TITLE: … Not sure yet. Any suggestions?
SPOILERS: Nope… none… this is an AU fic.
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DISCLAIMER: All the characters belong to Joss Wheden and UPN and everyone else who had something to do with Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Willow Rosenberg was a teenager. Not an angst-ridden teenager but a teenager who was polite, loved to study, and used words such as “spiffy” to convey her love for a topic. She was Jewish, red-headed, and was known for her tendency to babble when she became over-excited. She had an aura of innocence that made people want to protect and shield her from the evils of the world.
Evils of the world. What exactly does the word ‘evil’ mean? Evil as defined by the dictionary as ‘morally bad or wrong; wicked’. Everyone’s morals are different. Some people are seen as “morally” corrupt when another person does not agree with them because of many factors, a major one being religion.
With this in mind, of course it is impossible to protect someone from all of the evils of the world. Did Buffy Summers and Xander Harris try their hardest to protect Willow, their best friend, even though they had a little voice in the back of their head saying that they would fail? Damn right they did.
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Tara Maclay was also a teenager. She was blonde, tall, smart, and gorgeous. She was polite, shy, and kind, almost to the point where everyone walked all over her because she was just too shy to say anything. She was strong though. Not physically strong but emotionally, for she had lost her mother at a young age.
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It all started with the loss of Willow’s innocence. With that came the gradual disappearance of her babbling, her love of knowledge, and her use of unusual words that no one other than herself understood. In fact, the only thing that remained were the things that she could not easily change: the fact that she was Jewish and her red hair. Other than that, the old Willow was dead.
And the new Willow was someone that Buffy and Xander hated and despised. She was everything that the old Willow was not. The new Willow was the living proof that Buffy and Xander had failed.
They hated failing.
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Oz walked up the steps and then knocked on the door of the Rosenberg resident. He shuffled his feet nervously and tried to get rid of the excess tension that had settled on his skinny shoulders. He wondered if Willow would actually open the door. In a way, he didn’t expect her to. He had left her in an awful state, desperate to get away because she had scared him.
Oz liked being in control and that day, he wasn’t. Willow had looked at him without love, without happiness, without… anything. She was emotionless. That’s why he ran. He ran as fast as his legs can carry him, hurtled himself in his van, and drove away.
I guess I’m a coward, thought Oz as he rang the doorbell once more. He was just about to leave when the door opened to reveal Willow.
Let the games begin.
Poor Willow! And then I'm sorry that (what it is that I'm suspecting) that happened to you.
Take your time with it. Tests and real life things should go first in line.
No-one should have to go through that. Ever. Period. 
Really hoping i'm wrong though. 
Very angst-y and very intense. Really good. Awesome start. 
Great Update!!!!! Love the story so far...Cant wait for an update!!!
