first poem

[T Maclay]

Wow, pretty deep and dark stuff there Terri. You know where I am if you need to talk.

Bored-Now

[pagnmickie]

Love the poems sweetie. I think it's good to get those feelings out. Keep it up! How's the snow?



*HUGS*



-Mickie

Be happy people. Happy people don't self destruct.
-Cyndi Lauper

[fidds]

WOW - Teresa all of your poems are excellent , and i'm very sorry i didn't read these sooner - my fave poem is probably greener grass, but they're all so good i can't really choose - i'm sorry that you're hurting, and i hope things get better soon for you *big gigantic hugs*



*hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[kiwi6969]

Hey all*blows kisses* thanks for the words of comfort....



The start of something new

leave the old in the past

To embrace the new

Let go of the old life

to plan in advance

to plan day to day

to enjoy the freedom

Not to feel trapped

Enjoy life to the fullest

Enjoy each day as it comes

I was put on this earth to enjoy

so thats what I'm gonna do....



I'm trying to keep away from the dark poems...I hate to feel like that...and in the end people I care about will get hurt...



kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[SJ]

Hope things get better for you

Great positive poem

[kiwi6969]

Hey all *waves*long time no see......



My Pearl.....



I wasn't looking and there you were,

A vision of a goddess, of my pearl,

Of my hopes and of my joys,

When I meet you, you changed my world,

You opened my eyes and my heart,

You will teach me how to feel,

I want you to be my life, and to be my girl,

With me and you baby we will rock this world,

Just let you know I'm in for the long haul,

And from this day on you are my world........



This is for the new gal in my life.....you know who you are.





kiwi/Teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[fidds]

awww Teresa- this poem was soo sweet- i'm so happy for you!! - hope you're doing ok



*hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[kiwi6969]

*sings* To all the girls I've loved before,who have walked in and out my door.....hehe sorry abit out of tune...well anyway..into much of a happy place to post so......I'll just keep on singing..*sings* baby love my baby love oh how I need your love.....hehe bibi *blows kisses* *sighs*



kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[pagnmickie]

Love the poem sweetie. Very sweet. And I love the swing back to happy! YAY







*lots of hugs*



-Mickie

Be happy people. Happy people don't self destruct.
-Cyndi Lauper

[SJ]

Very sweet poem

Great that you're happy

[kiwi6969]

Hey out there*smiles*...thanks all for reading my poems....



Here is another one...all in a happy place right now and it is all because of my Darling jess....this ones for you baby...



Here in my bed,I think of

the wanting and needing of you,

the touch of your skin,

the way you spoon me in your bed,

for you to be my pillow,I want the left side of the bed,

I honestly thinks this needs to be said,

What!!!!!! the UK!!?, you should be here instead,

the day I see you I do dread......

Hey I'm a mother this to I have said,

for you to accept me for who I have become,

is this why you have chosen me to be the one?,

if so then I'm so happy deep down inside,

I just hope you realize,

that you have done me some good,

I haven't felt this way before,

but now you know this,

please don't toy with my emotions,

and be true to me, I could luv you forever,

cause you are my baby.......



Ok enough of my babble until later kittys.......





kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[fidds]

awwww very sweet poem- loved it as usual



*hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[kiwi6969]

Hi all...I know I shouldn't do this but hey!! I have to,I cant let it build up anymore.......



I wrote this for someone how was real special in my life who told me I couldn't be apart of it anymore.......



Your word cut me like a knife,

You played me as a fool,

Made out to be someone you weren't,

You took my heart and stomped on it,

Treated it like a toy,

Dragged me along the way,

with no regards to my feelings,

You didn't want me that way,

It all ended in one day,

I told you the truth,

I did not lie,

You have punished me for living,

I thought that you would be happy for me,

That I now have someone,

You didn't want me,you told me so,

You hurt me so bad,

I should've known,

You cut me like a knife,

all because I am living.......



And the sad thing is kittens.....I still care for her....and be here for her cause if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here.....

anyway thats enough from me...*blows kisses*



kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[SJ]

I liked both your poems

Good contrast of emotions,great writing

[TexanZeppo256]

sorry I haven't responded in a while: been busy



Poem #1: Yay! Happy Kiwi! I really like to see this side of you Teresa. More please? Pretty please with sugar on top?



and btw, this line



"What!!!!!! the UK!!?, you should be here instead,"



just cracked me up.



Poem #2: Sad kiwi. I wish there was something I could do for you Terri. I could that no good bitca who crushed your heart, but I doubt you'd like that much. Sorry. Knife bad, smashed hearts worse.



Thank you for sharing with us Terri.

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Listen! Do you hear that? IT'S THE STICKY NOTES OF THE APOCOLYPSE!!! --Double D, "Mama's Little Ed"

[kiwi6969]

hey all ...SJ thanks for reading...



...Ryan WB I have missed you *hugs*....



Ok heres another poem written from my heart for you know who.....Jess this is for you baby...



Love is a emotion....

But we all feel it want it loath it,

But I have found it with you,

You can show me the way,

To find my only happiness,

To love you.......







kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[kiwi6969]

Hi gals and guys.....I was in a fish and chip shop and seen this quote on the wall " life without friends is like no flowers in a garden" I thought this was so true...





kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[SJ]

Liked that poem

Yeah that quote is so true

[kiwi6969]

*waves* hello.....



Addicted......



I'm addicted to the net, thats what they said,

I make my friends online,

And it's all taken it's time,

It's my life line,my anchor,

Is it a waste of time,the end of the line?,

Will I disconnect,leave it all to die,

leave my friends behind?,

They are all strangers,I want them as my friends,

Why are they being so mean?,

If it wasn't for the net..I do regret,

I would be dead,

The kittens saved my life,made me complete,

All because of the kittens, I get to live again,

So thats why I'm addicted to the net.....



I just want to thank everyone who has helped me...*hugs you all*





kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[fidds]

aww yay love your poems - and yay kittens!!



*hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[ohtrustysodamachine]

hey baby *kisses you softly*

thank you for the many poems that you have written for me, they have captured my heart just like you have,

i love you terri,

love jessie xxxxx

[SJ]

Good poem

[kiwi6969]

Hey all Hannah ...thanks for reading my poems...all your kind words...

Jessie *kisses you softly back* thanks baby...love you too..



Separation........



This separation is to test our love,

test our abilities to survive without one another,

it will deepen the thirst I have for you,

I'm gonna so need you,

A trial of our wanting and needing for eachother,

some time to spend alone,

to ask some questions,

to search for the answers,

to map out our lives,

to determine what we both want,

A friendship or a relationship,

One night time or a life time,

The choices are ours......

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[SJ]

Great words

[kiwi6969]

Hey SJ.....thanks for reading my work....



Ok heres another one....I hope you enjoy...



Right Here........

I get all tingly whenever you are near,

I need your embrace,your love and your stare,

I need you beside me,right here,

To sleep beside you,to wake next to you,

To have you in my life,to be right here,

To be comferted by you,

To have you hold me so close,

To make love with me throught the night,

I only wish I could have you right here,

Instead of a world away,all the way there,

To have you in my arms and never let you go,

I'd move heaven and earth,you are now my world,

I just need to have you right here.....







kiwi/teresa

we are all lips in life sucking on one big nipple ~ kiwi6969

"shes out ther,our souls have meet,our hearts have meet,just not ourselves"

[SJ]

Yeah enjoy reading your poems

[fidds]

awww love your poems, so sweet , you always have such great poems, i've kinda lost my flare at the moment , oh well, keep up the good work Teresa!!



*hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[kiwi6969]

YAY!!! my juices are flowing again......this one was written for my babygirl...



Forever.......



How can I stay inlove with you forever,

how can I make our relationship,

a life time of sharing and joy?

in order to stay inlove forever,

I must find the right person to love,

And I have in you,

In order for me to stay inlove,

with you forever,

And have a relationship that is,

A life time sharing and loving,

I must really pledge myself,

To this wonderful commitment,

And I must really want to stay inlove,

with you forever,

And I do.......







kiwi/teresa

I must really pledge myself to this commitment and I must really want to stay inlove, with you forever....and I do ~ teresa

[bluewillowwitch]

kiwi,

Those poems are so great! Very much with the emotions. I them. I can't wait to more.





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[SJ]

Lovely poem kiwi