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New Fic: Nightmare

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Sat Nov 16, 2002 5:50 pm

Okay, this is sort of a response to someone yelling at me to go write something yesterday...I wrote it all today, but I’ll post the second part tomorrow or Monday. I let this take up way too much of my time today...lol. Okay...here goes nothing. OH, and don’t worry...things will work out.



TITLE: Nightmare

AUTHOR: ExtraFlameyWT

EMAIL: aimeebull23@yahoo.com

DISCLAIMER: Don’t own them, never will. They belong to Joss Whedon, ME, UPN, WB, etc.

RATING: PG-13

FEEDBACK: Yes, please!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Takes place shortly after Willow and Tara get back together...but it doesn’t have anything about the Trio and their’s and Buffy’s fight. Didn’t happen...



HIGH ANGST WARNING!!! Just thought I’d let you know...don’t worry, it’ll get better. :)



PART 1/2



The warm spring breeze blew through the redhead’s hair as she listened to her best friend talk about the annoying Trio. While she was worried about what they might be up to, she was too happy to even see straight, because she was holding the hand of a beautiful blonde girl who was, at that moment, smiling at her suggestively. She felt her knees go weak as she thought of what it could be that was running through the blonde’s head, and she licked her lips in anticipation.



Tara squeezed her girlfriend’s hand, and mouthed the word “later.” She winked, and Willow shivered involuntarily. “Cold, honey?” Tara asked sweetly.



Willow glared at her, “Far from it, actually,” she said quickly.



Buffy looked over at the two of them and smiled. She was happy the two of them were back together. “Guys, stop with the bedroom eyes...I think I heard something.”



With that, seven vampires and a very menacing looking demon came through the hedge and attacked the three girls. Three of the vamps and the demon pulled Buffy away, and the other four split to pull apart Willow and Tara. They were separating them.



“Willow!” Tara cried. She couldn’t see the redhead. She herd her lover scream, and she quickly took the two vials of holy water from her jacket pocket. She opened them and threw them into the two vampires’ eyes. She took her stake, and with the vampires blinded, she was able to dust them both fairly easily. “Willow, I’m coming! Hold on!” She ran towards the redhead’s last yell of terror, and then she saw it. The two vampires who held her love. One who had her teeth sunk deep in her neck. Willow’s eyes pierced Tara’s over the second vampire’s shoulder who was facing the redhead. Tara ran towards him, and staked him from behind. The female who had been feasting looked up at the disturbance and her eyes bulged when she was showered with holy water and a quick stake was sent through her heart.



Willow collapsed and Tara caught her, the two sinking to the ground. Willow smiled at Tara, then said, “This is always where I wanted to die–well, not in a graveyard, but in your arms.”



Tara cut her off, “Don’t you say that, Willow! You’re NOT going to die, do you hear me? Willow!”



“Tara,” Willow smiled sadly, “You know I’ve lost too much blood...I thought we’d have more than just these few years together, I mean, I just found you again...but this is what we were given. I wanted to have those two little girls we planned with you, baby...” Willow broke off, starting to cry, but then she pulled herself together again. “I’m sorry, Tare, but I’m not leaving you. You know I’m always with you...no matter where I am physically. I love you, baby.” She brushed a strand of Tara’s hair back behind her ear, before her hand fell back down.



“No. Willow, don’t you do this to me!” Tara sobbed, “I love you, Willow Rosenberg. Don’t you dare think of leaving me! I need you!” She held Willow tightly to her.



Willow was crying again. “I’m sorry, baby...I love you...” Her eyes rolled back into her head, the lids closing over them, and she fell limp in Tara’s arms.



“No, Willow...” Tara whispered, then more desperately, “Willow! No, Willow, baby...please no...please...I love you.”



Buffy appeared, running towards Tara. “Finally, geez...they were pretty brutal, don’t you think?”



Tara looked up, the tears streaming down her cheeks.



“Tara?” Buffy asked, then saw Willow in her arms, the blood dripping down her neck. “No...” she whispered hoarsely. “No...not Willow.” She ran over, quickly checking for a pulse, and on not finding one, she yelled, “No!”



Tara looked up at her, fury evident in her eyes. “Yes, Buffy! What do you think it means? She’s dead,” her voice cracked over the words, “and where were you when the vampire was sucking the life out of her? Where? Where were you when she told me that she had lost too much blood, or when she breathed her last breath?”



Buffy looked at the blonde witch defensively. “What do you mean where was I? I was doing my job!”



Tara scoffed, “Oh?” She looked down at Willow and then back up at Buffy. “This is your job? Letting your best friend die? To a vampire? I thought you were the vampire slayer! Maybe I was wrong...” Tara looked down and leaned over to kiss the redhead’s pale lips. She pushed a few stray red hairs behind Willow’s ears.



Buffy was left dumbfounded by Tara’s words.



“Oh, baby, it’s all my fault,” Tara started. “I’m so sorry...I should have been faster. I shouldn’t have made you promise that...Goddess, why did I do that?”



Buffy just stared down at Tara thoughtfully.



“It’s all my fault Buffy. If only I hadn’t made her promise not to use magick. She could have gotten rid of them at any time. But she didn’t...and it’s because of me.” Tara sobbed, still holding Willow tight.



“You’re right, Tara. It’ is all your fault.” Buffy replied evenly.



Tara couldn’t believe that Buffy would agree with her on it, even though Tara believed it was true. “What?” She whispered, in shock.



“You heard me. It’s all your fault, if you hadn’t forced Willow to quit using magick before you’d get back together, then this wouldn’t have happened.”



TBC with Part 2...



Umm, I hope no one is mad at me for the cliff hanger...I'll post the rest tomorrow. :)



Aimee :D



Watch out for ankle-biters.

Edited by: ExtraFlameyWT at: 11/16/02 4:05:44 pm
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ankle-biters unite!!!

Postby funkyasian » Sat Nov 16, 2002 5:56 pm

hey there aimlet!



hee heee...i do believe i'm first in line? woohoo!! *does a happy dance* - so...whomever it was that prompted you to write, should be getting a nobel prize...great start...so, do i get a preview of the next part??!! huh?? please??!! *makes with the puppy dog eyes*



steph

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. ~ Oscar Wilde

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*blink*

Postby bulldog tidnab » Sat Nov 16, 2002 5:57 pm

Okay i was warned of the angst, but I wasn't quite expecting this. This is incredibly well written, much like your other fics. :)

Quote:
“You heard me. It’s all your fault, if you hadn’t forced Willow to quit using magick before you’d get back together, then this wouldn’t have happened.”


and i suddenly wanted to shove my foot so far up Buffy's ass that the water on my knee would have quenched her thirst. But i have faith that this will be resolved. think i might know where it's going.... :hmm but then i could be very very wrong...

oh yeah... i am soooo glad you posted something new!!! :bounce

so the rest is coming real soon yes? :pray



edited cuz: No! no preview for Steph! unless you know... you feel like slipping one under my door whilst you are at it... :grin



*woof*



ps- "Watch out for ankle-biters" Hey! I'm an ankle-biter!






Beyond this place of wrath and tears/Looms but the horror of the shade/And yet the menace of the years/Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

Edited by: bulldog tidnab at: 11/16/02 3:58:49 pm
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Re: *blink*

Postby snuggle79 » Sat Nov 16, 2002 6:21 pm

:jaw oh god! This is an incredible beginning! *phew*

Now i'm curious how they are going to bring Willow back.

And how could Buffy say that to Tara!! :no

Great start! :)

snuggle79 :wave

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"I found you, i will always find you"





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Re: *blink*

Postby Taras Shadow » Sat Nov 16, 2002 6:43 pm

Ummmm...wow. That was intense. I for one, would also like to kick Buffy's ass! But hey, not my story, I'm sure things will be fine...right...right... :pray

Very good start! Cannot wait for more:)



~Holly~ :heart



Show me where to touch youTara-It Ain't Fickle

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Re: *blink*

Postby Ginner WTluv » Sat Nov 16, 2002 7:32 pm

Buffy needs me to kick her around the graveyard a bit. Her head's gonna be so far up her ass, she'll be wearing herself as a hat for weeks! ;) Anyway, loved this beginning. I know you said there was gonna be angst but... wow. Wasn't expecting that. Looking forward to the next part :)



~ Jen :peace

I'd like to take a moment to talk about something that's happened lately. I'm also in love. It's a very special thing and I'm really rather proud of it. Yes, I'm in love with my own breasts. I feel no personal shame about this; in fact, I think this is the one. It's going to last. ~ Ruth

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GAH!

Postby SquishyTrishy » Sat Nov 16, 2002 7:34 pm

you! HOW COULD U MAKE HER DIE! AND IT BEING TARaS FAULT! WHERE THE HELL IS UR SENSE OF HAPPILY EVER AFTER! i am tell you it ur loss of sleep! Get more sleep!!!!!!



okay so now that i have my lil upset yells done..*hugs u* nice job lil sis..i like it..up date soon or else..rath of big sis upon you..i liked it! trully!



huggles

love u

~I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine!~ Soul Shatter

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Feedback

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Sat Nov 16, 2002 8:38 pm

Thank you everyone for the feedback... :)



Steph: Good job on be first in line...Um, I'm sure whoever it was that prompted me to write this is sorry now, actually. ;) And...I'm sorry, but no preview for you...It'll be up soon enough. :) Thanks, Steph.



Andi: Whoa there, bulldog...no worries about Buffy...the rest is coming soon. And hold on a second, you're an ankle biter, too?! Hmm...something's going on here, I think...:grin



snuggle79: Wow...I got a jaw drop...pretty cool! :) Thanks for the feedback...and the little waving smiley is so cute! :lol



Taras Shadow: Hehe, I think you'll need to get in line for kicking Buffy's ass...don't worry, though...all shall be well. Thank you!



Ginner WTluv: lol...Buffy might actually need that, you never know...;) Thanks, Ginner!



Trish: *hides as she's getting yelled at* I'm sorry, big sis! But you know not to worry...things will work out...I promise. :) And you know I don't need much sleep...and I'm a frickin' romantic! Of course I have a sense of Happily Ever After! *grumbles* Shoulda known better than posting this fic...;) Thanks, big sis!



Thanks again!



Aimee :D

Watch out for ankle-biters.

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Part 2/2

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Sat Nov 16, 2002 9:41 pm

Sorry for the double post...but here's the rest of this fic. I figured I'd just post it now...that way there's no chance of me not being able to tomorrow. :) I hope you enjoy!



PART 2



*She was falling...it was all black and she was falling. Falling for eternity...never again to hold her love...*



Tara awoke with a scream.



Willow’s arms were around her in a second. “What happened, baby? What’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?” Her fingers traced circles of love on Tara’s stomach as she spooned her lover.



Tara turned over and looked through her tears into the pools of green that she could always lose herself in. She was choking on her sobs, and her body was soaked with sweat. “Oh, Willow.” She sobbed.



Willow took the blonde’s face into her hands, “Shh, baby. It’s okay, I’m here now. I love you...” She kissed Tara’s face and wiped away the blonde’s tears with her thumbs.



“Willow, I--” The blonde broke off again, unable to speak.



“Tara, baby. It’s okay, whatever it was, it was just a bad dream. Everything is okay.” She kissed Tara soundly on the lips. “Okay?”



Tara shook her head, “I thought you were dead.” She whispered brokenly.



Willow pulled Tara closer, needing to be physically there for her love, holding her tight. “But I’m not, Tara. I’m right here, and much with the living.” She smiled gently at the love of her life.



“I know, but it was so real...and I’m sorry!” She suddenly burst out, remembering how she had blamed herself, and what Buffy had said. “It was all my fault...”



Willow stopped her with fingers pressing to Tara’s lips. “Tara. It could never be ‘all your fault’ or even a little your fault, do you understand me?”



Tara shook her head, “But it was! If I hadn’t made you stop using magick--”



“I would have continued to hurt you and myself. Tara, I thank you everyday for what you’ve given me. I don’t need magick–and I know that. You know that, too.” Willow looked Tara deeply in the eyes. “I know you do,” she whispered.



“But--”



“No ‘but’s, baby. You know it’s true. Whatever happened in your nightmare...you need to leave it there. Hold to the good things, not the bad. You’re the one who taught me that.” Willow smiled again.



Tara nodded, but she was still unnerved by the nightmare. She snuggled closer to Willow, entwining her legs with the redhead’s. She breathed in deeply. “Mmm...” she moaned in appreciation to the redhead’s hands, which had just found their way under her shirt and were rubbing her back gently. “You know what, baby?”



“Hmm?” Willow responded distractedly.



“I think I need some confirmation that you are alive. Do you think you can manage to prove that to me?” Tara grinned at her girlfriend mischievously.



Willow returned the look, and happily complied.

***

As daylight slowly came through their window, Willow kissed Tara’s sleeping forehead. “I love you, Tara. I’m not going anywhere.” Then she snuggled close to her love and drifted into a dream filled sleep. Happy dreams, of course.



THE END



***



Okay, I hope everyone is happy that I DO have a sense of "Happily Ever After" thankyouverymuch, Trish! ;)



Thanks again for reading!



Aimee :D

Watch out for ankle-biters.

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Re: Part 2/2

Postby bulldog tidnab » Sat Nov 16, 2002 9:45 pm

Yay! i am all with the happy now! and i dont need to kick Buffy's ass anymore. Whew!

Hmmm confirmation that one is alive is always good.

And yes... you have a wonderful sense of happily ever after my dear. :grin



*woof*




Beyond this place of wrath and tears/Looms but the horror of the shade/And yet the menace of the years/Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

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Re: Part 2/2

Postby pikescoob » Sat Nov 16, 2002 10:36 pm

After that first part I was all like :shock and :cry and then :mad towards Buffy but I didn't have to wait for the second part to be all *phew* and :grin yay it was only a dream!! Thanks for sharing :D



--Michelle

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Re: Part 2/2

Postby funkyasian » Sat Nov 16, 2002 11:02 pm

woohoo!! i think we found sinful!!! wait, yes...confirmation of being alive = sinful!! and we all know how much i enjoy sinning...:grin i'm glad you came to your senses and made willow not dead...cuz if she was...well, i'd go all postal...:p



that was an awesome story aimlet...i'm so glad you posted it...and pat the person who convinced you to post on the back...great job!!



steph



*ankle-biters unite*

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. ~ Oscar Wilde

funkyasian
 


Re: Part 2/2

Postby Urn of Osiris » Sun Nov 17, 2002 5:32 am

Ohhh wow.



All I have to say is, "Can someone wake me from the nightmare that is S6 and S7."



**Waits patiently**



No huh? *sigh* if only.






Urn of Osiris
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Re: Part 2/2

Postby snuggle79 » Sun Nov 17, 2002 8:26 am

hey Aimee! :wave <--- just for ya! :)



Thank god it was just a dream! *phew* *big sigh of relief* After the first part i was a bit panicked. :blush

Now i'm all happy! :bounce

Thanx for this! Are you going to write another story soon? :grin

snuggle79 :wave





__________________

"I got so lost"

"I found you, i will always find you"





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Re: Part 2/2

Postby Taras Shadow » Sun Nov 17, 2002 8:21 pm

:wave Hey you!!

Oh, I can definitely say that you do Happily Ever after's purrfectly!! I loved this 'nightmare' um, not so much the fact the Willow died and that Tara blamed herself, but the waking up part, all with the snuggly wuggly's and more... :drool

I LOVED!! And ENJOYED

:grin THANKS!



~Holly~ :heart



Show me where to touch youTara-It Ain't Fickle

Taras Shadow
 


Re: Part 2/2

Postby Tara22 » Mon Nov 18, 2002 12:45 am

oooh Aim!



great fic!!



All I can say is that I am SOOO glad that I read the two parts together cause after the first part I was all... 'grrrr Buffy!! you evil evil thing!' :stop :mad :rage and totally wanted to kick her butt!!



but then... go you! you turned it around and made it a beautiful Will and Tara moment!! :grin



really loved this :D



Go you!!!





***

"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older." - The Crying Game (by Vix84)

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Re: Part 2/2

Postby SquishyTrishy » Mon Nov 18, 2002 6:45 pm

*SIGHS HAPPILY AND MESSES UP HER KID SISTERS HAIR* Thats more like it lil sis..i love it..



trish

big sis

~I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine!~ Soul Shatter

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Re: Part 2/2

Postby xita » Wed Dec 11, 2002 3:06 am

new to the archive :) And you can still leave feedback!

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