Hey Kittens! This is another fic and i'm sorry about 'mesmerised by the rain' it just didnt take off!

Anyway, i will update this if anyone likes it!



Title: Show me your secret smile

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters so don't sue me god damn!!

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Part 1



Why do all good things come back and kick you in the ass? It was true, Buffy said ‘nothing like getting your ass kicked to make your ass hurt.’ No doubt there was hurt, lots of it. No matter the solution, the problem still stood, a life condemned without guidance. She needed a mother, a father, someone to love her, to need her, to want her, yet nothing. Nothing could fill a void this big.

She picked up the last crumb and put it in her mouth delicately. Her best friend would be round soon to help her pack. All this commotion, it hurt yet never fazed her. Picking up her plate she placed it carefully on the counter as if it were about to crumble to pieces.

She took one last look in the mirror, pulled the brittle strands of red hair back from her face and sat on the floor patiently. She hated being alone in this big dusty old house, so many scary ghosts she reckoned, ones that moved in the house at night. Her mother said otherwise but now she had no other opinion. No mother, no father. Just poor little Willow lost in the world, waiting for her best friend to help her scrape her life into a suitcase. It hurt, but never fazed…….



She door bell sounded fiercely, echoing through the large halls and extravagantly decorated rooms. Picking herself up off of the floor she answered.

“Hey Buff.” She said sullenly.

“Hey Will.”

Instantly Willow fell into her arms, collapsing through the late shock. Tears streaming fast, Buffy too started to cry. Two best of friends sitting in the dark, cold, dusty hallway of Willow’s late mother and father’s success. Every speck of blood, sweat and tears went into creating such a fantastic abode, yet Willow saw it as a dark misty place.

Collecting the last piece of clothing, Willow set out to move into her new house, the Summer’s residence. Joyce and Sheila had always been close, closer than Willow was to her own mother. Still Willow looked past it; Joyce was always there for Willow come rain or shine.

Entering through the front door, Joyce stood there with open arms as so did Dawn, Buffy’s little sister. Slowly a smile grew on Willow’s face, she was home.



Its a working progress be kind!



Wired xxx

Ok! next bit too! tends to go better together with the first part......





Part 2





Taking her suitcase Joyce led Willow into the living room where a bowl of popcorn and a nice warm seat awaited Willow. Taking off her shoes, she sat down next to Buffy. Dawn tried to wade herself in but, Joyce simply lifted her and took her upstairs to bed.

“Dawnie, Buffy and Willow need some alone time. They need to get grips with living together. Willow needs space.”

Dawn nodded tiredly and yawned widely as she was carried up the stairs.

“How you feeling Will?”

“Erm, I-I duno actually. I don’t know how to feel. Angry cos they’ve left me, sad cos they’re not here anymore. Worried cos I duno how I’ll be able to carry on, although happy cos I have you, your mum, Dawnie and Tare.

Buffy smiled.

“Speaking of Tare, where is she with your hot chocolate?”

“TARE!!”

Speed walking through the kitchen round to the living room, Tara balanced 3 cups of hot chocolate and plonked herself down next to her sister.

“Buff do me a favour? Get the marshmallows?”

Buffy grudgingly got up mumbling under her breath.

“I hate being the middle child….”

Tara was only one year older than Buffy and Willow; still she had responsibility over her two younger sisters. This also meant she could stay out later than them to hang out with Faith. And, of course have first choice on the TV.

“What do you wanna watch Will?”

Tara asked patiently, watching Willow think.

“Erm, what do you wanna watch?”

Tara grabbed the remote and settled properly just in time for Buffy to sit down next to Tara.

“Well, there’s a great film on now, with the guy that has that talking monkey.”

Willow’s face lit up.

“Ooh! And he has that funny shaped hat and the yellow boots!”

“Yeah! You’ve seen it?”

Willow smiled widely. She always thought Tara was great, beautiful even. Of course being only 16 she didn’t know how she felt exactly, Tara was always a role model to her; she did well academically and always had a smile on her face. But she couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to kiss her.

“I saw the first one, but not the second.”

Tara smiled knowingly. Willow just wanted to settle in for the night, hopefully with her. She always had a soft spot for Willow, someone that cute and adorable and smart all at the same time was amazing and hard to find. She liked Willow a lot. Everyone in her family knew she was gay, including their newest addition. All Tara wanted to do was to curl up with Willow, to look after her, to love her.

“Y’know guys, I’m so tired, erm Will you wanna go to bed?”

“Not right now thanks Buff, just need a little time to sort my head out but you go ahead.”

Buffy smiled and headed up stairs.

“Oh and Buff?”

“Yeah?”

“Thanks, for everything, I love you.”

“Love you too Will. Night.”

Tara and Willow were left downstairs by themselves, watching the monkey film. Both girls stole glances from one another, until Tara decided to break the silence.

“Are you ok Will?”

“I’m ok I suppose.”

“Well I’m here if you need to talk I hope you know.”

“I know. Thanks Tare.”

Willow attempted to take things a little further by snuggling up to Tara’s shoulder. Tara caught on and moved her arm around Willow, reassuring her.

Silence fell once more, this time a nice calm silence, before Willow decided to ask a question. She sat up and looked directly at Tara.

“Hey, can I ask you something?”

Tara at this point, sat up too.

“Sure, anything.”

“Ok. Well, how did you know you were y’know?”

“What Will?”

“Y’know, Lesbian?”

Tara sat up completely straight.

“Oh, well I kinda always had a crush on a girl and I never let on. The more I got to know her, more I discovered what I felt. It was exciting, but I knew she would never like me. But since then I realised I like girls.”

“Who do you fancy Tara?”

She blushed furiously.

“Oh, it d-doesn’t matter, it will never happen.”

Willow slouched again, feeling crushed. ‘I’ll never have her.’

“Well you never know Tare, she might just say yes, you’ll never know until you’ve tried.”

Willow continued to watch the TV while Tara fidgeted. Sitting up she said one more thing.

“Willow?”

“What?”

“It’s you.”

Great start. So Willow's parents are deceased? That's really sad, but hopefully everyone will help her through it. Also, it's nice that you've made Tara into a Summers, at least this way, she's had a happy family. Anyway, looking forward to more.



Yvonne

Yay! Niceness, and Tara with a nice family, and Willow and Tara just admitted that they liked each other...

Saying that up is down will not make up, down.



~Gene Burns

Oh my, this seems kinda....um....sorta....kinky?



Before you jump on me, let me explain....if Buffy and Willow are as close as they are on the show....and if Tara is the older sister....than.....wouldn't Tara be like an older sister to Willow too?



Its like thinking of Dawn and Buffy together....



Sorry, I don't mean to offend, but.....its just what comes to mind....Of course, the recent conversations in Kitten chat have not helped my gutter mind....



Its a good tale so far and I will read on if you continue.

ladydameon

----------------

Goddess of Violence

Hellowwwwww...



My compliments! this is a very good start! i love it already!

please ...when is the next update!? i wanna more!!!



Take Care,



Love: Jesse/Drumbly

"...I'm multi-talented, cause i can talk and piss you off at the same time... "

Hey peeps!



Thanks for the feedback i really apreciate it!



Yvonne- I know its sad.....but spirits will be lifting i promise! thanks for reading.



Tempest Duer- I'm glad you liked it! more coming shortly......



Ladydeamon- I see where you're coming from. I took a chance starting this fic this way, so i apologise! It will change, new perspective i promise!

Thanks for replying.



DCrumbly- helllllllooo there, i'm glad you liked, an update shortly.......



Wired xx

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 4/1/04 11:37 am

Part 3







Willow felt mixed emotions; logic surpassed her as she turned round to face Tara.

“You, l-like me?”

“Yes Will, I can’t help it, you’re amazing! I can’t stop the way I’m feeling, I’m sorry. I understand if you don’t want to speak to me, I’ll go to bed.”

Alarmed Willow stood up blocking Tara’s way.

“No! Tara, please! I-I like you too.”

Not sure of what she heard Tara sat down just in case.

“Really? Y-you do?”

“Yes! More than anything! You have no idea! I really want you Tara, it hurts not to.”

A huge smile spread over Tara’s face as she sat down next to Willow.

“What do we do now?”

The rather concerning frown that crept onto Tara’s face suddenly like a wave meant there was some kind of ‘but’.

Willow stood up slowly, and kneeled down in front of Tara, holding her hands.

“There’s a whole ‘house’ issue isn’t there?”

Tara looked up revealing big pools of sparkling tears, like an overflowing ocean of emotion.

“The thing is Willow, I don’t know how mom or Buffy will react to this, I mean, I don’t want to hurt you by saying we should wait, but it’s best if we do for the sake of harmony in the house.”

Willow nodded, understanding completely.

“But hey, I’ll be moving to a dorm type place with Faith, it’s a property thing, I’m not sure how but she inherited this amazing little apartment just ½ a mile from college. I’ll have my own space, you can come over, no-one has to stir any upsetting emotions y’know?”

Still speechless, Willow could only stare at the picture of her and Buffy that hung on the wall.

“Will? S-say something?”

“I-I can’t believe this, I agree, but i can’t wait, I feel so lost…..”

“I know, it came as a shock to all of us, but everyone is here for you, we wanna make it better, a bit more bearable, especially me.”

Willow sat back on the sofa, sitting on the edge, staring at the floor.

“Well the film’s over, erm, you wanna go to bed? We all have to get up early as you know-“

“I know, I just don’t think I can face a simple soulless stone that means nothing, it can’t console any of this pain…..”

Willow started crying once again, this time falling into her lap, hands over head, trying to pull herself together.

Tara didn’t know what to do, instincts took over as she swooped Willow into her arms, rocking back and forth like a baby, trying to make her feel safe, like she could depend on her.

“I think we should go to bed, but can you tell me one thing Tare?”

“Sure anything,”

“Tomorrow, will you hold my hand, look after me?”

Tara heart melted, she’d do anything for Willow, anything in the world. She lifted Willow’s head.

“Of course I will, no doubt, I’ll be there like I’ll always be.”

Slowly, Tara closed in to Willow’s eye level, staring deeply she approached cautiously, just in case Willow stopped her.

So wrapped up in each other’s company, they didn’t notice the voice from beyond the living room door.

“Girls, what are you up to? It’s 2 o’clock in the morning....”





Hope you likey...



Wired xxx

SORRY! SLIP OF THE FINGER!

DRUMBLY, DRUMBLY, DRUMBLY, DRUMBLY........

great update--little bit a cliffhanger though!!!!



Me like story, me like you! Thanks!



Marie

Comforting hug? I fell into her lips? Hey, it'd be worth a try Great update, I wonder how Mrs. Summers will react. Thanks.



Yvonne

Hey guys, i hope you're all feeling good, got another part for ya, i'll reply to you guys personally next time its just i have family over and as much as it is fun......(riiiiight) i thought i'd update!







part 4:





“Hey mom! What are you doing up so late it’s-“

“2 o’clock in the morning I know!”

Willow corrected her quietly,

“2:01 actually.”

Tara started to snigger when she found her mom standing right in front of her.

“You think it’s funny? I know you two probably can’t sleep right now, but you need to try, please, and be quiet because you’ll wake Dawn.”

With that she turned and walked slowly up the stairs as both girls were left struck by her words.

“Wake Dawn? She, she-“

“Heard everything! Oh my god, what do we do?”

Tara began pacing the room subconsciously.

“We erm- we….. I don’t know.”

“Tara, stop pacing up and down, you’re making me all nervous. I’ll talk to her tomorrow, after everything-“

She stood still.

“No! Too much for you as it is, plus it probably would be easier if I did, then I can take well, whatever she says, I hate ‘the talk’.”

Willow smiled at Tara’s protectiveness. She thought she knew every side of her; obviously she had more to find, in time.

“Well, I’ll make you a deal, whoever gets the chance regardless of the situation, that way it’s fair, ok?”

Tara finally sat down and sighed.

“Ok. This isn’t as important as sleeping though! We need sleep, especially you, ya look pooped!”

Willow laughed, “Did you just say pooped?”

“What moi? Nooo! It’s a ridiculous word! What is the point of it?”

Willow stood up pulling Tara with her.

“I dunno, you said it…..”

They continued to argue walking up the stairs, quietly.



The rain poured hard, like Willow’s tears a continuous flow. Tara stood besides her, holding her hand, keeping an eye on the tears, wiping them away just in time for hers to fall. Joyce held Buffy close to her, Dawn stayed with a work friend of Joyce’s from the gallery.

Words which held deep meaning to Willow were spoken by many people of which she guessed were work associates and friends. Strangely they made sense, in a work- related authority way.

‘Now is the time.’ Willow decided as she walked back to the car with Joyce.

“Erm, Joyce can I ask you something?”

“Yes Willow I heard everything, including the bit when you said I heard everything, which was quite amusing.”

“Oh, ok. Well can I ask what you’re going to do to me?”

Joyce pulled out the keys from her little black bag.

“Do to you? Why would I do something?”

The doors clicked, both women sat inside and Joyce put the key in the ignition.

“Well I’m assuming you’re not happy about this, I mean now that I’ve moved in its kinda weird.”

“Well Willow, what you haven’t seen for the past- god knows how long- Tara’s been watching you, just simply watching. I saw it, Buffy saw it, even Dawn said ‘mommy what’s wrong with Tara?’”

Willow sat there in awe.

“R-really?”

“Yes Willow. I have no problem, neither does anyone else, just please don’t be as ‘open’ as I’d like you to be around the house. Dawn’s at the age where everything is ‘icky’ and she has a fascination with prodding Buffy with a stick. That’s normal right?”

Willow tried to contain her giggles, letting them get the best of her.

“Joyce, Tara and I don’t want to act upon it yet, just knowing is far enough to go right now. Thank you for understanding. Oh and I used to play with boxes. For hours I used to sit in them, I don’t know why exactly…..”

Turning the key Joyce smiled as pulled out and hit the gas.

“Buffy and Tara said to tell me to tell you to meet them at the bronze at 7:30 sharp.”

“Why?”

“I have no idea, but whatever the reason they are preparing now….”

Willow stared at the trees moving fast along side her, ‘Buffy knows? .....’





ttfn, Wired xx

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 4/3/04 9:03 am

Hey guys!



Yvonne- I wish it was that simple.....oh well, we can dream!



Marie- Me like you too! thanks for reading!

Hey there!!



Hahaha .... it's ok sweetie, i understood that you meant DRUMBLY! and ghehe it's a silly name and yeah well haha



Thank you for the update, i really loved it.

Tho....Joyce is soooo cute i mean i love how she reacted about Willow and Tara and i REALLY love you for having Faith in this fic, i just think she's awesome....ghehe



Well i hope you will update soon again i can't wait to what Buffy and Tara are up to!



Take Care,



Love : Jesse/Drumbly

"...I'm multi-talented, cause i can talk and piss you off at the same time... "

very cool fic....i can't believe i've missed it tho...well i've read it now and it's great...keep with the writing



stac

Helloooooooo.....



Drumbly: Joyce is so great! and I really love the way Willow can interact with Joyce so comfortably as well, and well Faith is well..... that speaks for itself!



Aine: Thanks, i'll keep it goin! Glad you liked it!



Y'know, the other day i was thinking (which usually isn't good, cos i am insane. Muhaha)

Most people read these at work or in spare time after work, a very tired and de-stressing time. Lets make it more fun!!

Gimme your phrase for today!!

mine is: "do u like the panda-back bojangles of flange?!"

(Did i tell you i was insane?)



TTFN

Wired xx

Part 5?

(i lose track!)





Tara fidgeted nervously with the imaginable fluff on her blouse as she stared at the dance floor watching couples lead each other into each other’s arms.

She too wanted to do that. Buffy left for a moment to get the drinks in, just in time to see Willow sneak in through the Bronze’s doors.

‘Wow she looks good, maybe Faith had something to do with it…’ She let her mind wonder as she picked up 3 glasses of Coke and lemon and slowly took her time back to the table.

Tara drew her attention away from the floor as Willow came in, feeling a hand run its self down her back she slowly spoke, “Hey Will.”

“Hey Tare. You ok?”

Tara spun round to see Willow’s leather pants glisten and reflect against the disco ball on the ceiling. “Wow, you look amazing!”

Willow bowed her head shyly. “Yeah, Faith helped out, she said you would like it.”

“I do! Real sexy!”

Buffy sat down releasing 3 glasses on the table. “Damn ice, I can’t feel my hands, do they look slightly purple to you? Do you think I should do something?”

Willow laughed silently whilst turning from Buffy so she wouldn’t see.

“Buff your hands are fine you donut!” Tara couldn’t resist the donut remark; Buffy had done so many silly things in the past, not being the brightest crayon in the box.

Relaxing, and eventually stopping the laughter, Willow whispered in Tara’s ear, “You wanna dance?”

Without hesitation Tara pulled Willow to the dance floor as the most appropriate song came on, one of Tara’s favourites.

“I love this, so intimate…”

“Show me how much you love it?” Willow questioned as Tara smiled quirkily.



Slowly leading Willow to the centre of the dance floor, she stood behind her, and slowly ran her hands down Willow’s hips, round her thighs while she whispered the words into her ear.



You’re the only one for me

You’re the only one I need

Can’t nobody make me feel

They way you’re making me feel

And girl you know this love is real



Willow shuddered as the words reverberated through her system as she clung onto Tara’s neck, trying to keep upright.

“Tara, I never knew…..”

“Knew that I could move like this? I’m full of surprises tonight…..”

Tara then dipped around Willow moving in front of her and pulled Willow in tight, breasts touching, hot centres mildly rubbing enough for Willow to moan.



I wanna make you fall in love

Make you touch the stars above

Please me low and be my friend

I’ll come back and do it again



Tara began pressing up against Willow simultaneously kissing her neck, feeling Willow press harder back and running her hands through Tara’s hair.

And again, and again, and again



Buffy stared wide-eyed. She didn’t know whether to watch or look away. She tried up pick up her coke, missing her mouth completely making her lap wet and sticky.

“Looks like you wet yourself B!”

Faith grabbed a few tissues and handed them to Buffy.

“Faith look-“

She pulled her round to watch Willow and Tara.





Touch me tease me

Feel me and caress me

Hold on tight and don’t let go

Baby I’m about to explode

Cos all my love you can’t control



“Tare, I’m about to explode.” Willow stated matter-of-factly as moved slowly in time with Tara’s dips, watching Tara’s eyes stare right back into hers, suddenly it felt like the world had melted away, both couldn’t see Buffy and Faith staring at them wide-eyed.



I’ll spend the night with you

If you promise you will do

All the things that make me scream

And you know just what I mean

Cos tonight you taste like ice-cream



“You ok Will?”

Hazily Willow came out of her trance. “Yeah, I’m, I’m good. Better than good, I’m super.”

“You wanna sit down? You look very tired?”

“Oh I’m not tired….” Willow gave a cheeky grin and Tara caught on.

“Oh, then it would be ok if I did this….”

She moved in so both bodies were touching exactly in proportion and she slowly moved her hands up Willow’s shirt, stopping just before her breasts.

“Unhh, Tare, I-“

“I know Will, just dance with me….”



I wanna make you fall in love

Make you touch the stars above

Please me low and be my friend

I’ll come back and do it again

And again, and again, and again



Touch me tease me

Feel me and caress me

Hold on tight and don’t let go

Baby I’m about to explode

Cos all my love you can’t control





“Hey B, do you reckon they know they’re y’know-“

“Practically making out on the dancefloor? I don’t think they care.”

Faith sat down. “So…..Where’s your latest squeeze?”

“Huh? Oh, I don’t have one.”

Faith’s face lit a smile.

“Well, you wanna dance?”

Buffy turned from watching the dance floor and faced Faith nervously.

“Erm, how about we get Tara’s next bit of surprise ready?”

Faith’s smile fell.

“Ok B, what is it?”

They walked out of the Bronze leaving both Willow and Tara on the floor oblivious to what was happening around them.



With a perfect touch you know you tease me

The way you move that booty gonna please me

When you rub my body you know its getting freaky

With a perfect touch you know you tease me

The way you move that booty gonna please me

When you rub my body you know its getting freaky



“Ok Tare, I’m gonna collapse with an orgasm or something.”

“Oh! ok, lets sit you down. I’m sorry, I just-“

“I know. Trust me if my legs permitted me to stay out there I so would!”

Tara smiled her trademark lopsided smile as she handed Willow a drink.

“Listen, you wanna check out the rest of the surprise?”

“Sure, just give me a minute. Ok, think Will, Gooey demon, gooey demon….”

Tara pulled Willow up off her chair and took her hand

“Keep at it Will, you’re looking less flustered.”

“Ugh, snotty demon, gooey oozy demon….”



After 20 minutes of walking they reached a small building, 5 storeys high and large glass windows.

“Wow, it looks so posh!”

“I know, let’s go up.”

They stepped into a elevator and Willow slowly moved her right hand up Tara’s ass and onto her hip, pulling her close.

Tara moaned as she allowed herself to fall into Willow’s arms, as they both lent in slowly for a kiss when-

“Ding!”

“Ugh, we’re here!”

“Yay!! Where are we?”

Willow questioned as she moved out and came face to face with a door number ‘115’.

“Will this is where I’m moving into, me and Faith both.”

Tara slowly opened the door to a radiant glowing living room.

“Wow, Tare this is so……”

“Posh?”



TBC ......

WOW

that was just tooo hot for words......mmmmm--is it getting hot in here??



Great update!! sorry I can't write more, I'm having trouble cooling down right now. Thanks!! Marie

Uhm... don't know what to say. Words are all gone. Just this was REALLY HOT!!!

I like your story. And please, don't let us wait too long for the next update.



Wicca

"I am you know" - "What?" - "Yours."

Marie: First things first; SIT DOWN!! lol, i'm glad u liked it so much, i got another part for ya!



Wicca: Say no more, i hope you have water near by, or maybe a running cold shower??





Anyway....heres the next part!



Part 6:





“Surprise guys!”

Faith and Buffy walked out of the bedroom in unison.

“Wow guys, I am impressed, this is just how I wanted it to be, thank you!”

Tara couldn’t thank them enough as she ushered them into the living room.

“Anytime, its what we are here for!”

Buffy chanted as she grabbed Faith’s hand and got up. She saw Faith’s heart visibly skip a bit as she took in a sharp breath, letting it out just as fast.

“C’mon Faith, lets leave them to get to know the apartment better.”

“But B, I wanna be around when-“

Faith! Come on! We have to make a bed at my house for you.”

“Ok. Cya guys.”

“Bye bye” Both Women sung in chorus as they both sat down.

“Well….this is amazing Tare, what inspired you to do this, its so….wow…..”

“You inspired me Will, always have always will.”

Willow looked into Tara’s eyes and saw her reflection, a big smile, a heart and soul that needed her Tara.

“Oh and you know I was talking about joining a Wicca group at UCS?”

Willow nodded.

“Well I found out that you can come along to the after classes on Wednesdays if you want? And I decided to stock up some ingredients for spells and stuff….”

“Yeah that sounds great! I also did some research-“

She pulled out a book with a leather cover reading ‘Incantations for the beginning’.

“What’s that Willow?”

“Erm, it’s a spell books mostly full of incantations, some of it history, it’s pretty interesting to read as well as work from, I’m guessing.”

She handed the book over to Tara, feeling skin touch she felt the sparks zap fiercely.

“Hmm. How bout this one?”

Willow scanned over the spell, checking off everything as if she had the ingredients, carefully reading over the last sentence, ‘does she really want to do that?!’.

“I have them all, except my anchor, which is where you come in. All you have to do is hold my h-hands and h-hold me so I don’t slip away. Is that ok?”

Willow didn’t know whether to agree or be excited.

“O-ok, erm, how do we set up?”

Tara could hear the nervousness in Willow’s voice. She decided to ease nerves by asking her to set up.

Cautiously Willow agreed, she could feel the arousal building as she corrected the position of the bowl and the 10 candles surrounding it in a triangular shape.

Tara sat in the middle of the triangle and positioned Willow behind her, kneeling as if to hold her up.

“Ok, when I say, light each candle in turn and when you get to the last one, say these words.”

Tara handed Willow a small piece of paper with a few words written in purple on it.

“Ok Tare, say when you’re ready.”

After a few seconds of silence, Tara whispered softly into Willow’s ear, “Ready when you are Will.”

Sending shivers down Willow’s spine she lit the first candle. Tara spoke the first line of her spell. “Mother earth I ask you to nurture me and protect me.” Her breathing got slightly faster, she signalled Willow to light the next candle.

“Grant me the confidence to use the strengths I have.”

She was visibly breathing hard, much to Willow’s arousal as it heightened greatly. Tara signalled Willow to light another candle, then another, then another. Willow at this point began to sweat; she removed her sweater and threw it onto Tara’s bed. She began running her long finger nails down Tara’s back sending shivers visibly through her. The breathing was getting harsher.

Tara still carried on, muttering the next line, “Mother earth, help me to be the person I know I am”. Willow lit another 3 candles in this time, slowly breathing on Tara’s neck, heightening arousal even more, as she brought her hands up to her hair and pulled out her ponytail, swishing her hair around, panting hard.

Willow lit the last candles and slowly ran her hands down Tara’s side, not sure if she should be doing this, but no sign of Tara stopping, she carried on, feeling very hot and panting as fast as Tara. She slowly read out the last line.

“Lead my love to me, and harm it none, so be it.”

Slowly out of the bowl, a small ball of pink light bounced around in mid-air, suddenly flying off to find itself merging around Willow’s shoulders. Willow didn’t know what to do, should she question Tara or carry on?

Tara ,oblivious to Willow’s expression, she slowly reached for Willow’s hands and put them on her hips, pushing them from top to bottom, and closed her eyes, “Willow, be my anchor….”

Willow grinned, this was too good to be true, ignoring the ball of light, she used a spell on the other page to turn the lights off, and pulled Tara around in the pitch black. Tara could feel Willow’s breath against her neck, making the first move, she commanded Willow,

“Kiss me.”

Willow didn’t hesitate; she slowly placed her lips on Tara’s neck, lightly licking in between kisses. Tara laid back urging Willow to follow. Slowly she took her top off and pants, along with her underwear until she was completely naked and vulnerable in between the sheets. Willow wasn’t sure what was going on, but she felt she could trust Tara; after all, she was the “anchor.” Suddenly her hand was picked up, along with her other hand, as Tara slowly pulled Willow’s top over her head, then pulling off of her skirt. Removing every item of clothing between them, Willow had no idea about Tara, how naked, how wet she was, laying next to her, aching to be touched.

Tara picked Willow’s hand up, and spoke softly, “Are you ok Will?”

Willow tried her hardest to speak without sounding too hoarse, “I’m, great Tare thanks, just thinking.”

“Bout what?”

“Bout how much I want you, how much I would like to have you tonight. I shouldn’t but you know me and my imagination, I can’t help it, should get a lock for my thoughts, huh thought lock, sounds funny……”

“Well, if we weren’t meant to be together tonight, I’m sure there would have been a sign already”.

“That’s true. But right now, I know where I am and what I want.”

“What’s that?” Tara asked sounding kind of amused at Willow’s tone of voice.

“I want you, Tara, I really do, so much, it hurts, to be laying here-” Tara interrupted as she took hold of Willow’s hand and guided it over her own breast, taking one of Willow’s fingers and circling her own nipple.

Feeling it harden, it was hard for Willow to keep talking. “A-and I know that you’re naked too, which is-is good! And that means I can-“

“Will?”

“Yeah?”

“Just touch me.”

With that, Willow moved in so that both women’s nipples were touching slightly, agonising Willow’s hunger, making Tara moan slowly. Willow decided to take charge and slowly moved under the covers, intriguing Tara, as the bump in the cover moved slowly down the bottom of the bed. Tara felt a pair of hands slide up her sides, along with some silky hair tickling her stomach as Willow’s tongue slowly moved along, making Tara moan out loud.

Soon they found themselves staring in each others eyes, although hardly visible in the dark. Tara pulled back a strand of Willow’s hair as she laid on Tara slowly, penetrating hard, making Tara buck her hips and screaming rather loudly. They could both feel each other’s wetness merging as Tara opened her self up, doing the same to Willow. With clits touching, the fire in Willow’s eyes was visible, so hungry, so dominant lying on top, she swooped down at Tara’s lips, kissing her passionately, tongues exploring vastly not wanting to stop. Willow began to rock herself against Tara, forcing Tara to grab Willow’s ass and push her down in time with herself. She swung her legs around her and arched her back so that their nipples were touching hard this time. Willow knew Tara was near, so she decided to create her own game. She propped herself up away from Tara and stared into her eyes, Tara whined.

“Hey! No fair!”

“Well, I wanna take this through the night, make you sweat Tare, I wanna make you scream my name”.

“I will! I want to, so much, Will please!”

“You’ll just make it worse for yourself!”

Tara gave up; she laid back lazily with her arms above her head.

“Fine. I’ll just lay here, all hot and sweaty, very wet and available. But it’s ok, I can just fantasise what I could be doing.”

Willow was never good at resisting a challenge; Buffy piled it on when in research mode after all.

“Well, tell me what you’re thinking, I’ll see if I can match up to your desires.”

Tara smiled a sexy lopsided smile just visible through the moonlight that seeped through the curtains barely highlighting the room.

“Well, firstly, I see you on top of me playing softly with my breasts,”

Willow acted out every action as Tara spoke. She slowly licked and flicked the nubs with her tongue, making Tara moan hoarsely.

“Then, I do this-“

Her hand moved slowly towards Willow’s curls, making her tremble.

“You see, it urges you touch me more, so I tease back, part of my evil scheme.”

Willow looked up. “You have an evil scheme?”

Tara carried on circling Willow’s clit.

“Unh, ok, evil, I see now…..”

Tara carried on. “Then I see you doing something that makes me scream, I don’t know what it is, it’s under the covers, a surprise maybe?”

Willow latched onto an idea and disappeared underneath the covers. Tara’s expression changed from curious to waves of pleasure, as she held onto the bedpost and arched her back highly.

“Unh, Will! That’s so good! What are you doing?!”

“That would be telling…”

Willow’s voice trailed off as she grabbed Tara’s hand and placed it on her own curls.

“Mmmmm, I wanna cum together.”

Willow’s request made Tara’s hand dive down under the covers, as Willow started going faster at was she was doing on top of Tara.

With equal explosions, both Women hung onto the bed for dear life as they screamed in unison each others names, causing a magical eruption of the pink ball from earlier, making it glow up the surrounding atmosphere, true love shone throughout the night, yet neither noticed what was happening, only that they were together.





I hope it all checks out ok, i never had a chance to go through it with a fine comb or anything!



wired xx

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 4/21/04 8:08 am

Very nice and sweet and sexy. Please write more soon.

Very, very nice! Extremely hot!

I can feel the love in the air!!

So nice that they can just express their love freely, and alone! G great update!



Thanks -Marie

Hey Dudes / dudettes,



Sorry i haven't updated for some time, my laptop decided it didn't like me and ate half of my files, but its all good now!

Anyway, update soon i promise!



Wired xx

OK so i couldn't wait longer than 15 minutes!

I'm so glad i retrieved this bit!

Hope it fits in ok....



Part 6



The rain poured continuously throughout the night, waves of thunder and lightning tore through the sky, waking Willow up 5:45 in the morning.

“Holy crap!”

Tara began to stir. “Mmm….what’s wrong Will?” She asked lazily, trying not to wake up completely.

“Um, well I don’t know how to put this but I’m scared of the thunder.”

Tara poked her head up and slowly opened her eyes. She looked into Willow’s and softly pulled her into the sheets.

The thunder struck again, Willow sat upright clinging onto the covers.

“Will, lie down, come here, I’ll keep you safe.”

“Y-You will?”       

Tara smiled as she yawned and said “Of course dummy! Lie down.’

Willow slowly laid down, just as the thunder sounded again. Hearing this she hid under the covers, her knees visibly shaking.

“Oh sweetie, you’re shaking! Let me hold you, you don’t have to be scared.”

Slowly the redhead rose, burying her head into Tara’s shoulder.

“See? Not so bad!”

“Sorry Tare, I just hate it because-“

“You think you’re going to get struck because Thor is angry, I know honey.”

Willow sat up slightly, now squeezing Tara’s hand.

“You remember huh?”

“Yep. Every day for two weeks you came up to tell me about the Greek mythology you had just learned.”

“Yes, darn proud of it too.”

Hearing the thunder distance itself away from them, Willow relaxed a little, and curled straight back up to Tara.

“So when do you start your new classes?” Willow questioned more than enthusiastically.

“Tomorrow, erm psyche first, then geopolitics, I didn’t want that one, but I need it apparently. Let’s see, it’s now 6:00am, do you feel like sleeping in?”

The redhead shook her head furiously as she bounded out of the bed naked, in order to find her clothes.

“Wow…”

Willow turned sharply.

“What Tare?”

“You’re s-so beautiful….”

Willow glowed red, yet still jumping around to find her socks.

“Tare can I borrow some socks?”

“Sure sweetie, top draw on your left.”

Willow poked around, carefully pretending not to look at all of Tara’s underwear.

“Red one’s ok?”

“Sure.”

“I wonder if Buff-“

The phone started to ring in Tara’s jacket pocket. Not sure whether to answer she opened the top part which read ‘Call from Buffy’

“Oh it’s Buff, better answer it.”

“Hey Buff…..

-        Right now?

-        Ok, with Willow?

-        Oh My God! That’s big!

-        Ok, be right over.”



Willow looked up at the mere mention of her name.

“Everything ok?”

She could see the tears welling up in Tara’s eyes.

“Sweetie, speak to me.”

“M-my mom, she won the best worker at the gallery yesterday, we’re all going to London!”

Willow stood there dumbfounded.

“So happy tears then?”..........





Short and Sweet i believe?

Keep the feedback acommin'!



TTFN Wired xxxx

Good update babe! So when do we get more? Ok ok I;m greedy...but u know I love me lil fics!

Tara comforting Willow during the thunder was so sweet. Very good update, can't wait for the next part.



Yvonne

Heys guys! sorry its been soooo long!



Vizier- I'm glad you like it! I'm writing now, and have another part!



Marie- Isn't their love just the best?! More comin' soon...



Sheba- Yay! Go you with your fics! i dedicate this ickle part to you! lol



Yvonne-Here's the next part!



Part 7:







The alarm went off vibrating all the way through the night stand. Continuously humming, until Willow couldn't take it anymore. She stopped walking and grabbing the clock she threw it against the bed's back board until it dimmed down, until a slow whining could be heard. Tara shot Willow a shocked look.

"What? you didn't like that alarm clock from the first day i bought it!"

Willow continued to pace the room.

"Are you ok honey? you seem really distant, don't you want to come to London?"

Seeing the sudden pained look on Tara's face, she took her hand.

"Tare, of course i want to go, it's just, i've been there before, and i didn't really intend on going back."

Tara's face went back to pained with a slight tinge of confusion.

"W-what do you mean? you didn't like it?"

"Oh, London is a nice place, at first, then you realise people there are just back stabbers, meanies, big ones!"

Tara stood up suddenly, and started panicking.

"I-I thought they were warm and Gentle, like other Giles'! So they're mean?? I-I don't think i want to go now-."

Somewhat bewildered, Willow started to flap her arms around in a bid to calm her lover.

"No! the British are nice people! goddess i'm sorry, i just had a bit of bad luck. The people are great i promise."

Feeling dazed and confused, Tara sat on the bed where Willow once was.

"So who's the back stabber? It isn't Giles is it? oh no, i thought he was a good guy..."

Willow was visibly shocked from the way she hung onto the bed, trying not to slip over the edge.

"I've never seen you this pannicked before, you babble like me!"

Tara obviously didn't hear as she continued to ramble to herself.

"Tara? baby? TARA!!"

"Yeah?"

She stood up again, as Tara sat down.

"Ok first if all, Giles is a good guy, secondly, the British are great, and thirdly i'll tell you, its just, please don't freak out ok?"

Willow sat down, this time Tara stayed.

"O-ok."

"Right. Because when i stayed over there for those two months, do you remember? you had to feed my fish." Tara nodded politely.

"Well while i was over there i met someone, a girl. Her name was Georgia. We were the same age, and i stayed a few doors away with my Auntie. I don't want to go back because, even though it was only two months, we had built something, and she cheated, with another girl. I know your mom knows my auntie well, and we will probably be staying with her."

Tara didn't know where to hide her tears, she fumbled with her fingers and continued to stare at the bedspread.

"Tara, baby please, don't cry, i don't want to see her again, simply because i know she'll try to split us up. She's manipulative, and evil, and i don't want her to hurt you, not like she had hurt me, that much pain isn't worth it."

Tara started to cry harder, but this time staring into Willow's eyes.

"D-did you l-love her?"

Willow held Tara's face softly, stroking under her chin with her thumb.

"Baby, regardless of what i felt for her, i-i love you, Tara, i really do."

Taras tears stopped for a second.

"Really? thats good cos I love you too sweetie."

Willow took the opportunity to hold Tara soflty, wrapping her arms round her, letting them gather her.

"I'm never gonna let you go, beautiful. I love you so damn much it hurts to see you cry. I don't ever want to hurt you, you mean everything, from the first day i met you 5 years ago, to this moment, i have only ever loved you more each day, each night, every time you look at me with your glowing eyes, and your smile, and when i see you i always have the urge to shout out your name, let everyone know you're coming this way. You'll never know what you mean to me, no-one can break this love, it's too strong."

Letting out a small smile, Tara softly whispered, "That's the first time we ever said we loved each other."

Willow managed a small smile. "I know. I mean it so much, i love you, you are my everything Tare."

Wiping her tears, the blonde got up off of the bed and moved over to the bathroom where she splashed her face with cold water.

"C'mon Will, Buffy wanted to see us like an hour ago or something, we should go."

"Ok, but promise me you won't let this affect you, it's not worth it, we will have a great time, ok?"

Tara nodded with slight hesitation, unseen by Willow.

"Ok sweetie, lets go......."



Reaching the Summer's house, Tara pulled out her door keys and slowly turned them through the lock. She didn't know why she was being so careful, yet she continued with caution.

Opening the door, before her stood Faith and Buffy, both looking strangely suspicious, yet very worked up.

"Hey. You ok guys? you look like you've just trained Faith, and well Buffy, i don't know what you are."

Willow sat down also carefully observing their body language.

"Yeah, yeah we're fine, just had a little spar, nothing big, s'ok."

Tara nodded humourously. Buffy carried on.

"So, you guys ok about the whole London thing? We will be leaving around 6:00am on Thursday-"

"Thursday??" Willow jumped out of her seat. "Thats in 3 days time!"

"I know, which is why i asked if it was ok with you guys."

Tara pulled Willow back into her chair. "I-it's ok Buffy, we just didn't know, you didn't tell us."

Mentally slapping herself, Buffy blushed. "Oh yea! shit, sorry! Faith why didn't you remind me?"

The slayer looked up. "Hey, don't put this on me B, it's not my fault, we were fu-talking, and i completely forgot."

Tara caught onto Faith's slip, her eyes popped out on their stalks.

"Buffy, can i talk to you for a minute?"

"Erm, sure Tare, be right back guys."

Tara casually pulled Buffy into the kitchen, closing the door abruptly and standing over Buffy slightly.

"You fucked Faith?"

Buffy tried to avoid eye contact as she searched for a chair to sit on.

"In my bed?"

"No! never, i-in Willow's. Don't tell her please, she'll kill me."

Tara couldn't believe her ears, she also searched for a chair.

"You mean while me and Will were together, you we're getting it on with my best friend?"

Buffy stood up, obviously angry.

"You mean like you did mine? You think it's different, between you and Willow?"

Tara sunk low in her chair, bowing her head.

"Exactly, i like her Tare, i really do, it was both our decisions, you can't stop it."

"I know Buff, it's just, you never told me anything, i told you how i felt about Willow, why didn't you?"

Still trying to avoid this mess, Buffy headed for the fridge, and pulled out a carton of milk, poured a glass and drunk it.

"Tare, I didn't know how i felt, i didn't know i even liked girls, please don't have a go at me, you don't know how i felt, i didn't even know."

From beyond the door, Willow and Faith decided to enter the kitchen, just hearing every word that was said.

"Your mom's coming down from her room, try and get along for now, we can all talk about this later, ok?"

Willow reasoned, Buffy and Tara excepted.

Joyce entered the room to be greeted by four big smiles.

"Ok, what's happened? and why are Willow and Tara over here so early in the morning?"

Tara stepped forward to answer the question. "We are here because Buffy rung us to tell us about your prize trip to London, only she didn't tell us it was this Thursday?"

Looking rather confused, Joyce asked, "Is that a problem?"

WIllow this time stepped forward. "Well kinda, cos we have no 'holiday' clothes, and Tara has new classes at her new college, and do you know where we are staying?"

Joyce smiled. "You have enough clothes, all four of you, oh and Faith's coming by the way, Tara. And i spoke to your new professers and they said they could catch you up afterwards. And Willow honey, we are staying at your Aunties, that ok?"

Willow didn't know what to say, she looked at Tara who looked as if she was going to burst into tears, Buffy also shot Willow a worried look."

"Will, can i see you outside for a moment?" Buffy asked hurriedly.

"Sure."

"Did you tell Tara about Georgia? What are you going to do?"

Willow paced up and down the driveway.

"Yeah i told her, and there's nothing i can do, but see what happens. But there is no way i'm letting her get to Tara, i won't let her. I love her Buffy."

"Well Will, i trust you, i know you won't hurt Tara. It's just, what if she tells Tara about what happened after you two broke up?"..........

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 5/20/04 3:11 am

I'm sensing a lot of drama within the next few parts. Great update, can't wait to see what happens. Thanks.



Yvonne

After they broke up? What happened after they broke up?!

I gotta know! i just gotta know! what happened?!



*calms down from her fanfic high*



*embrassed* ehem..sorry its just a REALLY good story. lol.

Can't wait to read more. Keep up the good work.





awesome fic.

Edited by: cutie pie at: 5/21/04 2:35 pm

What an amazing fic.... I just got done reading this fic and I must say that I like it!!! But, need more... need more soon. Great job, keep it coming. =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'

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