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Fic-What Went Wrong?

Postby angel of salvation » Sun Aug 29, 2004 2:17 pm

Hey there kittens, hope you like my fic, its the very first one i've written about Willow and Tara *smiles*





Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't know where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






        The night was filled with silence as the dark figure walked silently to an old building. The full moon hanging in the sky made it easy for the figure to see their way. They slowly made their way to and old church. Even thought the building was old, the stain glass windows were far from dusty. The figure reached the doors and trached their finger along the locks, using magick's to slowly open each one to push open the doors easyily. They closed the door as they walekd in and headed for the altar. Only to be greeeted by a voice that would forever give them chills.

        "Glad you could make it...Tara," hummed the voice behind her. Tara turned round to look at the owner in the eye.

        The owner of the voice was standing boldly infront of the altar. They were wearing a corset-styled top with two long sleeves reaching past her wrists. Her black trousers hugged her curves and hid the pair or leather boots shining in the moonlight. Tara looked the figure up and down and noticed how dull her red hair had gotten. It was longer now, and reached past her slim shoulder's and tied loosly behind her. The fugure looked Tara in the eye and watched as she pulled away the hood of the cloak to reveal her face.

        "Good to see you too, Willow," replied Tara as she continued to look Willow in the eye, seeing how blacken they had become from black magick's. Tara narrowed her eye's and saw Willow start to tighten her fists.

        "You do know why I told you to comehere don't you Tara?" asked Willow patronising her with her tone of voice. Tara felt another chill run through her, everytime she said her name it felt like there was still a part of her that still loved her.

        "I have a few idea's," replied Tara sharply, not letting her heart make her voice waver to the pale figure of her old lover infront of her.

******


        Why are you doing this to me? I never did anthing wrong. I was your lover, and your friend, why did you throw it back in my face?

        I can't waver infront of her now, she mean's to kill me. I can't let her see that I'm scared, or what she could do to me. I'll be strong, like she told me to be 'like the Amazon'.

        We were so perfect before, but you jus told me to leave and didn't tell me why, and now for almost two years, you've been meaning to stop me from ever seeing you again.

        I rmember the first time I ever saw you in high school, so innocent, standing with your beautiful red hair shining as you talked to your friend's. I watched and I saw you look at me, making me shake, but I felt like I needed to see you, not run away. I saw you again, at the end of that day. Do you remember Willow? You smiled at me when you looked at me again. Then finally said 'hi'.

        <'Hi, I'm Willow, I...er...saw you this morning...and I just thought that maybe...I'd come over and say hi, so...Hi'

        'Hi, I'm Tara...it's nice...t-t-to meet you to'

        You kept smiling, it was so beutiful, I'd only seen you once but it was like I'd known for my entire life. We talked for so long that night I never wanted to go home and leave your company.

        'Well...I, I guess I'll see you in school tomorrow...?' you asked quietly

        'Oh...oh...yea, school, tomorrow, I'll see you tomorrow'

        I knew you could see I wasn't concentrating, but you made it seem like it was the right thing to do. I touched your hand as I turned away to go home, making me shiver inside and I could feel that you shivered too. I finally went home with you on my mind, knwoing that I would get to know you more.>


******


        Tara blinked to kill her trail of thought, she needed to concentrate right now, not run through her memories. Willow kept staring blankly at her until she saw Tara slowly pick at hte fastening on her cloak and reveal her hidden body. In Willow's eye's she was looking beautiful as always. Tara was wearing a deep red top that hugged her body and the sleeves finished at her elbows. Her trouser's were black, like Willow's but loose and her dull suede boots were just visible under her trousers. Her dark blonde hair was sitting neatly on her shoulders and hid the corners of her face, like they always did. Willow stopped herself from feeling anything like she had done before and looked at hte crumpled black cloak by her feet.

        "Are we going to finish this tonight?" asked Tara, now starting to show how scared she was of Willow's power. Willow smirked quietly and nodded at the question. Tara narrowed her eyes once more then saw Willow take a step back from her. Willow sneered

        "Of course it's going to finish tonight honey, do you want me to make it quick? or let you scream before putting you out of your misery?"






Next part coming soon, sorry if this seems a lil short...more soon! please give feedback so I know how I'm doing... thank you Kittens! :kitty



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

Edited by: angel of salvation at: 1/13/05 8:30 am
angel of salvation
 


cool

Postby Aine » Sun Aug 29, 2004 2:23 pm

very interesting start, keep going please?



stacey

Aine
 


Re: cool

Postby Wired vixen » Mon Aug 30, 2004 4:42 am





HOLY CRAP!!



This just scares me! If you don't post soon, i'm coming around your house and reading it! Don't think i won't, cos you know i will..... :yikes hahahaha



This is really wahohah! Can't wait for the next bit!!





Stace xXx

"Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined" -Juneau

Wired vixen
 


Re: cool

Postby WickedReds » Mon Aug 30, 2004 6:48 am

Whoa!! scary willow...



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut:banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

WickedReds
 


Re: cool

Postby ladydameon » Mon Aug 30, 2004 8:07 am

What??!! I think there is a LOT of back ground info needed here. Willow going after Tara's blood. I refuse to believe it. No no no no no....Anyway, write more and post it, please!

ladydameon

----------------

Goddess of Violence

ladydameon
 


On With part 2!

Postby angel of salvation » Tue Aug 31, 2004 5:54 am

Hey there kitten's! Yay some people like my fic! ^^.



Aine: Thankx, I'll keep going wid the story



Miss Vixen: Hey hey! You'll come round my house now? well, no need the next part is coming up!



Wickedreds: mwahahaha scary Willow, thankx for reading



Ladydemon: Don't worry, background info given throughout the fic in flashbacks. Hope you like it, thankx!



And now..on with Part 2!








Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






        Willow's hands started to glow and the words to a spell escaped her lips. Willow threw her hands forward, sending a ball of light towards Tara. Tara jumped out of the way and flicked her hand to throw her back with an invisible force. Willow slid across the floor and pushed her hands hard against the floor to let herself float effortlessly to her feet. She sneered and flicked her fingers to send another wave of magick's at Tara. Tara couldn't get away in time and was pushed off of the altar and onto the floor.

******


        You grow more powerful with everyday that I see you. I knew that you had it in you, but you won't win. You we're always scared of me, and my potential, that's why you yelled at me, isn't it? The...reason why you gave me one last chance to try and not surpass you. Was it jealousy? I can never really tell. But it was so perfect before you told me to stop, what went wrong to make you become jealous?

        You were so beautiful wen I saw you in highschool. You looked like you wanted to be invisible, but I saw you didn't I?. I talked to you, and made you feel special...doesn't that matter? I guess not.


******


        "Come on Tara, aren't you going to fight back? I know you have more power then that," smiled Willow evilly as she watched her ex lover crawl up from the floor. "It didn't hurt that much did it?"

        She was being patronising again and Tara knew it. She scrunched her face and chant words to a spell to bing Willow's feet to the ground, stopping her from moving. Willow tried to walk forward to hit Tara again with more magick's but her feet wouldn't move. Willow hissed and felt her anger rise as Tara got to her feet and smiled wickedly at her spell. Willow looked down at her feet and struggled again, then pointed her hands downwards.

        "By the power of the heaven's and the earth, unbind thee!" she yelled quickly to release her feet. she stummbled forward a step as her feet began to move. Tara gulped knowing that it had only provoked her. Tara started to step back from the witch and looked around to see where she could move to. Tara could see Willow's eyes as black as the night surrounding them both and could feel how much Willow wanted to hurt her.

        Tara flung her hands infront of her again to create a flash of light blinding Willow and making her stop moving. As Willow regained her sight she could see Tara had moved. Willow looked for her and couldn't see her untill she felt someone tap her on the shoulder.

        Dumbly, Willow spun on her heels and felt Tara's knuckle's crack against her cheek as she hit her. Willow spun and landed on the floor again and Tara wanted to scream from the pain in her hand and in her heart.

******


        I just hit Willow? I...no...I...I couldn't have...Shouldn't have....she's my lover...my angel...and I hit her like I hated her...oh god, oh god, oh god...I can't do this anymore...

******


Willow picked herself up and saw Tara wanting to cry from hitting her in the face, but she was too full of rage to care.

        "You little bitch! I'll teach you to hit me!" screamed willow running towards her. Tara closed her eyes and felt a huge force throw her backwards and land painfully in the pews. Some of the wooden pews broke from the force and Tara screamed out loud from the pain. Willow snickered at how weak Tara looked then felt something inside of herself yell at her so loud it was like a volcano erupting in her mind.

******


        Oh my Goddess...WHAT DID YOU DO?! This isn't you! You just hurt her, the one person you swore you'd protect with all your heart, so you throw her against the floor?! This can't be happeneing, I'm evil, Tara doesn't deserve this...

'Yes she does! she made us weak, she was jealous of our potential, she desereved it'

No, I won't let the magick's take me over, I lost her once, I won't do it again!

        <'Willow don't' you yelped when we sat in the Bronze. I looked at you and you stared me down. I lowered my hand and asked you why.

        'You...you're using too much magic, not everything can be solved that way...please...don't?'

        I felt guitly, I know I did, but a part of me wanted to yell back at you. I couldn't stop using the magick's. Were you crazy? We have these gift's and can't use them? You kept looking at me everytime I riased my hands, like you distrusted me. I hated it, you shouldn't have looked at me like that...you...you shouldn't...no...YOU...>


******


        "You shouldn't have yelled at me! you shouldn't have loked at me lke that Tara, don't you get it?! I know you were jealous of me becuase I was more powerful then you so you stoped me from using my powers. But I won't be tied down!" yelled Willow as Tara slowly looked up quivereing under Willow's shadow.

        "W-What? I was never jealous of you, I was never jealous Willow-"

        "-No, you were I could see it because I knew dark magick's and you didn't you were jealous of me!"

        Tara threw herself to her feel in a rush of adrenaline and slapped Willow hard, letting the noise echo across the church halls. Willow stood with her ehad turned to the side and felt the pain cut throguh her face. She turned her head back and saw Tara glowing with anger. This wasn't going to be pretty...






That's all for now kitten's! hope you like it...see ya soon! :kitty



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

angel of salvation
 


WTF!!!

Postby Wired vixen » Tue Aug 31, 2004 6:04 am



And you leave it there?!?!



Now i see you a MEAN JESSMAMCOOKIE!! lmao



This is great, keep it going, i raise your elephant to a.........:letter cos its soo darn cute!



ttyl, Stace xXx

"What do i say to her? "Hey! i like you, you like me, lets go have some fun and i'll call you jollybob and we can skip into the sunset?!” -Me!

Wired vixen
 


What went wrong part 3

Postby angel of salvation » Thu Sep 02, 2004 1:55 pm

Hey again, I see a lot of people reading my fic so yay...I hav hits..so thankx, also, thankx to the people who leave me feedback, i love reading wot ppl think of my fic.



Miss vixen: I am not trying to b a mean Jessamacookie, honest lol mwahahahaha....oo :letter yay






Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!



        "How dare you say that, I loved you!" chocked Tara as she pushed Willow away from her and against the wall of the church with another surge of magick. Willow fell to the ground and Tara sped towards her and hit her again with more magick.

        "I loved you Willow, you of all people I know you should of seen that!" screamed Tara starting to weep with every blow she gave to her ex lover and knowing she still loved her. Willow started to bleed like the human she was and wanted to cry at the thought of Tara being the one who did this to her.

******


        You what?! You still love me?! How can you still love me if your doing this to me? Your the one who hurt me Tara! If you were so despereate to hold on to what we had then why did you leave out the door!? You left me! You left me and now you want to blame me for why you left! You can't, I won't let you do this Tara!

        'No please, Tara, stop, I don't mean to be like this, its the magicks, I need help! Please!'

        Shut up! She needs to be taught a lesson, she left us! She needs to pay for what she's done!


******


        I loved you Willow, how could you say that I was the bad guy in the relationship. I don't want you to be hurt, but you give me no choice. You keep listening to the magick's inside your head and not your heart or me. Thats why I distrusted you! becuase I knew that it wasn't you inside that shell of Willow! Please...W-Willow, come back to me, I was strong for you, now I need you to be strong for me! come back to me, otheriwse we'll be fithing until one of us dies. Don't you see that coming Willow!? I want to live, I want us to live, together, away from the dark magicks, but you won't listen anymore, s-so...so you....

******


        "You give me no choice Willow!" screamed Tara as she kept trying to keep up her wavereing strength to keep the evil magick's in Willow at bay.

        "Back off you little bitch! I gave you a choice! To love me for being me, POWERFUL and now becuase you aren't able to hold me down, you want to get rid of me, well no more!" yelled Willow almost as if it was the magick's itself talking and not her. Tara wanted to break down and cry, Willow was in there, barely, calling her a bitch, making her feel like dirt, drawing blood from her skin.

        Willow flicked out her left hand and pushed Tara away leaving her able to get up onto her feet. Tara pushed herself forward to stop herself from falling backward from the force of Willow's push and watched as Willow threw everything she had at her. Flash after flash of magick's stormed towards her leaving her no time to try and escape. Green, blue, red, black, white, all the colours of the sun blasted towards her and ripped at her skin.

        Her red top was torn and her skin cut and grazed as they sliced past her and threw her aimlessly round the church. She laid motionless on the floor for a moment as Willow laughed and waltzed up to look at her work, causing her to remember why she was doing this in the first place.

******


        <'I can't believe you didn't trust tonight at the Bronze' I whimpered we walked home together. You didn't trust me, I knew you didn't, even thought you said you did.

        'W-Willow...of course I did...I mean I know I said...but I trust you...' you denied quickly trying to prove that you did. I kept wanting to cry becuase you yelled at me Tara, why did you do it?

        'No you don't if you do, then you...you wouldn't of yelled at me, I know you don't trust me'

        I could see you felt hurt by me saying that, but how would you know what being hurt feels like? I expected you to try and be the voice of reason, and talk to me like you always did, but the way I said that you were lying to me, I must have made you mad, I'm sorry Tara, I didn't mean to make you mad...

        'Willow, h-how could you say that? I trust you with my life, and then you talk back to me saying that I've been lying to you all my life?'

        I should have said that I was sorry by then, said that I didn't think you we're lying to me, but something inside me was urging me to keep picking at the wound.

        'Well its the truth isn't it? you don't you keep acting like your okay with it, but your not!'

        I could see in your eyes you wanted to hit me for being so rude to you, but you just looked at me with your green eyes, filled with sorrow.

        'Well what do you want to do about it?' you were speaking softly again, like I'd never yelled at you and we were just talking like we did everyday.

        'I...I don't know Tara' I replied, scared of what you were thinking, I knew what your solution was.

        'Well, if you think that...that I don't trust you....then...then we have to take time off'

        'Yo-You mean you're breaking up with me?'

        Your eyes were so soft yet they cut right through me. I wanted to cry, I knew you could see that in my face. I didn't want that to be the answer, I didn't want you to leave me. Don't you get it Tara, YOU left ME! I'm not to blame, I can't be...

        You just walked past me and went int othe house and got your things and left without even saying goodbye to me properly. I cried Tara, did you know that? I cried for you to come back, but you didn't! You left and never came back, so you deserve to hurt like I did!>


******


        "You deserved it Tara, you broke my heart, I didn't want it to lead to this, but it has and now you have to dealwith the consoquences..me," whispered Willow in a low voice. Tara slowly moved her head to resond to Willow's voice. Somewhere in Willow's mind, a part of her was relieved to see she was still alive. Willow kneeled next to her face and strocked it with her hand. Tara tried to pull away, knwoing it wasn't her Willow that was touching her, and moaned from teh pain. Tara wan't going to give up yet, if it meant that she would die to save the soul of her Willow, she would do it. Save her from what was poisoning her mind, the dark magicks.

        "I'll get you free Willow, I promise you, I'll get yo-you free...ok?" stammered Tara looking Willow in the eyes trying to find the part of her that wasn't evil. Willow cackled and stood up straight.

        "Stupid girl, how can you save me if this is who I am?" asked Willow as she watched Tara move onto her side on the floor then onto her knees. The blood was running down Tara's face and made her mouth sting at the taste. She could feel her tears running freely down her face now, but she didn't care. Willow pushed her back onto her back and turned to walk away and leave the church victorious.

        Willow saw the crumpled cape on the floor of the altar and walked over to it slowly then picked it up to wear it on her way home.

        "You don't mind if I wear this...do you?" she asked, not wanting a reply. Tara didn't move. Willow draped the cloak over shoulder's and could feel Tara's warmth still lingering in the cloth even thought she hadn't worn it in a long time. Willow tried hard to stop herself from savouring Tara's warmth from the cloak. She fastened it around her neck and flicked the hood calmly over her head. She looked towards the doors and saw the moonlight still washing the marble floor. She moved her eyes down and saw Tara lying still infront of her again. She blinked hard to push away any memories and walked past her as if she wasn't there.

        Tara opened her eyes slowly and saw the figure of Willow slowly leaving the church.






Thats all for now kittens...see ya soon:kitty



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

angel of salvation
 


Re: What went wrong part 3

Postby Wired vixen » Thu Sep 02, 2004 2:08 pm





:jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw :jaw

"Should have done something but i done it enough, by the way your hands were shaking rather waste some time with you....” -Blue and Yellow

Wired vixen
 


part 4 for you!

Postby angel of salvation » Sun Sep 05, 2004 8:29 am

Hey there kittens! Here's part four of my fic and I've made a banner which can be found on my firt part of my fic.:peace



Onward with fanfic!:



Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






Tara knew this wasn't over, but Willow had stopped herself from making it the end of the problem. Tara shirfted her weight to help her roll onto her side and saw the doors slowly closing infront of her. Tara wanted to call out, but her throat wouldn't let her.

******


Why are you leaving now? Don't you want to finish what you started Willow? I'm all bent and broken, don't you want to finish me off so you don't have to have your thought's of me poisoned by the darkenss within you?Ahhhhrg, you really did hurt me Willow, why can't you understand that I didn't want this to happen? I want things to go back to the way they were before...before you touched those books in the Magic Shop...

        <'Hey Tara, what's up?' It was Buffy, sitting quietly in the Magic Shop with Xander and Dawn around the table. Dawn was doing her homework I think, I didn't pay much attention then. I was looking for you.

        'Hey Buffy...ha-have you seen Willow?' I asked quickly. Buffy pointed behind her and I could see your red hair against the shelves of books. I'd never seen that section of the shop before. I could see you flicking through a big book, black I think, and dusty...like it was never meant to be read.

        'W-Willow? Wat you reading there?' you looked up at me quickly like I had caught you read handed.

        'T-Tara...I...I was just looking through some books, to try and find something to help Buffy...you know?...help her with the problem of that new demon...and....stuff' you never were very good at lying while I looked at you in the face. You looked away and closed it, letting me read the latin enscribed on the front, it was far from the kind of magick's you would read to help Buffy.

        'But...that's dark magick, you don't need to use that to slay a demon, it can't be that strong, can it?' I asked wondering frantically why you were sitting in this corner in the first place.

        My mind was panicking, I didn't want it to lead to what I thought it was leading to. You were falling for the magick's and there was nothing I could do about it. You kept looking at me as if trying to make my mind think sonething else.

        'I...I have to go, I'll be at home so I'll see you then...ok?' you didn't even give me time to ask where you were going or why or even reply, you just left...and didn't come home until the next morning. I was worried sick about you, don't you know that?!>


******



        'Willow! Where have you been?!' I asked half worried, now half angry. You were looking at me like some teenager who had skipped class and didn't care. You're eyes were still black from your night out. You looked at me and smiled, I knew what was on your mind, it made me feel sick.

        'Oh come one baby, don't be mad, can you forgive me?' you were talking like you would when you wanted something...me. I still felt sick at the thought that you lied to me and then came home wanting something in return.

        I tried to keep you back, you were acting like you were drunk or on drugs, but the only thing you were on, was magick's.

        'You've been out all night, with Amy...haven't you?' you looked at me as if I'd hit you with a stick, you were insulted.

        'Yeah...I saw her at the Bronze so we hung out...wanted to bring you too, but I didn't know if you'd be up to having that much fun'

        You slid your hands around my waist and started smiling at me again, I could see right into your eyes, but you weren't there, inside, it was just the magick's. You were pulling me towards you, and I could feel your hands trying to creep up my shirt, but I didn't want to sleep with 'it', I wanted to be with you, so I pushed you back. You were insulted again, so you went upstairs and got changed, sitting in our room for hours making me feel guilty. Then you came down normally, as if nothing had happened, so I thanked the goddess you were back to normal.

        'Tara...I'm sorry, about today...can I make it up to you?...by taking you to the Bronze?'

        I was smiling, not just because you were wanting to take me out, but I knew that it was really you back in that body. But I knew that it was still lurking inside you, wanting to take over, and it did. Why didn't you fight back? You had your chance, then you let it slip...and you let me slip too.>


******


        Tara sat quietly on the cold floor, wondering what she was going to do about Willow, but she knew that sitting on the floor of the church wasn't going to help, so she got up and left for home. It was her new home, away from Willow. She lurched through the door and through into he kitchen, to look for something to ease the pain and stop the cuts from bleeding. She found her first aid kit and flopped on the sofa, hissing from the stinging pain all over her. She wrapped her forearm in a bandage then wiped away the blood on her face and body with a cloth soaked in water and iodine, making her groan more from the pain.

        "Willow...why are you doing this?" she asked herself as she covered up the last of her wounds with a band-aid and shuffled onto her side to rest, she was worn out from her fight pysically, mentally and emotionally.

        Willow, on the other hand, was still roaming around in her new cloak. She reached the suburbs of Sunnydale and walked the streets as if on the prowl. She walked from the main streets in to the back alley's and found a fresh vampire to play with. He was busy feeding on his victim, he screams being muffled by his shakes and hand tightly around her throat. Willow smiled to herself and walked up to the couple, interupting the vampire's feast.

        He lifted his blood stained face and stared at the hooded figure and growled.

        "Who are you?" he growled as he saw the figure wandering up to him, saying nothing. He dropped the girl and she lied motionless and her neck still oozing blood from her neck.

        "You don't hear too well do you?" he asked starting to take steps towards the cloaked figure. As he did so, Willow pulled down the hood and showed her pale face, her black eyes and dull red hair. He stopped in a second and took a step back, reconising her face.

        "Hey...you're that Willow kid...Wrack told me about you, one evil bitch..." replied stepping back and putting up his hands as if surrendering. Willow smirked.

        "He was right you know..." Willow grabbed his neck and thrusted him against the wall holding him high above the ground, making him struggle to get free "...but I'm not a kid,"

        Willow pushed her fingers deeper into his throat and pierced his skin, making him, even a vampire, yell in pain. This made Willow smile and push her hand deeping in his cold flesh, just to saviour his yelps before her hand muffled them. He screamed a moment longer then he quickly started to decompose into dust. Willow brought her hand back down to her side, then walked the rest of her way home.

******

        I needed that, even though it was quick and I only savoured his scream, I needed that. That fight with Tara got me pumped, but I never got to throw everything I had at her. I hate myself when I do that. I'll do that next time though. Then she won't be able to defend that little body of hers.

******





Hope you like my next insallment. See ya round kittens! :kitty



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

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Re: part 4 for you!

Postby WickedReds » Sun Sep 05, 2004 10:56 am

She's really scary :yikes ... i hope tara will find away to get the real willow back...



-reds



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What went wrong- part 5

Postby angel of salvation » Wed Sep 08, 2004 2:40 pm

Hey there everyone, sowie my next update may be a lil small but better than nothing...meh...



Wickedreds:The only way to find out if Tara gets Willow back is to read on, I'm not letting anything slip...



Miss Vixen: I know you red it, but didn't leave feedback but hey, always nice to say hi anyway...so...hey-lo...



Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






        Willow smiled to herself and entered her empty house. Sometime's she regretted having the house so empty, but tonight, she didn't care. She was too pumped from the fight to miss her. She sat down on the ragged sofa and looked at herself in the mirror opposite her. She could see her dull red hair falling out of her ponytail, her pale skin stained with drying blood, her ebony eyes starting to ache and sting and her clothes black, dusty and turning red from blood. She brought her hand to her hair and pulled it lightly over her shoulders and untied the knot in the string around it. Her hair fell aimlessly over her shoulders again and was slightly crimpled from being tied up. Willow was never able to stop that from happening. Her eyes started to change colour from pitch black, to a deep green. Her face was still pale, but that was like a scar to show her what she had done to herself. It was the one thing that remained to show what she had done, as well as the scars she had created that covered Tara's body.

        "What did I do to myself, I should have listened to everyone around me..." sighed Willow as she stood up from her seat and walked closer to her mirror and placed a hnad on the cold glass as if trying to reach her reflection. She looked herself in the eyes and could see past them, almost as if she was looking into her own mind.

        Willow slowly felt like all the evil inside of herself was starting to die away, she always felt like this when it became too late at night. She always seemed to be able to fight it when it was turning midnight. Maybe she was using all the power she saved during the day to fight during the night, maybe it ran out of strength and so would give up and let her win? sHe didn't know, or much care.

        She looked away from the mirror, disgusted at wot her hands had done to the one person she trusted more than herself. Willow walked upstairs and untied her boots and threw them away into the doorway of her bedroom and walked barefoot to the bathroom and turned on the shower. She slowly pulled off her clothes and stood naked under the hot streams of water rushing past her. She rested her head against the wall infront of her and closed her eyes, breathing unsteadily from the water and using all her energy.

        She kept feeling her entire body stinging from the stress it was under and tried hard to stop herself realising how much pain there was. She ended her shower and wrapped herself carefully in a fresh towel and walked to bed. She brushed her hair and dried it before pulling away the towel revealing the blood seeping onto it. She threw it on the floor and whispered something to stop the blood from flowing outside her skin. She then tucked herself into her bed and slept the night away.

******


<'I can't believe you didn't trust tonight at the Bronze'

        'W-Willow...of course I did...I mean I know I said...but I trust you...'

        'No you don't if you do, then you...you wouldn't of yelled at me, I know you don't trust me'

        Tara stood quietly feeling hurt by Willow saying that, Willow had never yelled at her before, even if they did have their difference's.

        'Willow, h-how could you say that? I trust you with my life, and then you talk back to me saying that I've been lying to you all my life?'

        Willow wanted to say sorry, Tara could see it, but she didn't. She kept yelling back at her.

        'Well its the truth isn't it? you don't, you keep acting like your okay with it, but your not!'

        Tara wanted to hit her, slap her, something for saying something so horrible to her, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.

        'Well what do you want to do about it?'

        'I...I don't know Tara' Willow replied, scared of what you were thinking, She knew what her solution was.

        'Well, if you think that...that I don't trust you....then...then we have to take time off'

        'Yo-You mean you're breaking up with me?'>


******


        Tara woke up quickly from her dream, with tears starting to well up in her eyes. She didn't want to re live that moment. She sat up quickly, making her head rush and make her dizzy. She stood up and walked to bed, realising that she'd slept on the sofa. She stummbled to bed and slowly opened the door and looked around. Her room was big and haunting when the lights were turned off. The full moon was starting to dissappear. Tara moved around in the dark of the room to find her digital clock and saw it was still only about 4 am. She had only slept for roughly two hours. Tara swerved on her heels and turned around to look at the window, which was slightly open. Thinking that she had opened it before she left Tara closed it and pulled the curtains closed. Walking back to her bedside table she patted her hand arond her lamp to try and findthe switch. She found it and pushed it to one side to fill her room with a gentle light.

        She straightened out to move around to get into bed when she heard someone breathing behind her. She panicked and turned around to look behind herself. There behind her was the one person she didn't want to see in her state. Willow. Willow smiled evilly at her and cocked her head to one side, she was wearing a black one piece suit and her hair was lying neatly behind her, with tufts of her hair escping to the front with her movements.

        "Hello lover..."




Hope you like it...thats all for now kittens :kitty



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby WickedReds » Wed Sep 08, 2004 7:04 pm

Bloody hell!!... :yikes .... Whoa... i hope she's imagining this... hope nothing to horrible happens... update soon



-reds:willow



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Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby DreamsToDream » Wed Sep 08, 2004 11:47 pm

Oh My God!

Okay I Have To Be Honest With You, At First I Didnt Want To Read This Because The Thought Of Willow And Tara Fighting Or Hating Each Other Breaks My Heart, But Then I Decided To Give It A Chance.... And Im Glad I Did Cuz This Is A Super Great Story And It Really Does Keep My On the Egde Of My Seat... Especially With Those Nice Little Cliff Hangers That You Keep Throwing At Us *Shakes fist* Only Kidding But I Really Do Love It And Can't Wait Till The Next Update.

:wave



Edited To Say: Luvs It!!! :love

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Edited by: DreamsToDream  at: 9/8/04 10:48 pm
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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby Wired vixen » Fri Sep 10, 2004 7:58 am





BLOODY HELL!!



It's gettin easier to read now, not as much emotional turmoil.... ;)



Quote:
"Hello lover....."




ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Willow!! *points*



UPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATEUPDATE



SOOOOON!!



Stacamakee xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby angel of salvation » Mon Sep 13, 2004 2:17 pm

Hey everyone! Thankx for reading! Yay feedback!



Wickedreds: well you can find out now what happens thankx for reading :)



Dreamstodream: hey nice to meet you, sowie to break ya heart for a while but i'm really glad you like my fic. Thankx for all your praise :)



Miss vixen: hey-lo yea i stopped with the turmoil, for now I think anyway...glad you like it yayism, i'veupdated i've updated i've updated, so read on



Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






        Tara stood filled with fear infront of her. Willow stood boldly infront of Tara and smiled wickedly. Her eyes black once more from the evil presence inside her. Tara took a step back and hugged the wall behind her. Her hands tacing against the bed side table and wall itself. Tara was scared but she knew that she shouldn't scream. It would only add to Willow's enjoyment of seeing her in this state. Willow took a step forward, only making Tara push herself further into the wall.

        "Wh-What do you want?" asked Tara bravely. Willow smirked and looked Tara up and down. Tara asked again, this time making her questiong a little more demanding.

        "I'm here to talk sweety," replied Willow, mocking at how weak she used to sound when talking to her. Tara blinked slowly trying to understand the feeling of weakness that had suddenly come over her. IT felt like all her energy was being sucked out of her. She didn't know if itwas fear, or a precaution that Willow had made to stop her from attacking her as she gave Tara her message. Tara watched as Willow walked closer to her and stroked the side of her face with her hand. Willow pulled her face close to Tara's and looked down at her lips, as if she was going to kiss her.

        "I'm here to pass on a message...you have three days," whispered Willow in a low voice. Tara could feel her breathing dancing across her skin, making her shiver at how cold it was. Tara closed her eyes and grabbed her breath then opened her eyes again to meet Willow ebony tunnels of darkness. Tara plucked up her courage and replied.

        "Th-Three days for what?" asked Tara watching Willow pull away from her face and stretched out. She let her arms fall to her sides again and lost her smirk.

        "You have three days until I come and pay another visit, then we'll finish wht we started,"

        Tara had been so scared that she had only now realsied that a storm had started. Thunder crach through the sky and Willow kept watching Tara silently. Tara blinked as a flash of light blinded her from the sky and opened again only to see that Willow had disappeared again. Tara felt her energy rushing back into her, making her fall to the floor and give her enough strength to cry. She always knew that it would come to an end, but it wascoming to an end with only one option. To kill Willow. Willow didn't exist anymore, it was only a monster in her shell.

******


        'Three days?! You gave her three days?! I won't let you fight her, I don't want her to die!'

        SILENCE You're a part of me know, you work for me, you're nothing without me, she deserves what she gets in three long days time. So don't question me, becuase there's nothing you can go about it.

        'I should never of created you, you only want to kill.'

        Well C'est le vie Miss Rosenburg, theres nothing you can do about me.

       
        'Still doing to good fight I see Willow' It was Amy. I stood up and tried to cut the small talk to get home.

        'Yeah, doing the good magicks, helping people out, you know that kinda stuff'

        Amy looked at me up and down, I think she could see that I was tired.

        'But not enough magick to keep you going all the time I see' I was surprised at first, then figured that she was like that, always able to read people like a book. I shrugged.

        'Been doing a lot lately, just need to have a good nights sleep'

        'No rest for the wicked eh Willow?' she smiled, trying to imply that I had more to me that I would let on. I shook my head.

        'Nah, just need a rest then I'm back to good ol' Willow'

        'Have you ever thought of out with the old and in with the new? I know a good way to start that motion' smiled Amy, I could feel her magick powers radiatingt off of her, she was trying to show of. I couldn't help but ask.

        'How'd you get that much power Amy? I don't think I've ever seen you this strong before'

        'Been doing some darker stuff, found a spell that can give an witch unlimited power, you should try it out, if you're up to it. I think you could need it if you're always running on low' smiled Amy and holding up her hand to show a dark purple mist floating around her fingers. It was her new power. I shook my head again.

        'Nah, I think I can live with being me, thanks anyway Amy' I treid to walk past her and go home, but she pulled me to a stop. I turned round and flicked my arm out of her grip.

        'I have to go Amy'

        'Hey Willow, you don't know what your missing, so here's a taster...' winked Amy and flicking her hand towards me sending a rush of magick's through me. It was like a drug, my head started to spin, I felt like I could do anything magickal that I wanted. My eyes turned black and I dropped my books again from the ruch. Amy smiled and watched me take in the amount of power she'd sent coarsing through me. I started breathing heavy and unevenly.

        'Wh-woah-what was that?'

        Amy laughed. 'Its a taster of what that spell can do Willow, maybe you should look it up some time, I know they have it in the Magic Shop, big black book, old, leather, page 683'

        Amy winked and walked off leaving me to get over my high and pick up my books to go home.>

        'Thats when I realised you were a good idea, until I did the spell, I wish I'd never brought you to this world'

        Sticks and stones Willow. I'm here now and nothing can change that, so I'm going to have my fun. And you can watch as I bleed your preacious Tara dry and bury her deep in the ground, where she belongs.


******


        Willow pushed the monster away with all her strength and walked silently to her house, worrying about what was going to happen to her and Tara in three days. Willow pulled herself from the one-piece suit the evil inside of her had made her wear and slipped back into bed to try and sleep. Tara, on the other hand, was still standing in mild shock from her encounter. Willow was still in her sight, in her mind. She could see the shape of Willow's frame fading into the flashing darkness of her room. Tara blinked hard and moved herself from the wall where she had pinned herself. She held her head and shook it while trying to take in what Willow had tattooed into her. Three days...three days until what? The end? 'Finish what we started'? Tara felt like she hadn't started anything, it was Willow that started this two year war between them. She was the one who turned evil...

        Tara pulled herself to her bed and looked infront of herself, like she was trying to see into the next week. She slowly pulled off her torn red top and slipped out of the black trousers to get into bed and sleep. She was going to need all the sleep she could get.

        The next morning came all too quickly for Willow. The monster inside of her was alrady taking control. It was getting stronger, it knew that its time would come...when it could finally take over its host. Kill Tara, and you kill Willow, from the inside out. It knew it and was waiting like a cat ready to pounce on its prey.

        Willow got up and stretched before taking a shower and putting on some new clothes. She was no wearing a tight black crop-top and a pair of baggy deep blue jeans. She was out to train her body and mind for her final bout. She walked slowly down to her basement. It was plain and desolate. There were bars of wood sitting in rows against the wall and a punching bag hanging on the opposite wall from the stairs. Willow stood in the middle of the room and closed her eyes, she flicked her hand out to her right and hit the punching bag with a small busrt of magick. She took in a deep breath and rolled her hands in the air infront of her, creating a black mist around her hands. She focused her mind hard and swung her arms around her, making the mist surround her. She kept breathing slowly and deeply as the mist engulphed her and grew to fill the room. She started to chant under her breath before making her voice her louder with each time she repeated the verse. She opened her eyes suddenly and let the mist die slowly into the ground. She smiled to herself and started to refocus her mind then started to recite the moves of martial arts that she had learned from her years of magicks. The monster inside of Willow had hacked into the mind of their host. They had tapped into the memories of watching Buffy training, and put them into practice. She learnt martial arts from her memories, she learnt Tara's weaknesses from her memories. She lernt everything that gave her an advantage, it learnt from Willow.






Hope you like the next part. Till next time Kittens! :kitty



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby Wired vixen » Mon Sep 13, 2004 2:31 pm





Holy crap! < looksie, deja vu.....



Great update!! Very tense and well, scary.....



More soonish of the soon variety?



Stace xxxxx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby WickedReds » Tue Sep 14, 2004 2:33 pm

i said it once, i'll say it again... Bloody Hell!!! :yikes I see whats up here willow has been taken over by dark magicks... split personality much...:geek



-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut :banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

WickedReds
 


What Went Wrong Part 6

Postby angel of salvation » Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:06 am

Time for an update I think....FEEDBACK!!



Miss Vixen: Thankx for reading, here is the update of the soonish soon variety...enjoy!



Wickedreds:Thankx for reading...Yay for the smartness of you :banana Yea there is a kinda slipt personatlity going on...hope you like the next part



Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






******


        Do you remember the first day we met Willow?

        'What are you talking about?'

        Don't you remember, the first time you created me, it was you that created me wasn't it Willow. You brought me out from the depths of your dark soul and brought me to life, you started what I'm going to finish.

       
        'No I never wanted this to happen, I just...'

        You just what? Wanted to make yourself more powerful than Amy? or Tara? So it was jealousy? tut tut, for a nice little girl like you, you'd never expect it...

        'Shut up'

        What are you going to do? Beat me? hah, you can't even kep control of your weak lil body, let alone beat pure magick.

        You found that book remember?

        'It was black, gold corners, dusty, old, the leather of the cover was peeling and the gold was dark and dirty. The lettering of the book had been worn away, but it could still be made out.'

        Good, you do remember. I knew you'd never forget. Best day of your patyhetic life if you ask me.

        'I told you to shut up'

        Oh shut your self up. I can't be silenced. Now back to that book, you traced your finger over it, and remember that feeling you had. You opened the book and found the spell that Amy told you about, and you kept repeating that page to yourself...683,683,683...You found it, you wanted to yell out on joy, but you didn't want Giles to know, he would had killed you for looking in those books and actually using them.

        You looked around and saw Buffy, Xander and Dawn all sitting at the table. Dawn was complaining about her school, she was always complaining. We should of killed her, to shut her up and her whining, but then we would have to deal with your Slayer friend. But we can kill her too, after we kill Tara and take her powers.

        'Leave Tara alone!'       

        What did I tell you about being quiet?! NOW HUSH!

        You looked at that page continuously, reading the spell to your self over and over. You tattooed it into your mind. Then Tara interfered, she asked you what you were doing, so you left. That was evil of you, guess it runs in your blood. That's why we're so perfect for eachother Willow. You spent the night out with Amy, playing around with Sunnydale...with magicks. Then, you got Amy to help you with your spell. To create me.

        Was fun wasn't it? feeling that power all over again, and being able to keep it. You smiled at Amy and you kept playing with magicks and you knew that it would never run out. You were all powerful and no one could stop me, I mean...us.

        So you went home, and played innocent to Tara. But she didn't like that you were who you are Willow. She dumped you becuase you could beat her now and you had proved it. You had me. We were one. So she left, simple as. So she must die.

        'No....I don't want her to die, I didn't mean to make you...I didn't want to make her leave-'

        -But you did Willow, that's what makes it so great....now I can have you all to myself. Without interfearence, you are mine!


******







Only a short busrt of seeing whats going on in Willows mind but I hope it's something to read until I can whip myself back into writting seeing as school's started again. :punish :boot :sleepy



See you around kittens! :kitty



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

Edited by: angel of salvation at: 9/21/04 1:30 pm
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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby WickedReds » Tue Sep 21, 2004 1:03 pm

Poor sane willow... Beat that baddie...Umm yeah..

Umm wait that would mean she'd have to beat herself... (naghty thought)

-reds:willow



my banana dances for smut:banana

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

Edited by: WickedReds at: 9/21/04 12:04 pm
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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby angel of salvation » Mon Oct 04, 2004 2:39 pm

Hey I think it's time for an update, and a big one at that...makes up for the lack of it becuase of school (grr school)



Wickedreds-beating up herself? that would be interesting *realises she had naughty thought* ok maybe I'll keep out of it :p



Hockay, story time!!

Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!






******


        Willow shook her head and got rid of the good side of her to keep training. She was trying to fight, but she could feel her wavering, she was starting to win against her fight against her host. She was filled with guilt so felt like she shouldn't live anymore. She could arrange that. After having Tara dead, and stealing her power. She would all powerful against the world and be able to get rid of the good soul inside of the shell of Willow. Willow continued her training while the thought of Tara dead in her arms filled her mind.

        While Tara was also getting ready to train. After a short night's sleep, Tara was showered, dressed and ready to train. She tied her hair tightly behind herself and pulled on a pair of jeans and a deep blue tank top. She walked far out of the edge of Sunnydale. Almost where the church was where her and Willow had last fought. She brought herself in tune with everything around her then started to move her hands slowly infront of her. She felt her energy flowing to her fingertips the all around her. Like a barrier ready to protect her from the outside world. She felt the energy start to pulstate then burst out into the open space of the forest she was standing in. she took deep breaths and continued to focus her energy to attain her limit then push herself further to try and get stronger. Both Willow and Tara were focusing their minds and pushing their limits to try and reach a new level of strength to her beat eachother.

        Tara checked the watch sitting by her feet and saw that it had gone past 5 o'clock. Tara stopped her training and stretched her arms high above her head before shaking her head and picking up her watch to head home. It had been one day already, and Tara knew she still wasn't ready. Tara arrived home and quickly let herself in, feeling the cold pinching her skin. Tara shivered and closed the door behind herself. She flicked on the lights in the room and walked aimlessly over to the kitchen to get something to eat. She hadn't eaten all day and she could feel her stomach yelling at her for it. She maoned lightly to herself then pulled something out of the fridge to eat. She slumped on her sofa, tired from training and ate her food. She flicked on the TV and watched it with her eyes slowly wanting to pull closed to let her sleep. She yawned and finished her food knowing that she shouldn't sleep yet, but she couldn't help herself, she had been pushing herself all day that she needed a break. Tara stopped the TV and walked up to bed pulling her hair out of its confinements.

        Tara flopped on her bed and closed her eyes. She draped her arm over her eyes as if trying to block out the little amount of light entereing her room. She took a deep breath and let her mind wander. She could see all her memories, old and new. Then the thought of Willow suddenly being in her room the night before scared her and she found her self still yling on her bed but a lot of time had passed. Tara rubbed her eyes and sat up and held her head as she tried to reagin control from her fatigue. She looked around the room and saw that it was still dark, so she still had a few hours until dawn and the time when she would start teh second phase of her training. She didn't bother to chage out her clothes and shuffled up to her pillow to fall back asleep.

        Willow on the other hand, had been since midnight, after a few hours sleep to let her human body rest. She hated that she was still stuck in a body that had its limitations when her powers were limitless.

        She hissed a little at the idea of having to rest her body then looked back at her victim sitting neatly in her hands. She was yelling for help, but Willow slowly covered her mouth muffling her pleas. Willow smiled gently at the girl and hushed for her to be quiet. The girl started to cry in fear and looked in Willow's eyes and saw nothing but black. Slowly Willow whispered something and let go of her mouth, and she didn't scream. She had muted her voice and had knocked her out. Willow smiled demonically at the fragile girl in her hands. She laid her on the ground and held her hands over her chest. Her hands started to glow and all of the girls life force was being sucked out of her. She gasped in her unconcious state then relaxed as she was killed in her sleep. Willow smiled and stood up, kicknig the girl to roll her out of her way and against the wall.

        "Nothing like a good pick me up before business" whispered Willow as she started out of the alley way and walked towards Tara's house. Willow walked slowly, not in a rush to get to her house, but at the same time she was, although she denied it. She walked to the front garden of Tara's home and looked at the front door, then let her vision wander upwards at the windows. None of them were lit but she knew which one Tara was in. Willow walked up the pathway then let her feet leave the ground and let her float gently to the balcony on Tara's room. Willow set her feet on the ground of the balcony and looking in through the window and saw Tara with her back to the window sleeping. She placed her hand on the window and could feel the good part of herself fighting to get though.

******


Why the hell am I here? This is all your fault that I'm here wasting my time by watching my next victim sleeping rather then thinking about how to kill her.

        'I needed to see her'

        You're not even meant to be alive and you are, why doesn't anything work my way. When I kill Tara I can kill you too you're becoming one hell of a pain, and I should know. I'm from hell. Why did you need to see her? Did you want to pine at her window again? You're so weak, and for some reason, you're still here controlling a part of me, well we'll soon sort that out...

        'Don't you dare, st-..........'

        That's better, now I have Willow all to myself. Now that I'm here, rather then pining, I can watch her, and keep a record of her strengths and weakness'. Time for a little spying...


******


        Tara stirred and moved on her bed, she could feel the sun burning onto her back so she moved and faced the warmth. She gave a gentle moan at the thought of having to get up from the comfortable sheets then decided to slowly bend herself intp an upright position to sit up. She looked around her room a little dazed then stood up quickly, giving her a head rush. She shok her head then walked across the room to pick out some fresh clothes to change into after she had a shower, so sho could get back to training. Tara picked out another loose T-shirt and a pair of loose jeans then laid them on her bed before walking out into the bathroom to run a shower. She waited for the water to heat up then stripped herself naked and stood under the warm shots of water. She took in a deep breath brushed her hands over her face and down the back of her head to move her hair behind her. She looked down and barely openedher eyes looking for the shower gel.

        As Tara slowly refreshed herself in the bathroom, Willow had been sitting silently on her balcony looking on her status every now and then. As Willow heard the shower starting up, she opened the window like she had done the other night and walked around slowly in Tara'a room. She never had the time to look around her room in detail the last time she visited. The pale yellow colour of the walls and peach carpet made her sick, she hated bright colours. She wanted to change the colours there and then to a nice dark blue and black but she knew that it wasn't the best of ideas to make. But she still wanted to play a prank on Tara, it was the best way to let her know she was there. 'Later' she kept promising herself, she couldn't do it now, she would wait until after she had watched Tara training that day.

        Willow stroked the clothes lying on Tara's bed then heard the shower turning itself off. In a calm sort of panic Willow clicked her fingers quietly and transported herself back outside on the balcony. She pulled the window shut and looked in through her window again. Tara walked in quirkily with a towel wrapped around herself and her hair sitting on her shoulders, already towel dried. Tara dropped her towel around her body and seached for some underware. Willow watched half out of interest at how Tara lived, her dark side, and half out of lust of wanting to see Tara again, her good side. Tara clothed herself and blow dried her hair before making her way out back to the woods where she had trained the day before, Willow always two steps behind her, hiding and watching like a cat on the prowl.

        Tara was moving like flowing water, her movements seeming to be something continuous rather than single movements that jerked her fragile looking frame like Willow's punches would. Willow settled in the hugging branches of a tree not far from Tara and sitting behind her. Willow looked down and watched her prey with narrowing green eyes. She watched every movement and took in her grace and beauty. It was like watching a dance, not someone training for the final fight. Willow shifted in the tree and caused the sound of a sharp crack and then made some leaves fall tactfully off of its home. Tara didn't seem to notice or care much for the noise and the leaves seemed to be attracted to her like a moth to a flame. The leaves danced around her body then twisted through her outstreched fingers before slowly burning up in invisible flames. Tara flicked the ash from her hand and looked upat hte sky and closed her eyes. Willow could tell she was thinking, but could never for the life of her know what it was.

        She watched Tara silently and wished she could tell what she was thinking. Willow soon got bored of watching her standing in silence and decided to have a little fun. She was overdue on a prank for the little Tara stranding below her. She thought to herself what she could do and soon had an idea in her mind. It wasn't as wicked as she had wanted but it would still taunt her. Willow slinked away from the branches of the tree and paced back to Tara's home. Willow let herself in and walked around her house as if she owned it. Willow looked the living room up and down and stared at the plain cream wall infront of her. She smiled again and put more detail into her prank. She walked back out of the house and watched the people walking past her. She was watching for prey again, and found it in an insecure looking girl of about 20. She was walking fast and hugging her beg as she walked home, only to bump into a woman in black.

        "Oh.....I...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to-"

        "-Don't worry, you'll do fine," smiled Willow watching her get to her feet again. The girl got to her feet in confusion.

        "Do fine for what-ugh-ahhk!"

        Willow stopped her in mid sentence by grabbing her by the neck and picking her off of the ground to drag her into Tara's house. The girl tried to scream but Willow's fingers dug deep into her throat stopping her from calling for help. Willow binded her to the wall that she had been looking at before and pulled out her hand. The girl had nothing to do but obey her comands. The girl felt Willows sharp fingernail diggin into her arm and ripping at her skin. The girl finnaly screamed out loud and started to cry from the pain. Her blood poured into a jar that Willow had pulled to use from the shelving. The jar slowly filled up with her blood and the girl had turned pale and fainted. Willow dipped her finger in the jar and tasted the blood, it was just right. Willow flicked her hand and the blood started to write words out onto the wall. 'Tick-Tock Tara, time's running out for you and for the girl below...hope you save her, Cos i'll be watching you' The words started to drip down the wall, distorting the handwritting but stull readable. Willow let the girl drop to the floor and left her for dead. She walked back out the door and waved her arm behind her and created a gudt of wind to blow things to the floor. Closing the door with what manners she had left she returned to the forest to watch Tara's response to the little message she had left her.

        Willow arrived in time to see Tara growing tired and saw her pick up her things and leave to get home before it turned dark, even though tshe was powerful, Tara knew that there were something in the dark even she couldn't ward off. Tara yawned lathargically and walked down the path of her home with the knowledge that Willow was walking above her, watching over her every move. Tara stopped as she saw her door slightly ajar as she walekd closer to it. Tara leanded forward and looked through cautiously, maiking Willow grin hysterically as how nieve she still was.

        Tara walked through and looked around slowly, scanning her eyes until she saw the blood dripping message sitting on the wall like a brick hitting her in the stomach.

'I'm watching over you Tara...'


        Tara panicked and looked around frantically looking for whoever had left he grim message on her wall. She searched but couldn't see anything in the dim light of her room. Suddenly she snapped her head down to the floor as she heard a chocking cry of a girl lying underneath the message.

        "Oh God!"

        Tara dropped her things and ran over to the girl and supported her head to look at her. Her face was pale and her breathing was uneven and short. Tara searched quickly for a phone to dail 911 as fast as she could.

        "Hello? Yeah, I need an ambulance, now! T-Ths girl, she's been cut, some one broke into my house. She's lost a lot of blood, I need help, please!" begged Tara quickly as she heard someone pick up the phone.

        "Ok m'am, I need you to calm down, now where do you live?"

        Tara chocked out her address and begged once more for help as she saw the girl becoming even more lifeless. The operator confirmed that the ambluance was on it's way so she hung up the phone and supported the girl's head again.

        "Please, don't go to sleep on me, you need to stay with me ok?"

        The girl breathed slowly and nodded as she heard Tara's words fumble as she spoke. Tara asked her name, it was Laurren. She asked her who the person was that had done this to her, she described a shadowed figure. This was all Willow's doing, and Tara knew it. Tara looked up at the ceiling, pushing back the fearful tears.

        "I know this was your doing Willow, I hopw you're happy!" yelled Tara, before looking back down at the girl and keeping her awake. Willow was happy, she was enjoying every moment of it. It had been a long time since she had truely scared Tara, so she relished it. As Willow heard the ambulance rushing tothe rescue, Willow picked up her feet and left, leaving Tara to explain that her house had been broken into her house. Tara quickly used her magic to erase the message, knowing that it wouldn't help the police even if they did know who had dome it. The ambulance took the girl to hospital and Tara didn't know how to contact her family, so she sat in the Waiting Room, urging to know if the girl, Laurren, was going to pull through the night after being so close to death...so she waited, the whole night.




Ahhhh update at last, will proably bee another looooong time before I write more for another so I hope you can live with what you've read so far...byeeeeeee :kitty



Jess xxx

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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby WickedReds » Mon Oct 04, 2004 3:21 pm

YAY!! an update... good one too... Willow... Well she was damn dirty... i really hope Tara will bring down that baddie that has possessed her Willow... update soon



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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby DreamsToDream » Tue Oct 05, 2004 1:45 am

Oh My God! :shock

Thats So Horrible!!! .... And Descriptive!! Yuck:puke

Its Getting So Exciting Tho Cuz Its All Gonna Go Down Soon.

:tara Sure Did Keep It Cool When She Saw the Message, I Know If I Saw It On My Wall I'd Prolly Piss My Pants Or Sumthin :crazy

Keep Goin, Im Getting All Excited/Scared About Whats Gonna Happen :D

D2D





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Re: What went wrong- part 5

Postby Viximon » Fri Oct 15, 2004 1:48 pm

Thats a good one. Hope you upload soon. I can't wait for Willow vs Tara fight :governator

It's so cool. Willow poor thing had double hard work because she had to fight against her evilselfcreation. Wish she win before anything bad happens to Tara, if not she never will forgave herself. And Tara is so torn aix :(

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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby angel of salvation » Tue Oct 26, 2004 7:35 am

Sorry updates are taking so long....school and work are taking their toll on my writting time :aww but here's a little something to keep this alive... but first...



Wickedreds: thankx for reading! Tara might, Tara might not...have to wait and see.



Dreamstodream: sorry its so descriptive. lol thankx for your kind words, more below!



Viximon: hey, thankx for reading! you'll just hav to find out what happens to Willow. more below...




Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!





        "Will she be okay?" asked Tara quietly as she moved form her seat which had made her numb and cold as she saw the doctor come out of surgury.

        "She lost a lot of blood so for the most past she's okay but its still touch and go, she's ready for visitor's now if you want to see her," replied the doctor in a monotone voice. Tara nodded and walked through the brightly lit corridoors to come to a room where Laurren was lying on a drip, oxygen and an electronic cardiograph/heart monitor. Tara walked in slowly and saw her lying asleep on her bed and in the pale blue hospital dress. Tara was ashamed that someone she knew had pulled down this girl to a shadow of her former self. Tara walked closer and litsened to the beeping from the monitor as she slept out the anesthetic.

        Tara found a chair and sat down next to her to watch her chest rise and fall as she slept. Tara could feel herself wanting to find Willow and kill her for what she had done. Tara knew that Willow had probably killed before, but she did it in Tara's face and pulled her into her own killing spree and sick world. Tara gritted her teeth then took a deep breath then sighed.

        "I'm sorry this happened to you," whispered Tara as she saw her stir a tiny bit in her sleep then become a sleeping corpse again, she was so pale she looked dead and her warmth was sucked away by the hospital walls.

        Tara watched for hours before she fell asleep herself ofr the night. Morning came and Tara stirred from her sleep as she felt someone touch her shoulder.

        "M'am, I'm afraid you have to leave now, you've been here all night," explained the nurse softly as Tara woke up and rubber her eyes then sitting up to look around herself. She was blinded by the light of the room so she moved slowly trying to get her bearings.

        "Oh...right...sorry," apologised Tara as she stood up to look around herself again and saw the girl still lying on the bed, but the colour her cheeks was starting to flush back into her skin. Tara smiled knowing that she had survived the night and promised she would come and visit her again, even if she wouldn't know who she was. Tara left the hospital and left for home, knowing that the room was still going to be full of blood and clutter. She sighed at the thought of having to clean up after Willow, seeing as Willow had enjoyed seeing her going through torture trying to save the young girl in her arms.

        Tara picked up some papers from the floor and shuffled them into a pile, then left them on the floor. She moved to the shelves and picked them up and leaned them back against the wall. More things fell off of it as she picked it up, making Tara moan to herself and curse under her breath.

        "Dammit Willow why are you doing this to me?!"

        With shaky hands Tara moved some of her belongings and placed them back on the shelves. She straightened out and looked around again, feeling as if she was being watched again. It was af if Willow was sitting in the shadows laughing at her, but there was no way of making her leave. Tara spun around and looked back at the wall with the chilling message. Tara could see that the blood was dry now and was starting to smell. It was like living in a butchers shop. Tara moved closer and looked at the blood on her wall then down at the floor. There was something on the floor, underneath a pile of paper and books, moving. Tara bent down and watched the paper shuffle on its own. Scared of what might happen to her, Tara didn't touch it. She just watched.

        It moved again, seemed to resond to her being there. It could hear her breathing. Tara looked at it moving again, plucking up the courage to touch it. She moved some of the paper to one side. Nothing. She kept moving paper and lifted a book to see what was underneath it.

        Suddenly a black flash and a high pitched screech filled her with fear. Tara jumped back and yelped, landing hard on the floor. Tara looked for whatever had moved from its place and saw a black rat staring at her with bloodshot eyes and bearing its teeth. It had been lapping up on the blood in her home. Tara felt sick and panicked. She jumped up, scring the rat out of the door, so she slammed the door closed behind it. She turned round and ran upstairs on shaky legs. She stummbed on the last step and rolled into the bathroom. She started to cry but still gasping for air from her panic. She spun on the shower and ripped off her clothes. She felt stained and dirty, she needed to calm herself down. She climbed into the shower and sat on the floor, leaning against the wall. She chocked on her tears.

        "God Willow, why are you doing this to me?"

        Tara hugged her legs and cried, being submerged in the droplets of water, almost making her pass out. This is where she stayed for almost an hour.



Thats it for now, only small but I hope its something interesting. C'ya around kittens!:kitty



Jess xxx

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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby WickedReds » Tue Oct 26, 2004 12:12 pm

Whoa... rat anyone... great update. its good to see that the girl is going to live... can't wait for more..



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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby tarawhipped » Tue Oct 26, 2004 5:39 pm

You know, I think the thing I like best about this fic is that while I KNOW you say right in the plot summary that there'll be a happy ending, it FEELS like there's no way there can be. I like that you established early on that Willow's at war with herself, and that it's almost like an Angel situation (the evil demon that can take over). Tara doesn't seem at all aware of this, however, and I wonder how long before Good Willow can each her somehow. That is, before Tara starts to think that the only option she has is killing Willow.



SO tense, and scary, and sad, and compelling. Can't wait for more!



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What should I be but just what I am? - Edna St.Vincent Millay

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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby alysagoddess85 » Thu Oct 28, 2004 8:08 pm

so i just read this whole fic and i must say this...its wwwaaayyy creepy!! i like the concept though...actually thats a lie...what i LIKE is happy snuggly smutty willow and tara...but this is really intruiging...willow sounds almost like angel, like tarawhipped pointed out...and i like how shes doing all this sick demony stuff to tara...but shes still here fighting herself and wanting to get through to tara in nicer ways as well...cool stuff!! more soon please!



~mel:kdevil

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby cnd1us » Thu Oct 28, 2004 9:31 pm

man i have to say about this fic is damn this is frickin' messed up....can't wait to see what will go on between willow and tara and willow and dark willow and tara and dark willow. update soon.





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Re: What went wrong- part (lost count)

Postby angel of salvation » Fri Nov 05, 2004 12:33 pm

*waves* hi everyone! Wow I have feedback, I love it, keeps me writting the fic so thankx everyone who reads and leaves FB!



Wickedreds: thankx for reading! Glad your glad about her living lol More below!



tarawhipped: glad you like the fic, thankx for your kind words! :) I didn't think of it as an Angel thing until someone pointed it out lol. We'll just have to see!



alysagoddess85: glad you like the smutty T&W lol mwahahaha sick demony stuff! Like I said befor, I didn't think of it as Angel like till now, oh well...More below! Thankx for reading!



cnd1us: *hopes messed up in a good way* glad you like my fic :) all things Willow and Tara and Willow and Dark Willow coming right up!



So now on to the next update of the fic....but I'll warn, this update is lreally ong compared to something updates I leave *sowie* but is full of *dun dun dun* smut...enjoy! :P






Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy, or the characters, blah blah blah, dnt sue me ok?

Title: What Went Wrong?

Author: Jess

Rating: Should really be something like PG-13 becuase I don't nwo where to put it, but it's still a violent, meh.

Plot: *Ahem*...fighting, angst, romance, more fighting till the death, who will win? (Good ending promise, dnt kill me!)

Feedback: Tell me the truth so I know if I should bother finishing the story as I go along...Wired Vixen (friend) said it was a good idea so I hope you like it too...^^

Author's Note: Ok this will be a little confusing if you don't really understand it now. Basically, the text in normal font is like narration, the text in bold is Willow's POV and the text in italic's is Tara's POV. Flashback's are indicated with these: < and >. Enjoy!



        Tara dried herself off and hugged herself as she walked to the bedroom in the dark and pulled on a matching set of baby blue pajama's. Willow had bought them for her for X-mas once. Tara looked out of her window. She sighed as she looked out onto the city around her, it was so peaceful, so nieve of what was going on around them. Tara put her hand up against the glass and stared, her breath slowly condensing on the cold surface then fading away. Tara blinked and watched the city turn off the light of the sun to sleep. The sunset was beautiful, it was the best thing Tara had seen in a long time. It reminded her of when she would look into Willow's eyes and smile becuase she could see more than just the green inside them.

        Tara closed her eyes and whispered to herself, so quietly that even she couldn't hear what she had said. Slowly she could hear music filling her head as if she was re living a memory. She was a the Bronze...

       

        Tara opened her eyes as she heard Willow start wo mutter those words that she believed so much in her heart, and sometimes she still did. There was nothing that would stop her from believing there something still inside her. Tara blinked quickly and looked back out of the window as the music continued to play in her head, like a trance...she closed her eyes again to indulge in the fantasy. Tara was changing the ending of the story, hoping for a better ending.

        <"Hey you two, you guys want another drink?" smiled Buffy as she came to sit down next to her, grabbing her bag to find money and quench her thrist from dancing. Tara looked away from Willow and they both shook their heads. Tara nudged her head towards the door submereged in the dark.

        "You have a visitor you know," whispered Tara, looking at Spike who was slinking further against the wall, knowing he was in trouble for 'stalking' her again. Buffy rolled her eyes.

        "I think he wants to talk Buffy," smirked Willow, knowing that talking was the last on Spike's mind. It had been for a long time. Everytime he was able to get close enough to Buffy, he would touch her. It wasn't always sexual, but you could see that he craved it. It was like a drug to him. He would brush past Buffy when walking next to her and grab the scent of her hair, or touch her hips as he sqeezed past her in the house. You could see that everything that happened was put into a file in his brain for him to keep forever, becuase he knew as Spike and as William, that he would never be able to win her heart. So he took what he could before she stuck something wooden into his chest so he could at least die in some sort of happiness.

        Buffy picked up her money and walked over to the bar, Spike close behind her...maybe this time he really did want to talk. Tara giggled to herself and turned back to Willow how was also watching the pair of blondes at the bar.

        Willow took Tara's hands and bobbed her head to the music, making Tara giggle even more. She was so adorable like this. Tara sqeezed her hands and ran her fingers up her arms and pulled Willow closer to her so she could put her arm around her. Willow willing moved and shuffled closer to her. She rested her head on Tara's shoulder and started to mime to words. The music was addictive tonight, and neither of the witched could understand why. Tara bounched her leg to the music. Willow quickly picked up on it and giggle at the subliminaly message it could mean. Tara stopped and toild her to stop thinking so dirty. Willow loved Tara being so adorable. Willow moved and stood up as she heard another song start around them.

        "You wanna dance?" she asked, holding out her hands to pull Tara to her feet. They both walked to the centre of the dance floor and started to dance together. Neither one thought they were any good at dancing, but they still were in a trance at how the other moved. Slow and fast, curving their bodies and sliding their hips from side to side rythmically. It was a teasing-match between eachother. To see who would move closer and take their prize first. They never did, they always saved it for later. Tara closed her eyes and swayed from side to side with her hands in the air as she felt every beat pulse through her. She closed her eyes and turned around so her back was to Willow. She was moving around in a small circle, almost on the spot. Tara looked at her waist as she felt a pair of warm hands slip around her waist and turn her around. Tara did open her eyes and smiled seductively at Willow, who smiled back. Tara lowered her arms and pulled her arms from her waist to her own find Willow's. They danced like this for almost 10 mins until they felt they had to sit down to catch their breath, not only from dancing, but from how seductive their partner looked. buffy had been sitting down again, drinking what was left of her cocktail before leaving to dance moments after the couple had sat down.>

        Tara kept her eyes closed and could feel that feeling again, of every beat going through her, leeting her dance freely like she had done in the Bronze. Tara spun on her heels and lifted her hands abover her head and swayed her hips. She didn't care that she was dancing in her room in reality. She was deepin her fantasy that things were the way there were meant to be, her and Willow, dancing like they always had done when they could. Tara swung her head and let her hair fly around her in a circle with the rest of her body.



        Willow had felt her head spinning when she returned home after her little prank. Even if it had been a day since she had had the pleasure of seeing Tara suffer, she felt compelled to go back, and see how Tara was picking up the piece's. But...there was something else...

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        What is this that I feel? Are you taining me again? What the hell have you done?! I feel like I need to go back to that witch's with no reason, to go and see her becuase you want to go. What is it that is so important?!

        'I just....have to see her, you wouldn't understnad what a connection is but there is one and I want to go and see if she's okay-'

        Don't you dare talk to me like that! I am the master now, you can only make suggestions, NOT orders. Becuase of this stupid connection you want to see her, and do what, try and talk to her with me in charge? I'd like to see that 'Miss Powerless'. You can't do anything...only I can. I cn do what I want, for any reason I want...

        It is and interesting idea, to do what I want...maybe even take what I want...without you interfearing...hm....


******


        The tone in Willow's voice had changed, it had been angry once, now it was suductive. The same way Willow would when she was feeling the same way. Willowo finally decided to pay Tara a visit, she pulled on a black tank top and trousers. A black coat kept her warm as she walked quickly through the streets to the house. The door was closed, Tara was home. Willow climbed the house's walls and peered through the windows. She could feel Tara's warmth rediating from one point on the wall. It was where she had been staring out of the window. Willow made herself comfy at the window and looked in.

        She could see Tara dancing to silent music, it was hynotising.

******


Tara...

        Does she always dance like this Willow? She makes it look like something out of a ritual.

        Answer me!

        '...She's dancing? I havn't seen her dance like this since our last night at the Bronze, before I found you...you ruined everything!-'

        -Don't you dare say that! Who did I say was hte master? Yes...ME, so I can get rid of you for as long as I want...you're not needed anymore my dear...So I'll let you rest that petty lil soul of yours....


******


        Thinking hard, Willow had gotten rid of her 'good' counterpart. Now she had Tara all to herself, and planned to keep it that way. Willow moved closer to the window, so close that her breath was starting to condense of the glass like Tara's had done before. It had been a while since Willow had never been able to touch Tara without drawing blood...so she decided to go and find out what it was like. Willow wispered some words and faded into the room, hiding under the cover of darkness in Tara's room. It was lucky that Tara had never turned on the lights when she entered. Willow could smell Tara in the air. Tara was too busy in her fantasy to notice her guest watching her. Willow moved closer, slinking nearer and hearing Tara's breathing getting uneven with her movements. She flowed like water itself. Willow was hypnotised. Now she knew why her other self had loved her so much; she was seductive. Willow licked her lips and lifted her hand to try and touch he skin but she couldn't, wouldn't.

        Tara turned on the spot, leaving her back to Willow, the oppotunity was too good to pass up. Willow stepped forward and placed her hands around Tara's waist, slowly, embracing every inch of her skin and relishing the feel of her against her hands. Tara stopped and quickly let down her hands. She snapped away from the strangers embrace and demanded to know who was there. Willow stood still for a moment, not giving an answer.

        "Who's there?!" demanded Tara again. This time Willow took a silent, deep breath and smiled as she stepped out of the shadows.

******


W-W-Willow? But I-I thought that you want to kill me?! So now you take me in your arms?! I don't understand whats going on, why are you doing this Willow...what does it mean??

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        That touch...that single touch...I could feel it vibrating all over me...what does it mean?? She's looking at me with that glare again...maybe it was a bad idea to move...but that touch. It was worth coming here, and taking something...to be mine...to keep forever. Dammit, why did I say that?

******


        Willow didn't move while Tara flung her arms and shouted.

        "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! HAVN'T YOU CAUSED ENOUGH DAMAGE?!"

        Willoow didn't flinch, but smile more at the remark. She had touched her and caught her off guard. It was an amazing feeling of power and satisfaction. Willow stepped forward and let her smile drop.       

        "I'm not here to hurt you this time Tara," Willow was speaking slowly, in a soft voice. As if she had turned back into the old Willow Tara was in love with. Tara dropped her arms and asked herself if this was real. Was Willow back? Her Willow? No, she couldn't be, she still had that dead look in her eyes. But Willow was telling the truth. Tara could see that.

        "Wh-What do you want Willow?" asked Tara, never thinking she would talk to softly to Willow after what she had done to her. Willow moved closer, not saying a word. Tara watched with her breathing getting caught in her throat. Tara took a step back and wondered what she was doing.

        "I want you Tara..." Willow finally answered, her words making Tara stop dead and panic. She didn't want Willow to come near her, but at the same time, she missed being able to see her.

        "I don't what you near me," hissed Tara as she took another step back and hold up her arms to block her way. Willow stopped and sighed.

        "Fine, maybe you would like to talk to her...?"

        Willow fell silent for a moment, as if trying to find something that she wanted to bring back after years of repression. Willow tilted her head back then forward again then Willow blinked and showed human eyes.

        "T-Tara...?" asked Willow, not thinking of anything else to say. Tara knew she was back, it was her Tara...she could tell. Tara ran forward and hugged her.

        "Willow? What's going on? p-please tell thats you..." begged Tara, she couldn't tell how what Willow had done but she was back.

        "I don't want it to be anyone else...oh Willow I've missed you so much," she sobbed as she gripped her redhead tightly in her arms. Willow hugged her back tightly.

        "It's me Tara, I've missed you so much too, I'm so sorry I did this," whispered Willow as she moved her head to look at Tara in her eyes. They looked at eachother, deep into eachother eyes and could see everything. Tara slowly moved her head forward and kissed Willow lightly on the lips. It was sweet, better then Tara could remember. Willow looked at her then moved her hands to Tara's face to pull her closer to her and kiss her.

        It was soft, and sweet to the taste again. Tara hadn't felt this since she had lost Willow, and vise versa. They kissed deeper, pressing eachother together, refusing to let the kiss break. They kissed a second longer and they broke the kiss.

        "Willow...I've missed you so much, but I've known you were still there...I love you so much,"

        "I love you too," smiled Willow stroking her hair then pulling her in for another kiss. It was deep again, and filled with passion. Willow stuck her tounge in Tara's mouth and entined it with Tara's, then moved her arms down and slid them around her waist. Tara moved her arms up and pulled at the jacket. It peeled from Willow's arms then fell on the floor. Willow pushed Tara closer to her bed and made them topple ontop of eachother. They stopped the kiss and loked at eachother, panting for breath. Willow moved her head down and kissed her cheek, then slowly down her neck. Making Tara moan at the touch. Willow kissed her way back to her lips and embraced her again. Tara moved further on the bed and beckoned Willow to follow her. Willow crawled to her lover and laid ontop of her again. Willow pulled at Tara's clothes until they were off, leavin her to see her naked beauty. She kissed down her neck again but felt Tara pull her up to let her undress her. Willow moved to let her slip out of her clothes and laid with Tara again. She could feel every nerve in her body rejocing at the touch of Tara's naked skin on hers. It was something out of this world, making Willow's head spin in extacy.

        Willow slowly pushed herself up and down, running herself against Tara's own wetness. Tara moaned at the movement and pulled Willow closer to her. Willow licked Tara's neck then kissed across her collarbone, then slowly bit her skin. Her last bite marking her lover. Willow kept rubbing herself against Tara and moved her head further still as she kissed down Tara's chest then rubbed her hands against her breasts before taking each one in her mouth and sucking on the nipple. Tara moaned louder and grabbed the back of Willow's head. Willow teasingly stopped and moved back to Tara's face, pushing hard against Tara's crotch as she leveled out to kiss her lips. Tara moaned again in the redhead's mouth and digging her fingers into Willow's back. Every touch was better than either of them could ever remember. Tara moved her head and kissed her neck, pulling her shoulders closer to her with her hands. Willow moaned at the kisses and pushed hard against Tara again. Willow slowly sped up her movements and moved her head closer to Tara's, letting her feel her breath speed past her. Her smell was intoxicating. They moved together with each sensation making them moan in their own delight.

        Willow pressed hard against Tara, Tara pushing her hips up with every push. Willow kissed her again and pushed harder, picking up her speed again. Tara was moaning louder with ther change of speed, and so was Willow.

        "Oh God, Willow..."

        Willow embrased her lips at the mention of her name and pushed harder against Tara. Tara moaned again and her movements started to become erratic. She pushed hard against Willow and arched her back. Willow knew what was coming, and she could feel it too. Willow moaned with the blonde and felt her wetness start to pour from her and could feel Tara's too. She pushed one last time and relished Tara's moan. Willow laid still ontop of her for a moment then moved to the side, both gasping for air.

        "Willow...I love you..." panted Tara as she moved. Willow smiled and whispered back those words, taking Tara in her arms.

        "I've missed you so much Tara, I didn't think I'd ever get you back," whipspered Willow, taking in a deep breath and felt Tara lay he head on Willow chest. Tara could hear Willow's heartbeat. She loved listening to it. Willow stroked Tara's back and ran her fingertips through her blonde hair.

        Tara closed her eyes and hugged her lover, Willow was back. There was nothing more she wanted. She didn't want that night to end. Willow senced Tara slowly fall asleep so she kissed the top of her head and looked pu at the ceiling and smiled to herself, before going to sleep.




Long but I hope you enjoed the smut...not the best smut I can write but I hope it serves it purpose in the fic...:) C'ya round Kittens! :kitty



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

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Edited by: angel of salvation at: 11/5/04 11:34 am
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