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Not So Sweet 15!

Postby musicmad10 » Sat Jan 10, 2004 4:58 pm

Hello everyone. I will still be writing my other story How It All Started, but i thought of this recently when i was walking home from school. So i decided to write it, and see what happens.



Title: Not So Sweet 15!

Author: musicmad10

Email: musicmad10@hotmail.com

Rating: Mostly pg-13, but maybe near the endR

Notes: This set to the English standards as it's easier for me.

I.E They where school uniforms and year11 is the last year in high school, its when your 15/16. It's equivelent to Junior High in the states. I hope that makes sense.



Here we go



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Not So Sweet 15



Chapter One- New Arrival



Sunnydale High School, a friendly, welcoming secondary school, which thrives in the performing arts and sport. The pupils are good learners and achieve success in more ways then one. The teachers have experience and commit themselves fully to pull the best grades out of the students, which they can achieve.

Well that’s what the prospectus says! In reality it’s just the same as any other school in the area. Nothing special. Ok they do get good reports about the arts department and they win at lots of the sport, but still just normal. That’s what Sunnydale is.



It is the start of a new school year and all the students are full of life and joy to be back at school. I think not. The bell for the first lesson has just rung and everyone moves around sluggishly to find their classroom, and to get their first piece of homework for the New Year. Everyone’s expecting some, but really hoping the teachers feel the same way as they do. Can’t be bothered. By the looks of things, it might just happen. No homework. Teacher’s seem just as tired as the students and not much more enthusiastic. In the I.T room, Mr Leather sits at the top of the classroom behind his desk, waiting for the first rabble to appear. And in the Science room Miss Fudge is busy getting all of the results of the science tests ready that everyone had to do, at the end of last year.



But it is different in one classroom. Mr Giles is actually looking forward to his first class. He teachers English and has the new, year 11s first. It’s the year 11s last year at school and so you would think that they would be working really hard to get good grades in their GCSE’s at the end of the year. But the year has so many trouble makers it’s hard for the pupils who want to work, to get much done.



But today Mr Giles is glad to have the top set year 11s. In the top set is his favourite student, Willow Rosenberg.

Him and Willow seem to get on well as she has a will to learn unlike many people. She hangs around with her two friends, Buffy Summers, Xander Harris and his girlfriend Anya.

The four of them are inseparable. This year though one of them has been split up from the others. Anya has been moved down to the middle set, which has obviously upset Xander somewhat.



As the class quickly appear in the classroom and sit down Mr Giles gives the gang a small smile, and they signal back with a wave.

Once all the students are settled Mr Giles welcomes them all back to school.

“I hope you all had a good holiday, and are ready to work hard, for all your exams that are coming up at the end of the year,” he says.

The class erupt into large moans and groans.

“Ok well, try and work your best, it’s important you know,” he says, getting ready for his big announcement.



Meanwhile just outside the classroom a girl stands, waiting nervously. A new pupil. All she can wonder is what everyone’s going to be like and if they’re going to be nice and if she’ll make any friends.



“Right now class, I have an announcement! We have a student joining us for our last year,” he says walking over to door.

The class sit in silence waiting to see just who this new student is. Boy or girl. Pretty or ugly.

“She’s called Tara Maclay,” he carries on.

Some of the girls moan at the fact it’s a girl. As they wish it were a ‘fit’ looking boy that maybe they could snag first!

Willow, Buffy and Xander can’t wait to see the new student.



Mr Giles opens the door and pops his head round and says something to the new girl, which no one else can hear. He then moves out of the way and lets her in.

As all eyes stare towards the door a nervous looking blonde girl appears at the door. She is wearing a skirt to her knees and her tie done up. Her hair flows freely down covering part of her face as she lowers her face at the floor. Through the hair you can see that she is going a bit red. Mr Giles puts a hand on her shoulder for support.

“Do you want to take a seat? There’s one on the front row by Buffy. I’m sure she’ll look after you,” he says smiling at Buffy.



Tara begins to move slowly past Xander then Willow then comes up past Buffy and sits down next to her.

“Hi, Tara. I’m Buffy,” she says cheerfully, smiling at Tara.

Tara replies with a smile and a ‘hi’.

Xander then pokes his head round Willow and Buffy to speak.

“Hi I’m Xander by the way,” he grins.

“Hi nice to meet you,” she says already feeling welcome.



Maybe it won’t be too bad after all. She thinks to herself.



The class begins and Mr Giles begins to write something on the board. Tara notices that the red haired girl sat in between Buffy and Xander hasn’t said anything. She doesn’t mind, but for some reason she really wants to know her name. She resists asking anyone as Mr Giles has started talking.



Maybe I’ll find out later. I hope so. She thinks.



As the class is about half way through Willow notices Xander’s not doing his work. She looks at his notebook and sees that he’s scribbling something in lots of bright colours. At first she thinks it’s just something about Anya, but on a second glance she notices him writing a T on the page.



Since when has Anya or Xander had a T in it? She wonders.



Sneakily she twists her head a little further to see the page better. When she spots what he’s written she really wants to laugh. Or either give him a smack!

He has written TARA IS FIT!

“Hey Xander, what you writing?” asks Willow.

“N…Nothing!” he says.

“Oh yeah! Don’t worry I know what it says! You should stop or I’ll tell Anya!” giggles Willow.

“No! I’ll stop! I was just…” says Xander.

“You two! I’m trying to teach here! It would be nice if you listened!” says Mr Giles, surprised it was Xander and Willow.

All eyes turned to face the two of them.

“Sorry,” says Xander.

“Ok then,” he replies carrying on with the class.



The rest of the class goes fine. Buffy helps Tara with some of the books she doesn’t have. And Willow checks Xander’s not writing anything he shouldn’t be.



The only thing that’s bothering Tara is the redhead. She has sneaked a few unnoticed glances at her, and she now really thinks the girl is extremely pretty. Well she’ll have to wait for break time to talk to her.



This class is going to go so slow! She thinks.



TBC...



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I hope you like it. Please leave comments about what you think. New bit soon hopefully.

Luv Hannah



Edited by: musicmad10 at: 1/11/04 7:58 am
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:)

Postby Whinse » Sat Jan 10, 2004 7:56 pm

Oh! This is really cute! I can just imagine poor Tara; all nervous and scared!



Hope for an update soon!

Whinse
 


Re: Not So Sweet 15!

Postby taralicious » Sun Jan 11, 2004 10:11 am

The image of Tara in a British schoolgirl uniform is just:drool .

I can imagine Tara being nervous about wanting to fit in and hope that she can find someone who'll accept her for her.

She needn't worry as the sparkage recognition between her and Willow flows across time and space encompassing all manner of variation in their identities but it always remains constant.:willow :tara

taralicious
 


Chapter 2

Postby musicmad10 » Sun Jan 11, 2004 8:05 pm

Thank you for the replies, this chapter, may turn out slightly differnet then you may think, so be warned!



Chapter 2- Break Time





The bell. Best part of the day. It’s there for a good purpose; it stands for fun! Or at least it’s meant too! It rings for break time, lunchtime and best of all end of school!



It is 10.30am at Sunnydale High. First day back, and already everyone’s ready to leave again! Mr Giles is finishing his lesson with top set year 11, when the trusty bell sounds. As it does so you can hear the sounds of joy and relief fill the classroom.

“Ok everyone, off you go and enjoy your break!” he says. “Fewh! I need some tea, in a minute!” he sighs to himself, while cleaning his glasses.



As the students rush out of the door, his favourite small group still pack up. He watches as Willow teases Xander quietly about something, and Buffy is explaining to Tara where they normally go for break. As he watches them, he notices that Willow hasn’t said anything in the lesson at all. This is very strange for her. Mr Giles walks over to them.



“Hey you four!” he says cheerfully.

The group pause what they’re doing and look at Mr Giles and say ‘Hi’ back.

“So Tara, how are you getting on?” he asks.

“Oh, um, fine thank you, Mr Giles,” she replies with a smile.

“Good, good,” he smiles back.

“Don’t worry, I’ll look after her!” says Buffy proudly, putting her arm round Tara.

“Well, thanks Buffy,” he replies.

Buffy grins at Tara friendly and helps clear up some of her books.



Buffy seems ever so nice. This is so much better then my old school. I already have a friend. That’s already better then before! Thinks Tara, as she secretly smiles to herself.



Mr Giles then sees Willow about to leave the classroom, so he calls out to her.

“Hey! Willow! Can I just ask you something?” he says.

Willow turns round and joins the ranks of the smiling gang, and walks over quietly.

“I don’t want to sound strange or anything, but are you sure you’re ok? You just seem very quiet,” he asks.

“Yes, I’m fine,” she says quickly.

“Well that’s alright then, just checking,” he says and says ‘Bye’ to the group and leaves.



Willow. That’s her name. It suits her. It’s pretty, like her. Oh, I shouldn’t be saying that! I don’t think she even likes me at all. I mean she hasn’t said anything to me or even looked at me. I mean of course she doesn’t have too, I mean I’m nothing special, but it would be nice. Sighs Tara sadly.



Suddenly the group spots Anya at the door.

“Hiya, folks!” she says cheerfully.

“Anya! Hi, how was science?” asks Xander walking over to her.

“Oh, great! We did biology!” she grins.

“And that’s great?” asks Buffy.

“Yeah, we did the reproductive system. That involves sex!” she says with her smile growing wider.

“Well, funnily enough, yes!” replies Buffy rolling her eyes.

“Sorry I said anything!” moans Anya.

“Oh Tara, this is Anya, Xander’s cuddle bunny!” giggles Buffy.

“Hey! No mentions of Bunnies in hearing distance of me!” squeals Anya.

“Yes, in other word, girlfriend. Anya’s my girlfriend,” says Xander giving Buffy an evil stare.

“I get that girlfriend. And no mention of that creature, check!” smiles Tara.

“I think I like this girl!” smiles Anya having cheered up.



The group then move outside to sit on the grass. Even though it is September it seems unseasonably warm. Xander and Anya sit down first and lean again the big oak tree. Buffy and Tara then sit down next to each other giggling about something. Willow is the last to sit. She decides to sit next to Xander almost facing Tara.

“This school seems quite nice,” states Tara.

“Well after a week or two, you’ll see it’s just as bad as every other school,” says Buffy.

“Well it’s better then my last school. I mean I got on with let’s say. No one!” she says looking slightly sad.

“That’s terrible, how could you have no friends? You seem lovely!” smiles Buffy; “You’ve got us now!”

Everyone shakes his or her heads to signal ‘yes’. Tara looks towards Willow, who doesn’t seem to be moving. But Tara notices that as soon as she looks at Willow, Willow immediately looks away.



It’s as if she’s watching me. But not wanting me too know. Strange! Ponders Tara.



“So what’s ya favourite subject at school?” asks Anya, trying to find out more about the person who hasn’t teased her yet.

“Well, um, I like art,” answers Tara.

“Oh cool, you’ll like our art teacher. She’s nice. Miss White,” smiles Xander.

Tara quickly peeks at Willow out of the corner of her eye.



She’s looking at me! Oh gosh! But she looks like she’s eyeing me up. That’s not so good! I think I can defiantly say she hates me! I wish she didn’t. I can’t help feeling all these butterflies in my stomach, every time I see her! Thinks Tara.



Tara then decides to do something to Willow to see if she’ll respond. Tara quickly moves her head towards Willow and flashes her a great big friendly smile. Willow sees this and it looks as if her eyes are going to bulge out of their sockets. Tara sees this expression, and the smile fades. Willow looks everywhere, but at Tara and begins to stand.

“Hey Will, where are you going?” asks Buffy.

“Somewhere, I’ll tell ya later. Oh I’ll see you after school,” she says and begins to walk away, with a miserable face.

“Wait, up! What about lessons? Aren’t you going to em?” asks Xander.

“No, don’t need to. I’ll explain later,” she says and hurries off.



Buffy and Xander look puzzled at each other. Willow has never just gone off like that.

“Well, that was strange!” says Buffy looking at Xander.

“Tell me about it, Weird!” he says.



Just then the bell rings, signalling the end of break.



TBC...

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I hope you like this. It will get better between the two eventually!

Luv Hannah





musicmad10
 


Re: Chapter 2

Postby littlecrazy80 » Sun Jan 11, 2004 8:48 pm

Loved the update!

What´s up with Willow?



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

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Re: Chapter 2

Postby xita » Mon Jan 12, 2004 5:28 pm

Willow's behavior is interesting, maybe she has a big crush and just can't admit it. Well that's what it sounds like anyway! Thanks for the updates!

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Re: Chapter 2

Postby Footman311 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 3:47 am

Hey great fic so far:applause



I am finding it kind of hard to follow but only because the school years are different from thsoe I am in.



And love how the scoobies have already accepted Tara she definatly deserves friends

Lifes a bowl of punch G'head and spike it-Nick Hexum

Footman311
 


Re: Chapter 2

Postby TaraBaby77 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 4:01 am

WOOHOO!!! I like this fic already.... and it's only on the second chapter....COOL!!! Anyway, I think this fic has a lot in it's future......okay gimme gimme more, pretty please??? Great work, great fic.... Hope to see more soon. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

TaraBaby77
 


Re: Chapter 2

Postby Tempest Duer » Tue Jan 13, 2004 5:57 am

Poor Willow, not being able to control her actions. And poor Tara for misinterpreting them. But...Willow and Tara... and... schoolgirls! Yay!

Willow: Hey Buff. One more thing. Buffy: Yeah? Willow: I’m gay. Buffy: Okay, Will. Xander owes me ten bucks.

~Remember to Breathe by Yellow Crayon

Tempest Duer
 


Chapter 3

Postby musicmad10 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 7:53 pm

Thank you everyone for your replies, it's nice to know you are enjoying it.



Chapter 3 – Conflicting Emotions





First day at school, is over. I’m now officially not a new, newbie! It was ok, I suppose. Apart from the fact I’m not thrilled about school in the first place anyway. I made three new friends, Buffy, Anya and Xander. I made one enemy, Willow. Talking of, I don’t see her anywhere. She’s not with her friends; that’s bad. I hope I haven’t scared her off. I don’t want her falling out with her friends just because of me! Oh God, what am I going to do?



Tara walks on to the bus and turns around to say bye to her best friends.

“See ya tomorrow,” smiles Buffy giving her a little hug.

“Yeah, hope you had a good day,” grins Xander, who’s holding Anya’s hand.

“I sure did, see you tomorrow,” she smiles and sits down next to a window.



Hey! Buffy hugged her! She doesn’t even know her very well, and she still hugged her! I hardly ever get a hug off anyone! That is so not fair! Thinks Willow as she spies on her friends from behind a wall.



As Willow sees the buses leave from the drive, she begins to walk out from her hiding place. Xander just happens to turn around at that very moment.

“Hey Will! It’s you!” he shouts waving at her.

“Yes it’s me silly!” she jokes back.

“What are you doing round there? You’re not smoking are you? That’s where all the smokers go!” says Xander more straight faced.

“No! Don’t be silly!” she says walking right over to the gang.

“Well, let me check. Breathe on me!”

“No! Don’t be sick!” she replies.

“Well, I wanna know where you’ve been all day. Smoking might explain some of the disappearance act, but the rest?” asks Xander as all the gang become partially interested.

“Look, I don’t smoke, ok! And I just had to do some coursework and stuff, that’s all,” she says and begins to walk off.

“Hey!” shouts Buffy running after her.

“Yes?” replies Willow.

“I haven’t even said hi yet, and you’re just leaving?” she asks.

“Yes! With you lot just accusing me of stuff I wouldn’t do, there’s not much point of sticking around,” she huffs.

“Well, I said nothing. I’m just, well, worried. You’ve been so quiet today. And well I hate to say this, but moody as well,” says Buffy putting her hand on Willow’s shoulder.

“Well, I can’t help it. Well I’m going home so if you guys are coming with me you’d better hurry up!” she smiles as she begins to sound more cheerful.

Buffy smiles at Willow and calls out to their friends.



It’s good for Xander, Willow and Buffy as they all live down the same street, like neighbours. Today however Anya is going to Xander’s house so she is joining their daily walk home.

“Yeah, I said that too! That was the right answer right?” asks Buffy excitedly.

“That’s what I wrote, so that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s right!” grins Xander.

“Tara told me after wards what she wrote, so I think it’s ok. I mean how confusing was that test?” sighs Buffy.

“Tara’s cool, isn’t she?” says Xander.

“Yeah, and she didn’t take the mick out of my creature dislike,” says Anya shivering at the thought of Bunnies.

“You mean phobia!” laughs Buffy.

“Hey Xander, tell her to stop taking the micky out of me!” says Anya in a grumpy voice.

“Buffy? Please?” begs Xander.

“Tara said…” began Buffy.

“Will you shut up! My God, you just can’t stop talking!” shouts Willow staring at her friends.



The three of them stop, and stare in wonder at Willow. They’ve never seen her so angry and annoyed.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” asks Buffy.

“Oh just, you keep going on about Tara this, Tara that! Can’t we change the subject?” pleads Willow.

“I knew you didn’t like her! It’s so obvious!” laughs Anya.

“I don’t hate her!” says Willow, in a matter of fact voice.

“Come on, you do. Why do you, ok not hate her, but dislike her?” asks Xander, looking at his best friend like she was an alien or something.

“Well, I don’t want to sound mean, but, she’s very ugly! And she’s thick and she’s not cool at all!” she replies with a straight face.

The group look back at her with their mouths open. They didn’t know Willow could be so, well, cold-hearted!



God! What did I say that for? I’m so stupid! I mean I couldn’t say what I really thought! I mean ugly? Yeah right! She’s so beautiful. And thick? I don’t think so, and well un cool! That’s a laugh; her eyes are cool enough as it is. Blue, that’s a cool colour! Sighs Willow to herself.



“You just said you didn’t want to be mean! Yeah right! That was damn right horrible!” protests Xander.

“Well,” says Willow blushing, while trying to think of a come back.

“Well, what? You don’t even know her. You haven’t even tried. So how come we all like her and you don’t hey? Are we all ugly, thick and un cool as well?” snaps Xander.

“Sorry guys,” says Willow looking as if she’s just been punched in the face, and is about to cry.

“Oh Will, just promise us you’ll talk to her a bit. Get to know her before you judge?” says Buffy putting her arm around Willow.

“Ok, I’ll talk to her tomorrow. I promise,” she says.

“Good, glad to hear it. Well here’s our stop, so see you tomorrow,” says Xander as he walks over the road with Anya.

“Bye!” say Buffy and Willow in unison.



Oh no! Talk to her! I’ll more like make a prat out of myself! Sighs Willow.



“Well, I’ll see you tomorrow, think about what I said. Tara is nice really, you’ll find out. And don’t worry, you’re still my bestest friend, you always will be, if that’s what your thinking,” smiles Buffy hugging Willow.

“Ok thanks. See ya,” smiles Willow and walks in her house.



Two hours have passed by, and Willow is sitting on her bed trying to find something on the TV that’s actually descent! But no luck. She switches of the television and lies on her bed, staring at the ceiling. She then begins to think about the one thing that made her turn on the TV to try to not think about it. Tara!



What am I going to do? I am so stupid and I am so mean! I can’t believe I said all those things to Buffy and Xander! I am an unbelievably silly person! Why couldn’t I just tell them the truth? That I sort of like her? Well I do like her, in a different way then normal! But on the other hand, no I can’t tell them! I mean I’m straight; also I don’t even know if I like her like that. Most of me is, but some part of me still isn’t so sure. Well only tomorrow will tell!



TBC....



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I hope you like this. Finally she has admitted that she has feelings for Tara! Woohoo!

Luv Hannah



musicmad10
 


Re: Chapter 3

Postby TaraBaby77 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 8:53 pm

Holy Moly!!! I didn't think Willow could even lie about hating Tara.... :sob . Anyhoo, I really really like this fic. What an update!!! Great stuff. I can't wait to read more. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

TaraBaby77
 


Re: Chapter 3

Postby littlecrazy80 » Tue Jan 13, 2004 9:38 pm

Never thought Willow could say such mean things about Tara. But now we know that she likes her instead of hating. Hope there will be some talking in the next chapter.



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

littlecrazy80
 


Re: Chapter 3

Postby The Rose24 » Wed Jan 14, 2004 4:59 am

I really do not like Willow's behavior now. I hope she gets it together soon.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


The Rose24
 


replies

Postby musicmad10 » Wed Jan 14, 2004 5:57 pm

Hello everyone, thank you for your replies.



TaraBaby77- Hi, it might be bad that she said all those horrid things about Tara, but it's just a cover up for her real feelings. And i'm glad you're enjoting it.



littlecrazy80- Well Willow didn't really want to say all those things! And yes there will be some talking!



The Rose24- Yes Willow is behaving strange, but she's just shy about all these new feelings she's having. I mean she still thinks she's straight! And it has to be hard to not know and understand your feelings!



Next update either later today, or tomorrow.

Luv Hannah

musicmad10
 


Re:

Postby hellyeahallday » Wed Jan 14, 2004 6:09 pm

Hey Hannah, just want to say WD on the new fic :applause , I'm enjoying this fic a lot. I like the other fics you have posted too.

Cheers for the good reads!



Charlie

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Re: Not So Sweet 15!

Postby Footman311 » Wed Jan 14, 2004 11:38 pm

Hey nice date, good to see Willow is going to talk to Tara:applause



Can't wait for the next update! hope it's soon

Lifes a bowl of punch G'head and spike it-Nick Hexum

Footman311
 


Re: Not So Sweet 15!

Postby Tempest Duer » Thu Jan 15, 2004 5:23 am

God, Willow! Stop being so dense! Just because you like the girl doesn't mean you have to pretend to hate her!



I did that once... it didn't turn out well.



Okay dude, stop talking to the characters. They're not going to answer you, and they can't hear you.



Great, now I'm talking to myself.



Uh, cool fic! Nice update!

Willow: Hey Buff. One more thing. Buffy: Yeah? Willow: I’m gay. Buffy: Okay, Will. Xander owes me ten bucks.

~Remember to Breathe by Yellow Crayon

Tempest Duer
 


Chapter 4

Postby musicmad10 » Thu Jan 15, 2004 7:12 pm

Hey Guys! Here's the next part. It's quite short, but it's a gooden!



Chapter 4 – First Word



“Did you do all that homework?”

“Buffy? Me and homework? Do they sound right? No!” grins Xander.

“Well did you even look at it?”

“Um, yeah. That was history right?” asks Xander.

“Well yeah! It was too confusing. I bet Willow will understand it. Hey Will?” says Buffy, nudging Willow with her elbow.

Willow doesn’t reply, she just stares into space.



Help! I have to talk to her today, I promised! Oh no! Ok calm down. It’s only a person. I’ve never been this nervous about speaking to someone. It’s weird. Ok I was in a Spanish-speaking exam, but that’s a different language so I can be excused.



“Willow!” shouts Buffy in Willow’s ear.

“Huh? Huh? What? Is the fire bell going?” asks Willow totally out of it.

Anya, Buffy and Xander all begin to laugh.

“Wishful thinking! But sadly no,” grins Xander.

“W…what then?”

“About this history homework…” starts Buffy.



All of a sudden a bus appears.

“That’s Tara’s!” shouts Buffy as she spots Tara and waves at her.

“So, it is,” says Willow quietly.



Ok, now, compose yourself!



“Hi guys!” smiles Tara as she steps off the bus.

Suddenly Willow’s vision goes slow, just like a movie.



Oh my, she looks good in school uniform. If anyone can do that, they must be darn pretty without it on. Um not that I mean it in a naked sort of way. No Willow get your brain out of the gutter, now!



Willow smiles nervously.

Tara says hi to Buffy, Xander and Anya. Finally she reaches Willow, and wonders whether to say anything.



Shall I? I mean maybe she was just shy on the first day?



“Hi Willow,” smiles Tara nervously.



She said hi, to me! God what do I say?



Willow just smiles shyly and looks at the floor.



The gang can feel the tension in the air. Everyone for miles probably can, so decide to leave the pair alone.

“Um, I’m gonna get a drink. Anyone coming?” asks Xander, staring back and forth between Buffy and Anya.

“Yes, we’ll come with you, won’t we Anya!” says Buffy taking hold of Anya’s arm and beginning to drag her away.

“But what about?”

“They need to talk!” whispers Buffy.

The trio walks off whispering and giggling, leaving Willow and Tara behind.



My God, they’ve left me behind! Not fair! Thinks Willow.



God! What am I going to do? I’ll try and talk to her. Thinks Tara.



“Hi,” is all Tara can manage.

Willow looks up at her and grins, and moves a bit on her feet.



She’s weird. She won’t say anything. Anyone would think she has a crush on me! No don’t think that! No she doesn’t Tara! Don’t be stupid! She wouldn’t have a crush on me. Would she? Ponders Tara, whilst getting a slight blush to her face at the thought.



As Tara sees Willow looking once again at the floor, she turns around to find her friends. Just as she starts to walk away, she hears a small, ‘hi’ coming from behind her.

She turns around and sees Willow looking at her as red as her hair and shuffling nervously around. Almost as if she needs the loo.



She spoke to me! It’s her first word; she’s spoken to me! Sighs Tara in her head. She looks so sweet, she’s blushing and she is so sweet! God, stop thinking like that!



Oh no! I look like an idiot. I can’t stop feeling hot and blushing. God me! Stand still! Smiles Willow nervously.



“Hi Willow,” grins Tara walking over.

As Tara comes right up to Willow, Willow can’t help but to nervously fiddle with her shirt.

“It’s ok Willow. You don’t need to be nervous around me. I don’t want to scare you. I just want us to be friends,” grins Tara, gently taking Willow’s hand away from her shirt.

Willow looks directly into Tara’s eyes and also grins.

“So are you coming?” asks Tara putting her hand on Willow’s arm.



She’s touching me! Breathe! Breathe! Breathe Willow!



Willow nods and goes to grab her bag. Tara slowly turns back around and secretly smiles as she has now heard Willow’s first word!





TBC......



musicmad10
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby littlecrazy80 » Thu Jan 15, 2004 10:13 pm

Great update! Tara + schoolunifrom = yummy



Quote:
She’s touching me! Breathe! Breathe! Breathe Willow!


:rofl



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

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Re: Chapter 4

Postby allykat » Fri Jan 16, 2004 12:01 am

Hiya! I'm liking this muchly! I'm so glad that W+T are talking (and blushing and just being darn adorable!) Can't wait to read more!!

allykat
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby TaraBaby77 » Fri Jan 16, 2004 4:13 am

Great update!!! She spoke!!! She really really really spoke!!! It's about frilly hecking time, heehee. If that was me, with Tara in a school uniform, I don't think she could get me to stop talking, LOL!!! Anyway, I love where this fic is going and how it's getting there. Great job. Now, pretty please, keep them updates comin'. =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

TaraBaby77
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby The Rose24 » Fri Jan 16, 2004 4:25 am

Well, I am glad they are sort of communicating. :lol



Tara is very perceptive. She has a feeling Willow may be crushing on her. :blush

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


The Rose24
 


Re: Chapter 4

Postby Tempest Duer » Fri Jan 16, 2004 8:59 pm

Well, they've exchanged a couple of words... that's a start at least. This is very cute. Especially Willow and Tara in those school uniforms... :drool -worthy to, like, a lot.

Willow: Hey Buff. One more thing. Buffy: Yeah? Willow: I’m gay. Buffy: Okay, Will. Xander owes me ten bucks.

~Remember to Breathe by Yellow Crayon

Tempest Duer
 


Replies

Postby musicmad10 » Sat Jan 17, 2004 12:25 pm

Wow! Lots of replies, goodie!



littlecrazy80- I take it you'd like to see her in a school uniform! I agree she would look good.



allykat- I'm glad you're enjoying the story. I had to make the exchange of words awkward. That means lots of blushing and cuteness!



TaraBaby77- Yes, she spoke! I agree it took her a long enough! I should be updating sometime, later today!



The Rose24- Yes Tara has had an eye on Willow. It is sort of obvious anyway. It's like when they say, if a boy picks on a girl they most likly fancy them! Only this time it's a girl.



Tempest Duer- Yes, everyone likes the school uniforms! Just as well i did it using the English schools, huh?



********************************************************************************************



I'll be posting the next chapter, hopefully later today. So keep checking!

luv Hannah

musicmad10
 


Chapter 5

Postby musicmad10 » Sat Jan 17, 2004 1:29 pm



Chapter 5 –Boyfriends!



Break time comes quickly. It’s Tuesday, Tara’s second day at the new school. Already she has made 3 new friends. And maybe soon, another! As the group sit down Xander secretly pulls Willow back a bit, and whispers something to her.

“You promised me you’d speak to Tara, so do it! Please?” he says.

“Yes, I’ll do it,” replies Willow, not wanting to tell Xander she already said hi.



Does hi even count? Ok it’s a word! Thinks Willow as she sits down with the rest of the group.



To make the point that she will talk to Tara, Willow sits down right next to Tara. The group look slightly amazed at her, but as she glares at them, and they all carry on doing what they were doing before. She turns her head slightly towards Tara and gives her a small shy smile. Tara is so happy that Willow has become slightly more relaxed around her and grins back.



Wow! She is so pretty. Even her smile! Thinks Willow.



As the pair stares at each other smiling, Anya breaks the moment. The pair stare at her, noticing that no one saw them looking at each other.



“Well Tara, do you want anything to eat?” asks Anya.

“No, um, I’m fine thanks,” she says.

“Well ok. I’m getting something, anyone else want anything?” she asks.

Everyone sounds no.

“Fine, I’ll go by myself!” replies Anya standing up.

“I’ll go with you,” suggests Xander.

“Ok, come on!” she says, taking his hand and dragging him up.

“See you guys later!” shouts Xander as he’s dragged away.



As the three of them left, watch the pair go off towards the door Tara says something.

“Those two go everywhere together!” she giggles.

“Yeah they do! Maybe not to the toilet! Then again, I’m not sure!” says Buffy.

Tara looks disgusted at the thought.

“Buffy!” says Willow shocked, nudging Buffy.

“What?!” laughs Buffy.



Then there’s silence. They look at each other nervously, waiting. Waiting for someone to say something and break the dead silence.



Go on, say something! Anything! Thinks Willow, nervously.



“So, Tara,” starts Willow.



Come on! What shall I say? Willow thinks desperately.



“Yes, Willow?” asks Tara looking at her.

“So um, do you… do you, um, haveaboyfriend?” rushes Willow.

“Huh?” says Tara having not understood the question.

“Um, ok. Do you have a boyfriend?” she asks quietly lowering her head and blushing.

Tara just stares at her, just as embarrassed.



What on earth, am I going to say! Shall I tell them the truth that I don’t even like boys, or do I just say that I don’t have a boyfriend? Thinks Tara. I suppose I might as well tell the truth. I mean they’re bound to find out sooner or later anyway!



“Well?” asks Buffy, expectantly.

“Um, no,” says Tara.



Did she just say no? Thinks Willow as she slowly lifts her head up slightly.



“Why not? I would have thought you being so pretty, you would have?” says Buffy rather shocked.

“Well it’s very nice of you to say that, but to tell you the truth, I don’t actually like boys!” she says getting quieter as she sentence progresses.

“You don’t like boys!” says Buffy shocked that anyone wouldn’t like the gender!

“Well, no. This is very embarrassing and I haven’t told anyone before, but I sort of like girls!” she says turning bright red.

“Oh!” says Buffy.



She likes girls! Oh my god! Thinks Willow getting all excited, even though she didn’t say she liked her.



Buffy’s face is a picture. You can see lots of thoughts running around inside her head.



“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. Obviously. I’ll go!” says Tara, standing up and taking her bag.

“Bye you two,” she says looking like she’s about to cry, and walks off.



Oh Buffy! Good one! I’m not having her cry on the second day of school that is not fair! Thinks Willow standing up, and grabbing her bag.



Oh what have I done! I should have just kept my mouth shut! Cries Tara running towards the toilets.



All of a sudden she feels a hand on her shoulder, and hears panting. Tara turns her head round and looks straight into a pair of green eyes.



It’s Willow, what is she doing? Why is she following me? Not that I’m complaining but, I thought she was as shocked as Buffy!



As Tara looks past the eyes she moves down and sees a big smile. Tara blinks her eyes in disbelief.

“Um, hi. What are you doing here?” she asks, trying to stop crying.

As Willow sees how much Tara has been crying she can’t help but to hug her. So she puts down her bag and swings her arms round Tara’s body.



Wow! Now she’s even hugging me! Thinks Tara, jumping up and down inside.



“I am just worried, and have come to look after you!” says Willow in Tara’s ear as she hugs her.

“Well thank you,” smiles Tara.

“It’s ok. I have to apologize for Buffy,” smiles Willow letting go of Tara and stepping back slightly.

“It’s fine, it’s just…it doesn’t matter,” says Tara, her tears now stopped.

“Are you sure?” asks Willow.

“Yeah, I’m ok,”

“Good, well I think we’d better go to the loos and clean up the tears before class,” smiles Willow.

“Good idea,” smiles Tara and starts to walk to the loos.

“Hang on!” shouts Willow, “I’m coming too!”

“Huh?”

“Yeah, I said we?” grins Willow catching up with Tara.

“Ok, if you want? You’ve changed since yesterday. You didn’t want to be near me!” says Tara sadly.

“Well, I’ve changed my mind. I like you, a lot!” grins Willow blushing slightly.

“Ok come on then!” smiles Tara.



Willow and Tara step inside the toilets to find it empty.

“It’s usually full, strange!” states Willow.

“Well maybe no one drank anything today! You know so they don’t need to, um go!” smiles Tara.

Willow begins to giggle.

Tara walks up to the sink and takes some tissue, and dampens it, to make it easier to get rid of the stains on her cheeks. She begins to slowly wipe under eyes.

“So, um Willow. Do you have a boyfriend, just out of interest,” asks Tara.

“Uh, no,” she says walking over, “Never had one either. I’ve never even gone out with anyone before, sad huh?” says Willow sadly.

“Don’t worry, neither have I?” she replies.

Tara stops wiping her cheeks to smile at Willow. As they do so Willow walks really close to Tara and takes the tissue from her hand.

“Can I do it?” she asks grinning.

Tara can only nod a yes.



As Willow begins, Tara takes a sharp intake of breath.

All of a sudden Willow leans right up to Tara’s ear, to whisper something to her.

“Do you know you’re beautiful?” she says quietly.

Tara hears this and feels like she’s going to explode, but just as she thinks it can’t get any better, it does.



Ok be brave Willow!



Just as Willow comes away from Tara’s ear she lightly kisses her cheek. She smiles as she sees the shock on Tara’s face. The shock turns into a big grin as she turns to face Willow.

Tara is just about to say something when the bells for the end of break rings.

“Come on! We have classes!” grins Willow, taking hold of Tara’s hand and leading her out of the door.





TBC...



musicmad10
 


Re: Chapter 5

Postby hellyeahallday » Sat Jan 17, 2004 5:10 pm

MEAN! Lol. Nice chapter Hannah! WD :clap



Charlie

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby littlecrazy80 » Sat Jan 17, 2004 7:09 pm

Yay for brave Willow! :applause



*lil´c*

I´m an actress... I don´t pee. Amber in Augsburg



SweetAmber

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Re: Chapter 5

Postby Tempest Duer » Sun Jan 18, 2004 4:17 am

Umm... dittoing Littlecrazy here... yay for brave Willow.



How cute is that? Just a little kiss, but hey... it's a kiss. In chapter 5, no less.

Willow: Hey Buff. One more thing. Buffy: Yeah? Willow: I’m gay. Buffy: Okay, Will. Xander owes me ten bucks.

~Remember to Breathe by Yellow Crayon

Tempest Duer
 


Re: Chapter 5

Postby TaraBaby77 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 5:36 am

Okay, maybe you didn't get the memo... Cliffhanger, totally against the law. BIG TIME!!! heehee. What an awesome update. And, of course, Buffy, she sure can bring down the house. But, still, I think it went very well. And Willow, heehee, she's.....Willow. Taking pleasure out of seeing the shock face on Tara, priceless. Anyway, love what you got going here. Can't wait to see more, so, how about another update??? How about now??? What about now??? Now??? LOL!!! Great work!!! =)

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'


"It's about two people,
regardless of sex, who love each other and treat each other with compassion and
respect."

TaraBaby77
 


Re: Chapter 5

Postby The Rose24 » Sun Jan 18, 2004 6:37 am

Our ladies are so cute.



I am glad they are talking more.







Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


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