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Re: reply

Postby veiled isis moon » Mon Jul 19, 2004 11:19 am

Wow, great fic.............poor Tara though. Having all these feelings and thoughts and not knowing what to do with them. I think Willow may be suffering with a huge case of denial, i mean please...........that slow dance was not friend-ly, more like girlfriend-ly! Help her out.



Michelle.x



veiled isis moon
 


Re: reply

Postby amazonaa » Mon Jul 19, 2004 11:30 am

Nice. Make me cry why don't ya.:fit2 :cry Jeesh.



but great job anyhow.





more please







brittney





~Kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"~

amazonaa
 


Re: reply

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Mon Jul 19, 2004 4:10 pm

:bounce

hoo more replies! Keep em goin all, everyone knows Ima feedback whore! haha. I didnt get to update yesterday...things were wrecking havoc on my brain...but I promise some Willow/Tara loving in this update! Enjoy!



PART SIX

*Present*



"Ok, first of all. Oz is the one who kissed me, it took me by surprise is all! And when I saw you walking off, I was surprised. What were you doing anyway?" Willow is saying.

They were at the resturant now. Tara was so surprised that Willow had done this for her! It was so beautifull, so romantic. And she loved Willow for it. They had talked about their first dance together, the first out of many. But this one was not easily forgotten.



"Well, I came out there because I wondered where you were." Tara says. She had never really told Willow the truth about why she was really out there. It just seemed really embaressed about it now.



"And when I saw you two, I guess I was just a little bit freaked. I didn't know what to do so I just took off." Tara knew they had been over this before, so there was no point in telling Willow how she really felt about it. Afterall, that was in the past. But sometimes it still hurt just thinking about it. And Willow could see the pain still lingering in Tara's eyes now.



"But it doesnt matter now! We're together and I love you more then anything else in my life. I don't know what I would do without you. You're the reason why I live, and you're the reason why I breathe. You're my everything Tara. I love you." Willow says.

Tara's heart swells with joy. Swelled with happiness. Swelled with love. "I love you too Willow. More then you'll ever know." She says. Willow takes her hand, tears welling up in her eyes. Those green eyes said everything. Willow didn't need to say a word. She just needed to look at Tara and she knew that this was the girl she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. And she would make sure that she would spend it making this girl happy.

Willow smiles suddenly, excitment etched on her face. "Let's go! I have another surprise for you!" She says.

"Oh Willow, you're such the romantic one!" Tara says, laughing softly.

"Well, its just because I love you so damn much!" Willow exclaims, taking Tara's hand, pulling her closer to her wrapping her arms around her love, feeling the warmth between them. Tara gently kisses Willow for a long moment. Savioring it. Making it theirs. And when they pull back, Willow's eyes are sparkling. They were sparkling for her. What she wanted most of all.



PART SEVEN

*Summer*

"Tara! Some girls here for you!" Tara was in her room. Hearing her brother Donny from downstairs, she gets up from her bed, opening her door and walking downstairs. She's surprised to see Willow standing there. She was surprised because she hadn't really talked to her in a couple of weeks. Tara avoiding her phone calls and making excuses not to see her. She didn't want to see Willow, she didn't want to hear her talk about Oz. She had talked to Xander, and he told her that after the school dance, Oz offically asked Willow out. And that made Tara even more hurt. She knew she was being stupid about the entire thing. But a part of her didn't really care. She hated what she was feeling. She felt dirty and sick inside. How could she let herself feel this way towards a friend? And if Willow ever found out about it, she'd hate her and never want to speak to her again! And Tara didn't want that. She cared for and vauled their friendship too much.

"Willow, hey." She says. Willow smiles at Tara.

"Been ignoring me huh?" She says coyly.

"No! I've just been really b-busy! I havent been ignoring you Willow." She says, but Willow keeps on smiling. "That's ok Tara. I guess you have a good reason to be mad. Can we talk upstairs?" She asks, Tara nods. "Ok good." Willow says, taking Taras hand and leading her upstairs. Tara almost flinched at the touch of Willow's soft hand. :D amnit stop!:



They walk into Tara's room. Willow liked it in here. With it's warm cool colors. On the walls, there wasn't any posters of some stupid silly boy bands. Instead there was art. Pieces that Tara herself had done, and pieces that she had collected. Willow loved it. In Tara's room, she felt safe.



"So, what do wanna talk about?" Tara asks, sitting down on the bed. Willow had been admiring a crtysal Tara's grandmother had once given her. She turns around, looking seriously at Tara.

"I wanted to talk to you about the dance. What you saw with Oz and me." She says. Dred filled Taras face. Willow was gonna ask her why she had ran off like that! She was gonna ask her what she had been doing there. What was she supposed to tell her? The truth? :No, if I do that then she'll never want to talk to me again. I'll lose her. I cant lose Willow:

"Oh, that." Tara says. Willow sits down next to Tara, facing her, looking at her straight in the face. :Goddess, we're so close...I could just....: She stops her self. :Quit thinking like that you idiot! She's gonna know!:

"Well, are you ok with that?" Willow asks. Tara knew she should tell her the truth. But she was afraid of losing Willow, she was afriad of the hurt that would come with her rejection, so she just couldn't. "Sure Willow, Im fine. I was just surprised is all. I was looking for you, I just wondered where you went and stuff." Lieing to Willow felt so easy. But she was dieing to tell her the truth. But she knew she never would be able to. Willow smiles brightly.

"Good! I was worried that you were mad at me!" She says. Tara shakes her head. "I could n-never be mad at you Willow." She says softly. Willow beams up at her. "Great!" She says, wrapping her arms around Tara in a close embrace. Tara wanted to let this moment last for a lifetime. But they pull away anyhow. "Friends?" Willow says. Tara smiles.



"Always and forever."



............::love TBC....how was that? ;)

:pride





-Rose

How can I tell you I love you without the fear of your rejection?



Im so in love and its hurting.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: reply

Postby amazonaa » Mon Jul 19, 2004 10:03 pm

Willow can be so thick headed sometimes.:sigh





But she obviously realizes Tara likes her and stuff. I just don't know how yet. Which is why you must continue as soon as possible. Please.:D





Great job.





brittney





~kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"~

amazonaa
 


Re: reply

Postby sam darls » Tue Jul 20, 2004 4:04 am

Aww so sweet :heart Wonderful update. Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

sam darls
 


Re: reply

Postby Stroke of Luck » Tue Jul 20, 2004 4:41 am

again great update, but just being friends is not good enough!:p i want to see them together:)



CU:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


update

Postby taramagic » Tue Jul 20, 2004 7:07 am

liked it a lot!:bounce

but they have to be together!!! :luv2

taramagic
 


Re: update

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Tue Jul 20, 2004 10:58 am

hehehe...did you notice, that when you tried to write damnit in : : you ended up with a smiley, and amnit? Sorry...I couldnt help but tell ya. It cracked me up.



As for the story? Its why I hate the high school fics. They always put Willow with Oz, or Tara with someone else, breaking eachother's hearts. It hurts me. It hurts me real deep...Well, not really, but I cant stand reading about one of the two hurting.



Oh well. This fic compensates wonderfully with the sweet little romantic bits.



Sincrely,

:flower BWR

***

If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

BurningWhiteRose
 


Re: update

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Thu Aug 12, 2004 6:51 pm

"slaps self"

Ive been a bad fan fic writer person dude guy...Im sorry I havent updated in like, ages....too many things have been goin on, Im takin a break from the kitten. Gotta get my head all cleared up and all that good werid stuff. But i promise in a week or some i WILL update!! I just hope people will have confidence in me and stay! Soon kitties I promise!

:peace :p ride:love

-rose

So I found out some things about you. You're not the girl I thought i knew. I found out I wasnt perfect enough for you. I found out that my love will never be good enough.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: update

Postby Stroke of Luck » Fri Aug 13, 2004 6:19 am

*takes ur word for granted and waits patiently for the next update*:)



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


...

Postby RaVeN » Fri Aug 13, 2004 9:47 am

god that was my junior high experience too, but she went with the guy grrrr only to bring her suprise girlfriend to our senior prom.. damn i still cant believe i didnt have the courage to ever say anything..



anyways great story, will be waiting for na update.:peace

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To see her was to love her, and love no one but her.. and to love forever...

RaVeN
 


Re: ...

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Fri Aug 13, 2004 5:45 pm

:bigwave Hoo no one had to wait a week! ahaha Im evil like that! Again, sorry for the lack of updates! I'll make up for it later by some sex! Yes, I wrote my first sex scene! :) That wont come till later though! Thanks for all the GREAAT replies everyone!



Note: I should probably comment on the fact that this update deals with the issue of cutting. Something I have personally gone through. So if you think you cant handle it, please dont read! Or read it...just skip that part! Thanks all!

:peace



PART EIGHT

*Present*



"Oh goddess Willow! You didnt have to do this!" Tara exclaims. They were at the edge of Faiths Meadow where Tara and Willow had thier first date together, having a picnic underneath a willow tree that was overseeing the lake. There was a full moon tonight and it was beautifull. But nothing compared to how beautifull Tara was, Willow thought.

"Well of course I had to silly! Be sure to thank Xander for setting this up." She says playfully.

Tara turns to face Willow, loving her more as each perfect moment passed with the girl she loved.

"Willow you're too good to me! How did I find such a goddess like you?" Tara says. Willow smiles brightly.

"You're just a lucky woman I guess!" She says and takes Taras hand as they sit down. Willow leaning against the tree and Tara laying back against Willow, whose arms were wrapped around Tara. Holding her like this felt like heaven. Being with her felt like this was the best feeling in the world.



"Did you have a nice night baby?" Willow asks.



"Best night ever! I dont think anything can top this night." Tara replies lovingly. Willow pulls her arms away from Taras waist.

"Care to make a wager on that?" She asks, holding out her hand. Tara looks down at it, Willow is holding out a small opened box, in the box was a ring.



"Tara, before you came into my life, I was nothing. With you I feel complete. You're the other half of my soul I love you so much. And as each day passes, I realize that more and more. You're my everything. I once told you that I would do anything to make you happy. And I want to spend the rest of my life doing so. Tara, will you marry me?" Willow says. Her eyes are hopefull. Taras eyes are filling up with tears.



"Yes Willow! Of course yes!" Tara exclaims. And Willow puts the ring on her left ring finger. Both smiling. Willow almost at a loss for words.

"Willow, I love you so much." Tara says, shes crying now.

"I love you too Tara. Always and forever." Willow says. And they kiss. The kiss was filled with warmth, love, and promises of the future.



PART NINE

*10th Grade*



"He's just so great! He makes me feel all warm and tingly inside. And when we kiss, it's like....like Im on fire or something!" Willow exclaims. They were all at lunch, Buffy, Willow, Xander, and Tara. Willow was talking about Oz. Again. They had been going out since June, both seemed very happy, and it got on everyones nerves.



"Ok Will! No need to go all NC-17 on us! We get it, Oz is like, the man. Got it loud and clear." Xander says.

"Sorry!" Willow says sheepishly.

"So Tara, how's that art class?" Buffy asks Tara, who was staring absentmindly at her mashed potatoes.

"What? Oh. It's fine. We're starting r-rhyming schemes today." She says quietly, now staring at what seemed like nothing. Lost in her own thoughts that were of Willow and Oz. :They are so happy. And look how miserable its making me: She tried not to think of them together. But she couldnt really help it. Everytime she saw them together, it made her insides twist and turn. And it wasn't helped by the way Willow was always talking about him. Tara didnt have a problem with Oz, he was a nice guy, he took good care of Willow and he made her happy and that's all that mattered. Tara was still afraid of losing Willow and that's why she had not yet told her how she felt. She knew it would freak her out and that Willow would get really mad and never talk to her again. So what was the point? And now Willow was back to talking about Oz.



"I wonder what it would be like to marry him!" She says. Finally. Tara gets up.

"I'm sorry. I dont feel very good." She says, and walks off.

"Whats wrong with her?" Xander asks. Buffy shrugs. Willow stared at Tara's retreating back. She knew. Or at least she thought she did.





PART 10



"I asked you to do ONE thing Tara, one simple damn thing and you couldn't do it! You're so worthless! You never do anything right! And I dont know why I put up with it! I dont know why I keep you around here. You're lazy, self involved, you're nothing! Actually, you're less then nothing! Now get out of here. Go to your room or something, just seeing your face is pissing me off!" Taras father yelled as he turned and walked off. Tara, like always when her dad acted like this, didnt say anything back. She wouldnt even if she had the courage to anyway. So she quickly went upstairs to her room, shutting the door and locking it.

This was her only haven. Her room. Her things. She sits down on her bed, breathing heavily. The tears dont come.

Ever since her mom had died three years ago of cancer, it was like her dad took all of his hurt, pain, and fustration out on her. It had gotten really bad since they had moved to Sunnydale. Tara knew it would be her mothers birthday soon, and it seemed like her dad was her for her moms death. And ever since she died, her father had taken up drinking. Sometimes he would come home very late at night, come storming into her room and start yelling at her. Blaming her for things that were wrong in HIS life.

Sometimes he would become violent. He would hit her. Tara's brother Donny got none of this treatment. Sometimes he would stop their dad when he hit Tara, other times he just stood and watched, like he thought she deserved it too.



Tara knew she could never tell her friends about what was goin on at home. She had come close to telling Willow once before. But she knew Willow was preoccupied nowadays. Winter Break was coming up, she hoped she and Willow would spend more time together. But Tara highly doubted that. Willow seemed to be stuck on cloud nine with Oz.

As each day passed, they spent less and less time together. Tara knew that she and Willow were drifting apart. And she loathed herself for that. It was her fault. She kept letting her jealousy and feelings for the red head get in the way. Her father WAS right. She was worthless. A pitifull excuse for a human being. She couldnt do anything right. She couldnt even keep her friends, much less be honest with them. And now the tears came. Silently she cried. Silently she damned her own exsistence.

Getting up from her bed, over to her dresser, she opens a drawer, sifting through her things, finally finding what she was looking for. A razor blade she had taken from her fathers bathroom while he was off at some bar. She walks back over to her bed, sitting down, looking at the blade for a while. All those terrible thoughts still in her head. She brings it down upon her wrist, moving it across her flesh. She can feel the blade tearing into her skin, leaving a trail of seaping blood, she winces in pain. But then she clenches her fist as she watches the blood slowly getting thicker. She lays back onto her bed, the tears streaming down her face, and they dont stop.





TBC......was it good? Sex in the next update!

:love :pride



-rose

So I found out some things about you. You're not the girl I thought i knew. I found out I wasnt perfect enough for you. I found out that my love will never be good enough.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: ...

Postby amazonaa » Fri Aug 13, 2004 5:57 pm

Oh......my.......god!!!:shock :spin



No this can't happen! New update, new update! I want the sex not the suicide.





More soon, please:D





brittney







~Kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"~

amazonaa
 


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Postby RaVeN » Fri Aug 13, 2004 10:26 pm

GULP umm i uhh umm sigh yeah

RaVeN
 


Re: ..

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Sat Aug 14, 2004 1:58 am

Oh wow...



Willow's really killing her.



Poor Tara...



Now post sex, there is a need for compensation!!



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

***

If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

BurningWhiteRose
 


Re: ..

Postby taramagic » Sat Aug 14, 2004 2:17 am

oh my god! no tara should not do this!!

sex is much better than hurting herself!! :gnome

so next update please!!!

taramagic
 


Re: ..

Postby Stroke of Luck » Sat Aug 14, 2004 3:38 am

Poor Tara she even has to do that??:shock She HAS to talk to someone, otherwise she gets addicted to cutting:rolleyes



CU:wave

SoL/Natti





"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: ..

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:44 pm

:bigwave

Hey everyone! Thanks sooooo freakin much for the replies! I love readin em, and it makes me feel all warm and tingly inside! Sorry that the last update was very depressing and angsty...I really wanted to explore Taras thoughts and feelings more...and well, its something i can personally relate too...but dont worry! This update is all sexuall goodness! Ive never wrote a sex scene before so let me know if its good!!

:peace



PART 11

*Present*



"Keep thoses eyes shut missy! And no peeking!" Willow says. She was leading Tara into their bedroom at Buffy's house. "Im not peeking!" Tara says with a laugh. :This night can't get any better!: She thought lovingly.

"Ok, now you can open your eyes." Willow says with a smile. And Tara does. "Willow!" She exclaims. There were candles lit, red rose petals strewn across the floor and on the bed, more red and white rose petals. And in the center, a single red rose.



"You can thank Buffy for this. Only she said we better clean up in the moring or I'll be 'Kissing pavement'". Willow says, still smiling. Tara turns around to face Willow, tears streaming down her face.

"Willow, this is all so wonderfull. You treat me like a goddess. How can I deserve someone like you?" She says. Willow gently and lovingly wipes the tears from Taras eyes.

"You deserve it because you ARE a goddess. You deserve love and happiness. And I'm more then willing to give it to you. I love you Tara." She says truthfully. Tara smiles.

"I love you too Willow. More then I ever dreamed possible." She says, and proved this statement by kissing Willow deeply.

Willow parts Taras lips with her tounge, exploring her lovers mouth. Tounges duel and dance as the kiss grows deeper. Tara gently nibbles on Willows lower lip as Willows hands moves across Taras back. They move together as one towards the bed. Then Willow stops the kiss, both breathing heavily from the lack of oxygen. Tara takes Willows hand, kissing it lightly.

"I love you so much Willow. This has been the best night of my life. And I want to complete it with you. I want you Willow." She says. Willow nods. Green eyes staring into blue.

"I want you too Tara." She says, and they kiss again, with more passion and intensity as the last one. They continue to kiss as they both lay down on the bed. :Clothes, there are just too many clothes here.: Tara thinks. As if mirroring her thoughts, Willow says, "Undress me Tara." And Tara does so. Taking off Willows shirt, revealing her sexy blue silky bra. She kisses Willows neck, gently bitting it as her hands un clasp Willows bra, revealing her smooth white breasts. Willow throws her bra to the floor, capturing Taras lips with her own once again for another deep kiss.

"Goddess Tara..." Willow moans as Tara leaves a trail of kisses down Willows neck, making her shiver. Taras lips work their way down to Willow's breasts, kissing and sucking on the right nipple while one hand kneaded the other. Taras other hand was undoing Willows jeans, pulling them down as Willow kicked them to the floor. Taras mouth worked her way to Willows other breast, licking around the nipple until finally capturing it into her mouth. Willows excitement and pleasure mounted. "Tara....I...I need you now." She groand softly. Tara grins up at her sexily. "Yes mamn!" She says, kissing Willow once more, now kissing her neck again as her right hand found its way to Willows center. Fingers moved past her wet curls, gently rubbing her clit in slow motions. Knowing what Willow wanted, but not yet giving it to her. Willow let out another soft moan, knowing that she was enjoying what Tara was doing to her. It was driving her insane.

"Tara...I want you inside me. I need to feel you." Willow says, her hands grasping on to Tara's blonde hair. With that Tara plunged two of her fingers deep inside Willows center, making Willow gasp with pleasure. Tara moved her fingers in and out of Willow at a slow pace, feeling the walls around her tighten. Tara knew Willow was about to release, so she quickned her pace, as she continued to kiss Willow all over.

"Oh....my...GODDESS!" Willow nearly yelled as Tara felt her orgasm release. Willows body shook and trembled as she rode it out, Tara removing her fingers and placing them to Willows lips, as Willow licked and kissed them, then kissing Tara letting her taste her. They break apart, smiling. "You ARE a goddess." Willow says, kissing Tara again.

"Now its my turn." Tara says with a grin.

"Yes mamn!" Willow replies. And Tara lays back down on the bed as Willow kisses her, pulling off her shirt and unclasping her bra. Yes, it was Taras turn. And Willow made sure her goddess, and the love of her life, her feature wife, got what she wanted. Happily.



TBC.....Oh me oh my.....

:pride



-rose

So I found out some things about you. You're not the girl I thought i knew. I found out I wasnt perfect enough for you. I found out that my love will never be good enough.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: ..

Postby amazonaa » Sat Aug 14, 2004 7:24 pm

Oh wow!!!:thud :drool





That was great. You've never wrote a sex scene. puh!!:sigh You need to write more.:D





Great job. More soon.





brittney







~Kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"~

amazonaa
 


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Postby RaVeN » Sat Aug 14, 2004 9:32 pm

very nice it makes up for the last chapter lol not that it wasnt great but well you know:peace

RaVeN
 


Re: ...

Postby my yellow crayon » Sun Aug 22, 2004 5:17 pm

uh...wuh...meh....willow...tara...nipple....nibble... :bow :bow :bow :bow :bow more?please?! now?!?!? skip all the story and plotline madness.....just more sex....i think that would work...:kiss2 :luv2 :kiss2

ps:more please!

ces

my yellow crayon
 


Re: ...

Postby Tempest Duer » Sun Aug 22, 2004 5:27 pm

:drool on the last chapter. Highly :drool worthy.



As for the rest of the story, I'm loving the highschool angst. That kind of stuff never gets old.

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

Tempest Duer
 


Re: ...

Postby Stroke of Luck » Mon Aug 23, 2004 4:48 am

very nice update:drool :D

pls the next one!



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Stroke of Luck
 


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Postby RaVeN » Mon Aug 23, 2004 6:23 am

no razors no razors ugghhh glad that was spoiled great last update

__________________



I have died many a death in love, and yet, had I not loved I would never have lived at all.

--David Lasater

RaVeN
 


Wow!

Postby Sheba » Mon Aug 23, 2004 8:14 am

Ok I just caught the last 2 updates, and I gotta say that this is a fab fic! So, when do we get more?! :D

Sheba
 


Re: Wow!

Postby sam darls » Mon Aug 23, 2004 10:52 am

Ooh great updates :love . Very nice :heart . Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

sam darls
 


Re: Wow!

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sun Aug 29, 2004 9:50 pm

:bigwave

Im back! yay for me!! Thanks everyone for the great replies! Good to hear I made some people drool with all the sex! Thats something i really wanted to do with that update, and hey i did it! Well I promised someone Id update this weekend and here it is! Enjoy!

:boot



PART 12

*spring break*



"This years goin by way too fast. I wish it was christmas break again so I can go back to Big Bear and ski the slopes..." Xander was saying fondly. "Well think about it Xand, only two more months till schools out and then you can go back!" Buffy says, but Xander shakes his head.

"Pseudo snow just isnt the same Buff." He says.

They were all at Willow's house, it was the first day of spring break and they were already bored. Willow was in a bad mood because Oz was staying with his Aunt, Uncle, and cousin Jordy the entire spring break, so the gang decided to take it upon themselves to cheer her up by going to her house and watching movies while pigging out on pizza. Tara was more then happy that Oz was gone, over the past couple of months Tara and Willow and been talking and spending more time with eachother again, and it made Tara so happy. It made her feel at ease. Willow herself felt a little uneasy. She suspected that Tara had feelings for her but never wanted to say anything because she didnt want to be wrong and get embarressed. And Tara never said anything either, so maybe Willow was wrong afterall. Even if Tara did have feelings for he, she wasnt at all scared or freaked out. She just Tara would open up more about the things in her life.



"Good god Tara, its like 70 degrees in here thanks to Wills broken AC, arent you hot?" Xander asks. Tara was wearing a long sleeved large sweater.

"What? N-no. Im from Alabama Xander, remember? It's cold in here for me." Tara says with a smile. Willow looks over at her. There was something about her eyes that made the statement untrue.

"Are you sure?" She asks with concern. But Tara just looks at her and smiles.

"Sure Will, Im fine." She says. But Willow doesnt see the pain that was in Taras eyes as she smiles back at her and continues to watch "The sixth sense." Willow had been sitting by Tara, something scary happened making Willow jump and grab onto Taras arm, putting her head on her shoulder, covering her eyes. Tara leans foward.

"Its ok Willow, just some ghostie with half his skull missin, nothing to be scared of." She whispers. Willow opens her eyes.

"Phew, thought I was gonna have to hide forever!"

"You dont have to hide with me Will, I'll keep you safe." Tara says with a smile. Willow looks up at her with a smile of her own.

"You mean that?" She asks.

"Always." Tara answers. Willow smiles and grabs Taras hand, giving it a light squeeze.

"Good cause I feel safe with you." She says and turns back to the tv, still holding Taras hand.

___________________________________



"Hey Tara can I talk to you for a sec?" Willow asks. Xander and Buffy had gone home. Xander walking off and grumbling about how lame the movie was. Tara didnt have to go home til eleven, seriously doubting her dad would care where she was anyway, so she stuck around. They were up in Willows room, Tara was looking through some of Willows cds, finally choosing the band Garbage, she walks over to the cd player, putting it in and then walking over to Willows bed and sitting down.

"Sure you can talk to me. Whats up?"

"Well, I just....Ive known you for two years now. We've gotten to know eachother really well, we've become really close. But you've never really...Ive never seen you like, take an interest in um...in guys." Willow says. Taras eyes go wide with surprise. "Oh!" She exclaims. This was surprising. And Tara knew she had to tell Willow the truth.

"Well Willow thats because Im not, interested in guys I mean. Im gay." She looks at Willow, dreding her reaction.

"Oh thats so great Tara! Im so happy that you told me!" Tara breaks into a smile.

"So you're not freaked?" She asks. Willow shakes her head.

"Frilly heck no! Im glad you told me. You're my best friend. And I accept you for you. It doesnt matter to me cause Ill still love you! Youre Tara. And thats what makes you wonderfull." She says. Tara smiles even more.

"OK so when did you know? Ever have any girlfriends? Do you gotta crush on anyone now?" Willow says excitedly. Tara laughs.

"Well I guess Ive always kinda known. But 8th grade, thats when I knew. Ive never had a girlfriend before. No one at my old school was like me. People there werent all that nice, everyone was kinda hurtfull and mean. So then I promised myself to never tell another soul unless I really trusted them. And I do with you Will. As far as crushes...well I wouldnt call them crushes. I dont crush on people. If I do its because we have this connection. Like, where you can stare into their eyes and its like you're staring into that persons soul. You could just stare at them forever and know that everything is gonna be ok for the both of you. And when you touch them...it feels like you're just so ALIVE. And it feels like its magical everytime you do. And being around them makes everything so perfect. Because it's just you and this one other person. It's special." Tara finishes. Willow realized that she was staring at Tara, deeply staring into her eyes. She quickly looks away.

"Wow Tara some girl is going to be really lucky to have someone like you in their life." She says, shaking her head.

:If only it could be you Will. If only if only:





TBC......how was that? More soon all!

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Re: Wow!

Postby DreamsToDream » Mon Aug 30, 2004 12:31 am

Cute Moments Much?! Well Now Thats Willow Knows About Tara Perhaps She Will Give Into Those Feelings We All Knows She Has And Take Tara...Uh To The Movies.....On A Date....Ya...:|

Er.... On With The Updates!!! :boot

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Postby RaVeN » Mon Aug 30, 2004 12:35 am

Great updates and really love this story. I am sorry I didnt leave feedback again, but I have been slacking. Your fic reminds me of my first real love KEEP GOING!





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Re: ...

Postby sam darls » Mon Aug 30, 2004 9:14 am

OOh, that was so great. Love sam xx

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