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First Fic: Never Leave Me

Postby The girl who talks but do » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:40 pm

Title: Never Leave Me

Rating: PG (I wasn't really sure how I should rate it so I've decided to play safe:p )

Spoilers: This story takes place at the end of "Forever" in season five.

Disclaimer: The characters featured belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, not me, also the story is an extension of an episode written by Marti Noxon.

Feedback: Yes Pleasesies

Notes: I was going to try to balence the story so that there's just as much other Buffy stuff as there is Willow and Tara but it didn't really work...but hey, they're the stars of the show anyway ;) I assume the spelling of 'Rivelo Drive' is correct, I got it from a transcript of "The Body". This is my first fic I'm posting, I hope you like it.





Part 1



Dawn still tightly gripped the photo of her mother as her elder sister ran to open the front door. She, however, couldn’t move.

Buffy reached the door, and immediately flung it open.



~~~*~~~



“Maybe we should go over there,” Tara still wore the same worried expression she’d had since discovering that ‘The History of Witchcraft’ was missing as she put the phone down. “I-I mean, if Buffy couldn’t stop her in time” Willow could only look on helplessly.

“But she might have not even gone through with it, and anyway, if she has, wouldn’t it be worse if we did something?”

“I’m not sure, this is all new to me, I mean I’ve read about it, but mostly, stuff just says how bad it is. I know this is hard for Dawn, but Mrs. Summers died, she’s not meant to come back, this could mess up all three of them.” Tara had an uncontrollable note of panic in her voice, “I just think that if something has gone wrong, Buffy might not be able to handle it.”

“But, this is Buffy, like super slayer Buffy!” Willow desperately tried to calm the quivering blonde.

“She is, but it’s still her mother, I just don’t think anyone-“ Tara cut herself short, she could see the concern in Willow’s eyes, “sorry.”

“No don’t be, I’m just not sure how we could help.”

“I think we’d have to be there to do what Buffy and Dawn can’t – or shouldn’t have to,”

Willow’s eyes shifted around the room and back to Tara, who still stood by the phone with her arms folded across her body. The redhead moved slowly over to her, and put a loving hand on her shoulder, skimmed it down the rest of Tara’s arm, and gave a comforting smile, which was returned by a momentarily reassured Tara. She unfolded her defensive arms and touched Willow’s hand. The two exchanged a tight embrace and started to get ready to leave for the Summers’ house. They collected together tinted glass bottles and bags of herbs, put them carefully into Willow’s book bag, and headed out.



~~~*~~~



The pale figure slumped in the doorway; it’s frosted eyes looked straight through the slight blonde girl in front of it.

“Mommy?” The girl said, wiping the tears from her eyes. Dawn still stood in the background, frozen.

“Mom” she whispered, pushing her hazel hair behind her ears. The figure stepped inside the house, and turned to face Dawn. Buffy stepped back, her gaze followed the woman she had let in. The brunette ran forward and hugged her mother but still held the photograph in one hand.

There was an eerie silence over the house, broken only by the sound of the fatigued breathing from the two young girls inside. Outside, the air washed over the trees and rustled the autumn leaves in the branches, bringing them to the ground, as the branches stretched their bony fingers into the night sky. The street was quiet and the lights in the houses on Rivelo Drive were off, they slept in blissful ignorance of all except their own lives, until the morning when they would awake to a harsh world filled with death and destruction.



~~~*~~~



The two witches walked swiftly along the road, the wind rushed past them and swept their hair back as they went. Clouds blanketed the town and hid the moon and stars from sight, the wind moved them on quickly but there was not a tear for the light to shine through. Dark engulfed the pathway and the street lamps seemed dim, even against the blackness of the sky and sleeping houses.

Tara stopped dead in her tracks, her eyes widened.

“Something’s wrong” the wind rushed past again and blew thin strands of hair across her worried face. Her eyes, followed by the rest of her body turned to Willow.

“Are you ok?”

“I-I think Dawn…I think she did it” Tara’s voice lowered to a whisper as her gaze met Willow’s. Tara’s stomach lurched as she spoke, her lip quivered.

“How do you- “ Willow began, before being cut off by the girl opposite.

“I just…do” Tara looked past Willow and around the street, “it’s in the air.”

For as long as Willow had known her, Tara had always been particularly perceptive when it came to supernatural disturbances. Willow swallowed, and looked for her feet. Her hands were held together, and she had trouble keeping still. Willow unclasped her own hands and stretched one out to touch the side of Tara’s arm, the blonde’s eyes flashed to her arm, where the affectionate hand rested, and then moved up to meet her lover’s own eyes. Their eyes spoke a thousand silent words in one second, and they both turned back in the direction they were headed. The two carried on, with more urgency now, they reached for each other’s hands, and held on.

Tara’s eyes hid deep pools of concern behind the focus on the task at hand, her lip had stopped quivering, but inside her mouth she bit her tongue, and each time the wind picked up she gripped the redhead’s hand just that little bit tighter.

Surely, they were almost there? Her eyes glanced to the side, past Willow, to the houses they were passing, as the streets all looked the same in the darkness.

Rivelo Drive.

1620, 1621, 1622, 1623…

Willow let her eyes move from their fixed position on the pavement, up to see where Tara’s were. She turned her head to follow Tara’s gaze, and took note of exactly where they were.

1624, 1625, 1626, 1627…

The environment took a tighter still grip on the two girls, as they approached the only open door and the only house with any signs of life at all. The two girls took a tighter still grip on each other. The wind was colder on their skin but they ignored it, all their concentration was on the open door and making sure the other was still with them.

Almost there now.



~~~*~~~



The nibblet loosened her grip on the older woman, who had began to make desperate ‘attempted breathing’ sounds. Buffy still looked on, fighting back yet more tears, as she tried to contemplate what was happening.

Even Buffy, who had seen everything, been through everything, didn’t know what to do.

Dawn could see the astonishment in her sister, but she could not keep the huge grin from her face, she stood back from her mother to give her space to breathe. The woman’s eyes were cold, emotionless, empty, she didn’t even flinch when her eldest daughter spoke,

“A-Are you ok?” the girl enquired in an unusually timid voice.

Nothing.

“Mom?” The brunette asked. At that, the woman snapped her eyes to Dawn and waited. “Do you want to sit?” She said as she caught sight of the couch next to them. The woman immediately turned from Dawn and sat heavily on the seat, with a straight back and her eyes staring straight ahead. Buffy had been following her mother, but her eyes left her and fell on a puzzled looking Dawn.

“Dawn can I speak to you – over here?” Buffy’s head signalled out of the room, “Mom, you’ll be ok?” The older woman did nothing, but Dawn looked over to Buffy,

“Sure” her eyes flashed back to her mother but returned to her sister. She took slow steps over to where Buffy was standing, and as the blonde moved into the dinning room, she followed.

“This is not right” Buffy exclaimed in a hushed voice, although they were out of earshot of the woman on the couch. Her eyes darted from left to right while still fixed on Dawn. “Something’s not right about her”

“How do you know? You don’t know, you’re just jealous” Dawn also hushed her voice but let an angry tone creep in.

What?Jealous of what?” Buffy protested, slightly louder than before.

"You're jealous 'cos I brought Mom back and you weren't gonna let me." This time Dawn spoke at almost her normal volume. Before Buffy had a chance to retaliate,

“Buffy?” called Tara, from the porch as neither witch had dared enter yet. Buffy shot Dawn a look that said ‘I’m not finished with you, missy’ and stepped past to greet an anxious Tara, and Willow standing half in front of her to stop her moving further inside. Buffy gave a sigh of relief as she saw the two in the doorway.

“Are you alright? Where’s Dawn? A-And-“

“Mom?” Buffy confirmed Tara’s fears by finishing her sentence, “Yeah she’s here” Buffy couldn’t help sounding pleased when she said it, but the two girls saw that she knew it was wrong.

“Are you ok?” Willow reinforced Tara’s question, Buffy lowered her eyes to the ground as she answered

“Yeah, well, I guess so, I mean…“

“It’s ok” Willow touched her arm and gave her best friend a small, comforting smile. Buffy stepped back from the door to gesture the girls in. The figure on the couch burst into life and sprung to her feet, all eyes turned to her and Tara’s free hand found itself latched onto Willow’s, and Willow readily returned the favour.



To be continued...



Like I said, feedback please :)

love'n'hugs

cath :pride

Edited by: The girl who talks but doesnt   at: 4/9/04 11:42 am
The girl who talks but do
 


Re: First Fic: Never Leave Me

Postby xeembiote » Fri Apr 09, 2004 2:22 pm

interesting... update please :)

xeembiote
 


yeysies

Postby Mace3162 » Sat Apr 10, 2004 2:02 pm

Cool. Well done Cath! Loads of details about hair! :sheep

Mace3162
 


Re: yeysies

Postby sam darls » Sun Apr 11, 2004 5:00 am

Oooh, very interesting..I can't wait to read more. Love sammi xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: yeysies

Postby enternalpharoh » Sun Apr 11, 2004 11:34 am

cool story keep going:bounce

willow rules

enternalpharoh
 


Re: yeysies

Postby soluna350 » Mon Apr 12, 2004 2:14 pm

I agree. Very cool story, can't wait for the update.



luna:geek

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Re: yeysies

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Mon Apr 12, 2004 7:50 pm

:bigwave hey cath! finally go round to reading your fic! LIked it alot, and i enjoyed reading it! So that means...dun dun dun...you must write more!! haha..yes more soon ppplease! "pout face" (there really needs to be one as a smiley...) update soon!

:pride :peace

-Rose

Please dont let my name fool you, I really am a lesbian! willowntara247@yahoo.com (my email addy!)

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: yeysies

Postby The girl who talks but do » Tue Apr 13, 2004 2:07 pm

Heysies,

thanks for the feedback everyone! i think im pretty far through the next part so an update should be coming soon!

glad you like it!

love'n'hugs

cath :pride

The girl who talks but do
 


Re: yeysies

Postby The girl who talks but do » Wed Apr 14, 2004 1:57 pm

Hey again,

tis me with part two!



Title: Never Leave Me

Rating: PG 13

Spoilers: This story takes place at the end of "Forever" in season five.

Disclaimer: The characters featured belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, not me, also the story is an extension of an episode written by Marti Noxon.

Feedback: Yes Pleasesies

Notes: Hmmm well the spells, the "Attineo" thing is just badly translated latin and the other one is more interesting, it's rooted in spells I've found in books and I tried to use ingrediants that had the right kind of properties, I also used an ingrediant from a similar spell Willow used in season two. So anyways, enjoy!





Part 2



Dawn still slouched in the dining room, arms folded. She could her the familiar voices from outside the room and came to join them.

She froze when she saw her mother moving threateningly towards the three girls between them,

“Mom…?” Buffy frowned in confusion and stepped forward, and immediately stepped back again as her mother glared at her, and continued to move towards them. Dawn leapt out and called to her mother

“What are you doing?” The woman stopped, looked at Dawn and took a step back. Willow and Tara exchanged glances.

Silence fell once more over the Summers’ house.

“So…Dawn, how are you?” Willow said, trying to break the silence, her hands still holding Tara’s as tightly as she could. Dawn just looked at her. The wind picked up again and Buffy went to close the door. That broke the silence. It made Willow, Tara and Dawn jump, but not the unresponsive woman they were all still watching.

Dawn moved farther into the room and stood right in front of her mother, she then went to sit down on the couch, the other girls could do nothing but look on in amazement as the woman, who had been shifting towards them, sat down peacefully next to Dawn. Buffy stomped through to the dining room and carried on to the kitchen, the two witches followed behind. Willow gave a quick look behind her at Dawn before carrying on. Buffy dropped herself into a seat by the kitchen counter, with one arm resting on it to hold her head up. Tara stood farther back from Buffy than the redhead, but was the first to speak,

“Buffy, how are you?” the slumped blonde was slightly taken aback by the sincerity in Tara’s voice

“Oh…I’m ok” she said eventually, and forced a smile for good measure. “I’m sorry, I…I tried to tell her what you said but she wouldn’t listen.”

“It’s ok, she didn’t listen to us either, we tried to tell her last night.”

Willow quickly looked at the floor.

“You ok?” Willow felt a familiar hand on her back and heard a soothing voice in her ear. Tara moved closer to the redhead and looked straight at her, Willow looked up and gave a small smile. Tara smiled back, and then looked at Buffy. “What happened?” Tara asked, “I-I mean how did she do it?”

“Um, some spell, there was a sacred circle, and a pot thing, I think it had like an egg or something in it”

“Egg of the Gora gives life…” Tara trailed off as she thought about what Dawn had done.

“Egg of the what-now?” Willow looked at her lover with perplexed eyes.

“It’s a demon, Dawn must have stolen the egg from the demon.”

“Dawn went looking for a demon?” Buffy said angrily, her eyes fixed on Tara. Tara shifted uncomfortably under the tiny blonde’s glare.

“Maybe she found it..?” Willow tried to diffuse the situation, while Tara moved on from the issue.

“Buffy, what do you want us to do? I mean you know this is wrong?”

“Yeah, I know.” Buffy looked down at the table, “Can you…fix it?”

“I think so, Willow has some supplies in her bag, I’m not sure exactly what we’d need to do but we’ll do anything we can.”

Dawn, who had been hiding round the corner out of sight, stomped into the room. “You can’t do that! You can’t take her away!”

“We have to Dawn, this isn’t right.” Tara turned to Dawn and looked the girl straight in the eye. Three of the girls jumped when they saw the figure standing behind Dawn. Dawn, however, didn’t notice.

“Dawn, come here.” Buffy said, through gritted teeth. Dawn shook her head defiantly.

“Why should-“ The girl also jumped when she felt the hand on her shoulder. The woman behind her said nothing. It then pushed past her and started towards the closest of the other three, Tara.



~~~*~~~



“Attineo!” Willow shouted in panic, as she raised her hand and pointed at the figure walking towards Tara. The woman stopped and was raised slightly above the ground. Tara blinked, and turned to Willow.

“Thanks”

“It’s ok” She said, relieved.

Dawn looked at the woman floating in front of her, ran to her room, and flung herself on the bed.

Buffy got up from her seat, and walked back into the living room, followed by the two witches, who inched past the floating woman. They grabbed each other’s hands as they walked and Willow gave Tara a quick kiss on the forehead, which pasted a smile onto the girl’s panic stricken face.

When they got into the living room, the three stood in a triangle, each with their arms folded. The redhead was the first to speak.

“What happened in there Buffy? Why did she go after Tara?”

“I don’t know”

“I was arguing with Dawn” Tara sighed with her eyes on the floor, “She does what Dawn wants” Buffy and Willow looked over at Tara. A moment passed.

“You mean she’s a zombie?” Willow asked.

“Looks like…” Buffy said as Tara looked at her. There was another uneasy silence. Willow looked around the room and at the other two girls.

“Well we can start working on something now?” Buffy shifted her eyes over to Willow.

“Sure, I mean it’d probably be better if we were in the kitchen but we’ll see what we can do.” Tara agreed, and Buffy’s eyes moved again, back to the floor.

“What do you need?” She asked, “from the kitchen I mean.”

“Oh…a pestle and mortar mostly, for the herbs and stuff, we should probably start with a protection spell for you, I don’t think Dawn’ll need one though…” Tara trailed off

“Hm. I’ll go get it if you want?” She said as she began to inch towards the kitchen.

“Ok, we’ll get started here.”

“Be careful!” Willow yelled as Buffy left the room.



~~~*~~~



Buffy looked cautiously round the corner and saw that her mother was still floating in midair as a result of Willow’s spell. She walked up behind her and past the woman.

“Buffy…” she heard from behind her, Buffy turned her head but didn’t look at her mother.

“You’re not Mom.” And turned back to search around in the drawers for what the witches needed, “She’s not Mom, she’s not Mom…” Buffy continued to whisper under her breath. She closed the drawers and went for the cupboard. The blonde pulled out a pestle and mortar and turned to face the exit. She looked at the woman.

Then walked on.



~~~*~~~



“You ok?” the redhead asked.

“I think so, you?” Willow just shrugged and rolled her eyes as she handed Tara a packet of blue powder from her bookbag. Tara smiled.

“Thanks.” She went to sit down on the couch, opened the bag, and put it on the coffee table. Willow sat down next to her and leaned over. She kissed Tara again, on her cheek. Tara grinned. She turned to face Willow and kissed her back-

“Um…guys?” Buffy stood in front of them and looked down at the two. Tara pulled away quickly and turned an interesting shade of red.

“Sorry” She said as she looked at the table. Buffy handed the pestle and mortar to Willow who was trying not to laugh, she put it down in the table, and Tara emptied some of the sand into it, still without looking at Buffy, who now shared much the same grin as Willow. The redhead pulled out another bag of herbs and added it to the mixture.

“What’s that?” Buffy asked.

“Well Tara put the sacred sand in, this is rosemary,” Willow pulled out another bag as Tara began to grind the mixture “And these are sulphur crystals, we don’t wanna use too much of this. Do you have like a cloth bag or something?” Willow asked, as she looked up.

“Uh-huh,” Buffy said as she watched Tara strike a match and lower it towards the powdery mixture. “W-whoa what are you doing?”

“Oh I-I’m just bonding the elements, so they work together, don’t worry it won’t explode or anything” She said, finally looking up. The girl looked back down at the creation, and dropped the match in. It popped and a little puff of blue smoke rose from the pot. The mixture had now fused together to form one blue powder. The three girls recoiled at the smoke.

“That would be the sulphur huh?” Tara stood and went to stand behind Willow as Buffy spoke.

“Yeah” Willow’s answer was muffled by the hand covering her nose. Buffy took a small handkerchief from a drawer in the tallboy behind her, snapped a length of string and handed them to Willow.

“Will this do for the bag?”

“Sure.” Willow knelt down next to the table, put the cloth down and emptied the blue compound into the middle. She gathered the corners, and tied the string around the bundle, winding the string three times to make sure it was secure. Willow stood with the bundle in her hand; she gave it to Buffy who looked at it, then at Willow.

“Thanks.”

“Just keep it in your pocket or something, it’ll keep away nastiness” she smiled. Tara folded her arms and looked at the two girls.

“We should probably go, we’ll do some research, see what we can come up with, I think you should try to get some sleep," she paused "and be careful.”

“Yeah, I’ll see what I can do, you guys be careful too ok? I guess I’ll see you tomorrow.” Buffy’s eyes moved between Tara, Willow, and the floor. Tara picked up the bags from the table, sealed them and put them back in the redhead’s bag.

The three walked to the door.

“Wait, what about Mom?” Buffy asked.

“The spell should keep her there all night, but she can’t hurt you now anyway.” Willow replied, as she smiled at Buffy. The girl nodded and carried on to the door with the witches. She opened it and Tara stepped out, followed by Willow.

“See you tomorrow.” Tara said as she turned back. Willow also turned and gave one last smile to her best friend.

“Bye” Buffy said, and closed the door when the two girls were father down the path. She held the pouch tightly in her left hand.







Part 3 on the way :) In the meantime, feedback please!

love'n'hugs

cath :pride

The girl who talks but do
 


Re:

Postby Guinevere » Wed Apr 14, 2004 11:42 pm

Oooh! You've got me interested! Looking forward to the next update. There's something about a dead person floating in the kitchen all night that's creepy. But that's probably because I have a possesed aunt. Great story though. I love creepy.



Gwen

Guinevere
 


Re:

Postby soluna350 » Thu Apr 15, 2004 10:59 am

Definitely freaky. Great update:D



luna:geek

soluna350
 


Re:

Postby The girl who talks but do » Thu Apr 15, 2004 1:30 pm

Quote:
There's something about a dead person floating in the kitchen all night that's creepy


lol that's exactly what I was going for! Glad you like it :)

Never Leave Me

*plug much*

The girl who talks but do
 


Re: Part 3

Postby The girl who talks but do » Mon Apr 19, 2004 2:15 pm

Ok part three's coming up but it's a little short, but its kinda meant to be like that so bear with me :p









Hold her, tell her everything's gonna be fine.

The girl who talks but do
 


Re: Part 3

Postby The girl who talks but do » Mon Apr 19, 2004 2:41 pm

Same disclaimer and stuff as before



Part 3



Tara and Willow walked silently through the hallway to their dorm. The hall lights were dimmed and all the other dorms were quiet. The girls reached number 214 and Willow delved into her bag for a key. Tara stood back and didn’t speak. The redhead looked straight ahead while she fumbled in her bag. She pulled it out, put it in the door and opened it. They stepped in and Tara sat down on the bed, followed by Willow after she had put her bag over the bedpost. Tara kicked off her shoes and sighed.

“We should get some sleep,” She said, just before lying flat out on the bed.

“Yeah. It’s pretty late.” Willow looked at the clock to see that it was, in fact, pretty early.

01:37 AM

The redhead abandoned her shoes next to Tara’s and joined her sprawled on the bed. Silence fell over the two as they lay.

“Will?” Tara looked over to the girl slightly farther down the bed from her. Willow looked up. “Love you” Willow smiled and moved closer to Tara.

“Love you too.” Tara kissed the top of Willow’s head and sat up.

“C’mon,” She gave the redhead a playful shove and pulled the bed sheets back. “We gotta sleep.”



~~~*~~~



Buffy turned round and leaned on the door. She slid down until she sat on the floor and held her head in her hands.

Dawn still lay on her bed. She starred up at the ceiling and wiped away her tears before they had a chance to leave her eye. The sound of the witches leaving had travelled to the girl’s room but she wasn’t ready to leave her comforting surroundings yet. She looked around the room, at her bookshelves and her posters, the big peace sign in the corner, and remembered how Buffy had helped her paint it. She looked away, and back at the ceiling. Her hands were folded across her stomach and her legs were crossed. She got up from her bed and left the room, she walked to the top of the stairs and looked down at her sister, still sitting with her head in her hands. She only looked for a second, before going back to her room. She got changed into a pair of baggy pyjamas. Dawn pushed the soft toys off the edge of the bed, turned off the light, and flung back the covers. She crawled into bed and tried to get to sleep.



~~~*~~~



Buffy woke with a start and winced at the brilliant sunlight that flooded her bedroom. She sat up and reached over for a loose blouse to cover her vest-top. The blonde walked past her younger sister’s room, down the stairs and into the empty kitchen.

Buffy froze.

She bolted round the corner, up the stairs, and into Dawn’s room. The teenager was still fast asleep.

“What’s your problem?” A drowsy voice asked, half buried under the bedclothes.

“Are you ok? Mom, s-she’s gone.”





feedback please :)

love'n'hugs

cath :pride

Hold her, tell her everything's gonna be fine.

The girl who talks but do
 


Re: Part 3

Postby onyxsundrops » Mon Apr 19, 2004 6:15 pm

Great update. I'm sure the residents of S'dale would think nothing strange about a recently dead woman floating around town.:)



Yvonne:peace

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Re: Part 3

Postby Guinevere » Wed Apr 21, 2004 12:52 am

Hey, they might not notice. Maybe she's unobtrusively dead and floaty. Enjoyed the update!

Guinevere
 


Re: Part 3

Postby bluemote » Tue Apr 27, 2004 1:37 am

hey cath,



really great story, and a good idea for a fic! i'll be waiting eagerly for the next part :)



xox blue

bluemote
 


Re: Part 3

Postby justin » Tue Apr 27, 2004 2:36 am

This is a really good story.



I wonder what the zombie Joyce is doing?



Looking forward to :read more



There's more than one way to do it. - The Perl mantra

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Re: Part...um...*cough*

Postby The girl who talks but do » Tue May 18, 2004 2:25 pm

AHHHHHH! I have really bad writers block! :sob I'm gonna try work more on it now though...:letter



cath :pride

I like the quiet.

The girl who talks but do
 


Re: Part...um...*cough*

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Tue May 18, 2004 2:31 pm

:dance :letter

Man cath! That sucks! well...well...stop havin writers block dude! Tell your brain that you need to keep the kitties entertained! haha...well hope you update soonish! :peace

-Rose

Dude Im fuckin loved! Im loved and I dont care about anything else! And Im cared for! Im fuckin cared for by someone that MATTERS!

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