New fic - Growth

[DreamLover]

OK I know I'm always nagging, I just can't help myself. I want a update!!! When is the next update??????????????????????



I hope it's soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



DreamLover

[willohand]

Previously...Willow made sure to put away all the heavy machinery first, then the smaller ones. Finally, there were just the trash bags to move. After removing the bags, Willow looked down at herself. Damn it! Look at me. I'm all dirty.

Brain to Willow: Didn't a certain blue eyed blonde tell you to come as you are? Willow to Brain: Gulp. Um yeah. Oh shit, Tara.



Willow took off running across the campus towards Tara`s classroom. Tara saw her girl come into view. She was standing in the window looking for Willow. As she saw the flash of red getting closer, she casually walked over to her large desk and pulled out of her desk what she needed. Willow walked in and her mouth dropped open. Tara was sitting on the desk with her top fully unbuttoned with no bra and in a thong only. In her hands were paint brushes. Between her legs was a can of paint. She signed "I was looking at the photo you sent me of yourself with the paint... I thought you could use help with your...um (smiling) strokes. Do you? Need help with learning how to better your strokes baby?"



Willow was already drooling at the sight of her blonde goddess wife. She stepped into the classroom, closing and locking the door behind her. She circled the desk like an animal stalking her prey. Tara could sense Willow`s animal trying to get lose and devour her. Tara reached out and caught Willow by the hand. "Will" she signed as she kissed her on the neck. "Willow I’ll be your canvas for you to practice on." Willow pulled Tara roughly into her, kissing her hard. Tara pulled away. "You’re a mess. Look at you. I guess I have to clean that dirt off of you huh? Well, after I improve your stroke" she signed. Willow was smiling as she read Tara`s hands. “My...stroke? W-what’s wrong with my...” she signed. Tara sat towards the end of the desk with her legs dangling off but still spread wide apart. "You overlapped too much while stroking" Tara pointed out, every word with open meanings to get the redhead thinking. Willow looked at Tara`s chest and took the paint brush from her hands. She proceeded to paint a line across Tara`s chest. Tara eased back just enough to let the shirt she was hardly wearing slip the rest of the way off her shoulders. Tara pushed Willow away some to stand up. Brushing past Willow she grabbed a sheet and threw it across her desk. Kissing Willow`s neck, she then climbs on to the desk. "Your canvas awaits your gentle stroking" she signed and lay on her stomach. Willow just stared at Tara`s great ass and even more beautiful thighs and back.



Brain to Willow: Oh god, look at her hips. Mnnnnnnnnnnnnn...Tara hips.



Reaching out, Willow slowly slides her hands up and down Tara`s hips and thighs.



Brain to Willow: Gulp. Sh-sh-she...

Willow to Brain: God I know what you mean. She’s a goddess. My goddess.

Brain to Willow: Um, our goddess.



Tara turns to look at Willow, giving her a big smile while pointing to the can of open paint. "Oh right t-the paint." she signs. She picks up the smallest brush and dips it. Tara slowly turns over onto her back. She signals Willow to step closer. Willow, with brush in hand and Tara`s help, starts to paint her canvas. Starting from Tara`s neck they draw a long line down to Tara`s stomach. Tara is softly smiling. Willow`s hand is trembling. Tara finds it a complete turn on that Willow is SO nervous. She lets go of the brush. "Steady Will. Remember what I told you about your strokes. Just go slow. Slow is always my favorite way. Okay?" she signed. Willow was always a good student, and a quick study. She dipped the brush again and came up with a very wet brush. Slowly she did the line again by herself. It was perfect. Tara watched as the line was drawn down her body. "Um... how about we um..." Tara bit her lip. Willow watched with a look of hunger. Tara continued. "Um circles. I was thinking we could work on your circles now" she signed and pointed to her breast. "My um…nipples should be your starting points.” But Willow had other ideas.



She put down the paint brush for a moment and pulled Tara’s hair up and into a bun. Tara gulped because she knew where this was headed.



Tara to Brain: Oh God is she? Oh nooooooo...please tell me she’s not going to..."



Her words were stopped as Willow put the paint brush to Tara`s left ear. Her eyes closed and she leaned into the brush. Willow quickly switched to a much smaller paint brush, one used to get into small areas. My canvas huh? Well…



Brain to Willow: It would seem that our canvas is way too bare.

Willow to Brain: I think you’re right.



Willow backed away while never losing eye contact with Tara. She opened two more cans of water paints. In all there were three cans of water paints: one red, one baby blue, and one green. Tara was starting to tremble from the feel of the soft brush that was causing havoc to her brain and turning her center into a dripping wet faucet. Willow knew just the kind of affect the small brush was having on Tara.



Brain to Willow: Ahhhhh very sensitive ears indeed.

Willow to Brain: I know. I love seeing her get this way. All squirmish and out of control...



Tara was growing weak from the long strokes of Willow`s brush. Looking at Tara, Willow suddenly was overcome with deep feelings of love for her wife. Taking the brush she knelt down in between Tara`s legs. The blonde, in those minutes, was recovering from attention given to her ears. She was then struck with another good sensation. Willow was on her knees drawing something on her stomach. Willow went to Tara`s bag and found a mirror. She turned the mirror on to Tara`s stomach. Tara barely made out the words, but she finally did. What she read struck her speechless and made her body tremble. Willow had written in small letters the words "my babies here." Tara took the mirror from Willow`s hand and held it where she could read the words again. She read them again and again. Tears slowly rolling down her face only to be caught by Willow`s finger. Willow started to paint again, this time only higher. She painted over Tara`s heart the words "Willow loves Tara." Slowly deciding what she wanted to say next she stepped back and circled the table again. On Tara`s left arm she drew a big heart and put their name. Down Tara`s hips she wrote the word "sexy." Stepping between her wife legs again, Willow goes on to her knees and began to kiss Tara`s inner thigh. Tara’s eyes close as her hands reach for the back of Willow`s head. She directs her to where she needs her most. Willow lets herself be guided. She slowly kisses and licks her way around Tara`s aching center. She dives in, making Tara nearly pass out from the orgasm. She wants me to have her b-babies...



Brain to Tara: She wants a family with you. She loves you dearly.

Tara to brain: I love her too. So much.

Brain to Tara: She wants you to have her kids.



Without realizing it, Tara whispered Willow`s name. As soft as she said it, Willow heard it. She stopped and looked up into Tara`s blue crying eyes. She stood up and pulled Tara into a hug. "W-wh-what if the kids..." Willow stopped her. "What if OUR kids what?" she asked. Tara corrected herself. "What if our kids are d-deaf like me?" She was visibly shaking. Willow leaned her forehead against Tara`s. Looking straight into one another souls, Willow slowly kissed Tara. Tara went to close her eyes, but Willow wanted Tara to see the answer to her own question. She asked Tara to not close her eyes. Tara read Willow`s lips. As Willow moved in to kiss her they kissed with their eyes open. Gently pushing Tara on to her back Willow made love to Tara as they both were looking into one another’s soul. Willow made love to Tara there on the professors own desk. Tara welcomed it willingly and lovingly. "I want our children to be just like their mommy, like you Tara: smart, beautiful, sensitive, and deaf, it that’s what’s to be. I promise you I will love them all the more" Willow signed. Tara smiles. "Kids? You want more then one?" Tara signed as Willow inserted two fingers inside her. As Willow thrusted into Tara, she verbally answered. "God baby yes. I want a girl and a boy." Tara suddenly stiffened. Looking into Willow`s eyes, "I-I want to have your.." she came all over Willow`s fingers as she tried to sign. "Kids. You want to have my kids. I know Tara. And baby you will. God Tara" she signed as she continued to thrust in and out causing Tara to have yet another orgasm. Tara`s body slowly stopped trembling as Willow was on the desk on top of Tara, holding her gently to her. She rubbed her hand slowly over Tara`s stomach. Tara held tight to Willow`s hand as it traveled along her stomach. "Baby, come with me. I'm taking you home and letting you sleep" Willow signed. Tara did nothing but nod as Willow went around gathering the paint cans.Oh Willow, my love...having your kids would be something I would do and know 100% that deaf or hearing you would make the best mother.

Brain to Tara: She’s a keeper. It’s time.



Tara to Brain: I know and I will. First I need to speak to Momma.

Brain to Tara: She already knew when you didn't. Why do you think the night of the party your mom brought her? She`s letting everyone know that she wants you and Willow together. Ask her to marry you soon.

Tara to Brain: I will.



Closing her eyes she opened them to find herself staring into a pair of loving eyes. Willow put Tara`s shirt back on. She proceeded to touch Tara as she dressed her. Tara was so in tune with Willow at that moment, even more than usual. They didn't sign a word as they made their way to their cars. As Tara was getting ready to pull out her key Willow stopped her. "Tonight we..." Tara stopped her by putting a finger on her lips. "I know. I will follow you in my car." Willow finished her sentence in a whisper as she got into her car, “…go to my house."



The drive to Willow`s wasn't fast enough for Tara, but once Willow pulled up and stopped, Tara was nervous. Willow`s house....wow it’s beautiful.



Brain to Tara: Look at her yard. My god it’s heavenly. Look at that garden...

Tara to Brain: Wow. It’s b-beautiful.



Willow’s tap on Tara`s window brought Tara out of her thoughts. "Come on honey. We’re here. We’re home.” Tara wasn't lost on Willow`s reference on the "we’re home" statement.



Tara to Brain: We are home aren't we?

Brain to Tara: Yes I believe we have finally are.



Taking Tara by the hand, Willow put something in it and stepped back. Tara looked down and it was a ring with keys on it. She looked to Willow with a questioning look on her face.



Brain to Tara: You’re home. Use your keys to let yourself into your home.

Tara to Brain: W-what? What are you talking about?

Brain to hand: Put the key into the lock and turn the knob.



Without any hesitation, her arm went out and did as the brain ordered. Willow smiled as Tara’s hand was trembling so bad she couldn't unlock the door. Coming up close behind her, Willow steadied Tara`s hand as they turned the key and entered. Tara went to hand Willow the keys back when Willow signed "What? What are you doing with your keys? How are you going to be able to get in and out of the house, baby, without your keys?” Tara smiled and walked into the house, dragging Willow upstairs. She could sense which room the bedroom was without Willow having to sign. Tara pushed open the door and walked in first. She was still holding Willow`s hand so Willow was pulled along. Once inside, Tara pinned Willow to her bedroom door and kissed her hard. "Somebody needs a shower" she signed as she started to undress Willow. Within minutes, Willow was naked and breathing heavily. Tara then undressed herself. "Bathroom?" she signed. Willow was lost in the sight of Tara`s beautiful body. Tara took Willow by the hand and began to walk out the bedroom and into the halls. She pushed open doors until she came to the bathroom. Willow`s mind was off and running. Oh god she`s here. She`s in the house, my house. I mean our house.



Brain to Willow: Willow? WILLOW? WILLOW?

Willow to Brain: Huh? W-what?

Brain to Willow: Oh nothing, just Tara had to find the bathroom without you. Now get from up here and go be with our wife.

Willow to Brain: Oh yeah. Tara, my wife, mother of my children.

Brain to Willow: DUH! Would you go! She`s waiting to bathe you.



Willow blinked to find Tara standing there smiling at her. "You okay?” she asked. Willow pointed to her head. "It’s kind of busy up there." Tara leaned in and kissed Willow on her temples, first the right, then the left. "How`s that?" Tara signed. Willow smiled and pulled Tara in for another kiss. Tara pinned Willow up against the bathroom door as she began to undress her. Willow leaned her forehead against Tara`s and simply stared into a blue so soft and deep she was becoming lost.



Brain to Willow…I said Brain to Willow.



Willow`s body to Tara`s body: I think you broke her. What do we do?



Tara`s body to Willow`s body: I don't know. Um I think if we did this...



Tara led Willow to the bathroom after undressing her. Once inside, Tara then turned on the water temperature until it began to get warm, at first, then she guided Willow under the showers. Willow felt the warmth of the water and the warmth from Tara`s body all at once. Her eyes became focused and alert. All she saw was Tara. All she felt was Tara. She started to verbally moan Tara`s name over and over again. Tara could tell by the vibrations from Willow`s neck her name was being said. It was always special to Tara to feel how Willow felt. She knew that at times the redhead could still be shy. But for Tara, her being able to feel Willow was...What’s more, her even wanting to experience that with someone says something. Suddenly Willow stops calling out Tara`s name and opened her eyes. "Baby can you just hold me and never let me go?" she signed. Tara smiled. Picking up the soap she washed Willow, taking her time in doing so. It was nothing sexual in it.



Afterward they exited the shower, Tara holding Willow close as they entered Willow`s bedroom. Tara led Willow to bed. They turned down the sheets and climbed in. Tara pulled Willow close to her. They lay snuggling for some time without word. Willow was stroking Tara`s stomach. "I want our little girl to have your beautiful expressive eyes baby" Willow signed, kissing Tara`s chin. "Oh, and your cute ears" she signs as she scoots her way down between Tara`s legs. Resting her head on Tara`s stomach, Willow falls to sleep in that position as Tara lay awake holding her tightly. She cried as she replayed her conversation with Willow about their kids. Our kids...oh Momma. She wants to have children. She wants two kids. She wants me to carry her kids. Oh Momma...Tara cried silently not to wake Willow. For it was a happy cry. Then she called Willow`s name. Willow’s head rose up. "Tara? Tara baby...you called me." Tara signed “I just love you so. I didn't mean to wake you when I called you." Willow curled up more into Tara`s stomach. She laid her head back onto Tara`s stomach and fell to sleep again. Tara smiled. My Willow. Again Tara found herself calling out to Willow. This time Willow sat fully up. "Baby what is it?" She asked as she took Tara into her arms. "Will...? I-I have to say s-s-something. The kids? W-what if their d-d-deaf like m-me? They a-are not having a bunch of people digging inside their heads" she signed. Willow simply sat and took in the words Tara just said. "I-I mean if they are even deaf" she spoke softly. "Tara baby...I know you’re against the kids getting operated on, but we have time to make that decision. Besides, who says they’re going to be deaf? And Tara, are you saying if our babies are born deaf that we aren't going to chance the operation so they can hear?" she signed. Tara, looking Willow square in the eye, "I'm not chancing their psychological welfare on maybes. It’s cruel to give hope, and then snatch it away. I won’t do it to them. I just won’t. Please Willow, just promise we won’t make them go under the knife on maybes." Tara pulled away from Willow, but Willow was back pulling a distraught Tara back to her. "Sshhh...Baby stop it." Tara was pulling away. Willow pushed Tara onto her back and straddled her hips so she couldn't move. She spoke with some anger and pain, but still with love. First she signed for Tara to read her lips. "Tara Rosenberg Maclay ...what are you trying to do? I want us to have kids we both love, hearing or non-hearing. I love you, and I want you to carry my children. Our children. Will you be the mother of my children? I want your warm caring eyes to be their door to the world. Please Tara. Be the mommy to carry the children. I will if you want me to. I just love the idea of you pregnant and my being able to make love to you with the kids in your stomach. Tara do you want to be the one to carry the kids?" she asked. Tara sat staring at Willow`s mouth. She read the words and still sat just looking at Willow`s mouth. "Uh Tara? Baby?" she asked. "You’re not concerned I could give birth to two deaf kids are you? It really doesn't bother you, does it? You just want our kids to be..." before Tara could finish signing, Willow was on her kissing her hard. Tara felt something warm on her face. It was Willow crying. Willow then pinned Tara`s hands above her head as she continued to kiss her. Tara didn't even bother to pull away. Willow’s kisses soon became softer, softer, and yet softer still. She let go of Tara`s hands, which were in her hair and touching her back, instantly. Pulling away slightly Willow signs, “Tara Rosenberg-Maclay I want my kids growing inside of you. I want them to know real warmth from someone who is so incredible. I want to watch them grow inside you. Oh I want them to have your eyes, so blue and expressive.” She leans in and kisses Tara passionately. Tara pushes Willow back and signs the word “Yes.” Willow repeats it through sign, then verbally. “Tara?” Willow is half sobbing, half screaming, and partly laughing from nerves. “Its yes? Y-y-you want to carry my children? Oh god baby I love you so much.” They kiss again as Willow’s hands snake their way inside Tara`s thighs. Willow is trembling. Tara takes hold of Willow`s hands and place them on her stomach. Looking Willow in her eyes she says "Our babies." Willow drops her head to Tara`s stomach. Sobbing, she is barely able to lay still. "Hey, that tickles" Tara signs. Willow sits up and leans in kissing Tara.



Willow`s body to Tara`s body: Uh hey.



Tara`s body to Willow`s body: Hey.



They inch closer to one another. Oh your babies?



Willow`s body to Tara`s body: Uh…heh heh…babies. You’re going to be carrying my kids. That’s wonderful...I mean uh it is right?



Tara`s body to Willow`s: It’s wonderful yes. It isn't even a question with you is it? I mean my carrying them?



Willow`s body to Tara`s body: Are you kidding? My baby is going to come from a warm sensitive caring woman with the body of a goddess.



Tara`s body to Willow`s body: A-a goddess? You think I'm built like a goddess?



Willow`s body to Tara`s: Oh god yes. You are amazing to look at, and the way you feel when you’re against me...



Willow is on top of Tara kissing her and licking her neck. "I n-need to feel you on me" Tara signed. Willow`s mouth attached itself to Tara`s neck as her hands parted Tara`s thighs. "Please Willow, come back to lying on top of my stomach.” Willow scoots down between Tara`s legs and rests her head on Tara`s stomach. Tara reaches out and holds Willow tightly to her. Tara was the first to fall to sleep. Willow just listened to her body.



Willow`s body to Tara`s body: So soft. Mmmnnnnn...Hold me and never let me go.



Tara`s body to Willow`s body: I could never let you go. Didn’t you know? You’re a keeper.



Willow soon falls to sleep listening to her Tara sleep. They snake themselves around one another in deep slumber.

[slayerbitch]

is this how you were relaxing? this is everything that makes you the great writer. it has it all. contact me okay?

[Artemis]

That's a great art lesson!



It seems like Tara's still a bit insecure about her deafness and how Willow sees it, in relation to their children now that they addressed her own choice not to have an operation earlier - well that's natural, show me one person who isn't insecure about something or other I'm glad Willow assuaged her anxiety on that count.



More hints about a proposal in the works? I'm looking forward to that, I have no doubt it'll be utterly sweet and romantic. And yeah, it does seem like time, what with them already talking about children, and all that



I liked the key thing as well, when they went to Willow's house. Great chapter

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

[xonethousandtears08x]

hmm..i wonder what tara was doing? well i cant wait, so please hurry up and update!! lol







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[willohand]

this is the chapter that answers the quetion about what tara was doing when willow walkd in.hey re-read the last few lines of chapter 12 then re-read this update to know.thanks for reading.hope this helps. .

[tararosenburg]

Sorry I haven't replyed in sooooooooooo long! I haven't had internet at home and only can use it when I visit my mom (which I do all the time now) or check my e-mail at work. I love this fic!!!! It's so cute and it makes me cry happy tears every time! I can't wait for more! Your a great writer and I hope you go with this fic for a long time! I can't wait to see them dance! Update soon!

-Mal-

"Happiness is not a fish that you can catch!" From Happiness and the fish by Our Lady Peace

[willohand]

thanks to all the cats and kitties who have dealt with my long

delay between updates.but as it would have it im getting lots of help.i want you guys to know i really appreciate all your support.it means a lot to me.and just so you know and to keep you reading their dancing will be coming up in chapter...

and i must say that chris did one hell of a job teaching willow.tara is so surprised.willow`s dress is but her body is even more

yes we really need to thank bufy for forcing wilow to the gym and for giving her a years membership which our willow has been putting to good use.well thats all i can say about their dancing chapter. no need to thank me for that juicy bit of

info. really its my pleasure.

[xonethousandtears08x]

that was incredible. sorry about my last comment. it was suppose to be for the chapter before this one. so yeah. great update!!







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[Brandnew]

Awesome update...sweet and sexy at the same time...

[sam7777]

Very quirky and sexy. I like how Willow writes messages to Tara using the paints and the connection between the two. It's a great twist on sexy painting. Great stuff more than worth the wait!!

[pipsberg]

Where's my updates??

-pipsberg



"We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep - it's as simple and ordinary as that."

Michael Cunningham, The Hours

[TheVampire]

Where is the Update??????

[sam7777]

Can't wait to see how and manage a .

[willohand]

It’s been three days since Willow asked Tara to carry her children. The goofy big smile has been there since that night, while Tara herself was beaming with love and pride. Buffy noticed right away. She wanted to know everything, but felt it was an invasion of Tara and Willow’s privacy. Then during her speech lessons, Tara opened up about it, completely catching Buffy off guard. "Buffy did you read what I said?" she asked her wide eyed friend.



Buffy’s mouth was hanging open as she shook her head yes to the earlier question. "Oh Tara that sounds so romantic! She actually drew that on your stomach? That’s my Willow, the true romantic.” She walked across the room and gave Tara a big hug. "Kids? She wants you to carry her children..." Buffy’s mind was off and seeing her best friend a nervous wreck of a new mommy.



Across town in the gym where Willow was working out with Faith, Faith was asking about the sappy grin on her friend’s face. Willow continued to smile and remember Tara saying yes to carrying her children. "Alright Red, spill it. What’s put that goofy doofus of a smile on your face? Or should I ask who? Tara I'm guessing." Willow still continued to finish her set of lunges. She could tell the silent treatment she was putting out was making Faith annoyed. After finishing her set she stepped aside to let Faith work out when Faith playfully grabbed her from behind and demanded some info. "Hey Red, I bet Buffy is getting all the information from her friend Tara. Cut me some slack. Spill" she pleaded. "I asked Tara to carry my children once we get married…and she said yes." Willow beamed with pride. "You what? RED? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?” Faith yelled causing other gym goers to stop and stare.



Willow pulled away facing Faith with cold green eyes. "What’s your problem Faith?" Willow demanded to know. "Well for one, you asking Tara to carry your kids knowing there is a chance they could be deaf. I mean Red, come on, if she didn't want to have the operation to give herself a chance to possibly hear then I know she’s going to be the same with the kids. What the hell Red? What was going through your head when you asked her to mother your children?" Faith was getting more upset by the minute. So much so they had to be separated. Buffy and Tara walked in at just that moment. Buffy could read Willow and knew something was wrong. She ran over. “Willow? Faith? What’s going on here? What the hell are you two doing? What happened?” Buffy was holding both Faith and Willow with both hands by their shirt collars. Neither Faith nor Willow volunteered any information as to what was going on. Tara stood back reading Buffy`s lips. Finally stepping forward she signed to Willow, "What’s wrong? Are you alright?" Seeing this Faith went to brush past Tara, but Buffy caught her by the arm. "Hey? HEY!? What the hell is wrong with you? You almost ran into Tara.”



When Faith didn't answer it was Buffy who lost her cool bumping hard into Faith as she went leaving the gym. Tara, Willow, and Faith all stood and watched as Buffy sped out of the parking lot. Tara stepped up to Willow and kissed her. "Can I have some time with Faith…alone?" Willow was about to argue until Tara walked right past her getting in Faith’s face, totally ignoring Willow trying to sign. Willow looked as her girlfriend/future wife and closest friend stood face to face. Willow had never seen this side of Tara. Both Faith and Tara kept up the staring contest until Willow stepped in between them, signing "Forget it Tara. It’s nothing." But Tara wasn't buying it. She put both hands on Willow shoulders and gentle moved her from in front of her. She stepped even more closely into Faith’s personal space. Willow backed away and slowly walked out the gym. Once outside, she saw Buffy`s car just a short distance away. She opened her cell phone and asked Buffy to pick her up, and she would explain more when she got there. Buffy was there in a matter of minutes. She was out asking questions before her car was at a full stop. "What the hell was that back there?" Willow pulled Buffy in for a hug. "That was Faith’s old childhood wounds surfacing. She’s all worked up about my future kids being hurt by others teasing and taunts." Buffy shook her head remembering how Faith told of her childhood and what she suffered. "Wait, you left Tara with her?" Buffy asked. "No I didn't. Tara left Tara with her.” Both Willow and Buffy walked back to the gym and looked through the large glass windows to see Tara up in Faith`s face. They looked at one another. Tara looked like she was talking. They both stared again and to their surprise Tara`s mouth was moving. Willow went to run in when Buffy tackled the redhead. "Whoa there, Will. Where are you going?" She asked. Willow fought her off, but then thought before taking another step. She dropped down next to Buffy with tears in her eyes. “Buffy, Tara is in there saying something, probably not so nice to Faith. Did you see the look on Faith`s face?"



Back inside Tara was indeed speaking. "I-i-i-i asked y-you a question." Faith was so surprised, but she wasn't sure if it was the fact that Tara was talking or the question she had asked her. "LOOK I'M SORRY ALRIGHT? THIS IS JUST ME. My own things coming to surface. I got scared for your kids..." Faith dropped her head. Tara reached out and grabbed Faith into a hug. Faith was trembling and Tara was concerned. She lifted Faith`s face so she could see her eyes. "T-t-tell me." Faith’s eyes went wide with fear. She backed away from Tara, but was cornered and had nowhere to go.



Buffy and Willow wanted to run in, but Tara liked to fight her own battles. Buffy knew Tara would kill her if she was to charge in there to try to get Faith to do anything. Both Willow and Buffy knew their fate and decided against doing anything to get Tara`s wrath in their direction. "That’s some woman you have there Will. Anyone who is willing to stand up to Faith when she’s angry like that..." Willow turned to look inside and saw Tara holding Faith and tapped Buffy to clue her in. "Yeah she`s something else."



Faith was partly crying. She was apologizing and babbling. Oh shit, do we all babble after being around Willow for a certain amount of time? Oh this is contagious. Tara felt Faith pull away. She spoke softly. "Alcoholic for a mom and a dead beat for a dad who left me. My mother died due to her drug habit. I was teased about my mother being different, about my not being able to fit in." Tara read Faith lips carefully, and Faith spoke as clearly as she could so Tara would understand. "Come F-faith. Home." Tara hugged Faith as they walked towards the door.



They saw Willow and Buffy sitting in the doorway off to the side talking. Tara tapped Willow. Both she and Buffy jumped up. Tara put Faith into Buffy`s strong waiting arms. Buffy was about to question Faith until Tara said "Home first." Buffy asked "Whose?" Tara smiled and said "Mine and Will’s." Buffy, Faith and Willow all stood with their mouths open. Tara just walked out to Willow`s car and waited for them. Tara drove with Buffy while Willow and Faith paired up. Faith felt bad about saying everything she did. Willow wanted to talk about it but was still angry at Faith`s treatment of Tara and even more angry for the things she had said. Faith couldn't take the uncomfortable silence another second. "Will I just... I mean you know me. My anger gets the best of me and I sometimes do or say the wrong thing. You have to forgive me. I like Tara. I love Tara for you. It’s just... I was having flashes of...well you know." Willow stopped the car abruptly. "Get out. Let’s go. You and me right now." Willow jumps out the car and goes into her fighting stance. Faith couldn't believe it. "Red? Red come on, I'm sorry alright? I'm not fighting you." she stated calmly as she got out of the car. She walked around to where Willow was. She went to speak and Willow let go with a wicked left hook, catching Faith full in the face, causing her to stumble backwards. She hit the ground hard.



Buffy`s tires came to a screeching stop as she and Tara jumped out, running to where Faith was laying, stunned. Her lip was cut open and bleeding. She and Willow were staring one another down. Tara ran to Willow hugging her tightly. Buffy was comforting Faith. Faith, with Buffy`s help, was able to stand up right. Faith jerked her body away from Buffy and was in Willow`s face. Neither Faith nor Willow said a word. Finally it was Buffy who ask what was going on. Faith just said "Let it go Buffy. It’s all good. It was my fault. I had that coming didn't I Red?" Willow stepped forward with tears in her eyes. "Look what you made me do you big dummy. Oh god, are you alright?" Willow asked as she pulled Faith to her. Tara and Buffy both stood quietly by as the two close friends patched things up. "And Red if you ever hit me like that again you better be ready for a beat down. Got that?" she said while smiling a grin that had the group of friends nervous. Willow didn't even flinch. "I got it." Willow stepped up "And if you ever hurt Tara again..." Faith hugs Willow, "I got you Red." Tara and Buffy slowly walked back to the car looking back a few times to make sure things were alright. Buffy signaled for Willow to follow her car.



The girls had eaten lunch and were now talking about the strained events of the day, with Faith speaking quietly as Buffy held her close. When she finished, the room was quiet. Buffy was crying as she held her girlfriend. To lighten the mood, Willow squeaked out “I'm a closet Britney Spears fan." Everybody looked at her. Buffy signed to Tara what Willow had said. Willow got up and went through her nap sack and pulled out her cd player. "See." She turned on Buffy`s stereo and out blasted Britney`s song 'Lucky.' Willow started to sing and shake a bit forgetting where she was. Buffy`s laughter brought her back. "Oops. Heh heh sorry." She sat down. Then Buffy confessed something. "Um when I was a kid I was um afraid of um... (really softly)Mr. Clean"' Faith head popped back up. "Honey what? You were afraid of who?” She asked trying to hold in a laugh. Willow didn't hold hers in. She fell to the floor laughing. Then Willow started to sing the song to the commercial and Buffy`s inner child freaked. Buffy jumped up and put her hands over her ears screaming “LALALALALALA I cant hear you.” The room erupted in laughter. Buffy stood with her hands on her ears laughing too. Then Faith spoke up. "Buttercup." Buffy walked over to Faith. "What?" Faith stood up and walked into the middle of her friends and repeated it. "Buttercup. I said Buttercup. My mother use to call me Buttercup...coz of my favorite doll."



Tara was the first to respond. She signed, "Doll? You use to play with a doll?" With her hands on her hips she corrected Tara. “Not used to. Do.” Buffy spat out the soda she was drinking. Willow dropped to the floor in tears. Faith walked into Buffy`s bedroom and came back out with her knapsack. After a few minutes she pulled out a doll. Right away she was talking baby talk to it and straightening its clothing. When she realized what she was doing they all were laughing with her and at her, but she knew they would be shocked. She wasn't ever expecting them to understand but they did. "Buttercup huh?” Tara signed as Buffy translated. "So what about you Tara? Tell us your secrets and childhood trauma’s." Faith said. As Willow signed Tara couldn't think of anything. “Well next time we all suffer emotional breakdowns you owe us a meltdown." Faith said smiling. Tara shook her head smiling. "So what’s to eat tonight? Will you and Tara are staying right? Why not order some Chinese?" The room was in agreement. Willow and Buffy walked to the kitchen to find the menu and call it in. Tara was now cradling Buttercup as Faith kept a watchful eye. Tara handed Buttercup to her mommy and stood up feeling the music. So my baby is a Britney Spears fan huh? She`s too cute to believe some times. Wait, wait a minute. Didn't I read that Britney is touring? Oh my god...if she comes to D.C. I have to get Willow into that concert. AH and with help from a certain blonde hair government agent...Oh this could work.



Brain to Tara: Okay calm down. Willow is going to be able to read you.

Tara to Brain: Oh um okay.



Tara asked Faith if Buffy had a laptop she could use. Faith walked her to Buffy`s study. Tara went online to a few sights and couldn't find anything. Just then a finger typed in the words ‘BritneySpears.com’ and in seconds a page for Britney popped up. Tara was startled. She looked up to see Buffy standing there smiling. She signed "So it’s true what they say? Great minds do think alike. Looking for something in particular maybe? Oh I don't know, say some concert information?" Then suddenly Buffy began to look at Tara strangely. "What?" Tara signed. Buffy sat on the edge of her desk. "Imagine Tara...You…you could ask Willow. You know...you could ask her at the concert to marry you.” Tara`s eyes grew big like saucers. She was shaking her head no and signing "Oh no. In front of all those people? Buffy I-I can’t." Buffy just smiled. "Oh yeah you can. And with my help…" Buffy just smirked as she pulled Tara to her feet and out the office.



When they entered the living room again there was Willow and Faith having moved the couch to the side, dancing to Britney`s hit 'Slave 4 U', and to their surprise, Willow was the better dancer when it was to a Britney song. She was shaking her hips, grinding her pelvis…



Brain to Tara: Whoa. We have to make sure we get our copy of this Britney cd for the house when Willow is around if she`s going to look that sexy dancing.

Tara to Brain: Uh huh. Um I mean yes, making a mental note to get Britney`s cd. Got it.

Vixeny Tara has entered the psyche: Oh I'm so going to fuck her to Britney tonight.

Tara to Vixeny Tara: YES WE ARE!

Vixeny Tara to Tara: Oooh I like your attitude. You’re learning.

Tara to Vixeny Tara: I’ve always liked learning. And Willow is my favorite topic. Um give me one hint as to what we have in store for her later.



Vixeny Tara let her thoughts and needs flow into Tara. It was as if the thoughts were now flowing through her blood stream. Tara`s eyes fluttered closed only to re-open a dark raging sea blue. Willow noticed and began to move even sexier to the beat. She was looking Tara directly in her eyes as she sang the words to the song. All this didn't go unnoticed by Buffy. Oh god…look at Tara`s eye color. Oh boy is Willow in for it later. The doorbell rang and Buffy was more than happy to get out of that heated room, dragging Faith with her, leaving Vixeny Tara with Willow. "Hey?! What are you doing? I was having fun in there!" Faith stated. After paying for the food Buffy quickly ran upstairs grabbing some of her and Faith things in an over night bag. She walked downstairs to find Willow and Vixeny Tara practically making love through their dancing in her living room. Faith looked to Buffy. "Uh baby good idea. They are going to explode and we shouldn't be here. Where to?” she asked as she tried to ignore the sexually charged bodies. "We’ll go to Willow’s. Here I have my set of keys.” Buffy wrote Will a note and they ran out.



Willow’s body to Tara`s body: GgRRRRRRR!



Tara`s body to Willow`s body: Oh yeah baby. You know I love it when you’re a little rough. You want me? Well come and get me baby. I'm waiting for you lover.



Willow and Vixeny Tara were grinding against one another and getting more heated by the second.

[xonethousandtears08x]

wow. its been a while since i've read this..great update.

[Willster]

Arrgh! You're such a tease,leaving us like that!!



good update.. Can't believe Will hit Faith, but she deserved it though.

[DreamsToDream]

Closet Britney Spears Fan!! YES! I Should Expect This From You, Shouldnt I! Making Love To Britney? Awesome Idea! 'Breathe On Me' Makes Me Hot Oooooh Yaaah!!

Luvs It!!

[Artemis]

What was that line from Harry Potter, "It takes courage to stand up to an enemy, but it takes even more to stand up to a friend"? Something like that. A tense moment there, but it was good in the end to see Faith acknowledge she was in the wrong, even if it did take a whack on the jaw I'm just glad to see they're all still firm friends after that.



Now you've got me all antsy to see the next chapter - Vixeny Tara, and Willow being 'Grrr!' Mmm-mmm yummy. Britney music will never seem the same again

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

[Brandnew]

Yay, Vixeny-Tara and Aggressive Willow are on the scene- so mean to leave it there! Great update!

[sam7777]

Some misunderstadings but nice to see that Tara has found a time and place to propose. Smart of Buffy and Faith to give them space... Still that's quite a cliffhangar to leave us on the edge like that....



Look forward to the next update.

[willohand]

okay i know im bad,very,very bad. im sorry but darn this thing caled real life. but good news.AMBER IS COMING TO MY TOWN,thats right baby shes coming to new york.and you all know im going to that convention and be all silly wily when i meet amber. shes actually coming here.all i have to do is take a train a few stops.

oh right the update. well my beta is suffering from ral life blues too but i will see when she can get me the next chapter so u kitties can have your fix.please dont hate me.

[willohand]

yeah its been brought to my attention via email that i havent updated in a long while.its true. my beat is having real life issues. so if anyone knows of a beta please leave me a

message with the info.im sorry about the lack og attention i dont seem to be paying attention but i promise o i am.

B E T A needed to help edited and make chapter all pretty to

update. please dont want to hurt me. please try to hang im

reallly trying the best i can.

so i guess this is me begging pleading for more time to find a new beta.

[eat4me]

What is up with the betas? Someone help this girl update!



Please, PLEASE, please...

[willohand]

my new beta was in a major ski accident,almost literally breaking her neck.So in between her healing,college,studies

family work and her real life....well needless to say she has

little time. Her recovering physicall is more important to me right now.

So again I am in need of a beta. Im really sad I know. I seem to go through them fast dont I? But the good news is Ive posted up to chapter 14 part one, where as Ive written up to as much as 23 chapters.So I have them they just need a beta. Craziest thing you everheard huh? And You guys email me me asking if Im alright. Thank you Im good.Want to make me better? Send beta who wont leave on ski weekend and nearly kills herself. send one who is finished with college.Send beta who is here and can start and finish.

Am I asking for too much? You gotta help me.You guys have to get to Tara`s perposal to Willow.And thats al the way in chapter 20 I believe. I mean only Tara could pull this off in this manner.

So if any kitten know of a beta give them my email addy at

willotara69@yahoo.com and tell them to drop me a line.Thanks guys for being so understading in yopur emails.

[willohand]

chapter 14 part 2



As aggressive Willow took in the sight of an ass-shaking, hips-thrusting and pelvic-pushing Tara, one thought came to mind... Oh hell yeah baby, shake that ass because in a few minutes you're going to be ripped out of those clothes and shoved up against the nearest wall with me burying my face up your ass just the way you like it. No you love that don't you? Well keep teasing me with that tight round ass...



Vixeny Tara was doing just that too, teasing Willow. She was grinding her ass into Willow's very wet center. Vixeny Tara could feel the heat coming from Willow's center and she liked that she was getting the redhead as excited as she was feeling. Vixeny Tara danced her way to Willow's bag and looked for anything else Britney. What she found was the CD with the remixes. She smiled as she waved it at Willow. Willow gulped.



Vixeny Tara was then switching the CD's. She turned it up a little louder. As the beats came pouring out of the speakers, aggressive Willow watched her girlfriend close her eyes and let herself feel the music.



Willow emerged as aggressive Willow went within her. It was now Willow watching, with great fascination, Tara becoming one with the music. It seem to physically begin with her hands first, always. A twitch of the fingers. Something so simple yet so profound. Willow watched in silence, taking a seat on the couch. It was as if Tara was in her own world. Willow didn't want to invade the blonde's space. Soon Tara's hands were running through her hair. Willow loved watching Tara play in her hair. It was one of the sexiest things she'd ever seen. Tara's hands snaked down from her hair touching her neck.



Suddenly remembering she wasn't alone she opened her eyes and looked directly into Willow's eyes. Tara was enjoying Willow's reaction to her dancing. Wow this CD is really good. I wonder who's the person mixing this? Okay I definitely recognize these beats. Um, whats the song? Oh yeah 'Crazy' blended with other songs. Oh I have to borrow this CD from my baby. Oh I know what I'm going to do.



VixenyTara danced her way over to Willow. "Will, can you hold me? Today was exhausting," Tara signed as she pretended to pout. Willow pulled Tara on to her lap. Tara ended up falling to sleep on Willow's lap. Aggressive Willow was hungry and wanted Tara's ass to feast on, among other things.



Aggressive Willow to Willow: I'm hungry! I want my Tara.

Willow to Aggressive Willow: Um she's asleep. We'll let her rest now.

Aggressive Willow to Willow: AGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Look she's right here. Just give me 6 hours. Just to work through all this tension she's fuelling.

Willow to Aggressive Willow: No. She's tired and wants to sleep so not now. Okay? maybe tonight.

Aggressive Willow to Willow: I'm not going to make it to tonight. Please can't we just accidentally wake her on purpose? Then I'll fuck her like an animal and we can all go to sleep happy.

Willow to Aggressive Willow: No. She's already sleeping. We are not about to wake her just so we can f-fuck her. It's not right. Just control yourself until tonight.

Aggressive Willow to Willow: Control myself? Are you kidding. I'm your animalistic side. I have no control. I don't want control. That's what you're here for. I WAS BORN FOR OTHER REASONS AND YOU KNOW I'M DAMN GOOD AT IT. I'm the side of you that is so uninhibited... with me you become the great lover that Tara loves. She loves when you butch out on her. I'm Willow butch, how do you do?



Try as Aggressive Willow did, Willow was not budging on the topic of taking Tara as she slept.



Aggressive Willow to Willow: So that's it? End of topic? We- well, actually, you're going to let her sleep? No taking every inch of her luscious body?

Willow to Aggressive Willow: That's right. No taking Tara while she's not capable of telling us not to. That line shall never be crossed. Do you understand? I asked you a question

Aggressive Willow to Willow: Okay I heard you. But I don't get it. She likes it when I'm taking her.

Willow to Aggressive Willow: There is a big difference when she gives her okay and she's alright with giving herself in that way. When she's asleep I'ts a whole different disgusting matter. One in which we shall never have to talk about again. One we will never think of again. Look I know you don't understand but believe me it would be wrong for thousands of reasons. And none she will ever understand. So drop it. Okay?

Aggressive Willow to Willow: Alright I better go.



Aggressive Willow has now left the psyche.



Willow watched and listened as Tara slept. Running her hands through blonde locks, Willow can't help but thank whoever is listening for letting her find Tara that fateful day.



*



Back at Willow's house Buffy and Faith were relaxing on the couch



"It's okay as long as we don't mess up anything. You know how Willow is when it comes to her space being smothered."



Faith smiled. "Yeah I learned early on as her roommate in college. And the only thing that has changed is she's older, but still my brainy smurf with a Tara by her side. And might I add that Tara is a beautiful woman who's stronger than I ever imagined."



Buffy sat up, "Yeah I know. And Willow loves her so much. You should have seen Willow the first time she ever saw Tara. That next morning I was pulling strings to get her in to a sign language class." Faith gives Buffy a look. "Don't look at me like that. Without ever speaking to Tara for more than five minutes Willow was falling in love with Tara. And what's more, I think...

Edited by: willohand at: 4/1/05 11:37 pm

[MissKittys Ball O Yarn]

Vixeny Tara and Aggressive Willow... I think I like that combination.



But you kinda left us hangin' there at the end...

Quote:

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And what's more, I think...

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This part kinda confused me... I find myself wondering what the rest of that thought was...



more soon?



xoxo

Emms

[Artemis]

Actually, that was me that kinda left you hanging... having taken the job of beta'ing, I quickly distinguished myself by accidentally snipping out the last half-paragraph, and then not noticing until now. What the chapter would've ended like, had I not had my lack-of-brain moment, would be:

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And what's more, I think... no, I now know the feelings coming from Tara were the same."



Faith sat up a she was curious about something. She walked around lightly touching certain things. "I'm really sorry about today. I think I... I was thinking the kids are going to be bullied for being different you know?" Buffy walked over and slowly kissed Faith on the neck.

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Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

Smut Bunnies!: Saving the world, sexily!

[MissKittys Ball O Yarn]

Oh hehe that makes more sense... Thanks for clarifying, Chris.





xoxo

Emms

To the smut! ~ Me

[The Rose24]

I love the way Willow is in control of aggressive Willow because aggressive Willow can be too much sometimes.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.