by key03grl » Mon Dec 14, 2009 9:32 pm
"Willow I never stopped loving you, I just regret the things I did to you back then," Tara said.
"Wait you never moved on with anyone?" asked Willow.
"Nope noone couldn't bring myself to fall in love again or look at another girl," Tara said.
"Well i kinda wish i didn't meet Miley," Willow said.
"Don't think that way Will," Tara said.
"If I would of stayed I would of seen Donnie and Ambers wedding, and the birth of..... Wait a second," Willow said, thinking.
"What is it Will?" Tara asked, knowing where she was heading.
"Why haven't I seen their first born?" Willow asked.
"Oh...well...Um its kind of a long story," Tara said.
"Oh my god did she lose the baby?" asked Willow.
"No he is alive its just he lives with Ambers parents, no thanks to Amber and Donnie," Tara said.
"Why what happen?" Willow asked.
"I will tell but first can we go inside I'm getting cold," Tara said.
"I don't want to go in there...but if you like we can go home," Willow said.
"That would be better, I'm tired of sitting in this chair," Tara said.
Willow gets up pulling on her jacket, grabbing ahold of Tara's chair wheeling her to her car. opening the passenger side door, and. Helps Tara inside after closing the door Willow opens the trunk and lays the wheel chair inside climbing into the driver side starting the engine putting the car in gear and heads out of bronze parking and heads home.
Willow pulls into the driveway parks the car shutting the engine off, pops the trunk open takes the wheelchair out and up to Tara. She helps Tara out of the car and into the house. " So where would you like to sit?" Willow asked.
"In the kitchen in one of the comfy chairs," Tara said.
"You got it Tare," Willow said, helping her into the kitchen, and into the chair.
"Why thank you Willow," Tara said.
"For you I'd do anything," Willow said.
"I know you will," Tara said, caressing her hand.
"So how would you like fried chicken for dinner?" Willow asked.
"Sounds good to me," Tara said.
"While I cook tell me what to your nephew," Willow said.
"Ok.. A month after Amber had Blake, her and Donnie decide to go out. And somehow I have no idea how there communications got crossed and Blake was left at home by himself for over 8 hours. So the neighbors heard him crying and called the cops. I over heard the call on Buffys scanner and I got there just as the cops were about to break down the door,"Tara said.
"Then what happen for Ambers mom to get him?" Willow asked.
"Anyways as I ran up to the door, to unlock it the officer asked me was I the mother I said no its my brothers kid and someone was suppose to be with him. So we went in I went straight to the baby's room to find him soaked through his clothes. So I changed him when the officer came back and told me noone was here, so I called Donnie and asked him how long have they been out he. Told me since 3p and there it was after midnight. Blake hadn't been fed since 2:45 so then i asked was suppose to watch him he told me it was a friend of Ambers. then i told him to get his ass home there was noone here since they left. after we hung up i warmed a bottle up for him and fed.
"Wow then what happen?" Willow asked.
"Well by the time they got there CPS was there as well, talking with the neighbors and me and Amber then Donnie. Amber came running to me crying that there gonna take the baby away unless I help," Tara said.
"What did you do?" asked Willow.
"I helped them out of course for a few months, on the third month the social worker came by and told me that Blakes parents are not allow to see him. until they take the classes. I understood that of course she told me she told Donnie and Amber the same thing," Tara said.
"Did they ever take the classes," Willow asked, giving Tara her plate.
"three weeks later Amber came to my door crying, saying she needed a place to stay while Donnie went on a fishing trip all because she was too scared to stay by herself. So I asked did they takd the classes, she told me yes whicH was a lie. That I found out 3 days later when Catherine the case worker came to my house, saying I didn't follow there request with Blakes parents. so i invited her in and told her what Amber told me about the classes, she informed me that they never even sign up or went to the classes. So I asked her to stay until Amber got back which she did, an hour later Amber comes back and I confront her about it. while the social worker was in the other room she kept telling me she went, so Catherine walks up behind her saying there's no record of it, So Amber turns around saying that's her baby and she will see him when ever she wants. so the next month Ambers parents drove all the way here to get him which pissed her off big time, and she hasn't seen him since but Donnie has he took the classes," Tara said.
"Wow and she doesn't want to see her son?" Willow asked.
"That I have no idea on.. But I miss that little guy,"Tara said, grabbing some more chicken.
"I bet you do you had him for 3 months," Willow said.
"Yup that is the only boy who has my heart," Tara said, smiling.
"what the fuck is going on in here,"
They both turn to see who was coming through the door, only to find it was. "Miley what are you doing here?" Willow asked.
"I couldn't find you anywhere at the Bronze. Or you and little miss Dawn wouldn't tell me if two had left together," Miley said.
Well good for Dawn, we got cold and I didn't want to go inside where you were so we came here to talk," Willow said.
"Willow I'm tired of fighting with you," Miley said.
"Then don't fight with me its as simple as that," Willow said, getting up.
"I wouldn't be fighting with you, if she wasn't here and you know that," Miley said.
"Oh my god are we still on that," laughed Willow.
"Yes we are until you make a decision," Miley said, walking towards her.
"And what decision is that?" Willow asked.
"Weather or not she leave this house," Miley said.
Willow turns around and walks over to Miley. "Fuck you Miley this is my house and she is staying and I don't give a fuck what you say," Willow said.
"Don't get in face Willow so back up," Miley said.
"Oh I am nowhere near your face Miles," Willow said.
"Fuck Willow why are you acting like a bitch around her?" Miley asked.
"I'm not acting like a bitch, the only one acting like a bitch is you," Willow said
Willow turns to finish the dishes, only to have Miley grab her arm swinging her back around to face her "Don't turn away from me got that," Miley said.
"Go to fucking hell I do what I want and when I want and who I want," Willow yelled.
"Is that how its going to be now?" Miley asked.
"Just get your FUCKING ASS out of my house," Willow said.
Before anyone knew it Miley punched Willow square in the mouth, Tara jumps up on the ankle that just come out of the cast few days ago, balance herself on one leg. Grabs Miley arm and yanks her towards her before she could even blink, slamming her against the wall pinning her there. Tara looks over at Willow who is spitting out blood. "Will you ok sweetie?" Tara asked.
"I'll be ok.. As for you I want you out of my house," Willow said, walking over to them.
"Willow please I'm so sorry," Miley said.
"I don't want to hear it just leave now,"
Willow noticed that Tara had a tight hold of her,and that her fist was balled up ready to punch her. Willow touches Taras arm. "Tara let her go," Willow said.
" I really want to knock the shit out of her," Tara said.
"I know just let her go home please for me," Willow said.
Tara let's Miley go at Willows request, and sits back down. "If you ever hit her again I will beat you down," Tara said.
Miley runs out of the house, while Willow heads into the bathroom. Closing the door and locking it. She looks in the mirror and sees the cut on her lip. She starts to cry sliding down to the floor and leans against the bathroom door that leads into the hallway.
5 minutes later Tara heads to her room, as she closes the door she hears soft sobs coming from the bathroom. she wheels over to the bathroom, opens the door to see Willow leaning against the other door crying. "Willow," Tara said, softly.
"Please I just want to be left alone," Willow said.
"I'm not gonna just leave you here crying your eyes out, but if you don't get up I will come down there with you sweetie," Tara said.
"If you did that how would you get up?" Willow asked, standing up.
" I would just be stuck on the floor I guess," Tara said, winking at her.
"How do you do that?" asked Willow sitting on her bed.
"How do I do what?" Tara asked.
"Make me smile when I'm down or crying, I mean its a good thing its just we haven't seen or spoken in four years. And you make me feel so safe," Willow said.
"I don't know i guess its just chemistry between us," Tara said, shrugging her shoulders.
Tara climbs onto the bed, sliding up to the headboard. As she leans against it Willow lays her head down In her lap, Tara rubs her back as she runs her fingers through her hair. "MM that feels nice," Willow said.
The next morning Willow woke up to the phone ringing next to the bed, she reaches for it. "Hello," Willow said, half asleep.
"Willow can we talk please,"
Willow looks over sees Tara is still asleep, she gets up walks into the kitchen. "I'm listening so talk," Willow said.
"I'm really sorry about last night I think I had to much to drink," Miley said.
"I dont want to hear this Miles," Willow said.
"Please Willow dont do this to me i love you," Miley said.
"If thats true you wouldn't of hit me?" Willow asked.
"I am really sorry, can you meet me for lunch down at that expresso place?" Miley asked.
"I guess so in an hour," Willow said, hanging up the phone.
An hour later Willow met Miley at the expresso pump, she walks In and finds Miley in a booth near the back. She walks back after getting her chocolate moach." I'm here so talk," Willow said.
"I'm really sorry for everything, give me another chance please," Miley begges.
"On two conditions," Willow said.
"Ok I'm listening," Miley said.
"First condition the weddings called off," Willow said.
"No that's not fair Will," Miley said.
"I'm not finished second condition who's living in my house you have no say so what so ever," Willow said.
"I don't agree with any of it but I have no choice, so ok you win," Miley said.
Two months later Willow took Tara to her doctors appointment, They laughing and picking on eachother. At one point Willow leans over, like she was going to tell Tara a secret instead she stuck a wet finger In her ear.
"Ewe Will that was gross," Tara said, wiping her ear.
"Nah you know you liked it," Willow said, winking at her.
"I would of liked it more if it was your tongue," Tara said, smiling at her.
"TARA! I can't believe you said that, since you mentioned it here goes," Willow said, sticking her tongue in her ear.
"Ok Ok that tickles stop it," Tara said.
"Well since you insisted i'll stop," Willow said.
Tara looks down as Willow cell rings, and sees its Miley calling. " Looks like she is checking up on you," Tara said.
"Better not be..Hello..no I'm with Tara at the moment at her appointment...don't start that again Miley...ok see you later bye," Willow said.
45 minutes later Tara was called back to the back, her cast on her leg was cut off and xrayed.
"Well Tara your heeling nicely so from here I'm going to put you in a non casting cast," the Dr said.
"That means I can walk again?" Tara asked.
"That's correct walk shower just take it easy your still gonna need that chair," he said.
20 minutes later Willow and Tara were walking out of the hospital, Tara was leaning on Willow for support. "So how does it feel to walk again?" Willow asked.
"Feels kinda weird," Tara said.
"So where would you like to go now that you can walk?" asked Willow.
"I have the perfect place.. Let's pull a joke on Dawnie," Tara said.
"Ok but what kind of joke?" Willow asked.
"Leave that up to me, so you and Miley trying to work it out?" Tara asked.
"I guess the wedding is called off though," Willow said.
"REALLY! why Will?" Tara asked, somewhat excited.
"Because I called it off, but the truth is I'm in love with you and I kinda love Miley so right now I'm confussed," Willow said.
"So your just weighing everything out at this point," Tara said.
"I guess you could say that," Willow said, opening the car door for Tara.
After closing the door Willow runs around jumps in the drivers seat, starting the engine and heading to Dawns.
Pulling into the driveway Willow shuts the engine off, hops out pops the trunk open taking the chair out and over to Tara.
"Hey what brings you two by?" Dawn asked, stepping out the door.
"Thought we'd come by and see you sweetie," Tara said.
"Come on in, I was just making coffee," Dawn said.
They headed inside and sat down in the living room, Dawn went in the kitchen to get there coffee. She comes back out with three cups of coffee. "Her you guys go," Dawn said.
"Um... Dawn where's your restroom?" Tara asked, winking at Willow.
"Down the hall first door on the left," Dawn said.
Tara wheels herself towards the hall, but stops cause of the step up. She gets up and heads to the bathroom, when she comes back maken a little noise Dawn turns around. " Oh my god I am so sorry Tara I forgot about that step," Dawn said.
"Its fine I got it," Tara said.
"No Willow help her before she falls," Dawn cried.
"Dawnie don't cry, she can handle it," Willow said, hugging her.
Tara walks over to them. " Dawnie please don't cry I'm fine see," Tara said.
"Oh my god your walking, that's great," Dawn said, hugging her. " But when does this one come off?"
"I don't know forgot to ask," Tara said.
"So how much longer till little bit is born?" Willow asked.
"three more weeks and I can't wait," Dawn said.
Later that night Willow and Tara where at home fixing dinner, as they were making it Willow started throwing food at Tara. So by the time they had it made there was more food on them then in the dishes, they were laughing and giggling like school girls. Miley comes in and sees the mess. " Holy shit what happened in here?" Miley asked.
"Oh hey Miles we kinda had a food fight," Willow said, winking at Tara.
"Uh huh, so Tara how does it feel to be walking again?" Miley asked.
"It takes getting use to but at least I'm taller then Willow again," Tara said, smiling at Willow.
"Yeah pretty much everyone is taller then Will," Miley said.
"Hey! Why am I getting picked on here?" Willow said, pouting.
"Aww poor baby we were only kidding," Tara said.
Miley kept looking between them, and the way they were acting all giggly with eachother. She didn't like it one bit but she knew couldn't say anything because it was Willows house. "I think I'm just going to head home," Miley said.
"what. Your not staying for dinner?" Willow asked.
"I don't Think so I have an early case load in the morning," Miley said.
"Ok call me later Miles," Willow yelled, as the door closed.
After dinner was finished and the dishes were done, they decided to go watch some TV. They sat on the couch next to eachother, with Tara's head on Willows shoulder eating popcorn. They reach there hands inside the bowl at the same time, As there hands touch Willow looks over at Tara. "what is it?" Tara asked.
"Nothing I just kind this with you is all," Willow said.
Tara reaches her hand up to move a strand of hair out of Willows face, Willow captures Tara's hand and holds it. they look at eachother for awhile and smile, Willow leans over and kisses Tara on the lips then pulls back only to lean in again and kiss her more passionately. Willow felt more then heard Tara moaning, As she is slowly lays Tara down on the couch, tongues dueling and hands start to roam. The front door opens and they freeze. " Willow I think I left my wallet here," Miley yelled, heading towards the kitchen.
They sit up quickly straightening up there shirts. "Were in here Miles," Willow said, looking over at Tara and smiling.
"Oh didn't see you two when I came in, I found it see you later," Miley said walking out.
"Wow now was close," Tara said.
"It wouldn't matter if she saw us," Willow said.
TBC ~key03grl~
Tara: willow i got so lost