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FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby magrat » Fri Mar 29, 2002 10:08 pm

Brand new fic I hope you like it

Spoilers-Everything upto Wrecked

Couples-W/T (who have got back together before the start of this fic) X/A,B/S.

Warning will become very angsty and I have included the lame gunmen (sorry to the people who do not like them)



Wishing For Darkness



Prologue



The Troika house



Warren and Jonathan are watching Star Wars, both quoting from the script which they know off by heart. The door is suddenly flung open causing them both to jump off the sofa and hide.



Andrew stands in the doorway "Come out, you pair of big cowards and have a look at what I've found" he tosses something on the table.



Jonathan comes out from behind the sofa looking rather sheepish. He picks the object "What is it?"



Andrew shrugs his shoulders "I was hoping it was something valuable. The slayer's little sis dropped it when she was being chased by..."



By what ever is the monster of the week" said Warren joining the conversation. "Jeez, I'm suprised Buffy ever lets her out by herself"



Jonathan staring at the object "It looks like some sort of demon talisman. I think we should study it"



TBC



Next part same spoilers as before, still a lot of the lame gunmen bit I promise the fic is not based round them

Part 1



The Magic Box later the same day



the whole gang is there having just finished school or work.



Anya surveys the scene, Buffy and Xander reading magazines and comics, Dawn and tara thumb wrestling. She turns to Willow "I should charge you all for the use of the table"



Willow gives the ex-demon a tolerant smile "But then you would have no one to clean up,cash up and never mind the fact that Tara has been giving up her lunchtimes to help you with the inventory"



Yes, that was very kind of her" said Anya



Willow looking towards her lover "She is a very kind person"



***********************************



Back at the Troika house



Jonathan is comparing the talisman to a woodcut in a very old book "Hey guys, I think I've got it"



Warren snatches the book from Jonathan "What does it say"



Jonathan showing the impatient Warren the picture "It says here that it is the talisman of the demon D'Hoffyrn"



"Who is D'Hoffryn" said Andrew looking up from his own research.



With a little smile, Jonathan continues, enjoying the chance to show off "From what i can gather he seems to be some sort of demon recruitment officer"



A puzzled Andrew "Huh?"



Jonathan with a sigh "He gives mortals the chance to become................."



"Isn't that Xander Harris's girlfriend?" Said Warren who has continued looking through the book.



With that all three gathered round looking at the woodcut of Anyanka.



Jonathan shakes his head "No, Anya was at school with all of us" He reads down the passage "and I think we would have noticed that she was a thousand year old demon"



Warren looks at him "Why? With all the other things that was going on in Sunnydale High, I would have thought a thousand year old demon would have seemed quite normal"



Andrew starts to take Warrens lead "Besides why would the slayer's little sister have it, if it didn't belong to one of her little friends"



Jonathan shaking his head " I don't buy it guys. Why would the slayer hangout with a demon? Never mind the fact that Xander is engaged to her?"



"Why don't we call him?" said Warren



Again Jonathan shakes his head " I don't think Xander would tell us even if she.........."



"Are you stupid?" shouts Warren temper flashing in his "I mean D'Hoffryn, not Xander 'I'm one of the slayers best friends' Harris. Look it says if we go to the this crypt and do the chant hey presto demon boss. Plus we have the talisman"



Joanthan still looking stung from Warren's last comment "Why? What would be the point? Also dangerous much"



"Don't you get" it said Warren "I can't see this guy being very happy that one of his demon's is helping the slayer. Can you?

I don't know, I just have a feeling we can use this to our advantage



TBC





Next part, same spoilers as before just The Lame Gunmen in this scene. If Xita reads this can you tell me if you got my E-mail.

Part 2



About half an hour later The Troika are assembled at the crypt, chanting the chant. Finally D'Hoffryn appears.



"Why have you mortals risked my wrath and brought me before you"



The 3 boys all start to look nervous, eyes darting back and fore, looking for a quick exit.



Jonathan steps forward and starts to gabble "Well you see, we found this talisman and we read about you in a book and........"



Warren takes off from where Jonathan had wound down to a halt "We believe that either one of your demons is working for the slayer or has been planted there by you"



D'Hoffryn rears up "This is no concern of yours"



Starting to feel a little bit boldier Warren continues "Maybe we should go tell the slayer about your little spy"



The demon starts to laugh out loud at this "You really have no idea what you are talking about, do you? Got to the slayer, I do not think she will be suprised to learn Anyanka was a demon"



"Was a demon" said Warren



"Yes, that is what I said" D'Hoffryn starts to look a little uncomforable.



Sensing they might actually be getting some where Andrew joins in "That must burn. Seeing on of your demon's, I mean sorry, ex-demon's helping the slayer. I bet she can provide some really great inside info......"



D'Hoffryn claps his hand "Enough I grow bored. I will take my leave now. I have lived to long to listen to the senseless prattle of little boys"



"We are here to offer you an Idea, maybe even vengence" said Warren.



"Vengence?" queries D'Hoffryn.



Warren thinking quickly "It's what she was, wasn't it? A vengence demon, she tempted betrayed women with the power of the wish so the could have revenge over unfaithfull men"



"Once again you are not telling me anything I do not already know. Either you have something for me or you are wasting my time" snaps back D'Hoffryn.



What if you, unbeknown to Anya give her back her power, just for one wish. Think of the chaos it could cause amongst the slayer and her friends" said Warren.



D'Hoffryn shakes his head "Not possible"



Warren looks disappointed "Why?"



D'Hoffryn explains "One, I do not make people demons against their will. Two, Anyanka no longer has her power source. Three, I have no ..........."



"Power to make it happen" takes up Warren



"I have no wish to make it happen" corrects D'Hoffryn.



"Why isn't it sort of your job" sad Jonathan reading from the book "It says here that your demon's are created to cause chaos and destruction amongst the mortal creatures"



"I think it is what I said" pipes up Warren "I just don't think you have the power. I mean you would think a really powerfull demon would jump at the chance to put one over on the slayer"



"Enough, have your silly mortal game, your one wish. A word of warning if it goes wrong I will not protect you from the slayer"



With that D'Hoffryn disappears in a cloud of smoke



TBC



Next part, I know some people will probaly disagree with the sentiment's expressed by Willow but the whole idea came from some deleted scences from the shooting script from Smashed. The spoilers are as before and it probaly helps to be familiar with Season 3 The Wish. Anyway here goes (please don't hate me)



Part 3



The Magic Box, the scene much as we left it, the Scoobies gathered and a few last minute shoppers browsing.



"I'm glad you and Tara got back together" said Anya. "It was hard watching you two apart and hurting"



Willow nods her head suprised by Anya's words.



"I couldn't believe it when she left you" continues Anya "I always thought she would support you no matter what"



I think I got what deserved" said Willow "but we are back together now and that is all that matters to me"



"It must have hurt at the time?" Anya probing a bit more deeply. "I cannot imagine what my life would be without Xander and if he left me" Anya stops and looks across at her husband to be and then continues "I don't think I could stand it"



Willow nods in agreement "It was hard, especially as I would not admit to myself that she was right and I was wrong about my over use of magic. To be honest, at one point, just after I had de-ratted Amy I was glad she had left. I was getting so high and arrogant, I felt she was just a nag who had held me back"



"Really" said Anya in suprise "you thought that about Tara? I've always believed that she is the niciest,kindest one of all of us"



"She is" said Willow "but I was in such a dark place. I wasn't thinking straight. In fact once, I'm ashamed to say, I even found myself thinking......." Willow stops not quite ready to confront all the bad feelings that had welled up inside her during that two to three month period when she lost contol of herself and her life.



"You thought what?" asked Anya



"It's not important, honest" said Willow



"You can't just keep me dangling like that. I mean I have to know now. I always thought it was just me who had really bad thoughts about people therefore you must tell me what you thought so I know I am normal" said Anya with a triumphant grin.



"Is that ex-demon logic" said willow "because it doesn't really make sense to me"



Anya waving her finger and nodding at Willow "I know what you doing. Your trying to make me all defensive so that I will forget everything you said but I'm not going to let you change the subject"



With a defeated shrug of her shoulders, Willow looks towards the table and her beautifull blonde girlfriend "All right I'll tell you Anya, but this between you and me. I wished that she wasn't here, that she had gone or even that she was dead. I just felt she had left me for no good reason and I couldn't stand it. Then when I de-ratted Amy and we went out and for the first time ever I had the chance to just unleash all my power. It felt so good, I was mad at her for holding me back. I forgot that it was mostly through her help that I had progressed as a witch, instead I thought she had imprisoned my power and as I said before held me back."



Anya looked at Willow in shock "For goodness sake Willow, don't you think those are pathetic reasons for wishing someone dead? Especially someone you were in love with"



"Am in love with" corrects the hacker "crazy, madly, don't think I could live without her, in love. I told you I was ashamed of myself. I was just trying to explain how far I had gone into a dark place. I mean could you really imagine me, Willow, standing in front of you and saying I wish Tara was dead"



The terrible visage of Anyanka appears "Done"



Back to Anya "What the......"



The Magic Box is now locked and in darkness wiht only Willow and Anya left standing there.



TBC



Wishing For Darkness

Part 4



Same spoilers as before, I am not an Angel expert so if I get some details wrong I apologise.





Tara finds herself in a large white room. She is dressed in white robes, her hair is tied back and a laurel wreath crowns her. The whole scene is very Grecian with Tara herself looking like Aphrodite. She looks round in confusion and panic.



“Do not panic child” a deep serene voice speaks it sounds neither male nor female but rather a strange but pleasant mixture of the two.



“W-ho are you? W-where am I? W-what h-happened to me? Where are my f-friends and Willow, w-where’s W-willow?” Said Tara the panic welling up inside her making her stumble and stammer over her words.



“Please child, calm down. All your questions will be answered in due course.”



Tara tears starting to well up in her eyes “but I w-was in the shop.”



The voice cuts in “You are to all intents and purposes dead”



“Dead but how?” said Tara,” I don’t remember any danger”



The voice again interrupts the panicking girl “We will explain fully. We are the powers that be. We watch over and try to keep a balance in the world. You and your friends are amongst a select few who fight against evil. All your paths have been laid down by prophecies, even the vampire and the ex-demon, you were all destined to lead the fight. There has been a change, someone has interfered and broken the rules but your destiny belongs to us.”



Tara looks as one of the walls starts to shimmer and is replaced by the scene in The Magic Box. She can see Willow and Anya standing together looking in shock.



“Even as we speak those two realise something has happened and they will do everything in their powers to have you returned to them. They both love you very much.”

Tara interrupts “Both? I know Willow does but Anya…”



“You misunderstand. The young witch will always love you. You and she are soul mates whose destinies will be entwined forever. The demon believes in her heart that you are the only true friend she has had in a thousand years. Your gift to your friends has nothing to do with magical abilities or fighting prowess. You bring comfort, nurture and support to the group. They are all missing your calming influence.”



The wall shimmers again and this time it shows Spike in his crypt. The blonde vampire is punching the walls and at the same time saying over and over again “Why am I always too bloody late”



The scene changes Giles is sitting in an aircraft. Next to him sits a middle-aged woman who seems to be talking to him incessantly, eventually he turns to her with a pained expression on his face “Please madam can you be quiet.”



The lady looks at him “You English people should learn to be more friendly”



With a sigh Giles replies, “With respect I am travelling to America,” he pauses for a second searching for the right words, “to bury one of my daughters. I’d prefer it if you would just leave me alone.”



Scene changes, showing Xander driving his car. There are tears in the young man’s eyes. He pulls over and gets out his cell phone and punches in a number. He listens for a moment then throws it down despair “Willow, where are you?”



He picks up the phone up and punches in another number,” Anya have you seen Willow? She’s with you. Thank God. I thought she might have tried to do something stupid,” he listens for a second, “ well you know try to and resurrect Tara. She doesn’t deserve that, she should be left in peace. Anyway keep Will with you I’ll be there in about 20 minutes”



Scene changes, the Summers house. It shows Buffy sitting at the dining room table her head in her hands.



Scene changes, Dawn’s bedroom, the teenager is lying on her bed in the foetal position. She is sobbing her heart out. The pain she is feeling is palpable.



Tara moves forward wanting to comfort the girl she regards as a mixture of younger sister and daughter. She looks up “Can’t you make it stop”



“No, we cannot interfere”



“But you said someone broke the rules and my destiny belongs to you” said Tara.



“We will explain. We used to have two oracles that were a contact between those we needed to contact or who needed to contact us. Unfortunately the side of darkness slaughtered them. If your friends’ do not manage to figure out what happened to you. You and your love will become our new oracles.”



“M-my love? queries Tara.



“Willow, she will not be able to live without you”



“No, she would never kill herself” said Tara with utter conviction.



“This is correct but she will become careless when it comes to fighting demons”



Tara deciding to change tack “W-why um did someone do this?”



“Out of mischief “ said the voice.



“Do you know who did it?” said Tara



“Yes”



“Who?” the blonde snaps back.



“We are not at liberty to tell you”



“Great” said Tara, so basically the other side can do what they want but we must play by the rules”



“We are sorry…”



“You’re sorry, great, aren’t you forgetting something. I’m the one who is dead. You show me pictures of the people I love in pain, you tell me my lover will probably die but you will not help them or me.” The blonde stops temper flashing in her usually placid blue eyes.





“We understand how you feel and as a concession to you we will give you 3 chances to contact your friends to help them out. You can watch them at anytime just say their name and their image will appear. As for now make yourself comfortable”



With those words the far wall drops away to reveal pillars and a terrace. On the terrace there are various chairs, tables and a lounger. The tables are loaded with a selection of meats, bread, fruits and two large pitchers one of water and one of wine.



Further on from the terrace Tara can see gardens and a pool. Almost as if the powers had tried to recreate paradise.



Tara turns back to the far wall “Dawn”.



The image of the broken hearted teenager appears.



“You said I could contact my friends 3 times I wish to use one now” said Tara.



“Are you sure” said the voice.



“Yes, I want to talk with Dawn” said Tara



“As you wish”



TBC







Wishing For Darkness

Part 5



All spoilers as of before





The Summers’ house



Dawn lays on her bed her feelings of pain and grief threatening to overwhelm her. She is also starting to feel a lot of anger and resentment at losing the people she loved and cared for. Tara dying had hit her almost as hard as losing her mother she had always known that the blonde witch would be there for her no matter what.



Dawn senses suddenly come alive. She starts to look around the room wildly “Whose there?” her nose twitches as a familiar scent washes over her “Tara?”



Dawn’s body becomes enveloped in a golden light; she can feel arms being wrapped round her and her body being rocked back and fore.



“Ssh, sweetie” said Tara “I’m here”



“Tara how…I mean…where?” said the youngster obviously in great confusion.



“Dawn I don’t have long. I just want to say I am watching over you,” said Tara.



“Please stay with me I love you and I miss so much,” said Dawn.



“I can’t sweetie,” said Tara. “I know this hard for you and you have been through so much but don’t feel sad because of me. I’m still here and I will always love you. Just try to be happy, remember me, as I was, not as a dead empty shell. I do wish I could stay but I have to go now” with this Tara kisses Dawn’s forehead gently. “ Just tell Willow I know, I’ll try to help and I love her very much.”



************************************************



The Magic Box



Anya turns to Willow “Xanders coming. He’s worried you may do something stupid. Do we tell him what happened?”



“What do we tell him?” said Willow. “We don’t quite know how but we seem to have killed Tara? We have to figure out how you got your powers’ back and why. Do you think you could call D’Hoffryn?”



“I’m not sure…”



“Hey, I have his talisman back at the house” said Willow. “We should go there now”



“No,” said Anya “we have to wait for Xander”





“Why?” said Willow anger rising within her.



“Because I said we would and if you don’t want him to know we have to make sure he won’t ask to many questions” explained Anya.



“Anya what happens if we can’t bring her back?” said Willow her voice starting to break “It means I would lose her forever” the hacker looks at Anya the tears running down her face “I don’t think I could live without her”



“I promise you we will get her back. Someone used me to kill my best friend, do you think I will take that lying down?” said Anya determination and anger showing on her face.



Anya awkwardly puts her arm round Willow trying to comfort the red head who has finally began to grasp the full horror of the situation.



The shop door is being pounded sounding almost as if it is about to torn off its hinges.



“Hold on Xander, if you hurt the door you will have to make a new one,” said Anya opening the door and is almost knocked over as a blonde vampire streaks inside.



“I killed the bastard,” shouts Spike triumphantly.



“Who?” asked Anya confused.



Spike looks at her as if she’s mad “The vamp that killed Red’s bird. I ripped his ugly head off. It was brilliant…”



“Spike” said Anya “stop” trying to draw his attention to Willow.



“I thought you’d be pleased a bit of vengeance and all that,” said Spike.



Willow steps out of the shadows “Doesn’t bring her back though does it?”



“Oh, Will, sorry didn’t see you there. Why are you here? Shouldn’t you be at home being looked after by the slayer” said Spike closing the distance between him and Willow before whispering in her ear “I know why you are here but don’t do it. If any of your little gang will end up in heaven it’ll be your girl. Leave her be.”



“Why does everybody say that, god, I’ve learned my lesson” said Willow.



Spike looks at Willow’s tear stained face “Come on Red we all know how much you loved her. Remember last year when you went after a hell god. We know you don’t always think straight when it comes to Tara and I know you wont believe me but I’m sorry she’s dead.”



“Spike how did it happen?” asked Willow



“Do you really need to go through it again and where is the sudden memory loss from?” said Spike “probably best if you just leave it”



Spike turns to go just as Xander, Buffy and Dawn walk in the shop. Dawn and Buffy are arguing.



“…Dawn I don’t want too hear it especially in front of Willow,” said Buffy.



“But she…”



“I said leave it” said an angry Buffy.



“I’m not making this up,” said Dawn her jaw set with determination.



“What don’t you want to be said in front of Willow?” asked Willow.



“Nothing, it’s nothing important,” said Buffy.



“How can you say that?” cuts in Dawn.



Willow moves up to her two friends “What’s going on guys and I don’t want to be fobbed off.”



“Dawn had a dream,” said Buffy



“I did not. It was real” snapped dawn folding her arms protectively round herself. Defying Buffy.



“Okay can you stop being so fighty and just explain” said Willow “Dawn please just tell me?”



“Kay, I was lying in bed when I felt something in my room and I knew from the scent it was Tara. She talked to me and told me she was watching over me,” said Dawn.



“As I said Dawn had a nice dream” cuts in Buffy.



“Oh, wait she had a message for Willow…”



“Dawn why are you trying to hurt Willow by making this up?” said Buffy.



“I’m not” said Dawn she moves to Willow and grabs hold of hands “she said she knew the truth and would try and help” Dawn looks deep into Willow’s startled green eyes “she said she loves you very much.”





Willow turns from Dawn not able to take the intensity of the young girl’s message. She turns back “Dawn I believe you and thank you for telling me. Look Buffy I’m going to spend the night at Xander’s. I can’t sleep in that bed by myself. Xander, Anya can we go now I’m really tired.”



TBC





Wishing For Darkness

Part 6



NC: 17 (I wasn’t expecting this so I don’t suppose anyone else was too, but I’ve been inspired by Ruth’s fic The Final Exam to do something different so here goes)



“Xander can you go to the house first so I can pick up a few things” said Willow



“Sure” said Xander “whatever you want”



10 minutes later they pull up outside the Summers’ house.



“Anya can you come in and help me. Xander we’ll only be a few minutes. Do you mind waiting in the car?” said Willow.



Xander looks surprised but nods his agreement.



As soon as they are in the house Willow practically flies up the stairs.



Anya follows at a slower pace “Breaking your ankle is not going to help”. She then hears something heavy being flung on the floor. “Willow, Will, is there something up there” she enters the room to see Willow on the bed with her head in her hands.



“Anya it’s not here” said Willow through a veil of tears.



“What?”



“The talisman it’s gone,” said the distraught red head. “It was in my jewellery box but it’s disappeared.



Anya thinks a second “Are you sure that you and Buffy didn’t throw it out when you cleared out all the magic stuff in the house”



“No” said the hacker “to be honest I had forgotten about it. When I originally got it I was worried it might be dangerous so I put it in the false bottom of my box. I don’t know how anyone could know it was there. God I’m screwed.” Willow looks utterly defeated and dejected.



“You’re giving up already? We haven’t got past the first hurdle,” said Anya



“What’s the use? We never going to get her back” said Willow.



Anya decides to take charge “Look lets just grab a few things, you can try to get some sleep and tomorrow we will go to D’Hoffryn’s crypt and call him.”



Willow almost as if she is drugged allows Anya to push and shove her around until they are ready to get in the car but just before she goes she grabs a picture of Tara.



*********************



Xander and Anya’s house



Willow is pretending to sleep on her host’s huge settee but all she is really is doing is holding on to the small picture of Tara and crying her eyes out.



*****************************



Tara walks round the large white room restless, bored. “Willow” she looks at the far wall as it starts to shimmer. Her heart starts to break as she watches her world, her everything lying sobbing her heart out.



*****************************



Willow looks at the picture in her hand “I’m sorry baby but I know I won’t be able to get you back”



*************************



Tara looks at the wall horrified.” Powers or whoever you are I n-need to talk to you”



“What do you want child?”



“I want to go to Willow,” said Tara.



“We have told you that you have only three chances to help your friends. You’ve already used one”



“I know. I can count. I’m not s-stupid. Look Willow is on the verge of giving up and I have to persuade her to keep going and anyway this is my decision and I want to go to her,” said Tara.



**********************



Willow lies awake still crying, “Why did I make that stupid wish?”



“Because you didn’t think it would come true”



“Tara baby, is that really you?” said Willow in amazement.



“I’m here darling,” said Tara





Willow can’t believe it as her senses come alive, she can smell Tara’s unique scent and she can feel something brushing against her body. She looks at the covers as they are pulled back and she can feel an all to familiar presence move to hold her. God it felt so good, she buries her head into Tara’s ample chest.



“Will you can’t give it up baby. I’m relying on you to find me. You said you would always find me,” said Tara.



Tara is surprised at the strong physical reaction she has to lying so close to Willow. She touches Willow’s face and lifts the red head chin and kisses her. Fire meets fire and she can feel the hacker’s sharp teeth bite her lip, she lets out an involuntary groan, feeling the wetness that is already spreading between her legs.



“I wish I could see you Tara, this feels so strange,” said Willow



“Do you need to see me?” questions the blonde



“No” says Willow a mischievous smile spreading across her pretty face “I think I know my way around your body well enough without the visuals, although visuals would be nice”



Willow is then surprised to find herself pinned down by her usually more submissive partner “Ta…” she feels a finger placed against her lips and decides to go with it. She can feel lips on the nape of neck, hands moving up and down her body. Yet she can’t see anything and this only seems to intensify the feelings that Tara’s talented hands are staring to wring from her body. She can feel that the blonde is now sucking on pulse point and one of her hands has hold of Willow’s erect nipple and twists it hard making the red head groan and arch her back.



Tara yanks off Willow’s cotton t-shirt with a real urgency and then moves to her boxer shorts “I have to have you Will, so you wont forget me, do you understand”



The hacker nods her unable to move and aware that at any moment Anya or Xander could walk in and witness this strange scene. Her head is brought back to her body as her lover moves her mouth to her nipples and starts to suck and bite them with a passion that is threatening to consume her. Willow has never felt more alive and wanted in all her short but eventful life. “Tara please fuck me hard, make me feel”



The blonde witch does not a second invitation and is unsurprised to find that Willow is already wet enough to let her enter her with two long elegant fingers. She moves her thumb hard on to her lover’s small but hard bundle of nerves. She fucks Willow slowly moving her fingers in and out of her body at a teasing and tantalising pace. At the same time her beautiful mouth makes its journey downward biting, sucking and kissing Willow’s sensitive skin totally in control of the pale sexy woman that lies beneath her. With one quick movement she replaces her thumb with her mouth, pushes a third finger inside her and rubs her little finger against the puckered skin of Willow’s anus and with one hard thrust enters her most sensitive and tender place.





It takes all of the hacker’s dwindling self-control not scream out loud at this triple attack on her senses. She can feel the growing pressure starting in her groin and knows she can’t hold off the orgasm that is about to rip throw her body and soul.



Tara’s sensitive mouth picks up the pulse coming from the red head’s clit and as her lover comes she sucks Willow following the rhythm and intensifying the feeling until the red head convulsions finally stop. Willow pulls at the unseen body of her lover bring her up level with her head “That was incredible now it’s my turn”





Tara leans into Will and they kiss passionately for a minute then much to her own sadness she pushes Willow from her. “No you can have me only when you find me”



“Tara…”



“It will be your reward, darling, I love you so much but I didn’t come here to make love to you, I came because I have to make sure you wont give up” said Tara. She kisses her love one more time “I have to leave now but I will be able to help you one more time and remember you are my soul mate we should never be apart”



TBC







magrat
 


Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Sat Mar 30, 2002 1:11 pm

Just to say I am now Magrat70:

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Drakkenfyre » Sat Mar 30, 2002 1:32 pm

Dear God in Heaven or whatever deity is listening. Please don'tleave us like this. We need an update and soon and shit, I need a cigarette. Anybody got one?

"We few, we happy few."
"We band of buggered."

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby BigMac » Wed Apr 10, 2002 6:43 pm

Keep it up so far so good it would be nice if you post a update.

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby tommo » Thu Apr 11, 2002 12:09 am

You have some interesting plot lines and ideas in this fic. However, you've written it in the present tense, which isn't always as accessible for a lot of readers as past tense. It's your choice, naturally, but you might want to think about how to make it easier for your readers to read.


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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Thu Apr 11, 2002 11:09 am

The next 2 parts are written unfortunately because of where I write at work (during lunch etc and they've disabled the A drives on our puters) they are on paper so I am busy transcribing.



Tommo I have only started writing fic in the last 6 months so it a real learning curve for me so I thank you for your comments

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Tue Apr 16, 2002 4:55 am

I have finally got round to it so here we go



Wishing For Darkness Part 7



Spoilers: same as before up to Wrecked but the events of Gone onwards never happened and Willow and Tara have go back together.



Early morning Xander and Anya’s room



“I’m just saying it seems strange you two such good buds” said Xander



“I can’t have a friend now” complains Anya.



No, Ahn its just Buffy and I thought Will would need us, but she has been spending all her time with you” said Xander starting to panic seeing anger flashing in the eyes of his unpredictable girlfriend so probably unwisely he decides to continue “I mean its not like you were best of friends before Tara died but now you are inseparable.”



Anya takes a deep breath but decides to explain a few things to Xander instead of blasting him “Well at least you mentioned her name”



“Who?” said the boy a little confused.



“Tara,” said Anya, “ all you’ve mentioned is how you feel about Willow, well maybe the reason Will talks to me is because Tara was my best friend and I miss her almost as much as she does.”



Xander puts his arm round Anya “We all miss Tara. What’s there not to miss; she was sweet, nice, caring and more grown up than the rest of us put together. It’s just we don’t want Willow to get all broody. Didn’t you hear her cry out last night it took me all my will power not to go in there and comfort her.”



“Look Xander leave her to me” said Anya.



*************************************



Willow wakes to find herself wrapped round her pillow. She rolls on to her back trying to figure out if last night was just a dream or not. The fact that she is naked would seem to indicate reality but she finds it just too hard to believe. She slips on her shorts and tee shirt and heads for the shower.



She leaves the water on cool hoping that the sensation will kick start her brain so that somehow she can make some kind of sense of the situation.



***********************************



Buffy waits in the arrival lounge of Sunnydale airport waiting for Giles to come off his connecting flight from L.A. she had hoped that it would be under cheerier circumstances that she would meet up with her ex-watcher again but in the back of her mind she always knew that it would be because one of them had died. Sometimes she couldn’t express the wonder and admiration she felt for her friends. How night after night they put their lives’ on the line fighting a battle that should really just be her’s.



“A penny for them” cut in a familiar English voice.



“Giles I’m so glad you’re here” said Buffy flinging her arms round him.



Giles looks around sadly noting that only the slayer had come to meet him. “How are you all?”



“Fine” said Buffy, well as fine as could be expected. “I’ve hired a car for you. Are you staying at a hotel or do you want to stay at the house?”



“Whatever is easiest for you Buffy” said Giles



“Please, stay at the house then” she replies.



***********************************



Willow steps out from the shower. She looks at herself in the mirror and for the first time notices the bruise on the side neck. She looks at her self more closely and quickly realises that she is covered in small bruises and scratches, then it hits her, last night wasn’t a dream. Her darling Tara had come to her for a night. All her despondency starts to fade. The bruises a proud certainty that her lover was watching. She knew now with all the determination in her heart, Tara was her’s and she’d get her back.





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Buffy and Giles pull up in front of the Summers’ house.



“Is Dawn at home?” asks Giles finally breaking the silence that had lasted all the way from the airport.



“No, she stayed at Janice’s last night,” replied Buffy.



“And Willow?” a pained expression flashing across his face.



“At Xander’s” said Buffy.





They unload the car and drop the suitcase in the hall.



“Tea?” asks Buffy



“Please” said Giles realising that they can’t keep putting off the inevitable. “How is Willow coping?”



“I don’t know,” said Buffy truthfully “ but to be honest none off us are really doing that great. It’s funny sometimes you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s too late. Dawn’s devastated even making up ghost stories to comfort herself”



“Ghost stories?” asks Giles.



“She said Tara spoke to her and told her she would be watching over her” explains Buffy.



“You know she could have had some contact with Tara. The girl was very talented psychically she may have managed to project herself, it wouldn’t be surprising that in death just as in life she would still want to love and care for people” said Giles. He stares aghast as Buffy starts to breakdown.



“Giles, why Tara? She was probably the sweetest one of all of us. I feel like I did last year if I can’t save my friends what’s the point?” said Buffy.



Giles looks at Buffy sadness filling his heart at how much these brave young people had lost in the past 5 and a half years.



Buffy; her life, her beloved mother, her first impossible love and now the struggle she faced bring up a sister while doing her duty.



Willow; he innocence had been shattered, Giles hoped that she hadn’t lost all her spirit, that sweet warm spark that always made him smile and now it looked liked she had lost her everything as Willow herself had called Tara.



Xander; sometimes it seemed that the boy hadn’t lost as much as the two girls but people forgot that he himself had had to stake his best friend, Joyce’s death had deeply affected him and Giles never doubted that he had loved Cordelia when she left.



Too much loss and he didn’t like to think of his own; Jenny, Joyce, Buffy and now Tara. He snapped back to the now knowing that he had to comfort his slayer. “Would Tara want this? She knew the dangers. After Glory’s attack a lesser person would have run from here but she stayed and fought. Feel sad, mourn the fact that her passing makes the world a darker place but don’t feel guilty.”



Buffy hugs Giles his words a slight comfort.



******************





The nerd van cruising the streets of Sunnydale, Warren at the wheel.



“Where we going” asks Andrew.



“Where do you think dumb ass” snaps Warren “tell him Jonathan.”



Jonathan looks worried always a little afraid of Warren’s temper “I don’t know you never told me”



“I never told you” mimics Warren “can’t any of you numb nuts think for yourself. We are going to stakeout the Magic Box and see if our wish has affected the super friends. This should be so much fun”



They drive past the shop.



“That’s strange,” said Jonathan.



“What is?” said Warren “Concentrating on driving here.”



“The shops shut” replies Jonathan “swing back round. There was a sign in the window.



“Knowing our luck we’ve probably wished them on a luxury holiday” said Andrew mournfully.



“Probably the only way we’d be able to take over Sunnydale,” mutters Jonathan under his breath.



“Did you say something?” said Warren.



“I said leaving us to take over Sunnydale,” said Jonathan.



Warren pulls the van up and dives in the back “Come on get the screens on I want to see that sign.”



The screens come on they all stand in silence, stunned, as they read the notice.



The Magic Box is closed because of family bereavement. We apologise for any inconvenience.



Jonathan breaks the silence “We killed one of them”



Warren grins, “This couldn’t have worked out any better. We have to find out who. Any ideas?”



“Warren we’ve killed someone don’t you care” said Jonathan.



“Come on Jonathan, we are supposed to be criminals plus in no way is this our fault. One of them made the wish we didn’t know this would happen and anyway” said Warren triumphantly “it’s about time we managed to put one over on them. God I can’t wait to find out who it is.”



TBC























Edited by: Magrat70 at: 4/17/02 9:30:00 am
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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Mix » Tue Apr 16, 2002 5:40 am

I'm really enjoying this fic. I like the idea of Willow and Anya working together!

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby mollyig » Tue Apr 16, 2002 7:24 am

You've portrayed the Troika well. Shown how irresponsible they are, and how bloody evil Warren is!

I could paint you in the dark, 'cause I've studied you with hunger as a work of art - Collecting you (Indigo Girls)

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Wolflord » Tue Apr 16, 2002 4:49 pm

:grin loved the update. Was wondering did some of your story get tripled. I had trouble loading it up and there was parts of the story that was duplicated three times. Or is it my old computer. Anywho...loved the story. :bounce :bounce

One question for you though....why did Willow have bruises or were they suppose to be hickeys?

Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Wed Apr 17, 2002 10:24 am

As far as i know know nothing was put on three times if it did it must have been a mistake when I cut and pasted it so I apoligise. The bruises are supposed to be hickeys sorry if it wasn't clear.



Mollygig, I really can't stand Warren so it probalyy comes through in the writing :grin .



Hopefully the next part wont take so long for me to post.

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Sun Apr 21, 2002 9:23 am

Just a short update

Same spoilers as before



Wishing For Darkness Part 8





Willow and Anya stand just outside D’Hoffryn’s crypt.



“I didn’t think that we would ever get rid of Xander,” said Willow “I thought had to be at work early this morning.”



“Well he’s suspicious about why we have suddenly become such good friends” replied Anya.



“What did you say?” said Willow



“I explained it was because Tara and I were such good friends so you felt more comfortable round me” said Anya.



“Good” said Willow “are you going to call D’Hoffryn”



“Yeah” said Anya “just give me a sec”



Anya pulls out an old book and starts to chant. Within minutes D’Hoffryn appears.



“Who dares my… oh, Anyanka, how are you? I received your wedding invitation. I’m glad you are doing well on the mortal realm. Anyway I will try and be at your wedding so now that’s sorted I’ll just be off” said the nervous looking demon.



“Oh no you don’t mister.” said Anya grabbing hold of his arm “What happened to me? Why did I get my power back?”



“I can’t answer that Anyanka. All I can tell you is that it was how someone wished it.” Said D’Hoffryn.



“Who?” asked Willow “Some local demon a vampire maybe?”



“It killed one of my friends,” said Anya “D’Hoffryn undo it.”



“I can’t. I’m sorry Anyanka they seemed to want revenge on the slayer. They found out who you were and asked me to make you a vengeance demon for one wish to see what sort of chaos it would cause amongst the slayer and her friends,” said D’Hoffryn relenting for a second. “It wasn’t a demon or a vampire they were human. If you find out who they are and get them to change their mind I will undo the wish” and with that D’Hoffryn leaves.



“Why would a human want to do something bad to the slayer” said Anya.



“Well I can think of one and this seem to be his style” said Willow.



“Who?” asked Anya



“Ethan Rayne” said Willow



“But wasn’t he taken into military custody by Riley” said Anya.



“Yes” said Willow “but we don’t know what might have happened to him since or whether he was released after the Initiative was disbanded. Anya I think we might have to tell Giles.”





*************************************



The Magic Box early evening



Willow and Anya enter Giles is already there.



“This all very cloak and dagger. Why did you want to meet here and why don’t you want Buffy to know?” enquires Giles. “I hope you haven’t been up to something that I will be very angry about. You know something involving spells and pulling Tara from heaven”



“Tara is not in heaven” said Willow “and she wasn’t killed by a vampire either. Anya and I killed her by accident”



“What do you mean you killed her by accident” said Giles sounding like his temper is about to explode.



“Oh Willow for goodness sake tell it straight. Giles someone persuaded D’Hoffryn to give me back my powers for one wish. Willow was telling me how bad things got when she was on her magic bender and that she had even wished Tara dead. I became Anyanka and the rest as they say is history” said Anya.



“Who ever did this was human and we thought it might have been Ethan Rayne. If we can find out who did this and persuade them to change their minds D’Hoffryn said he will undo the wish.” said Willow. “So do you know where he is?”



Giles stands with his mouth open looking totally stunned at the information that he had just received he takes off his glasses and gives them a quick wipe. “Ethan is in England I had the bad luck to come across him a couple of weeks ago but he has got himself into some problems with a demon money lender so I think he is a little busy to be involved in this.”



“Why don’t you tell Buffy she could help” said Giles



“No I don’t want anyone else to know. Giles I would be so ashamed if people knew what I had said about Tara. Do you think Dawn would understand?” said Willow. “I don’t think so. Please Giles don’t tell them”



“How do you intend finding out who did this” said Giles with a sigh deciding to let the issue lie for the moment.



“We went to D’Hoffryn and the only clue he would give us was that they are human” said Anya.



“Did he say they” said Giles



“Y-yes I think so” said Willow.



“It sounds like a group of people are involved” said Giles “It’s the funeral tomorrow isn’t it. If they wanted to cause trouble for the slayer they will try and find out what has happened. Has the service been announced in the newspaper?”



“Yes” said Willow “it was in the local and student papers”



“Human nature tells me that one or more will probably turn up at the church. We will have to keep our eyes peeled. I still believe we should tell the others but I understand your reasons and I will respect your wishes” said Giles but he didn’t voice the other thought at the back of his mind which was when he found the toe rags responsible he could think of more than a couple of ways to make them change their minds and none of them nice.



TBC







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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Wolflord » Sun Jun 02, 2002 5:21 pm

Looks for an update. :bounce :bounce







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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Tue Jun 11, 2002 10:16 am

I'm sorry I've neglected this ic for so long (I noticed there was people asking about after they lost it)



It's just that i Have the whole story planned out and a I have been finding it a bit of a labour of love but hopefully the next part will posted by the end of the week

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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby Magrat70 » Sun Jun 30, 2002 3:13 pm

Title: Wishing For Darkness part 9

Author: Magrat

Ratings: PG13

Spoilers: As before, also Angel eps Billy and Birthday



Wishing For Darkness part 9



Tara walks round the beautiful gardens that the powers have made for her wishing Willow could be there to share it.



She jumps as something puts her a hand on her shoulder. She turns to see a large threatening looking demon. She is then even more surprised as he extends a hand.



“Hi I’m Skip”



“Tara” she says with a slight nervous smile crossing her beautiful face.



“You’re probably wondering who I am. I work for the powers. I know Angel and Cordelia,” said Skip.



“T-that’s nice” said Tara her mind racing as too why he was here and why he was talking to her.



He sighs looking at the blonde this was turning into hard work. She was definitely no Cordelia!! He had expected to be bombarded by a volley of questions but he was finding himself in the position of trying to draw her out. “The powers are a little worried about you”



“Oh?” said Tara wondering where all this was leading too.



“Aren’t you in the least bit curious” said Skip starting to get a little exasperated.



“Well I figure you’re uhm here to t-tell me something so I’m just w-waiting for you to get it out” said Tara.



“Okay you win, jeez, sometimes it would nice if people just reacted the way you expect them” said Skip.



“Anyway the powers are worried, you haven’t eaten since you’ve came here. You’ve spent the majority of your time watching your girl and you used to two your chances to help on comforting people. They were quite relieved when you came out for a walk”



“Did they think I’d be happy?” said Tara.



“No, but…”



“But what? Look I’m lonely; I’m missing my friends. I miss Willow so much it’s starting too hurt watching her; that’s why I came out here. I couldn’t stand it any longer” said Tara turning to Skip tears welling up in here eyes. “So I’ve told you what’s wrong; now you can go away. The powers have made it quite clear they are not going to help me”



The demon looks at the upset witch for a second a little taken aback by her attitude. He had expected the shy witch to a lot easier to handle than Cordy but instead he had found someone who could be just as stubborn and determined as the actress turned monster fighter. “Okay I will leave you be but I may be back”



“Whatever” said Tara turning on her heals and walking away from him.



************************



Troika basement



“I’ve got it,” said Warren waving the U.C Sunnydale student paper gleefully.



“Who have we killed then?” said Jonathan.



“We haven’t killed anyone. They wished it, not us and don’t forget it” said Warren “Anyway don’t you want to know who it is”



“I suppose,” said Jonathan.



“It’s Tara Maclay,” said Warren.



“Who’s she” said Andrew.



“Don’t you ever pay attention it’s Willow’s girlfriend, you know the blonde witch. I suppose it could have been someone more important like the slayer or her little sister but she’ll do,” said Warren.



“She was nice,” said Jonathan.



“Who?” asked Warren.



“T-tara, she was nice, I went to college with her” said Jonathan shock and disbelief starting to sink in as he realises that someone he knows is dead and that it’s no longer a game “And because of us she’s dead.”



“Warren immediately rounds on the smaller boy “I keep telling you it wasn’t. They could have wished for anything, but someone wished her dead. We are not responsible”



Yeah, we are totally irresponsible thinks Jonathan but is too scared to voice his opinion to Warren.



***********************************



The Summers’ house.



Everybody is sat round the dinning room table. Buffy, Giles and Willow have wads of paper in front of them.



“Are any of her family coming?” asked Buffy.



“Who?” said Willow with a confused look on her face.



“Tara” said Buffy.



We are her family” said Willow “Any way I don’t think she’d want those people there. I’m really tired does anyone mind if I go to bed”



“No” said Giles. “you should turn in”



*********************************************



Tara sits by the edge of the pond feeling tired and very disconsolate. She couldn’t see a way out of her current predicament. She wondered how long Willow had left too remedy the situation or die. She didn’t think she could stand to watch anything happen to her lover. She senses a movement behind her.



“What now Skip?”



“Hey I’m impressed” said the demon.



“Don’t be. Who else could it have been” said Tara not in the mood for playing games.



“Do you want her?” said the demon taking his cue from Tara’s approach.



“W-what do you mean” said Tara.



“Willow, her company for a couple of hours. I told you the powers are worried about you. They don’t want you to be unhappy. The question you have to ask yourself; will it be worse?” said Skip.



“W-worse. How could it be worse” said Tara.



“Well after a couple of hours she’ll have to go back, don’t you think you might feel more depressed” said Skip.



“I don’t care. I’ll deal later. I need her” said Tara



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Willow stands in the room that she had shared with Tara. She felt quite energized and buoyant after her conversation with Giles. At least they had the semblance of a plan.



She didn’t want to think about the funeral, she knew no matter what, it was going to be hard.



She went to sit down on the bed and had a very strange sensation of staying still but moving very quickly at the same time. She then found the bed had disappeared and she fell heavily on her backside on some grass to the tinkling accompaniment of someone giggling. She looked up quickly her face burning with anger and embarrassment, that is, until she looked into the most beautiful blue eyes she had ever seen. “Tara”



“Hi” said Tara the turning quickly to Skip “You did it”



“Well it was the powers really. Must be getting soppy in their old age. Just remember two hours and not that much privacy if you know what I mean” Tara then surprises him by rushing forward and giving him a hug “You’re definitely no Cordy” he whispers in her ear.



Willow stands up and dusts herself down, slightly bemused by the interaction between her girl and the large dangerous looking demon “What’s going own?”



“Will, this is Skip, Skip Willow” said Tara.



“Very nice to meet you but I think I should leave you two alone” said Skip. He turns and walks away.



Tara turns to Willow “I think I should be kissing you now”



Willow doesn’t need a second invitation and moves quickly into the blonde’s embrace. She kisses Tara feeling the love and the passion ignite. She knows every minute spent away from this woman is hell and torture and this kiss is starting to make her feel alive again.



TBC



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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby WillowsSlave » Sat Sep 14, 2002 8:20 pm

I have no idea why this amazing fic fizzled, but I'll be bold and pop this beauty back up to the newer pages.



Anyway, I love this fic. I think it's compelling at how Willow is searching a way to get Tara back. I think it's a better way of actually (gulp, I'll say it) kill off Tara than the ME writers did in season six. Also I like the way you have the interaction between Willow and Anya.



Oh, by the way, the seamy seen? Woa! :thud



I really hope that you either continue or finish this masterpiece. But honestly, I can't really say that much because I really haven't finnished that many of my stories either.



But if possible, I plead to you, continue this baby.



I love it.



Hugs and Luv





Good luck

Kerri (The panther kitten with an eternal caffeine rush)
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Re: FIC: Wishing for Darkness

Postby maudmac » Sun Sep 28, 2003 1:19 am

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