NEW FIC: The Sex Journals

[fairydust]

Yum

I LOVE MY KARE-BEAR

[DarkRed]

gush, now that.. that was good!!

you know that the reason i didn't reply on the last part was because it wasn't worth it - no smut and all. Kidding i loved it!! but i loved this more



i'm not a nimfo or a smut slut! really!! hehe, ok maybe just a little bit.. but it's just cuz i'm not getting any LOL



how do u do it washi? make every time different and unique?? that's a real gift u got there girl (pls tell me your name... i'll settle for a nickname even - one which is not washi, of-course, and sounds suspiciously like the real one, if u don't mind.. )



kisses and gay lovin'.

anat.

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I haven't been fucked like that since grade school!

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[SJ]

Great update

Buffy finding the journal again should be really

[The Pineapple Head]

By the way, if my THUDS weren't an indication, I really enjoyed your last update.



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[littlecrazy80]

*lil´c*

Unter den Blinden ist der Einäugige König.



Check this out

[Nix42]

Just caught up on the last 3 updates.. going for a cold shower



heehee Buffy's a peeping tom!



Keep up the good work

Smoke me a kipper, I'll be back for breakfast

[MellindraX]

Exactly how many of the Scoobies are going to partake of the journal-y goodness before Willow and Tara figure out its gone and get it back???

Oh god... Dawn's going to read it, isn't she?!

Ok, in any case, hilarity shall doubtless insue (moreso than it has already, anyway). Waiting for more, most impatiently....



(cause I never get to use the fun ones)

It is my solace, my home, the place where my walls crumble and fall away, because no one can know who I truly am. Thank goodness for the Internet, preserver of sanity! -Unknown

[Lt Sticks]

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Exactly how many of the Scoobies are going to partake of the journal-y goodness before Willow and Tara figure out its gone and get it back???

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Lol I was just thinking that...can't wait to see if Xander gets it...is Giles gonna be back, cos if HE saw it....*in hysterical laughter*

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix

I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

[the vamp nurd]

Mmm, light reading

Willow (with pointy ears): "NO kissing and gay love?!!!! That's illogical!" The Sci-Fi Bard W/T trekkie ramblings.



Bardlet no #27



"Why Mother because I won't be baking cookies for the mental patients at the county Hospital?" Alex It's In The Water

[Washi]

Hello Kittens and smuttens. Sorry this took so long, but hey, it's a lot longer than the other chapters. Thanks to everyone who read this and who replied. Now replies:



The Pineapple Head: I'm glad you liked it. I do my best. Thanks. And, yay me! 16 thuds!



Lt Sticks: 4 thuds! And, yeah, I wonder what they did. You'll find out right now. You'll also find something now about Giles. Thanks.



serenity: Thanks for reading! I'm not the one who's to be praised for hotness, Willow and Tara are hot, I just try to transfer that hotness in my fics.



Natti: Oh, my dear friend, you can't call me Smut Goddess, that title is reserved for Ruth. You find out another name to call me. I'm glad you liked the Rosenburg-Maclay family complete. And, to tell the truth, I on't know if Buffy will have gay lovin'. I guess time will tell . Thanks for reading!



AmberAlysonlover: Thanks for reading! And, I'm really starting to think that I'm good at this.



fairydust: I guess that means you're speechless. Thanks for reading.



DarkRed: I have actually no idea how I do it. I don't even know what I'm doing.I'm glad you liked it and thanks for reading, replying and the nightly chats with the rest of the group.And my nickname is Washi, and my name will not be revealed.



SJ: Thanks for reading and the feedback. I hope you'll find Buffy's commentaries to be fun. I gotta say, they're not as fun as Anya's but I hope they're somwhat amusing.



littlecrazy80: So, that's what my writing does? Good God! Thanks for reading and replying.



Nix42: Now, who wouldn't peep on those two? I know I would! I'm doing great work? How did I do that?



MellindraX: Well, I can't say exactly how many people will read it. But, even when Willow and Tara notice it's dissapearance, they won't go around asking their friends if they saw their sex journal. Well, maybe... I can't say more. Thanks for reading and replying.



the vamp nurd: Gotta love light reading. Thanks for reading!



Kittens! I can't say how honored I am that I got some replies! At first, I was sure no one was going to reply. But, now, I'm still amazed that people love my story. Thanks soo much. Now, without further ado, the next part.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[Washi]

TITLE: THE SEX JOURNALS 10/?

AUTHOR: Washi (ZWS)

EMAIL: washi70s@yahoo.fr

RATING: NC-17 baby!

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own the characters, Joss does or whoever. If I owned them, do you really think I would let season 6 happen? And why the hell would I be writing this?

So yeah, all belongs to Joss, ME etc...

The songs used in this part are propriety of their respective owners. I’m not making a cent, so… um… yeah. Not mine.

SPOILERS: Up to the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. The rest is just crap IMHO.

TIMELINE and NOTES: This is set about two years after the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. Tara doesn’t get ‘shot accidentally.’ She’s happy and alive here. Buffy was shot, but she lived and the three nerds are in jail. Xander and Anya got back together after a while, and finally they got married. Dawn is in college. You’ll get details of all these events as the “Journal” will reveal many things.

PAIRING: Duh, W/T, X/A, Buffy’s single for now, and Dawn isn’t exactly in a serious relationship. She’s kinda playing around.

FEEDBACK: I love it, I live for it, either here or by email, although here is better.

ARCHIVE: Wherever, just let me know first.

THANKS: To all the naughty Kittens in the chat and smut authors who inspire me. Thanks to tkheaven for one of our chats where we thought of Anya finding something about our girls. Something more detailed I mean.

OTHER THANKS: To Alyson Hannigan and Amber Benson who gave spirit to these wonderful characters! You girls rock my world!

ANGST? WHAT ANGST? Maybe minor stuff, but nothing to be worried about.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: This is the first time I write smut, so if you like it, let me know! Also, encouragement and ideas r cool with me, but these (the ideas) have to reach me by email. Also, I’m still writing “The Hidden Land Of Pain” but this one should be updated more regularly because smut is fun to write! Also, I don’t have a beta for this, so all mistakes are mine.

OTHER NOTES: Thanks to the kittens that helped choose songs! Christine, Ittybitty, Kasey, Bluewitchwillow, EffieBlue, Aunt Clara and all the others. Also those who helped me with the speech (Lesbadar) and the others who helped me with the wedding details (Ruth, Drumbly and some others). You guys rock!

Thoughts are in <>. Journal entries are in italic. Thoughts in Journal entries are between ‘ ’.



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Well, today was Xander and Anya’s big day. Well, the second one. After last year’s wedding fiasco, we were all kinda nervous. Tara, Buffy, Dawn and I got dressed while Anya waited for us to help her with her dress. Giles was dressing up with Xander, and he wasn’t about to let him out of his sight. We also talked Anya into letting the bridesmaids choose their own dresses, as long as they were the same ones. They opted on blush-colored long dresses. The dress’s top was low-cut, displaying plenty of skin, and the skirt was flowing. These dresses weren’t tight like the last ones we all had to wear for the wedding. But, I got away. I made Xander promise me to let me wear a Marlene Dietrich-y tux, and he did. It matched his in the style, mine being of course more feminine. Anya wore an off-white flowing dress with a long sheer veil. She was, well gorgeous. Xander didn’t seem the slightest bit nervous this time, but that must’ve been because he didn’t invite his family. This time, they dramatically cut down the guest list, and there was about 40 people at the wedding, us included. The time came and the ceremony went without a hitch. Xander read his vows in a strong sure voice, and Anya read hers smiling, as she once again talked about sex-poodles. Finally, they were declared Husband and Wife. I walked back with Tara holding my arm. I kept thinking to myself: ‘The stupid laws are keeping me from getting married to Tara.’

At the reception, everyone was in a happier mood, I think we were relieved that nothing bad happened, like Anya deciding that she didn’t want to try again or Xander running again. Dinner was great, and soon I had to start the speeches. I was nervous, ‘cause hello, me doing a speech in public is like one of my big fears after frogs and poneys. I got up and motioned to everyone that I had something to say. Everyone quieted down and I cleared my throat and looked at my friends, no my family. And so I started.



“In honor of Xander and Anya, I propose a toast. Xander, last year, when you told me you and Anya were engaged, I was happy for you. I can see how happy she makes you, and just for that, Anya is special in my book. But last year, we also made mistakes, both you and I. The amazing thing is that we fought for our love. I’m proud of you Xander. Anya, at first, I thought that no one was good enough for Xander, but as I got to know you more, I understood the depth of your love for Xander. You’re better than good enough for him, you two were made to love each other. And on this great day, you two finally got together and got married. So, as our two friends continue on the journey that they began two years ago, they know that when there are bumps in the road, their friends will be there for both of them, to help and support them and love them unconditionally. I love you both, and I want to thank you for sharing your love with us! To the Bride and Groom.” I finished, my eyes watery as I raised my glass in a toast.



Everyone cheered and Xander and Anya looked at me, their eyes showing their love.



The rest of the toasts were traditional, so I’ll skip them. And the dancing started. The DJ was great. Xander and I chose the songs mostly, leaving some liberties for the DJ. The first song to come on was “Truly Madly Deeply” by Savage Garden. Since we chose the songs for a reason, I’m gonna write the lyrics for them all as I write. Xander and Anya started dancing, and each Scooby and his date followed. I pulled Tara to the dance floor. We wrapped our arms around each other and started swaying lightly as the song came on.



I'll be your dream I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on



A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning



I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me



And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,

I'll make a wish to send it to heaven

Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty

That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest powers

In lonely hours

The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes

'Cause its standing right here before you

All that you need will surely come



I'll be your dream I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be you hope I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly deeply do



I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me



I kept my eyes locked on Tara’s, as I leant over slightly and whispered in her ear.



“Me and Xander chose the songs. Hope you like them baby.”



She smiled at me, and I felt my heart literally stop beating for a couple of second before it started pounding in my ribcage. I could practically see her soul in her eyes. We continued swaying gently as the music changed gently, and “I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing” by Aerosmith came on.



“This one’s from me to you.” I whispered in her ear and tightened my grip on her.



I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,

Watch you smile while you are sleeping,

While you are far away and dreaming,

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,

I could stay lost in this moment forever,

Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,



I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,

Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,

Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,

I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing



Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,

And I wondering what you are dreaming,

Wondering if it's me you are seeing,

Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,

I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever



I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,

Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,

Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,

I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing



And I don't want to miss one smile,

I don't want to miss one kiss,

I just want to be with you right here with you,

Just like this, I just want to hold you close,

I feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment,

For all of the rest of time



Slowly we swayed, and I remembered every time I stayed up, studying Tara as she slept. How her face was completely relaxed in a beautiful smile. How she always snuggled to me, as if in sleep she wanted to convey her love. I also remembered that when I slept I dreamed of her, wonderful dreams, but it’s true, they weren’t enough. They just satisfied my craving for her for a while. The dance floor was now full of people as they gently swayed to the music. I was mesmerized by Tara’s eyes and I barely heard that the song was changing again into “Wonderful Tonight” by Eric Clapton.



It's late in the evening

She's wondering what clothes to wear

She puts on her make up

And brushes her long blonde hair

And then she asks me

Do I look alright

And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight



We go a party

And everyone turns to see

This beautiful lady

That's walking around with me

And then she asks me

Do you feel alright

And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight



I feel wonderful

Because I see the love light in your eyes

And the wonder of it all

Is that you just don't realize

How much I love you



It's time to go home now

And I've got an aching head

So I give her the car keys

She helps me to bed

And then I tell her

As I turn out the light

I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight

Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight



Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Xander and Anya dancing, their eyes closed, enjoying the music. Xander opened his eyes and sighed as the music changed yet again to a more sensual beat as “Let’s Make A Night To Remember” by Brian Adams came on. I grinned at him and he returned my grin.



I love the way ya look tonight

With your hair hangin' down on your shoulders

I love the way ya dance that slow sweet tango

The way ya wanna do everything but talk

And how ya stare at me with those undress-me eyes

And your breath on my body makes me warm inside



Let's make out - let's do something amazing

Let's do something that's all the way

Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body

Now I never want to let your body go...



Let's make a night - to remember

From January - to December

Let's make love - to excite us

A memory - to ignite us

Let's make honey baby - soft and tender

Let's make sugar darlin' - sweet surrender

Let's make a night - to remember - all life long



I love the way ya move tonight

Beads of sweat drippin down your skin

Me lying here - you lyin' there

Our shadows on the wall and our hands everywhere



Let's make out - let's do something amazing

Let's do something that's all the way

Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body

Now I never want to let your body go...



Let's make a night - to remember

From January - to December

Let's make love - to excite us

A memory - to ignite us

Let's make honey baby - soft and tender

Let's make sugar darlin' - sweet surrender

Let's make a night - to remember - all life long



I think about ya all the time

Can't you see you drive me outta my mind

Well I'm never holdin' back again

Ya I never want this night to end

Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body

Now I never want to let your body go...



We lessened our hold on each other and we started swaying more sensually, while I ran my hands from her back to her sides, my eyes locked on hers. We didn’t need any words. We understood each other perfectly. I started reminiscing of all those times we made love, sweet and slow, our hands caressing leisurely, running over silhouettes, stroking softly, as we both climbed slowly into our climaxes, as we became one. The next song was “Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman”, still by Brian Adams. His voice was soft, loving, and it made shivers run down our spines. We quickened our pace. I put my hands on Tara’s hips and my fingers started slowly massaging the flesh there.



To really love a woman

To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside

Hear every thought - see every dream

N' give her wings when she wants to fly

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms

Ya know ya really love a woman



When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?



To really love a woman

Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched

You've gotta breathe her - really taste her

Til you can feel her in your blood

N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes

Ya know ya really love a woman



When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you’ll always be together

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?



You got to give her some faith - hold her tight

A little tenderness - gotta treat her right

She will be there for you, takin' good care of you

Ya really gotta love your woman...



And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms

Ya know ya really love a woman



When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?



My mind started whirling with memories. With every verse of the song, new memories came tumbling into my mind. I thought about all our talks, of all the things we talked about, of all the times I laid in her arms, totally at peace. Of all the times I told her I wanted her, that I loved her, that’s she’s my everything, my always, and how she had replied, how she had reacted, her eyes lightening up. Of our love-making, the first times, when we were both so tentative, so shy. Of how I learned what pleased her, what drove her wild. I memorized her smell and her taste, and I could feel it in my veins every time I’m making love to her with my tongue as she moans my name in ecstasy. Of when we talked about children and I imagined right then a little girl with blonde hair and green eyes, and a quirky half-smile. I thought of all that and more as I ran my hands tenderly on her hips and her sides. I could bet my smile was blinding.



‘She’s my woman. She my everything, and she always will be.’



I could feel my libido wake up more and I felt desire pounding through my veins, strong and unfaltering. And all that was for only one woman, and one woman only forever. And I was holding that woman in my arms. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was. I still can’t. She ran her hands in the inside of my tuxedo jacket and looked at me with a knowing half-grin. I saw the desire reflected in her eyes, and I knew that the songs were having the same effect on her. Suddenly, the DJ stopped at the end of the song and said:



“Ladies and Gentlemen, this is a special request by the Bride and the Maid of Honor.”



Tara blushed and looked over at Anya who looked at her and grinned before giving her a thumbs-up. As the first notes started, I recognized the song and Tara grinned sheepishly. It was “Sexual Healing” by Marvin Gaye.



Ooh, now let's get down tonight

Baby I'm hot just like an oven

I need some lovin'

And baby, I can't hold it much longer

It's getting stronger and stronger

And when I get that feeling

I want Sexual Healing

Sexual Healing, oh baby

Makes me feel so fine

Helps to relieve my mind

Sexual Healing baby, is good for me

Sexual Healing is something that's good for me

Whenever blue tear drops are falling

And my emotional stability is leaving me

There is something I can do

I can get on the telephone and call you up baby, and

Honey I know you'll be there to relieve me

The love you give to me will free me

If you don't know the things you're dealing

I can tell you, darling, that it's Sexual Healing

Get up, Get up, Get up, Get up, let's make love tonight

Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, 'cos you do it right

Baby I got sick this morning

A sea was storming inside of me

Baby I think I'm capsizing

The waves are rising and rising

And when I get that feeling

I want Sexual Healing

Sexual Healing is good for me

Makes me feel so fine, it's such a rush

Helps to relieve the mind, and it's good for us

Sexual Healing, baby, is good for me

Sexual Healing is something that's good for me

And it's good for me and it's good to me

My baby ohhh

Come take control, just grab a hold

Of my body and mind soon we'll be making it

Honey, oh we're feeling fine

You're my medicine open up and let me in

Darling, you're so great

I can't wait for you to operate

I can't wait for you to operate

When I get this feeling, I need Sexual Healing



I saw Anya starting to rub herself slowly on Xander out of the corner of my eye. I tossed my head back and laughed. But the laughter stopped when I saw the hungry look in Tara’s eyes. Her pupils were dilated, and she started mouthing the lyrics as she swayed sensually, her hips brushing mine in a slow tantalizing dance. My eyes were locked on her face as her lips moved, and her tongue peeked out when she said the letter L. I could feel a blush of arousal spreading on my body. I ached for her touch. Mid-way through the song, she leaned her head and licked my parted lips. Then, she lowered her head and started whispering in my ear as she nibbled on the lobe.



“Honey I know you'll be there to relieve me, The love you give to me will free me, If you don't know the things you're dealing, I can tell you, darling, that it's Sexual Healing.” she sang for me, before adding in a low husky voice: “Think you can relieve me?”



I gulped and tried to talk in vain, I just nodded my head. The pulsing of my heart matched the one of my clit. I needed her, wanted her, right then and there, and nothing was about to stop me. She pulled back from my ear as I slowly caressed her frame, my hand more and more insistent. Her hands were unbuttoning the lower buttons of my shirt and she reached inside, slowly caressing my stomach. Slowly, she leaned over and pressed her lips delicately on mine. She brushed her lips on mine as her hands continued caressing my stomach. I was lost in sensations. My lips parted by their own accord and slowly, teasingly, her soft tongue entered my mouth, sensuously caressing mine. I tried to deepen the kiss, but she pulled away as the song was ending. I could feel that my panties were drenched. I wanted her so bad. I looked deeply in her eyes, and I saw lust, uncontrollable and unwavering. I took her hand and dragged her from the dance floor.



“Hey you two! Where are you going? You still need to make the toast and to be here for the bouquet and the garter!” Buffy said to us as we passed by her.



“Buffy! We have something really important to do!” Tara stopped and told her.



“Yeah, it’s overpowering! We’ll be back! See ya!” I told her before pulling Tara with me.



I looked behind me and saw that Buffy was looking at me, her mouth open as she tried to find a comeback. I didn’t wait to see if she found one.



The reception was being held in the ballroom of the new Country Club, the wedding had been in the special room made for wedding ceremonies and such. I pulled Tara downstairs to the small rooms used by us earlier to get dressed.

I closed the door and I was just turning around to face Tara when her lips fastened on mine. I wrapped my arms around her, my hands on the soft fabric of her dress. I found the zipper of her dress and slowly pulled it down. I didn’t want to ruin the dress. My hands found the soft skin of her back, and I started to slowly slide the dress down while Tara’s hands were busy taking off my jacket. I pulled my arms back and felt the loss of weight as the jacket fell to my feet. We didn’t stop kissing, her tongue playing in my mouth. I spread the flaps of the dress apart and broke the kiss to undress her. I pulled the dress down and she stepped out of it and her shoes before I took the dress and laid it down on a chair along with my jacket. While I removed the dress, I was so rushed that I didn’t look at her. But then I did. I SO did. Her luscious breasts were encompassed in a crème colored satin bra that was highlighted by the blush that was spread all over her body. My eyes trailed south, drinking in her matching low cut panties, her lace garter belt and her silk stockings. I walked over to her and I pulled her in my arms, murmuring softly before my lips met hers.



“I love you baby, you’re my world.”



Before she had the time to reply, my lips were on hers, brushing, teasing. She parted her lips, wanting more as our kiss grew more demanding. I slid my tongue in her mouth and met hers. I licked the inside of her bottom lip, touching her teeth, exploring slowly. She probed my tongue with hers, urging me on. Her hands opened the rest of my shirt’s button and she was now playing with my bra-covered breasts, kneading them softly, teasing the nipples with her fingers. I shrugged off the shirt. As the kiss became even more passionate, I slid my hands down the curves of her body, cupping her tight buttocks and squeezing them, pulling her closer. Her hands were on my pants now, and she unzipped them, brushing her knuckles on my mound in the process. My tongue was being sucked by Tara, and the extra contact just made me want her more. I could practically taste her through the air that was now filled with the smell of our arousals. I kicked off my shoes and pants, and I broke the kiss. I needed her, I wanted her, she’s my fountain of life, and I was thirsty, no, dehydrated. I trailed kisses over her jaw before dipping in the creamy flesh of her neck. I licked my way to her left pulse point, and she threw her head back to give me better access. I kissed the point before parting my lips and sneaking my tongue to lick the delicate spot. Tara’s hands were in my hair, pulling me closer, pulling the pins out of my hair, while massaging my scalp with her fingers. She was moaning softly as I kept licking the spot, before I took the flesh in my mouth and sucked at it heartily. She moaned deeper and pulled me up for a kiss. Our tongues clashed furiously as desire overrode sensuality. She pulled away and looked at me deeply in the eyes.



“I have to have you now! No more teasing.”



“Together.” I told her.



She nodded. We took off each other’s panties and we started kissing again. Our hands, unbidden moved to each other’s centers and she turned, pinning me to the door. She teased my clit for a second with her thumb before she slipped two fingers deep inside me. I gasped at the feeling of being filled and moved my left hand to brace myself on her shoulder. My right hand snaked down and I centered my attentions on her ripe, wet and smooth nub. She pulled out of me almost completely and dived back in. My moan mingled with hers. She lowered her head and bit my neck before sucking at my pulse point while our hands were bringing each other closer to bliss.



‘I love Take-Charge Tara!’ I kept telling myself.



I slowly pushed two fingers into her and she bucked her hips, taking my digits completely into her sweet abyss. The door behind me started rattling with the force of our thrusts.



“Oh God! Oh Tara! Right there! Oh God!” I kept moaning.



“Yes Willow! Yes! Oh Yes!” she kept repeating in my ear, her voice a deep moan.



We both had our thumbs on each other’s pearl, rubbing furiously as our fingers kept pumping deeper and faster into each other. We were both on the brink of the precipice we longed to fall in. We started kissing, urgently, sucking on each other’s tongues respectively. We pumped harder, rubbed faster, and each movement dragged us even closer until with one final thrust we both felt our muscles clench and each other’s inner muscles squeeze our fingers. Our orgasms rocked us, wave after wave of pleasure slamming into us, and in us. When our eyes started focusing better, an undeniable urge spread through me and I slowly pulled out of her molten center. She did the same, and I knew that we were thinking of the same thing. I brought my fingers to my mouth, my nostrils twitching at the over-empowering smell of her. One sentence from the songs slammed into my mind over and over while I pulled each finger into my mouth, tasting her, her essence, her being, her sweet ambrosia.



‘You've gotta breathe her - really taste her, Til you can feel her in your blood…’



My eyes were locked on hers and I knew, I was certain that she was thinking about the same thing as she mirrored my move. We kissed, our essences mingling on our tongues. I led her to the couch and made her sit on my lap while we regained our composure somewhat. I kept stroking her golden hair while she messed my hair even more. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and Giles called out.



“Willow, are you in there?” he said before the door started opening.



Thank god the couch wasn’t facing the door. It was facing the other side, so we weren’t in his view. We ducked in it and I yelled out at Giles to get out. He must’ve seen our clothes on the floor and on the chair because he started apologizing over and over, he even stuttered.



“Oh dear Lord, I’m… I’m so sorry Willow. Really, I’m so s-sorry Willow. I’ll go now, I’m sorry Tara. Oh Dear Lord!” he said before running outside.



I looked at Tara and we giggled.



“I guess Mister Giles isn’t used to waking in on people.”



“Yeah, I think they need us for the rest.” I replied, getting up and getting dressed. My hair was a mess, but who was I kidding, there was no way I could put it back up in a few minutes. So, we went out and walked back to the ballroom. Suddenly Tara stopped me and whispered, her eyes wide.



“Willow! If I by chance happen to get the bouquet, you have to get the garter! I want no one else touching me down there and well, we just made love and… you know?” she asked, biting her lower lip.



“Baby, if you get the bouquet, I’ll do anything to get the garter, but if it’s too far away, you have to help me! I don’t want any guy’s hands on my girl.”



She nodded and walked inside the ballroom. Xander saw us and whispered something to Anya. She nodded and they moved to cut the cake.



“Anya and I would like to thank everyone who came, especially our friends, our family really, who supported us in our decisions. To all those who were at both weddings, I hope this one made up for the other.” Xander said.



“Also, we would like to thank those of you who brought us presents. Thank you very much.” Anya cut in and the Scooby gang laughed heartily.



Xander and Anya cut the first piece, and they fed small bites to each other. Both of them were beaming, and so obviously in love. I looked over at Tara and found her smiling at them, her eyes sparkling. I squeezed her hand and she looked at me.



“I love you.” I mouthed.



“I love you too.” she replied silently.



The caterers cut the cake and handed it out. After the cake was eaten, Anya got on the small podium and said that it was time for the bouquet.



“It is tradition for me to throw the bouquet. It is said that the single woman who gets it will be the next one to get married. Come on single women, fight for it.”



All the unmarried women went to the dance floor, and as Tara went, I winked at her. Anya turned around and tossed the bouquet behind her. I could swear that I could see the whole scene in slow motion. Dawn and Buffy were pushing each other to get the bouquet, while Cordelia and Fred (who both came with Angel) wrestled to the ground to get it. Let’s not even talk about the other women. It was like a catfight. The bouquet fell and the horde of single women suddenly opened to reveal Tara sheepishly holding the bouquet. Anya turned around and smiled.



“I guess if this tradition is true that Tara will be the next bride.”



All gazes fell on us as Tara walked over to me. She gave me a light peck on the lips and reminded me to catch the garter. I smiled at her and winked.

Xander took a chair and made Anya lift her leg and the gown she was wearing and he took off her garter with his teeth. Anya smiled sensuously at him. I left Tara and walked with the men to catch it. Beside me stood Gunn (also a friend of Angel), Wesley and Giles.



“If any of you catch that garter, you’re dead.”



They all looked at me and shrugged, except Giles who fell over himself trying to tell me that he wouldn’t catch it. I guess he was still embarrassed about earlier. Xander tossed the garter, and some men who didn’t know Tara and I were together tried to snatch it up in the air. I wrestled myself in the horde of hot-for-Tara men and dived, catching the garter as it fell. Tara beamed while Dawn, Buffy and Anya whooped. I got up and grinned, holding the garter and swinging it on one of my fingers. I went over to Tara and got down on one knee, before I hiked up her dress a little, jus enough for me to slide my hands up her thigh and put the garter in place. I got up and we kissed slowly, sensuously and our family cheered us on. People went up to the bride and groom and started congratulating them. A while later, the wedding party finally broke up, Xander and Anya left for their honeymoon. Xander said he’d call, but Anya told him he’d be too busy to call. I guess Anya will never change. She really is lovable in her own way. Giles left for his hotel as well as Angel and his gang. A while after that, Buffy, Dawn Tara and I left, our cars filled with the wedding gifts.

We just carried everything inside, and now, I’m in my room, waiting for Tara to get in here.



One day my love.



Loving you,



Your Willow.





Buffy finished reading, her eyes moist.



Buffy thought before putting the journal on her night table and flicking off the light.



*****

Questions? Comments? Insults? Praise?

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[onyxsundrops]

Hey,

update... I can just imagine Willow diving for the garter.

Yvonne

[darkmagicwillow]

I loved Buffy's thoughts at the end, especially this one: "They should really publish it." Well, it's getting published, one Scooby at a time, first Anya, now Buffy, who next?

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

[The Pineapple Head]

HOLY SWEET FUCKING JESUS!!!!!













Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[mocha fiend 22]

that was wow and funny when giles came in... that was funny... i said that cant wait for more

I love you now and forever and a week

[the vamp nurd]

no comment. Just off to pick my jaw off the floor and wipe up the drool.

Willow (with pointy ears): "NO kissing and gay love?!!!! That's illogical!" The Sci-Fi Bard W/T trekkie ramblings.



Bardlet no #27



"Why Mother because I won't be baking cookies for the mental patients at the county Hospital?" Alex It's In The Water

[SJ]

Giles killing the moment like that was funny

That was very

[Lt Sticks]

HAHAHAHAHA...Giles walking in...and the bouquet and garter!



And smut!



This was AWESOME Washi! PLLLLLLLLLLLEASE can u give us some more soon? *falls on hands and knees*

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix

I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

[Nix42]

Smut and Aerosmith.. what more could a girl ask for!

Smoke me a kipper, I'll be back for breakfast

[Taras Shadow]

Uh...



How the hell did I miss this one?? Okay, I never missed it, but I never left feedback??? So sorry! Good reason though... You AULWAYS left me speechless!



Wonderful journal and what brilliant idea Washi!



More Please!



~Holly~



"Um...This Is Nice And All...But I'd Rather Have Your Fingers..."

[littlecrazy80]

And again all I can say is











*lil´c*

Unter den Blinden ist der Einäugige König.



Check this out

[Stroke of Luck]

Holy shit



That was holy moly HOT really HOT



Poor Giles nearly saw the two girls, not that it would be a bad sight but he was freaked. lol



And Buffy´s babbling how cute



Okay i cant call you smut goddess but what about Drool Goddess?



Cu

SoL/Natti



You'll follow your heart and don't worry about me."

"You're part of my heart."

Gabrielle and Xena in "Ulysses

[the big pineapple]

i think i'm gonna cry *sniff,sniff*....that was so beautiful *sobb*

[AmberAlysonlover]

awwwwww that was soooo sweet



I cant wait to read more soon

[serenity]

just great!!

but poor giles!

[Washi]

Oh, Kittens! Sorry I've been keeping you waiting and I haven't updated as often as I usually do. Forgive me? I'll have an update ready tonight, althought I'm starting to think it's more a in-between piece, that involves... let's just say it's gonna be a funny one , hopefully. If I work good and hard, I'll be able to get some inspiration coming (pun not intended) and I'll add some smuttiness. But now, replies:



But first, I'm gonna thank everyone for reading and their support. (it gets repetetive saying it over and over, don't ya think?)



onyxsundrops: I was thinking that Willow would be the garter-grabber-diver. Glad you enjoyed it.



darkmagicwillow: I'm glad you liked Buffy's thoughts. Gee, no one talked about Buffy's total mistake when she said "Kama-Suma" instead of Kama-Sutra. And yeah, it is getting published by the Scoobies. And, You'll see who'll get it next. I'm not telling!



The Pineapple Head: I have this impression that you liked it. Am I wrong?



mocha fiend 22: Okay, I'm glad you liked it and thought that Giles coming in was funny. More Soon, I promise.



the vamp nurd: Your jaw fell down? I'm loving your humor. Your feedback is always appreciated! Makes my day.



SJ: Ah, poor Giles. I'm thinking he's picking up Buffy's bad timing. And glad you liked the rest.



Lt Sticks: I'm glad you liked the garter and bouquet scenes. They were fun to write. No need to grovel at my feet or pray or beg for more. Although, and altar in my name would be nice.



Nix42: I must have downloaded songs over and over to finally pick these up. I'm glad you liked Aerosmith, and what more could a girl ask for? How about a beer and a cigarette (in my case anyway).



Taras Shadow: Dear God! Another one of my idols leaves me feedback! Holly, I'm in love with your fics! Never a night like this and Tainted rock! Ok, anyways, I leave ya speechless? Me? I had the idea when the chat was being a prostitute a while ago, I just started writing, and it became what it is. Thank you for your feedback and for taking time to read this. More soon!



littlecrazy80: You have a way with smileys.



Natti: I'm glad you thought it was hot! You know Giles, he's all stuffy, he'd probably die with embaressement right there, which he almost did. Everyone babbles in their minds sometimes. Buffy is babbling because she can't understand why Tara and Willow can't get married. Ahem, Drool Goddess? How about plain ol' Washi?



the big pineapple: I'm glad you liked the emotional side of it all. Don't cry, since this is my universe, I can make anything happen. I'm not saying anything more.





AmberAlysonlover: Glad you liked the sweetness. Ihope it wasn't too much. Even thought, what is too much when we're talking about Willow and Tara?



serenity: Thanks for the compliment. Poor prude Giles.



Now, Kittens, I'll probably update tonight. Late tonight. I'll give ya somethng to whet your appetite: Anya's back!

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

Edited by: Washi  at: 5/15/03 6:55:03 am

[Lt Sticks]

YAY! woo hoo, the return of Anya *grins in anticipation*





Ooo...an altar in your name, Washi? I think that can be arranged

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix

I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

[DarkRed]

BraVo!!!

what a beautiful wedding!! i'm glad you 'fixed' that glitch between Anya and Xander in S6

you write romance as good as you write smut washi! i really enjoyed myselfe.. lol, doesn't sound very good does it?? it's all innocent i swear!!



i nearly Rofl -ed myself when giles found WT he's the perfect one to do so.. i could see him cleaning his glasses feverishly..



WOOs and HOOs !! Anya's back!! i see it now, Anya Vs. Buffy the fight of a lifetime over the journal! who'll win?? the crowd is going crazy!!

keep up the great work washi!!



anat.

Quote:

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"You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake"

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[AmberAlysonlover]

I want to say this:



Thank you for writting this story. You have given me nights of sweaty fun. I have a gf who likes to make me suffer but this story has taken her part at night. Thank you so much



More soon please

[Washi]

Replies, then, update. Thanks to everyone!



Lt Sticks: Hehehe, an altar, isn't that nice. I hope I won't decieve you with Anya this time.



DarkRed: Thanks for the compliement. I was hoping that people would like the romanticism of the scene. And, the fight's gonna start in this update!



AmberAlysonlover: I thank you for reading, and I'm glad you like it! That's all I'm asking for.



Now, update.



*****



TITLE: THE SEX JOURNALS 11/?

AUTHOR: Washi (ZWS)

EMAIL: washi70s@yahoo.fr

RATING: NC-17 baby!

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own the characters, Joss does or whoever. If I owned them, do you really think I would let season 6 happen? And why the hell would I be writing this?

So yeah, all belongs to Joss, ME etc...

SPOILERS: Up to the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. The rest is just crap IMHO.

TIMELINE and NOTES: This is set about two years after the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. Tara doesn’t get ‘shot accidentally.’ She’s happy and alive here. Buffy was shot, but she lived and the three nerds are in jail. Xander and Anya got back together after a while, and finally they got married. Dawn is in college. You’ll get details of all these events as the “Journal” will reveal many things.

FEEDBACK: I love it, I live for it, either here or by email, although here is better.

ARCHIVE: Wherever, just let me know first.

THANKS: To all the naughty Kittens in the chat and smut authors who inspire me. Thanks to tkheaven for one of our chats where we thought of Anya finding something about our girls. Something more detailed I mean.

OTHER THANKS: To Alyson Hannigan and Amber Benson who gave spirit to these wonderful characters! You girls rock my world!

ANGST? WHAT ANGST? Maybe minor stuff, but nothing to be worried about.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: This is the first time I write smut, so if you like it, let me know! Also, encouragement and ideas r cool with me, but these (the ideas) have to reach me by email. Also, I’m still writing “The Hidden Land Of Pain” but this one should be updated more regularly because smut is fun to write! Also, I don’t have a beta for this, so all mistakes are mine.



Thoughts are in <>. Journal entries are in italic. Thoughts in Journal entries are between ‘ ’.



*****



Buffy awoke to the steady sound of her alarm clock. She looked at the clock and cursed under her breath whoever programmed the alarm clock to ring at seven thirty in the morning. Then she remembered that she had an appointment with her boss to talk about the new equipment she needed. She got up grouchily and prepared herself, taking a long hot shower to soothe her stiff muscles. She had encountered three vampires the night before, and one had managed to punch her on the shoulder a few times before she staked him. She dressed and before going downstairs for breakfast, she peeked in her sister’s room, where she found her still sleeping. Buffy made her way downstairs and after breakfast headed out to face the day, just as Willow and Tara got out of their house, still kissing goodbye.



Buffy thought wryly as she watched the two witches pawing at each other.



Willow worked mostly at home, going into her office only when they called her or when she had an important project to drop off. Tara was the collections manager. Her job was to catalogue and classify new artifacts. Of course, she also told the Scoobies if anything of the mystical kind came around. Today, she had a new piece to check out. Nothing Hellmouth-y, just an ancient sword.



“Willow, I’ll be back by lunchtime. I swear.” Tara said, pulling back from Willow’s embrace.



“Fine, stupid jobs cutting into our snuggle-time.” Willow grumbled, leaning over to kiss Tara again, her tongue quickly sneaking between her lover’s parted lips.



They heard someone whistling and broke the kiss, turning their heads. They found Buffy, her hands on her hips, looking at them, amused.



“Tara, wasn’t I supposed to drop you off?” Buffy asked, smiling at her friends.



“Gee! Good morning to you too Buffy.” Willow replied, her voice dripping with sarcasm.



“Actually, it is getting late. We have to go sweetie.” Tara said, looking at her watch before kissing Willow’s pouting lips again.



“Okay, I’ll make lunch. I’ll see you later baby.” Willow said as Tara walked down the step to Buffy’s car.



“I love you!” Tara replied, turning around to face her lover.



“I love you too!”



“I love you more! But we have to go.” Buffy replied, making Tara sit down in the passenger seat by mock glaring at her. She got in and started the car, honking twice at Willow as they went downtown.



*****



Willow was pacing around in her living room, thinking of what she could so while Tara was at work. She had sent by FTP her latest project to her boss, she didn’t have any more work and well, she was bored.



Willow thought, imagining cupping her lover’s breasts in her hands, circling one nipple with a moistened finger, then, the rough pad of a thumb teasing the said nipple to a stiff, hard tip. Images tumbled into Willow’s mind. Hot breath on a saliva-coated nipple, making it swell to an almost painful peak, teeth biting softly the hard nub, a hot moist tongue swirling on it, teasing, enticing, the same tongue back into a suddenly dry mouth, the said nipple being washed over and over with long hard, even strokes. The nipple being now sucked lightly into an awaiting mouth, the tongue jabbing fast at it, while the rhythm of the suctions increasing as the moans from the nipple’s owner became deeper, huskier, more incoherent.



Willow snapped herself out of her reverie.







Willow went upstairs and started looking in her bedroom. Half an hour later, she gave up, sitting on the side of the bed.







She thought back to the day they packed their stuff and tried to remember where she put it. But, the black leather Journal drew a blank in Willow’s mind.



The realization hit Willow like a ton of bricks.



She started panicking, going over and over all the different scenarios the loss of the Journal could provoke. Buffy or even Dawn, little Dawnie could find the Journal and read it, and be shocked, they could know everything about their wonderful sex-life!



her question went unanswered.



She started wondering if she should go over to Buffy’s right away to look for it, but she decided to wait for Tara. Maybe she remembered where it was. Willow went downstairs, got herself a soda and sat down at her desk. She was already connected to the net and she went directly to a bookmarked site, starting to read a new delicious fiction she found to kill time.



*****



“Hey Anya.” Buffy greeted, entering the Magic Box.



“Buffy, hello. I have a question for you. Yesterday morning, you came to our house and sat down on the couch.”



Buffy nodded.



“Now, did you by any chance see a thick black leather journal?” Anya asked, her eyes glittering.



“Actually, I did.” Buffy answered with a blush.



“Good! And where did you put it?” Anya asked, eyeing Buffy like a prey.



“I, um… Where did you get it?” Buffy asked in return.



“I… um… Willow lent it to me. Yes, that’s right, she lent it to me.” Anya said, her lie evident.



“Right, right. So, my best friend lent you her sex Journal. Why don’t I believe you?”



“Because I lied. I found it. Now, return it to me!” Anya replied harshly.



“Return it to you?” Buffy replied, smirking. “It’s not yours to begin with.”



“Yes, it is. There is a proverb in contemporaneous culture that says ‘Finders keepers, losers weepers’. I found it, so now it is mine. Now, give it back to me missy!” Anya replied, shaking her finger at Buffy and scowling.



“And why do you need it?”



“I want to read about some techniques from it to Xander so he could give me even more orgasms. And by what Willow and Tara described, oral sex is greatly underestimated. Don’t get me wrong, Xander has a wonderful penis and he uses it quite well, but sometimes, I just need something more. And Willow and Tara seem to enjoy themselves a lot when they have sex. After all, they said in one page that they fall into unconsciousness with the power of their orgasms.”



Buffy thought, staring at her, too shocked to say a thing.



“And, I want to read the whole Journal to know if they use toys and other things to keep the relationship fresh and exciting. I would love to experience a double…”



“Oh My God!” Buffy shrieked when she shook herself out of her initial shock. “I don’t want to listen to the details of you and Xander’s sex life!” Buffy continued yelling, looking around in hope that something would knock her out and make her forget this whole conversation.



“Fine Buffy, don’t listen to the details. You’re the one who is sexually frustrated. If you give me the Journal, I won’t talk to you about sex with Xander anymore.” Anya bargained.



“Ok, fine, just… anything to stop this nightmare.” Buffy agreed before scolding herself.







Anya smiled, rubbing her hands together.



“I mean no, never! It’s Willow and Tara’s personal life!”



“You agreed! If you don’t give it to me, I’ll tell Willow and Tara that you have it and that you’ve been reading it.” Anya said, knowing she won.



Buffy blushed hotly. “Who said I read it? We’ll talk about this later.” she said as she saw Xander enter the shop.



“Talk about what? Hey honey.” he said before placing a kiss on his wife’s lips.



“We were talking about Willow and Tara’s…”



“Party! Yeah, their party.” Buffy finished hastily.



“Yes, party.” Anya said, smirking.



*****



“Honey, I’m home!” Tara said as she opened the door and got inside.



She found Willow in the kitchen, making some veggie omelets.



“Hey baby. How did work go?” Willow asked before kissing her lover.



“Good.”



“I’m glad. Tara, I was wondering, have you seen the journal?”



“The journal? As in our sex Journal?” Tara said frowning when Willow nodded. “Actually, I looked for it and didn’t find it. I thought you had it.”



“Nope I thought you did. Look, I’m having a bad feeling about this, let’s have lunch and check out our old bedroom at Buffy’s. Maybe we left it there.”



Tara agreed, and quickly they had their lunch. They walked calmly to Buffy’s house and Willow used her spare key to go in. Tara closed the door behind her and they both made their way upstairs. Ten minutes later, after looking all over the almost empty room, they both sat down, defeated.



“It’s not here.”



“Yeah. Willow? What if someone found it? I mean, it’s a very private thing, you know? I- I don’t want people to read about us.”



“I know, but I’m sure that if someone found it, they’d give it back to us. I’ll ask Buffy to keep a eye open for it. Frankly, I doesn’t matter to me if Buffy found it. I just wanna have it back, it means a lot to me. We started writing it since we got back together, and I don’t wanna loose it. So many wonderful memories are in it.”



“You’re right. Let’s go home. I wanna lay down for a while.”



“Sleepy?”



“Who said anything about sleeping?” Tara said, before flashing Willow a lecherous grin.



“Vixen.” Willow responded with a glint in her eye as she took Tara’s hand and left he Summer’s home.



Willow was the first to come in, Tara at her heels. She turned around to close the door when two arms came from behind her, one on each side of her head, effectively pushing the door closed and trapping her to the door. She felt Willow’s hot breath on her ear from behind her.



“So, missy, you went to work and left me alone with all my little naughty fantasies.”



Tara could only nod. Willow reached up with one hand and pushed aside Tara’s hair. She rested her chin on Tara’s shoulder.



“What do you say?”



She raised her head and licked Tara’s neck from the base to just under the jaw before whispering again:



“ Wanna be bad?” Willow said, trailing an ardent hand under Tara’s shirt to cup a lace-covered breast.



“Oh yes! Willow…” Tara moaned quietly as she rested her head on Willow’s shoulder, exposing the white milky flesh of her neck to Willow’s eager mouth. Willow feasted on the supple skin there. She kissed every inch before she licked the length of her neck, making Tara shiver in anticipation. Her mouth found the sensitive pulse point and she kissed it lightly before trailing her tongue in the delicate spot. She kissed it before drawing the flesh in her mouth and sucking it. Tara moaned as Willow’s hand started teasing her breasts through the fabric. Tara reached up and tangled her hand in her lover’s coppery tresses before tugging slightly on them. Willow turned her head and they kissed, their tongues swirling in a well choreographed dance as Willow’s other hand started inching towards Tara’s thigh. She grasped the fabric with her fist and started raising it up, inch by inch, feeling the smooth skin of her lover’s thigh. With every subtle movement, Willow’s hips brushed against Tara’s, making her moan louder. Willow released Tara’s skirt as she continued kissing her, making her whimper.



“Just gotta get the zipper in the back.” Willow whispered in her ear before biting gently on the lobe.



Tara moaned as Willow’s hand gently caressed her behind before unzipping the skirt, which fell at Tara’s feet.



“Touch me Willow.” Tara whispered, spreading her legs wider, kicking the skirt away.



Willow groaned as she did exactly that, reaching into her lover’s panties, and finding her wet and ready for her.



“You’re so wet. Who’s making you feel like this darling?” Willow asked, sucking lightly on Tara’s earlobe.



“You.” Tara whimpered as Willow’s middle finger brushed against her clit.



“What’s my name?”



“Willow!” Tara gasped as Willow teased her entrance.



“Good girl, wanna get a reward for being such a good girl?” Willow asked as she continued circling her lover’s molten core.



“Oh yes… Please!”



Willow smiled and slowly slid two fingers into Tara’s slippery depths. Tara moaned and pulled at Willow’s hair, arching her back, pushing herself more fully into Willow’s eager palm. Tara started to trust her hips on Willow’s fingers, and each thrust caused her ass to rub up against Willow’s denim-clad center. Willow slid up her lover’s bra and cupping the breast fully in her hand before tweaking the already erect nipple. Tara felt her knees become unsteady, so she braced herself against the door with one hand, keeping the other tangled in Willow’s hair. She could feel Willow’s hard nipples brush against her back and it only pushed her closer to the edge. Willow continued her ministrations while rhythmically licking and sucking on Tara’s neck and ear. Willow pumped deeper and faster as she felt Tara’s hip thrust fasten, as release started showing itself. Tara felt her orgasm start at her feet, her toes curling inside her shoes, and make it’s way towards her center, making her leg muscles quiver. Willow felt her lover’s orgasm and started rubbing her clit, adding more pressure as she felt the orgasm start to take Tara over. She pushed her fingers all the way inside Tara and rubbed the tips against Tara’s sweet spot.



“Will… oh!”



Tara moaned as she felt her inner muscles clench around Willow’s finger, pulling them deeper inside. Her back arched, pushing her body against Willow’s as she felt a tsunami crashing inside her as she poured her juices on Willow’s awaiting hand. She gasped for air as she felt almost every molecule of air leave her. After a few moments, she felt the waves calm down and the air return to her body. Slowly, she felt her breathing return to normal and she whimpered as she felt Willow’s fingers leave her, making her feel incomplete. She turned around on wobbly knees and looked at Willow, who had a smug smile on her face. They kissed briefly before Tara wordlessly took her hand and pulled her upstairs.



“I’m thinking a shower is in order.” Tara said, smiling at her lover when they were in front of the bathroom door. All Willow could do was lick her lips in anticipation.



*****



Questions? Comments? Insults? Praise?

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa