Title: The Pleasure/Pain Theory



Disclaimer: The Buffy characters are not mine, however i will toy with them, eat your heart out JW......



Summary: Willow and Tara are not together yet, but how they come together is wacky! Alternate personas, alternate worlds....eventual naughty smuty goodness!!!



Feedback:Yes please! I appreciate all feedback!



Rating: For now let's say PG13.....

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Chapter 1 :



She had seen this happen a million times, and with every time, came another bullet from the middle of nowhere, straight through her heart and always left a gaping hole. But this time there wasn't; it was a crater, a giant sweltering chunk of herself,it packed up and left her. So many times she wanted to tell her that she had the most amazing smile, and the deepest eyes in the universe, and even that she had pretty hair, cos hair can be pretty, especially hers, it was the best. With all these abandoned sentences seeking refuge in her mind, what was a girl to do? She couldn't bare it. So many years they spent skipping around each other, flirting, but not? She didn't know, she wasn't sure she cared, all that mattered was right now, this moment in time, where the light left the room and the TV failed to make her smile. Even her single red rose given to her by her beloved seemed to be weeping, falling and dying. Everything reminded her of failure. She really couldn't bare it now. She could go to see friends, but that would mean seeing her. Her.....even a name was too much to say these days. But there was a chance that she wouldn't be around, in fact the biggest chance ever, seeing she would be with that, that thing she calls Jasmine. Was that good or bad? She could go another day without seeing her pain reflected absently through their eyes, together, kissing, hugging, whispering, being 'together' and such...she didn't want to think about 'such', that was emotional suicide right there. Maybe that would be for the best....hmmmm...no wait. What a thought, a selfish and stupid thought. She'd never get to smile at her beloved ever again, never get to link arms with her, or brush her hair, listen to her sing and watch her dance, even see her eat and drink the way she does. So she decided, ring ahead first, see if she was around, call Buffy and arrange for a meet up at the Bronze, and hopefully Anya would be there, she liked Anya, she was always so busy these days though, she reason they grew so far apart, from best friends to just people. People in the same room, watching the same thing, eating the same food, man...she had to patch it all up with Anya, and soon. Knocking her latest thoughts aside, she picked up the phone, and called the slayer.



-Hey it's me....

-I'm fine, you?

-Aww really? well i was wondering if ya wanted to meet up at the Bronze?

-Yeah! grab Anya, i need to to talk to her anyway....oh....

-I mean yeah, sure Willow, and J-Jasmine?

-Oh, when did they get there?

-Okay Buffy, s-see you soon.



She was there. Was this a good idea, to have to watch the redhead smile and not be able to say to she made her happy? Oh god....well at least Anya would be there, she needed her best friend, if she could call her that anymore, she needed her most today, of all days, almost two years since she fell in love with a certain woman, with Willow.....it was going to be interesting, very interesting......





She made her way into the club, feeling the heat radiate off of the dance floor, she didn't dare look over, for she knew who dominated the dance floor, the way Willow moved, so slick yet fast, if you concentrated on her hands you would never seen how fast her feet moved, let alone how fast the sweat poured from her forehead to..to-Jasmine. Ugh, there she is, with her small white tee on, and her 3/4 length pants and hot, she had been dancing. So where was Willow?



"Hey! over here! Buffy! Tara!"

Both women turned their heads in unison to see Xander occupying- or trying to- five seats by spreading his jacket and limbs over the padding.

"Hey Xander, thanks for saving our seats, looks real packed here tonight."

Xander let go of three chairs as he saw Anya descend into the club as she straightened her clothing.

"No problemo m'ladies! hey, what's up with Anya?"

They turned round to see a grouchy ex-vengeance demon coming toward them.

"Oh, well someone decided to bring a stake with them, y'know just in case my slayer abilities suddenly evaporated, and she wanted to feel safe...oh how i missed Anya."

Tara glared at Buffy. Sometimes she didn't quite understand the slayer, sometimes she welcomed Anya with the biggest grin, the next she disliked the way she 'wore her hair' or something. Meh, a jealously issue maybe?

"I don't appreciate the big guys around here, they look so distinguished in their leather jackets, but when they search, they get all perverted, i mean, why did they ask to see my bra anyway? these puppies are real, not ticking time bombs..."

Tara managed to stifle a giggle before pulling out a chair for her friend.

"So....where's Willow and Jazz? they were going to let me dance with them, and i really wanted to be caught in a lesbian sandwich, no offense Tara, but they are both hot!"

Yep, Good old Anya, always knew the right words to say.

"I think they were d-dancing, but i only saw Jasmine, so i don't really know i suppose...."

The dance floor began to lose its capacity as the band died down for an interval.

"So....drinks, who will have what and what will have who?"

All three women said G&T and Buffy went to the bar with Xander, leaving Tara and Anya by themselves.



"So hows the workplace Ahn? Everyone keeping bunnies at bay and what not?"

Anya nodded and cleared her throat.

"Yes! Everyone has successfully kept the bunny run-ins at a minimum, which is hard, seeing as we've just branched out to six other states, i never knew so many people loved naughty lingerie, i mean, the furry stuff especially....."

Tara nodded as if she was hearing a normal, everyday description of a workday.

"And the money?"

"Oh it's great! thanks!" Anya said in all sincerity, she really did love money, it was her addiction, it kept her going.

Both women fell silent now, watching everyone start to fill up the dance floor again.

"And how are you Tara? still lesbian?"

Tara blushed furiously but managed to keep eye contact.

"Y-yes Ahn, only on weekends..." She winked and Anya started to laugh, any lesbian reference and Anya was off on a giddy high.

"And Uni is good? and you still love Willow?"

Tara stopped blushing instantly. She turned from a beetroot to chalk.

"What? Anya i'm not in Lo-"

"Tara, sweetie, if there's one thing i've learned about you, its that you always drift off in your own little world whenever Willow is around, your eyes tell me everything. I am your best friend remember, i should know, i also know when you're thinking about sex, because your ears go red and you-"

"Okay! got it Ahn, no more please! Wow....you couldn't have told me that you knew? i wanted to talk to you, but Jasmine is-is here- Hey!"

Tara forced a smile onto herself as she greeted the woman across the table.

"Hey Tara, Anya..."

"Hello Jasmine. How are you today? still loving Willow?"

Jasmine forced a 'wtf' question to the back of her mind knowing how literal Anya was.

"Yes, more and more each day in fact."

Anya smiled. "How sweet" She said through gritted teeth.

Slowly ascending from behind Jazz, was Willow, parched and sweating furiously.

"Hey hey! has anyone got drinks? i need a drink, cos i can't feel my throat and that means i need a nice cold beverage, wow i'm not shutting up, someone stop me.."

Jasmine turned round at Willow and smiled, wiping off a bead of sweat she kissed her fully, stopping Willow from speaking. Tara sat back and watched it all unfold in front of her, when she felt Anya's hand stroke her own, it was nice knowing someone saw the pain and also understood.

"Hey i'm gonna go grab a couple drinks, Willow the usual?"

"Yeah thanks Jazz."

With that the tall fair haired left for the bar, blowing Willow the smallest of kisses.

"So how are you guys? having fun? you gonna dance?"

Tara smiled sadly, she loved this particular part of Willow, the way she babbled incoherently, to herself most times, but it was Tara's turn to stop Willow this time.

"Um, i don't really feel much like getting my groove on so to speak, i'm feeling a bit icky, but I'm sure Anya wi-"

"Will be sitting here and talking to you because hey look people are dancing really fast now, which means Willow is going to dance now right?"

Willow nodded. "Yup, sure thing, only i need a drink first, keep the energy aflowin'!"

Willow smiled a beam at Tara who in return blushed and flashed her lopsided grin, swearing she saw Willow grip the table as she did so.

"Hey peeps, i'm back with liquid goodness of the alcohol kind, oh Wills, you're back from doing the dancing thing, aww i have no drink here for ya..." Xander frowned.

"Don't worry, Jazz is ordering in, but for now, Tara can have a lil sip of yours?

Tara gladly handed over her drink, watching Willow swallow at least half.

"Oh darn it! I'm sorry Tare, when Jazz brings back mine, tell her i said you can have it!"

Tara's grin turned into a bashful giggle, oh how she loved this petite redhead.Willow trotted off back to the dance floor looking back at Tara once more before walking to the beat the finding a gap in the middle of the gathering.

"Um, i'm gonna head back now guys, i'm feeling a bit light headed, i'll call you in the morning Buffy?"

"Make sure you do! It doesn't matter how much Taekwondo i've taught you, i still worry Tare, now go, sleep, talk to you soon."

"I'm coming with you."

Tara looked at Anya; There was something different about her, it wasn't just her new hair colour either, she seemed more, in tune? socially inept without sounding negative, and it was great, she liked the more mature Anya, she was more caring and considerate.

"Okay Ahn, by Guys." Tara got up and Anya followed. They both got to the Bronze exit when Tara felt a tap on her shoulder.

"Hey, Tara, are you okay? feeling ill? want me to come with?"

The blonde admired Willow's caring nature, not as much as her smile, or her eyes, or her very pretty hair...

"It's okay Will, Anya is-gone. Anya' gone. Where did she go?! did you see her go?" The redhead looked equally puzzled, she also didn't see the ex demon go.

"Oh, well you definitely can't go home by yourself now, are you sure you don't want me to come with?"

"How about Jazz?" Tara asked, hoping not to mention that name too often, yet it was the only topic around Willow for the past few months, kind of ironic really.

"I told her i was coming to check on you silly! it's okay, she's dancing with Xander!"

Both giggled; Xander dancing was like watching a headless chicken trying to run around a poultry section in a supermarket.

"If you w-want, i don't mind."

"Okay good, lets go, back your dorm i assume?"

Tara smiled and nodded.

"Great! lets go."

Willow looped her arms with Tara's and they both started off down the road.





Walking at a very slow pace and engrossed in deep conversation, Willow and Tara carried on along the road, each clutching a small stake close to their chests. The moon appeared full this evening, lolling out the soothing hoot of an owl, chilling Willow to the bone.

"I mean, Owls are nice, but what do they really do? to know they can see in the dark it's kinda nerving, imagine the sites..."

"Yes, all those lil mice, shock horror..."

Willow smiled and subconsciously stroked Tara's arm. The blonde let herself fall into a comfortable place; it was wrong, but she wanted Willow so much.

"So, Tare, have you been, uh, seeing anyone lately?" Willow didn't know why she asked, but felt compelled to ask.

"Oh, um no, no i haven't, why?"

The redhead fluttered her hands around. "I was just asking, sorry, i shouldn't have, not my business, but you know me, mouth doesn't like my brain, and well i should read a manual, get it connected-"

"Willow-manual. Do they make those?"

Willow shook her head and sighed. "Sure don't, but i'll ask Jazz, i'm sure she can fix it, not that she has a special power-i mean through all the training she's had in her psyche class, she should be able to get my brain to agree with my mouth- you should stop me when i do this, cos i really don't know what i'm talking about now."

"Willow-tangents. Chapter 1 of the Willow-manual."

The redhead raised her eyebrow. "You wrote a Willow-manual?"

Tara pulled her arm out of the loop, causing Willow to feel slightly hurt.

"Um, no, i just know you, well, quite well in fact, i don't think i need a book, at least i hope i don't." She started to blush as Willow lowered her head and looked up, giving a piercing sexy look.

"Well in that case maybe you should tea-" Her words were cut by Tara's hand clasped over her mouth.

"Sshh, i hear something, rustling, fast rustling, m-maybe we should walk faster, or head back to the Bronze, get Buffy?"

Willow pulled Tara's hand away from her mouth and held it tight. "S'okay Tare, just carry on walking, if it comes out, we'll be ready." She tried to smile, although now she was worried, Tara could see this; she really didn't have to make a Willow-manual, she could already read what she needed to.

They carried on walking, a little faster this time, but the chatter was still light.

"So uhm, how are you and Jazz?" The blonde didn't wanna ask, yet she wanted to find out, a part of her told her not to, but if there was something lurking in the bushes, she figured she'd take a chance.

"Um..we're okay, i suppose, but to be honest i'm starting to feel , how do i put this without sounding mean....bored? It's not that i don't love her, cos i do," Tara frowned, every time she heard those words spoken by her beloved about any other person but her, the daggers cut deeper in her fragile heart.

"But i don't think i'm in love with her anymore. I don't wanna hurt her, these past months have been fun, she just hasn't got what i need, not the kind of love i want, she's too...perky! its stupid, but i need a gal who is more laid back and comfortable with herself, and she's not."

Inside Tara smiled, on the outside she looked sympathetic, a 'my-heart-is-in-flip-mode' type sympathy.

"Well Will, you can't go on lying to yourself, you'll only hurt her more."

Willow listened carefully, only not to Tara, she felt a presence, but wasn't sure what kind.

"I mean, if it's what you think is best, go for it, i'm behind you 110 per cent!"

Willow stood still this time. She turned round and scanned the bushes holding a stake out to her side.

"Willow whats wrong? what can you see?"

"I can't see anything, i can hear it, can't you?"

Tara shook her head, now standing back to back with the redhead and holding her stake outward. Silence fell for almost a minute as the rustling got louder, they had been found out, something was watching them, waiting, prowling.

"Oh god Tara, i think its a creature! or a really small vampire! oh no.."

"Small?" Tara gulped. "Oh god, someone think of the children..."

Without warning, a small, scary looking, black, furry...dog, jumped out of the bush in front of Willow.

"My fucking God, damn dog! i was gonna stake you, you silly furry cutie! its a Spaniel! Tara its a Spaniel!!"

"Yeah? bored now...."

Willow wavered as she turned round to look at Tara, who was being held hostage, gagged with a cloth and her neck wet from saliva.

"Get off of her! you bitch!"

The vamp smiled, "Hey, me, i missed me....."

"Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined" -Juneau

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 8/30/04 10:08 am

I loved that last line. It was just soo great, and very vamp willow.

Poor Tara. Having to watch Willow be with someone else, good think it looks like that won't be happening much longer. I really like the Tara Anya friendship. Anya is so funny.

Well, update soon! I wanna see what the evil, skanky, kinda (a little more than) gay vampire does.

The Master: Some claim that death is our art. I say to them - well, I don't say anything to them because I killed them.

OO OO

I found your fic! YAY FOR ME! Disastered is right, last line is very vamp Willow lol mwahahaha.

Keep going stace, I know you can do it, for inspiration, i present...the dancing pink elepant that u gave me lol



Jess xxx

"We've never been so many, and we've never been...so alone"-Ana Johnnson

Oh wow! Some weird twists in this but it all adds up to a grat story. Hope Willow and Tara get together soon!! Great work!

~Jamie

It hurts because you love me. -CE

me-I guess paper's sexier than I am, it can do a lot of things I can't.

CE-You're sexier than paper, and theres things you can do that it can't. Like, love me.

Hey-lo guys! Phew! some feedback, i'm glad!



Disastered: LOL thanks! i thought Tara and Anya could have an interesting best friend type friendship, keep reading! shorter chapters also!



Miss Salvation:



CEsgirl13: Thanks! i agree weird, but it will make sense! Keep reading!

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Chapter 2:





Willow's breathing began to fall ragged as she stared at herself, leather clad and pale. Quietly behind her back, she fumbled with her cell phone, trying to call Buffy.

"I think i have just found my new toys! oh look here's me excited!" Vamp Willow shook her head and exposed her long, sharp fang-like teeth and snarled at Willow.

Tara looked at Willow, eyes pleading yet they seemed to be sparkling into tangents of green, almost turquoise, and she realised what was happening, she had seen this before, and she knew in a moment, her eyes would do the same.

Willow, there's two of you? twins?! one' of you is a vamp??

Willow maintained eye to eye contact with herself as she also felt Buffy pick up the oncoming call.

Tare, she is a alternate universal version of me, an experiment gone wrong in High school, we sent her back to her world, i don't understand..."Hey! lil miss Fuzzy! shall i eat your girlfriend now? where should i eat her? i know where i wanna....."

Willow's eyes widened as she moved in closer to her alternate self.

"You will not eat her in any way! let her go! why are you doing this alternate self, whom we banished years ago, that's right in front of me and threatening my gir-Tara, huh??" She felt Buffy end the call and the phone vibrated closed.

"You really are a geek, why are you talking like that? You should come over to my world, we'd make quite a team-"

Tara you're giggling in my head?! why!! this isn't a laughing matter!

Willow looked at Tara, puzzled yet strangely aroused at the sight of herself with Tara, all cosied up and leather clad.

I can read your thoughts Willow, and yes, this is rather arousing, i mean i know this is alternate you, but you do know this is a side of you right?

Willow blushed as so did Tara.

"Hey, why are you both looking at each other? you got a plan? as long as i'm holding this cutie, you can't do a thing..."

Without warning Vamp Willow buried her teeth into Tara's sensitive flesh, feeling the blonde flinch underneath her.

"Oh god! Willow!"

Willow panicked and also felt a dampening occur between ger legs.

'Was she screaming my name?'

Owww!! yes Willow screaming for some help!

"I can help...."

Vamp Willow turned round to see the slayer standing on guard, back stance dignified and ready to unleashe her spinning knife hand chop and a back kick. Tara tabulated her stance and watched carefully as she pictured herself doing the same.

The vamp let go of Tara who fell straight into Willow's arms, as she was brought to the floor where Willow attempted to nurse her.

Buffy didn't hesitate to apply what Tara had contemplated; spinning knife hand chop, followed by a back kick, giving the vamp a blow to the head. The vamp blocked he next moves and applied the mirror image of Buffy's attempts. Seeing the similarity, Buffy merged into a jumping reverse hook 180 degree kick, hooking her foot around the vamp's head and bringing the vamp to the floor, where she pinned her and raised her stake.

"Wait Buffy! don't!"

As exactly the same as before, Buffy stopped using her fine reflexes, and just held the Vamp down tighter.

"Buffy we need to find out why she's here; we sent her back already, there's reasearch and interrogation to be done."

Buffy looked at the vamp, now sporting her human face, the slayer felt almost guilty for hurting her, almost.

"Okay Wills, we'll bring her back to the Magic Shop. You want me to go get Jazz?"

Willow hesitated; was this the time to tell her that she wanted out? The problem whirled around in her head, and Buffy could see her friend was in deep thought.

"I'll take that as a silent no?" The slayer said, grabbing Vamp Willow and tying her arms behind her.

"Yes."

Tara froze as she was draped along Willow's shoulders, the redhead felt her tense up.

"I'm breaking up with her."

Tara nodded, there was hope yet....





Should i carry on??



Stace xXx

"Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined" -Juneau

yes, contintue on please? very good story. must have more.



stacey

VAMP WILLOW!!!!!!!! i'm liking this story..



-reds



my banana dances for smut

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

I loved all the head talking. These two are the only ones that could hold a conversation while one is being held captive by the other ones alternate self. And that was a very akward sentence. And yay for Willow breaking up with Jazz! I feel bad that she loses her Willowy goodness but Tara is much more deserving. On to the interrogation! Can't wait for more.

The Master: Some claim that death is our art. I say to them - well, I don't say anything to them because I killed them.

oh yes you should carry on! This keeps getting cooler and cooler! Keep it up!

~Jamie

It hurts because you love me. -CE

me-I guess paper's sexier than I am, it can do a lot of things I can't.

CE-You're sexier than paper, and theres things you can do that it can't. Like, love me.

YAYAYAYAYAY for stace fic!!! hoo and some woo for this fic!!! Loves it!! And I love everything to do with Vamp Willow!! Poor Tara though, all in love with Willow but Willows with someone else...but hopefully Willow will break up with that girl and fall in love with Tara! Yes, thats how it should be! Am i right? Oh what the hell of course Im right! haha doin wonderfull with this fic and ya better update soon!!! "huggles"

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Hey Stace,

OMG your writing a new fic woo and hoo

I love the psycic Tara and Willow convo I was lmao At Tara having to tell will she was yelling her name for help.



I LOVE Vamp Willow I wish they had kept her around longer on the show cause well she was fun. Anyways I am looking forward to more soonish



take care

Arron

She walks in beauty, Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright; Meet in her aspect, and her eyes. ~ by Byron ~

This is great.



Ohhhh. Vampy skank Willow is back in town. Woo Hoo.





More soon, please.





brittney







"Arn't you going to tell me to 'break a leg'?"

"Break 'em both." Amber Benson as Cheyenne in The Crush

Wow! loadsa feedback! Thank yous!!



Aine: I will continue then! woohoo! Thanks for reading!



Wickedreds: Yup, she's here! Thanks for reading!



Disastered: LOL i'm glad you liked it! and yes onward with the interrogation! Thanks for reading!



CEsgirl13 : Yay! my story got called 'cool' *sits smug* thanks, and more coming now!



Rose: ROSE!! *huggles* you read my fic! Yay! *sits happily* and i got woo and hoo, i dunno what i did to deserve the 'hoo' but PARTY! here's my next chapter! *pats you on the head*



Arron: Hiya!! yup, lol, another fic! and LOL i'm glad you liked it! keep reading!



Amazonaa: Hi, nice to hear from ya! more coming now thanks for reading!

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Chapter 3:





The magic shop:



Willow and Tara sat in front of the sleeping Vamp Willow, who was tied to a chair and bolted to the floor.

"You're both exactly the same....look, same scar on your forehead, same hairline, same haircut, everything..." Willow look at her doppelganger and then back at Tara skeptically.

"We're not the same! she's so evil and skanky, and well yeah gay, but i'm most certainly not skanky!"

"So you're evil?"

Willow blushed and returned her focus to the vamp. She began to trace her fingers over her face, slowly letting them scrape down towards the chest.

"Am i considered a bad person if i see if we are exactly the same?"

Tara shook her head and urged Willow to continue.

Willow picked up where she left off and let her hands glide over her breasts, her eyes widening at how big and full they felt.

"I-i don't think these are the same, i mean hers are, wow look at those! and mine, not so wow...."

Tara didn't know what to do with herself. She fiddled with the hem of her skirt before noticing Willow was staring right at her.

"Can i ask you something?"

Tara fidgeted and nodded yes.

"Um, when you were being held by her, the other me, did it really, y'know....did it really-"

"Arouse me?"

Willow blushed and nodded suddenly finding herself uncomfortable with asking such a forward question.

"Would i be considered a bad person if i said yes?"

Now Willow felt the earlier dampening between her legs increase. Without thinking she took Tara's hand and edged closer, practically touching noses.

"Only if i didn't get so turned on by it."

Tara's heart skipped, 'how can she be interested in what i think? oh god, she's holding my hand, i've dreamed of this for so long, but i can't, she still has Jazz...'

The blonde pulled her hand away and stood up to straighten her now rising skirt. Willow frowned, she looked at her other self one last time and turned to look at Tara.

"Tara? are you okay?"

The blonde wanted to cry, so much in fact she let a few tears fall. So many months, long days, even longer nights, she had layed on her bed thinking about Willow, fantasizing about walks in the parks, moonlit romantic dinners and most of all kissing her, number one on her list in fact, and suddenly she found herself saying no to all this, she couldn't believe the irony of it all. Although now Willow had gotten up and tried to comfort the blonde, taking the shaking beauty in her arms and rocking her gently, it didn't change the guilt she felt.

"Tara i'm sorry, i shouldn't of been so, so i can't even think of the word, my god i can't believe i made you cry!"

The blonde slowly wiped away the tears and gave Willow and half hearted smile.

"Willow, i....i wanna be able to tell you things, things i've always wanted to tell you, thoughts that have played in my mind over and over, all about you, but i, i can't until you have broken up the Jazz, i'm sorry, but i wouldn't want to be the one intruding on your relationship.

Willow sank into a heart wrenching sob. She loved the way Tara always spoke her mind and always done the best for everyone but herself, she stroked Tara's hair and smiled.

"I understand, i really do. I just, Tara, i'm in love with you...."

Tara stopped crying instantly. The room began to spiral as she started to shake, she tried to look at Willow only to find a chair and she let herself fall onto it.

"Tara! Tara what happened?!"

The blonde felt dazed and rather confused, moving the hair from out of her face and steadying in herself with the use of the table.

"Willow, i've been in love with you for so long, i-i really love you so much."

She managed to smile as her eyes managed to focus again, now falling on Willow's eyes.

"I think you sat down too fast."

Tara shrugged.

"That must be it".

Willow allowed herself to kneel down, now sitting at Tara's level. She looked into her eyes and cocked her head to the side, as if trying to figure out what Tara was thinking.

"Will you can get into my head already, and you could always just ask me what i'm thinking, might be easier y'know..."

"Tara, why didn't you ever say anything before?"

"I was scared. Why would you ever love me? it didn't seem like an important statement to make, so i just thought, 'its a phase, you'll get over her' but i didn't. I finally admitted to myself, Will, i love you...."

Willow took Tara's hands and kissed them both in turn.

"What the fuck- why am i roped up in a chair? if i knew there was going to be this much fun, i would have put on my party shoes."



Snarling and agitated, the vamp slowly woke from her unconsciousness. Trying to pull her arms and legs out of the rope, she looked up at the two women in front of her she smiled wickedly.

"A lil help here?"

"Oh great! she woke! when did she wake?"

Giles came running in from the back room with a cup of tea in his hand and a knife the other.

"Uhm, Giles you planning on hurting someone with that?"

He looked down to realise he had a 40cm long knife in his hand, all sharp, pointy and silver.

"Oh, dear me, sorry, i was checking out this unusual symbol on the side, Willow's doppelganger had this concealed in the inside of her boot.

"HEY! perv! when i'm loose. i'm gonna take your knife, you know the one in your pants!"

Giles took off his glasses in exasperation and shook them as he spoke.

"Willow, talk to her, make her talk, i want to know why she's here, and what this symbol means, find out everything about her." He walked off putting his glasses mumbling to himself. "My knife, i have a few, and a few large pointy sticks, she has no idea..."

Willow and Tara giggled as the Vamp continued to struggle.

"Everything about me? okay- My name is Willow, i like to kill people. Sometimes i hang food on a string in front of dying victims and make them sing. I am seeking a woman, brown haired, blue-eyed and answers by the name Tara. I also like to knit."

Willow and Tara looked at each other.

"Tara has blonde hair, not brown, unless you're looking for another Tara-"

"No! fuzzy, i'm looking for my Tara."



Just at this moment, Buffy came crashing into the Magic Shop followed by a frantic Jasmine, Xander and Tara were scurrying behind them.

"Oh God Willow! are you okay? are you hurt?" Before Willow could answer, Jasmine had already taken into a passionate embrace, Tara stood there angry clenching her fist.

'I will be calm, i will be serene, how can i fucking be serene! get offa my Willow!'

Jasmine finally let go, giving Willow breathing time.

Anya glanced over at Tara, who was now biting her tongue to prevent herself from speaking.

Willow shot Tara an apologetic look, Tara just nodded and stepped to the side, watching Willow drag Jasmine into another room.

"Where's Willow taking Jasmine?" Anya asked, slightly suspicious that Willow wanted to get away from the rest of the group.

"They've gone to talk, i think, i'm just guessing.." Tara couldn't help but smile, she knew she shouldn't, poor Jasmine was about to be crushed, but then again in her mind, she had already thrown her out of a window on the 50th floor of a glass building.

Buffy looked at the situation, the finally picked out a rather pale version of Willow tied up in the background.

"Hey there bitch, give me one good reason why i shouldn't stake you already?"

"Fuzzy told you not to."

The Vamp smiled smugly before relaxing back into her chair.

"She meant i shouldn't kill you, staking was never an issue..."

Buffy held her stake to the Vamp's right side, only to be stopped by Tara's hand.

"Buffy, we need to know a few things, she's come back to look for me, a Tara in her world. I've got a feeling she's got a lot more to say."

"Sexy's right slayer, that includes, move that stake away from me! and also, i'm hungry, can i get something to eat?" She whined at the petite blonde, putting on her puppy dog eyes.

"Pwease?"

'Damn those eyes, Willow so has to get a new look' She said to herself before turning to Tara, who nodded as an answer to the silent question.

The blonde began to slowly walk over to the back room, where she heard muffled noises and a low sobbing. 'Willow did it' she thought to herself, before knocking on the door.

"Come in."

She entered cautiously, to see Jasmine on one side of the room, and Willow on the other.

"I'm s-s-sorry, but the vamp won't talk unless w-we feed her."

"What the hell does it matter anyway?, i'm gone."

Jasmine looked one last time at Willow before storming past Tara and exiting the shop.

"Tough breakup?" Tara asked, offering her arms as a comfort.

Willow circled her head and sighed. "It was horrible....she completely flipped, i can't believe she went to crazed, but now she's gone."

Willow smiled as she allowed herself to be wrapped up in Tara's strong arms. She sighed again with relief and nuzzled into Tara's neck.

"I love you Willow."

"I love you too Tara.."

That both stood in silence for a couple of seconds, before Tara realised why she was in the back.

"Oh, darn the vamp wants blood."

She rushed to the fridge and pulled it out, grabbing Willow's hand she walked out, only for Willow to stop.

"You ok?"

"I hope they don't make me out as a bad person, from one girl to the next, skanky Willow.."

"You're not skanky, you're evil remember?"

Willow smiled and allowed Tara to drag her away.



I hope this gets the stamp of approval from all you kitties!



Stace xXx

"What do i say to her? "Hey! i like you, you like me, lets go have some fun and i'll call you jollybob and we can skip into the sunset?!” -Me!

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 8/31/04 8:38 am

I love Vamp-Willow... Althought I'm wondering if Tara from her world is also a vamp... *shakes head* Whoa! Weird thoughts of two Wills and Taras... Please continue

To be forgotten is worse than death.

YAY! UUPPPPPDDDATE! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!! "runs around in pink updateyness tutu" i love this! They love eachother! I knew it! Im good! woot and some more wootness for stace and her fic!!

Pink elephants and dancing bannanas for goddess stace!! more soon!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Oh man.. I sooo just got visuals of Vamp Tara, Vamp Willow, Willow and Tara.. interesting.. uhh ok so onto feedback!



I liked this update, all with the getting rid of "jazz" and admitting of feelings between the girlies, plus funnyness from the Vamp. I loved the ending.. You're not skanky, just evil.. Haha Muy bien senorita, keep it up!



Ashleigh

"...A-and I'm gonna make it up to you. Starting right now."

(Starts to smile)"Right now?"

I'm liking this story, and looking forward to finding out why vamp Willow is there. Do continue!



BV

It's the passion in a kiss that gives to it its sweetness; it is the affection in a kiss that sanctifies it.

Hey guys, thanks for the feedback



Stormforce: I shall continue! As for Vamp Tara... maybe... gotta keep readin!



Rose: You have a tutu now? And i'm a goddess? never saw that coming, but it made my day! And an elephant! wahooh! my day couldn't get any better! Here's the next part! ttyl!



Ashleigh: Hmm....four of them, all leather- you made me distracted with your naughty comments! I'm glad you liked and a big THANKS for reading it in the first place!



BV: Another part coming now! Thanks for reading!

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Chapter....next chapter!





The light was dimmed, the shop windows closed with the blinds pulled over. Doors were bolted except the one leading to the back room, Buffy was training, so she had that door covered. Every scooby had pulled up a chair, including Anya who had managed to salvage a bag of popcorn out of thin air. Willow and Tara were now sitting at the back of the room holding books and whispering incoherently, making each other blush.

Still Vamp Willow refused to speak, even after 3 cups of pig's blood, so Giles had gotten grumpy and left to help Buffy train. Four scoobies left.

"Can i go now? Tara isn't here, you're wasting my perfectly good screwing time."

Willow and Tara's ears perked forward as they looked up from each others eyes, and stared at the Vamp.

"So you're orgasm buddies with Tara, is she a screamer?" Anya asked, bouncing around on her chair flinging popcorn all over Xander.

"Yeah sure, especially when i chain her up and rip her clothes off, but its my tong-"

Willow leapt at the Vamp, covering her mouth and glaring.

"No more, okay? we don't need to know what happens in your private lives."

"Yes we do!" Anya yelled as she removed Willow's hand.

"Hey, fuzzy i'm talking, you wanted me to... and its annoying you, why should i stop?"

The vamp smiled ever so sweetly and looked back at Anya.

"So anyway, now we're such good demon pals, how is tubby over there? reaches your sweet spot?"

Anya scuttled closer to the Vamp. "Yes, in many ways, he has a special technique with his tongue where-" It was Xander's turn to intercept.

"For the love of God shut up! both of you! Giles!! you gotta make it stop!"

Giles heard the yell and came rushing in, with a little surprise for the Vamp.

"Okay, Fuz-Normal Willow, don't be scared now, this is purely for research purposes, i-"

Willow screamed and stood in front of Tara protectively.

"It's okay Tare, i won't let it eat you, stay behind me, don't look at it." Tara blushed and rubbed Willow's arms. "Sweetie i'm not scared of frogs, you are, shouldn't i be protecting you?"

Willow shrugged and came to her senses, now swapping places with Tara. Tara nodded and looked at Giles sternly.

"Giles! what are you doing? scaring poor Willow like that! shame on you!" She wagged her finger at the Watcher, taking in his rather surprised look, however he just smiled it off and turned to the Vamp.

"Damn you holiness! why the fuck it that here?! get it away from me! i'll make your deaths slow and you will bow before me!"

Tara smirked and took the frog from Giles. Smiling she looked back at Willow. "I'll crack her like an egg!" She whispered, sealing the sentence with a wink, she pulled up a chair and pulled it round so she could rest her elbows on the back.

"This frog...will be the last thing you ever taste if you don't tell me why the other Tara is in our dimension. Got it?"

The Vamp grimaced, but continued to be stoic.

"Okay, fine, Giles pass me the SPIDER shaped bowl, i think she might like the frog cut up."

"Okay! damn you! You're just like my Tara, you know me too well."

Willow stood behind everyone making no effort to get a preview of the action, instead she fiddled with her fingers and frowned. 'Would Tara ever do that to me?'

In front, Tara was now stroking the frog, holding it only inches away from the Vamps's face.

"The Orb of Beltane. She came here to look for it, i was just coming to get her, before well this happened, oh well, that's out of the window..." The sentence evaporated as she saw Tara edging the Frog closer.

"Beltane as in the Beltane Demon? You're going to summon the Beltane Demon??"

The vamp smirked and nodded, chuckling to herself lightly.

"Sure are, and before you try to stop us, i reckon Tara has already made it back to our Dimension and preparing the ritual, you lot are just so stupid! Too busy trying to nab the big bad, when she slipped right past you!"

"You wanna bet?"

Buffy stepped through the door, holding a brown haired, blue eyed Tara by her throat, just allowing Tara to squeeze out a few words, "I have it baby, i have it."





All eyes turned to Vamp Tara. She was slowly losing consciousness through Buffy's death grip.

"Oh, okay, well....oh, hey Tara you're a vamp!" Willow chimed as she made her way through the crowd towards the blonde. Tara now getting paler by the minute took Willow's hand and whispered. "Willow, i don't like this, she's so evil and-"

"Skanky? i know, remember, me sitting in a chair!"

The redhead pointed at the Vamp who was now growling through frustration in the chair, trying to rock it free from the bolts.

"Well this is interesting!" Xander said, taking a handful of Anya's popcorn.

"Yes it is, Willow and Tara are Orgasm buddies, its strange, would be even weirder if it was true in our world."

The wiccans looked at each other as every pair of eyes fell on them. Slowly nodding to each other, they smiled, and edged closer looking at Anya one last time, and kissed, long, hard, passionately, their first kiss confirmed everything they needed to reassure, they we're truly an item, in love and nothing could get in their ways, not even stray comments from a vengeance demon.

"Merciful Zeus! they are! huh?wahh?when?who?wahh?someone?running out of pointless questions here..."

Willow broke the kiss, smiling widely and mouthed 'i love you' to her other half.

"Uhm, guys we'll fill you in later, can we just tie the other me up next to the other Willow, answer are needed, and i wanna ask questions!"

They all stared at the blonde.

"What? just saying whats on my mind is all.."

Buffy pulled up a chair and pushed it next to Vamp Willow's. Giles picked up a some rope and the slayer sat Vamp Tara down. The interactions between both Vamps were priceless; Tara became the dominant, telling Willow to hush down and stroked her hair, whereas Willow just followed and stared helplessly in her lover's eyes, these were strange Vamps, effected Vamps, Vamps with souls. They felt love, they experienced all emotion and yet the demon inside still came out, they way they spoke, their laughs, sense of clothing, all a demonic trait, yet their body language around each other and their eyes, they spoke volumes, they were Willow and Tara, the living dead.

"So...why the Beltane Demon?"

Xander broke the silence, asking the most important question of the moment. Neither Vamp answered.

"I know."

Willow stepped away from the crowd and picked up a book in which she read from.

"Beltane Demon; used as a shell to manifest she who shall not be named in presence of peace, order and tranquility. She brings evil to front and harbors hell powers."

Willow read from the book silently as the expression on her face changed several times.

"What Will? speak to us."

Willow looked at Buffy, then back at the book.

"Buff, the Orb, its a key, it opens portals, dimensions, between heaven and earth and hell including others that will not be named-according to this. Buffy this could mean another-"

"Apocalypse. Great."

Willow read on.

"In the normal dimension-er-earth, its a wiccan occasion, from April 30th, it means the lord has reached manhood, he wants to unite with The Lady, to create life, on Earth, Buffy this 'she who shall not be named', she's wants to create life-like she's a-"





Seal of approval?? *funny seal clapping noises*



Stace xXx

"Should have done something but i done it enough, by the way your hands were shaking rather waste some time with you....” -Blue and Yellow

dude you so can't leave it there....Thats just evil and not in the good way. Ok so vamp Tara has brown hair? and Tara is all being LWTB huh heh sounds like fun. Loved the update can't wait for more details about Vamp Tara .

OMG I forgot to add the frog Inquisition was funny as hell

Have a great Day

Arron

PS update soon please

Like she's a what!?





More soon, please.





brittney







"Arn't you going to tell me to 'break a leg'?"

"Break 'em both." Amber Benson as Cheyenne in The Crush

Gah! I missed an update, how could I miss an update? I'll have to make this comment extra good for missing to comment between the update I missed and the new one (that was a very confusing sentence).

First off from the update I missed. "No! fuzzy, i'm looking for my Tara." That is seriously one of the funniest lines. I'm even contemplating putting it in my sig (with your permission of course). It just sounds like she's scolding a dog or something. And how she just calls other her Fuzzy is great.

On to this update. Yay for vamp Tara! We rarely get to see a vamp Tara so I'm very excited about it all. Oh and I love that Anya became friends with Vampire Willow, asking about their sex lives and such. I could totally imagine them calling eachother and talking about the amazing sex they get from their partners. Which is actually a kind of weird visual but cool. And mucho yayness for kissage!

Update soon! (Hopefully I wont miss it)

The Master: Some claim that death is our art. I say to them - well, I don't say anything to them because I killed them.

Thanks for the feedback guys I'll give personal responses next update, i just got a heck to do right now, darn school...grr.....



Anywho...ENJOY!



Next part:







"But how? i mean, if she doesn't remember, how does she rule over so many people?"

Willow had made a good point, she was now standing next to the clock, watching the hands tick.

"Recordings, stand by's, anything to jog her memory, its not a matter of forgetting, but regaining,"

"But Giles, she could wake up one day and decide she doesn't want to know what is happening around her, what she's done, who she is."

This banter had been flowing for a few hours now, Xander and Anya had left after an hour, and Buffy managed to slip into the back once again. But Tara stayed where she was, watching the Vamps, bored out of their heads and amusing themselves with plans of killing, and herself, she was wrapped in Willow's sweater, holding it close and breathing in her scent, as she slowly but surely let herself fall to a state of slumber.

"Giles she is a frenetic Amnesic, no wonder she is trapped in our dimension, and as for those two-" She points to the vamps, Vamp Tara looked up as Vamp Willow continued her re-inaction of 'the good old days.'.

"They're working for her, what do we do with them? And Buffy has so much to deal with now, and a God who's pseudonym is 'The Artist', well, sounds very non-threatening right now."

"We still need to do research on the Orb of Beltane, there is nothing more to discuss." With that, he dropped into the back room where Buffy was on her way out.

"What's the deal with Giles?"

"Oh, i just told him that research on the Orb wasn't appropriate right now."

Buffy nodded as she craned her neck, rubbing it over and over, wincing.

"Still? Its been three hours and 10 minutes! Look! Tara's asleep! How could you forget about Tara! Go home, do they gay loving, or at least give her a decent place to sleep, i got these things, i'll talk to Giles, he's good with the hostage keeping, i think he has Spike's chains still, which is disturbing."

Willow nodded and walked over to Tara. Nudging her slightly, she kissed her forehead and told her to wake up.

"Wahh? oh hey."

"Hey baby, you ready to go? I'll drive."

Tara got up and smiled taking Willow's hand.

"See ya tomorrow Buff, ring me if anything happens okay?"

The slayer nodded and ushered them out of the door.



Arriving twenty minutes later, Tara was now wide awake, however Willow was drooping a little.

"Tired sweetie?"

"Yeah, a bit, so much debating, not enough Tara snuggles."

Tara bowed her head and blushed slightly.

"You okay Tare? I'm sorry about reducing you to sleeping on my sweater, i didn't mean for everything to get so heated in there, Giles could argue for England. I just sometimes feel like he never really values my opinion, i'm just a kid to him, i hate it."

While Willow was having a mini-rant, Tara had already stripped down to her underwear and had slipped under the covers.

"Just remember Will, you're a book."

Willow looked back at Tara and gave her an 'elaborate please' look.

"Get in bed first, and i'll tell you."

Willow shifted on her feet as those words were spoken.

"Whats wrong Willow?" Then it clicked.

"Oh right, the whole 'we've been together 6 hours and we're jumping into bed already' look. You don't have to get in, if you don't want to, you can go home, i don't mind..." Her voice trailed off as she saw Willow's fingers start to play with her sleeve.

"Tara i do want to be with you, god knows how much i want to make love to you, but i just wanna lay with you for a while, talk some, kiss some, i know it sounds selfish, and i'm sorry- i don't want you to thi-"

"This is my first time."

"Oh..." Willow went from nervous to empathetic.

"Oh baby i'm sorry, i'm being all 'self absorbed' like a Jewish red sponge. You want to wait until your ready? not that i'm just gonna get with the lovin, not that i don't love you already, cos i do so much, i mean that-"

"Will, i get you, get into bed please."

The redhead pulled back the covers and turned off her light on her bedside.

"So....i'm a book. Read me."

Even through the darkness, Willow could see the giant smile plastered on Tara's face.

"Well, its like this, you're not the book exactly, your life is the book. Every chapter is a different day, another paragraph is an emotion, a significant moment where you change the way you feel. A sentence is a thought, and they make you what you are, but a word; a word alone means nothing, makes no sense if you read a word, you're just picking at it, much like you and Giles. Your book is full of needless paragraphs because the thoughts make sense, but the words don't. And you spent that time arguing the same point, and even though he thinks you're a kid, you'll argue your words with his emotion, a chapter that can be torn from your life, so just try to not let it hurt your head with angry thoughts, just trace it, tear it, start a new page."

Willow sat in awe, never in her life had she heard Tara talk so wisely and every word was true. She needed to stop picking at Giles' story, and focus on writing her own.

"Okay then, Tara what's my book called?"

"That's up to you."

"Hmm...well what's yours called?"

Tara thought for a while, then finally said, " Well as of five seconds a go i tore my book. I've started a new one, i'm sharing my book with you, you are my life."

"Really? can i start my book again too? well duh i have to!"

Tara nodded and pulled Willow towards her, capturing her words with her tongue, washing them away in place of a deep moan.

"Willow, i, can we sit for a while, and kiss? i just wanna kiss you for a while..."

Willow sat up and huddled Tara in her arms, and she moved in slowly, takin Tara slowly underneath the sheets, and kissed her again, and again, and again....



Giles' house....





"Sit still, for the love of, of all things demonic, hold in place!"

Giles was trying to capture Vamp Willow's arm in a chain, where she was squirming in Buffy's hold.

"Get offa me you British perv! I'm not in the mood for chain fun right now, but you know, in my world, there are people in chains and we ride them like ponies!"

Vamp Tara nodded enthusiastically and motioned the riding stance, knees bent and bucking.

"Oh dear lord Buffy stop her, and shut Willow up too!"

Buffy spun Vamp Willow around and smacked her right in her temple, causing the vampire to fall limp. She then moved to Tara, who was already in chains, and punched her also. Now they both laid limp and fragile on the stone cold floor.

"Is Riley on his way?"

"Yeah Giles, i think he wants you to make space for the operating table, we might have to move the sofa."

Giles nodded and secured the last bolt in Vamp Willow's chains. He then slumped her next to Vamp Tara and looked back at Buffy.

"How long will he be?"

"Ten minutes at the most, we should start now."

Buffy pulled out a pair of plastic gloves and smiled at Giles.

"This is the right thing, Willow and Tara wouldn't have it any other way."

He nodded, as she passed him a pair, he excepted.





Um, last paragraph wasn't intended to sound so WRONG! lol



Stace xXx

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 9/6/04 1:26 pm

I missed a few updates.... WOOHOO vamp tara... darker hair and evil (skanky) version of our good witchness tara... woo hoo double the tara double the fun... OK... u so can't leave off like that... but good cliffhanger...



-reds



i love the edit button: So wait whats this with plastic gloves...

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

Edited by: WickedReds at: 9/9/04 9:12 pm

yay for update! Soo cute when willow and tara were talkin about being books....but stace...I NEED SMUT! GIMME SMUT! "chants" smut smut smut! hehe im waiting!!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

hehe. I figured instead of doing homework, hey I'll start a new fic. I picked a good one!



This is awesome! Vamp Willow AND Vamp Tara! Haha, glad the scoobies didn't leave them with Anya, they'd sure as hell go off to paint the town



It sounds like Vamp W/T are getting chips? uh-oh. that'll be interesting.



this is an awesome fic. fun fun fun keep up the great work!

Plastic gloves and smiles usually don't mean good things, so I really hope they're getting chipped. And if that is what's about to happen, I wonder how the 'real' Willow and Tara will react to that (assuming all they want to do is send them back 'home'). Great update.



Yvonne

Thanks for all the feedback guys!



Wickedreds: Hey, yes more Vamp Tara coming soon! i promise! and as for the plastic gloves, that'll be explained abit later as well, not now! Thanks for reading!



Rose: *huggles* yay feedback! Smut eh? i'll give you smut....soon this installment will have to settle cravings for now hows school going btw?



LunaMuses: You picked my fic? YAY!! thank you! and thanks for the compliments! An update coming now...



Yvonne: Explaining it all is gonna get fun, just after this installment, after all will be revealed! Thanks for reading!



Arron: I'm glad you liked it! And yes, the last cliffhanger was mean, i apologise. Anywho....next bit! Thanks for reading!



Amazonaa: More now! Thanks for reading!!



Disastered: I'm real glad you read and liked the last part! And sure you can have that line as your sig LOL and again thanks! You made my day!

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Tara awoke suddenly, sweat dripping off of her forehead in folds as she looked to her side, Willow was still there and asleep peacefully. It was 4:08 in the morning, and the window was open half way, but too far away to close from where she was sitting, and the breeze was too cold to get out of bed. Instead she focused on her breathing, chanting her mantra in her head and took deep breaths. It was when she had open her eyes that the chills ran over her. Carefully she pulled the covers over herself as she enveloped her body under, allowing the silk to swallow her. She didn't want to wake Willow, but she was still panicking after the utmost vivid nightmare, where the Vamps roamed the daylight soaked streets, and Willow, her Willow was standing over her, bumpies exposed, fangs dripping with blood. Of course she couldn't be sure if it was her Willow, seeing as Vamp Will was only a mere phone call away, she could have done a spell, in which she'd query Giles in the morning she had decided. Subtly she pulled Willow's arm from underneath her pillow, so the redhead was now laying sideways instead of on her front. The blonde draped it over her own midriff, and felt Willow's grip tighten. She smiled to herself as she melted into Willow's embrace, feeling the redhead's breasts pressed against her back. Tara moved her butt into Willow's now created little nook, and they slept, two pieces of a puzzle, joined to together and complete.



It was at this point, Willow started to mumble, it was too incoherent to make sense, and muffled to hear properly, but Tara strained her ears and turned round to watch her girlfriend.

"I knw, dnt play..sand....dinosaur..."

Tara tried to make sense of the word in her head, if you could see her through the darkness, you'd see that she was busy thinking and scrunching her nose at her valid attempts at 'sense'.

"okay, Tara.....hey..."

At the mention of her name, she turned Willow a little bit so they were now facing, inches apart as Tara got nearer to her mouth, and felt Willow's breath against her own.

"Drills.....mmm....Tara..."

Tara felt goose-pimply all over knowing her girl was dreaming of her, in an interesting way she thought amusedly. She continued listening, and now watching contently as the redhead moved her own hand down towards the seam of the bed and peeled it back enough for Tara to edge it abit further back. The blonde's eyes widened. 'I so should not be watching her sleep, or whatever she's doing!'

Carefully Willow began to play with her left nipple, oblivious to what she was doing in her hazey state of sleep. Tara just laid there, still wide eyed and her breathing began to quicken.

Willow let a moan escape her slightly parted lips, and her hand moved further south.

'Ohgodohgodohgod...'

Tara couldn't take it any longer, she whispered close to the redhead's ear, and drew out of her state.

"Huh? oh, Tara hey...."

She looked down at her hand.

"Oh, hands, places, oh god..."

Willow blushed and looked at Tara who incredulously looked either ill or very turned on.

"Oh...."

Willow played to this and carried on, laying her head back down and spreading her legs slightly.

"Mmmm...How long have i been doing this baby?"

'She called me baby! i'm so frickin turned on right now!'

"A-about 2 minutes, i think..."

Willow nodded and shifted her weight abit, now leaning towards Tara and leaving her lips to gently lay on the blonde's ear.

"Tara...if you want me to stop, just say."

The blonde shook her head and layed her head back down, eyes still on Willow and now on her other hand that had stopped at her stomach and was grazing at it, nails rippling over the tight flesh. Tara did her best to stifle a moan, but couldn't as she opened her mouth and squinted her eyes. This led Willow to go further, and she still kept her eyes on Tara.

"Its amazing how i feel so comfortable around you, doing this, i know you want it as much as i do, although i can't imagine right now that you compare-"

Willow was cut off, the satin strokes of Tara's tongue and interrupted her flow of words as both tongues touched eliciting a deep moan from both women. Willow attempted to lift her right hand to Tara's hair and was accepted, although the she tried her left and Tara shot out her arm and stopped her, placing the hand back where it rested; Willow's wet red curls.

'Oh, commanding Tara..'

"Willow, i...i want you so much...."

"Then take me..."

"I can't."

Willow looked up at the blonde to see confusion, pain and a scared look?

"L-look at the w-window, Will, we're not in my room, we're, i-"

"A cell? where did the chains and the people- the Vamps. We should ring Buffy."

"No, please don't she's busy right now, so is the big perv, and Xander, poor Xander, caught him in bed with Anya, she had so much going for herself, oh, Fuzzy, did i tell you about the chains?"





TBC....



This going ok guys?!



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

Edited by: Wired vixen at: 9/10/04 1:44 pm

Hoorah for the new update! hm...that was a lil smutty! Im hopin the next update will be really smutty...cause with school and all...i need smut! "pouts" Schools goin ok, made up with a close friend, got the new kittie cd...alls good!!! ITS THE WEEKEND! WOO AND HOO!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

Okay i like the lil smut... but u just confused the heck out of me... is going on...



-reds



my banana dances for smut

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

I can't believe that I missed that many updates... Me thinks the Vamps got the girls...somehow... Damn! This is great! Please, please continue!!



And Tara as a Vamp... *Melts with a sigh*

To be forgotten is worse than death.