New fanfic

[willara]

Author: Allison

Title: AU story: Holding strong

Summary: Uhhhh, well it's a take of SEEING RED but ends differently and I just go on my own from there. Bare with me, it's my 1st story.

Rating: it varies from chapter to chapter. This one is a basic PG I beleive.

Angst level: A bit much here

Disclaimer: Not my characters, not trying to make money so don't sue pwease!



P.S. I hope I did this right



Chapter one

        I hear it all. All around me. But only for a split second in time. The seconds that tick away, although they feel like hours are the most important in my life. I see the glass shatter and fall to the floor, her body, her beautiful body jolt forward. In the back of my mind I see something fly past my head but I don’t turn to see it. All I can see is her, standing in front of me with a look on her face of a mixture of surprise and worry not for herself, but for me.

        And then I see it. The red spot multiplies in size and begins to over take her shirt. Right about her heart. My heart. Because he owns my heart.

“Your shirt…..” I hear her say in her sweet, melodic voice.

Before I realize what is happening, she falls. Her knees buckle under the weight of her body. I ran forward to catch her. My arms wrap around her curvy body and bring her the rest of the way down. Her head is cradled in my lap and I run my fingers throw her hair.

“Willow, oh goddess Willow help me”, she pleads. Her breath is being drawn in by short ragged gasps. I haven’t even realized I am crying util I see my tears mingle with hers. Her tears of pain, mine of grief and fury.

“BUFFY!!” I scream as loud as my voice will go. Over and over I scream but no one comes. I see it in her eyes, those deep baby blues that I have looked into for years that the pain is lessening. I feel her slipping away from me…………No, no I won’t let her go.

I place her head on the floor, despite her whimper and head to the phone. As I am dialing 911, I feel like I have left my heart bleeding on the floor.

I tell the operator what has happened and she sends an ambulance over. I can’t be away from her any longer. I go back to her, back to where I belong.

“Hold on Baby, help is coming. Just be strong sweetie. I love you, just stay with me” I want to reassure her but I can hear myself, I am begging. I need her to stay with me. I need her with me. I only just got her back.

“Willow*coughs* Willow, I love you. I love you so much. Don’t ever forget that”

“Tara no, no your not dieing. I wont let you. You have to be here with me so we can grow old together. It’ll be just you and me. And we’ll be so happy”

“But it hurts Willow, it hurts so bad”

“I know baby, I know. But I’m here. Don’t worry, I’m taking care of you”

“HELLO????” The paramedic bellows up from the foyer of the Summers home.

“Up here! Oh goddess we are up here!!” I scream followed by the pounding of boot on the steps up.

“In here” I hear one of them of them call to the other. “Move aside please, we need to work”

I look on as they take care of her, my everything. I go into a sort of catatonic state, thinking back to the past few days of our happiness and joy of reuniting. Days and nights filled with love and care after so many months of depravasion of each other’s love and touch. Now shattered by a single piece of metal.



TBC………a

[LostWithoutTara]

Good start! Reliving that moment in Seeing Red always gives me the shivers. I Tara will be okay and not in much pain. Looking forward to your next update.

[Arwen276]

wow....

my heart always goes into pieces whenever I read that part of seeing red, but this time it was much more intense and it hurt even more! You made me think about my s/o who owns my heart... and well let's not go in there! NO BAD THOUGHTS!

Please update soon! and let's hope "ur" Tara makes it!

(i'm sure she will!)

Arwen

[willara]

Have no fear, I'm writing an update now. Thanx for the support.





Allison

[willara]

The smell of antiseptic hits my senses like a brick wall or a slap across the face. It’s a wake up call for my mind. I realize that I don’t remember anything about the past half hour. I know I had to have been on the ambulance because I’m at the hospital now, and I must have helped the paramedic because I have blood on my hands. Or was that from before? I can’t remember anymore. For I have been inside my own head, rethinking, well reliving actually, the past few days of Tara and I together. What is happening?? Why do I feel like I am being shaken? Oh wait, I am. What the…

                “Will?? Willow snap out of it! WILLOW!”

        I shack my head clear of the settling fog that has clouded my mind. My mind registers that Xander is standing in front of me. There is blood on his hands and I don’t understand. Was he there with us? No, it was just Tara and I. Then why does he look so pale?

        “Xa…Xander. What’s wrong? What’s happening? Why are your hands bloody? What happened???” Everything is so jumbled in my head; I don’t understand anything that is happening.

        “Oh god Will, it’s Buffy. She, she got shot. It was Warren. He had a gun. I, I, I couldn’t stop it I swear.”

WHAT?! Buffy? No, no Tara got shot. OMGS Tara and Buffy. The two people I love the most……..Warren. He did this. He will pay. But, not now. Now I have to be here for Buffy and Tara. Goddess please be ok. Please please be ok. I need you both.



******

After hours and hours of waiting with no word, Willow and Xander were just as much on edge as before. By that time Dawn and Anya had shown up at the hospital, although Anya kept a safe distance from Xander.

Thoughts streamed through not so little Dawnies head. She just knew she was going to lose everyone.

“I can’t take this anymore! What the hell is going on??? Why doesn’t anyone know something, they should! They arrrrrrrre the doctors!” Willow’s voice echoed through out the mostly empty waiting room of Sunnydale Memorial.

“Will, it’ll be ok. I know it will. Just give it time, they will be fine. Both of them. You’ll see. They are strong.” He almost believed it himself.

“Like amazons” Willow whispered only loud enough for her alone to hear.

The next thing she heard was the sound of a man clearing his throat. Willow turned to see Dr. Neubower, the surgeon standing only a few feet away from her.

“Ms. Rosenberg correct? And you must be……. Mister Harris. And Dawn. Hello” He remember her form her time at the hospital wither mother.

“And me! I’m Ms. Jenkins. But you may call me Anya…sir.”

“…………..Ah yes well, I thought that you all should know that Ms. Mclay as well as Ms. Summers will be fine. Ms. Mclay suffered substantial injuries but fortunately, the bullet missed any major arteries. She will need rest and we wish to keep her for about a week. As for Ms. Summers, well hers will be sore but is far less severe then most I have seen. The patients will be fine, and you will be able to see them once they are out of surgery, which will be in about an hour or so.”

Willow let out the puff of air she hadn’t known she had been holding, along with a wave of fresh tears. Her knees almost buckled but luckily Xander, great Xander was there to catch her fall. But this time it was not from fear or grief, but merely from relief. All the joy in the world seemed to build and build and finally explode inside her now whole heart which had felt broken only moments before. After a few minutes, her tears subsided.

After and hour, a extrememly long hour in the eyes of the scoobies, the four went to visit their fallen.



TBC……….



Allison

[willara]

The sound of the heart monitor rings in my ears as I enter her hospital room. I look over and my breath catches in my throat. She’s laying there, my angel, my everything, that medical bed. Tubes and wires everywhere, with strategically placed needles sticking into her soft creamy skin in various spots. Her IV bad hangs low beside her headboard while she sleeps, likely, from any sedatives they have given her.

I am helplessly drawn to her side. There is a chair waiting for me beside her, which I thankfully sit in after hours of pacing. Reaching up, I take her hand in mine and feel that old electric jolt that I have felt every time we touch since the first day.

I smile at the memory. Seeing her there, so shy and lonely. I knew there was something about her, something different. BOY! Was I right. There is no other quite like her. I remember in the laundry room, her power connecting with my own and mingling to make us both stronger. But it has always been like that. We were always stronger together. Always will be to. And it will stay that way if I can help it.

Her thoughts drift to their first night as a couple. In the early morning hours after Oz had mad his stunning entrance and departure, they lay in bed kissing and touching while saying threads of devotion and love and ideas and oaths of forever.

“I love you so much Willow. I love you more then anything. I can’t believe you picked me,” Tara said softly with tears running down her porcelain cheek and dropping onto her cotton sheet beneath her back.

“Believe it baby, I could never not be with you. I need you to be my forever. You are my heart.” Willow was laying comfortably onto of Tara, slowly running her hands over every curve of her voluptuous body. She leaned forward and kissed the tears away.

“I need you, baby can we please? I need you so much” Tara half whimpers half whispers, almost afraid that even in this perfect moment, Willow will reject her for her desires.

Without another word Willow kisses her lips, slow and softly while moving her hand lower and lower on Tara’s body. Her hands flattens out and smoothes over the soft swell of Tara’s tummy. Her explorations dip lower until her searching fingers find downy soft curls that shade is a darker blonde. The wetness waiting for her feels like liquid silk on her fingers. Willow merely runs her tapered fingers through Tara’s hairs for a few moments before looking into her eyes and slowly dipping inside.

Tara’s body arches at the new sensation. It feels so good to have Willow not only love her, but also LOVE her. She feels like she ahs waited forever to have this.

Willow moves slowly, first finding Tara’s swollen clit. She touches it with two fingers and gently rolls it clock wise long enough for Tara to get used to the feeling of being loved. She smiles as Tara whimpers for more. Willow picks up the pace a little, moving a little more rapidly as well as roughly. As her hand works its magick below, her mouth works above. She runs kisses along Tara's jaw line all the way up to her earlobe. She kisses, and then sucks on the soft patch located behind Tara's ear. After a while she sucks the earlobe into her mouth and gently bites, just the way Tara likes it.

Her other hand moves up to Tara’s breast. Her fingers immediately find her nipple and slowly work it into a point of rock hard flesh. She squeezes and pinches the nipple until Tara is arching off the bed into her touch. Her hand moves to message the breast firmly, but lovingly and always gentle.

“Oh goddess Will, please, please I need you inside me. Mmmmmmm baby, yes!” Tara pleas for Willows most intimate touch.

Not being one to disobey or leave unsatisfied, Willow removes her fingers only to be replaced with her thumb and moves her digits lower. First, she teases Tara's opening with one finger, to give her enough time to get ready for her. Slowly, she pushes inside of Tara's soft, hot folds. Tara's inner walls squeeze her finger and then release her to continue her actions. Willow pumps in and out of Tara at a leisurely pace, driving Tara slowly higher and higher into ecstasy.

As she feels Tara peak, Willow pulls Tara's mouth to her own and kisses her with passion and devotion that no words could ever equal. Tara's inner walls crush her finger and she releases on Willows hand. Her body feels like it’s floating on clouds while her mind feels like it’s filled with clouds. She can’t form any thought, all she knows is that she is safe and finally at home in her Willows arms.

Slowly, Tara drifts back to reality. Her eyes flutter open and she sees Willow gazing lovingly down at her. A sigh escapes her lips because she has never felt so content and love before in her life. This is her home, her sanctuary, the only place she will ever or should ever be. With Willow.

A coughing noise breaks Willow out of her dream and back into the bright lit, bleach smelling hospital room. She looks over at her lover and sees a pair of baby blues looking back at her with love, hope, devotion, not to mention a bit of amusement at her daydreaming.





TBC………..





Allison

[willntlover]

Cool fic. you had me in the beginning, but these last two updates rock!



-Will



p.s. loved when anya piped up

"I think finding her soulmate would have made Tara a more confident and secure person" -Amber Benson

[Arwen276]

Hey!!! great update!!!

I can only agree with willntlover first the crying, then the remembering!

It's just so real! remembering the first night with her lover ... and then Tara looking at her with amusement about the daydreaming! that's typically willow!!

great job!!

Plz update some more!!!





Arwen ~

[Lt Sticks]

this is great, cant wait for more

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix

I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

[LostWithoutTara]

Wow. Two great updates there. Looking forward to more.

[taramagic]

wow this is so good! first it was really sad but then...just wow!!! please more!!

[willara]

Hey I wanna thank everyone for supporting this thing. I know It's not great but it is the 1st thing I have written sooo, hope it's ok. Anyways, her's another udpdate. oh and this one isnt NC-17, but the next one definatly will be.



They both just stay there, starring into each other’s eyes. Blue meets green. Willow can barely believe it, her whole world is held by this beautiful angel wrapped in a hospital gown lying on a few feet away.

And with that Willow scrabbled to her feet and was at Tara's side, where she belonged.

Willows first instinct was to grab Tara and hug her with all the might her lithe body could muster. But she can’t, and she knows it. Willow would do anything not to hurt her Tara. She feels torn inside. But not to fret, her angel has the answer for her.

Tara nearly lunges forward and envelops Willow in a hug so tight she can barely breathe. Despite the pain shooting from her shoulder down her arm, she pulls Willow still closer. She knows, she almost lost this wonderful woman. She was an inch or two away from leaving Willow forever. And now that she had her second chance, she would never let it go. Not ever.

“Oh goddess Tara, thank you baby. Thank you for being ok. I needed you to be ok” Willows words are out with a torrent of tears.

“Shhh Will, it’s ok. I’m here, I’m ok. You saved me. Just stop crying baby” she says despite the fact that she herself is crying.

They held each other for a while longer. Just hugging and kissing, their tears mingling and mixing like their souls. All is well for now; they are alive, together, forever.



*****



After a week of tears, waiting, and sleeping on uncomfortable chairs, a Miss Tara Mclay was released from Sunnydale Memorial. Her arrival at home was something of an event. Willow had had Dawn make banners while she went out and got balloons and food for the party, and candles and incense for afterwards. Willow went to pick up Tara at 4 pm precisely and told Buffy to have everyone ready by 4:30. The drive was pleasant and Tara was grateful to be wearing pants again, so grateful she could over look the sling she had to wear.

Willow helped Tara out of the car, being careful to avoid her lovers injured arm and helped her walk up the steps to Casa De Summers. She gave the signal of their arrival and unlocked the door. Tara stepped through the door way and found her self face to face with all the scoobies as well a few of her close friends from the University.

The living room and front foyer of the house was decorated with ribbons and bows mixed with banners and confetti. Tears sprung to her eyes of happiness. Her smile was so bright it could have light the whole house. Her heart beat fast and she felt more loved from the scoobies now, then she had ever before. This was her family.



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The party lasted for about 3 hours before Tara announced she was retiring to bed. She hugged and thanked everyone before they left or went to their respective rooms in the house. Finally Willow helped her up the steps and into the bedroom. Earlier that week Willow had paid to have the window replaced so you could never tell such horrible events had taken place there.

As Tara stepped into one of the few places she felt safe, her body was over taken in a feeling of ….well she wasn’t quite sure what. A mixture of pain, sorrow, regret, and fear all entered into her mind. She shuddered at the memories of that dreadful morning.

Willow felt Tara's shiver and pulled her close.

“What’s the matter baby? Are you cold?” she asked even though she knew the answer.

Tara sighed and leaned back into her lovers’ body before answering, “Nothing is the matter. Everything is ok now” and with that she turn in Willows arms and kissed her lips. The kiss continued for several minutes, never gaining intensity both just content to be with each other again.

Willow was the first to pull back from the kiss despite Tara's whimper, she had plans for tonight.

        “Tell you what, I’ll go draw you up a bath. Then you relax and soak for a little while I, take care of some things. Ok?” Willow hoped Tara wouldn’t want her to join her.

“Well, a bath sounds great. But where will you be? Come on Will, keep me company” Tara wooed with a lecherous half grin.

                “ I would baby but uh see, I have to take of some things. Just don’t worry about it ok? I’ll take care of it and you just relax ok?” before Tara could answer she kissed her lips and led her to the bed. “Sit and wait for me” she softly commanded know that her Tara could never refuse her.

        Willow went into the bathroom all four house members shared and locked the door. She started up the water to just the temperature Tara liked it; just hot enough to turn your skin a rosy shade of pink; and added lavender bath oil to help her relax. She lit a few candles and dimmed the lights. After shutting off the water she went back out to help Tara get undressed. After a few minutes and repeated attempts to get Willow to join her, Tara was naked and inn the tub. The water felt so good against her skin that her head lolled back and her eyes seemed to shut of their accord.

        Willow welcomed the distraction of her lover and quietly slipped out the door to the bedroom. She went to the closet and located the box of candles and incense she had bought a few days before. Willow put candles on every flat surface there was to give the room a soft romantic glow. She lit two sticks of Love incense, just enough to noticeable and not enough to be suffocating. When that was finished and she felt satisfied with the rooms setup, she moved to her cabinet that held her clothes and opened the last drawer. From inside she pulled out a Hunter Green nightie that she had seen Tara eyeing a few times when they pasted a lingerie shop in the mall. Willow removed her jeans and blouse and debated whether or not to kept or shuck the panties.

And with that she dropped her panties into the clothes hamper and pulled the nightie over her head.

Next she moved the end of the sleigh bed Tara and her shared and stripped the mattress of its linens. After discarding them in the hamper as well, Willow put on fresh cream-colored satin sheets.

< Perfect> she thought.



*********************



After spending about 30 minutes in her bath, the water turned cold and Tara decided to get out. She carefully climbed to her feet, making sure not to bump or jostle her arm in anyway. She smiled when she saw Willow had lovingly placed a towel on the sink for her, so she wouldn’t have to get it herself.

So Tara got out of the tub and walked over to the sink. Using her good arm she brushed her hair and teeth and managed to struggle her way into her nightshirt. she said to herself as she walked to the door and opened it.

When the door opened to the bedroom, Tara couldn’t believe her eyes. She felt her blue eyes grow wide and her mouth hung agape at the picture of beauty before her. Willow was sitting in an armchair, legs crossed in a nightie that matched the color of her eyes perfectly.

“How long was in that bath????”





TBC…………..





Allison

[Arwen276]

Oh no missy!! YOU are NOT letting us hang at that one!!!!! I , ahem , i mean WE, THE KITTENS, NEED another update!!!! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee some more????? with cherry on top????





Ok just ignore my schizo self, she has a tendency to slip sometimes,.... but honestly terrific job, and hey i still NEED more... me's insatiable!



cheers!



Arwen~

[willara]

Okie dokie, here we go with the smut. I have never tried smut before except with that little bit in the flashback so I hope it is good enough. Tell me if it's good and please please tell me if it sucks. I wanna know how to improve.



KK, here it is:

A smile spread over Willows face, yes, she was very happy with herself indeed.

“H…….wh……how..How did you do this?” Tara was stunned. When she had gone into the bathroom, her room had looked the same as ever. But in the short time she had relaxed in the warm water, the room had been transformed into the most romantic scene she had ever seen in any movie or ever read in any book. The entire room was illuminated by the numerous candles soft glow. Tears sprung to her eyes and she sniffled to keep them at bay. When she inhaled her senses were hit by the subtle smell of Love incense.

She half giggled in her head.

“Magick” Willow impishly answered which earned her a lopsided grin and a blush from Tara. Tara continued to just look around the room before simply settling her eyes on the green silk covered body of her lover.

“Like something you see?” Willow said in utmost innocence.

Tara bit her bottom lip and smiled before answering, “I see lots of things I like. But one favorite”

“Oh? And what would that be? Is it the………………incense?” Willow playfully guessed.

“Mmmmmm no love, it’s not. But it smells just as good” Tara replied moving closer to the chair her everything was seated in.

She slowly moved forward, still taking in the entire rooms aura. Everything was so overpowering, she thought to her self.

Willow watched Tara slink forward for a few seconds before getting off her cushioned resting place. The move stopped her love dead in her tracks. She lazily closed the gap between them so that Tara was merely centimeters away. She leaned forward so that their lips were barely touching. “So, how was your bath?” she whispered in her best lecherous voice that she knew made Tara's knees turn to jell-o.

Tara gulped and had to control her breathing before replying, with great difficulty, “Uh, it was uh, *coughs* it was good.” Every time either one said something their lips would be just close enough to feel friction and it was driving them both crazy.

“So it was nice? Warm enough for you?” Willow asked as she reached up and fingered the hem of Tara's long T-shirt.

“Yes” Tara replied a few notes higher then her normal voice. “Yes it was warm, a little lonely but…….nice”

“Lonely huh? You in there all by you lon-“ Willows words were cut off by pair of soft, warm, full lips pressed somewhat urgently against her own. Willow moaned in response and wrapped her arm around Tara's back, being cautious of her lover’s tender wound.

Willow felt a soft tongue slide along her lips, begging for acceptance. Willow never one to close off Tara, opened herself up to her lover. Tara dipped her tongue inside only to find Willows meet her own. They played with each other’s tongues for a few minutes, just enjoying the closeness.

Finally Willow broke away much to Tara's disappointment. Between gasps for air, Willow spoke one words that meant volumes, “Bed”

Tara could only nod her head before taking a few steps backward, pulling Willow along with her. She stopped when she felt the bed against her calves and much to Willows surprise; she turned them both around as they lay down so that she was on top of her love.

It startled Willow but she welcomed the weight of the only woman she ever had, or would love. As she laid her head back on the mattress, she gazed up into the baby blues turned azure eyes, deepened by passion.

“Thank you for the wonderful home coming baby, I loved it. It meant so much to me” Tara confessed, tears stinging the back of her eyes.

“Your welcome sweetie but uh, tell me, how much did it mean to you?” Willow said with a playful glint in her eye as she bit her lip, waiting for Tara's reply.

“Mmmmmm, why don’t I show you?” And with that she bent down and captured Willows lower lip and began to suck with fever, which earned her a moan. After a few seconds she let go and trailed butterfly kisses all over Willows face; her jaw lines, cheeks, nose, forehead, eyelids, ad finally ending once again at the redheads velvety lips. But before the kiss could go very far, Willow decided to take action. She pulled away yet again.

“Willow! Please, stop pulling away from me. You’re driving me insane baby” Tara's tone was half pleading, half frustration.

“Oh no sweetie, I would never think to leave you like this. But I think, in this situation and a reunion of sorts, together” she said, knowing her girlfriend would love the idea.

Realization crept into Tara's dilated eyes. The proposal Willow had presented made her appreciate her redheaded lover even more. Not to mention it turned her on beyond belief.

Without a further word, Tara rolled them both onto their sides making sure it was her uninjured side. Can’t make love and be in pain right? Right.

        Despite all of Willows concerns Tara could move and use her arm. She just had to be careful. And besides, nothing cures Tara achies like Willow lovein’s.

        Willow leaned forward and captured Tara's lips in another kiss, while her hand ran along her lover’s curvy, fleshy hips. Every few minutes she would run her hand across Tara's ass, causing her to arch and moan. Tara in turn was massaging one of Willows pert breasts, feeling the nipple stiffen beneath the silk material covering her whole body. The cool of the satin sheets was a welcome comparison to her scorching flesh, flushed from the bath and…….other things.

       

        Willow had decided to pick up the pace a little by running her hand on the inside of Tara's thigh. She ran her hand softly down to her knee, before dragging it back up by her nails causing Tara to shudder in delight.

        Not one to be outdone, Tara slipped her hand inside her lover’s thighs and up to where she thought she would find a pair of silk panties. But to her well-appreciated surprise, all she met was Willow sweet wetness.

        “Hmmm, well, someone was expecting to get lucky tonight.” Tara said with a sly grin on her face.

Willow thought before growling in response, “You have no idea” and then pressed her latched her lips onto Taras neck and sucked hungrily on her pulse point. Below, her hand moved up Tara's thigh and rubbed her through her soft cotton panties. She teased her clit for a few minutes before pulling the soaked material aside and dipped into Tara's warmth. Her fingers explored Tara until she cam to rest on her lovers pearl. She started moving at a medium pace, just enough to pleasure Tara but not enough to push her over the precipice.

The slow pace was driving Tara into a frenzy so she decided to give Willow initiative to step it up. She stopped raking her fingers through Willows fiery curls, which she had been doing for the past few minutes and spread her lips apart. Once Willow was opened to her in more ways then one, she slid one finger the entire length of the redheads wet pussy gaining a shudder of her own. Then with out warning, she buried one finger all the way up to her top knuckle inside of her girlfriend’s hot folds.

The shock of being filled by her lover after a week of emptiness made Willow jump and yelp her loves name. Getting the message she replaced her fingers with her thumb and moved them down to her lovers tight opening. She teased her opening for a few seconds before gently entering her with two fingers. She made love to Tara at a leisurely pace, but soon it wasn’t enough for her love.

“Mom harder Willow, please. Harder.” Tara managed to gasp all the while slowly quickening her thrusts in and out of Willow. Hearing her plea Willow added a third finger and pumped a little harder, but never the less cautiously.

As they both neared their peaks, they simultaneously leaned into each other and kissed. The closer they got to the edge, the deeper they drank from each other’s mouths. Every thrust and contraction of inner rings around each other’s finger pushed them closer and closer to nirvana.

“Come with me baby, together” Tara said to her lover only a few seconds before she lost control and her world exploded onto Willows hand.

Willow followed her girlfriend into ecstasy a second later, being pushed over the edge by Tara's words. Both kept thrusting, more slowly now, trying to draw out each other’s orgasms as much as possible. Each girl felt like they were floating on clouds, the only thing that kept them from leave this plane of existence was their love for each other, so real and deep it was almost palpable.

As each one drifted back into their own bodies, they pulled each other closer until you couldn’t fit a piece of paper between them. They stayed that way in peaceful silence, stroking skin and just being together. Tara was the first one to break the silence.

“Well, this was the best homecoming yet.”





TBC…….





Allison

[onyxsundrops]

...I'm glad Tara's okay, and the homecoming More?

Yvonne

[Lt Sticks]

Yummy!



~Sticks

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix

I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

[Arwen276]

"Tell me if it's good and please please tell me if it sucks. I wanna know how to improve"

said Miss-queen-of-smut!!!

are you kidding me? it was great, went really well, the best homecoming ever!



i have to agree with the others "yummy" !!!!

Please update some more soon!!



Arwen~

[the vamp nurd]

yay!

Willow (with pointy ears): "NO kissing and gay love?!!!! That's illogical!" The Sci-Fi Bard W/T trekkie ramblings.



Bardlet no #27



"Why Mother because I won't be baking cookies for the mental patients at the county Hospital?" Alex It's In The Water

[serenity]

what a perfect homecoming...i want it too!

[willara]

Hey, sorry it's been a few days. I have been uber sick and I haven't been able to do anything but cough and sneeze. Alittle wheezing as well. Well I'm not feeling any better but I'm uber bored so I wrote some more. and here ya go, Hope it's ok:



“Mmmmmmm, heehee, I knew you would like it.” Willow replied al the while drawing circles that were slowly getting larger around the area of Tara's breast.

Tara answered with a sleepy grin and a content sigh. No matter how much she wanted to stay awake longer, her eyes began to droop from the exhaustion of the day’s events. Willow noticed her girlfriend struggling to stay away and smiled at her seemingly fruitless efforts.

“Sleepy?” she asked, dipping her head to softly kiss Tara's shoulder.

“No, I’m *yawns* ….ok. I wanna stay up and look at you.” she tried to convince her girlfriend with a kiss. But, Willow just somehow saw past this façade.

“Come on sweetie, go to sleep. It’s been a long day and you’re tired. The doctor said lots of rest and relaxation. And with the party earlier and, um, well tonight’s events, you haven’t been able to rest at all. Don’t worry; I’ll be here when you wake up and tomorrow, I’ll fix you breakfast in bed and we can spend the day together. How does that sound?”

“Like heaven” Tara replied whilst Willow tucked an errant strand of hair behind her ear and coaxed her into laying back into the pillows. When Willow got up to go blow out the candles, Tara gave out a soft whimper and protest. “How do you expect me to sleep without snuggles?” and she added her famous pout for good measure.

Willow chuckled in response and leaned down to kiss the offending out turned lip. “Baby, you’ll get your snuggles. I just have to blow out these candles. Fire hazard and such, Buffy would freak if we left them burning while we slept.” And with that she went around the room blowing out every candle until a single candle on the table next to Tara’s head illuminated the entire room. When she laid back down next to her girlfriend, she felt the warm body next to her look up at her. “What is it baby?” Willow asked, curious what was causing the quizzical stare her lover was sending her way.

“Why didn’t blow that one out?” Tara asked while giving a soft jerk of her head towards the one left burning.

“Because, I wanna watch you while you sleep. You look like an angel when you’re in slumber” and she turned her face towards Tara and kissed her soft blonde locks and pulled her down to her chest for the night.

“Mmmmk,…………….Willow?”

“Yes darling?”

“I love you.”

“I love you to baby. Forever and ever. More then anything. Now pwease. Sleep.”



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The next morning Willow woke up bright and early, well early for her anyways. She looked sideways and saw her lover still in a blissful slumber. The way the sunlight lightened Tara's blonde hair to a lighter shade of gold made Willows breathe hitch. The sight made her realize how lucky she was.

Before tears could start working their way into her eyes, she slowly extracted herself from her lover’s insistent grip and stood up off the bed. Tara was not pleased by the lack of a warm body and she whimpered and rolled over into Willows usually spot, hugging Wills pillow to her body but didn’t wake up. The sight of her girlfriends pout in full force made Willow smile and want so badly to just lay back down and spoon her lover for the rest of the day. But, she had made a promise. And she hated breaking promises.

Willow threw on her robe and a pair of happy bunny slippers and walked down to the kitchen. Willow went about making a perfect breakfast for Tara consisting of hash browns, eggs, and toast with her favorite jam as well as fresh squeezed orange juice and her favorite coffee. After running into the front room to snag one of Buffys flowers from the bouquet on the table, she went about arranging everything on the tray to take up stairs.

After everything was just perfect, Willow balanced the tray in her hands and made her assent up the stairs. Two near spills and a few stumbles later Willow made it into the bedroom she shared with Tara, tray and food intact.

When she stepped inside the door, she looked over and found her lover still asleep as well as still working the pout. Willow moved to put the tray down and started unloading it. She put a cup of coffee on each side table as well as utensils and napkins. After everything was set she went and sat on the edge of the bed to wake her sleeping girlfriend. She leaned down and gently kissed her lover. First on the cheek, then the forehead, then the nose, then lightly on the lips before heading to her ear and gently nibbling on the lobe. “Wake up baby. Come on sweetie, wake up, I got you some breakfast” Willow whispered into Tara's ear, the delicate heat from her breath making Tara shiver and slowly climb out of slumber.

Tara let out a soft groan but not of displeasure. She tilted her lips and captured Willows lips in a chaste kiss.

“Morning baby.” She said to the redhead looking loving down at her.

“Morning. I made you breakfast, like I promised.” Willow said as she got up and walked around to the other side of the bed before plopping down again.

Tara leaned over and picked up the tray and steadied it between them both. “Mmmmmmm, this looks amazing. And smells even better. Thank you sweetie, I needed a break from hospital food. If I had to eat anymore of that stuff, I just might have run away.”

“No problem baby. I love you and I like doing things for you. And to you”, she added with a wicked grin. Tara rolled eyes and blushed and began digging into her food.

she thought,







TBC…







Allison

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Okay, that update was way sweet! Get better soon.



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But g8 update. Breakfast in bed....

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