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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby tommo » Mon Jul 01, 2002 3:46 pm

Thanks ladies. Again, you're really managing to stand firm to the connection you've created between Willow and Tara. That's always so wonderful to read. :)


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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Puff » Mon Jul 01, 2002 5:36 pm

Great update and I love all the twists and turns in the story. I have to say that I just loved the part when Tara told Willow basically to go back to sleep.

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby witchbitchwillow » Mon Jul 01, 2002 6:05 pm

wahooo, great update, i cant wait to find out what happens next :d



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Loco2 » Mon Jul 01, 2002 6:15 pm

yay, more updates. if madelaine is maladic, then this could go very very wrong. and, yeah, i'm agreeing with everyone else; i like this xander so much better than sappy, annoying, yellow crayon xander.

i liked tara telling willow to go back to sleep, too. how sweet.



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WiccansIllusion » Mon Jul 01, 2002 7:29 pm

yea more updates. Thanks. And a very nice one. Kinda with the group that Maladic/Madelene coming into town at the same time is odd..

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Jennpurr » Mon Jul 01, 2002 7:34 pm

Awww.. Tara falling asleep on Willow, how cute is that? :)



Cool update, girls. I liked how Tara heard Xander, even though it was Willow he was reaching out to. I'm looking forward to seeing what spin you give this fic next. ;)



Thank you,

Jen



Edited to add: YAY!!!! I made Teeny Tinkerbell Light. :bounce I'm happy now.

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

Edited by: Jennpurr  at: 7/2/02 10:35:52 am
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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby little wicca dude » Mon Jul 01, 2002 7:35 pm

wow dude



great updates, i hope everyones gonna be ok and that they kick this bad dudes' ass :)



cant wait for next bit



luv jillxx

"did i just say that? did i just say that too?"

My Scooby Page

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby oneinten » Mon Jul 01, 2002 7:40 pm

Excellent! Finally we know where the danger is...now to get Xander out....



I love this story guys and can't wait for more. Also the last scene between Willow and Tara was soooo sweet. Sigh..mushfest in my office now.. :love



more please! :bounce :bounce



oneinten
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby MadeinNZ » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:04 am

And the good just keeps on coming. Great stuff.

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"When someone falls for Willow, they stay fallen" - Normal Again

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The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby Beth Dragon » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:14 am

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Madalene wasn’t quite sure what the norm was but everyone had seemingly found their station within the chaos once they relocated to the Magic Box. Tara and Willow had barely noticed the covert move and were now comfortably asleep together on the makeshift bed of crash mats in the back. Dawn, who had fallen asleep on the drive over, had gone to crawl back there with them. Partly as a first line of defence with the large sword she’d taken off the wall and placed near her mat



Buffy on the other hand was completely awake and honestly driving the spellcaster crazy as she paced a firm groove into the floor of the shop. While the demon was sat behind the counter ranting about how horrible this was of Xander to make her worry.



“What spell do you have planned?” Buffy asked of Madalene as she paced never looking up.



“Well as I have explained I don’t do dark magic.” Madalene carefully closed the tome she was reading but kept her finger in the page she was skimming through. “So I am going to have to walk a fine line in order to properly make myself known to him.”



“Well no falling over the line ok.” Buffy pointed out. “Done all the fighting I want to with dark magic.”



“I have no intention, don’t worry.” Madalene nodded that she understood. “I was thinking perhaps about turning his own minions against him.”



“Subversion, gotta love that.” Buffy glanced up briefly.



“How do you know that?” Anya questioned her a bit surprised. “Have you really been reading all these years?”



“Well unlike Xander I’ve not had a girlfriend to faun over for the last God knows how long so I have to pay some attention.” Buffy bit back at her instantly.



“Sorry I was just surprised.” Anya frowned.



“No, I’m sorry.” Buffy shook her head realising she’d over reacted.



“It will be a type of subversion yes. I hope to be able to call to them in a way they can’t resist so that in best case scenario Maladic comes to see who dares mess with him snakes.” Madalene smiled now that the slight tiff was over. She understood how high everyone’s tempers must be as they holed up here scared.



“I need to go out and do something.” Buffy bounced a little on the balls of her feet.



“Well perhaps we could scout a good location to centre them too?” Madalene offered knowing that she wasn’t particularly tired either.



“Great idea.” Buffy looked up and actually smiled at Madalene. “Both are great ideas.”



“Good, please get the impending apocalypse far away from my store.” Anya tried to bring back some normal tone to her words.



“We’ll find Xander Anya, I promise.” Buffy smiled at the demon as she moved to the door. Madalene quickly put a few things in her bag before following the Slayer out.



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The spellcaster followed the Slayer through the dark recesses of the cemetery making sure not to break the blonde’s concentration or impose on her as they moved.



“Maladic’s got them spooked.” Buffy glanced around the empty cemetery. “Not exactly good news.” She sighed loudly.



“Looks like it.” Madalene agreed. “Hopefully we can finish this soon and be free of him.”



“Yeah, though wouldn’t you have thought a mighty mage or whatever he is would have something more than a little stick standing between him and mortality.” Buffy said with a shrug.



“He does.” Madalene stopped realizing that Buffy didn’t understand. “Until you break the stick he has the font of all the magic he has trapped within it.”



“Yeah put it’s just a stick.” Buffy still didn’t grasp what was being said. “You know one good kick and snap!”



“Buffy, imagine that the strength and power of every vampire you had ever killed was in your stake.” Madalene motioned to the crafted wooden piece in the Slayer’s hand. “Now how easily are you going to give that stake to me and let me snap it in half?”



“I’m trying but Hell Xander broke my tree earlier and that was a tree not a stick.” Buffy replied frowning more. “Well no I’m not going to just give you the stake.” Almost irrationally she pulled the stake away from Madalene.



“Now what if you could harness the power in that state to make you stronger, faster, more powerful? Would you use that power to keep me from getting your stake?” Madalene tried to keep explaining.



“Okay I get the message, he’s not gonna just let me walk up and snap his stick.” Buffy shrugged and then screwed her nose up a littler “That sounded kinda….”



“Vulgar.” Madalene laughed a little with a grimace and Buffy managed a smile.



“Though hopefully I can keep him busy enough for you to do just that. Until you break the Contric there is no hope of defeating him.” Madalene admitted seriously.



“Yep, get that. He’s not going to hurt Xander is he? I mean if you wanted to have a yummy feast on magic and found you’d got a baseball instead, you wouldn’t want to destroy the baseball would you?” Buffy asked Madalene for her opinion.



“I don’t think so no, he only gains angering Willow by killing Xander and I think he’d rather have that card yet to play.” The spellcaster was honest.



“Its a great life huh.” Buffy gave a small sarcastic grin, but then turned her head in a flash as the bushes beside them shuddered a little. “Oh great now we get action.”



Madalene retreated a little towards the Slayer as the bushes rustled again. Buffy dug into her inside pocket in the jacket she wore and pulled out a small stake loaded cross bow.



“Here.” She pushed it towards Madalene. “Get ready.”



“What do I do with this?” Madalene held the object awkwardly.



“Hmmm did you miss something? Vampires!” Buffy put two fingers to her mouth in place of fangs. “They roam around and I kill them.” She took her stake and made stabbing motions with it.



“I know that bit.” The brunette held the crossbow by the string. “What do I do with this?” She looked confused. “I’m not a medieval archer.”



“You shoot at the vampires.” Buffy turned slowly to look at Madalene. “Whoa wait a minute.” She said frowning. “You’ve not done this before have you?”



“Why would you assume I had?” Madalene questioned her almost perturbed.



“Back from the dead, throwing spells around.” Buffy outlined her reasons.



“Use of weapons and killing no where in there.” She pointed out.



“I’m not criticising but this falls under the title of ‘things to tell the Slayer’ before volunteering to come out on a patrol with her.” Buffy outlined with a tight smile as the bushes shook again and two figures leapt out at them.



“I came to scout locations for the spell.” Madalene jumped back as the figured jumped. “You’re the Slayer.” She remarked trying to duck around a tombstone.



“It’s the middle of the night and we’re on a Hellmouth.” Buffy jumped as one of the vampire who took a clumsy swing at her. She flared out her fist and connected solidly with its jaw sending the undead creature to the ground. “Scouting and slaying - kinda go hand in hand.”



“Now she tells me.” Madalene awkwardly managed to push away from the strong arms that tried to grab her.



Buffy’s vampire assailant scrambled instantly up and threw itself at the Slayer bringing them both down and into a skirmish on the floor.



“Sorry.” She called to Madalene as she grabbled with the demon unable to see the spellcaster.



“Buffy!” The witch’s voice held a small amount of uncertainty and a lot more fear as she was tackled to the ground by the second vamp.



“Shit!” Buffy cracked her fist into the vamp’s face and scooted over to the other pair. Not sure what else to do at short notice, she grabbed the vampire’s legs and pulling him backwards off the witch praying that he hadn’t gotten a chance to bite her yet.



“Okay so how do you kill these things again? Does fire work?” Madalene spit out the mouthful of grass and dirt she’d been forced to indulge in when she hit the ground.



“Yeah sun, fire, all good.” Buffy dodged the first two blows he lashed out at her but the third struck her hard and then she was slammed into being the filling in a vampire slayer sandwich as the other vampire launched himself on her back.

It took the spellcaster a moment to fumble in her bag before she tipped white coloured oil onto her fingers.



“Inferno.” Madalene raised her hand up and pointed at the two vampires that immediately began to burn from the instant combustion. Buffy scrambled out of the middle of the withering wailing mess.



“Effective.” The Slayer turned and watched as the two vampires disintegrated.



“Elemental magicks.” Madalene smiled from her spot on the ground.

“Those I do.” She pushed herself up. “Xander wanted me to do it to the bugs, but I had nothing to assist in the ignition. With the oil and their clothes, which are highly flammable, it’s a simple spell.”



“And let me guess bugs are more flame retardant.” Buffy shrugged knowing she would never really need to know the logistics of the spell. “So how did you burn the bugs?”



“Xander had a magazine, I did a very controlled spontaneous ignition on that and then used an amplifying spell to make it into a fire ball.” Madalene brushed herself off. “But yes they were very fire retardant.”



“Lucky you had the magazine.” Buffy pressed her fingers to the small bleeding cut on her cheek and smiled.



“If not you’d be hunting down a horde of bugs for killing Xander and I.” Madalene dug around in her bag and offered the Slayer a handkerchief.

“Thanks.” Buffy took it and held it to her cheek. “And hey look at you!” The Slayer smiled brightly. “Your first fight and I’m the one with the bruises.”



“I’m sorry I didn’t think to mention before about my limited abilities.”

Madalene apologized softly.



“It’s ok, I shouldn’t have assumed.” Buffy shook her head. “Come on, lets scope around a little more and then head back. We’re gonna need rest.”



“We will.” The witch bent down to pick up the crossbow that picked the inopportune time to go off sending the bolt soaring through the air aimlessly. “Though you might have to show me how to use this so I don’t accidentally kill someone.” She added sheepishly.



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Edited by: Beth Dragon at: 7/2/02 3:20:43 pm
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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby Puff » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:22 am

Nice little update. I really like the build up of the whole story and all the information you give us. Can't wait to read more :)

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
Amber Benson

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby saphire tear » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:27 am

Great update! Great fic! It took me hours to read the other 37 pages of fic posts and comments! I gotta say this is one of the best pieces I have EVER read. I cant wait for the next part!



yay :tara is back!!!





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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby VampNo12 » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:35 am

Wonderful updates guys! I loved in the first part how Willow was trying to fight her medication when she heard Tara scream, but with Tara's reassurance Willow let the meds take affect. This just reinforces the connection between W&T that even with powerful drugs, Willow is able to hold off the affect if she thinks Tara needs her. Also Madalene as bait is an interesting scenario, and I looking forward to how this plan works out.



As for the second part, I liked the humor with the banter between Buffy and Madalene (ie the humor adds balance to the angst). I could so picture Madalene's face when Buffy handed her the crossbow, and wondered what to do with this weapon. Also found funny how Buffy was the one who in the end had bruises (from the fight), while Madalene the novice didn't get any. Can't wait for the next part!

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby Jennpurr » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:42 am

Hee hee... I love the banter between Mads and Buffy. :lol Very cool.



I loved the update. Very cool. Thank you. Can't wait to see what happens next. ;)



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow - late tuesday update

Postby LeatherQueen » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:53 am

Very nice update. Love the banter between Madalene and Buffy. :)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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thank you's continue...

Postby KathleenWolf » Tue Jul 02, 2002 1:18 am

oh my... you guys just make this all so so worth wild... and Beth's waffle is really great, but I guess it's time for my part...



Sparrow: ;) tequila in the forward cabin everyone!



Witchbitchwillow: glad you were able to catch up and that the kiss was worth it... :) ... and were so glad you have faith in us... promise it's not misplaced



Jennpurr: despite our prompting I don't think we can persuad Ruth to that show... I'm glad that the fic has been worth all the emotion... though my theory is they are always after the girls cause of how lovely and happy they are, you know bad evil creatures can't stand that... and woo hooo tiny tinkerbell light! way to go you!



Tommo: our Xander makes no yellow crayon penis metaphors... :D in ours it's just a crayon... but so glad we make you like him... damn you saw the light and I wasn't here the pre no more shows revelation! ... and the connection between W/T is something we could never stand in the way of



LeatherQueen: actually we have reason to believe this might be the official Xander the other was a horrible remnant of some evil plan... or we can hope!... and W/T snuggles are a big goal of ours whenever we can arrange it :)



BethanyB3: :) then longwinded it is, thank you



Darkmagicwillow: well we figured that after Xander's unexplainable talking down of the all powerful evil Willow someone might get the wrong idea... glad you enjoyed our take



TheRose24: she does... but have faith, just a bump in the road but the whole gang is there to help



molsongrrl: the snuggling was our fav part so far :)



WiccansIllusion: your welcome... thank you for reading, and well I guess the Madalene/Maladic won't be totally cleared up till the credits roll :D



MadeinNZ: laugh... yes Xander would be the only one to do that (and no nothing phallic!)... and we get the hint!, so glad you're still enjoying



Puff: nope don't mind... we love 'great update' and there are many twists left ;) ... and Tara is always looking out for her love, no matter what the chaos Willow is her main concern



Wolflord: have to say when we came up with the Black One it gave us the hibbie gibbies too... and hopefully most of the time we have updates for you when you check



No birthday cake: laugh... yes things would definately blow up if xander did magic... so glad you're enjoying the updates



VampNo12: well on top of W/T togetherness we are hoping to fix the fiasco of Hell's Bells and help out X/A as well... oh and though stuned Xander often has the odd brainwave... though mostly as you said his true colours always come through as a carpenter... and the Dark One was scary, but that time is over now... hope the next parts keep you reading



spazz07: so glad we're keeping you amused but also holding on for the updates... and we couldnt' resist some spontaneous Willow and Tara snuggles



Mollyig: she is... cause you know Anya, right intention but not always great application of such... oh yes Madalene is a good girl at heart... and the connection between our girls is very strong



pikescoob: no slacking... read the updates at your leisure... and hang on there, I'm sure the answer to your worry will be soon answered :)



Tulipp: well we wanted to show a progression in Dawn, after all she can't stay a little girl forever (sniff sniff)... so glad our twists and turns are keeping you guessing and intrigued



tiyodragon: wow... we've tried so hard with Xander... glad you enjoy!



Loco2: we encourage the sweet Tara... :) and I think with the gang all working together they will best any foe



little wicca dude: oh yes much kicking of the bad dude... :D



oneinten: we encourage the mushfest! so glad you like our take on things... and hopefully more soon



saphire tear: oh my hours! well one award for being very dedicated... and so glad that it was worth the effort... oh yeah Tara is back!



thanks to everyone for reading... we love you all!

hugs

kath and beth





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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WiccansIllusion » Tue Jul 02, 2002 1:22 am

Kath, we make this worth wild? Woo hoo! Hehe and awesome update, hehe burning vamps. To bad Buffy couldn't start on the magick kick..

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Jennpurr » Tue Jul 02, 2002 1:35 am

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Jennpurr: despite our prompting I don't think we can persuad Ruth to that show... I'm glad that the fic has been worth all the emotion... though my theory is they are always after the girls cause of how lovely and happy they are, you know bad evil creatures can't stand that... and woo hooo tiny tinkerbell light! way to go you!




Hee... I know. I :bounce when I saw my status changed. Thank you. ;)



I know... Ruth is being a spoil sport. :p



Yes, it has very much been worth all the emotion. Thank you. And I agree... they are all jealous. They just want a piece of their happiness, but it's not fair! :( But.... I know you two won't let us down. ;)



Take care,

Jen



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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

Edited by: Jennpurr  at: 7/2/02 4:36:01 pm
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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby oneyedchicklet » Tue Jul 02, 2002 2:49 am

Great update Ladies. I'm pressing the button for the flight attendant.



I'd like three scoops of Chocolate Chip Mint Ice Cream please. Since Captain Beth hasn't switched off the seatbelt sign yet, I think I'll have my shot here in my seat. However, I would love to have a Jell-O shot as well as Tequilla please.

I hope she turns that darn light off soon cause I really need another smoke. I really hate these non smoking flights.



Oh by the way, I know this is the Kitten Airline and not America West so I'd like to buy Captain Beth a shot of whatever she'd like.

Edited by: oneyedchicklet at: 7/2/02 5:59:25 pm
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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby The Rose24 » Tue Jul 02, 2002 4:07 am

Once again, two wonderful updates. You guys make sure we know W/T's connection is one of the most if not the most powerful in the world. It is miraculous! :grin

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Murasaki S » Tue Jul 02, 2002 4:33 am

Just caught up with this fic. This is great stuff.

I'm looking forward to finding out more about Tara's new powers.



And then there's the plot :) . So I'm hooked pretty much.



Love those frequent updates too...Keep up the good work.





Thanks for sharing the goodness,



Murasaki

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby MissQuirky » Tue Jul 02, 2002 7:49 am

Im new to the board and just started readin ya'lls fic. I just have one thing to say OMG!!! Its Really Really Good, can't get enough of it!! Can't wait 4 the next Update! :)

"I am you know"-Tara
"What"-Willow
"Yours"-Tara

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby mollyig » Tue Jul 02, 2002 9:35 am

Glad Madalene survived her first patrol. Ah, they'll make a Scooby out of her yet. Love that Dawn is standing (or sleeping) guard over Willow & Tara with a big sword. Go Dawn!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby spazz07 » Tue Jul 02, 2002 10:06 am

I loved the interaction between Buffy and Mad's in this part. I am so enjoying how you are writing Mad's it's a credit to your work. Like Molly before me i am also a little "GO DAWN" with her standing guard over Willow and Tara. very cute :)



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby tommo » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:15 pm

Quote:
I know... Ruth is being a spoil sport.




Yeah, maybe I am. But let me assure you; you'll thank me for it in the long run. Me doing naked shows... *shudder*



Bleh.



Anyway, onto matters at hand. I'm loving the Madalene/Buffy interaction. I really like how Buffy's all feisty and Madalene just takes it all in her stride, refusing to get ruffled by the Slayer. It's great to read and I sense that the excitement is only just beginning. :)


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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Miss1234Kitty » Tue Jul 02, 2002 1:12 pm

Well, that can't be good.



Finding Xander now? Please.



Dear Lord. I care about Xander and Anya, and even Dawn.



You've poisoned me! *silly grin* Thanks. It was getting kind of annoying to try and find things to hate them for. Liking them is so much easier.



Willow and Tara go without saying. Of course. If you ever doubted that, what are you doing on this board?!



Brilliant updates, Kath and Beth. As always.



Gem

Tara: There's just so much to work through... and can you just be kissing me now?

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby pikescoob » Tue Jul 02, 2002 2:34 pm

'please get the impending apocalypse far away from my store'....hehe...gotta love Anya. I enjoyed the interaction between Buffy and Mads. :grin



--Michelle

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby sparrow » Tue Jul 02, 2002 6:01 pm

Gotta say ladies, love this inflight service. Just love it when beautiful woman walk around, write lovely stories with the occasional smut, push a beverage cart and hands out drinks. I've died and gone to Buffy heaven, I'm so not leaving.

Has the body shots stated yet?











And, yet, I just can't seem to care


I'm not coming back

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Sassette » Tue Jul 02, 2002 6:45 pm

It's been awhile since I've commented, and I feel I've been horribly remiss.



This story continues to be absolutely amazing to me - your handling of all the different Scooby relationships is beautiful and consistent, and it makes me want to bounce in my chair and make my esteemed coworker Derek look at me funny.



And, of course, there's the W/T stuff - so very VERY beautiful. Their intense caring for each other - that seems to exist on even a subconscious level - is wonderfully protrayed. And can I just say how much I adore the idea that Tara is supposed to not remember anything, but she remembers the Scoobies to some extent - and especially Willow - anyway?



So very VERY nice.



-Sass

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The Gift Of Sorrow - Wednesday update

Postby Beth Dragon » Tue Jul 02, 2002 11:31 pm

Buffy lifted her head off the book it rested against with a start as she heard a loud knock on the front door. Disoriented and still half-asleep she looked around trying to get her bearings. She didn’t know when she’d fallen asleep, she hadn’t planned on it but at least now there was sunlight streaming in between the slats of the shutters on the front window and that meant the imminent danger of the night was over.



Walking over to the window she peered out almost more surprised to see it was Giles standing there and not a demon. Quickly she undid the bolt and chain off the door and moved back the large metal box they’d put at the bottom to offer a bit more security.



“You’re not supposed to get in...” She looked down at her watch. “Oh sorry.” She apologised realising no one had gone to meet him at the airport.



“It’s quite alright, by the time I had got to the house and found that there was no one there I realised that something must have happened and I had managed an earlier flight.” Succinctly the Watcher explained everything before taking a breath and giving the Slayer a smile. “Hello Buffy, how are you?” He asked warmly.



“I’m so glad to see you.” Buffy stepped forward and hugged him tightly causing him to drop the luggage he’d be carrying. Softening his look of surprise, Giles closed his arms around the young woman and held her as tightly as he could.



“Is the world ending again?” He asked affectionately as they drew apart.



“Sorta.” Buffy nodded pulling back and trying to compose herself. “But we can talk about that later. First you have to see Tara.” She knew this would be the fact playing most on his mind.



Giles again smiled, though this time there appeared to be a trace of concern to the look.



“Let me just pick up my luggage again and then use a mirror to check my dishevelled state.” He pushed the glasses back up his nose a little. “That flight is a horror.”



“Everyone’s asleep in the back.” Buffy reached down to get the bigger bag and went to drop it by the counter. “We had a late night and with the move here and all.” She stopped. “Oh Willow needs her meds.” She remembered the time and quickly moved over to the small case that Dawn had packed to retrieve them.



“How is Willow?” Giles smoothed his hair a little as he peered in the reflective glass in one of the display units.



“She’s up and down but Tara is helping so much.” Buffy palmed the group of pills and went to get some water from the small office behind the cash register. “She had an episode yesterday but Tara had her calm in about two minutes, which as I told Tara is a record.”



Moving his arms a little to release the tension in them, he then stripped off his jacket and moved to lay it neatly over the counter revealing a smart, but rather uncharacteristically casual grey top



“I honestly don’t think any of us can predict just what effect this will have on Willow.” He said as he turned to watch Buffy’s preparation.



“Mostly it’s made her sleepy.” Buffy looked up at him and smiled. “Which I mean isn’t a bad thing and she seems more content.”



“Oh my God Giles!” A more than familiar call came from the vengeance demon as the door to the back drew open and Anya more or less flew out, throwing herself into the Englishman’s arms.



“Oh, Anya.” Giles did his best to contend with the enthusiastic and yet obviously distraught demon.



“Did she tell you, did she?” Her voice came out as a horribly hurried torrent.



“About Tara, yes that’s why I’m here.” Giles said calmly trying to disengage himself.



“Not yet Anya, he just got through the door.” Buffy hissed at her.



“Not about her.” Anya glared back at Buffy undaunted. “About Xander.”



“Xander?” Giles threw a puzzled expression Buffy’s way.



“Okay so the explanation that was going to wait can’t really wait. Xander’s been kidnapped.” Buffy summed up. “Some mage called Maladic is in town to harvest witchy energy and for some reason he snatched Xander.”



“Well that was a bit of a bad calculation on his part.” Giles said brightly to receive a look that could have killed from the vengeance demon beside him. “I… I mean, when?” He made his voice sombre.



“Late last night.” Buffy filled in trying to avoid Anya’s look. “We think the demon rumours of me having a harem of witches got a bit muddled to include Xander but Tara got a telepathic message from him trying to warn Willow. So we think Willow is the main target.”



“And you’ve heard nothing from this Maladic? I seem to recall that name.” He continued immediately walking off towards the bookshelves pausing only a moment before selecting a book and flicking it open. “Yes, here.” He said pointing to the text as the Slayer and Anya stared at him dumbfounded. “What?” He said looking up in confusion.



“She said you took the helpful book with you.” Buffy rolled her eyes.



“Good lord why would I do that it’s worth $55.99 and not rare, I could make a good sale on it.” Giles looked a little bemused as he put the book down. “The good news for Xander is that he’s a Magic drainer, not a murderer. He may well just let Xander go when he realises.”



“The bad news Giles is we have three very big named witches in the back.” Buffy moved over to the table and pointed over her shoulder to the ajar training room door.



“Well yes there is...” Giles’ voice literally disappeared and the Englishman just stood for a moment just staring.



“I... I h-heard noises is everyone...” Tara leaned heavily on the doorframe as she looked at Buffy and Anya and then more or less fixed eyes with Giles.



“Tara.” Giles voice was a whisper a tear forming in his dark eyes as he looked at the tall blonde.



“M-M-Mr. Giles?” Tara whispered back making the logical guess at the man’s identity.



“My dear girl.” Giles took three long strides across the room and closed his arms around the Wicca. Tara laid her head almost childlike on his shoulder that caused the Englishman to raise his hand and gently cover the side of her head rocking her softly.



“Oh we have missed you.” He whispered tenderly.



“Where as I feel mean to break up this emotional reunion.” Anya interjected suddenly though before she continued the demon had to wipe a tear from her cheek. “My boyfriend... I mean Xander, the coward is still missing and we should be doing something to get him back.”



Almost as if suddenly realising the slip in his oh so British demeanour Giles pulled back a little from Tara though as the young witch wobbled slightly as he moved and gently took her hand and guided her to a chair.



“Anya I’m not going to let anything happen to Xander.” Buffy shook her head blinking her own misted eyes.



“Have we heard anything?” Tara asked smiling thankfully Giles for his support and at Buffy for her really soft dealing with Anya.



“Nothing.” Buffy shook her head.



“Which is probably good, right?” Dawn’s young voice said from the doorway that Tara had recently vacated as the teenager appeared.



“Means he’s plotting his next move I think.” Buffy picked the glass of water back up from the table. “Is Willow awake?”



“Dawn.” Giles smiled again and moved to give the teenager what could only be described as a fatherly hug. She shook her head in the hug closing her eyes to absorb the comfort he offered.



“Neither is Madalene.” She informed her sister finally as they parted a little.



“I guess they can wait for a bit.” Buffy shrugged and put the pills down carefully with the glass.



Everyone in the room visibly jumped when a loud bang, bang sounded on the front door. Most eyes fell on Buffy to answer it.



“Everyone stay here.” Buffy warned moving over to the side to pick up a dagger before she moved to the door peering out to check who was there. Again she was a little surprised to see just a guy in a suit standing adjusting his tie.



“The shop’s closed.” She yelled out to him.



“We have business to discuss with The Dark One.” The man spoke in plural but he was obviously alone in the street.



“Sorry buddy we don’t have a Dark One here.” Buffy answered him shortly.



“You lie, my master has traced a great magic to this place.” He answered angrily.



“Who’s your master?” The Slayer questioned feeling a chill go through her spine as she registered who ‘The Dark One’ may be.



“The Great Mage Maladic.” He announced proudly. “Now let me in.”



“No better yet.” Buffy opened the door to strong arm the newcomer backwards a little as she pulled the door closed. “We talk out here.”



“Who are you infidel?” The man squeaked obviously shocked by the fact that Buffy had stood up defiantly against him.



“Newsflash mage maggot, I’m the Slayer. You want to talk to The Dark One you do it through me.” Buffy folded her arms over her chest.



“Ah another of the Dark One’s minions, like the other we hold you possess no threat to us.” The messenger sneered.



“Oh I possess more of a threat then you know and you can tell Maladic he better not hurt Xander.” Buffy’s face settled into a hard glare.



“The Minion is of no threat my master is no murderer.” The man almost chastised Buffy.



“So what does your master want?” Buffy cut to the chase.



“Just a visitation with the Dark One, a chance to return her minion, offer an apology for the error.” The man bowed his head.



“He just want to apologize and then get out of town?” Buffy questioned more than sceptical.



“The Dark One has my master’s respect minion.” The messenger answered.



“Where and when?” Buffy nodded.



“The address is here.” The minion passed Buffy a slip of paper. “I am to offer myself as a proof of my master’s plan.”



“Oh like a magic snack?” Buffy tried to act nonchalant though her mind was reeling.



“I do not understand your words minion.” The man looked bemused.



“Your master sent you for my master to eat you so that she knows this meeting is all good and not a trap?” Buffy grinned.



“I think my master expects my safe return.” For the first time in there discussion the messenger looked unnerved.



“Oh right.” Buffy smiled and pushed the door open putting her arm around his shoulder to ease him inside. “Well I’m sure you’re master was right, I mean she hasn’t really eaten anyone in a few hours.” She closed the door pacing a bit back from him as he turned to eye the others. In a sure move she smacked the handle of the dagger into the back of his head and sent him crumbling down into unconsciousness.



“What’s that?” Anya squeaked staring at Buffy and the stranger as he slumped to the floor. Tara made a wincing sound as she watched the figure dropped and Giles’ held his hand up in front of Dawn’s eyes.



“Maladic’s minion, the mage wants a meeting to apologize for taking Xander.” Buffy reached down and pulled him over to the side out of the way. “He wants a meeting with...” She looked at Giles. “The Dark One.”



“Willow.” Giles said lowering his hand as if it came as no surprise.



“Willow?” Tara’s voice was a stifled gasp.



“Since when has Willow been ‘The Dark One’?” Buffy’s showed her annoyance as she tied the minion up and gagged him for when he woke up. “Cause no one mentioned this to me.”



“Since the mad rampaging wrath witch.” Anya huffed loudly. “You think that kind of thing goes unnoticed?” She scoffed at their naivety.



“Well I had hoped maybe someone would have warned THE SLAYER that her best friend was a world famous evil witch.” Buffy snapped at them all. “You know given me time to have a contingency plan for stuff like this.”



“I’m sorry Buffy it never occurred to me that this would happen.” Giles truly sounded apologetic.



“Great, you never though of it but we are so screwed.” Buffy grumbled as she began pacing.



“M-M-Maladic is here for Willow.” Tara blinked her wide blue eyes staring at Buffy for an answer, her initial colour that morning draining from her cheeks in almost an instant.



“He wants a meeting with The Dark One to apologize and return her minion.” Buffy tried to explain instantly stopping her pace. “He doesn’t want Willow and it doesn’t matter she’s not going anywhere near him.”



“You will bring him The Dark One.” Madalene slowly walked into the room having heard most of the conversation through the open door.



“NO!” Tara turned and stared hard at the spellcaster.



“Madalene, you’ve had some great input till now but listen to me when I tell you Willow is not going anywhere near him.” Buffy shook her head underlining Tara’s words. Giles too looked at the new arrival with a furrowed brow.



“You misunderstand.” Madalene put up her hand. “Maladic has never met or seen Willow for all he knows I am The Dark One.” She gave them a knowing smile. “He will have no reason to believe otherwise unless Buffy fails to break the Contric and he actually does drain me.”



“This sounds like the bait theory.” Dawn spoke up. “I thought we’d negated the bait theory yesterday.” She shook her head slightly.



“I should do it.” Tara spoke from her place. A round robin of ‘no’ chorused from everyone.



“Well now that little point has been clarified.” Giles began moving he wandered over and patted Tara’s shoulder understandingly. “I’m taking it you are Madalene.” He extended his hand to the spellcaster.



“Yes, Madalene Slean.” She smiled and reached out to shake his hand firmly. “Mr. Giles I assume?”



“You do realise that what you are proposing is both dangerous and positively foolish?” He looked into her eyes continuously.



“I assure you I am not normally brave nor heroic that I know of but this is our best chance to defeat him.” Madalene held his eyes. “And if someone else goes and they fail, I will still be on his menu.”



“Don’t get me wrong young lady, I am not suggesting your plan is wrong.” Giles said much to the surprise of more of less everyone in the room. “I am merely checking that you know what you are doing.”



“Giles?” Dawn squeaked again.



“My dear Dawn.” The watcher turned to look at her softly. “We are faced with a problem as Maladic will expect The Dark One to honour his offer. Since I am taking it that Xander was mistaken for a magic user, this time he will at least put up some kind of magic register, to ensure that he is not fooled a second time. Our options here are limited between Tara or Madalene.”



*What spell could I perform to prove to you that I am capable?* Madalene pushed her mind into his to ask the question.



“I would naturally offer myself...” The Englishman stuttered to a halt as Madalene asked, he turned to regard the spellcaster again.



“Please, don’t do that again.” He reprimanded though his tone was still soft.



“My apology.” Madalene bowed her head a little. “I was only trying to prove a point.”



“I am aware of that but it is not a point that needed to be made.” He smiled. “You are our only option.”



“Hey lets not get all wiggy here,” Buffy spoke up. “I’m just gonna get in there and snap his t....” The Slayer stopped remembering the phrase from the night before. “It’s all about the staff right?” She changed her line.



Giles nodded and crossed back over to the table picking up the book again and passing it to Buffy, tapping with his finger to the ebony staff in the mage’s hand.



“This is an ancient stencil cut of the mage.” He explained.



“Walking stick, trust me I can snap that.” Buffy grinned.



“It’s imperative that you do.” Giles gave Buffy a semi-scowl to underline the importance of the situation.



“Giles I get it. If I don’t break it he’s going to kill everyone with any magic ability so trust me I get it.” Buffy scowled back.



“He doesn’t kill anyone Buffy.” Giles continued to scowl. “Usually his victims do that bit themselves after.”He added sorrowfully.



“What does he do when he sucks there magic out?” Buffy frowned not understanding.



“We all know what happens after great magic drain Buffy.” Giles could not help but glance over his shoulder towards the door to the backroom.



“Oh I am so breaking that stick!” Buffy growled down at the book.



“When are you going?” Anya piped up almost too brightly and on her prompting Buffy unfolded the piece of paper in her hand.



“Noon.” She read over the calligraphy.



******



Willow hung in the doorway for a moment looking at the hustle and bustle in the main area of the shop. Anya and Dawn seemed absent, while Madalene and Buffy leaned over papers discussing strategy. The one person that surprised her was the tall English gentleman that was hovering over Tara.



“Giles?” Willow blinked a few times making sure that she wasn’t hallucinating.



“Willow.” The Watcher stood up fully and turned pulling his glasses off his face to rest them on the table. Beaming her moved over in the direction of the redhead.



“You’re here?” Willow smiled a little as he looked at her.



“I’ve only just arrived.” He assured her taking a few slow steps towards Willow.



“Did you see? Tara’s alive.” Willow looked beyond him for a minute smiling at the blonde. Tara smiled lovingly back at her happy to see that Willow was having a good morning.



Slowly Giles opened his arms to her offering but not forcing a hug. Looking back she saw his open arms and slowly shuffled into them.



“I’ve seen Willow.” He assured her gently encompassing her with his arms rubbing softly the light T-shirt on her back.



“It’s all going to be all right now.” She whispered into the soft material of his shirt.



“Yes.” Giles soothed as he looked up and caught Buffy’s eyes and smiled though there was great sadness behind his smile.



“I haven’t taken my meds yet.” She pulled back a little winding her arms around herself.



“I believe Buffy has them all ready for you.” Giles too pulled back and moved off to stand close to the bookshelves.



“Yeah Willow, right here.” Buffy moved aside from the papers to retrieve them and pull a chair over near Tara for her. The hacker shuffled over and took her spot.



“Hi baby.” She smiled at Tara.



“Hi sweetie.” Without thinking anything of it Tara leaned over and kissed Willow’s cheek. The move caused the Englishman to blush slightly and he turned his attention to the books beside him.



“Mmmm good morning.” Willow grinned under the kiss and reached up for her pills.



“Oops sorry.” Tara grinned a little as everyone reacted.



“Hey we enjoy the happy kisses.” Buffy grinned ear to ear. “Dawn’s bringing you back a special breakfast Wills.”



“I tried to push for something more nutritious than donuts.” Giles turned back round feeling a little foolish about his momentary blush.



“We’re getting donuts and nutritious.” Buffy laughed and moved back around to her seat.



“If Xander gets his way there will be donuts.” Willow giggled as she finished her pills.



It would have been nearly impossible to miss the flash of discomfort that filled a sudden void before Tara slipped her hand onto Willow’s knee.



“You need nutrition too.” Tara squeezed her had lightly as Willow looked at her lover’s hand and then moved up to Tara’s blue eyes.

“But that’s not what I was going to say...” She continued as green eyes hit blue. “Sweetie.” She took a little breath and moved so that all Willow needed to see and take in was her face. For the moment Willow was held captivated.



“Remember when you woke up earlier, and you were scared because you didn’t know where you were, and I told you it was ok because we were at the magic box...” Tara began softly.



“Yes, it was very scary but you were there.” Willow nodded.



With a slow movement Tara lifted her hand and twisted her fingers round a lock of red hair.



“I was, and I still am.” Tara briefly underlined. “Well we came here because something has happened and right now, something, someone has Xander. BUT…” She added quickly the hand on Willow’s knee moving in a soft stroking motion. “It’s ok.” She stressed her tone even and calm. “Because we know how and when we’re getting him back.”



Willow’s body went taunt, her breathing came through her nose with a hard forced whistle. Tara shifted her hand from the lock of hair near Willow’s shoulder and rested it lightly on her lover’s cheek.



“Baby…” She whispered. “Baby, look at me.” Her voice was a melodious purr as her eyes never wavered once from staring lovingly into green. For the first time Willow blinked though her body didn’t relax.



“I wouldn’t lie to you.” She kept up all her soothing actions. “And I promise he’s ok and he’ll soon be back.” She slid her hand up from Willow’s cheek up into her red hair to ease through it once down its full length before she moved it back to rest her palm once again where it had started.



“You promise?” Willow’s voice was hollow.



“I promise.” Tara vowed as she leaned forward and pressed her lips against Willow’s suddenly chilled cheek. The redhead bobbed slightly to nod that she believed her.



“Thank you.” Tara smiled as she moved her hand and made a move to sit back properly in her seat though she hesitated for a moment wondering if Willow wanted her to move yet. Willow whimpered slightly her hand coming out to catch onto Tara’s arm.



“I’m right here sweetie.” Tara instantly moved back and slid forward, closing her arms around her lover and holding her tight. “I love you.” She whispered.



Willow responded without words as she tucked her head against Tara’s neck and held on tight.



Buffy released a lung full of air, having held her breath the whole time in preparation for a full Willow meltdown.



“Miracle number three.” She whispered almost silently.



******



Beth Dragon
 

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