Author: Renee85
Disclaimer: Characters are not mine, I'm just borrowing them.

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I love you.
I love you too.
I need you.
I need you too.
I need you in me.
I need you in me too.
You’re my life.
No, you are. You are everything. You are my world.
Part One: Loving you is all I have to do
"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."
-Anon
“You’re my world.” Willow stated in a whisper as she studied the soft features of her lover’s face, her slender fingers eventually finding its way across the blonde’s full lips, tracing them gently. “You are everything to me, Tara.” Her words leave her lips with infinite love and devotion.
“And you’re everything to me.” Tara replied softly, her blue eyes sparking under the dim lights above, white Christmas lights were carefully draped across the ceiling as a few candles sat atop an oak dresser, its yellow flame flickering in the darkness of the small room. “I love you, Willow.”
“And I love you.” the redhead smiled, her own emerald eyes filling with happy tears as she continued to stare deeply into her girlfriends azure orbs, the fingers which had been tracing Tara’s lips were now buried deep inside long blonde hair, massaging the soft scalp beneath. Willow’s loving fingertips were warm to the touch, eliciting a hot sensation that sent tiny gooseflesh throughout her lovers’ voluptuous frame, making Tara moan.
“You like that?” Willow giggled as her fingers continued its journey, gently massaging every nook and cranny of her lover’s soft scalp.
“I really do.” The blonde breathed, biting her lower lip in hopes of stifling another moan, but failing miserably. “Who would have thought that finger massaging could feel so good?”
Willow lifted her eyebrows, smirking in amusement. ‘Finger massaging, if you only knew.’
“To the head, I mean.” She blushed. “Head massaging, not…” she blushed again, licking her top lip nervously. “You know what I mean.”
Willow giggled at her flushed lover, still captivated by endless blue eyes. “I know what you mean.” She said softly. “I always know what you mean.”
Tara then brought her right hand up and gently cupped Willow’s cheek, her thumb beginning its own gentle, soothing massage. ‘Give and take.’
“Willow fingers…” Tara kissed the slender digits that were now creeping closer to her mouth, trailing her lips to the palm of Willow’s hand. “Willow-hand…” she nipped again, kissing the shapely hand lovingly. “My Willow.”
“Always.” Willow said in absolute certainty, not being able to imagine herself with anyone else other than this woman beside her. She brought her lips forward slightly so she could place her lips with a kiss on the naked shoulder of the woman beside her, claiming the blonde as her own. ‘And Forever’ she thought.
“And forever?” came the soft voice, asking the question both girls already knew the answer to. ‘An infinite yes, forever and a day.’
“Well, pretty much.” Willow answered playfully, carefully pulling Tara towards her so the taller woman could lie on top. “That’s the plan, right?” she pulled a blanket from the foot of the bed and brought it over both of them, after she was finished her arms gently around her girlfriend’s body, warming her in a soft yet firm embrace. “You and me…together forever, it’s what we promised each other, and I’m not one to forgo any of my promises.” Willow kissed Tara’s nose. “You’re the one, Tara.” the redhead voiced adamantly. “I can’t imagine myself with anyone else.”
“Neither can I.” Tara uttered gently, carefully pushing away the few strands of red hair that had fallen onto her lover’s face, and placing them behind her ears. “We fit.” Tara nodded matter of factly. “Willow and Tara.” She rolled their two names with the tip of her tongue. “It just makes sense, our names… it’s like Laverne and Shirley, Bert and Ernie, Sigfreid and Roy… I know they’re not romantically linked, but you can’t help but think of one without thinking of the other, which is much like…”
Willow just smiles, trying to stifle her laughter but failing miserably.
“What?” Tara stops, smiling slightly as a red blush was threatening to erupt onto her cheeks…again. ‘ Laughter really is contagious.’ Thought Tara. ‘I should be pouting and instead I’m laughing.' “I was just making a point, Willow.” She pointed out grumpily as an afterthought, standing her ground.
“You definitely made it.” The redhead nodded, playfully nudging her foot against Tara’s. “And you thought I was the babbler.”
“You are.” Insisted Tara. “You definitely got me beat in that area, but you know what they say…'couples who live together do start to look alike.’ ” She smiled her trademark half smile, bringing Willow into captivation mode, the two girls lay on their sides, staring into each others eyes, not ever breaking the contact. A bomb could have blown outside their door, and they wouldn’t have noticed.
“I love you.” Willow whispered, finally breaking the silence. She would never tire of saying those three words, not as long as Tara was in the receiving end of it.
Tara smiled, her eyes filling with happy tears, still captivated by the woman who lay beside her. Instead of saying ‘I love you’ back, Tara gently brought her lips to the other woman, kissing her softly. Kissing the lips she has kissed a thousand times, and a thousand times after that.
“Mmm…” Willow moaned sensually after their kiss subsided. “Tara-tongue.” The redhead muttered almost inaudibly, her own lips busying themselves with those of another, she gently nipped her lover’s lower lip, very much distracted. Tara was distracted as well, eagerly returning her girlfriends loving caress. “Tara-lips.” Willow managed to voice between gentle kisses. Their kiss lasted for a few more minutes until both were breathless, they both landed on their backs, staring at the ceiling.
“Tara?” Willow asked after a short moment of silence, her eyes still glued towards the ceiling, which was plastered with dozens of glow-in-dark stars. That, along with the candles and lights, made for a very romantic setting. It was definitely a sight to see.
“Yeah, sweetie?”
“I was thinking…”
The blonde turns her head to look at Willow. “Yeah?”
Willow turns her attention from the ceiling towards Tara, resting her head on her elbows. “Why don’t we go somewhere?” she asked. “Just us…kind of like a Christmas vacation.”
“You’re Jewish.” Tara says, frowning slightly.
“Yeah, but you’re not.” Willow pointed out, smiling. “Plus, I kinda like the whole Christmas thing. The lights, the presents, the music…it’s refreshing. Plus, I think it’d be good for us.” She finished, giving her best puppy-dog eyes that she could muster; it always made Tara cave. ‘Not that she needed much caving.’
“I’d go anywhere with you.” Smiled the blonde, staring into deep green depths. “So where were you thinking?” Tara shifted her weight slightly towards her right, so she can face her soul mate.
“Where do you want to go?” the redhead asked quietly, stroking Tara’ soft blonde hair reverently.
Tara returns her gaze upward towards the star-covered ceiling, scrunching her face in deep thought. Willow just studied Tara’s features, looking at her face, utterly captivated.
“Did you ever watch Home Alone 2?” Tara asked suddenly in a whisper, turning her attention back to her lover, her face serious.
“Oh, sure. The little blonde kid, causes all kinds of mischief? The short bald gut, and the dumb tall one. The huge family with all the pizza’s. ” She nodded. “Why Hon?”
“Do you remember the last part when the little kids mom finds her son in front of the giant Christmas tree, they hug?” she asked again, remembering the scene of the movie clearly.
Willow thinks for a second, trying to remember, suddenly remember after a few seconds of thought. “I remember.” Willow smiled at her, stroking her hair. “It was a teary moment for sure.”
“I want to go there.” Tara locked her eyes with Willow, smiling softly. “I want to be with you in front of that tree.” She said softly, her eyes sparkling. “I want you in my arms in front of that tree.” She held her breath, wishing she knew what was going on inside her lover’s brain. ‘Was her Christmas tree idea stupid?’
“You’re just a romantic at heart aren’t you?” Willow smiled.
It was then when Tara let out a breath, relieved.
“I love you Willow.” Tara let out, her eyes full of happy tears.
“I love you too, Tara.”
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To be Continued
Thanks for reading, it’s my first attempt at writing so if I suck…well, that’s the reason.
Please tell me if it sucks or not, so I know if I should continue.
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For some life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds last forever. -L. Swenson
"You make a place for her in your heart, it's sort of like she becomes a part of you. Does that make sense?" - Tara
I'm enjoying this fic
gets her bag back soon!!!
Update soon, please?
cliffhanger!!
Lovely update. Love sammi xx
I loved the little boy with his mispronunciation