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Re: ..

Postby Tempest Duer » Sat Aug 14, 2004 11:20 pm

This is so cute... and sweet... yay for smoochies.

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

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Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby southernworm » Sat Aug 21, 2004 10:27 am

Fantastic. I think what I like the most is that you show their shyness and quirkiness so well in every chapter. All of that plus the humor makes me hope that an update will be in the near future.



SW

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Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby onyxsundrops » Mon Aug 23, 2004 12:28 pm

Hey, thanks for the feedback guys. I'm halfway finished with the update, but I think I'll be putting both FFT and Sodas on hold for awhile. There probably won't be an update before the end of the month, but maybe sometime at the beginning of Sept. Thanks again.



Yvonne:peace

onyxsundrops
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Mikaelah Braenna » Mon Aug 23, 2004 1:38 pm

Ahhhhhhhhhh! Onxy! I saw your name on thread and thought you updated! Only to find out, it is being put on hold. :gnome

I hope everything is alright. Take care of whatever you need to and we will be here when you decide to update them. :)



~Mikaelah

That'll teach me to challenge her. ~Tara ... ~Something New by Ophelia11

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Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby onyxsundrops » Wed Sep 08, 2004 1:51 pm

Thanks everyone for staying with the story, and sorry about the long delay in updating.



Part 14



Willow jolted in her seat for the third time since entering the large recreational van. The weekend had come quickly, and the couple as well as several other guests had piled into different vans for a trip into town.



The driver cut a sharp left and sped down the dirt road unaware that his passengers were desperately gripping their seatbelts and whatever else that would stop them from toppling over.



The redhead felt the familiar prickling as eyes grazed over her profile. Unwittingly, she blushed and turned to catch the sight of wiggling eyebrows and the sparkling eyes that accompanied them. Tara sat, strangely composed, and smiled over to her girlfriend. Willow managed a grin that wouldn’t reveal her panic, and continued staring ahead.



When the van came to a stop outside a convenient store, the passengers scurried out of the back and hurried as far away from the vehicle as possible.



“Okay,” the driver who was also a seminar instructor raised his arms to get everyone’s attention, “Please remember that we don’t have the vans for much longer, we’ll meet back here in say… an hour.” He received several nods as the group began to break up and go their separate ways.



“Where to?” Tara’s hand snaked its way into Willow’s as the girls crossed the almost deserted street.



A large sign caught Willow’s attention and she smiled broadly. Her blonde girlfriend followed her eyes and shook her head in amusement. The sign, reading “Western Apparel”, flashed red although many of the bulbs were broken.



Country music blared through the speakers of the small clothing store. Various pictures and stuffed animals aligned the walls, staring creepily at the girls.



Running her fingers over a large silver belt buckle, Tara leaned into her partner. “Who would wear something this big?”



“My uncle, Tony,” Willow smirked, “he’s obsessed with everything western, although he’s never been out of Staten Island. You should see his movie collection.” She shook her head, remembering the two days she spent watching western reruns. Squeezing Tara’s hand, she motioned toward the back wall. “C’mon, let’s go look at the hats.”



The couple stared in awe at the number of headwear stockpiled in the back of the store. “Look, they even have a list,” Tara read the sheet of paper stapled to the wall with the price and name of each hat. “They have straw hats, jean hats, small hats, gallon hats, leather hats, feather hats…,” as she continued naming the various headgears, Willow browsed the wall.



The redhead unhooked a vanilla-colored cowboy hat from the wall and ran her fingers along the rim. She tried it on and stepped in front of the mirror to check her appearance.



“… hard hats, fur hats….”



The headwear fit perfectly, complimenting the red strands of her hair. She tipped it as she had seen done in so many movies, and smiled to herself.



“Howdy, ma’am,” the softly spoken words flutter against her ear. Tara grinned, looking into the mirror as her girlfriend looked back into the glass. The southern accent she used didn’t quite fit the western atmosphere of the store, but Willow found it adorable.



“Here, try this on,” the redhead grabbed an identical hat from the wall and positioned it atop Tara’s head. “Now you’re officially a cowgirl,” winking, she tugged on the blonde’s belt loop.



“I reckon so,” deepening her accent, Tara took her girlfriend’s hand, “let’s buy these here hats and skedaddle.” Willow giggled and leaned in to kiss the blonde, but stopped before her lips grazed Tara’s.



“You’re so beautiful,” she removed her hat to block the view from any onlookers and closed the gap.



“You’re quite purty, yourself,” Tara beamed as they both pulled back. Paying for their hats, the couple giddily left the store.



****



“Oh, I love this song,” Tara smiled sheepishly as they passed the building next door to the store they’d just left. “You want to go inside?”



“It’s a bar, wouldn’t we get in trouble?” Willow frowned, although the thought was tempting.



“No, most places usually don’t care as long as you’re not drinking,” the blonde shrugged. She watched her girlfriend consider the idea.



“Well, then,” the redhead clicked her tongue and smiled, “let’s mosey on down to the hoedown.” Tara smiled at the charming girl beside her and led Willow past the heavy wooden door.



Not seeing a bare head in the place, the girls were even happier about their purchases as they moved through the smoke filled crowd. Laughs and the sound of clinking glasses and chairs were just as high in volume as the music playing from the stage.



Pushing through the last people until they reached the long bar table, Willow and Tara quickly settled into the last two empty stools.



“What can I get you ladies?” The bartender smiled kindly at the two young women as he polished a large beer glass with a towel.



“Uh, we’re not… we don’t,” Willow sputtered.



“Two cokes, please.” Tara smiled, at ease with the environment. There were perks to growing up in a small town; one being that sometimes the only restaurants open after nine o’clock was those inside of bars.



Embarrassed, the blushing redhead accepted the drink when the bartender returned. “Thanks,” she smiled thankfully toward her girlfriend. Tara shrugged as her own face grew ablaze with warmth.



Slowly the couple began to unwind, relaxing into their mellow surroundings. The music changed from older to more modern artists, and the silliest idea popped into Willow’s mind.



“Let’s line dance,” her grin widened as Tara’s eyes grew in surprise.



“You’re kidding, right?”



“Nope,” Willow shook her head, preparing to pull her girlfriend out onto the dance floor.



“Willow, no one does that anymore. And besides, I can’t dance, remember.” The blonde started forming more reasons why she couldn’t get off her barstool.



“Then we’ll dance like regular people,” another gentle tug on Tara’s arm.



“Regular people? I don’t think my dancing hardly qualifies as regular,” the stubborn young woman barely moved.



“Am I going to have to pout? ‘Cause I will,” Willow felt her mouth pulling as her bottom lip stuck out a bit. Tara playfully rolled her eyes and gradually slid from the stool.



The music being played was a mixture of rock and blues, and the unlikely combination had brought many people out onto the dance floor.



Placing her hands on Tara’s hips, Willow moved along with the music. The two-stepping blonde did the same with her own hands, as the couple got more into the rhythm. Their bodies, although considerably further apart compared to the other dancers, were still intoned. Their hips began to sway and roll with the music and their legs moved faster until they were no longer dancing in the same spot.



“You’re doing well for a horrible dancer,” the redhead whispered. Their cowgirl hats touched at the rim, but their faces were close enough so that Tara could hear the compliment. The blonde ducked her head and flashed a lopsided grin.



Willow mesmerized the movement of their bodies. Never had she felt so content, so free. Her mind blocked out everything but the girl standing before her, and the world seemed right.



Tara smiled across to Willow and lightly thumped her girlfriend’s hat before taking it from her head. As if their thoughts were alike, the redhead removed Tara’s hat as well. Broken from their boundaries, their lips met briefly, and again, and again.



A sigh escaped but neither girl was sure who breathed first. Smiling, hats were put back and the girls continued moving to the song.









onyxsundrops
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby amazonaa » Wed Sep 08, 2004 2:01 pm

That was cute and sweet. And it's about damn time you updated.:rage



I'm just kidding. Update whenever you like.





Great job. More soon.





brittney







"Arn't you going to tell me to 'break a leg'?"

"Break 'em both." Amber Benson as Cheyenne in The Crush

amazonaa
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Mikaelah Braenna » Wed Sep 08, 2004 2:21 pm

Glad to see you were able to update with all the other activities you have taken on recently. I can never get enough of your stories.

Those two can make even the most uncomfortable situations, wonderful. The update was so sweet. More soon please.



~Mikaelah

That'll teach me to challenge her. ~Tara ... ~Something New by Ophelia11

Mikaelah Braenna
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby VixenyTarasHot » Wed Sep 08, 2004 2:35 pm

Awwww First off, yay for an update!! whoot!



Secondly, this was so incredibly cute! All with the cowboy hats and tryin to speak all Texan (Texas native here!). So adorable with Willow wantin to line dance :lol And her uncomfortableness in the bar. Again I say adorable.



So.. I shall be waiting patiently for another update, and hopefully it won't take as long as last one? Maybe? Pweeeaaase?:flirt



Ashleigh

"...A-and I'm gonna make it up to you. Starting right now."

(Starts to smile)"Right now?"

VixenyTarasHot
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby veiled isis moon » Wed Sep 08, 2004 2:43 pm

That was very cutely done, i liked. They're both so sweet.

veiled isis moon
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby DreamsToDream » Wed Sep 08, 2004 9:04 pm

Oooooooh! Cowboy *ahem* I Mean Cowgirl Hats Are So Hot!

Me Likey! ;)

Please Update Soon, I Almost Died From Waiting For This Update :flirt

D2D





Dreams To Dream In The Dark Of The Night, When The World Goes Wrong, I Can Still Make It Right...- Dreams To Dream



Oh Wouldn't It Be Wonderful If I Turned Out To Be A Homosexual?!! - Stewie Griffen Family Guy

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Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby SJ » Thu Sep 09, 2004 1:24 am

Great update :read

SJ
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Arwen276 » Thu Sep 09, 2004 7:58 am



Oh my! Cowgirls! Hats! So Sexy!! I like that they're not shy about kissing and self-conscious!



can't wait for more!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Artemis » Thu Sep 09, 2004 9:50 am

Aw, they're so cute, dancing in their cowboy hats :) And doing cowboy accents, that was adorable. Thar' sure a right purdy pair 'o gals. (Was that totally embarrassing or what? I have no idea what the heck kind of accent *that* was :) )



(Now I'm imagining Tara in the full cowgirl outfit - leather pants, fringed shirt, open jacket, low-slung belt, ivory-handled Colt sitting on her hip... yum.)

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

Artemis
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby WickedReds » Thu Sep 09, 2004 10:45 pm

thanks for the image there chris...:drool cowgirl tara...



-reds:willow

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

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Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Kendahl897 » Fri Sep 24, 2004 8:36 pm

Update soon, please?

Kendahl897
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Tempest Duer » Sat Sep 25, 2004 8:53 pm

The cuteness of this update was well worth the wait. I love the hat shopping... made me want a cowboy hat.

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

Tempest Duer
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby onyxsundrops » Tue Oct 05, 2004 8:04 pm

Special thanks to all of the readers and responders.



Part 15



“There should be rules against this sort of thing,” Willow grumbled under her breath. “What are you staring at?” She suspiciously eyed the listener. “Haven’t I given you enough? I’ve taken you out, given you pretty colors. What more could you want?”



“Uh… to be washed?” Tara mused from the doorway. Carrying her own laundry bag, the blonde smiled at her girlfriend.



Willow harrumphed and continued scowling the pile of dirty clothing that lay on the cement floor of the hotel’s small laundry room.



“Would it be an understatement to say that you don’t like washing clothes?” Tara asked, dropping her bag beside the washer next to Willow’s. The redhead harrumphed again and began tossing articles of clothing into the machine.



“Aren’t you going to separate them?” The blonde watched her friend dump the rest of the clothing into a washing machine.



Willow looked at her as if she had suddenly grown another head with a pair of horns attached to it. “Hey, they should be happy that they’re being washed rather than febreezed,” the redhead mumbled a she poured in the detergent. “Besides, they’re all going to get washed,” she continued pouring while looking at her girlfriend, “I mean, it shouldn’t matter if they’re separated, right?” Adding a couple more sprinkles, Willow closed the lid.



Tara’s eyes went from Willow to the machine as the redhead pressed “start”, and sent out a silent prayer to the clothes. Chances were that some of them would never be the same again.



Starting her separate loads, the young blonde shook her head as she watched her girlfriend give the corner vending machine a kick, grinning in triumph when the selected item fell. “So now that that’s out of the way,” she balled her bag up and tossed on the machine, “what do you want to do?”



“Load up on sugary goodness and make-out?” Ever the eloquent one, Willow beamed as she moved forward.



“You’re on.” The gap was closed.



It was only after they had been leaning against the snack machine for over twenty minutes that either girl spoke again. Tara pulled back, lips tingling but the feeling disappeared upon seeing the frown on the other girl’s face.



“What is it?” Her brow furrowed.



“We forgot the sugar,” out of the blue, the dazed redhead’s statement caused Tara to roll her eyes and grin.



“You’re plenty sweet,” Tara wiggled her eyebrows, pulling the redhead closer.



“Char-.” The rest was muffled by the blonde’s lips.



Tara’s mind shut off. Willow was deliciously addicting. When had she become such a…



Kissing-whore, Willow’s thoughts mused. Yes, she was officially the kissing-whore and darned proud of it. Tugging on the blonde’s top lip a final time, she released her hold. Lips delightfully bruised from kissing, both young women sighed happily.



“A girl could get used to this,” smiling at the satisfied lump in front of her, the red-haired girl’s smile broadened when Tara blushed. “Although,” she added, “without the washing. Less washing, more kissing.” Willow nodded her affirmation.



Footsteps alerted them of a coming presence, several in fact, making both girls regrettably pull apart. Willow observed the numerous laundry bags and nudged her girlfriend, “Let’s get out of here, we’ll come back later.”



Tara, who had been pressing random buttons on the vending machine, nodded and followed her girlfriend out of the room.



Hands clasped, the two young women headed down the main hallway of the hotel, passing a man who was handing out flyers. Politely taking one, Tara read over the contents.



“‘Emotions and Art’,” the blonde slyly looked at her girlfriend. “Are you up for a weekend seminar?” She folded the paper and slid it into her pocket.



“What are you planning?” Willow curiously regarded her girlfriend, noting the sneaky glint in the blonde’s eye.



“Nothing,” Tara winked, playfully. “C’mon, it starts soon.”



They were dressed appropriately to say the least, donning athletic wear and sweats and fitting in perfectly with the atmosphere.



“Today, we’re going to express our emotions through art.” The red-haired instructor began. “That means I want to see happiness, sadness, love, sensuality, anger, whatever emotion spurs you on, go with it. Don’t hold back, but remember to keep it friendly and fun.” The instructor smiled. “If what you’re feeling is bored, than stay where you are, but I can’t promise that you’ll stay clean.”



Buckets of paint and rows of different colored chalk lay in the center of the room. “Lucky for us, this room is scheduled for renovation,” he smiled at his assistant before his eyes cut back to the group.



“Scream.” The unexpected request confused the attendees. “C’mon, shout!” He raised his voice but there wasn’t any malice in his tone. A couple of people muttered, and the short instructor frowned, pitifully, at the group.



Willow shared a puzzled look with her girlfriend, although her expression also seemed to read “this was your idea, not mine.” Both young women shrugged, releasing their own low and pathetic screams.



“Louder!” The room erupted with different volumes, all participants screaming at the top of their lungs. “Good, now let’s begin.” Within an hour the room was halfway covered with an array of paintings, words, and unidentifiable… things.



Some people worked silently while others spoke aloud as they created.



Willow frowned at her work with a line of chalk streaked across her face. She glanced over to Tara’s section and looked back to her own, the frown intensifying.



“What are you feeling?” Tara asked, noticing the perplexed expression on the redhead’s face. A blush clouded Willow’s features and the answer was clear.



“I just… I don’t know how to express it,” the frustrated redhead huffed, “I’m not good with the whole…,” she wildly tossed her hands around.



“Fighting?” The blonde guessed with an arched brow.



“Creating,” Willow pouted. “I’m artistically challenged, an art-o-phobic.”



“No, you’re not,” Tara stuffed her chalk into her pocket, “You’ve just not found your niche.”



“My ‘niche’ is stick people and lopsided hearts,” the redhead muttered.



“Here, give me your hand,” taking her girlfriend’s hand with the chalk still in it, Tara moved their joined hands against the wall. “See,” elegantly, she drew a series of small circles, “go with the flow.” The blonde smiled encouragingly.



When Willow merely scowled the wall, Tara continued. “Or,” she directed her friend’s attention to the opposite wall, “you could do what they’re doing.”



Two attendees were repeatedly painting their stomachs and pressing them against the bare wall. “I’m guessing that they’ll be moving onto other body parts soon,” Tara smirked while the redhead grimaced.



“So… circles,” shaking her head of the image, Willow focused on her section. “I can do circles. Yep, circles with little swirls,” she told herself as she began to draw.



Tara stood back, watching as her girlfriend became more engrossed in her work. Soon what looked like stick people became, well… stick people with lumps. And what might’ve been seen as a diseased weed became a flower in the blonde’s eyes. Yes, her baby truly was an artist.



Happily grinning, the blonde went back to her own artwork. Chalk stained and smiling, the couple arrived back at the laundry room to find it people-less and bubble-less, contrary to what Tara had thought considering the amount of soap Willow used in the machine.



After blindly tossing her clothing into the dryer, Willow hopped up onto the empty washing machine as Tara pushed some coins into the vending machine.



“What next?” The young woman atop the washer asked.



“You mentioned something about sugary goodness?” Tara gave her girlfriend a teasing lopsided smile as she began to open a chocolate bar.



Oh, yeah, she was definitely a kissing-whore.









onyxsundrops
 


Re: Sodas and Snack Machines

Postby Mikaelah Braenna » Tue Oct 05, 2004 9:51 pm

Woohoo! You updated! Tara a kissing-whore? That is definitely sugary goodness! Great update! Can't wait to see what you have in store for us next.



~Mika



P.S Is it driving you insane yet? : -->>:

“You stop. It’s my turn to play.” Yesterday's Tomorrow~ Ch.23~Ophelia

Mikaelah Braenna
 


Yay!!

Postby wimpy0729 » Tue Oct 05, 2004 10:49 pm

Yay you updated!!! You totally helped me forget what a sucky day I had, so thanks a bunch!



I wish doing my laundry was that much fun. And poor artistically challenged Willow was too funny, but I kinda wish they would've tried the body parts painting. That could've been interesting. :wink



And kissing whores...mmm...yummy.



Oh, you must elaborate on your tattoos for me. I could use some expert advice before I go for mine. Cuz you know, tattoos lead to hotness. :eyebrow



Wimpy





"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

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Re: Yay!!

Postby Tempest Duer » Tue Oct 05, 2004 10:55 pm

Poor Willow! But it's so cute that Tara sees art in stick people with lumps.

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

Tempest Duer
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby Artemis » Wed Oct 06, 2004 2:26 am

Yep, poor art-phobic Willow... but aww, they're so cute together :heart No surprise at all they're so smitten with kissing each other. I do wonder about the fate of Willow's laundry though :paranoid

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

Artemis
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby VixenyTarasHot » Wed Oct 06, 2004 11:14 am

Absolute adorableness :D



Yay for Tara being a kissing whore.. who isn't really? lol

And so cute how she saw Willows non-art as well.. art.. That's just cute biased..cuteness. Good god I can't think of words today :lol



I'll just stick with awesome update, and hope to read more soon!



Ashleigh

"...A-and I'm gonna make it up to you. Starting right now."

(Starts to smile)"Right now?"

VixenyTarasHot
 


Yay!!

Postby southernworm » Wed Oct 06, 2004 7:13 pm

I told myself that I wouldn't reply to more than one of your stories in the same day but after reading this update I couldn't help it.



Quote:
I'm artistically challenged, an art-o-phobic




:p -Sighs- I love quirky Willow!



southernworm

southernworm
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby alysagoddess85 » Thu Oct 07, 2004 12:24 pm

ooo this is such a cute fic!! i love it! i actually just started reading it yesterday and i love the idea...so great...aww its just one of those fics that like every other thing is awww!! lol...great great job!



~mel:kdevil

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

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Re: Yay!!

Postby SJ » Fri Oct 08, 2004 1:10 am

Lovely update :read

SJ
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby willlovestara » Fri Oct 08, 2004 9:42 am

:wave Great story! Please update soon! :) Hannah

willlovestara
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby WickedReds » Fri Oct 08, 2004 12:58 pm

onyx... i'm bad i've been reading and never put any feed back down....:punish ... But know i'm...



Quote:
“I’m artistically challenged, an art-o-phobic.”


i just :lmao here...

and

Quote:
Kissing-whore
........ i love it

update soon...



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut :banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon

WickedReds
 


Re: Yay!!

Postby onyxsundrops » Mon Oct 18, 2004 8:12 pm

Note: I apologize for not doing individual replies at the moment. I’m trying to multitask and write two updates plus an English paper, so I also apologize for the shortness of this update.



Part 16



The brightness of the morning brought smiles to the faces of everyone within the small group located on the hotel lawn. Twenty people had been split into groups of doubles, two people per group. Scattered around the back section of the lawn, away from the many picnics and other seminars, the miniature assembly was silent, apart from the instructor.



“… no laughing,” the man chided a chuckling seminar attendee. “Now, everyone should have their eyes closed.” He looked around, making sure that he saw closed lids.



“Your flower or plant, whichever you have, is your base. Allow your mind to focus on it as you breathe in and out,” he breathed deeply then slowed his breath, signaling for the others to follow. “Connect your mind with your surroundings, starting with your base.”



A small, late bloom stem lay within the circle. The edges where tiny corners of maturing leaves grew, and the bud where petals would soon grow was smooth against the blades of grass on which it lay. Willow had frowned upon seeing her and Tara’s “flower,” and her brows had furrowed more when she observed the other flowers and plants that lay within their human circles. Tara, on the other hand, had smiled. A secret, almost pleasing smile that Willow couldn’t read, and so the redhead had merely shook it off.



Legs folded with their arms outstretched, palms touching, the red and gold couple breathed evenly. Tara’s mind visually pictured the stem while Willow’s fingertips whispered ever so lightly against her own. She hadn’t been upset or confused when the green stem was placed between her and Willow; rather, she had been thrilled and slightly relieved. Not yet blossoming, the stem meant that she and Willow would have the chance to grow together. They would sprout leaves and curl into velvet petals, and the thought made the blonde smile once more.



Tara focused back onto the stem and began to envision the process by which she and the young woman across from her would blossom.



Willow chanced a glance toward her girlfriend, allowing a single eye to peek at Tara’s smiling face. Curling her own lips into a smile, the reason being unknown, the redhead shut her eyelid. Meditation had never really been her idea of fun, but she, strangely, found the experience enjoyable. Of course, there was a reason for Willow’s happiness. A smooth palm fluttered against her skin, damp against the cool outside air.



“Once you’ve focused onto your base, go a step further,” the speaker circled the different groups, observing their progress. “Picture a door, a window, anything you would think of as a gateway. Are you there?” He asked.



Some attendees nodded and others remained silent out of fear of losing their train of thought. “Open the gateway and step through it.”



Inner Willow found herself staring up at the closed door with an “uh” expression. She tried several times to make herself open the door, but each time the handle seemed to disappear.



“If you’ve found that you’re unable to open the door, it means that there is something you’re not ready to confront… but you must.”



Willow’s face visibly creased with confusion and the expression didn’t go unnoticed by Tara who had opened an eye after hearing her friend audibly sigh. The blonde had found her door, but waited on the threshold, unsure if she should go on yet.



But you must, the man’s words echoed in Willow’s psyche. Something else filtered into the redhead’s mind.



“Willow?” Tara whispered. The word was too low for any other ear to pick up. She knew that there was the possibility of breaking her girlfriend’s thought, but the deep frown on Willow’s features worried her.



“Break through it,” said the instructor. His unyielding words seemed to be directed toward Willow and they forced the redhead to try the doorknob again.



What, if anything, could she be holding back? Willow was happy. She had finally found someone she could relate to, someone who trusted her, and who she trusted with her life. There was nothing to confront.



“It’s there, Willow,” Tara said, pressing her hands firmer into Willow’s. She felt the redhead press back as if Willow was pushing against something invisible to the blonde.



The transparent doorknob thickened slightly, but was still ungraspable. Inner Willow grew frustrated and tried countless times to grab the handle. She wasn’t holding anything back, so why wouldn’t the door open? Evening her breathing, the redhead’s psyche stepped backward and mentally focused onto her base. The thorn-less stem beckoned Willow.



As the outside voice disappeared into the sound of chirping birds and distant branches creaking within the faint wind, Willow’s inner body held the stem within her hands. The lightness against the heaviness of her soul seemed to balance. She felt Tara’s palms against hers. The blonde was with her, she would always be with her.



But that wasn’t true, was it? Soon the seminar would be over and they would go their separate ways. And she would be alone once again. The moments they had shared floated before Willow’s psyche while the young redhead swallowed hard. Inner Willow ran a hand through the drifting screen of memories as if capturing every particle of her and Tara’s time together.



Yes, it would be over soon and Tara would leave, and she would leave, but their memories would remain. She didn’t want to face what would happen, what was unstoppable. And yet, knowing that she couldn’t prevent the future, Willow accepted it. She would always have the deep plains of her mind where dreams and reality met, and she and Tara were together.



The doorknob became solid while the heart in Willow’s physical body pounded within her chest as her inner self pushed through the door.



Tara smiled when the lines of worry dissolved from her girlfriend’s face and she closed her eye, joining her inner body at the threshold. Their joined hands slowly parted at the fingers, allowing the digits to slide between openings and clasp tightly. Tara’s fingertips rested against Willow’s knuckles and the other girl’s fingers mimicked the placement.



Both doors were open, seemingly converging until a single gateway existed. Harmonized, the inner couple floated into the stream of past moments.



Soon the stem would flourish.







Edited by: onyxsundrops at: 10/18/04 7:23 pm
onyxsundrops
 


yay

Postby hells bells » Mon Oct 18, 2004 8:27 pm

yay keep it up.

hells bells
 


Re: yay

Postby VixenyTarasHot » Mon Oct 18, 2004 9:51 pm

aww that was cute! I don't want them to be thinking about their memories as the past... I want them to be thinking of the future and and.. how they can be together and not have to leave each other, pleeeeease? :aww



Can't wait to read mooooore!! :D

Ashleigh

"...A-and I'm gonna make it up to you. Starting right now."

(Starts to smile)"Right now?"

VixenyTarasHot
 

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