“Y-y-y-yes… I-I just w-want to be alone,” Tara was able to get out.



Jessica looked at Tara’s face and knew that she couldn’t help Tara through all of this. “Ok, I’m going to be in my room if you need anything,” Jessica said not wanting to leave. Tara nodded and turned over. Jessica covered her up with the blanket at the end of the bed as she left.



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It was nearly 6 o’clock and Buffy couldn’t wait to leave the DoubleMeat Palace. She had been thinking about everything Tara told her and about Willow’s actions the whole day. She realized she had to talk to Willow before she completely shut her out. ‘There had to be reasons for all of this. And Willow has changed a lot since those days of erasing memories with spells, hell she hasn’t done magic at all since Dawn’s accident.’



Once Buffy entered the house, she saw Willow, who was sitting on the couch, immediately stand up with a panicky look.



“Is everything ok? Where is Dawn?” Buffy asked, immediately starting to get scared.



“Dawn? Dawn’s upstairs. She’s fine.” Willow started to realize that she must look horrible.



“Then what’s going on?” Buffy asked, knowing there was something up in the air.



“I saw Tara today,” Willow answered quietly.



“What!? Oh god Willow. She asked me to not say anything about our talk to you! You did something I can tell… otherwise you wouldn’t have the ‘I-kicked-a-puppy’ look on your face. What happened?” Buffy said wondering if she should just leave to see Tara right now.



Willow broke out in the sobs she had been suppressing the whole day. She had to say what she did to Tara aloud.



“I said… I said… I called Tara a b-bitch.” Willow sobbed with her whole body wracking as she drew in each breath. “She didn’t know what to do… she just looked at me. I hurt her… she… she… just said go.” Willow took another deep breath in, trying to calm herself to explain her actions to her friend. “I just felt like you were leaving me too… I didn’t want to lose you, too. I miss my Tara so much! I… I… I didn’t have control Buffy. I felt out of control like it wasn’t me calling her… calling her… that… I just… I don’t know.” Willow ended in sobs on the floor hiding her face ashamed.



Buffy stood there unable to grasp it all as quickly as it came out. But all she could see was her best friend in a ball on the floor crying uncontrollably. Buffy came to her side trying to comfort her, but her mind stayed on one thought. She called her a ‘bitch.’



“Willow?” Buffy said scooping her friend up into a hug. “It’s going to be ok.”



Willow continued to sob. “How? She hates me and thinks I hate her.”



“No she doesn’t. She loves you. She’s hurt but she still loves you,” Buffy said while comforting Willow in the same manner she had just done with Tara last night.



Willow’s sobs subsided and she turned to Buffy. “I think you should go see Tara,” Willow quietly admitted. She did more damage to the girl than Buffy knew. “She was really hurt,” Willow said, not wanting to cry any further, and wanting Tara to have someone there with her.



“OK,” Buffy said. “But you owe me. When you two love sick puppies are back together, you guys are making dinner, doing laundry, doing homework with Dawn, whatever for weeks… months!” Buffy said trying to lighten the situation.



“I know,” Willow said, giving her a sad smile. “Go.”



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Buffy left the house completely confused and exhausted. ‘How can everything change in just the few hours I was at work?’ Buffy couldn’t believe how messed up things were getting between Tara and Willow. If they just admitted their feelings to one another there wouldn’t be a problem. Well no problems that couldn’t be resolved. But the two were just too badly hurt by everything that they couldn’t see beyond that.



Buffy was walking on autopilot. She wasn’t too aware of where she was going. “Shit! I did my autopilot ‘take me to the graveyard’ routine.”



Buffy wasn’t feeling all together at this point. ‘Oh yeah, Willow. Good choice of people to make Tara feel better,’ she thought to herself.



Buffy turned around to find a certain bleach blonde vamp behind her with a sexually hungry smirk on his face.



“Spike,” Buffy said as she tried to pass.



“Pet,” Spike said with a haunting smile that showed his true intent of running into her.



“Spike, not now,” Buffy said walking past him as he followed. “I have to go check on Tara…”



“Oh, turned on me… could have surprised me last night with our little romp, babe. Got a thing for blondes?” Spike said trying to get under the slayer’s skin.



“Spike,” she said as she was taken into a kiss. Spike started to pull away to say another nasty quip but the slayer wouldn’t let him go.



The slayer pulled him behind a nearby tomb and pushed him up against the deteriorating stone, pushing herself into him. As she dropped her coat to the ground with Spike’s help, she began to suck on the vampire’s throat possessively.



“Oh that’s right, pet.” Spike said as he lifted the slayer off her feet and held her against him, straddling his waist.



Buffy hurriedly stripped Spike of his coat kissing him deeply after he lifted her shirt over her head. And the intensity of the animalistic experience took them over.





“Done,” Brandkle said to Rack. Enjoying his company because it gave him ample opportunity to show off.



“Now to the witch,” he said, as his eyes turned black and they left the seductive scene.



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Thank you so much LeatherQueen, She really helped with teh willow scenes all you Willow Lovers out there... hehehe



Don't worry happy ending with this fic and all... and well after wantching Entropy and Seeing Red... those didn't happen in my happy little universe... well in this Happy little writting universe...

heheh



Well I have exams the end of this week and next... I probably wont write... but if u see me post an update... thank me... then yell at me to study



Sher

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[Thanatopsis]

This is most excellent. Looking forward to another update.

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Because he's with Willow. And if something ... happened, I'd know.

Edited by: Thanatopsis at: 5/7/02 11:36:51 am

[ExtraFlameyWT]

how about you post an update now? then study? i think it's a good idea... but that's just me, and i'm addicted to wt fics. okay, okay... i'll wait. good luck on your exams!



-Aimee

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"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[mollyig]

I really don't like Brandkle. Putting all those doubts and angry feelings in Willow's head.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[Sher]

OK *ExtraFlameyWT* it's all your fault.



With your tempting suggestion of writing first then study later... well I'm writing. I'll probably finish sometime tonight and send it off to my beta reader *LeatherQueen* (just name dropping because I really appreciate the help!)



Also...



Thanks for the offer *Thanatopsis* just got a beta reader last week. Really appeciate it though! Yeah I can't wait for my classes to be done. May 15th I'm free!



It just all depends on how quickly I finish writting... and how many revisions I have to do... but after that it will be posted very quickly!



Sher

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[ExtraFlameyWT]

Yay! It's my fault... I take full responsibility!



Great! Writing before studying is what I always do!



Like right now, for example...



Can't wait for the update!



-Aimee

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"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[Sher]

OH... getting into the writing mode... and I promise you guys..



SEX!



(DISCLAIMER: by promising you guys sex... in no way do I mean prostituting myself out to the general public)





And none of that Spike/Buffy stuff. :P



hehehe





Sher

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Edited by: Sher at: 5/7/02 5:49:08 pm

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Quote:

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(DISCLAIMER: by promising you guys sex... in no way do I mean prostituting myself out to the general public)

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aww, i was hoping you were...



-Aimee

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"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[Sher]

Ok sent the fic to the editor... so be up as soon as I get it back and am able to revise. I'm getting excited about posting this one!







Sher

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