heya everybody,
heres the update, earlier than i expected, but what with England winning today and all i was in a very good mood. So here it is hope that you enjoy it.
One more thing its the first time ive ever writen like Willow and Tara intamacy, so im sorry if its a bit crap, but please any comments on it are welcome. I want to learn how to write really well so i need advice.
love ellie x x x x
Title: Summer Loving
Part: 4/?
Author: Ellie Walsh aka. Witchbitchwillow
Email:
witchb1tchwillow@hotmail.comFeedback: yes please. Be brutal I can take it. “Strong like an Amazon right!”
Spoilers: none
Rating: PG
Pairing: Willow/Tara
Disclaimer: Joss owns it… Mutant enemy blah blah blah etc…
Summery: Based around series 4 when Oz left Willow. Willow then
goes on holiday to Orlando, Florida, goes into a bar, and makes
a new acquaintance.
Authors Note- This chapter is dedicated to aly, and also I proof read it myself so sorry for any errors.
“I was urm, scared that you weren’t going to come.” Tara looked down at the floor and started playing with her hands.
“Yeah, sorry about the lateness, I was having Buffy issues. I’m sure that you know her whole life story after last night.” Willow tried to joke to lighten the situation slightly.
“You urm d-did mention her a couple of times” Tara gave out a little giggle when she remembered the read head babbling at ninety miles an hour the night before, she had looked so cute!
“And of course I came back” Willow made an advance towards Tara. “But first I need to apologise for how I was acting last night, you must think I’m such a doofus.” Willow was slowly stepping towards Tara as she spoke.
“Well I’m really glad that you came” she gave out a little smile, that made Willow’s, already huge smile into a big goofy grin. “and I don’t think that your a doofus.” Tara had hidden her face behind her blonde locks so that she didn’t have to make eye contact with Willow, even though she had longed to all day.
“Tara” Willow moved so that she was standing opposite the subdued figure. “What’s wrong? Have I upset you? Coz sometimes I just say stuff or do stuff that I don’t mean to do, but I just do and then its all bad. So”
Tara took Willow’s hand, making Willow inhale sharply and stop talking instantly. “No you haven’t done anything wrong”. She inhaled long drawn out breath, contemplating whether she should say what felt. “I was just so scared that I wouldn’t see you again. I knew as soon as I met you that I wanted to see you again.” Tara had completely sunken into herself. Petrified that Willow would just laugh at her for being so serious.
Willow started to brush her thumb lightly over Tara’s hand, hoping that it might give the blonde a little more confidence. She found Tara’s shyness really attractive, but hated to see her so self-conscience in front of her. “Tara I really wanted to see you too. I was just scared that you wouldn’t want to see me because of how I was acting last night.” Willow moved so that she was only inches away from Tara, and took hold of her other hand. Tara slowly moved her head up so that her eyes met Willow’s. They just stood there staring at each other, taking in every feature of the face in front of them, mapping out every contour.
Tara placed her hand on the red heads waist and drew her in so that their bodies were pressed against each other. Tara was looking into the depth of Willow’s soul, she still wasn’t sure that it was what the red head wanted. “Willow are you urm sur . . .”
Willow just placed her finger gently over Tara’s mouth and murmured, “shhh”. She ran her hand through Tara golden locks, letting her fingers slide through the fine strands of hair. Her hand guided Tara gently towards her, letting her instinct take over, she knew exactly what she wanted. Tara.
There lips touched and Tara let out a soft sigh of sheer pleasure. She’d imagined how amazing it would be to kiss Willow, but the real thing surpassed all her expectations. The kiss started off as being slow and sensual, they were still discovering each others bodies. Willow started to concentrate on Tara’s top lip, sucking and biting it, allowing the kiss to become more passionate. Tara’s mind was spinning, she was so dazzled by this women ins such a short space of time that her feeling were all over the place.
Willow introduced her tongue, she knew that she should probably take it slow but she couldn’t help herself. She was so relieved when she felt Tara comply to her advance and massaged her tongue with her own. Willow couldn’t believe that she was actually kissing Tara, she could feel her pulse quicken, and her body relax into the kiss. Willow was so scared that at any point she would wake up to find Buffy staring back at her, wondering what the hell she was dreaming about.
Willow pulled away slightly and opened her eyes, do see Tara’s wonderful face before her. She couldn’t help but go in for another small kiss, riding out it out for as long as possible, savouring the moment. When they finally broke apart Tara just gazed into Willow eyes in complete wonder, she was so taken back by the red head’s closeness. She didn’t think that Willow would be the one making the first moves, but knew that she didn’t have the confidence to do so and was glad that Willow had taken charge.
Willow’s chest was heaving, as she breathed heavily through her mouth, not being able to take her eyes off Tara. Her hand that had been raking through Tara’s hair, now traced down the front of the blondes body, lingering over her neck and collarbone, that Willow longed to kiss. Her hand came to a stop on Tara’s hip and she began to massage the skin there with her thumb and forefinger.
The slightest touch from Willow drove Tara mad, when she felt Willow’s fingers run down her body her knees almost buckled. She was completely frozen to the spot. She didn’t want to move in case the moment would end. She wished that they could just stay like that forever, but deep down she knew that it would never happen. She wasn’t prepared to tell Willow her secret just yet. She only just found her.
Willow looked into Tara’s eyes and knew instantly that she was troubled. “what’s wrong?” Willow was instantly worried that maybe she should have waited.
Tara just hid her face behind her hair again, she knew that Willow could read her face and know that some thing was up. She couldn’t answer Willow because, she didn’t want to lie to her.
“Tara, baby. Please just look at me. I’m really sorry, I knew that I was going to fast but I couldn’t stop myself. I just wanted to feel you.” Willow was on the verge of tears, she was pleading with Tara to forgive her.
“No, its not your f-f-fault” Tara took a deep breath and tried to compose herself. She wanted so badly to tell Willow everything, but knew that she couldn’t, she had to think of something to say. Something that was truthful, but not what was the most prominent worry on her mind.
“I’m j-j-just upset because I have to urm go home now because my dad is expecting me back.” she managed to look up into Willow’s eyes one last time “but I don’t wanna leave” Her eyes glazed over and her she swallowed down the rising tears.
Willow gave her best little sexy smirk, “I don’t want you to leave either”. Willow leaned in and gave Tara another little kiss. Placing her hands onto Tara’s shoulders, causing Tara to back off slightly. Willow noticed the reaction from Tara and took the hint and gave Tara a little bit more space. She made sure that she was still in contact with the blonde though, she didn’t want to let go, ever.
Tara sighed, her eyes drifted towards the floor and she backed away. “I really think that I should go Willow, I’m s-s-sorry”.
“No don’t be sorry, cause I mean were going to see each other again right? I really want to see you again Tara” Willow had made up the space between them again and was flapping her arms about trying to decide what to do with them, she so wanted to hold Tara’s hands to comfort her but decided that maybe Tara wasn’t really in the mood right now. So she just held her hands out when she stopped speaking, hoping that Tara would take hold of them.
Tara saw Willow need for contact and instantly reacted. She took hold of Willow’s hands and squeezed them gently, reassuring herself and Willow. She was so confused as to what to say now. She’d just experienced the most amazing kiss he had ever had in her life and she was actually contemplating whether to see her again.
Tara nodded her head, “I’ll meet you here tomorrow at ten o’clock, I know somewhere we can go and talk, okay?” Tara bit her lip, wishing that the red head could come.
Willow was about to agree when she remembered that Buffy was going on a date with ‘Ken’ at ten. “Could we make it half past?” Willow hated to be difficult, but she didn’t want Buffy to know about Tara just yet, and plus it was much more fun winding up Buffy by not telling her.
“Sure, that would be g-g-great” Tara let out a little smile. Willow still hadn’t taken her eyes off Tara, she couldn’t help had look at her, she was completely mesmerised by her. Tara looked back up at Willow, and noticed that the red head was still staring, she looked away a bit embarrassed by Willow’s infatuation.
“Oh God, I’m sorry. I was staring again, my bad” Willow blushed a shade of dark crimson, which Tara just found absolutely adorable.
Tara drew Willow in by her hands and gave a quick kiss on the lips, Willow tried to make more of the kiss but was strongly disappointed when Tara pulled away. Willow was left standing there with her eyes shut, letting a grumbled moan out, which showed her dissatisfaction at the lack of smooches.
Tara backed off holding Willow’s hands for as long as possible, “I’ll see you tomorrow” she finally let go, and put her fingers up to her lips and blew the red head a kiss before leaving the bar. Willow just stood frozen, watching Tara until she was finally out of sight.
TBC . . .
*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*
*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*
by witchbitchwillow » Fri Jun 14, 2002 5:38 pm 
Can't wait for the next part! 
Willow is SO cute! Can't wait for more...
! I'm really enjoying this fic. Looking forward to the next part and finding out Tara's secret!! 
Never mind, I'll try my best to be patient!!
) always turn up to ruin things!!?? Look forward to seeing what happens next!! 