Title: Always
Part: 1-?
E-mail:
buffycrazed99@hotmail.comFeedback: Yes please this is my first ever attempt at a fic please don’t be harsh
Spoilers: Some mentions of season 6 story lines not much though
Rating: PG -13...at least for now.
Disclaimer: Totally not any of my own creations joss is the owner as much as I would like to take the credit lol
Authors note: This is kinda depressing though I hope it ends up well wink wink
Willow Rosenberge woke up with the sun shining down on her face. She was feeling so happy and content, everything was perfect. Why wouldn’t it be she though? Her girlfriend had returned to her two months ago, she hadn’t used magic for a whole six months now and her grades at school were better than ever.
Just then the figure next to her began to move and awaken from her slumber. Willow looked down at her girlfriends face; she still had the most mesmerizing eyes willow had ever seen.
“Hi” Tara said looking up at her girlfriend, she loved waking up and finding willow there looking at her, it made her feel so warn and loved.
“Good morning beautiful” Willow said, leaning over and gently putting butterfly kisses all over her girlfriends mouth and face.
It was another Tuesday morning filled with lectures and study groups yet none of the girls wanted to move they just wanted to sit there and bask in each other’s love for as long as they could.
Willow stopped kissing her lover and moved back to reposition herself, before she could shift another inch she felt Tara pounce on her like a lion ready for the kill. Another frisky day huh willow thought to herself.
Tara by this moment had fully positioned herself on top of willow and was deeply kissing her. Willow was enjoying the sensation and released a moan but she also felt another feeling rising within her this one not so enjoyable.
“Tara, I think I’m gonna…” before she could finish the sentence she had pushed her girlfriend off her and was sprinting toward the toilet and started puking.
“Willow honey, are you ok? Tara said once she reached the bathroom to find her girlfriend with her head half way down the toilet. She moved to Willow’s side a gently began rubbing her back to try and sooth her.
After a while Willow lifted her head so she could reply “yeh I’m ok, just don’t know why I’m getting all vomit-ty and stomach pains when I don’t even have my monthly’s”
These little pangs of the vomits had become a regular thing in the mornings for her but she hadn’t told Tara about her other little aches.
“Will, I think you should go to the doctor, I don’t like seeing you in pain honey” Tara said with an obviously worried look on her face.
“Ok” replied Willow knowing she wouldn’t have the time to do it today or tomorrow for a matter of fact.
“Honey you ok to go to class today or are you gonna just skip it till your feeling better? Tara asked
“No, I’m feeling ok now I probably just needed to get it out. Plus we have a lunch date today, you still gonna meet after physics class?”
“Sure, I love having lunch with my favorite girl” Tara said giving Willow a peck on the cheek. With that they both got up to get ready to go to class.
Tara was glad it was lunchtime firstly it meant she had no more classes for the day and secondly she was going to see the beautiful red-haired girlfriend of hers. When the had been apart while Willow was kicking the habit of dark magic Tara had felt alone and empty like a part of her was missing and now that she had it back she was never going to let go again she knew that she had met her true soul mate.
As Tara reached Willow’s physics lab to pick her up, she saw a group of students standing around someone on the floor. Immediately she recognized it as willow and ran towards her like a crazy person all the while praying to the goddess that she was ok.
Tara got through the crowd and knelt besides willow cradling her head in her lap.
“Willow honey, wake up please baby, come back to me, come on you can do it honey, come back to me” Tara was nearing tears at this moment looking down at Willow who was not responding.
“Tara” Willow said as at that moment her eyes fluttered open and she stared at the familiar face.
“Hi honey” Tara said to her lover “you scared me for a second there” Tara at this moment was thanking the goddess Willow was ok.
“Sorry, I think I kind of fainted” Willow said obviously confused about what happened.
“It’s ok honey, come on lets get you to Doctor Fraser I want to know what’s wrong with you and make it all better”
Willow smirked at this “I’m sure a little bit of Tara love is all the medicine I need to get better”
“Vixen” Tara said planting a kiss on Willow’s lips “maybe after we’ve seen Doctor Fraser you can visit Doctor Maclay for a thorough check-up?” Tara said innocently.
“Yes please!” replied willow smiling widely.
“Ok Willow” said Doctor Fraser “We’ve taken a blood test Just to make sure, but I think your fine just a little stressed and tired, take some vitamin supplements and rest up and you should be ok”
“Thank you” Willow and Tara said in union as they got up to leave smiling at the doctor as they passed her.
“So Tara” willow asked her girlfriend “I remember someone promising some gay love after we saw the doctor” she said mischievously.
“Who said that sweetly?” Tara looked at her girlfriend playfully.
“I dunno maybe…. you”
“Me?”
“Come here you little trouble maker” willow said possessively hugging her girlfriend and giving her a passionate kiss while touching her in all the right places that she knew would turn Tara on.
“Will” Tara said getting flustered by her girlfriend’s talented hands “Doctor Fraser says you need rest”
“Oh yeh” Willow slowly ran her hand up Tara’s thigh “and what does doctor Maclay say?”
“Um-m” Tara stuttered under Willows hungry gaze “she says-Oh my god.” Tara screamed as Willows hand reached its destination.
The next day willow awoke to find Tara gone “Tara” she called but didn’t get an answer, she was starting to panic un till she saw a note on the dresser addressed to her.
Dear Willow
Sorry I didn’t say goodbye before I left but you look sooo cute when your sleeping I just didn’t have the heart to wake you. See you later xxxooo Tara.
A smile came to Willows face her girlfriend was so thoughtful sometimes everything that she does and the ways in which she looks at her willow is able to tell Tara really love her, this thought broadened Willows smile even further.
The phone ringing snapped Willow out of her day dreams.
“Hello Willow speaking. Yes hello Doctor Fraser. Sure ill be right over”
Willow quickly got dressed and went to see Doctor Fraser, she wouldn’t have normally went to see a doctor without Tara but Dr Fraser said it was urgent so she complied.
“Hi doc”Willow said as she entered the familiar doctors office
“Hello Willow have a seat, I need to discuss something to you about your test results”
Willow silently moved over and sat down she didn’t have a good feeling about what the doctor was going to tell her.
“Willow it seems it wasn’t stress which caused your stomach aches, fainting and all the other pains you were having” the doctor paused looking at Willow sympathetically “I’m sorry willow but the blood test shows you have cancer”
Edited by: xita 
at: 12/29/02 7:46:48 pm
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