Title: First
Author: bluewillowwitch
Rating: PG-13 to R (W/T love scene)
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. They belong to Joss Whedon. (unfortunately)
Summary: Willow and Tara's first time together. That's all you get.
Feedback: Yes please! Let me know if you like or hate it.
Note: There are a couple of thoughts in this story. They are in italics.
Thanks: Lauren for the proof read.
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"Hey baby, how was class?" Tara asked as Willow walked into their room. The look on her face told Tara it hadn't been a good day.
"It was okay I guess." Willow said without an ounce of conviction or believability in her voice.
"Come on, tell me what happened. Why do you look like the teacher took away your laptop?"
Willow looked at Tara as if she didn't believe that she was joking about this.
"Oh my goddess!" Tara laughed. "The teacher took away your laptop. Why?"
"The teacher said that the typing was distracting. She said I could have it back at the end of the lecture. Then when I went to get it from her at the end of the class she told me that in the future I should leave my laptop at home. She said that she didn't want to she it in her class ever again. Can you believe that?!?" Willow asked as she ended her little rant filled babble.
"Oh honey, I'm sorry, but you know you have to agree with that the teacher is right. That is distracting to other students." The blonde stated matter-of-factly.
"I don't believe you are taking her side." The redhead said in mock anger and hurt. She was going to milk this for all she could.
"Oh honey, you know that I would never take anybody's side over yours." Tara knew what the redhead was fishing for here and thought about delaying but then decided to just jump right into the fun part of the game instead. "You know, I think that because you had such a bad day, you deserve a treat."
"Really, a treat? What kinda treat?" Willow was glad that Tara knew what she was working for here.
"I don't know. Hmmmm, maybe a mocha, followed by a quick bite to eat. Then we can see a movie. I heard that "But, I'm A Cheerleader" is playing at one of the theaters at the student union. Then we can go to the Bronze for some dancing." Tara finished off with a very sultry voice.
"Oh yay, that sounds like fun. Is that a promise?" Willow asked all but jumping up and down with joy.
"Yes, now lets get ready to go. If your really good after the Bronze we can come back here for some snuggles." Tara said with a wink at the redhead.
"Oh. Lets get going. I want to show you how 'good' I can be." Willow's voice was full of huskiness as she said this.
After the girls got changed, Willow in a pair of jeans and a white peasant top and Tara in a pair of jeans and a sky blue long sleeve mid-drift shirt, they headed out. What Willow was unaware of was the fact that Tara had planned for this all week. The two witches had been dating for a couple of months now and were still in the smoochie stage. Tara had been thinking that even though she loved the smoochie stage, maybe it was time to move things a little further down the road. She wanted to make love to Willow so desperately. She just didn't know how she was going to bring it up yet.
Of course, what Tara didn't know was that Willow had the same thoughts running through her head. She was so much in love with the blonde witch at her side. She just had to physically show her.
"Tara?" Willow asked to get her attention as they walked out of the Expresso Pump after getting their mochas.
"Yeah Willow?" Tara responded, snapping out of her thoughts.
"Where should we eat?" the redhead just couldn't bring herself to ask for what she truly wanted.
"Uh, how about...um, oh I know. There is this new Mexican place that we could try." Tara suggested.
Cool, we can have tacos and burritos." Willow loved Mexican food.
This was a fact that Tara knew well. She loved the smile that broke out on her lover's face. Well at least she hoped she would be her lover by the end of the night.
After they had eaten and paid the bill they headed over to see the movie. All during the movie the two girls had a hard time keeping their eyes on the screen. There weren't many people in the theater. By the middle of the movie the two witches were in a heavy make-out session.
When they headed out, after the movie was over and the lights had been turned on so the theater could be cleaned, they were a little excited.
"So lets head to the Bronze!" Willow said a little too loud.
This caused Tara to laugh. "Okay sweetie."
As they walked into the Bronze they noticed the rest of the Scooby gang sitting in their usual place.
"Oh goddess." They both let out simultaneously. Then they turned and laughed at the fact.
Willow leaned over and whispered to Tara, "Lets get this over with fast."
Tara just nodded her agreement. They walked over to the rest of the Scoobies. Everybody turned when they saw the witches approaching them.
"Hey guys. What's the up?" Xander asked as they finally got to the group.
"Nothing, just out on a date. Decided to stop by here for a dance of two before heading home." Willow let out in mini babble style.
"Cool, come join us for awhile." Buffy said with a smile.
The girls sat down next to Buffy and Riley. Buffy was looking at her two friends and saw the blush in their cheeks and knew something was going on. It didn't take slayer sense to know these two had more than dancing on their minds. She was going to help them out here a little. Plus she thought that they needed a little 'fun' tonight.
"Okay, lets get to dancing." Buffy said to the group of friends. As they all started to make their way to the dance floor Buffy grabbed a hold of Willow's arm. "Hey, I'll try my best to make a distraction when you and Tara are ready to leave. That way you won't be stuck here all night with the group."
Willow blushed and just nodded her thanks to her best friend. She was overwhelmed by the love Buffy was showing.
"And what was that all about?" Tara asked with mock suspicion.
"Oh nothing, just Buffy telling me that when we're ready to go she will help us with a little distraction." The smile on the redhead's face couldn't get any bigger at the moment.
"So I guess we should dance so her great offer isn't wasted." the blonde witch said. As they pasted Buffy she caught her eye and mouthed a 'thank you'.
Buffy just smiled and sent her a wink in response.
Willow and Tara hit the floor and as they got ready to start dancing the music changed. The girls knew this song well. It was one of their favorites. So they got close and prepared to dance to
'Breathe' by: Faith Hill.
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away
All my thoughts seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
After the song was over Tara had tears in her eyes and Willow knew it was time to go. She looked over at Buffy and Willow's eyes told her it was time to go.
The next thing Willow and Tara knew Buffy was faying sick. She had Xander take her home. That way everyone had to go cause Anya went where Xander went and Riley went where Buffy went.
"Hey aren't you coming?"Anya asked the girls.
"Ah no, I don't want them to have to cut their night short. Plus they have to come over tomorrow, so they can check on me then!" Buffy said in an almost yell, while trying to sound convincing. Luckily for her no one was really paying much attention to anything but getting the slayer to bed.
"Okay, well then we are heading home. Hope you feel better Buffy." Tara said, trying to stifle her smile.
"Yeah, I should be fine by tomorrow. Just need to go to bed and get some rest." The slayer was finding it hard not to laugh.
Later that night after they had gotten home the girls were lying in bed snuggling and listening to the radio. Suddenly a song came on and Willow had to dance to with Tara. She pulled Tara up and into her arms. They started to dance to 'I Could Not Ask For More' by: Sara Evans.
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smile just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moment I thank God that I'm alive
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything in me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
And these are the moments
I know all I need is this
I've found all I've waited for, yeah
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
Yeah
These are the moment I thank God that I'm alive
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Oh, here with you here with me
No, I could not ask for more
Than this love you gave me
Cause it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
No, yeah
No, I could not ask for more
When the song was over the two just stood there looking deep into each other's eyes. At that moment Willow knew that she had to tell Tara. She just had to say something.
"So, I has a lot of fun today." Willow said in hopes that it would help her get out what she really wanted to say.
"Yeah, so did I. Especially at the movie." Tara smirked.
"Yeah, that was 'fun'." the redhead was finding it hard to breathe now.
"Ah, Willow?" the blonde knew it was now or never.
“Yeah sweetie?" the redhead decided that she had to tell her tonight!
“Umm, I don't quite know how to say this, but um, I w-want to make love with you." Tara rush the last of it out.
Willow just looked at her. Not moving or blinking.
Oh great! Now she is going to run away. She wasn't ready. Aww, look at her. I think I broke her.
"Did I break you?" Tara asked as she waved her hand in front of Willow's face.
"Huh, um, no. Not broke. Just thinking." Willow spit out. Great, impress her with your ability to put two words together. "Tara, I want to make love with you too. I have been wanting to for the longest time. I wanted to tell you so bad, but then I thought that you wouldn't want to so I didn't ask, but now you want to, oh goddess, I love you!" Willow said ending her babble.
"Oh baby, of course I do. I just didn't know if you did." Tara told her with a huge smile on her face.
They stood there looking at each other. Finally, Willow leaned over and started to kiss Tara. It started soft and slow and grew. Tara let her tongue slip out and run along Willow's top lip and then her bottom lip asking to be let in to her mouth. As if in answer, Willow opened her mouth to allow Taratongue to met Willowtongue. Neither of them tried to gain control of this kiss. It was just there being taken in for all it was worth.
When they finally pulled back it was only to breathe. They left a trail of little pecks, as neither really wanted to part.
"Are you sure you're ready?" Willow asked making sure that Tara had a chance to back out if she wasn't sure.
"Oh yes. I want nothing more than to make love to you. I want to give myself to you completely." Tara responded in a deep and husky voice.
Deep pools of emerald green met deep pools of midnight blue. They stared longingly into each other's eyes. Both knowing that this was the moment they wanted and both knowing that this was the only person that they wanted to share this moment with.
Tara slowly leaned in and began to kiss Willow again. In this one kiss they let their thoughts and feelings flow. They blocked out everything except for themselves.
Hands started to tenderly caresses arms, shoulders, and backs. Slowly they started to take each other's clothes off. Soon they were lying back on the bed, looking at one another in all their glory. Neither one their usual shy self. There with their soul-mate they felt perfectly at home.
Willow took in the sight of Tara's body. In her mind only one word came to her mind, 'Beautiful'. That was so much less than what she was, but for some reason Willow's mind just couldn't think. All she wanted was to make beautiful, lasting love to this woman next to her for her whole life and beyond. At this moment she knew that she would be with this woman forever.
Tara lay there watching the exceptional redhead. All she wanted was to be with her. She thought to herself that even if she died in that very second she would die the happiest person ever to live, just knowing that she had found her soul-mate and that she had finally found love.
They again slowly began to kiss. Slowly, Willow positioned herself on top of Tara. She started to kiss down her jaw-line. When she came to the blonde's chin, the redhead started down her neck. She kissed her way across the collarbone and down to the valley between Tara's breasts. When Willow got there she could only stare at the things that had occupied her mind for so long.
She looked up at the blonde, wanting all the love she had to be passed in that look. As Tara looked back at her she knew that it was.
Finally she couldn't wait any longer. She had to taste those perfect breast. She slowly descended her self upon the nipple.
"Ah, oh Willow." Tara was in ecstasy the moment that Willow's mouth met her nipple.
Willow began to slowly roll her tongue around the nipple. She felt the pink fleshy skin slowly harden to a peak. Then she moved to the other nipple and repeated the treatment.
Finally she took as much of the left breast into her mouth as she could while her hand rubbed her right one.
"Yes, Willow." Tara breathed out. She wanted to do the same. She had dreamed about those perky breasts every night. She surprised Willow by flipping her over so that she was now on top straddling her.
"Hey, I wasn't done yet." Willow said with a smirk.
"Yeah well, it's my turn." Tara returned the smirk.
She slowly kissed her way down Willow's chest. When she came upon the breasts she first started to rub the nipples. When she brought them to a rosy peak she lowered herself on the right nipple. While her hand never stopped on the left. This was truly the greatest taste she had ever held in her mouth.
"Oh goddess, Tara." Willow moaned.
Tara shifted breasts so that one didn't get all the attention. This was the greatest thing she had ever done in her life.
Tara stopped and slowly moved up Willow's body. She planted a huge, passion filled kiss on Willowlips. Then she pulled back.
"Are you ready?" Tara asked knowing that she couldn't wait any longer.
"More than ready." Willow cooed with love filling her voice.
They laid side-by-side and started to feel each other's skin. They touched various parts of each other's bodies.
Willow slowly pushed Tara onto her back. Then she began to kiss her way down to Tara's mound. When she got there, the redhead was sure she had found heaven. She slowly began to lick her way up the inside of Tara's mound.
"Oh goddess! Yes Willow Yes!" Tara had never felt anything so good in her life.
Willow worked licking and sucking away. Spending plenty of time on the blonde's clit. She could feel Tar's climax building.
"Stop." Tara whispered.
Willow stopped and looked up at the blonde. "Did I do something wrong?"
"No, I just want to do this together." Tara breathed out. She pulled Willow up and kissed her, tasting her own juices in the process. She then put Willow where she had been and put herself where Willow had been.
She repeats the expert care given to her by Willow only moments before.
"Oh Tara. I'm so close." Willow moaned in a very thick voice.
Tara stopped and moved up Willow's body. She kissed her zealously with all her passion showing through.
Then she matched pools of blue with pools of green. "Lets do this together." Tara was breathing heavily as she said this.
Willow could only nod in answer. They snaked their hands down between their body's and began the motions that would eventually lead them to a mutual release.
A little while later they both started to climb to a climax. It was coming on to both of them quickly. Before it hit they locked eyes and that alone sent them both of the edge in to a world where only the two of them survived.
"Willooooooow" "Taraaaaaaaaaaaaaa" they both cried simultaneously. Their first orgasm together was more special to them because they shared it mutually.
They came long and hard. Revealing in the aftershocks. When they finally came down they rapped themselves in each other's arms. They laid there catching their breath.
They looked at each other and shared a very zealous, yet chaste kiss.
"That was amazing." Willow said laying there snuggled up next to Tara.
"Yes it was." Tara smiled at the redhead. "I love you so much."
"I love you too, baby. I will always love you." Willow tenderly leaned over and kissed Tara sweetly on the forehead and then again on the lips.
"Mmmm, you know I would love to lay here and do this all night but we should probably get some sleep before sunrise." Tara smiled warmly at her lover.
"Yeah, I need my sleep. Especially now that I have two new things to look forward to." Willow smirked at her soul-mate.
"Oh yeah, and what would they be?" Tara asked wickedly.
"Well one good thing and one not so good thing. The good thing is to love you mind, body and soul. Of course, I already did that so that should be easy. The not so good thing is to learn to take notes during class with out my laptop. I guess I'm back to my multi-colored pens." Willow laughed know what Tara would say before she said it.
"Oh Willow, you are so quirky!" Tara laughed at her loves little habit. She leaned over and kissed her sweetly and then curled up into a tight snuggle with the redhead. "Goodnight sweetie."
"Goodnight baby." Willow said before she closed her eyes and drifted off to dream Tara filled dreams.
This had been one of the best days of their lives. It was a new memory for the two wiccans. A new first that went along with so many other wondrous first that they have had since meeting one another.
The only thing better than the feeling of a first time is the feeling that comes along with the knowledge that it wouldn't be the last time.
The End
bluewiilowwitch
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"Fate keeps happening"--Anita Loos
Edited by: bluewillowwitch at: 4/17/03 3:46:43 pm