Silver Shadow-AU

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

TITLTE:Silver Shadow

AUTHOR:SuicidalMind-Bianca

SPOILERS:Till "Family" after that i guess is AU.

RATING:For now i guess PG...but if change i´ll let you know.

DISCLAIMER:Exept for Chad, Emily, Bull´s Eye(Joanne), Fran, Mouse and Frank, I don´t own the others characters they belong to upn, warner,joss and etc.

FEEDBACK:Sure....just be cool with me, it is my first story here so i´m little scary about you don´t like it...i´m not good with rejection.

NOTE:i have no idea where this is going to end and my english sucks so don´t hate for that. **********************************************

PART 1



The red sun slowly slide in the turning night sky, a figure is walking down the street. Her blonde hair shinig a silver glow, she is looking down, her ice blue eyes focus into the nothing.

She walk into the cemetery, slowly pass by graves and crypts, she stops and lift her eyes, some of her hair falling in front her face, she whisper intelligible words and a blinding white light escape by the edges of the old wood door. It´s open with a series of creaking .

A deep male voice emerge from the now wide open door.

“My dear sister!”- theirs eyes meet and a smile break in both faces.



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“Hey Wills”- Xander and Buffy greet in the same time.

“Hello Willow”-said Giles, lifting his head of a book and after turning his gaze to Buffy and Xander.

“Hey guys what´s the meeting rush? any new badies?......i mean not that it have to be but you know...”-she stoped babble when a loud “WILLOW” enter her ears.

“Sorry”-willow said lower her head -“So what´s new?”- rising her head again.

“we ask you that...you was the one calling and interupting me and Xander while we were going to have Sex!”- a very pissed Anya shout from her place next to a very red Xander-“A An..honey..what we talk about speaking about our Sex life in public?”

“Don´t speak about our Sex life in public?”- a still pissed Anya anwser.

“Right!...errr..so Willester!Why did you call?”-asked Xander turning his attention to his friend, it was when he didn´t saw a certain blonde and saw the strange look in willows face. –“Will, where is Tara?”

“Yeah! I was wondering my self!”- buffy said, also seenig the look in willow face.

“uh...oh..oh yeah uh Tara, she is.. uh..she is...i i din´t know!”- tears starting forn in her eyes -“she..and..i..then..she got-t a cal-l-l ..and then she left...it-t was in the mor-ring...and stil-l didn´t call...she said she would call..and..and..”

“ssssshhh, calm down will”- Buffy said huging her friend close, she could´t help worry about Tara, she was her friend too, and tara was out there in the dark and Willow like this, maybe she is hurt..no no no dont go there buffy she is fine...confort Will as she start to sod.

“hey Will, she problaby forget or still didn´t finish do what she leave for..come on will relax i bet she is fine...hey why we don´t start to plan her surprise party in the bronze..em..what do you think?”

“yeah she is fine..i mean she have to be...is that she didn´t said were she was going and you know me always thinking the worse...and we better take care of the party and the songs and the presents and the cake tou can´t forget the cake do you think she will like a cake?what cake she would like? And...”- babbling a very exited but still worry Willow.

“willow why don´t you sit and breath”- said giles, she sat as she was told and then he start to talk again-“good,now about that party....”



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In the crypt.

"Donnie, I missed so much!"-Tara said as the two of they hug.

"I missed you too, you have no idea!"-Donnie said as they pull apart, his brown eyes show a strange look, fear, Tara saw it.

"What´s wrong?"-she asked as she try to find the anwser in his eyes."something is wrong, I know so don´t lie, and where is Chad?"-she saw his eyes unfocus and his body tense.-"He will come soon with the others.Tara, you now your birthday is coming, you know what happens.T, is time for the Silver Shadow get togheter again..."

"I´m not leaving, just if I don´t have anymore escape.I´m not giving up on Willow, only if she get in danger."-Tara said with a deep voice, her eyes sparking in the darkness of the crypt.I´m not giving up Willow, I know I don´t deserve her but I´m not let her get hurt.I die first.

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TOO BE CONTINUED....if you guys want?

[peggy of sunnydale]

please dont drop this having tara actually have a connection with her brother is kinda cool i beg you

keep it up

or i could get angry

o lord im so joking

but really i beg you



willow:tara i have to tell you

tara: i understand you have to be with the person you l.l.love

willow: i am

[sabina]

Hi there

I think you have a great start written, so don't stop now



I'm curious about this story.



Update soon?

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"If it makes you happy, it can´t be that bad" - Sheryl Crow

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

THANKS FOR THE FEEDBACK GUYS, WHEN I READ IT I WAS LIKE RUNNING AROUND THE HOUSE "THEY LIKE ME, THEY LIKE ME" ...and i´m sure i´m not a good writer but i´m glad you like it.



Silver Shadow- part 2









“WHAT THE HELL YOU TALKING ABOUT?”-Donnie didn´t undertood -“Who the hell is Willow?You sound like in love with her or some thing!?”-Donnie never saw Tara like that, she never had girlfriends, well at last not to care about leaving that much, he wasen´t sure what was that all about.

“Willow is her girlfriend!Tara is in love!and don´t look at me like that! I told you to not freak the hell out of tara! You know it´s not like we are in so much trouble!or maybe just you!!”-a blonde figure came for behind a colum, looking with playfull eyes to Donnie, he turn his gaze to tara and send her a half smile a lot like her own-“Hey there strange!don´t worry about the leaving!”-he said enbracing her in a warn hug-“Well at last not right now!”-he said ,breaking the embrace, half serius half playing.-“And look at you all good girl and kinda hippie!strange but nice I have to addimit ,very you!...well not really but....”-tears was falling down his eyes.

“CHAD!oh my godness you here!You have no idea how much I missed you...even having you in my head times to times!”-smiling with tears in her eyes too.

“He is not the only one you know!?”-a female voice asked behind her. Tara turn around and meet a pair of blue eyes looking direct to her.-“EMILY!”-she shout as the girl hug she fervency and kiss Taras cheeks.



********************************************** Willow talk usually means look at the person not looking at the door every second and TALK sometimes is necessary too!”-Buffy said laughing.

Willow snap of to reality, she was thinking of Tara, as always. Why she don´t call is all most 8 o´clock...oh no no what if she s-she...no no rosemberg don´t you dare she is fine and she is not with someone else..obivious she is with someone cause someone called but she is not with with someone right? Right right how do you ever dare think tara would do something like that....she loves you and stop babble in your head they looking at you like you insane or something but is not their girlfriend that disappear..aahhrrr stop it already Willow.-“Uh..errr..sorry guys..what did you said?”-Willow apology.

“Buffy asked if anyone of Tara´s family is coming?”-Giles asked. Willow frow then anwser-“Tara don´t really like talk about her family...she just said that she had a twin brother and a kind of half brother....I don´t know if they are showing...”

“Wait Tara have a twin and you never mention anything?”-Buffy said –“Is he some kind of boy version of Tara?”

“Why Buffy, soldier boy is getting boring?”-Xander smirk.

“You know things between me and Riley aren´t well it´s be sometime...and asking isn´t cheating....so speak Will.”

“She said the two of they are very alike, blonde and tall, blue eyes but she said that while she is shy he is extorvet, she said that they pretty much oposite of each other in lot of ways and identical in others.”-Willow said not really paying attention.-“But I never saw him..well just in photos she show me, but they were from when they were kids, i asked for one wait I get it.”-Willow reach in her bag for her wallet, the get a old photo of a five kids smiling to the camera.-“Here, Tara is the one with the broke arm and her twin with the leg broke.”-Willow smile as pointing the little Tara and the boy with his arm around her shouders. You seens genuly happy.Why didn´t want to tell me what broke our arm and his leg?-“The big boy behind they is, what she called 2/3 brother, Donnie and the other two their best friends, i guess Emily and Frank.”-Willow finished showing the other to kids in the photo and frowing trying remember their names and triyng make out why Tara escape of the explication of the hurts in both her and her brother. Maybe she fall or some of that farm kids things...maybe a horse...that evil big arm biting...but but she would say right?..if was it she would say...so probably wasen´t it...what happen to you?- she asked to the photo as she caress the little figure with her fingertips, was then she saw something in Taras small eyes, in her face, the same expression of mixed fellings of every time Tara wake up from a nightmare, a mix of fear, rage, sadness and others that she could´t understand. Something had happen and she knew that, just had to find out what.



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Tara menace get out of Emily´s grit, the girl pulled her with more force.-“Oxygen becoming a problem.”-Emily took a step back and clear the tears of her face-“Sorry but is so good to see you!”-she reply cheerful.

“It good to see you too! And where is Frank?”- Tara asked looking around.

“He could´t come today...I´m sure he will come around soon.”-Chad said –“and Bull and Mouse are probably around turning the school a hell!”- like he knew what she would ask next.

“We are in a hellmouth stupid..and the one with the hellmouth already got destroyed.”-Donnie said

“And the good mood award goes to....geez relax Donnie no one die yet and we here to make sure no one do! We have plany of time....so stop it Donnie!”-Emily said behind him, ticklig his sides.

“STOP EMILY...COME ON...PLEASE!!!”- he yell laughing and trying to escape Emily in the same time.

“Come on you two craziness in your time!”- Tara said laughing of the scene, there was he brother in the ground laughing his brain off because he could´t escape from Emily.-“OK OK less you two, come on Emily

stop, let go of Donnie come on!”-Tara said trying to separate they. Chad come to help her.

They finally were able to separate they. All the four of they were in the ground trying to stop laugh, Chad said breathless-“T, I bielive certainy a red-head is pretty worry about you. We meet tomorrow to talk about why Donnie is so worry and in a really bad mood. See you T.”-Chad said kissing his sister cheek.

“I know, Ididn´t tell her were I was going...I should go!”- remorse showing in her voice, she wanted to tell Willow everything but she is afraid that Willow would hate her, fell sick, like she fell for herself. She said good bye to Emily and Donnie and left the cemetery running straight to Magic Box, she knew Willow was there, she felt it. She was happy, well in parts...

She had almost destroy the world before, she know darkness, she been there, she live in it. She and her brothers always had problens, in school, at ‘home’, Donnie´s dad, theirs stepfather, a drunk pig, he beat the hell of they, call they names, end with theirs self-esteem, her real father end his own life, her mom die in a car acident, they know she jump in front of it, her aunt die of cancer, she don´t know any more family that are not dead.

Emily, Frank and Mouse had a drunk dad too, beat on they too, they got together for that too.

And Bull, or Joanne, she was called like that cause she never miss a target, is large and strong, tall and a very serius face. Her parents neglecent her, she was always moving from a place to other, never had real friends. She always afraid of push people away, things are always her fault.

Willow didn´t knew it, didn´t knew her past, didn´t should pay for her mistakes. She was in the door of the Magic Box when she decide. We did stupid things, they still push us back but that will not interfere my new live in sunnydale, Buffy is the slayer, she don´t need worry my stupid problems. I will enjoy my live with Willow before my past destroy it. Come on Tara smile you don´t what to worry they, keep your shit to your self. With that in mind Tara knock on the lock door trying to make a smile appear on her face.

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to be continued....i guess...and sorry about the english i know i stink . bianca.

[the vamp nurd]

hey,



Good story so far... continue please?

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Open up Pandora's kiss.



Bardlet no #27

[LostWithoutTara]

Please continue. I'm very intrigued by this story and how it will develop.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

THANKS AGAIN FOR THE FEEDBACK....HOPE YOU LIKE



PART3



Willow and the others scoobys pass the last half hour planning the surprise birth party to Tara, but after Buffy question about Tara twin she could´t stop thinking if he would show up, Tara usually change subject when it comes to her family, actually Tara had given that picture yesterday and was just because she had found it. Why you keep so much of me? What happen in your past? That hunt you in your dreams, that hunt you even when you wake? Was then she listen a knock on the door, she saw Buffy enter in her slayer mood but she knew was Tara, she felt her.

Giles open the door careful and when he saw who was smile and greet cheerfully as giving espace to Tara come inside.-“Tara my dear, is good to see you ....and Willow I guess she would like to breath.”

Willow had jump of her chair when she saw Tara in the doorway and had throw herself into her, almost knocks her down

“Thank god you alright! Why didn´t you call or said were you was?what happen? why your eyes are reddish? Had you been crying?why?who made you cry? Are you hurt?”-she start reach for some injure, not finding any she went back to the confort of Tara´s arms.

Tara felt Willow start to cry.-“Ssshhh baby...I´m fi-i-n-ne see-e...I-I was with m-my brothers-s...an-d-d I cried cause-e I do-don´t see they in-n while now-w...and I´m-m not-t hurt...do-don´t worry.”- Tara whisper in the girls ear trying to confort her.

Easing out of the hug, both looking in the deep pools of love in each others eyes, lost in their own thoughts when a cough wake they up.

“Uh...girls...”-Giles start to stammer from behind they, when cut by Anya.-“GET A ROOM!....oh and is good to see you Tara. Come on Xan, she is back and fine, so now that Willow isn´t Miss Where is My Girlfriend why don´t we get back your house and have sex? bye guys!”-she said not really asking as she push Xander to the still open door.

“ANYA!”- Buffy and Willow shout as Anya pass by the door carrying blushing Xander with her, Tara just look at the ground somehow embarrassed and Giles just keep cleanig his glasses.

After that Buffy offer to walk Will and Tara home, the three girls said theirs good nights to Giles and walk out the door. Willow never letting go of Tara´s arm.



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Willow and Tara´s room



They lie in the bed, Willow with her head in Tara´s chest quitely listen to her girl´s heart beat. Should i ask about her brothers?Maybe she don´t want to talk about it...she would mention...but she is not much the talking girl...but i need to know if her brother is planning some thing to their birth, maybe she already have plans and she will not be able to go to the party I´m planning...but spend with her family is more appropriate I guess...did her whole family come with him?

“Willow? Are you alright sweetie?”-Tara asked as she saw the wave of emontions in Willow´s face and eyes.

“Nothing.....I mean....uh you said you were with your brothers...so means your twin is here and you two should spend yours bithday together..right...but is your first birth with me and I wanted to be special....but he is here and he most had come because the birthday and everything....I mean you two are close right? Because you never talk about your family and uhh...”-Tara stopped her with a kiss.

“Baby, of course I´d love to spend my birthday with you. Chad didn´t really come to Sunnydale for our birthday, we don´t real-l-ly like this whole birthday-y thing...and yes we really close...and I don´t talk alot about my-y famil-l-y-y cause-e there i-is real-lly nothing-g to talk about-t.”-Tara said as she caress Willow´s cheek.

“Sorry I didn´t want to make uncomfortable.”- Willow said embarrassed.

“You didn´t...is just I don´t like talk about it.”- She said.

They snuggle under the covers again. They stay like this for while till Willow plead sleepy.-“Tara promise you will you will never leave me?”

“Never sweetie, I promise. Love you.”- Tara whisper in the red hair under her chin as she kiss it.

That was the last words Willow listen before she drift for the reality to dreamland, but Tara stay wake great part of the night worrying about what would happen tomorrow, somehow she knew it would´t be good.

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too be continued...i have the part 4 pretty much finished so i probably posting it later tonight or tomorrow...if it is wanted.. ...geez i´m such a idiot

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update!



Please continue!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

tHANKS FOR THE FEEDBACK........I WOULD WRITE MORE TODAY BUT I´M . OKAY MY SICK MIND IS STARTING TO ENTRY IN THE FIC NOW, SO PROBABLY IT´S WILL BE PG-13 OR MORE FOR NOW ON.



PART 4





Dawn was walking to school with some others girls, they were talking about nothing really important so she was´t paying too much attention, her mind was focus in two new students in her school.

The boy was pretty much normal, skater punk type, spike brown hair, a piercing in the ear and one in the eyebrow, tall , kinda cute with brown eyes, talkative...okay a little nerd but pretty much cool. The girl..she capture dawn´s attention...not the talkative type, always drawing or writing, somehow her clear brown hair always was a little dirty and covering her eyes , piercing in her left elbrow and under lip, beautiful hazy blue eyes with green and grey nuances, a mix between goth, punk, skater and grunge, she was mysterious, very tall and large ,in a stronge way, rarely smile. Geez why I paid more attention on the girl that on the boy?They got in the school and she saw the girl under a tree and the boy was with her, both talking and laughing about some thing. Are they dating? A rush suddenly of jealousy run inside her body.Why i care? I mean i don´t even know she!...but he is making she laugh and I wish I made her laugh ...What?did i just thought that?...but she is so cute when she laugh. The bell rang waking her from her daydream.Why don´t you talk with her already?**********************************************



Tara wake early, not that she had slept something at night, she felt Willow´s death grip on her waist. She whisper looking down at the top of Willow´s head barely making her face, that was hided in the cook of her neck-“I hve no idea what I did to have your heart, specialy after all the shit I put myself in...I don´t deserve you, I will never do but I will make everything to make you just as happy as I´m right now.”- Before I blow that up too. Geez what Chad is up to?Why Donnie was so nervous? Some thing is wrong..I know..Is ours demons out control? No can´t be we control they...long ago...I just hope we don´t put Willow and the others in danger.She gently kiss the top of Willow´s head, caressing her hair slowly waking her up.

“Tara?”-Willow ask still with her eyes close.

“Morning sweetie.”

Turning to face her love.-“Morning baby.”-she lean to kiss her good morning.

“Uh..we need to get up, is etting late and we both have to pass the Magic Box...”

She was cut off by a pout Willow.-“Don´t wanna.”

“neither do I but I have to go cause my-y brother probably wil-l-l go there so we-e c-could t-talk..and I promess I-I make it up to you later.”

“ Okay just because your brother but you will have to make up for every second you owning me.”

“Yes ma´am!”- as she lean down and capture Willow´s lips, then both of they get up and get change.In about twenty minutes they left to the Magic Box hand in hand.

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Dawn saw the girl sit in a table under a tree, writing angry in a old notebook.



Apart from everything,scary,put outside, own view of a mde life, creation of a sick mind, not seen, nothing to everyone, careless truth, past without sense, self made, mask of deformation, brain mess up, ocean of lies, drown in denial, fake happiness, death in past of new lies. Indecisive dath suffer, don´t care don´t mind, isolation,hate don´t want hate, can´t stop, alone, fear of lost the last sense of reality, everyone is blind deaf, i scream and noboby cares, neglect fellins, eating soul pigs, silly ideas, silly lies, silly live, silly way, selfish careless bitch, angels shit, confusion, idiot, piece of stink crap, cold blood, stinking dry blood, vomit of yesterday, ready, shot, now, blood in the walls, no sorry, die, no I call the flys, don´t stop, clean your blood, no sorry, my blood is in you, mirror, mirror, oh no i broke i broke, dirty piece of nothing,ugly monster, sorry my blood dirty you, sorry my vomit dirty the ground....

“Hey!”- Dawn greet the girl.

“Ah....HOLY MOTHER OF HELL!”- the girl yell, scaring Dawn. The other girl look up, breathing hard, she asked and apology.-“Oh..I-I´m so-r-ry-y I di-idn´t-t want-e-ed-d to-o sca-a-re-e you-u. Do-o you-u wa-nt-t me-e to get-t of-f so-o you-u can-n si-it-t?”- She stutter already getting up looking to the ground, her hair covering her face.Your asshole, you scary the girl with you stupid stutter you don´t do nothing right.

“No no...I that didn´t mean to scary you, you don´t need to get up, acttualy I come here to talk to you.”- Dawn said trying to calm the other girl.God she seen so fright, and all apology.I just want to hug her! What?!“What I-i did-d? I-I sor-r-ry-y I-I didn´t-t me-ean-n to-o.”

“No I just want to talk with you...you know talk, chat...know each other?”

“Oh Okay....I guess..”

“...So waht´s your name?”-Dawn aked smiling

“Joanne. And-d your-rs-s?”-She asked relief.

“Dawn.”

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Buffy and Xander were talking about what they would give to Tara in her birthday, Anya was counting the money and Giles, well just being Giles.

“What about a CD?”-Xander asked

“Yeah...do you know what kind of music she likes?”-Buffy said.-“Oh Oh..what about a book? About witchcraft!”-Buffy said excite

“How will we know she don´t already know?”

They didn´t notice two young mens entrying till the dark hair one said.-“Why you just don´t ask her?”

Buffy and Xander look at the guy and both shout.-“What?”

“Shut up Donnie! Don´t you see they haavee witchcraft books? They can turn you in a frog!”- the blonde guy said playfully hitting the Donnie´s arm.-“Pardon my dear brother. He don´t think much before. My name is Chad and he is Donnie. We looking for...”

“Tara?”- Tara asked from the doorway, she and Willow had come around the “pardon my brother..”

“Hey sis.”- Donnie and Chad said at same time.

“Sis?”- All the others ask.

“Guys this is my 2/3 brother, Donnie”-Tara said ponting to the dark hair guy.-“ and this is my twin Chad.”-ponting to the blonde guy.

“Well is a pleasure to meet you.”-Giles said with a smile.

“And this is Giles, the blonde behind counter is Anya, the dark hair guy in the table is Xander, the blonde by his side is Buffy.”- Tara said ponting to each one. –“ And this is my girl friend Willow.”-Holding her hand.

“About that one I suspect!”- Donnie smirk to Tara, knowing she would blush.

“Nice to meet you.”- Willow said extending her hand. But she was wrapped in a warn hug by the two large guys.They most really be Tara´s brother, they treat me like family already! A similar tought run in the others heads.As the two free Willow from theirs arm and went hug Tara.

Was there that a skiny brunette walk in the door. She see the tree and they see she, for a moment they lock eyes when Giles ask if he could help, she said.-“you already did!”. A man in his fifties entry by the door.He is wearing brown pants, grey shirt and a dirty brown jacket, a demoniac smile in his face.

“Well well well. Tree cats with one shot, most be my lucky day!”

“Told they would be here dad.”- the young woman said smiling to the men.

“Good girl.”-He said as he caress her blonde hair.

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TOO BE CONTINUED....I HAVE PART 5 ALL IN MY HEAD BUT I´M NOT VERY GOOD TODAY SO....

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

as there is no feed backs i believe that no one like it and gonna post it because is the last part i wrote....if you really hate it so much please let me know...



PART 5



“You three little trickers! Line up”- the man said taking a small staff from his belt.

Tara, Chad and Donnie immediate form a straight line, army style. He beat the staff in their shoulder, their faces showed pain but didn´t move.

The scoobys watch the surreal scene in front of they, Willow was ready to jump in the old man, but Buffy hold her firmily, somehow she knew that if her best friend move probably Tara would suffer more.

The man had in his eeyes a mad fire-“You three girls will have lunch with me and Beth, we have so much to talk about.”- he said in a deep voice, angry screaming in his voice.-“You have one hour to get ready and don´t be late.”- he finished beating with the staff in their heads, then leaving.

Donnie was in the air trying to get Beth when Tara and Chad cash him.-“Are you out of your mind?”-They yell as the three of they fell on the ground and their recently injures sending a rush of pain through their bodys.

They stand up with the help of the others, blood dripping slowly of the small cuts in the side of their heads, Buffy, Willow and Xander help they sit in chair as Anya and Giles went find the First Aid.

“Oh baby are you ok? Are you felling dizzy?”-Willow gently asked Tara as she clean the wound in her head. Tara squeak a little then said.-“ That´s ok sweetie I´m used to it.”

“He is always like that?”- asked Giles

“No”-Chad said

“He isn´t drunk yet.”- Donnie completed

“He is a frustrate marine...he always have to be the control, we just let he feel like we are soldiers. Is easy that way.”- explain Tara. Willow hold Tara´s left hand with hers, she look in her face trying to find some anwser.Why is easy? What more he did? Was he who hurt you and Chad in that picture? How can he do that to a a daughter, to a son? Is he the reason of all you insecurity isn´t he?

“We most get going...we don´t want to get late...you know what happens.”- Donnie said getting up.

“Yeah you right.”

“we better get ready.”

The three went to the door with their heads down.

“Bye guys, nice to met you all.”-Donnie said waving his head in their direction and leaving the store.

“Good day for all of you, wish we had met in different occasion.”- Chad said without really looking at they.

“Bye guys.”- Tara said too didn´t looking to any of they.

“Can I call you?”- Willow asked, sad for seen her everything in that state.

“Why don´t you pass in my dorm after your classes?”

“Okay!”

After that Chad and Tara walk out the door, Chad with his arm possessive around his sister shoulder and Tara with her arm around his waist, each protecting the other.

Willow and the others watch the leave, the same thoughts in their heads. How can they take that so easy?How can they be so getly and don´t hate everything?



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Again if you want me to continue or send this to trash please let me know.

X{ bianca

[onyxsundrops]

Don't trash it...Please continue... I'm really interested in seeing what happens next.



Yvonne

[maudmac]

I am, too, Bianca. Please keep going!

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Walking in space we find the purpose of peace. The beauty of life you can no longer hide.
Our eyes are open, our eyes are open. Our eyes are open, our eyes are open wide, wide, wide. -- Walking In Space

[LostWithoutTara]

Hye Bianca, please carry on. I'm really interested to see what will happen next.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

hey there thanks for the replys....i know is not a big part but i´m not been feeling very well , so my mind is not really working so it´s is all i could wrote down, hopeful i come up with a new part when my ideas start follow mine normal path...that isn´t really normal for most of people so you can imagine my headache. .



Part 6



“Nice place!”- Tara exclaim looking around the spacius room.-“ A old abandoned factory? I have to say that it´s not really you or Donnie.”- she finished giggling.

“Maybe because we didn´t choose it, was Bull and Mouse, they find the place and we, Emilly and Frank help paying.”- Chad said looking around too.-“each one have a different space here, away at same time close.”

“ We still have some room if you want...” – Donnie smile playing.

“I ´d love to! I can´t live in campus dorms forever can I?”- Tara anwser playing too.

Donnie smile to her .-“ You guys gonna take a shower or just get change?”- he asked moving to his room.

“Just get change.”- Chad awnser.

“Ok!”-Donnie awnser as he take of his shirt, his back to they showing a tattoo covering it, it´s goth cross with arrows points, the two that cover his shoulder and ending in the front and the one in the neck ending almost in his short hair, there is five symbols in middle circle, and the rest of the cross was filled with tribal designs.

“You know? That tattoo seens bigger in someone else.”-Tara said ponting to his back and looking to Chad.

“Yeah I know!”-he anwser confirming with a head shake.-“ So we need get change. Wanna some clothing?”-he asked getting up and moving to his room.

“Sure”-she said following him.

They enter in a dark blue room, a duble bed in on of the walls, a large table with books, pen and pencil, a book stand, soundsytem, lots of CD´s, some box´s still unpacked and a wardrobe. Tara sat in the bed as Chad went find some clothes to him and his sister, he got a jeans and a with t-shirt to Tara and to himself a jeans and a blue shirt. As they change Tara asked.-“Chad since I doubt we would be able to talk about it so I will ask now. Why you all here? You got a place and all. Chad what´s happening? Is our demons getting out of control?”

He sigh and sit in the edge of the bed, he hold Tara´s hand and look deep in her eyes.-“Tare, we not just demons...we so much more! They said that to us....we waking we changing..you know it you felling it as much as I do...something is going to happen, something big, really big...I don´t want you to pass by it alone I don´t want to pass it alone..I been triyng to find out what is going on...but..but..”-Tara hug he, he was crying as was she.-“Ssshh...we gonna be alright, all of us, we have each other...we had worse times and we still fine.”

“Tara, Bull have been acting different lattery. She is more angry and sad...she seen to be remembering things...I been to..fire..dust..blood and screams. Have you remembering things?”

“I have nightmares really perturbing, daydream..I see people running with scared...halluccinatons...I can´t understand..I been angry and almost lost my control a couple of times.”

“ We have to try to remenber, find out what´s happening.”

“Right....Chad?”

“Yeah?”

“ I love you.”

“I love you too Tare, you right we gonna be fine and I´m make sure I keep you save, I don´t want Willow breaking my neck!”- he said softly to her.

“About Willow...how I tell her about all of this? About the demon and the family thing...about how HE trat us?”- She asked worry.

“ First we need to be sure what´s happening or at last know she or the others would get hurt, then you tell her.”

“But if she hate me or some thing...what if we get bad and heer life be in danger? I don´t wanna my hand be the ones that will hurt or kill she....I don´t know if I can live without her.”

“And you don´t need to find out. And you need to talk to her today.”

“But what I tell?”

“The truth just skip the demon part.”

There was silence for some moments, both lost in their own worlds till Donnie enter in the room and ask if they ready both nood and the three leave.

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“For real, you know skatebording?”-Danw asked exited. –“Wow I can´t stand up in one of that things!”

“Is not so difficult, you learn with time and I´m not even good that it.”-Joanne anwser.

“I bet you good!”-Dawn said a she watch the other girl blush.She is so cute!! –“So you drawn, skate, play guitar and bass, read a lot, like poetry, like punk rock, new metal, goth punk, new rock, grunge and a lot of styles I can remember now, hate school, like bloody psychopath horor scary movies, have two piercins and two tattoos. Some thing else?”

“I don´t know.” – Joanne shake her shoulders and lift her elbrows.

They been talking all lunch, they talked about music, movies, books, school and a buch of other things. Gruduately Joanne stutter disappear but still was afeard of blow up the new friendship. The bell rang.-“So we better go.’- Dawn said nervous looking and all the other students passing by they, she didn´t want to stop talking with the girl and go the a stuoid math class.

“Yeah....what you have know?”Joanne asked getting up and helping Dawn get up.

“Math...and you?”-God her hand is so soft and warn and stronge! Stop that already Danw you don´t like girls!“Arts....if was other class I would ask if you wanna skip but....”

“You would ask if I´d skip class with you? So what made you think I would skip class?”- Dawn asked playfully.I would gladly skip class with you! What the hell! Why I´m thiking about skiping class with a girl?

“I´m good with the guess!”-Joanne said mysterius.

Dawn blush and then asked hopefully.-“See you after class?”

“Sure! Meet me at the shop the other side of the street.”

“Okay!”

Dawn watch as the other girl walk down the hall and when the boy she is always with jump on her back and saw the two turn the corner to the arts class.

“And you forgot asked her if she was dating! Dah!”-she mutter to herself as she went to her own class.

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Too be continued...

[Taras Shadow]

SMD



Now this is interesting. I'm very curious as to what's gonna happen. And Dawn...awww. Poor girl's confused. Sweet.



I love this and I can't wait for more.



~Holly~

"How Would You Like To Live Under My Skirt?" - Karen - Will & Grace

"Ride The Waves." - Tara - Sex Journals

[onyxsundrops]

Thanks for continuing, Bianca.

The part with Dawn questioning herself was so cute!

More please.



Yvonne

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update



Dawn's questioning was very cute, and I'm really interested to see what will happen to Tara and the others

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

Thanks again for the feed backs.....hope you alll enjoy....again part 8 is already in my head but not making much sense but i will be updating tomorrow...thanks for reading.







PART 7



Tara, Chad and Donnie enter in a old dinner, they saw Beth and their ‘daddy’ sitting in a for almost hided table. Tara listen Chad voice in her.- ‘ That´s gonna be a long lunch!’- she reply.-‘ If there will be a lunch or he just gonna make we eat so he can make we vomit of so much kicks in our stomachs!’

“Very good! Three minutes early I´m impress. Now sit.”- hee said with a almost smile and smacking the staff in the base of their necks before they sit. All of they sit in silence, Tara and Chad keeping a talking in their own heads.

‘So do you think Bull already got in some fight in the school?’-Chad asked

‘Somehow I don´t think so.’-Tara anwser.

‘I don´t get it, why you have connection with her and I don´t, she said she trusth in both of us but why she only let you in heer mind?’

‘she don´t let me in all time, just when she want to, although she can enter in mine or anyone else, even if it´s blocked.’

‘How?’

‘I´m not sure, probably her power, you said she had been changing, been more agressive, like we. Maybe she is more like us that we suspect.’

‘No she isn´t like any of us, she is different.’

‘No she is like us, mostly like me, Chad you know she more sensitive she like to show.’

‘Yeah I know. Do you think she knew...about every thing that happen....I mean she scared Nathan did´t she? She shoot him with plastic bullets, from a tree, and she hit him right in his forered in betewen his eyes, his heart and the palm of his hand and all of this before he fall in the ground, but how she knew we was a step from death?’

‘I gonna try talk to her, maybe she can help us with our own demons and find out what is happening with her.’

The conversation end abruptly when Nathan orden they to pray for the food, try whisper their prays and wait he say they could eat.

“You may eat now.”

They slowing eat, knowing that after they probably would vomit it all, but it didn´t happen yet. As they finish eat, Nathan said.

“I would had killed you all that night, I would had free the world of tree little mosters but that kid stop it....I know she is around, she was always with you....but you will not tell her anithing!”-he finished beating with the staff in the healing woulds of their head, making the would grow deep and bleed again.Some thing show in his eyes, he didn´t show but they could read it, he was scary not just of Bull, but so from they.

“Stand up your shits!”

They immediatly stand up.-“You can go now, but if you open your mouths about that conversation I kill you. And before you leave...”- he said as he move closer to they, then beat with all his forces with his stronge fist right in their stomachs, one by one they move backwards without air and holding on theirs bellys. After recover their breaths they leave.



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Dawn walk down the stone stairs outside of the school, she had´t really paied attention in the classes, her mind keep drifting back to the conversation she had in the lunch and the meeting she was going to have now.Why you are so nervous about talking with that girl? She is just a girl...that you happen to like alot but not in that way....you just think she is cute..no no...funny...hey funny...and makes you laugh and when she laugh she is cute...STOP DAWN....Geez I need talk with Tara. As she see Joanne sitting agaist a store wall looking at the boy making some skate move and laughing when he fell, she could´t help but smile and at same time frown.

Joanne saw Dawn coming in their diresion, she turn to Mouse and said.-“Quit the stupid acting and behaive yourself, the girl I talked about is coming.”- the boy stand up and laugh at his friend.-“Gee I never see you like that it´s so funny.” – she was about to kick his leg when Dawn called-“Hey !”

“Hey Dawn! You come!”-Joanne anwser standing up.

“Hey I´m Harry but you can call me Mouse.”-the boy introduce himself.

“Hey”-So the boy names is Harry....they not holding hands or anything....mayde they just friends...hope so.nonono hope nothing...“Well see ya later Bull”- he said huging her, then turning to Dawn.-“Nice to meet ya!”- then getting his bag and his skate and skating down the street and the two of they start walk to the oposit way of his.

“So Bull?”- Dawn asked curious.

“Yeah...it´s a long story really...but you can call me like that to...actually I prefer.”

“Why?”

“I don´t really like it...people usually just call me like that when they angry with me.”

“Oh Okay Bull.”- she saw the bigger girl smile.

They keep walking for some time, in Bull´s head one thought run.Why silence with her feel right?Why she is talking with a shit like me, I´m not special, Why a beautiful girl would talk with a ugly monster like you?

In Dawn head.Come on ask she already...you dying to know if they dating so ask...-“So you and Mouse are dating?”

“Who?..oh me and...oh yeah we love each other and gonna live forever and have a lot of children!....-she said sarcastic and making a YEAK face.-“Not even in a thousand years! You know...he isn´t really my type.”-You have no idea of how much not my type he is.

“Oh...so are you dating someone?”-please say no please say no...WHAT?“Who would be so stupid? And I´m not really dating type...is not everyone that understand me you know?”

“oh that´s cool.”-Dawn could´t help be disappointed.

They keep walking all the way till Dawn´s house, talking once in a while.

“So Dawn she you in the school?”

“Sure see you Bull”

Bull smile then got on her skate and go down the street, Dawn watch till the figure disapper out of her view.Okay maybe I like her.

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Tara enter in her doorm, the wound in her head making her dizzy and everything around her spin, the angry red mark in her neck was burning and her belly had a purple mark in it. She sit in her bed and start to cclean the wound when Willow enter in the room.

“Hey Will.”-Tara said.Is now Tara is time to tell her.

“Oh my god what happen?”- Willow move beside Tara and holding her hand while looking her injures.

“Nothing really...it´s don´t really hurt anymore.”-she said trying to calm Willow.

“But..but...you hurt!”-Willow said in a children like voice, trying to make a point as she lied her head in Tara´s shoulder and snuggle deeper in the bed. They stay quiet for some time.

“Willow...do you want know about my family?”-Tara said asked breaking the silence.

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TOO BE CONTINUED.....X{bianca

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update



So Tara is finally going to reveal the truth to Willow... can't wait to see her reaction. And the developments with Dawn and Bull are very cute

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

THANKS THE FEEDBACK.......okay things gonna get little complicated now....hope you like...



PART 8



Willow lift her head and look straight in Tara´s eyes when she mention her family, she would never talk about her family freely and start a conversation about that certainly is a oportunity she could´t waste.-“Are you sure baby?”-she asked wanting to make sure Tara was ready.-“We don´t need to.”

“No, we need. Just please don´t stop me till I finish or I´ll lose my nerve.”- pleading as she look at Willow, who nood and quietly wait for her to go on.- “Okay”- she take a deep breath and start to tell her story.

As she tell Willow about her life, she could´t help read her eyes, each word about her past, the days she and Chad sleep in street because Nathan had kicked they out cause they use some money to buy food instead whisky and the time they work in a parklot for gain so money to they, earn a spark of rage but that rage turn in sympathy and concern as she tell her about her real parents and tears slid down her face as she told her about her real father and how he had shot himself and Willow tighten her hold on Tara´s waist when she told her about how a truck hit her mother, but Tara could´t bring herself to tell Willow about the demons and all the times she was a step from death, not just from others hands but from her own, she did´t tell her the real reason she take injections every day and what kind of medication she take, she was too scared of losing Willow. Both comfort each other, both cry till the tears dry, Willow promess she would make him pay. They talked since 2:00 p.m till 8:00 p.m, both were exhauted emotionaly and physicaly.

Before Willow fall sleep she kiss Tara´s shoulder and told her, she would be always there for her and put a arm possessive around her then fell sleep.

It´s been about one or two hours ago but Tara could´t sleep.You coward. She escape from Willow´s grip and when she put her foot on the shee felt a nausea and a bad tease in her mouth, she close her eyes but a flash of strange imagens enter her head. She got up and groggy walk till a cabinet with a mirror in the wall, she try to find a wood case but her eyes were starting to fog, when she got it, she get a injection and a small bottle, she inject some of the content of the bottle in her arm and look up to the her reflection on the mirror, she started to tremiling, she vomit blood and pus in the ground, the room started to spin, she walk some steps backwards and trip in her own foot falling in the ground beating with her head in angle on the bed, creating a deep wound in her head, when she lend her arm was under her, she felt all her weight in it and felt her arm break and the bottle in her hand break cutting her hand the lights went on blinding her weak eyes, she listen Willow call out her name and vomit more blood and pus then went unconscious.

Willow woke when she felt something beat against the bed, she turn to find Tara but when she found nothing she tunr on the lights caling out her name.-“Tara? Tara?”- she saw the mess in the room and stand up, was then that she saw Tara´s body went limp in a pool of blood and vomit. She run to her side, tears slid freely down her face, she kneel by Tara´s side and lift her head.- “Oh my god! Baby? Baby wake up please, please..”

She saw the glass in her hand and a injection beside the cabinet in a pool of a dark liquid. She rush to the phone and went back to Tara´s side. She called 911 and explain that her friend was unconscious, with a big wound in her head and vomit all around, they send a ambulance. Then she called Buffy.

“Who is it?”- Miss Summers anwser the phone not so happy.

“Miss Summers please get Buffy please!?”-she asked crying.

“Willow? Oh my god what happen?”-her voice soft

“Is Tara..please get Buffy!”

Miss Summers waake her daughter and saaid it was Willow and that something had happen to Tara.

“Hey Will what happen?”

“Is Tara...s-she is unconscious and hurt...Buffy I need you...please I can´t lose her..”

“Did you call the hospital?”

“Just did it...”

“Okay calm down I meet you there....she is going to be fine....so calm down.”

“Okay”

They hung up and the paramedics knock on the door.

“Come in, is open.”

They enter and start the proceeding, they put Tara in a stretcher and ask if Willow want to go with they, she nood and they run down the hall.

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When they got on the Hospital, Tara was send straight to surgery and Willow fill the regular papers and go wait to Buffy, when three stretcher pass running by the door and Willow had just a glimpse of the patients and was enough to she recognize Chad and Donnie but the other girl with they she had never meet, but she recognize the boy running right after they as Frank. He went fill the same papers that she.

Some minutes had past when Buffy and all the others enter by the doors, followed by a girl and a boy that went talk with Frank.

“Hey willow...how is Tara?”-Dawn asked huging her.

“She is in surgery.”- she anwser the girl.

Willow explain to the others what had happen to Tara and she as about to tell they she saw Tara´s brothers, Dawn interrupt.

“What Mouse is doing her?- she asked out alound.

“Who?”- Willow asked

“The boy you meet in school is here?”-Buffy asked her

“Yeah look!”-she said pointing to the boy.

“Mouse?....Tara said that they call Emily and Frank like that.”-Willow said with frown.-“Oh oh Tara´s brothers are here too!”

“What?”- the others said.

“Yeah they just enter in surgery too.”

Emily turn and saw Willow, Chad had told her how she look like.Oh no Tara is here too! That old bastard put the three in hospital and Bull too....oh god she don´t know about the demons!!Mouse recognize Dawn and look at the others and pint to her. The three walk up to the group.

“Please tell us that Tara isn´t here too.”-Frank plead, his eyes red from crying as much as Willow, who nood sad.

“Shit! He done it that....”

“Frankie calm down they gonna be fine.”-Emily said.I hope.

“Do you know what happen? Who did it?”- Giles asked worry.

“Yeah was Nathan, he probably put some thing in food today but we have no idea how he got Bull sick.”-Emilly said.

“Bull is here?”-Dawn asked worry.Oh god oh god! Be okay be okay please!Mouse nood.

“Their father did that? And I thought mine was bad?”-Xander said.

“He is not, well at last not from Tara and Chad.”-willow said looking to Xander.

Emilly, Frank and Mouse look at each others.

‘Tara told her about the demons?’

‘I doubt it she was scared about that.’

‘How we gonna explain they what is happrning without tell they about the demons?’

‘I guess is better we tell they and make sure they don´t try to kill they.’

‘Yeah that and make sure Tara don´t kill us.’

“Uh..guys I guess you need to know somethings.”-Emily say

“What?”-They anwser at the same time.

“First you have to promess you won´t hurt Tara or the others and gonna try understand.”-Frank plead.

Buffy and the others look at each other for some seconds then anwser.

“We promess.”

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TOO BE CONTINUED........i said i had a pretty sick mind more to come...

X{bianca.

[maudmac]

Oh, my goodness. Yes, they do need to know some things. We need to know some things, too.



I'm looking forward to finding out what's going on. Poor Tara.

---

Walking in space we find the purpose of peace. The beauty of life you can no longer hide.
Our eyes are open, our eyes are open. Our eyes are open, our eyes are open wide, wide, wide. -- Walking In Space

[LostWithoutTara]

Wow. Poor Tara. I really hope she'll pull through and I'm very interested to see what the truth behind everything is.



Great update.

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

HEY THANKS FOR THE FEEDBACKS....i rewrite it´s part thousand of times...hope you like.





PART 9





Frank and Emily explain what they could say about the demons, they explain the main characteristics of the change, like feline eyes and fangs, that was pretty much the complete facial change, and some others things. They watch careful Willow face, trying to read all the emotions that was running there, expecting see angry or betrayal or some emotion like that but all they saw was love, afection, even admiration.

“Why she never said anything?”-Willow asked quietly

“She was scared, that you would hate she, that all of you would hate she.”-Emily anwser softly

“I would never hate she!! How could she ever think about that?”-Willow asked more to herself.Don´t she know I love her?

“ She is insecure you know that.”-Frank said

“Yeah but Will dated a werewolf, Tara knew it.”-Buffy said

“But I doubt that werewolf had half problems that Tara have or half enemys! She is afeard that the ones that want her head hurt you Willow.....she don´t want be a trouble to any of you.”-Mouse said defending his friend.-“Besides they would´t be here if Nathan didn´t hate they so much!”

When Willow was about to reply a doctor walk down to the group. Willow imediatly turn to him with hopefull eyes.

“Willow Rosemberg?”-he asked to the redhead.

“Yes..Is Tara okay? Can I see her? Please?”- Willow asked nervous to the doctor

“Yes Tara is doing fine. And is you can see her. She is in the room 253 in the 2º floor.”-he said, he wound´t ask if she was family not now, the eyes of the poor girl were so hopefull that he didn´t want to change it.Them turn to Emily, Frank and Mouse.-“The boys you bring are to doing fine. May I ask one little thing?”-seen they nood he asked.-“Is they related to Tara?”

“Yes. They brothers, why?”-Frank anwser

“Nothing, just I saw their last name and was wondering.”-the doctor said.

“Doctor what about Joanne is she okay too?”-Mouse asked worry

“Miss Joanne are still in surgery.”-he said gently.

“Why?”-Dawn asked as worry as Mouse.Oh god oh god please be okay be okay please please“Well the venom on her system is pretty stronge, will take sometime to finish her surgery.”-the doctor explain,.

“But she will be fine?”-Emily asked.

“Yes there is a great chance that the venom don´t do much bad to her system, probably a stomachache for some time and some nausea but nothing worse I guess."

“Good. Can we see Chad and Donnie too?”-Frank asked

“Yes, they in room 254, beside Miss Maclay, but only one by time they pretty weak and need to rest.”

Willow and Emily got in the elevator and went to the 2º floor.



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Willow enter in the room and when she saw Tara in the big bed so alone and fragile, tears fall from her eyes as she think about what the others had said and everything Tara had told her. She sit in the chair beside Tara´s bed and wrapped her unhurt hand in her own, it feels so cold.

“Hey baby! Is me.”-she whisper in Tara´s ear.-“Open yours beautiful eyes for me. I miss they.”

Tara stirr a little and open her eyes and smile to willow.-“Don´t cry sweetie.What is it?”

“Nothing baby, just happy tears.”-she said not wanting to make Tara unconfortable, but Tara sense it and knew her secret were reveled, she look to her feet.-“You hate me don´t you?”-she asked quietly fearing the anwser.

“No I can´t hate you! How could I? I love you Tara!! You been a demon or not is not changing what I feel for you, How could you doubt I would just stop loving you? And now, know what happen to you and everything you been through only makes me love you more, admire you more.”-willow said crying in Tara´s shoulder huging she with on arm.

Tara was crying too.-“I don´t know what I did to get so lucky and have you in my live. I love you, I love you so much! I promise when we get out the hospital I will tell you everything we know.”

“Thank you.”-Willow grin and kiss Tara gently in the lips.

They stay like this for some time till Tara fell a rush of sickness.

“Willow?”

“Yeah baby?”

“Why Bull is here?”

“hum?...oh the girl?...she is still on surgery..they said the venom in her system was too stronge and would that more time...why?”

“Nothing.”-she said but had a worry look on her face.How he send her here?

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“Chad? Donnie?”-Emily asked quiet.

“What Emie?”-Chad anwser from the bed.

“Hey How you felling?”-moiving closer

“Well....Emily did you tell they about the demons didn´t you?”

“Sorry...”-Emily said apology

“Emily...well at last they take well...and now we have more help but we too have more worry...and a lot of explain to do right?”

“Yeah....Chad Bull is here.”-she said sounding worry

“What?”-he shout almost waking Donnie

“He got her...we don´t know why.”

“When she wake we will find out.” –he said enter in a kind of meditation.

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Nathan get the ringing phone.-“Hello.....oh they are....good and the young girl......great...thanks.”

“Who was it dad?”

“A friend from the hospital, they were there the venom worked well and the little girl is down....I doubt she will be felling well in some good time!”-he said with a scary smile.

“You are so smart dad!”

“So you my dear daughter, so you are.”

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TOO BE CONTINUED.....i did´t explain the demons very well cause i still working on they ....probably in the next update there will be more of they...and more of Tara´s and Bull past.

thanks all for reading.

X{bianca.

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update



Things look like they are heating up. But I wonder, who is responsible for the poisonings?

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

sorry taking so long to update....thanks for the feed back...i know that part sucks but is all i could come up with....thanks all for reading.



PART 10



The next day Tara, Chad and Donnie were realised. Chad had some cuts in the side of his head, Donnie a big cut beside his eye and Tara with a bandage covering all the way from the elbow to her fingers and one in her head.

They didn´t had news of Bull yet, they only said she was really hurt and unconsient. That was enghouf to worry they very much, they also said they could see she after they realis and so they did and now they were in their way to her room.

Tara enter alone first, what she saw mark her forever. There was that stronge girl, that saved her live so many times, all hurt and sick. She had bloody bandages covering her forehead, a broke arm and a broke leg, her lip had a big cut on it, bruses and small cuts in all her body. She had tubes and machines all over her beeping. How that happen?How he did this to you? Tara had saw the girl hurt, many times but today she look so much more young and hopeless.She can´t play guitar with that hand....god she will be more sad....at last she can drawn and write, maybe this easy her pain a little. “Hey Mac! Good see you fine.”- Bull ´s voice come in a low sad voice Tara knew so well.

“Hey B, looking good!”-she tried to joke but she was starting to cry.

“Don´t cry, please I hate when you cry, you know that, please stop.”

“Hey!... I´m the one who supouse to comfort you”-she said moving close to the bed and taking Bull´s unhurt hand in her own unhurt hand and saw a tiny smile apper in her face.

“Stop crying over the fallen milk. I´m going to be cool..........if you give my piercin back.”-Bull said trying to confort her dearest friend.

“You always do, you always find a way to heal.....but not from everything.”- trasing in Bull´s arm a sequence of healed scars and small round ones.

“Is easy heal a outside would that inside woulds. Is easy to deal with physicaly pain that with emotional ones.”- Bull whisper looking at the scars.

There was a long pause then Bull said.-“You know what will happen with us don´t you? You know the venom will hurry the changing prosess and know we don´t have to much time to get in shape again, we have to start as soon as possible or we may don´t be able to help they in time. Not be able of protect we from ourselfs.”

“Emily told they.”-Tara said

“I was expect it.....at last they take well....”

“Although they don´t know everything, cause we don´t.”-Tara complete.

“They will have much to worry about that they have no idea how much they will need our powers.”

“I know. Maybe is time to regroup the Silver Shadow.”

“And for a great start....take care of Nathan...or better...the new hell spawn.”

They listen a knock on the door and Tara said to come in. Chad and Donnie were the first to enter follow by Emily, Frank and Mouse, all went say hi to Bull and give a kiss in her unhurt cheek. The Scooby gang enter in the room as well, Chad and Donnie had told a lot about their live, mostly about times with their demons. They had said so much about Bull, how sweet she could be after you know her and some of her problens. All of they were very anxious to meet she, less Dwn that already knew her and was very worry and when she saw Bull state she need all her will power to not cry.

Bull look staight in each scooby eyes and when she got in Willow she smile then said.-“She is perfect to you Mac, you surely have a good tease.”- that coment made both Willow and Tara blush.

“Chad? You and Tara tried to enter in my mind all night did´t you?”- Bull said with a playful tone in her voice. Tara and Chad looked to the ground and smile.-“I could be unconsious but not dead. It never worked and is not now that it will.”-she said looking at they then add smiling.-“At last till I let you in...wich is a rare thing.”

“Why you always keep us out?”-Chad asked.

“Because I doubt you would like it. You know....teens thoughs are already scary add some of mine very strange mind and then you have a very scary and strange place to be and you don´t want get lost on there.”-she explain half smiling to her friend. The scoobys watch the scene in front of they, the girl was just making funny of Chad but they sense something more, like she didn´t joke about it just use a joke tone but her words were very truth.

Willow had move to Tara´s side and was holding her hand. She look down to Bull and could´t notice the when the two are connect, both had very a like moves and always seens to know what the other were thinking, after listen all that storys from a time she didn´t knew Tara, she could just be more proud of her girlfriend and love her more. Tara had said so little about her family before and now she feel like part of it, all of they treat her like they knew her forever and the way Tara talk about Bull, she know much things happen to both of they but know she don´t know everything, hopefully she would find out more tonight. But the way Bull looked at her felt like she was looking at her soul, very much like when Tara look at her, she feel like nothing could be hide from her, but the way she smile at her and said that Tara had good tease she could´t help felt glad and proud of herself `cos Bull had approve her.

“So when can I get the hell out of here? Staying here is making me crazy.”-Bull said .-“And when can I take that things of me....they scratch!”

“They want keep you the night.”-Emily said

“WHAT? Not even when pigs learn to fly and birds to swim!”

“We kinda knew it so we asked to they let you out with us....they resist at first but you can come out with us.”-Donnie explain then add.-“Better you get your clothes cause we leaving soon.”

“Don´t rush me....I´m not in good mood you know?....I can´t skate or play guitar....they got my piercins and my neck and back are killing me.....don´t piss me off.”-Bull said giving him a yellow smile then setting a serious face that frightened him and they scoobys as well.

Sometime later all of they leave the hospital and head to the Magic Box to start reach for about the demons and because Buffy and Giles were very curious about their fight abilitys and other abilitys they might have.

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TOO BE CONTINUED........hopeful.

again thanks all. and sorry about the bad english...



X{ bianca.

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