Author: Ilovewillow a.k.a Soph
Rating: PG 13? I think
Disclaimer:Joss owns everything, im just messing around with my thoughts and putting them into words
Spoilers: At the moment none, verges off Season 6, but comes back with a better ending
, And yes that implies there will be more ^_^
Feedback: Yes please! First fic here
Thoughts in Italics. First fic, Love to my best friend for helping with the name. If Im Willow she's Buffy
And to WTL ( WillowTaraLover).
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Neverending. Thats all it is. Just a big abyss. I thought, well to be honest I never know what I'm thinking. My history proves that doesnt it. If mabye I could survive, without her I mean, I would be okay, but the funny thing is I can't. She's my everything, MY neverending, my always.
The alarm clock, goes off, as it does most days. I never really disliked alarm clocks, they would wake me from my sleep and I can get on with the day, but lately, I can't help thinking, no, wishing that the alarm clock doesnt go off and I dont wake. I think if I died, it would be better, I know that I would eventually see her again, in heaven we could be together, forever, nothing to hold us back, nothing to worry about. We could surround our-selves in each other and our love and just live.
Nothing is ever that simple is it? I had to screw everything up. I guess Im just screwy-prone. Prone to screw things up. I eventually dragged myself from ou-, no, my bed, the bed we once shared. The bed we once made love in, the bed that would house our love and share it to others. Now its just empty. Empty memories. Just empty.
Thats all folks! If you like I will post more! Please tell me what you think! And yes it was just a teaser
Soph
