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Fic: Balance Point

Postby chronic » Tue Jul 30, 2002 3:18 am

Balance Point



By chronic



Disclaimer: Willow, Tara, Buffy, Dawn, Xander, Anya, Giles, Spike and all other characters who have appeared in Buffy the Vampire Slayer are the property of ME and Joss Whedon, as are the situations depicted in that series. Any other characters who turn up, and the events of this story, are mine, all mine! Mwaa ha haaa...

Feedback: All appreciated, especially advice and constructive criticism.

Distribution: If you want to, just ask me first.

Rating: PG. Some mild swearing and violence, probably nothing worse than you'd see on the show.

Spoilers: All of season 6.

Setting: Beginning of season 7 (September 2002).

Summary: Willow and Tara are back together, and putting their break up behind them. But the forces of darkness aren't going to leave them alone...



Additional Disclaimer: The dialogue and situations of the first scenes are taken from the episode 'Seeing Red' (6.19).








Tara finished buttoning her jeans, then looked up to watch Willow pull on a white shirt. The sunlight streaming in made the garment shine, giving her an angelic quality. But then again, that was how Tara always saw her. She straightened, but didn’t take her eyes off the redhead.



Willow turned and saw her lover staring at her. “Hey” she said, slightly embarrassed by the intensity of the look. “Clothes.”



Tara gave a quick half smile. “Don't get too used to them.”



“Yes, ma'am.” Willow grinned, then reached out and caught the waistband of Tara’s jeans, pulling her towards her.



Tara, more than happy to follow her lover’s directions, allowed herself to be pulled in to the embrace. She sighed contentedly as she placed a soft kiss on Willow’s lips, then pulled back as something caught her eye through the window. “Xander.”



Willow raised her eyebrows at that. “Okay, not quite the response I was fishing for.”



“No, he's here” Tara explained. She went to the window and stared down in to the back yard as Willow joined her.



“Think they're making up?”



“I hope so.” Tara replied. She turned back to Willow, and again found herself unable to look away from the beauty before her. She gave another of her half smiles. “That's the best part.”



Willow grinned widely as Tara moved toward her again. “Now, where were we?” the blonde asked.



“Oh, I think we…” the rest of the redhead’s sentence went unspoken as the two met in a kiss.



After several minutes, Tara reluctantly pulled away. “I think we’d better make an appearance, or people’ll be wondering if we’re ever gonna leave this room.”



Willow made a disappointed face. “Staying in here forever could be good” she said, pouting.



Tara giggled. “Oh, I think we’ll be coming back in here once we’ve said hi to the others.” She moved over to the window. “Hey, I think Buffy and Xander have sorted things out.” She turned back to face Willow. “They’re hugging” she explained.



Willow was about to say how pleased she was, when a series of loud bangs made them both jump. “What the…” she asked as she ran for the window. Tara had already turned to look down in to the yard. What they saw sent them both running from the room.



********************



Panic stricken, Xander pressed on the wound, trying to stop the flow of blood. He turned to look as he heard footsteps running towards him. “Call an ambulance!” he yelled.



“What happened?” Willow asked, staring in horror as her best friend lay bleeding on the ground.



“Warren, he had a gun” Xander shouted. “Go!” Willow ran back to the house while Tara dropped to her knees beside Buffy. She looked in to the Slayer’s eyes, saw their lifelessness.



“Come on Buffy!” she shouted. “Wake up!” When she got no reaction she turned her attention to the wound. Placing her hand next to Xander’s, she reached out with her mind, feeling the damaged tissue and severed blood vessels. What she sensed didn’t fill her with confidence. “I don’t think the ambulance is gonna get here quick enough” she said, looking in to Xander’s pale face. As his eyes widened in panic she moved his hand away. “Let me try something.”



Closing her eyes, she focussed her senses on the wound again, until she could feel the bullet, lodged against the bone. It would be no use trying a healing spell with it still in Buffy’s shoulder. Summoning all the power she could, she gripped the bullet, and began to pull. It moved a little, then stopped. Tara opened her eyes, to see Xander anxiously staring at her. “Its no good” she said,” gasping from the effort. “It’s in too deep. I’m not strong enough to pull it out.”



Xander stared at her, horrified and with no idea what to do now. He turned as Willow came running from the house. “Ambulance is on its way” she told them. She stopped as they both continued to stare at her. “What?”



Xander looked over at Tara. “You’re not strong enough…”



********************



Buffy was sinking. Not in water, she knew that, because she wasn’t moving. But definitely sinking. She could see the sky, but her view was edged with black, and the darkness was spreading. She could hear voices too, but they were fuzzy, indistinct. And fading.



********************



“I, but, magic…” Willow spluttered.



“Will, you have to” Xander said.



“But, I couldn’t control it, and I lost everything, and I only just got her back…” she said, her voice beginning to break.



“Willow, Buffy’s dying.”



“She, I…” not knowing what to do, she turned to Tara.



Tara looked down, knowing she had to say what Willow didn’t want to hear. “You’re the only one who can do this Will” she said quietly.



“But what if I lose it, what if I..?” she broke off as Tara took her hands.



“Focus on why you’re doing it” Tara told her. “Its not about the power, its to save Buffy. And use me as an anchor. You know I’m here to help you.” She looked deep in to the redhead’s eyes. “I’ll always be here.”



Willow closed her eyes and took a deep breath, then nodded. She released one of her hands from Tara’s, and held it toward Buffy, palm outward.



She probed in to the wound, felt the bullet. She concentrated her power and gripped it, then began to pull it out, slowly so as not to cause any more damage. This is easy she thought. Why was I worried? I’m in control, I can do this. She grinned as the bullet began to emerge from the wound. I can do anything. Casually, she increased the power she was putting in to the spell. Arteries sealed themselves, and damaged tissue began to repair itself.



She closed her eyes as the magic coursed through her body. I’d forgotten what it was like. “Oh wow” she breathed. The sound of her own voice brought her crashing back to earth. Her magical grip on the bullet slipped as she silently berated herself. This isn’t about power, or getting high, its about saving the life of my friend. She tried to concentrate on the spell again, but the magic flowing through was beginning to overwhelm her senses. I help people. I help them with magic, it’s the only way I can. It would be wrong to give up magic…. She shook her head, trying to shake away the tempting voice that she knew was her own.



“I, I cant” she whispered.



“Yes you can. I know you can” Tara whispered in her ear.



Tara. Magic made me lose Tara. Slowing her breathing, she focussed on the hand holding hers, on the voice whispering in her ear. “I know you can do this, Willow. Its not stronger than you.” Summoning everything she had, Willow pushed aside the doubts and the temptations, and finished the spell. The bullet flew through the air in to her outstretched palm. Behind it, Buffy’s wound regenerated, leaving only a shallow cut.



Willow dropped to her knees, sweat beading on her forehead. “Is she ok?” she asked as Tara knelt beside her and placed a hand on her shoulder.



“I think so” Xander told her as he examined Buffy’s shoulder. “Look, it’s just a cut now.”



“She should still go to hospital” Tara said. “Get checked out.”



“Besides, the ambulance is already on its way” Xander said as they heard the siren in the distance.



By the time the ambulance arrived, Buffy was beginning to regain consciousness. The paramedics helped her in to the back, then turned to the others. “I’ve got room for one of you” one of them said.



“I’ll go” Willow said. She turned to Xander and Tara. “I’ll see you soon, right?”



“We’ll get there as soon as we can” Tara told her as they embraced. She watched as Willow climbed in to the back, then watched as the ambulance drove away.



“So” Tara said, turning to Xander. “Shall we follow in your car?”



“No” Xander said, his voice unnaturally cold and harsh. “We find Warren.”



********************



Warren made his way to the bar. He could feel his heart pounding, his pulse throbbing at his temples. I did it. I really did it. I killed her. He grinned as he sat down on a barstool. He looked around the joint, which was filled with demons and vampires. Victory was sweet, but if there was one thing better, it was telling people about it. He slapped a note down on the bar top. “Whiskey, straight up. And get a round for the house.”



********************



“Are you sure we should be doing this?” Tara asked, looking around her uneasily. “I mean, Buffy’ll be back on her feet soon, then she could help find Warren.”



“We don’t have time” Xander said. By the time Buffy gets out of hospital, Warren could be out of town.” He went to the bar and began talking to the bartender. Tara looked on, trying to avoid looking at the other occupants of the bar, few of whom were human. The bartender shook his head, and continued to do so even when Xander placed a few notes on the bar.



Frustrated, the carpenter turned on his heel and stalked past Tara. She ran to keep up with him. As they left the building, Xander told her “Willy says no one’s seen him.”



“Well, maybe we’ll have more luck with Willow and Buffy helping us” Tara said, trying to inject some optimism in to the conversation. But Xander’s expression remained dark and impassive.



“You’re sure you can’t do a spell to find him?” he asked curtly.



“Magic isn’t the answer to everything” she said. As he turned to look at her she went on. “I’ve never met, or even seen Warren. No, there’s no way I could use magic to find him.”



Xander turned away, pissed. “Well, there’s one more demon bar we can try” he said.



********************



They saw Warren the moment they entered. He sat at the bar, talking loudly to a demon and a vampire who didn’t seem to be paying much attention. “What do we do now?” Tara asked. Xander ignored the question, and walked over to Warren. He grabbed him buy the shoulder, spun him round, and punched him hard in the face. “Xander!” Tara shouted, running to him and grabbing his arm.



“He doesn’t deserve any better” Xander said as Warren wiped blood from his nose and slowly got to his feet.



“Maybe not, but he’s still got the g…” As if to make Tara’s point, Warren pulled the gun from his jacket and pointed it straight at Xander.



As his finger tightened on the trigger, Tara stretched out her arm and cast. The gun was ripped from his grasp and flew across the room in to her waiting hand. Warren stared in amazement before turned and running, Xander hot on his heels. “Xander, wait!” Tara called vainly, before following them as fast as she could.



********************



Tara pushed the door to the warehouse open, slipped inside, then leant heavily against the wall, clutching the stitch in her side. She had yelled for Xander to wait, but the young man had let nothing stop his pursuit of Warren. She had seen him enter this building, but that had been several minutes ago, he had got so far ahead of her.



This is not good she thought. She had never seen Xander act like this, so cold and single-minded. They were all in shock from Buffy’s narrow escape, but he seemed to be taking it harder than anyone else. Even Willow had managed to pull herself together pretty quickly, and using magic again must have been a harrowing experience for her.



That thought made her smile a little. She was so proud of her Willow. She knew it was unlikely she would ever practise magic again, but at least she could face it without succumbing to it.



She dragged her thoughts back to the present and looked around. Her eyes had adjusted to the dark, and she could see that this building was abandoned, like many in this part of town. The open expanse of the warehouse was filled with boxes and packing crates. she was about to call Xander, but that would alert Warren to her presence too. And she didn’t know what to do with Xander when she did find him. He clearly had more in mind than just capturing Warren.



She dropped to the ground and crossed her legs. “Aradia, hear me. Goddess of the lost, I beseech thee, bring the light.” A speck of glowing blue light appeared in front of her. “Hey Tink” she whispered, smiling. In a louder voice, she commanded “Go to Willow, lead her to me.” The light rose, then sped out of the door, becoming almost invisible as it met the daylight. Tara nodded to herself and stood, then made her way further in to the warehouse.



She walked between two large crates, listening for any sign of the two men who were supposedly in here with her. A figure stepped out from behind a crate and barred the narrow ally she was walking down. “Xander?” she asked. The figure stepped forward, and she saw that it was Warren. He stared at her, then his eyes flicked to his gun, which was securely tucked in to the waistband of her jeans. “Warren” Tara said, stepping back.



“Tara” he said. “Hmm, you look better on film. It’s a shame we never managed to get a camera in your bedroom.” He leered at her. “Now, I don’t get lesbians” he continued, moving towards her. “I mean, what do you do? Its fun to watch and all, but we all know what you really want. What all women really want.” He made a grab for the gun, but Tara jumped back. “Oh come on, play nice” he said. “Tell you what, I’ll show you what you’re missing.”



His head jerked back as Tara’s fist connected with his jaw. He turned back to see her rubbing her hand. He raised a hand to his jaw. “You little bitch…” he started, advancing on her with fists raised. Tara backed away, then half turned as she heard something behind her. Xander ran past her, grabbing Warren and wrestling him to the ground. She watched as Xander punched him, again and again.



“Xander!” she yelled. “Stop! This isn’t the way.”



He stopped mid-punch, then turned to face her. “No, you’re right” he said. He got to his feet and walked over to her. “That isn’t the way.” Moving quickly, he pulled the gun from her waistband, flicked the safety and pointed it at Warren, who still lay dazed on the floor. “This is.”



“Xander, no!” she cried, but he ignored her.



“Xander, stop!” another voice shouted. Willow came running down the ally between the two crates, Buffy close behind her. He faltered, then raised the gun again.



“Xander, give me the gun” Buffy said.



“But he shot you…”



“Give it to me” she ordered. For a second he held the gun straight, aimed at Warren’s head, then he handed it to the slayer.



Slowly, Warren stood up. “But, I shot you. You were dead, dying…”



“Like I’d let that stop me.” Hauling back, she punched him hard and he collapsed, unconscious.



She turned to the others. “The doctors said the bullet just grazed me. Bandaged me up and sent me home.” She looked over at Willow, who had gone over to Tara, and smiled. “I heard the real version too. Looks like saving my life is getting to be a habit with you guys.”



“Yeah, well, after you saved us for the two hundredth time we figured maybe we owed you” Willow said.



Buffy smiled again, then looked down at Warren. With little effort she picked him up and slung him over her shoulder. “C’mon, lets get him to the police.”



********************



Detective David Judson looked up from his desk as there was a knock at the door. “Hey Mike” he said as he saw his friend waiting in the doorway.



“Hey” Mike said. “You nearly finished? We’re going for a beer if you wanna come with.”



“Pretty much” David said. He closed the file he was working on and placed it back in a drawer, then put on his coat and followed Mike out of the office.



“So, what you been working on?” Mike asked.



“Shooting. This guy walked in to a girl’s back yard and shot her in broad daylight. We got evidence, we got witnesses, the guy’s going down.”



“Alright for some” Mike said. “We don’t all get easy cases.”



“Well, there was one thing that bothered me. The guy fired several shots, one grazed the girl, the rest hit the house and embedded in the wall. Except one. We found it lying in the grass.”



“The one that hit her” Mike said.



“No, it was in the wrong place for that. Anyway, that’s not the weird thing. It was completely flattened, like it had been fired at armour plate or something.”



“That’s the weirdest thing in your case, and you’re complaining?” Mike laughed as they left the station. “How long have you been in Sunnydale?”



********************



Willow rolled over, making herself more comfortable. She didn’t know what had caused her to think about the day of the shooting, three months ago now. Buffy’s injury had healed with typical speed, not even leaving a scar, and Warren was in prison. She smiled sleepily as Tara’s arm rested itself around her shoulders. Snuggling herself tightly against her lover, Willow drifted off to sleep.



********************



“No!”



The sound of Willow’s cry woke Tara instantly. She reached over and turned the lamp on, squinting in the sudden bright light, then turned back to see Willow sitting bolt upright. “Will? What’s wrong?”



Willow’s breathing was hard and fast. Her eyes darted around the room and sweat ran down her brow. “I, I…” she began, confused.



Tara sat up and put her arms around her, disturbed by how tense her girlfriend was. “Shh, baby. Did you have a nightmare?”



“I, I guess.” Slowly she began to relax, easing back in to Tara’s embrace and bringing her breathing under control.



“Do you remember what it was about?”



Willow shook her head, she rarely remembered her dreams once she properly woke up. . “Not really. Just… bad stuff.”



Tara gave a lopsided grin. “I think that goes without saying” she said, beginning to rub Willow’s back.



“I mean, I think you were hurt, or in trouble. The others too. And I couldn’t do anything about it.”



“Its ok now, it was just a dream.” Tara gave her a kiss on the cheek, reassured now that Willow seemed fully recovered from her unpleasant wake-up. “You ready to try and get back to sleep?”



“I guess.” A wicked smile formed on the redhead’s lips. “Of course, seeing as we’re both awake now…”



“Vixen.” Tara grinned widely as she turned out the lamp.



********************



“Hey Tara” Buffy called over her shoulder as the wicca entered the kitchen. As she turned she saw that Tara was still wearing her night clothes and dressing gown. “Woah, late start?” she asked, glancing at the clock.



“Didn’t get much sleep” Tara said with a small grin.



“Rough night?”



“No, not really” Tara said, her grin growing. She crossed to the fridge and got some juice, then poured two glasses. “Willow and I are gonna do our exercises now” she said, moving to the hall.



“K, see you in a bit” the slayer called.



********************



Tara set the drinks down on the bed-side table, then sat cross legged on the bed. Willow sat across from her, her legs curled under her.



“Do we really have to do this?” she asked.



“Willow, we’ve been through this.



“I know, I know, its just, magic nearly made me lose everything. I just wanna stay away from it for the rest of my life.”



“Works in theory” Tara said. “But what if you have to do magic again, like when Warren shot Buffy? Or what if someone doses you with magic, like Amy did? The longer you stay away from it, the harder it will be to resist the temptation when you’re exposed to magic again.”



Willow looked down at the bed. “Like, when teetotallers fall of the wagon, they drink even more than they did before they gave up?”



Tara reached across, cupping Willow’s face and tilting it so she could look in to her eyes. “Sweetie, I’m not worried about you falling off the wagon. I’m so proud of the way you’ve beaten your problems. But I don’t think it’s feasible for you to avoid magic for ever, and I want you to be prepared when you do have to cast again.”



“Could try and avoid it” Willow said in a small voice.



“Willow, you are a witch. Magic is a part of you. To deny that would be like denying one of you senses.”



“If all I could see was evil and destruction, I wouldn’t mind being blind.”



Tara sighed. “Willow, you were never evil, you just got out of control. And we’re gonna work on helping you keep control. Ok?”



“Big knowledge woman.” Willow pouted. Then she gave a small smile and nodded.



Tara smiled and shuffled closer, then took Willow’s hands. “Ok. I’m going to summon magical energy, and you’re going to channel it. Don’t do anything with it, just let it flow through you. And if you feel like you’re losing control, let me know and we’ll stop. Ok?”



Willow took a deep breath, then nodded and closed her eyes. Tara closed hers, and began chanting under her breath.



In her mind’s eye, Willow could see the power beginning to form around Tara. Taking one last deep breath, she drew it in to her. She shuddered as she felt the magic enter her, but quickly focussed it. Instead of absorbing it in to her, as she would if she was casting a spell, she channelled it through her and out, back in to the environment.



The first time they’d done this Willow had freaked out the moment she felt the magic touch her. Intellectually she knew that it wasn’t the magic that had caused her to become addicted, but her own weaknesses. Knowing that didn’t make her feel any better, in fact it only increased her guilt, knowing she only had herself to blame. But it did give her a helpful perspective. Exposure to magic couldn’t make her an addict again, only she could do that by misusing it again. And she was beginning to realise why she had become addicted in the first place.



Her mother would call it low self esteem. Willow wasn’t keen to analyse her feelings any more than that; over-analysis was one of her less helpful habits. Besides, she had Tara, and if someone as special as Tara could love her, she couldn’t be as worthless as she sometimes felt.



Getting Tara back had been the only thing that kept her going during the hard nights, back when she first gave up magic. And she was the one thing that gave Willow the confidence to attempt what they were doing now. In her mind, Willow concentrated on an image of Tara, focussing on every detail. It kept her from thinking about how powerful the magic coursing through her made her feel, or the voice that she knew was hers that told her to just forget it all and cast. Focussing on her lover helped her ignore these unpleasant reminders that her addiction had been physical as well as psychological.



Across the bed, Tara watched as her girlfriend channelled the magics. Willow had come so far, her breathing was steady and she seemed completely in control, withstanding the temptation she must surely feel. Tara smiled at her lover, proud of her. Eyes still closed, Willow smiled back.



********************



“Dawnie, you ready?” Willow called



“Coming!” the teenager yelled back, trying to walk and tie her laces at the same time.



“Do you have the list? School starts next week, you don’t want to forget anything” Buffy said.



“Yes, I have the list. I’m not completely useless” Dawn shot back as she hopped to the front door, still doing up her shoes. Buffy gave a hopeless shrug to Tara, who put her hand over her mouth to stifle a giggle.



“We’ll see you guys later” Willow called as she closed the door behind her. Buffy and Tara could hear Dawn complaining about her older sister as she and Willow walked up the street.



“So, how did you guys get on this morning?” Buffy asked.



“Good. Willow’s really come far.”



“I don’t think she’d have got through this without you” Buffy said.



“I know I wouldn’t get through life without her” Tara told her as she sat down.



Buffy gave a wistful look, wishing she had someone she felt that way about. “So, what are you up to today.”



“Off out” Tara said, pulling her boots on. “I’ve got someone to go and visit.”



********************



The bell jangled as Tara pushed open the Magic Box door.



“Welcome to the Magic Box, please feel free to browse before making a purchase… oh, its you.”



Tara grinned at the less than enthusiastic welcome. “Hi Anya.”



Anya’s face brightened again. “Are you here to shop? We’ve got some excellent newt’s eyes just in.”



Tara shook her head. “I’m here to see you. How are you?”



“Oh, fine, I’m fine. Why wouldn’t I be?” Anya told her, a shade too quickly. “Being a vengeance demon is what I’m good at.”



“Not too good, I hope” Tara said.



Anya rolled her eyes. “I’ve kept my promise. Non fatal curses only. Really takes the fun out of the vengeance.” She sighed. “You humans and your sympathy. I still think you should have let me curse Willow for you.”



Tara leant on the counter. “No thank you.” She tried to keep in mind that from Anya’s point of view, that was a kind offer of help. Anya had always been a little strange by human standards, that was half the reason Tara liked her, but since becoming a demon again she had seen little point in keeping up human behaviour. In Tara’s opinion, it was a change for the worse. Still, Anya had agreed to avoid killing anyone. “So, have you thought any more about where you’re gonna live?”



“Well, D'hoffren wants me to go back to Arash Ma'har, but I’ve just finished doing up my place. I don’t think my stuff would match the whole black, featureless thing they’ve got going on.”



“You’re not really going to go back, are you?” Tara asked. If Anya went back to D'hoffren’s demon dimension, she’d have no chance of persuading her to become human again. She eyed the pendent around her neck. As far as she knew, breaking it would make Anya human, but it would be no use doing it against Anya’s will. For one thing, the demon was now almost as strong as Buffy, not including her various magical powers. But for Anya to have any chance of returning to her old life, she would have to break the pendent on her own.



“Well, it would be rude not to. They took me in when I had nowhere to go.” Her expression darkened. “After the wedding.”



“You could have come to stay with me” Tara said quietly.



Anya was quiet for a moment, then changed the subject. “So, I hear Willow’s been doing magic again.”



“Not so much. We’ve been doing some exercises, making sure that Willow can handle it if she ever has to cast again.”



“Well, I hope she gets better.”



“Thank you.” Tara smiled, a little bemused at the demon’s comment. It was no secret that Willow wasn’t her favourite person in the world.



“She was our best customer” Anya continued. Tara rolled her eyes. “At least, once she started paying for the stuff she took. Y’know, she probably still owes…”



“So, everyone misses you” Tara interrupted hurriedly. “Maybe you could stop by the house sometime?”



“Well, I’m very busy, running the store, and doing the cursing…”



“Well, maybe we could all come here ? I know Xander wants to see you.”



“Is the world ending? Any vital research that needs doing?” Anya asked.



“No.”



“Then Xander is still barred.”



Inwardly Tara sighed. Forgiving Xander, or at least agreeing to see him, would be an important step towards humanity for Anya. One thing at a time she told herself. Just make sure she doesn’t leave this dimension forever. “So” she continued. Now it was her turn to change the subject. “How have you been?”



********************



“Did Dawnie get everything she needed?” Tara asked as she climbed in to bed.



“Pretty much. Plus more milkshake than anyone should be able to drink.”



Tara shook her head, smiling. “I have no idea where she puts it all.” She rolled on to her side and lay her arm over Willow, and soon they were both asleep.



********************



Willow was running, panic stricken. The buildings on either side of her were ruins, burned out shells. The sky burned blood red. ‘Have to get home, have to get back to the others.’ The thought repeated itself over and over in her mind. She turned a corner and was stopped in her tracks by what she saw. The Summer’s house was a smoking crater. She ran to the edge, and dropped to her knees. At the crater’s bottom were Buffy, Xander, Dawn, Giles and Anya, all clearly dead, their skin scorched and blackened. Tears flowing down her face, Willow shakily got to her feet. “Who did this? Who did this!?” she screamed at the sky.



“I did” a voice behind her said. She turned to see a figure in black, its face hidden in shadow. Its arm was held firmly around Tara’s neck. The blonde stared silently at Willow, her eyes pleading.



“Let her go!” Willow demanded.



The figure was silent, as if considering its actions. Then in one movement it gripped Tara’s head, twisted with its arm and snapped her neck. “No!” Willow screamed as her lover dropped to the ground, dead.”




“No” Willow mumbled as she shifted uncomfortably, her sleeping face contorted by the images in her mind.



********************



The room was dark, save for the ghostly light emanating from a large crystal on a pedestal in the centre of the room. An old man stood silently next to the pedestal, his palm pressed against the crystal. He looked up as two men entered the room.



“You’ve sensed something?” one of the men asked, his Australian accent faint but discernible.



“The same as last night” the old man said. “It is the distortion, I’m sure of it.”



The Australian man stepped forward eagerly. “You have a location?”



“Southern California.” The old man closed his eyes, trying to focus on the source of the disturbance. “I will have to be closer to give a more specific location.”



The Australian turned to the man standing in the doorway. “Go, tell the others we leave tomorrow.” The man nodded, then turned and left. “So” the Australian said, moving closer to the crystal. “We’ve found it. Show me.”



The old man closed his eyes again, his brow creasing in effort. The light in the crystal grew brighter, then cleared to reveal an image. The man peered closely at it. Within the crystal, a young redheaded woman writhed about in her bed, her face twisted in horror.



********************



To Be Continued...

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"Kiss rocks? Why would anyone wanna kiss... Oh, wait, I get it"
- Willow, Band Candy

Edited by: chronic at: 7/17/03 9:10 am
chronic
 


Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby tiredsoul » Tue Jul 30, 2002 4:05 am

Cool start. I like the twist of Xander going after Warren and the camera comments.



I look forward to seeing where you take this.

tiredsoul
 


Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby kiaora1 » Tue Jul 30, 2002 4:09 am

If only that would have happened on the show *sigh*



very good start, can't wait for more :grin



:willow :love :tara

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Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby snuggle79 » Tue Jul 30, 2002 4:10 am

Really great start! :D I liked it, how you managed the whole Warren going to prison thing. Things are going good right now, but as you have said before, i guess the forces of darkness are not going to leave them alone, right?

Well, i'm curious about these australian guys.

Keep on writing! :)





Tara:"Maybe we dreamed it."

Willow:"Right. Right. Wrong! (points at her head ) Different Brains." Tara:"Oh yeah."



Can we just skip it? Can...can you just be kissing me now?

snuggle79
 


Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby mollyig » Tue Jul 30, 2002 6:46 am

Love your re-write of Seeing Red. I'm glad you're addressing the issue of Willow re-learning magic and gaining a respect for it under Tara's guidance.



Tara worrying about Anya is so typical of her caring nature.



Willow's dream worries me, as does the group en route to California.



Molly be hooked!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby willntlover » Tue Jul 30, 2002 12:42 pm

cool story! i'll juswt eb here waiting for more :)

-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."


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Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby Centauri2002 » Tue Jul 30, 2002 1:26 pm

I like how you've started. :)



It's strange how Willow has started getting these dreams when she began practising magic again, well chanelling it anyway. Hmm, maybe I'm thinking too much.



I just wish Seeing Red could have turned out your way. Though, when Warren made the 'lesbian' comments to Tara I wished I could have punched him.



Update soon. :D

Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

Centauri2002
 


Re: Fic: Balance Point

Postby MissQuirky » Wed Jul 31, 2002 11:34 am

Ooooo Interesting! I soo like this version better than the shows version! Can't wait to read more! :)

"W-well, I-I was wondering, maybe, you would wanna go out sometime? For coffee ... food ... kisses and gay love?" - Willow (Normal Again)

MissQuirky
 


Balance Point update

Postby chronic » Fri Aug 02, 2002 5:18 am

Just a short one today.



OMG, I have a job interview this afternoon. Aaargh!



Anyway, on with the show...



Please read the disclaimer in the first post.



                ********************



Willow rolled on to her side and stretched out her arm to embrace her lover, only to find Tara's side of the bed empty. An image from her dream, the dark figure murdering Tara, flashed across her mind. "Tara?" she called, feeling panic begin to rise.



"Finally decided to join us?" her girlfriend's voice called from the hall, the Tara appeared in the doorway. "Are you ok? Its nearly 12."



Rubbing her eyes, Willow glanced at the clock. "I guess I didn't sleep too well last night" she said, yawning.



"Bad dreams again?" Tara asked, concerned.



I watched, helpless, while you were murdered. "Maybe. I, uh, don't really remember" Willow lied. Her mother had always told her that dreams were based on your thoughts and experiences during the day. How can I tell her I dreamt she was killed?



"You want me to make some lunch?" Tara asked. "Well, breakfast. Xander's coming over on his lunchbreak."



"Um, yeah. I'll be down in a minute." Willow said. Tara smiled at her, then tuned and went downstairs.



Willow got up and went to the bathroom. Splashing water on her face, she stared at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were bloodshot from lack of sleep. What kind of person dreams that their girlfriend gets murdered? She asked herself. What's wrong with me? Is it fear of losing Tara? I know she'd never leave me. She paused in her train of thought. Unless I made her. she thought, guiltily. So what's wrong with me? The face in the mirror had no answers for her.



                ********************



"Women beware, hungry man approaching!" Xander said as he let himself in. Without turning away from the TV, Dawn held a plate of sandwiches in the air, which he gratefully took as he entered the living room. "So, how is everyone?" he asked before biting in to his lunch.



"K" Dawn said, not looking away from the TV.



"All good" Tara said from the couch. She was leaning against her girlfriend, her head on Willow's shoulder. The redhead was staring dubiously at her lunch, still uneaten.



"Am I a people person?" Buffy asked from across the room. "I meet a lot of people. Well, demons."



"You kill them" Willow said, still staring at her lunch.



"Well, yeah, but sometimes we chat first. Like, sometimes they're all like 'I'm gonna kill you Slayer' and I'm like 'Whatever' and… then there's the slaying." She said hopefully.



"Well, you never killed anyone at the Palace" Xander said. "And I know how annoying fast food junkies can be."



"I mean, there was that one time you told everyone the burgers were made from people, but you were new then" Tara added.



"Typical rookie mistake" said Xander.



"Scratch people skills" Buffy said, slumping back in her chair. "I don't know how I'm ever gonna get a decent job. My only work experience is 8 months clogging people's arteries. And you'd be amazed how few jobs consider slaying the undead a useful skill."



"Buff, it'll be ok" Xander said. "The money Giles gave you hasn't run out has it?"



"No, but it won't last forever and I can't ask him for more. Besides, I don't wanna be flipping almost-meat patties for the rest of my life." The slayer sighed dejectedly. "This was supposed to be temporary job. It won't be long before I get my '1 year' badge."



"Well, you can make a CV, get it to as many companies as possible" Tara said, trying to lift the Slayer's spirits. "You can apply for jobs over the internet, Willow can help you."



"Huh?" the redhead asked, absently poking at her still uneaten sandwich.



"You can help Buffy look for work on the net" Tara said, tilting her head to look up at Willow. Her brow furrowed in concern; her girlfriend had been distant since coming downstairs, as if she still hadn't woken up properly.



"Will, you gonna eat that?" Xander asked. She shook her head, and placed the sandwich on Xander's now empty plate.



"So, CV" Buffy said. "I guess that means writing down what I'm good at. Other than, you know, killing stuff."



Willow looked over at her friend. "Say you're a people person."



                ********************



The conductor stamped the ticket of the last passenger in the car, then moved to the area between train carriages. Checking to see that no one was coming, he pulled out a hip flask and took a swig. Technically he could be sacked for drinking on the job, but being a train conductor wasn't the most interesting job in the world and he needed something to liven up the day. Tucking the flask back in his pocket, he was about to make his way in to the next car when a woman opened the door from the carriage he had just left and walked past him. He followed her with his eyes as she passed, he was of average height, but the woman was a good 6 inches taller, and athletically built. A sliver chain stood out against her dark skin, and on the chain was a small, silver sword-shaped pendant. The conductor took time to admire her figure as she walked to her seat, then followed her in to the carriage.



The first occupied seats belonged to the woman and her companion, a well built young man. The conductor noticed that the man also wore a sword-shaped pendant on a chain. "Tickets please" he called. He turned to the couple sitting on the other side of the carriage. "Tickets please." The couple were also wearing sword necklaces. Some new craze he thought. His kids probably wore similar necklaces and he hadn't noticed, they always had to have the latest thing. Damn kids…



He turned back to the first couple, stamp in hand. But the couple just sat there. "Excuse me, ma'am" he said to the tall woman. "I need to see your tickets." The woman glanced at him, then looked away. The conductor looked up, annoyed. Glancing behind him, he saw that the other couple had also made no move to show their tickets. "Now listen here" he said. "If you don't show me your tickets I'll assume you haven't got any, and you'll have to pay the fine." The only effect his words had were to make every pair of eyes look at him. Two men sat behind the first couple, and a group of four passengers sat further down the car, other than that the carriage was empty. None of the passengers moved.



"I'm going to call the guard" the conductor said, turning to leave the car.



"Don't do that."



He turned to see that one of the passengers from further down now stood in the aisle, a young teenaged girl with oriental features. "There's no need to do that" she continued, moving towards him.



The conductor stared at her, seemingly caught by her pale grey eyes. He made no move to stop her as she stood in front of him, then reached up to touch his temples with her fingertips.



"This car is empty" she said, closing her eyes. "There are no more passengers to check. You should go back to the guard's wagon."



Wordlessly the conductor turned and left the carriage. Smiling brightly, the girl turned and went back to her seat. As she sat back down, the man sitting next to her turned and smiled, then went back to his conversation with the men sitting across from him.



"Tell me about this town" he said, his Australian accent clear in his voice.



One of the men cleared his throat, then began to speak. He also wore a chain, but his pedant was a small silver book. "The area was originally settled by the Spanish in the seventeen hundreds, but after several decades of disappearances and brutal murders, the town was abandoned. The peoples of the neighbouring towns called it 'Boca del Infierno' and refused to go anywhere near it." At this point the girl stopped listening, she had always found history boring, and instead looked out the window. "For over a century, local legends and ghost stories kept most people away from the area" the man continued. "Then, in 1898 a man named Richard Wilson bought the land and built a town. In 1900 the town of Sunnydale was officially established, with Wilson as mayor. His son and grandson, both named after him, also served that office, until the death of Richard Wilson the third three years ago."



The man paused to see if the others were still listening to his history lesson. Few people seemed to appreciate the effort he put in to his research. The Australian was paying attention, but the man beside him was staring in to space. "Sunnydale has a number of facilities you wouldn't expect to find in a town of its size, including a port, an airport and an army base. It seems these were built to create jobs and encourage people to move to the area, but the population has always remained relatively small."



"Any reason for that?" the Australian man asked.



"An unusually high rate of murders and disappearances, sightings of strange creatures and any amount of evidence to suggest that the Spanish settlers were absolutely right. Sunnydale is built on a Hellmouth."



The man raised a hand to rub at his temple. "That could complicate things. Saul" he addressed the other, older man sitting opposite him. "Do you sense anything?"



Saul stopped staring in to space and turned to face the others. "The girl is definitely picking up the distortion, she is the one we want. Also, I can confirm what we suspected, she is a strong magic user."



The Australian man nodded. "We'll begin the search as soon as we arrive."



                ********************



To be continued…









-----------------------------------------------------------
"Kiss rocks? Why would anyone wanna kiss... Oh, wait, I get it"
- Willow, Band Candy

chronic
 


Re: Balance Point update

Postby Loco2 » Fri Aug 02, 2002 5:57 am

oooh - intriguing! i'm really liking this, it's a great idea. well done. liked buffy's explanation of how she's a people person, talking to the demons, highly amusing. :)



nice update. good luck for your interview!



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Oh, bugger off, you BROLLY!" - Anya to Giles on his use of the english language
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

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Re: Balance Point update

Postby mollyig » Fri Aug 02, 2002 6:44 am

Firstly, best-a-luck for the interview.



I'm concerned that Willow is keeping her dream from Tara. She's just going to make Tara worry about her.



Hmm, more detail about the entourage heading for Sunnydale, most intriguing. The chains they wear obviously denote their function.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


update

Postby chronic » Fri Aug 16, 2002 9:32 am

i didn't mean to leave it so long between updates, but was delayed by the real world. Damn real world! oh, and i didn't get the job either, damn managment type people. but anyway, we come here to forget the real world, so on with the show. oh, and thank you to everyone who's posted feedback.



see first post for disclaimer



*********************************



“So, how’s work going?” Tara asked.



“Not bad” Xander replied. “We had some staff problems earlier this month, but it looks like the work’ll be finished on schedule.”



They walked down the street, enjoying the afternoon sun. Xander looked sidelong at the blonde woman beside him. He had to admit he’d been surprised when Tara offered to walk with him as he returned to work. It wasn’t that he disliked her, quite the contrary, he’d always found her to be a very kind and caring person. And anyone who could make his best friend happy automatically qualified as one of his favourite people. But it was true that of all the Scoobies, Tara was the one he had spent the least time with.



“You and Will looking forward to school?” he asked.



Tara grinned. “Willow’s already read most of the books she’ll need this year.”



Xander grinned back. “Yeah, its great to see her back to her old self.”



I couldn’t agree more Tara thought to herself.



They walked on in silence for a few minutes. Tara didn’t want to spoil the pleasant mood, but there was a reason she had chosen to accompany the carpenter. “So” She said. “I saw Anya yesterday.”



“Um, yeah?” Xander said, unsure if he really wanted to have this conversation. He swallowed and asked the question that had been plaguing him. “Do you think, maybe if I went to see her…”



“Not a good idea” Tara interrupted. “Remember last time you tried that? Cos she does.”



Xander sighed. “I’m still barred from the shop?”



Tara nodded. She hadn’t been present at Anya and Xander’s last meeting, but Anya had told her about it later. Apparently, Xander’s apologies and excuses had finally proved too much. She’d barred him from the magic shop, and made it clear that the Scoobies en masse were not welcome, except to do research. The only ones who still had regular contact with her were Dawn, who still worked at the shop on weekends, and Tara. And the demon had made it abundantly clear to both of them that Xander was not an acceptable topic of conversation.



Tara frowned as she thought about the situation. “You still love her?” she asked.



“Yes. I don’t know why she can’t see that.”



“Because you hurt her” Tara said bluntly. She frowned as Xander seemed to deflate, but he had to hear this for his own good. “You were the one person who was never supposed to hurt her, or let her down, and you did.” Her eyes looked down as she realised how much her words reflected the way she had once felt. She shook her head to clear the bitter memories; that was all in the past now. And one day this would be in the past for Xander and Anya. “If you love her, give her time. As much as she needs.”



Xander nodded, but said nothing. Whether he was thinking or sulking, Tara couldn’t tell. They continued in silence until they reached the construction site. “So, you going straight home?” Xander asked, leaning against the gate.



Tara shook her head. “No, I think I’ll do some window shopping.”



“Won’t Will wonder where you’ve got to?”



Tara shook her head. “She’s helping Buffy find a new job.”



Xander raised an eyebrow. “Willow’s with Buffy, who’s in a bad mood and doing something she doesn’t really want to do? She’s a braver woman than me.” As Tara turned to stare at him, he hurriedly added “Um, you know what I mean.”



                ********************



“I think its ready” Willow said.



“I don’t know” Buffy said dubiously as she stared at the screen. “It looks kinda short. Aren’t CVs meant to be longer?”



Willow rolled her eyes in exasperation. “Buffy, you’re only 21. Nobody’s gonna expect you to have loads of work experience. Now lets look for jobs” the hacker said as she logged on to the net. She sympathised with Buffy’s situation, but she was beginning to lose patience with the Slayer’s fatalistic attitude that she was doomed to spend her life at the Doublemeat Palace. “Look, this site has a list of jobs on offer. You register your details, then you can email your CV to any company on the list.”



“Ok” Buffy said as she switched chairs with Willow and began typing out her details.



Willow’s attention drifted as her friend typed. She stared out of the window at a bird that was hopping across the lawn, then turned slightly as someone entered the room. A figure dressed in black, their face hidden in shadow. Gasping, Willow spun to face the figure, only to see an empty doorway.



“What’s up Will?” Buffy asked from beside her.



“I thought… nothing. Just a little jumpy today, I guess” Willow said, looking uneasy. I guess I really didn’t get enough sleep last night she thought.



Buffy was now scrolling down the list of jobs on offer. “Boring, boring, lame, boring.”



“Buffy, we’re not going to get anywhere if you don’t apply for anything.”



“But they’re all so bleeugh” the Slayer whined. “Stuck behind a desk all day.”



“I thought we agreed anything was better than the Palace.”



“Yeah” Buffy admitted. She stopped scrolling. “Hold on.” She clicked on a job, and began reading the description. “I could do this” she said excitedly. “I wanna do this. How do I send them my CV?”



“What is it?” Willow asked, intrigued by her friend’s sudden change of mood. As she read the job description she couldn’t help smiling. She turned to Buffy. “I think we’ve found you a job.”



                ********************



As the train pulled away from Sunnydale station, the passengers who had just disembarked hurriedly made their way from the platform. All except for a group of ten who stood together at the far end of the platform.



Mike stared up at the sky, the light was beginning to fade. He turned to the others. “David, Matthew” he said to two men who wore book pendants. “You know where we can find accommodation?” The scholars both nodded, they had researched the area thoroughly. “See to it.” He turned to Saul and a younger man, both wore chains with lightning bolt pendants. “Start the search.” The men both nodded and moved away. Mike turned back to the others. “The rest of us will do a quick recon of the area, then retire to our accommodation.” As the scholars moved away to carry out their task and the group headed toward the station exit, Mike looked around and muttered to himself. “So this is Sunnydale…”



                ********************



Buffy slung the crossbow over her shoulder, then headed for the front door. “Bye!” she called. The others hurried to the hall to see her off.



“Happy hunting” Dawn said, hugging her sister, careful not to touch the crossbow on her back.



“Talk to the demons, see if you can improve your people skills” Willow said, grinning wickedly.



Buffy rolled her eyes at the jibe. “I’ll see you when I get back?”



Willow stifled a yawn. “Maybe not, I’m really beat.”



“Ok, see you in the morning” Buffy said, then turned and left.



Willow yawned again. “Ok, I’m admitting defeat. I’ll see you all tomorrow.”



“You mind if I stay up?” Tara asked. “I’ll keep Dawnie company” she said, smiling over at the teen.



“No, come to bed when you’re ready” Willow said. “I’m so tired I doubt you’ll wake me up.”



“Ok, night sweetie.” Tara leaned forward to kiss her lover. Willow then kissed Dawn on the cheek before going upstairs.



Dawn glanced at the clock, it was almost 10. “This has to be the earliest I’ve ever seen her go to bed” she said.



“Well, she didn’t get much sleep last night.”



“Oh” Dawn said, beginning to blush.



Tara also turned red as she realised what the teenager was thinking. “No, I mean, she had bad dreams” she said quickly.



“Oh, ok. So, um, TV?” Dawn asked. Tara nodded, and the two piled on to the couch.



A couple of hours later Tara climbed in to bed, having made sure Dawn was really going to sleep and not just listening to music. As she had predicted, Willow didn’t wake up. Tara kissed her sleeping girlfriend, then snuggled up to her.



                ********************



Willow stood in the deserted street. “Hello?” she called, but no one answered. She peered in to the buildings on either side, but could see no one. Then she heard footsteps, and two figures came running round the corner.



“Willow, run!” Dawn cried.



“Its right behind us” Xander yelled as they ran toward her.



“What? What’s behind you? What’s chasing you?” Willow tried to make sense from her friend’s panic.



“That!” Dawn said as she turned back the way they had come. Willow followed her gaze to see a black clad figure stalking towards them across the street.



“Get behind me” she told the others. “What do you want?” she asked the approaching figure. The figure said nothing, but its hands began to glow as magical power concentrated there.



Willow’s magical exercises with Tara were still in their early stages, she had no idea if she could raise a barrier without resorting to dark magic. But she had no choice. Muttering under her breath, she raised an invisible sphere around them. The figure raised its hands and hurled a ball of fire at them, which dissipated harmlessly against the barrier. “Go Will!” Xander shouted excitedly.



The figure raised its hands again, only this time it sent a constant stream of fire roaring in to the barrier. The three scoobies instinctively huddled together, surrounded by flames that were only held back by invisible force. Willow could feel the barrier falling, and pushed more power in to it. It was not enough. Concentrating, she used every scrap of magic she could. Her vision blurred and she fell to her knees. She could feel the temperature rising as the barrier failed. She heard Dawn whimper, and Xander’s voice raise in panic as the flames came nearer. The magical walls would not last for more than a minute, of that she was sure, and she knew that she had failed them all.




                ********************



Saul walked down the darkened street, taking in the few attractions Sunnydale offered by way of nightlife. As he turned off in to a deserted side street, he turned to his younger companion and nodded. Both men reached in to their pockets and produced large pieces of crystal. They then held the crystals against their foreheads, and began to chant. After a few seconds the crystals began to glow.



“You have the distortion?” the younger wizard asked.



Saul paused, then nodded. “There’s our girl. That way” he said, indicating the way they should go. Still holding the crystals to their heads, they made their way down the street.



                ********************



Willow began to mutter in her sleep, then rolled away from her lover. Suddenly alone, Tara began to shift uncomfortably, a frown on her sleeping face.



Tara heard voices as she made her way downstairs. “Where is she!? Where’s Tara!?” she heard Willow yell. Her lover sounded upset, on the verge of tears.



She hurried to the living room. “Its ok, I’m here” she said, hoping to reassure her.



“I’m sorry Will, Tara’s not coming back” Buffy said.



“Buffy, what? I’m right here.” Tara said. The others both ignored her.



“Tara please, come back! Willow screamed. I’m sorry!” she dropped to her knees, tears pouring down her face.



Tara crouched beside Willow, but the redhead made no sign that she knew Tara was there. “Willow, calm down, I’m right here.”



“You sent her away, and she’s never coming back” Buffy told Willow.



“No! Tara, please!”



Tara looked on, helpless as her lover screamed for her to come back, unable to see that she was right next to her.



“Tara!”




                ********************



The two wizards had left the town centre and were now in a more suburban area. The signal they were following was so strong that they did not need to pay that much attention to it. The younger man was taking advantage of this. “I don’t see why they put a soldier in charge. Surely a wizard would be more suitable.”



Saul pulled a face, he had heard this complaint more times than he cared to remember. “Michael has shown himself to be an able leader on many occasions” he said, knowing that it was not their leader’s experience his colleague had a problem with.



“I’m sure he’s excellent at leading soldiers. But he has no understanding of magic…



“Marcus” Saul interrupted. “Just because someone doesn’t practise magic doesn’t mean they don’t understand it.



“Even so, I still feel a wizard should have been placed in charge.”



Saul frowned, he knew exactly who Marcus meant when he said ‘a wizard’. Despite Saul’s seniority, Marcus firmly believed that he should be elevated to leadership. Still, he knew how to end this discussion. “If you disagree with our master’s decision, perhaps you should tell them.”



“No, no, obviously our masters know best” Marcus said hurriedly.



Saul grinned at his panicked reaction. Then he stopped in his tracks. “Did you feel that?”



“The signal, its stronger…” Marcus began.



“Its more than stronger, its doubled. There are two of them!”



                ********************



The vamp crumbled in to dust. “Well that was boring” Buffy said as she tucked her stake back it to her belt. “You could have at least put up a bit of a fight.” She decided to make one more sweep through the centre of town, then head home. As she walked along one street she heard voices. Turning the corner she saw two men, both holding glowing objets up to their foreheads. One turned, and as he saw her raised his hand. A bolt of energy raced towards her.



She dove out of the way, and the energy passed over her head. Rolling to her feet, she saw three more bolts fired at her. Dodging left and right, she avoided all of them. As she recovered her balance, she saw the other man grab the arm of his trigger-happy friend and pull him away. “Hey” she shouted and raced after them. As she turned the corner she saw nothing but empty street. “Great.”



                ********************



Willow and Tara tossed and turned, lost in their dreams. Seeking comfort, they reached out, took each other’s hand. But, trapped in their own nightmares, there was nothing each could do to help the other.



                ********************



To be continued

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"Kiss rocks? Why would anyone wanna kiss... Oh, wait, I get it"
- Willow, Band Candy

Edited by: chronic at: 8/19/02 9:11:47 am
chronic
 


Re: update

Postby mollyig » Fri Aug 16, 2002 9:46 am

Oh I was glad to see an update of this most intriguing story.



Curious as to what job has Buffy all excited.



I thought it was very telling that in Willow's dream it was Xander and Dawn, the two weakest Scoobies, who she had to protect. She was really setting herself up to fail, as either Tara or Buffy would have been able to help her.



And now Tara's having dreams too?



Molly be concerned.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: update

Postby Loco2 » Fri Aug 16, 2002 10:28 am

ooh - an update :D



them both having nightmares - not good. especially as far as those guys are concerned.....

"I'm not gay - I'm just Trevor's bitch." - some drunken guy about his sexuality
"Oh, bugger off, you BROLLY!" - Anya to Giles on his use of the english language
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

Loco2
 


mini update

Postby chronic » Tue Aug 20, 2002 4:21 am

Buffy slowly walked down the empty street before coming to a stop. “Where did they go?” she asked out loud.



A few metres in front of her, the two wizards stood still, hands raised as they projected the illusion of an empty street. Marcus raised one hand to his ear, a questioning expression on his face.



“The illusion is complete” Saul told him. “No sound can cross the image, she can’t hear us.”



“Why did you pull me away?” the younger wizard asked angrily. “I had everything under control.”



“She dodged four energy bolts” Saul corrected him. “Do you know anyone who could do that?” He looked across at Buffy, who still stood in front of them. “She’s not what she appears, we should report back. She could complicate our mission.”



Buffy decided that she had no chance of finding the strange pair, and with a sigh, turned to leave. As she turned the corner, Saul ended the illusion, and the wizards left to report this disturbing information.



                *******************



Willow woke to find herself tangled in the bedsheets. She felt a pressure on her hand, and realised that Tara held it in a fierce grip. “Baby, wake up” she said softly in to Tara’s ear. As the blonde stirred her grip lessened and Willow was able to free her hand.



Tara woke to see Willow staring at her, a look of concern on her face. She noticed the redhead massaging her hand, and realised that her own fingers were stiff, as if they had been clenched all night. “Was that me?” she asked.



“Um, kind of.” Willow looked at her hand. “I think I was holding pretty tight too.”



Tara sat up, rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. “I had a nightmare.” She shook her head to fully wake herself. “I guess when I feel lost I go to you, even when I’m asleep.” She gave one of her half smiles. “Sorry about your hand.”



“Its ok” Willow said, remembering her own nightmare. First I dream about failing Tara, then I dream about failing the others. Her mother swore by the psychoanalysis of dreams, but Willow had always distrusted it. As far as she was concerned, Freud was more concerned with sex than she considered healthy. But the meaning of these dreams seemed pretty straightforward. So, Willow’s scared of failure. Big surprise there. I already failed everyone once. Especially Tara.



“You do know I’ll never leave you, right?” Tara asked suddenly.



“Huh? Of course I know that.” Unless I fail you and drive you away again.



“Its just, in my dream, you thought I’d left you, even though I was still there” Tara said. “You couldn’t see me.” She took Willow’s hand, which she was still rubbing, and kissed it. “I’ll never leave you. Just wanted to make sure you knew.”



Willow smiled, then pulled Tara in to an embrace. After a few minutes they parted. “So, did you have bad dreams?” Tara asked.



“Huh?” Willow asked nervously.



“You said you were holding on to my hand too.”



“Um.” Just tell her, she won’t think any less of you. She just told you she’ll never leave again. Logic fought with Willow’s self esteem, and lost. How can I tell her, she’ll think I don’t trust her. She was saved from her internal debate by Buffy yelling from downstairs.



“Is anyone awake up there!?”



“The Slayer calls” Willow said, leading Tara downstairs.



In the kitchen they found Buffy eating cereal. “You just get back?” Willow asked. All night slaying usually meant trouble, plus a Buffy who hadn’t had any sleep was an easy person to annoy.



“No, had a few hours sleep.” Buffy said, eating another spoonful. “Saw some weird guys, but I didn’t think it was worth waking you for.”



“Weird guys?” Tara asked, sitting down at the table.



“They looked human” Buffy said. “But they shot lightening out of their hands, and they got away really fast, like, faster than anyone should be able to run. Plus they were holding some big crystals against their foreheads.”



“Lightening out of their hands?” Tara asked. “Sounds like they’re magic users. Don’t you think?” she asked Willow.



I owe you pain! For a moment Willow was in the past, watching Glory scream as lightening flashed around the Hell God. With an effort she pulled herself back to the present “What? Oh, yeah, magic users.” She nodded.



“So, we need to find out who these guys are” Buffy said. “Research time.” She shared an anxious look with the other two. “You think Anya’ll let us look at the books?”



“She did promise she wouldn’t stand in the way of any world saving or monster fighting” Tara said. Buffy and Willow looked uneasily at each other. Not standing in the way and helping were two very different things. Anya could make things very difficult if she wanted to, and none of them wanted to antagonise the demon. “I’ll go and see her first” Tara said.



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“A Slayer!?” Saul asked, incredulous. The two scholars sitting opposite him both nodded. The elder, David, reread from the large book in front of him. “Buffy Summers, called in 1996 aged 15, and now one of the oldest and most successful Slayers on record.”



“But I thought the Slayer was in prison?” Mike asked, leaning forward.



“Faith, the current Slayer.” David agreed. “This Buffy is a special case. A champion of the Powers That Be. I understand that They’ve saved her when she should have died on two occasions now. Our masters were not pleased.”



Saul raised his eyebrows at the understatement. “No, I imagine they weren’t.”



Mike turned to the wizard. “Saul, you said that there were two people sensing the distortion last night?” Saul nodded. “We must find them soon, and the Slayer cannot be allowed to interfere.”



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To be continued…



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Re: mini update

Postby tommo » Tue Aug 20, 2002 4:35 am

This is getting interesting. It's a nice twist that Tara is having nightmares as well as Willow; I'm sure that will mean something in the long run. And Buffy's job...what the heck is it? Heh. Thanks for this. :)


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Re: mini update

Postby mollyig » Tue Aug 20, 2002 5:21 am

Poor Willow, her confidence in herself really seems shattered, and the dreams are not helping.



So the mystery guests didn't know the Slayer was in Sunnydale? Interesting.

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Re: mini update

Postby xita » Tue Aug 20, 2002 1:06 pm

Oh , this is good. So these guys are doing bad things and Willow and Tara can sense them? And Willow should really share her dreams, poor Willow so down on herself. Look forward to more, thanks!

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Re: mini update

Postby MissQuirky » Tue Aug 20, 2002 2:12 pm

Ok I just got all caught up!! Lovin this story! Its very interesting that they're both having nightmares. I don't think Willow trusts herself too much. She's always putting herself down and not wanting to share wut her nightmares were bout, when she should know that it won't happen! But she doesn't believe that it won't, c no trust! Can't wait 4 more! :)

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Re: mini update

Postby AutumnT » Tue Aug 20, 2002 4:49 pm

OK I have a question. What is a "CV"? Is that what they call a resume' in some other country? Or is it some sort of job application? Because it's not a word used in the states. Except if it is CRV which is the kind of SUV I have registered with the DMV.

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Re: mini update

Postby mscheckmate » Tue Aug 20, 2002 5:32 pm

CV? I'm curious, too. I wonder if the term is used differently in other countries.



In the U.S., it's an abbreviation for "curriculum vita" (or, "curriculum vitae") which is an academic resume'. It lists not only education and teaching positions, but scholarly papers and books that you've presented or published.





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Re: mini update

Postby TheWhiz » Fri Aug 23, 2002 10:23 am

Just read all of this fic so far and I really like it! Its really well written and intriging, I think I'm gonna be hooked!

Can't wait to find out who the mysterious men are. Looking foward to an update already. :grin

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Balance Point

Postby chronic » Wed Aug 28, 2002 10:37 am

whoops, that's what i get for not researching american phrases enough. By CV I mean resume', in the UK a curriculum vitae would list education, qualifications, previous jobs held and contact information for previous employers. it used to be usual to just make one and send a copy to every job you were applying for, although now many employers prefer you to fill in their own application forms.



anyway, it does seem that the mysterious group don't seem to know very much about Sunnydale. perhaps they don't have that many dealings with the real world.



Yes, Willow does need to work on her self esteem, and the best way to do that would be to tell Tara what she feels. of course, she believes that that would be letting Tara down.



Almost finished the next update, I'll post it tomorrow.



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Update

Postby chronic » Thu Aug 29, 2002 8:52 am

As promised...



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The bell rang as Tara pushed open the magic box door. A few customers browsed, but there was no sign of the shop keeper. “Anya?” she called.



“I don’t suppose you’re here to buy anything?” a voice said from right behind her.



Tara jumped, then spun to see the demon. “You teleported?” she asked quietly. “Aren’t you worried someone will see?”



Anya shook her head. “No one was looking this way, they’re all examining the merchandise. Some people still come here to buy things, y’know. So, what do you want?”

       

“Um, we need to do research.”



Anya rolled her eyes. “Y’know, you and Willow used to be my best customers, now you hardly ever do any magic.” She continued as Tara opened her mouth to interrupt. “I know, I know, Willow can’t do magic and you don’t want to rub her face in it. So, what did Buffy find this time?” she asked, walking over to the reference books.



Tara followed. “They looked human. We think they might be magic users.”



“Really? Maybe they’ll come and shop here” Anya said excitedly. “Kidding” she added as Tara gave her a look. She reached up and took some books from the shelf, which she handed to Tara.



“So, you don’t mind us doing research?” Tara asked, laying the books on the table.



“I assume by us you don’t mean you and me” Anya said, her expression darkening.



“Ah, Buffy and Willow are outside. Dawn might come later.”



Anya’s expression lightened when Xander’s name was not mentioned. “Ok, just don’t get in the way of the real customers.”



Tara smiled, then made her way to the door. Although she knew Anya would never get in the way of fighting evil, she had expected her to put up more resistance to having the Scoobies monopolise her shop. She opened the door and called to Buffy and Willow, who were leaning against a wall. The three women then made their way to the table and picked up a book each.



“She didn’t mind?” Buffy asked, watching as Anya walked behind the counter.



“No” Tara said, smiling. “I don’t think Xander should come, but she doesn’t seem to have a problem with the rest of us being here.”



Buffy looked sadly over at the counter. “We haven’t talked since just after the wedding that never was” she said. She remembered their last conversation. “Xander’s your friend, and I’m not.”



“Give her time” Tara told her.



“So” Willow said, opening her book. “Research. Buffy, what did these guys look like?”



“Um, human, normal clothes. When I first saw them they were holding crystals to their foreheads.”



“And they can use magic” Tara said. “So, we want cults of magic users? We should probably concentrate on those that use crystals. Do you have any idea what they were using them for?”



Buffy shook her head. Opening their books, the women began to read.



                ********************



Buffy stood up and stretched to relieve her cramped muscles. Several hours of reading had failed to produce any information, and Willow and Tara had gone to get coffee. Buffy was taking the opportunity to take a break, reasoning that there was no point in her trying to work until she was recaffeinated. She looked over at the counter and saw Anya finish serving a customer. Making a decision, she made her way over. “Hi.”



“Hi” Anya replied, then turned back to the till.



“So, ah, how you been?” Buffy asked, aware how lame the question was even as she asked it.



“Ok” the demon said without looking up.



“We haven’t seen you much lately” Buffy continued. Understatement of the year. As far as she knew, Anya slept in the Magic Box’s office, and barely left the shop.



“I’ve been busy.”



Inwardly, Buffy groaned, her attempt at reconciliation wasn’t going well. She struggled to think of a way to keep the conversation going. “Dawn’ll be here later, I left a note for her. I told her to bring food.” When Anya said nothing, she continued. “You can join us. If you want.”



“I don’t eat” Anya told her. “Well, I don’t need to.”



Buffy’s face fell. “Oh, right, because of the… thing.”



“But thanks for the offer” Anya said, giving a small smile. Buffy smiled back. “So, will… anyone else be joining us?” Anya asked.”



“No.” They had discussed whether to tell Xander about the research session, and had decided they would bring him up to speed later. Anya nodded, then went back to the till. Feeling enormously pleased about the tiny breakthrough she had made, Buffy went back to her seat.



                ********************



The book Buffy was reading was surrounded by empty coffee cups and soda cans. She could feel the caffeine buzzing in her brain, keeping her awake despite the mind-numbing effect of all this reading. She glanced out of the window, it was getting dark. A whole day spent staring at books with nothing to show for it except a headache. She rubbed her eyes. “I don’t know how Giles did this” she said.



Willow let her head drop on to the book in front of her. “Me neither, and I like reading.”



Tara reached out and began rubbing the back of the redhead’s neck. “Nothing?” she asked.



“Bugger all” the Slayer said in a fair imitation of Giles’ accent. Just then the bell jingled as the door opened, and Dawn came in holing a box filed with takeaway food. “About time, I’m starving” Buffy said. “What’d’ya get?”



“Chinese” Dawn replied, setting the box down on the table, then rummaging inside. “I even got some chopsticks.”



Willow’s face fell. “I can never get the hang of those.” Tara smiled sympathetically at her.



“Fear not Will” Xander’s voice came from the doorway. “We bought some forks too.”



Willow and Tara looked worriedly at each other. “You bought Xander with you?” Buffy hissed at her sister. They all turned at watched as Anya looked up at the sound of the familiar voice.



“Um, hi” Xander said.



Anya spun and stared accusingly at Buffy. “You said he wasn’t coming!” She turned to face Tara. “So did you!” With that, she vanished as she teleported away.



“Why did you bring him!” Buffy yelled. “Now look what you’ve done!”



“But this is a Scooby meeting, everyone should be here” Dawn protested.



“Not everyone, not here” Buffy said.



“Wait, you weren’t gonna tell me you were here?” Xander asked.



“Not now Xander” Buffy said, turning on him. “You should have known better than to come here.”



“Hey, if something important’s happening then I should be here” he answered back.



Buffy rolled her eyes in frustration, then turned back to her sister. “Why did you even tell him we were here? Did you even think? Did you see how upset Anya was?”



Dawn seemed about to reply, then turned and ran to the training room. Buffy groaned in frustration, then turned to see Xander staring angrily at her. “Don’t even start, you know you shouldn’t be here” she said as she walked past him and out of the shop.



Willow and Tara looked at each other, then each gave a quick nod in unspoken agreement. Willow turned and ran after Buffy, while Tara headed for the training room. “Stay here” she told Xander, who seemed about to follow Willow.



“Don’t have to” Xander muttered to the now empty shop, but he dropped in to a chair all the same. Sighing, he grabbed some chopsticks and began to eat.



                ********************



“Buffy, wait!” Willow called as she caught up with the Slayer. She tried to match Buffy’s fast stride, but soon her legs began to ache. “Buffy, can we slow it down a little?”



Begrudgingly, Buffy slowed to walking pace. “She just doesn’t think sometimes” she said. “It makes me so angry. And Xander! He should have known better than to just turn up like that.”



“You know what Xander’s like; act first, think later” Willow said. “I guess he thought he could get Anya to talk to him again.”



“Anya” Buffy said, stopping. “She’s never gonna trust us now, is she?” Willow just shrugged.



“Dawn didn’t mean any harm” she said. “She looked pretty upset.”



Buffy sighed. “Yeah, I guess I’d better go talk to her.”



“Tara’s with her at the moment. Maybe we should wait till everyone’s calmed down a bit” Willow suggested.



“Maybe.” Buffy looked up at the darkening sky. “I s’pose I should go patrol, see if these crystal guys are around.”



“You want company?” Buffy nodded, and the two women set of in to the night.



                ********************



Dawn sat cross-legged on the padded floor of the training room. She turned her head slightly as she heard someone enter. Tara crossed the room and sat next to her, curling her legs under her.



“I didn’t mean to upset everyone” Dawn said quietly.



“I know sweetie” Tara reassured her. “If its anyone’s fault its Xander’s, and this isn’t really a blame situation. I guess he just wanted to see Anya again.”



“I wanted him to see her again” Dawn said. “That’s why I told him we were all here. I just want us all to be together again.”



“We all do. But we can’t expect Anya to just forgive and forget.” Tara looked around the room, noting the layer of dust on the weapons stored here, and the general air of neglect. It had been several months since this room was used.



“I never thought she’d freak out like that” Dawn said, a worried frown on her face. “She just ran away. Well, teleported away.”



Tara looked uneasy. “Um, that’s probably because we all told her he wouldn’t be coming.” Dawn looked guilty again. “I, um, I think that’s why Buffy was so angry” she went on, unwilling to upset Dawn, but knowing she needed her sister’s actions explained. “She and Anya spoke for the first time in months, Anya was happy to have us here, and now she thinks we lied to her.”



“I messed everything up” Dawn said, looking away.



“It was a misunderstanding” Tara tried to console her. “I’m sure Buffy will understand, and Anya will calm down. Ok?” Dawn looked unsure, but she nodded. “Good.” Tara stood and helped Dawn to her feet. “Now, I think we’d better check on Xander.”



                ********************



Buffy and Willow made their way through the cemetery. Suddenly, the Slayer stopped and held up her hand. Willow strained her ears and could just make out a strange ripping noise. “This way” Buffy said, her keener sense of hearing leading her to the source of the sound.



They stopped in front of a grave. As they watched, the ground in front of the head stone bulged up, then ripped open with the same noise as before. A hand reached through the hole in the earth and began pulling itself out. Buffy pulled a stake out of her jacket and waited for the newly risen vamp to pull its chest out of the ground.



“Now where’s your sense of fair play?” a voice called out. They spun to see another vampire. “You should at least give him a head start.”



“When it comes to you guys” Buffy said, “I don’t really believe in fighting fair.”



“Neither do we” the vampire said. More vamps emerged from behind crypts and head stones. “Now, our new brother is going to be very hungry when he wakes up” the lead vamp continued, looking at the creature that had now pulled its entire upper body free. He gestured at Willow. “It was nice of you to bring him breakfast.” Buffy pulled another stake from her jacket and handed it to Willow as the vampires began to close in. “As for you” the lead vamp went on, “well, the blood of a Slayer is something the whole family should share.”



“When I say, run” Buffy whispered. “I’ll handle them.”



“Buffy, there’s at least twenty” Willow protested.



“That’s why you should go get the others” Buffy said. Willow looked as if she was about to argue, then nodded. As the vamps got closer, Buffy shouted “now!” and jumped at the nearest vamp, kicking it in the face. Willow took off, then turned to look behind her. She saw the Buffy had slain the first vamp, and was now fighting two more as the rest closed in. Then she saw five vamps break away from the main group and come after her. Turning, she ran for her life.



Buffy ducked at blow aimed at her head, then spun and kicked her attacker, knocking him to the ground. She stabbed her stake behind her, and the vamp that was about to leap on her back exploded in to dust. As she straightened, she saw that she was still surrounded, and the vamps were closing in. “This is not good.”



Willow ran out of the main gates and on to the street, the vampires close behind. As she turned a corner, she saw two men standing at the end of the street. “Run” she yelled, knowing the vampires would not hesitate to kill any bystanders. It was then that she noticed they both held crystals to their foreheads. They were both turning to face her now. “Its her” she heard one of them say. Then one of the men raised his hand, and sent a bolt of lightening racing towards her.



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To be continued…



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Re: Update

Postby mollyig » Thu Aug 29, 2002 9:04 am

Xander really shouldn't have gone to the magic box, he should have known it would upset Anya. Even Buffy was considerate enough not to invite him, although I don't think she should have been so hard on Dawn.



I knew it was a bad idea for Willow to go patrolling with Buffy. Now the crystal blokes have her.



Great update.

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Re: Update

Postby TheWhiz » Thu Aug 29, 2002 2:36 pm

Great update :)

I think you have handled the aftermath of Xander & Anya's break up well, though I thought he would have had more consideration not to go to the magic box so soon but then again there was food there :grin

Poor Willow, first chased by vamps, now these strange men have her, who are they???!! Guess I'll have to wait and see!

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Balance Point update

Postby chronic » Thu Sep 19, 2002 8:37 am

Tara and Dawn stood at the training room door, watching as Xander despondently poked his food with a chopstick. “What if Anya comes back?” Dawn whispered.



“Good point” Tara whispered back. “I’ll wait here for Anya. Can you take Xander outside, make sure he’s ok?”



Dawn hesitated, conscious of the responsibility Tara was giving her. Then she nodded, and walked in to the shop. Tara watched as she spoke to Xander, then the two of them walked to the door and left. Alone in the shop, Tara crossed to Xander’s chair and sat down. She chose a carton of rice from the food box, then leaned back to wait.



                ********************



Willow fell backwards as she tried to dodge the lightning bolt. It raced over her head and struck one of the vampires in the chest. As it screamed she turned to see it catch fire, then explode in a cloud of dust. Turning back, she saw the two men advancing towards her. They won’t miss again she thought. Two more bolts lit up the night as they flew through the air, and two more vamps disintegrated in flames. Unless they weren’t aiming for me… Two more bolts, and the last two vampires were destroyed.



“Are you alright?” the older of the men asked, reaching out a hand. Willow backed away, unsure, then stood without his help. These were clearly the men who had attacked Buffy, but they had just saved her life.



She came to a decision; Buffy needed help now, and if these guys felt like dusting vamps, she may as well take advantage of that. “My friend, we have to help her” she said, then turned and ran back to the cemetery. Saul and Marcus glanced at each other. The older wizard shrugged, and the pair ran after her.



Willow skidded to a halt as she reached the place where she had left Buffy. She heard pounding footsteps behind her, which stopped as the men came to a halt beside her.



Buffy was surrounded by vampires. They seemed unwilling to rush her, knowing that whoever attacked first would surely be staked. Instead, they circled her, throwing kicks and punches whenever she came in reach. Buffy turned constantly, deflecting most of the blows, but it was inevitable that sooner or later, her back would be exposed for too long. A vamp would attack her from behind, and it would all be over.



As Willow watched, the inevitable happened. A vampire leapt at Buffy’s back, hands outstretched to grab her neck. An energy bolt struck it in mid air, and dust rained down on the Slayer. Two more energy bolts raced out of the darkness, lighting up two more vamps. As the pack turned in confusion, Buffy attacked, staking three of them. When she turned to face the rest, all she saw was burning piles of dust.



“Buffy” Willow called, running to her. Reaching her, she pointed back to the two men who now approached them.



“It’s the Slayer” Marcus whispered out of the corner of his mouth.



“She just staked three vampires, of course she’s the Slayer” Saul retorted. They came to a halt in front of the two women.



“Who’re your friends Will?” Buffy asked. As she saw their faces her expression hardened. “Oh, we’ve met before.”



“Ms Summers” Saul said. “Please forgive us for last night. We didn’t realise who you were.”



“You just go around shooting lightning at anyone, do you?” Buffy asked, folding her arms.



“It would only have stunned you” the younger man said. “We thought you were a civilian. We don’t want the public to be aware of our presence here.”



“Speaking of which” Buffy said, “what are you doing here?”



The old man spoke up. “Perhaps it would be best if you met with our leader.”



Buffy nodded sarcastically. “Ok, I’ll just follow you back to your lair” she said. “Yesterday you tried to stun me, now you want me to trust you?”



“We did just help you against those vampires” Saul said, a hint of reproach entering his voice.



“Its true” Willow whispered to Buffy. “If they hadn’t killed the vamps chasing me, I don’t know if I’d have made it.”



Buffy frowned as she considered, then nodded. “Fine, take me to your leader. And no lightning, keep your hands where I can see them.”



The younger man seemed about to protest, but Saul quickly answered. “Of course, of course. If you’ll follow me?” Together, the group left the cemetery.



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Xander leaned sullenly against the Magic Box’s door, while Dawn paced in front of him. Eventually he spoke up. “I guess me coming here was a stupid idea.”



Dawn stopped her pacing and leaned next to him. “Yeah” she said. “But I get bonus stupidity points for suggesting you come.”



“I should have known better” Xander said angrily. “I always should know better.”



“You just wanted to see her” Dawn said. “We all understand that. You just… need to wait till she wants to see you.”



Xander’s shoulders slumped even more. “I just wi…” he caught himself as he saw Dawn flinch at the word. “I just wanna say the W word, and have anything go back to the way it was.”



“But it doesn’t work like that. Vengeance demons aside, wishing doesn’t get you anywhere.” She turned and looked up at him. “You have to make things right yourself. And right now, the way to do that is to give Anya time.”



“I guess.” He slid down the door and sat, pulling his knees up to his chest. Looking up at her said “Y’know, you are one smart Dawnmeister.”



Dawn smiled at the compliment and sat beside him. “I think we’d better wait till Tara says we can come back in. Don’t wanna surprise Anya again.”



Xander nodded, then frowned. “Oh man, all the food’s in there!”



                ********************



The two wizards led Buffy and Willow through the streets. Complying with the Slayers demands, the men walked in front and kept their hands out of their pockets.



They look so similar Willow thought as she studied the two men. Although one appeared to be in his late twenties, and the other in his sixties, at least, they both walked with the same confident stride. Both wore their shoulder length hair lose, though the younger had black hair, and the older one’s was grey. And of course they both wore silver necklaces with lightning bolt pendants. But there was more to it than physical appearance. Both men seemed to radiate confidence. Not arrogance, but simply a sense that these men trusted that they could deal with anything. Willow could guess the source of that confidence, their magical abilities.



When they fought the vampires surrounding Buffy, Willow had kept a close watch on the men, especially their eyes. She had also tried to find as much about their magic as she could without actually casting herself. She hadn’t seen or felt any sign of dark magic. These men trusted that they could cast the spells they needed to, and resist the temptations of darker forces. If only I could trust that about myself.



“We haven’t introduced ourselves” the old man called over his shoulder. “I am Saul, my young colleague here is Marcus.”



“You seem to know who I am” Buffy said darkly.



“Well, it seems you are quite famous in certain circles” Saul replied. He turned to Willow expectantly.



“Willow” she told him.



The old man smiled, then gestured to a building ahead of them. “Here we are.”



Buffy and Willow turned and looked. The building in front of them was a motel, fairly run down and sleazy looking. “You rent your evil lair?” Buffy asked incredulously.



“Hardly evil” Saul said, “unless you count the décor, but yes, this is where we are staying.” The four of them entered and went upstairs. As they reached a door Saul knocked, then stood aside as the door was opened from the inside. “After you” he said. Buffy stared hard at him, then walked past, in to the room, every muscle tensed in case of a trap. Willow followed, looking around uneasily.



The room was as crappy as Saul had suggested, with peeling brown wallpaper. It was also crowded. A tall, dark skinned woman held the door open. Two men sat on the bed, and another sat opposite them in a chair. As the wizards followed them in and closed the door, the small room seemed uncomfortably full. Saul whispered in the ear of the man in the chair, then stepped back.



“I like it” Buffy said. “Its cosy. You guys must be real friendly though.”



“We rent the rooms on either side” the man in the chair said, standing. He was tall and well built, his hair close cropped. He spoke with an Australian accent. “My name is Mike, I’m the leader of this group.” He gestured at the two men on the bed. “These are David and Matthew.” Both men were pale, with long hair and beards. “That’s Nadia” he said, nodding at the woman behind them. As Buffy turned, Nadia nodded to her, but never took her eyes from the Slayer. As she turned back, Mike continued. “And this is Omiko.”



Buffy and Willow both started as a girl stood up from where she had been sitting against the wall, they had both failed to notice her. She had dark hair and oriental features, and appeared teenaged, probably a little younger than Dawn. She smiled shyly at the two women.



Willow stayed silent, unsure whether or not to introduce herself to this man. Everyone in the room, with the exception of Omiko, gave off the same sense of confidence that she got from Saul and Marcus. She decided to wait for Buffy’s lead.



“Any of you guys got last names?” the Slayer asked.



One of the men on the bed, David, spoke up. “We renounced our surnames when we joined the order.”



“You guys are an order?” Buffy asked. Unpleasant memories raced through her mind; the Knights of Byzantium, the hobbity things that followed Glory. “Ok, what crazy god do you worship, and am I gonna have to kick its ass?”



“We don’t worship any god” Marcus said, his voice filled with scorn.



“In fact” Mike explained “our order is dedicated to order.”



“Huh?”



“We believe in order” Saul elaborated. “Rules, laws, the balance between all things.”



“No doubt you have met those who worship chaos?” Mike asked.



“Uh huh” Buffy affirmed as she thought of Ethan Rayne. The man definitely loved chaos, his dress sense alone…



“And the creatures you fight, they live only to spread chaos and destruction.”



“Yep, chaos, pretty much a part of living on the Hellmouth” Buffy said.



“That’s why we’re here” Mike told her. As Buffy turned to face him he went on. “To help fight the chaos.”



“Woah, hold on a minute. You’re staying? This is my town.”



“I understand you’ve defended this town alone for some time, but that’s no reason to resent our presence here” he said.



“The last group who came here to fight demons unleashed an invincible Franken-bot thing that wanted to take over the world, then nearly got themselves all killed. And guess who had to clean up their mess.”



“Um, I see” Mike said, making a mental note to ask the scholars to see if they could find out what the hell she was talking about. “I assure you we know what we’re doing.”



“You’ve seen us fight vampires” Saul pointed out.



“And its not like you can make us leave” Marcus said. Mike and Saul both glared at him, and he fell silent.



“We have no wish to oppose you” Mike said apologetically. “If we cannot both work in Sunnydale, then we will leave.”



“Good” Buffy said.



“But think of the good we can do if we stay” he went on. “The demons and vampires increase in number, the chaos they spread grows. They must be fought.”



Buffy looked down, considering his words. “What should we do?” Willow whispered in her ear.



“We need to talk about this” she whispered back. “There are others I need to discuss this with” she told the group.



Mike nodded. “You will go to them now? A few of us could go with you, make our case.”



Again, Buffy considered. “Ok. But she leaves her weapons here” she said, indicating the sheathed daggers hanging from Nadia’s belt. The tall woman frowned, but removed the weapons as Mike nodded. “And the magic guys…”



“Keep our hands where you can see them, yes, of course” Saul said.



“Excellent” Mike said, standing. “David, Saul, Nadia, Omiko, come with us. Matthew, inform the others of what is happening.”



As the group prepared to leave, Marcus spoke up. “Perhaps I should come with you.”



“No” Mike said coldly, “you should not. Wait here till we return.” Marcus sat down, chastised.



As Buffy and Willow led the way out of the room, Mike whispered to Saul. “The girl with the Slayer?”



“One of the sensitives” the old wizard replied. “The first one we detected.” Mike nodded, then they followed the rest of the group and shut the door behind them.



                ********************



Tara turned in her chair as Anya faded in to being in the middle of the shop. The demon seemed calm, but her face was still red and her eyes slightly bloodshot. “Hey” Tara said softly.



“Are you the only one here?” Anya asked, looking around.



“Yes. Xander and Dawn are outside, Willow and Buffy are off talking somewhere.”



Anya slumped in to an empty chair. “Did you know he was coming?”



“No, honestly, none of us did.” Tara looked down, feeling uncomfortable about discussing Xander like this, even if what she said was the truth. “We all thought he knew better.”



“Xander, think before he does something? Please. He’s such a… such a…” She waved her hand, not bothering to finish her sentence.



Tara looked worriedly at her friend. Anya looked worn out, and considering that since becoming a demon she was stronger than most humans and needed only a few hours of sleep a night, that was saying something. But worse than that, she usually had a hundred insults to call Xander. If she couldn’t be bothered to think of one…



“Anya, are you ok?” she asked quietly.



“Its just, being human got so, well, crap. I mean, I was getting used to having feelings, and then I had so many of them. Becoming a demon again was supposed to make them all go away, but I just feel even more confused.” She sighed. “D’Hoffryn wants me to go back to his dimension, and Hallie’s fine, but the others, they all look at me like I’m some kind of freak.”



Tara reached out and took her hand. “Maybe being a demon isn’t…” she was interrupted by the bell as the door opened.



As Xander walked in to the shop, Anya shot to her feet, mouth open to release a torrent of abuse. Her anger increased as Dawn, Buffy and Willow followed him in. They’ve probably been consoling him. Poor little Xander feels bad because he’s an idiot… Her mouth closed again as five strangers walked in to the shop. “Hey, what’s going on?”



Saul walked up to the table. “Ah, you’ve got food, excellent” he said, grinning.



A while later, the Scoobies and the five members of the order sat around the main table. Mike introduced himself to the others. “My name is Michael, and I’m the leader of this group. This is Saul, our senior wizard, David, head scholar, and Nadia, our chief warrior. And this is Omiko” he said, gesturing at the youngest member of the group.



Buffy introduced the Scoobies, then told the others about the evening’s events. Mike then restated his group’s intentions. “We have come to Sunnydale to help fight the chaos that is ever growing. I understand that the Slayer, and her people, have defended this town for several years, and you are understandably mistrustful of others who wish to do the same.”



“Do you really know what you’re dealing with here?” Willow asked.



“I believe we do.”



“Would you excuse us for a moment” Buffy said, then moved to the counter, beckoning the others to follow her. “So, what do you think?” she asked quietly.



“What do we really know about them, other than they hate chaos?” Tara asked.



“Well, they saved mine and Buffy’s lives” Willow answered.



“I like them” Tara said, reaching for Willow’s hand.



“If they were evil, surely they wouldn’t ask us before they moved in” Dawn said.



“Unless that’s what they want us to think” Xander added.



“Wait a minute” Anya hissed. “They might be evil? You brought evil doers in to my shop?”



“We don’t know they’re evil” Buffy said. “They could be telling us the truth.”



“Do we let them stay?” Xander asked.



“Can it hurt?” Willow asked. “I mean, if they are evil we’ll have to fight them whatever we say, and if they’re good…”



“I guess” Buffy said. “But we’ll keep an eye on them.” The others nodded. “You can stay” Buffy said, turning back to the table. Mike began to rise, a large smile spreading across his face. “One thing. I know you want to stay hidden, but no stunning civilians who see you. You’ll have to learn to keep a secret like the rest of us.”



“Whatever you think best” Mike said. He smiled at them. “I’m glad we were able to work this all out. I look forward to meeting you all again.”



“Right” Buffy said, a little uneasily.



The order members stood and filed out of the shop. The scoobies all sat down around the table. “Now that was weird, even for this town” Xander said.



“At least they asked you before they moved in” Dawn said. “I mean, it shows they respect you, or something. And they do fight vampires.”



“In case you were wondering, all of them are human” Anya told them. As the others turned to look at her she said; “hey, I know these things.”



“I hate to be miss suspicious, but they may just want us to think they’re harmless” Tara suggested.



“I know” Buffy said, leaning back and picking up a carton of cold Chinese food. “We’ll definitely be keeping an eye on these order guys.



                ********************



Tara climbed in to bed and snuggled up against her lover. She pulled back as Willow flinched and put a hand to her stomach. “Did I hurt you?” she asked.



“No, no, just some belly rumblings. I couldn’t face the thought of eating cold take out.”



“Poor empty Willowbelly. I could make you a snack?”



“No, its fine” Willow said. “Night time snacks give me bad dreams. I’ll just have to have an extra big breakfast.” She snuggled closer and put her arms around Tara.



“I’m sure I can manage that” Tara said, smiling and closing her eyes. Willow gazed at her lover, then kissed her, lay back and let her eyes close.



                ********************



Willow looked around the garden, smiling as she saw the flowers planted round its borders. She was still admiring them when a voice made her turn around. “Willow?”



A huge smile lit up her face when she saw who had called her name. “Giles!” she shouted, running up to him.



As she neared him the Watcher took a step back. “Willow, what are you doing here? You should go, now.”



Willow’s smile faded as she saw Giles’ serious expression. His voice was cold. “Giles, what’s going on? Why do you want me to go?”



“You have to ask?” he said harshly. “Go now, before the others see you.”



“Giles? Who ya talkin to?” Buffy’s voice called. As Giles and Willow turned to face her, the Slayer’s voice hardened. “You.”



Willow stared, struck by the hatred Buffy managed to show with that one word. She stood with the others at the edge of the garden. “Buffy, what’s going on?” she asked, walking over to them. No one answered her. As she neared, Dawn moved behind her sister. “Xander?” she asked, desperate now for an answer. But he stared at the ground, and wouldn’t meet her gaze. “Why are you all here?” Then she saw what the others had been staring at. A headstone.



Even as she dropped to her knees to read the name, Willow knew who’s it would be.
TARA MACLAY The words chiselled in to the stone seemed even more accusing than Dawn’s cry. “Its all your fault!” she yelled, her voice breaking.



“No” Willow mumbled, her face twisting as she began to cry in her sleep.



                ********************



Mike gave instructions to the others in the cramped motel room. “Nadia, go and brief the other soldiers.” She nodded, then left the room. Mike turned to the two scholars. “We’ll need permanent accommodation.” The men nodded and left to carry out their task. With only four people left, the room seemed almost a descent size.



“We’re really going to fight vampires and demons?” Marcus asked.



“How long until the balance point?” Mike asked Saul.



“At least a month, maybe longer” the wizard replied.



“And we may as well do some good while we’re here” Mike said. “Besides, it gives us an excuse to stay in contact with the Slayer, and she is friends with one of the sensitives.”



“Both of them” Saul said. “Her friend Tara is the other one we’ve picked up.”



“Very well” Marcus said, sullenly.



“Oh, I glad you approve of my decision” Mike said sarcastically. “Do I have to remind you who is in charge of this mission?”



“No” Marcus said as he turned and left the room. “You don’t.”



“Asshole” Mike muttered under his breath.



“He’s just a little arrogant” Saul said. “He’ll mellow.”



“I hope so” Mike said. He gestured at the large glowing crystal on its pedestal. “Are you reading anything?”



“Certainly” Saul told him. “Both our sensitives are picking up the distortion loud and clear.” He peered in to the crystal, which showed Willow and Tara shifting uncomfortably in their sleep.



“Omiko, did you get anything off them?”



The girl shook her head. “Its too soon. The distortion is giving them both nightmares, but they’re too mixed in with their own thoughts and fears to show anything useful.”



“So we wait” Mike said. He leant over and peered in to the crystal. “Sweet dreams.”



                ********************



Tara flipped the last pancake from the pan on to the plate, then sat down and helped herself to one. She smiled over at Willow, who was already half way through hers. “So, I thought we could try some levitation today” she said. Willow looked at her quizzically and kept chewing. “Y’know, a little pencil floating.”



“Oh, ah, the magic. Y’know, I’m not really in the mood for that today. Maybe tomorrow.”



Tara sighed. “Willow, we’ve had this conversation too many times. I thought we agreed the best thing was for you to learn to use magic again. You did so well last time.”



“Its just, well, its not just the magic, it…” she tailed off.



“You haven’t been yourself all week. Are you going to tell me what’s wrong?”



“Its nothing, really, I…” Willow looked up to see anxious eyes staring in to hers. “I…”



Tara reached over and took her hand. “Sweetie?”



“Can we go for a walk?” Willow asked suddenly.



“Um, sure, if you want to.”



“Now” Willow said, standing up.



“What about breakfast?” Tara asked, a little taken aback.



“I’m sure Buffy and Dawn will finish them off. Come on, lets go.” Putting her arm round Tara’s, she led her girlfriend out the front door.



                ********************



Dawn came downstairs to find Buffy standing alone in the kitchen. “Where’s Willow and Tara?”



“They went out. They left you breakfast.”



“Mmm.” Dawn’s eyes lit up as she saw the plate of pancakes on the counter.



“Um, last night…” Buffy began.



Dawn looked uncomfortable. “Can we do the quick version of this?” she asked. Buffy nodded. “I’m sorry I bought Xander to the shop with me, I didn’t think.”



“I’m sorry I yelled at you, I overreacted” Buffy said.



“That’s ok” they said together, then hugged.



As they pulled out of the hug, Buffy grinned. “You know, there was a time when we’d be mad at each other for a week after something like last night.”



“You used to be mad at me for a week if I borrowed your make up, or went near your room, or spoke to you…”



“Hey” Buffy said with a smile. “I wasn’t the only unreasonable one around here, y’know.” Dawn smiled and began munching on a pancake. “I’m glad we don’t get mad at each other any more.” Dawn raised her eyebrows. “That often. Its nice when things are calm. God knows we need it after the craziness of last year.” She reached across the table and took a pancake for herself. “Crazy chaos haters aside, I want some peace and quiet around here.”



                ********************



The side door of the van slid open and a figure stumbled out. He looked around for a rock or tree, and, finding none, unzipped his fly and relieved himself on the desert sand.



A girl leaned out of the van. “What ya doin?” she called. When she saw what her friend was doing, she stared upwards. “Aw, man, you could have warned me. I didn’t wanna see that.” Her friend just rolled his eyes as he zipped himself up again.



“When ya gotta go…” the boy said. The girl stepped out, taking care to avoid the damp patch of sand. They both sat down, and the boy pulled a baggie and a packet of reefers out of his pocket.



“Isn’t it a little early for that?” the girl asked.



“Its never too early” the boy said as he began rolling the joint. “Besides, its why we came out here. Cops never come out here.”



“It was freezing last night” the girl complained.



“Told you to bring a coat. Anyway, did you see the stars? You never get views like that in the city.”



“I surprised you could see them, the amount you drank.”



“Oh, and you were sober as a judge were you” the boy said sarcastically. “Where’s Steve, anyway?”



“Still asleep.”



“That boy’s gonna have the mother of all hangovers when he wakes up” the boy said, grinning. He stood, and began searching his pockets for a lighter.



Sand exploded in to the air. A tentacle, thick as a man’s leg, rose up from the sand and wrapped itself around the boy. It lifted him in to the air, then pulled him straight in to the ground. The girl stared, horrified, as he disappeared beneath the churned up sand. She backed away, then screamed as the tentacle resurfaced.



                ********************



Willow and Tara walked hand in hand through the park. Tara looked sidelong at her lover. She seemed to be enjoying the morning sunshine, and her mood had lifted. Still, she hoped this walk wasn’t just Willow’s way of changing the subject.



“I had a nightmare last night” Willow said.



“Really? But I thought that was why we didn’t do the midnight snack thing?”



“I don’t mean weird indigestion dreams, I mean a real nightmare.” Her voice lowered. “I’ve been having them a lot recently.” Tara looked at her worriedly. “Like, every night.”



“W-what are they about?” Tara asked.



Willow stopped walking and turned to face her. “Usually the magic. Sometimes people get hurt because I can’t help them. Other times I lose control and hurt people. Hurt you.”



“I, I didn’t realise you were so worried about the magic. I’ve been pushing you to hard…”



“Its not the magic that scares me” Willow interrupted. Her face twisted a little as she tried not to cry. “It’s the thought of hurting you, or making you leave again.”



Tara reached out and took her other hand. “Baby, I’m not going anywhere. I trust you.”



“How can you?” Willow asked, as tears began to roll down her cheeks. “After what I did?”



As she watched her lover cry, Tara wondered for the first time if she had made a mistake when they ‘just skipped it’. We never talked about this she thought. We just got back together, and I assumed all our problems were sorted out. She tried to meet the redhead’s eyes, but Willow looked down. This must have been eating at her all this time.



“Sweetie, if I didn’t trust you, I wouldn’t have come back.” Willow said nothing. “You saw you had a problem, and you beat it. I’m so proud of you for that. I know I can trust you. I love you.”



Willow pulled her close, then buried her face in Tara’s neck. “I never even apologised for what I did to you” she sobbed, her voice slightly muffled.



“Do you want to?” Tara asked as held Willow tightly.



“I’m sorry Tara, I’m so sorry.”



“I forgive you.” They held each other tightly. After a few minutes, Tara lifted her head, ignoring the curious glances of a few passers by. “Ok?” Willow nodded her head against Tara’s neck. “I know you still don’t trust yourself. But that’s what the magic exercises are for, so you can trust yourself.”



Willow nodded again, then lifted her head, sniffing a little and wiping her eyes. “Home?”



“Home” Tara said. As they started walking again, she had an idea. “I can make something to help you sleep, if you like.” Willow looked at her questioningly. “A herbal drink, my mom used to make it.” She looked down. “We both used to have nightmares a lot.”



“That would be great” Willow said, smiling when Tara raised her eyes again. “I haven’t had a descent night’s sleep all week.”



“Me neither” Tara told her.



“Um, that’s probably my bad” Willow said. “Laying next to twitchy bad dream Willow can’t be conducive to a good night’s sleep.”



“Its ok, laying next to Willow is the only way to sleep.”



Willow smiled. “Hey, I never did get that big breakfast you promised me. I expect Buffy and Dawnie have eaten it all by now.”



“Well, it was your idea to go for a walk.”



“Hmm, good point. How about I make lunch?”



“How about we both make lunch?” Tara said with a smile. Willow grinned back at her, and, taking each other’s hand, they headed home.



                ********************



To Be Continued…



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"Kiss rocks? Why would anyone wanna kiss... Oh, wait, I get it"
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Re: Balance Point update

Postby mollyig » Thu Sep 19, 2002 9:07 am

Interesting that each of the crystal gang was introduced by their role except for Omiko. Although she seems to be a "sensitive" too.



Dawn showing more maturity than Xander - not that I'm surprised by that.



This desert tentacled creature has me all intrigued. I'm assuming its related to the Balance Point somehow.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Re: Balance Point update

Postby TheWhiz » Thu Sep 19, 2002 1:53 pm

Wonderful update :)

This fic is really intriguing, things that are revealed only result in more unanswered questions- I'm hooked :grin

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"


"Make your own kind of music"-Mama Cass

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Balance Point update

Postby chronic » Tue Sep 24, 2002 8:05 am

Buffy walked in to the kitchen holding the morning’s mail. “Junk, junk” she said, tossing two letters straight in the bin. “Bill.” The letter landed on the table. “Junk, bill, ooh, one for me!”



“What is it?” Dawn asked, looking up from her cereal as her sister tore open the envelope.



“Its about the job I applied for” Buffy said as she read. “They’re holding interviews on Thursday.”



“That’s great!” Dawn dropped the empty cereal bowl in to the sink, then sat back down again.



“Yeah, with any luck I can ditch the Doublemeat forever.” She glanced at the clock. “Hey, look at the time, don’t wanna be late for the first day of school.”



“Don’t wanna go to the first day of school” Dawn muttered, but she smiled as she picked up her school bag. “Hey, where’re Tara and Willow? I’ll go say goodbye.”



“Um, better not” Buffy told her. “I think they’re busy.”



                ********************



The pencil hung suspended between Tara and Willow. The two women sat cross-legged on the floor, facing each other. “You doing ok?” Tara asked, never taking her eyes off the pencil.



“Ok” Willow replied, but she frowned a little. Over the last few days they had worked on getting her used to using magic again, but the feel of it coursing through her body still made her feel uncomfortable. She could still feel the urge to let it take control, to use as much power as she needed, to do anything she wanted. But knowing what would happen if she did made resisting easy. Almost.



“Now, make the pencil spin” Tara said.



Willow concentrated. The task was ludicrously easy for a witch of her ability, she had mastered it years ago. But she was out of practise, and her mind fought the magic even as she tried to use it. Part of her told her that magic was evil, part of her told her to give in to the temptation of dark magic, and another part of her was tying to convince her that she could use magic safely. The pencil shook in mid air, rotated a few degrees, then fell to the floor. Willow slumped forward, her hands on the floor, breathing heavily. “Dammit!”



“Willow, its ok” Tara assured her. “You’re doing really well.”



Willow looked up at her. “I used to be able to float me!” Tara said nothing, and Willow looked down again. Neither of them wanted to point out that while Willow may have been powerful, she wasn’t in control.



“Sweetie, its hard enough to use magic when your learning the first time. To have to learn again, and concentrate on controlling the magic…” Tara lowered her head, forcing Willow to look at her. “That you can float a pencil at all is pretty impressive.”



Willow sighed, then nodded. She knew everything Tara said was true, but she still found her limitations annoying. She gave a small smile. “Sorry about the shouting, I was a bit cranky.”



“Tired cranky?” Tara asked.



Willow shook her head, she had slept fine the last few nights, thanks to Tara’s herbal drink. “No, just Willow cranky. Oh, dammit!”



Tara raised her eyebrows. “Cranky again?”



Willow pointed at the clock. “We missed Dawnie, she’ll be on her way to school by now.”



“Oh, we’ll have to do something tonight, to make up for it.” Tara stood, stretched, then offered her hand to Willow to pull her up. “C’mon, lets go say hi to Buffy.”



                ********************



Willow and Tara walked arm in arm down the street, with Buffy and Dawn, also arm in arm, behind them. “This is where I get off” Buffy said. “Have a good time.”



“You too” Dawn said, then frowned as she realised how silly that sounded. “Well, y’know, lots of slayage. Or not lots, whichever you prefer.”



Buffy grinned at her sister’s rambling. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” She waved to them as she walked away. “Bye.”



“Bye” the others chorused. Dawn put her arm around Tara‘s free one, and they carried on towards the movie theatre.



Buffy stood and watched as her sister and her friends walked away, then she turned and headed away from the centre of town.



She made her way to the docks, where she often started her patrol. The area had a number of seedy bars, and plenty of alleys and other places where a vampire could eat undisturbed.



As she rounded a corner, she heard a noise coming from a side street. Quickening her pace, she hurried towards it. The sounds were clearly that of a fight or struggle. Drawing a stake from her pocket, she raced around the corner, to see a vampire holding a woman from behind, its arm around her neck. Even as she ran, Buffy knew that the vamp would bite her before she could reach them.



The struggling woman reached down to her belt, pulled a long bladed knife from its sheath, then reaching across her body, stabbed the creature in the throat. It released her, staggering back and clutching at the wound. Reversing her grip on the weapon, she advanced on the vampire, then decapitated it with one stroke.



Buffy stared, open-mouthed as the creature disintegrated. As the woman turned to face her, Buffy recognised her as Nadia, the Order’s head soldier. “Slayer” the tall woman said by way of greeting.



“Ah, hi” Buffy said, placing her stake back inside her coat. She shifted a little under Nadia’s intense stare. “So, uh, you’re patrolling?”



“Yes.”



“Right. I guess that’s why you’re here.” Another uncomfortable pause. Uncomfortable for Buffy, anyway, the other woman didn’t seem bothered by it.



“So, how’s it going?” Buffy asked. “The chaos fighting and all?” Inwardly she winced at how stupid she must sound. Nadia’s face remained impassive, and she said nothing.



They turned as they heard shouting, then both broke in to a run. Buffy reached the source of the noise slightly ahead of Nadia, Slayer speed more than a match for the other woman’s longer legs. Four kids, in their late teens, were huddled together. Surrounding them were three figures, two men and a woman, all powerfully built. As she watched, the three began to close in. Buffy leapt at the larger of the men, knocking him to the ground and landing astride him. She pulled out her stake and plunged it towards his chest.



“Hey, hey!” the man shouted, knocking the stake aside. Buffy had already raised it for a second strike when she realised he hadn’t vamped out, even through she had hit him hard. Then something hit her hard in the back, and she was knocked off the man and on to the ground. She turned to see Nadia helping the man to his feet, then saw the other two attack the teens, who were now showing their game faces. In a blur of movement, two of the vamps were dust. The others tried to run. One was staked from behind when it had only gone a few steps, the other was beheaded by Nadia in an almost casual motion.



Buffy got to her feet, brushing herself off. All four order members glared at her. “Hey, I’m sorry about the near staking” she said lamely. The four simply turned and walked away. Buffy groaned and slumped against a wall. “Well done Buffy” she said out loud. “Way to make a first impression.”



                ********************



To Be Continued



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