The Crappy Feelings Thread (HOTLINES in first post)

[Owl]

Heyyyyy, asthma! At least you and your old pal winter are consistent, I'll give you that.

[RainbowNerdette]

Headache, swollen and runny nose, sore, teary eyes how I love it!
According to my last doctor it couldn't be hayfever because I rarely sneeze... Might wanna get a second opinion cause it deffinitely does seem related to weather and the ammount/kind of trees around. And I do sneeze quite a bit more often than I used to...

Oh well, at least the sore troath wore off, remind me not to eat a box of toothpicks next time cause if deff felt like I had done just that.

[tarawillow<3]

my head hurts

[Nue]

I don´t know how I can ask for help... I don´t know how I can accept help... I don´t THINK I deserve any help... I have this amazing person in my life and she´s trying hard, she´s trying really hard to help, to be here with me everytime I need her...

[ashcrash71590]

being lied to and hurt by someone you never expected to be lied to and hurt by sucks more than words could say

Ash

[tetyline]

Is hard to do things right when your on life is a mess.

[Nue]

I just don´t know what to do anymore...

[Kessari]

Finals tomorrow

[Nue]

massive headache, mood swings, throat hurting... and saturday is so far away...

[BeneathMyWillowTree]

I never thought I would post anything here on this thread, but being a vegan here in Argentina has sucked BIG TIME!!!! I miss my organic food damn it! I have starved myself on some days or have been living off of Oreo cookies and orange juice. I am so much healthier then that and it has been making me feel CRAPPY because I haven't eaten real well in 2 weeks. I am also not looking forward to my plane ride back to the states cos again I will find myself not eating anything. That is how it was for me on the way here in the first place. I am sooooo having a veggie burger and some bean burritos ooohh and hummus when I get back to California. Yay!

[Foomatic]

The amount of anger and hate in my heart at this moment is not a good thing.

[Nue]

I know I complain a lot.. but I really hate that company I work for...

[ashcrash71590]

being in love with a girl
and watching that girl plan her wedding to a boy
who is your friend
isn't very fun
even though i try to be happy for them
it sucks
badly


Ash

[tarawillow<3]

What sucks is that your family is falling apart.
What is crappy is that people at school don't like me for god knows why.
What sucks is that you know that you'll never find love.

[Emms]

It's one in the morning and I can't sleep.

I hate being hurt. I hate being a Pisces.

I hate being alone.

I hate having all these BIG complicated feelings that hide behind HURT and ANGER.

I hate being in love with a woman who will never never NEVER love me back.

I hate that I am so f*cking pathetic that I can't even fall asleep like a normal person.

[BeneathMyWillowTree]

Not a good idea to take iron pills on an empty stomach. Oh damn!

[Nue]

I know I posted this like a hundred times.. but it´s hard to leave her... everytime we have to say good bye, my heart breaks a little...

[Taralover]

My hair is filthy as my parents have been away for 10 days.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Scheduling interviews while working full-time and not having a car is extremely difficult and frustrating... I want a new job already!!

[Taralover]

My best friend and me have run out of roleplays, and also I have writer's block.

[Belli Bear]

so. tired. AND. sick.

uhg. fml.

[Taralover]

My best friend had to have two teeth extractions. :( I really care about my friend...if he had been born a she we would be a couple...and I matchmaked him and found him a girlfriend.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

Even with crying and not being able to sleep it was nice to let myself pretend, however briefly. I hink I knew even as I tried to believe that it wouldn't last, but it still hurts to have the pretending come to an end and have to face reality.

[tarawillow<3]

Being in love with the unattainable.

[Taralover]

I updated my computer...with, as far as I know, proper Microsoft updates and what do I get? Something to let me chat with my friends and let them work on my computer with my consent.I don't have any friends that I a) know well enough that also b) have the skills. It's an effing hacker's dream, so I deleted it as soon as I found out about it.And something called Driver Detective...that supposingly found out of date drives.Great. I asked it to fix them, and it turns out that it costs money.That will soon be booted out.I just hope the rest of the updates are positive ones.

[sweet satin lover]

Really Really annoyed at facebook right now!!!! Grrrrrr

[Nue]

I´m feeling a little too distracted latelly... and almost broke my finger ¬¬ now, I can´t write, cause I had to immobilize it...

[Taralover]

Uruguay v France in the World Cup...a big fat zero for both sides.

[CrazyTaraWitch]

I got bad news about my cousin tonight :( My mom saw him a couple weeks ago and he seemed to be doing better, but he disappeared on Wednesday morning. He stayed out all night Monday and tested positive for pot the next day, and his probation officer told him he would get sent to rehab for 48 hours on Wednesday evening, so of course, he ran away... What kind of messed up system *tells* a kid with problems before he's going to be send to rehab??
My aunt and uncle haven't seen or heard from him in over two days. The only upside is he hasn't turned 17 yet, so when he gets found (as long as he hasn't tried to steal anything again) he will hopefully get sent to long-term rehab instead of jail... It just sucks that he's so messed up, and no one seems to know how to help.

[Taralover]

Those stupid noisy world cup horns.They asound like a swarm of bees.