Warning: The following poem deals with thoughts of suicideHelp me help you~~~~~
A two part poem by two points of view~~~~~
The rage inside you burns
The hollowness of your heart engulfs you
The hateful feelings inside you that yearns
There’s nothing in this world that feels true
You pound on your wall, again and again
Your hands turning red from the force
You pull your hair in frustration
But nothing really helps, of course
The whole world is against you
Why are you even here?
You try to end your life
But even that you seem to fear
You cry and you cry
And you cry and cry again
But no one seems to hear you
Not even your one and only friend
A blade to the wrist
One helpful slash
One bloody drop
One white and shimmery flash
Everything will end
You’ll see, you’ll see
Your pain and fear you’ll send
To the ground where you’ll be free
You’ll be happy again
You’ll smile like you never did
You’ll be in peace my friend
Grief and heartache and helplessness you’ll finally rid
You’ll see your grandma and grandpa up there
Little Ms. Poopers is there, I swear
They’re all waiting for you
To do what you know in your heart is true
Now pick up that knife
And make that first slice
The initial slash will hurt
But the rest will feel just like ice
It’s the only way
It’s the only thing you’ll bear
The other side is better
I swear, I swear
Just do it
Don’t be afraid
It’ll be quick and swift
And then you’ll finally have it made
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Please put down that knife
There’s so much out there to live for
I know things are hard
But there’s more, there’s more
There are rainbows and stars
White clouds and bright sunshine
Green grass and bright pastures
I promise you that everything will be fine
I’ll help you
I’ll help you find your way
Just take my hand
And tell me about your day
I’m sorry, sweetie
I’m sorry I wasn’t there
I’m sorry you thought that I left
But know that I really do care
People love you
They really, really do
They don’t want to see you gone
You can’t really think that’s true
What about your mom and dad?
They love so much
And your brother and sister
I think that they would really miss your touch
And me?
What about me?
I’d miss you more and more
Being around you made my heart soar and soar
Please baby
Please put down that knife
Please let me hold you in my arms
Please don’t end your life
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* She looks up at her friend and their eyes lock, with a nod of her head, she takes her hand *
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-Renee-