The What I Really Meant To Say Thread

[Willowtree252]

WIMTS Keep your straight ass opinion to your self I dont care what you think of my life so fuck off.

[sweet satin lover]

I liked your old name better having this new name is so strange and alien, I understand the reasons why you changed it and I am trying to be happy for you but its very far fetched and I wonder if you do get your dream job if you will be taken seriously. Its extraordinary, just like you are but I cant help but think you just changed it to prove a point and be a rebel. Your old name is all I ever knew you as and I liked it I feel kinda sad that you have changed it and the views of others that go along with their wrong thoughts about you because of it.

[Kessari]

What I said: You didn't have to do this.

WIRMTS: Thanks for driving me home, Dad. You are the best and it was awesome to speed down the highway with you. I loved spending time with you - alone. I wish we could do this more often!

[Willowtree252]

What I said ......... Oh thats nice good for you o o k.

WIRMTS Are you fucking nuts what the hell Run Run Run Run just like you always have. Dont do this just dont go to the dark side it wont make you happy. This makes me so sad for you.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

What I Said: The only problem was a kid being sick.

WIRMTS: I think we did really well today. I'm proud of us, and proud of myself for not making any mistakes.

[MelCar19]

What I said: Yeah... ok

WIRMTS: You always bitch about people ditching you but in the end you do the same to me, I'm tired of it... it hurts... You'd rather do other things then hang out with me

[Nue]

What I say: Ok, do as you like

WIRMTS: are you stupid? you´re getting a loan to travel with your girlfriend?? you don´t have a job, you didn´t finish college, you have bills to pay and you´re getting a LOAN just to travel ´cause your girlfriend WANTS you there?

[Kessari]

What I said: I understand Dad...

WIRMTS: If she is pissing you off so much tell HER not ME... I'm sick of both of you calling me at the strangest times complaining about each other. Talk to each other for a change?! Gawd!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

What I Said: The offer still stands, if they'll let you and you or they can pay for your food we can make it work.

WIRMTS: I gave up on the idea a long time ago, when you told me it could never work cause your parents would never let you live with me, but I still love the idea because I want the chance to be your big sister again. I want to be there for you, I want to give you what you need, and maybe you'd hate living with me like you hate living with each set of parents cause you're 16 and hating life is just what you do, but maybe not; maybe I could help and make things better, and I really want the chance to try. I know it's a long shot that they would agree, cause your dad's a hard-ass and your mom sees me as the depressed imature kid she met 5 years ago and neither of them would likely trust me, and we'd have to share a bedroom, and I would have no extra money to help you out, and I honestly don't know if I could control you even a little, but I really want the chance to try. I want you to live with me.

[fhiwda]

What I said: I wasn't feeling well.

Meant to say: I am falling apart inside because of life and my family. Seeing you made me want to break down so I walked to the back so I could resist the urge. Work is not the place to cry or talk.

[writerfreak]

What I Said: Did I do something wrong?

WIRMTS: Did you cut me out of your life just like that without a word? What is going on what did I do?

writerfreak

[Nue]

What I said: Ok, I don´t care...


WIRMTS: please talk to me! if you like that because of something I did, please tell me!

[CrazyTaraWitch]

What I said: Thanks for giving me a ride.

WIRMTS: I really enjoyed talking to you, which is strange cause you're my friends' dad, but it was nice. Thank you for talking to me like an adult, can't be easy when you've known me since I was 5, I appreciated it.

[Nue]

what I said: you should find the right girl for this, I don´t mind...

WIRMTS: Why can´t be me?

[writerfreak]

What I Said: Hope is the only thing keeping me going right now against previous judgement. I can handle whatever it is but I will wait.

What I Really Meant To Say: You don't get to make those decisions for me. That is so very wrong to withhold information and torture someone, CONTROL someone that way. Let me be the judge of what I can handle and can't handle. It's for me to decide.

writerfreak

[fhiwda]

What I said: nothing

WIRMTS: I hate not having you in my life, but I think this is necessary for you to move on. I'm broken and am not about to hold you back.

[MelCar19]

>.> In order to understand this one you need to know a little back story. My uncle, hates gays completely.. thinks they are horrible people, whatever... anyway somehow a dinner conversation switched to same sex marriages and of course my uncle was all over that and he said

"I don't understand, how can a lesbian not like a penis if she has never had it" Again, many flaws in his theory here...

What I said: *continues to eat green beans and ignores*

WIRMTS: I can ask you the same question...

Man, I would have gotten beat for that one, and it almost slipped out of my mouth, too

[Yours]

WIRMTS: I've heard it all, I'm here for you but you keep lying to me, what do you expect me to do? It's scaring me a little because the more you lie the less I care.

[Willowtree252]

What I said......... I understand

WIRMTS Fuck you bitch I quit!!

[W&T]

I'm sorry so many of you had to see me like that so many times. But I'm even more sorry that it was your doorstep I turned up at at 6 in the morning.

[Dorothy]

2 girls in my new class were discussing if there'd be any more boys and suddenly one said "aw yuck as long as they are not GAY!"

WIRMTS; What would be wrong with more gays in our class?

But instead I proceeded to pack my bag, took my rainbow purse, with rainbow wallet dangling from it, out and placed it on my desk in plain view, put my backpack on, picked up the purse and went home pretending I didn't hear their conversation.

blah I should speak up instead of silently protesting but it was my first day, first 15 minutes even, with my new classmates and I had allready tripped over someones feet and made a remark to the teacher that was welcomed with a bunch of sighs so I didn't wanna attract more unnescesary attention to my stupid dumb annoying self.

[sweet satin lover]

Why the hell are you so jealous all the time whenever something happens. I mean I know its no big deal to you but It was fun and you take the fun out of it by getting jealous and going all weird and saying mean things and then just expect me to carry onn the convo as normal. And hey at least that happens to me which is more than I can say for you so however lame and cheesy I may be I must be doing something somewhat right. You only do it to undermine my confidence and I get that, I wish I didnt get so pissed off still and if you were a true friend you wouldnt do it Its sad taht I cant tell you everything but you understand why...and I dont even care that I wasnt invited for coffee tomorrow I have bigger and better things that are going to happen for me because while you are being bitter and jealous about everyone taht isnt you I am going to be getting my poetry and books out there and you are even jealous of this! I dont understand you at all.

[sweet satin lover]

sorry I know we arebnt meant to double post but I am really sad.


I know that we will always be friends but I don't think that you are much of a friend half of the time, when you are a great friend you are amazing and when you are a bitch you really are a super bitch. All that shit last night I think I did the right thing by leaving the phone call in a dignified manner but then on fb today you advertise about how you would do anything for your freindds and "travel to the ends of the earth and beyond" and all that sh*t just to make yourself look good and all "woe is me" to people but I dont even want you to do that I just want you to be nice and not keep on doing what you are doing. Perhaps next time you call with a problem I wont bearound and you will have to find someone else to listen.

[Anlorew]

What I really said: I'm fine. Don't worry about me.

WIRMTS: I'm not fine. I'm hurting inside, I just don't know how to tell you. I'm not even sure you care. Do you even listen to me when I tell you things like this? Can't you tell how much I care about you? Can't you see that I'm crying inside and I just want us get away from the crowd of people and go somewhere private so I can tell you everything that's been going on with me, and then cry in your arms. Do you really see me at all? Am I anything to you?

[Haz]

What I said: See you tomorrow!

WIRMTS: I really can't do this relationship right now. You're beautiful and smart but I'm in love with anna and have been for months we've been sleeping together for the past three weeks. I'm so sorry I've lead you on in this dead end relationship, but I wanted to give you a chance because you're one of the most kind-hearted people ever and I thought maybe the fucked up arrangement I have with anna might stop. But it hasn't. If anything it's worse. She seems to like the casual sex without the commitment, but I just want to be around her all the time, and everytime I sleep with you i feel guilty because she's all i think about. I'm so sorry, I just wanted to end this before it got too serious.

[W&T]

What I said: Hi, yeah I'm having a good time at college.

WIRMTS: It may not have seemed to you like you were helping as much as you really were, but I survived because of you. For you. I've never told you, but I love you. I never knew seeing you again after 5 months would hurt this much.

[tetyline]

What I said: No, he is just my friend.

WIRMTS: No. because i'm gay and i'm liking a beautiful woman!

[tarawillow<3]

I love you more than a friend

[CrazyTaraWitch]

What I said: That doesn't work, I guess we'll have to hang out some other time.

WIRMTS: It sucks that you're bailing, but I don't care enough to change my plans. The last time I saw you wasn't that fun and I really don't miss you that much anymore, so if you aren't willing to make time for this friendship I guess I'm not either.

[tetyline]

What I said: I don't see the problem in been friends whit someone gay

WIRMTS: Well, so i guess you don't want to hang out with me, because I AM gay ;D