by wimpy0729 » Fri Feb 01, 2013 4:07 am
TITLE: THE LOVERS, THE DREAMERS AND ME
AUTHOR: Wimpy0729
RATING: R
FEEDBACK: Yes please.
DISCLAIMER: Willow, Tara and all other BtVS characters belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, etc. All other characters, human and otherwise, belong to me.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I have no beta, so all mistakes are my own. For any glaring errors, please PM me.
Thanks again to all for reading and/or replying.
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CHAPTER 25
"Ohhh...right there. Yess...that feels soo good."
"Yeah?"
"Oh yeah," Tara softly moaned. "Just a little harder. Ohhh...that's it."
Willow was having trouble concentrating with all the sexy moaning and groaning her girlfriend was doing beneath her. <God, even her breathing is sexy - Shit!> She dropped her chin to her chest and took a deep, cleansing breath. <Focus...okay, I can do this. I've never done it before, but she seems to be enjoying it...really enjoying it.>
"Ohhh, baby," Tara groaned.
<Holy Fuck, she's killing me!>
After dinner, Willow had convinced Tara to lie down on her bed until she felt better. Then she had graciously offered to give her a back rub. A seemingly innocent suggestion...or so she had tried to convince herself. Oh, who was she kidding. She would do anything to keep her hands on this beautiful body. Then she remembered her bottle of baby oil that she kept in the bathroom. Okay...definitely not so innocent after all.
"I can just push it up a little bit. It's just your lower back, right?"
"I can take it off."
"No! I mean...no, I won't get any on it."
"Willow, really...I don't mind. I'm lying on my stomach. Plus, this bra actually covers up more than my bikini top you saw me in."
Tara turned her head and looked over her shoulder at the redhead, who was staring transfixed at her lower back. She noticed the flush of bright pink splotches on her neck and face. She also noticed the rapid breathing and obvious nervousness. <Oh no...this just won't do.>
"Will, come here a second," she said as she patted the pillow beside her head.
Willow drew her gaze away from the small area of tan skin she had exposed and into sparkling blue eyes. "Huh?"
"Please...come and lie down with me for a minute."
"Oh! Yeah, sure. Okay."
Tara stifled a giggle at the flustered redhead. Willow slid up the bed and Tara wrapped an arm around her, pulling her close.
"Hey, Will."
"Yeah?"
"I love you," Tara whispered and kissed her gently.
A smile bloomed on Willow's lips and she instantly relaxed. "I love you too."
"I know. Isn't it great?" Tara laughed and kissed her again, this time a little longer, pressing firmly against the playful lips. They both pulled back smiling from ear to ear.
"Now, tell me what's going on in that beautiful head of yours."
Willow looked down shyly and blew out a deep breath. "Whew...lots. Lots of stuff."
"Like what?" Tara asked gently as she trailed her fingers lightly up and down the redhead's arm.
"Well, you...seeing your skin. Lots of unclothed skin...touching you," Willow answered, her green eyes scared and vulnerable.
"Oh, Willow, you don't have to rub my back if it makes you uncomfortable. I'll be fine."
"But I want to. I really want to. That's the problem. I've been thinking of...things all week. I was wanting...hoping to, um...you know," she said shyly, "but only if you did," she added quickly. "And if I see all that beautiful, naked skin...it'll just make it so hard because we can't," she admitted honestly.
"Oh, baby...I want to too. I'm so sorry I messed things up for this weekend. You know," she whispered, "there are times when I feel like I'm going to burst when we're together, doing things, and it's all I can do to make myself stop."
"You...want?" Willow asked bashfully.
Tara smiled crookedly and nodded. "Of course I do. I want you more than anything, Willow," she said earnestly, as her fingers feathered through long red strands. "I had some issues, but I've come to terms with them now that I know where they came from. What we were...what they did to them, I guess kinda stuck with me, but now...I know I'm ready whenever you are. Well, as soon as I'm a little more flexible," she said with a cheeky grin.
"Ready," the redhead smiled and her eyes glazed over for a second. "But you didn't mess up this weekend, Tara. I'm just glad you're here. Plus, I'm...I can't..."
"Oh, baby, I'm sorry. Want me to rub your tummy?"
"How'd you get that so fast? I had to hit Buffy upside the head with my tampon box!"
Tara burst out laughing and shook her head. "Oh my God. I would've loved to have seen that."
"Yeah, well it wasn't funny at the time. I was so pissed."
"At Buffy?"
"No, not her really. I was just so upset that it happened this weekend. I wasn't due for another week," she said with a huge pout.
Tara leaned in and nibbled on the protruding lip then gently pulled it in, sucking sensually, causing Willow to melt into her arms.
"Mmmm...Tara," she said dreamily once she regained use of her lips.
Tara smiled at the blissful look on Willow's face and pulled her tighter. "Willow..."
"Hmm?"
"We're going to make love..."
Willow's eyes shot open.
"...eventually," Tara giggled at how big those gorgeous green eyes could get. "But, this is a big deal for us. The biggest. Let's just take it slow...baby steps. We can do some things, get used to everything. There's no rush. Let's just do what feels good to do for now and not worry so much about..." she leaned close to a freckled ear and breathed hotly, "the hot...sweaty...sex."
"Ohhhh, Tara. You're not making this easy. What did you have in mind?"
That's how Willow found herself straddling Tara's thighs and rubbing baby oil onto her nearly naked back.
"You sure that's not too hard?"
"Mmm, no. It feels wonderful."
"You feel wonderful, baby. You're absolutely beautiful."
"Thank you, Will. So are you."
Willow added a little more baby oil to her hands, rubbed them together to get it nice and warm, then went back to kneading the tight muscles of Tara's lower back.
"Ohh, that's soo good," she said huskily.
Willow had been doing a fairly good job of controlling her desire considering everything, but when Tara used that sexy voice...oh, man. She let her slick hands slide slowly from the low back to her sides and worked her way up to the edge of the powder blue bra and back down. The muffled gasp that she heard into the pillow let her know she achieved her desired effect. She smiled and slid her hands down then straight up her spine this time, easing smoothly under the middle bra strap, then slowly out to the sides, daringly close to the edges of the full breasts. She felt and heard a quick intake of breath and smiled again.
"Oops. I hope I didn't get any oil on your bra," she said, even though she knew she didn't. It was pretty hard not to be at least a little naughty right now.
"Ugh...ookit."
"What was that, baby?"
Tara lifted her mouth off the pillow and turned her head slightly, taking a deep breath. "Unhook it," she whispered.
Willow swallowed hard and wiped her hands on the towel that she'd brought from the bathroom.
"I...I can?"
"Yes...please," Tara answered softly.
Willow slowly moved her hands up, gently released each hook and eased it apart. She slid the shoulder straps down a little, just enough to be out of the way. The bra hung loosely, exposing the entire back and the rounded edges of the breasts pressed into the mattress.
"You are so beautiful," she whispered, entranced, as she slid her hands up to Tara's muscular shoulders and down the V-shape of her back, once again massaging the tense lower muscles.
"Mmm...sooo good."
She smiled at the relaxed sounds the blonde was making and repeated the slow, firm movement on that sexy back over and over. The golden skin and muscles rippled and rolled beneath her hands and Willow decided she could do this for hours, days...forever, and never grow tired of it. She concentrated her efforts on the lower back and was pleased as she felt the muscles begin to relax beneath her probing digits.
"How's it feeling now?" she asked, as she began to notice her girlfriend's breathing becoming slower and deeper with every stroke.
"Heavenly," she murmured softly.
"I'm glad. You just relax, okay?"
"Oh, yess. Whatever you say, baby."
Oh, how lovely that sounded to Willow. She bit her lip and smiled <soon, baby>. She slid her hands back up to the shoulders and splayed her fingers out, moving slowly down the sides, lightly grazing the tips near the rounded flesh. She heard the quick intake of breath again and slowly repeated the gentle caress and felt the body beneath her shiver. She thought it was time to even things up, so she sat up gently and slid her shirt over her head. Baby steps. She knew they were ready for this, even if it was going to be hard to not go any further today. She began the slow, gentle massage again, forcing her hands not to wander too far and give in to that luscious temptation.
Tara seemed to relax even more and Willow wondered briefly if she had fallen asleep. She leaned forward slightly and heard quiet little moans and groans. She draped herself carefully over the exposed back and nuzzled into the blonde hair, loving the feeling of their skin pressed together. "You can go to sleep if you want," she whispered.
"Mmm...no. Too good...to miss," Tara said, smiling serenely into the pillow.
Willow lovingly ran her hands down Tara's arms then slowly back up with the gentle touch.
"Willow?"
"Hmm?"
"What color is your bra?"
"It's black. Why?"
"I want to picture this in my mind right now, and ohhh...this is just so good."
"Yes, it is. Open your eyes, baby, and lift your head a little if you can."
Tara instantly complied and found Willow's dresser mirror let her see it all. The lithe body meshed with her own, the mischievous green eyes staring back as she coquettishly slid her body up, the long red hair flowing over her shoulders and chest revealing a hint of cleavage, the pale skin pushing up and out of the black bra.
"Oh, God, Will. You are soo sexy," she breathed, completely entralled at the vision.
"You should see it from here. Do you want me to move?" she teased, sliding back down and placing a soft kiss on a naked shoulder.
"You better not," Tara ordered as she rolled her butt up causing Willow to gasp.
"Oh God, Tara...please..." Willow begged as a wave of arousal shot to every nerve ending.
"Please what?" the blonde smirked as she rolled her hips up again.
"Ohhhhh." Willow bit her lip as her center connected again with Tara's ass.
"Please...I can't." She closed her eyes tightly and took a deep breath as she fought to keep herself from grinding against the firm, round muscle she was straddling.
"Yes, you can, Will."
Willow's eyes slowly opened and met the blue ones looking back in the mirror.
"You can if you want...if you need..."
"Oh God, Tara," she whispered, "I want," she growled as she leaned down further, kissing Tara's neck. "But, " she said as she lightly pressed her center down, "I might not be able to stop," she admitted honestly.
"You don't have to stop. We can do things like this if you want...if it feels good," Tara said assuringly even though she couldn't stop the rush of heat she felt burning her cheeks.
Willow blew out a deep breath and slowly slid back and carefully off the blonde's body. She laid alongside her leaning on her elbow, rested her cheek on her palm and looked lovingly at her girlfriend. "Maybe someday, but not today."
Tara quirked an eyebrow in question.
"You see...the first time I experience that kind of pleasure with you, I want to be face to face and looking into your beautiful eyes."
Tara smiled and leaned over and gave her a gentle kiss.
"Me too, baby. That sounds perfect."
"I imagine it will be...and I imagine it a lot.
Tara's lip curled up sensually, making Willow's heart speed up, even more than it already was. "Me too... a lot."
Tara rolled on her side and glanced down. She smiled as she noticed the pale freckled skin pushing its way out of the black satin material.
"Nice bra, baby. Very nice," she said, tracing a finger lightly over the top edge."
"So's yours. Nice everything," Willow said, grinning happily as her eyes danced over the view.
When Tara had turned, the loosened bra had slipped precariously, allowing more skin to be pleasantly exposed. She hesitated, then straightened it a little better in place. "Um...oops."
"You didn't have to do that on my account," Willow said, still grinning, her eyes still glued to the blonde's chest.
Tara placed a finger under the redhead's chin, lifting her face up and smiled at the pleased look on her girlfriend's face. "Patience, love."
Willow sighed dramatically and pulled Tara closer. "Spoilsport." She kissed her quickly then rolled off the bed. "What would you like to do now?" she asked as she opened a drawer and pulled out a t-shirt and shorts and headed to the bathroom, leaving the door ajar.
Tara stared at her girlfriend as she walked casually around her room half naked, then bit her knuckles as she had a view of her girlfriend changing in the bathroom mirror. She dropped her forehead onto her folded arms just before Willow had completely removed her bra and groaned. "Patience sucks." She got up and rehooked her bra, then bent over slightly and was happy to note that her back was feeling much better. Warm arms wrapped around her from behind and she leaned back into them as Willow placed a soft kiss on her bare shoulder once again.
"Did you want to shower, baby?"
"Yeah, that sounds good."
"Okay. I have everything you'll need in there already. I'll go down and clean up the kitchen while you finish up here.
Tara turned swiftly in her arms and pulled her close. "Thank you," she whispered and brought their lips together softly.
"M...my pleasure," Willow stuttered out. The blonde's bra-clad breasts pressed tightly against her and the feel of the kiss on top of that were making her weak in the knees. "What did I do?" she asked dumbly.
Tara chuckled and kissed her again. "That amazing back rub, sweetie. I feel much better already, so thank you for that. I love you."
Willow smiled and hugged her tighter. "I love you too, and believe me, it really was my pleasure," she smiled, then swatted her on the butt and turned her toward the bathroom. "Now, you go shower while I go downstairs and think about you taking that shower."
Tara giggled and headed towards the bathroom. She turned back to her girlfriend as she leaned over to pick up her overnight bag. "Oh, Willow?"
"Yes?"
Tara used her upper arms to squeeze her breasts together causing the abundant flesh to nearly overflow and looked up at the redhead through her long lashes. "Think real hard." Then she grabbed her bag, stood back up and disppeared into the bathroom.
Willow stood there blinking long after the bathroom door had closed. "Oh my God. You are an evil, evil woman, Tara Maclay!" She remained motionless until she heard the shower start, then forced her feet to move out the bedroom door and down the stairs, grumbling as she went. "Patience sucks."
She was just finishing loading the dishwasher when Tara made it to the kitchen.
"Can I give you a hand?" Tara asked as she took a seat at the island.
<Oh fuck yes -- a hand, a thigh, your ton...BEHAVE!> Willow gripped the counter and took a deep breath before she turned around.
"No, thanks. I'm done. How are you feeling?"
"Much better, thanks." Tara stretched her arms over her head and sighed as she heard and felt the crackles and pops releasing more of the tension in her back.
Willow had to turn back around to the sink and act busy as Tara's tight tank top stretched tantalizingly over her breasts. The same breasts that Willow had thought about non-stop while the blonde was upstairs showering. Lovely fantasies involving lots of wet, soapy, naked Tara.
"Um, would you like a drink? I thought maybe we could taken Chosen outside for a bit before we went to bed."
"A glass of wine would be nice."
"Coming right up."
Chosen had heard her name and the word 'outside' and was waiting patiently when the two women met her at the back door.
"It's so nice out here, Will. Very relaxing."
"Thanks. I've really enjoyed it."
They were curled up together in the chaise on the back porch flipping through the channels on the TV while Chosen finished her business for the night.
"She looks so much better. It's hard to believe it's the same dog we picked up a few months ago."
"I know. Isn't she beautiful?" Willow asked as she nuzzled the dog's nose.
"Just like her mommy."
"Sweet talker," Willow said as she pressed her lips to the blonde's. "Are you ready to go to bed? We could watch a movie upstairs if you want."
"Whatever you want. I just want to hold you in my arms."
Willow took her by the hand and helped her off the chaise, pulled her close and sighed. "That's just where I want to be. Take me to bed."
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Tara snuggled under the covers as Willow finished up in the bathroom. She was so happy to be here with Willow, she couldn't keep the contented smile off her face.
Willow left the bathroom light on and the door slightly ajar, then went around the room lighting a few candles. She turned and looked to her bed at the smiling blonde perched against the headboard, glowing in the candlelight.
"Wow...you get more breathtaking every time I look at you." She crawled in beside the blushing blonde and nestled into her, resting her head on her shoulder and wrapping an arm across her stomach.
Tara squeezed her tightly and kissed the top of her head. "I've missed you...missed this all week. It was driving me crazy."
"Me too, baby. That was the longest week of my life."
Tara took a deep breath and brought up what had been on her mind for days. "Willow, what are we going to do? I don't think I can go that many days without you again."
Willow felt the arms around her shake and she squeezed her girlfriend tighter. "What do you want to do, Tara? I know it hasn't been that long, but I...I want to be with you all the time too. I want to be there for all the little things and the big ones too. I want to wake up and have breakfast with you, then go to bed with you every single night."
Tara felt tears fill her eyes as her girlfriend continued.
"I want to grow old with you, Tara," Willow said seriously, then smiled. "Maybe not gray though, cause I'll color my hair if that happens." She felt Tara shake as she giggled. "But baby, I mean it...I don't want to miss a minute of life with you. I have this house and my job here, but they don't mean a thing without you. Anyway, my job...I can pretty much do it from anywhere, so..."
"So...?" Tara asked hopefully.
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Buffy kicked another rock as she patrolled the dark streets she knew like the back of her hand.
"Are you evil, huh? Is there a horde of evil rocks planning to sneak in and open the Hellmouth? So boring!" She groaned as she sent another rock skittering along the sidewalk.
One more block and she slipped into her home for the night, apparently oblivious to the figure lurking a street over staring up at a second floor window, the only light seen being the glow from candles around the edge of the curtains.
"I will stop you," the raspy voice whispered as he raised his glowing rod toward the window.