by iloveamber » Fri Nov 04, 2005 11:02 am
Hey guys, sorry for the lack of updates. I made this one really good so please forgive me. Leave lots of feedback please! PS. If you don’t have the song for the montage, I suggest you get it because it makes it more fun. Well, enjoy!
Willow and Tara were standing at Tara’s locker, talking and stealing a few kisses when Snyder wasn’t looking.
“How’s your hand today?” Tara asked, rubbing the wrapped up hand.
“Suddenly painless.” Willow smirked.
“I was really scared that you hurt yourself Will.” Tara said. “Please, promise me you’ll never do something like that ever again.”
“I promise baby.” Willow smiled then gave her a passionate kiss on the lips.
Just then, the bell rang, breaking them from their embrace.
“Oh, time to go to class.” Tara said.
“Aw, do we have to?” Willow whined. She kissed her again, making Tara have second thoughts.
“Mmm, I can’t miss this class.” Tara pulled away, letting responsibility take over.
She started walking away when Willow said “Wait, one more.”
Tara complied and gave her one last lingering kiss then tried to walk to her class but Willow pulled her back.
“Willow, please.” Tara giggled. “You’re insatiable.”
“I can’t help it. You’re just so hot!” Willow smirked.
Willow started nuzzling Tara’s neck when Tara pulled away.
“I really have to go now.” Tara said seriously.
“Alright, I’ll see you after class.” Willow smiled.
She watched as Tara walked down the hall and turned into the classroom.
“Hey.” Buffy said in Willow’s ear.
Willow jumped and said “Shit, I thought I told you not to do that!”
“Sorry.” Buffy apologized. “So, you told her how you felt.” She smiled.
“How do you know that?” Willow challenged.
“Well, I just saw the smooch fest, obviously you told her.” Buffy said. “Right? I mean, you guys weren’t kissing like that when you were friends, did you?”
“No, we didn’t and yes I did tell her.” Willow said.
“Ooh, what happened?” Buffy asked.
“Sorry, I don’t have time to explain it. I have to go to class.” Willow smiled.
“Ha, ha, that’s really funny. Willow Rosenberg starting to go to all of her classes.” Buffy said. “Wait, are you serious?” she asked as she watched Willow go into the classroom.
“Wait, Will!” she said as Willow closed the door on her.
After fifty minutes of sitting and listening to a boring lecture, Willow was waiting outside of Tara’s classroom. Tara walked out with this blonde girl, laughing.
“Hey Tare.” Willow smiled.
“Willow hey!” Tara said, giving her a hug.
Noticing the affectionate glances going on, the girl said “Okay Tara, I’ll see you later.”
“Alright, thanks for your number! I’ll call you later to talk about the assignment!” Tara yelled after her.
“So, how was your class?” Tara asked her redhead.
“It was alright I guess.” Willow answered.
They started walking to math class when Willow spoke up.
“So, that girl gave you her number?” Willow asked nonchalantly.
“Yeah, her name’s Kathy. She’s really nice.” Tara said. “Why, are you getting jealous?” she teased.
“Me? Yeah right.” Willow covered up. “But if she does ever try anything…
“Ooh, I love it when you get all with the butch.” Tara smiled.
“Only for you babe.” Willow kissed her one last time before they went to their class.
The bell rang, signaling them to go to lunch. Willow grabbed her belongings and went to Tara’s seat right behind her.
“Hey, you ready to go?” Willow asked.
“Yeah, just give me a few minutes to talk to my dad.” Tara smiled.
“Alright, I’ll meet you at our table.” Willow said, walking out.
“How is it?” Donald spoke up.
“What?” Tara asked, turning her attention towards him.
“You’re guys’ relationship.” He explained.
“How do you know?” Tara asked.
“It’s kind of hard not to see it.” Donald smiled.
Tara smiled back and sat on a nearby desk.
“It’s amazing dad.” Tara breathed. “I’ve never felt this happy before. She makes me feel special.”
“Well, you guys do look cute together” Donald said.
“Yeah, I might ask her to go to the Homecoming dance with me.” Tara said.
“Oh that would be great.” Donald said. “You know I’m going to take a lot of photos right?” he teased.
Tara rolled her eyes and smiled. “I just can’t believe this is-
“Real.” Willow sighed. “I mean, she actually wants to be with me.” She told the gang.
“I’m really happy for you Wills.” Buffy said. “I guess cutting your hand with a car window helps to start a relationship.” She teased.
“Shut up.” Willow said, pushing her.
“Yeah whatever, you want a smoke?” Xander offered to Willow.
“No, I quit.” Willow said.
“What, are you fucking serious?” Faith asked.
“Yeah it was kind of hard at first but Tara’s helping me with it.” Willow smiled.
“Why, are you trying to be goody-goody just like her?” Faith asked with attitude.
Willow ignored the comment and said “Anyway, I just hope this works out. I want it to work out.”
“Well then it will.” Buffy said. “But I want to hear more about the kiss.”
“Oh my god, it was amazing.” Willow smiled. “For someone who’s never done it before, she kisses like a pro.”
“What’d you do after?” Buffy asked.
“Oh she took care of my hand and basically just made out for the rest of the night.” Willow said.
“Did you fuck her?” Faith asked her.
“What?” Willow asked, getting angrier.
“Guess that’s a no.” Faith said. “What’s wrong is she a cold fish?”
“You know what, you’re starting to get on my nerves.” Willow said, jumping off the table.
“You want to challenge me Red?” Faith asked, standing in Willow’s face.
Tara walked out from the hall with her food and saw Willow and Faith. She noticed some tension so she walked over.
“Hey guys, what’s wrong?” Tara asked.
Faith just stared at Willow with dagger eyes.
“Nothing, let’s go eat over there Tare.” Willow said, grabbing her backpack. She grabbed her hand and they went to sit under the tree.
“What was that all about?” Buffy asked Faith.
Faith just ignored her and stared at Willow and Tara with an angry look.
Montage: You Can Love Her by Angelfish comes on.
Faith just watched as Willow and Tara were in their own little world. They were laughing and kissing each other. They were feeding each other food and tickling each other.
“You can’t stop her walking in the rain”
“You might want to see that face someday”
“You can’t keep her from her little world”
“You might want her someday for your girl”
Willow and Tara were sitting on the floor in Tara’s room eating ice cream and watching a movie. Willow started crying and a tear rolled down her cheek but she quickly wiped it away. Tara looked at her with an amused look.
Willow playing the guitar for Tara while Tara sings to the music.
Willow buys a gift for Tara. She opens it, revealing a cd of Hole. Tara smiles and gives Willow a kiss.
Willow, playing at the Bronze with her band. Tara stands in the crowd, watching Willow and yelling for her. Willow just watches Tara and sings to her.
Willow and Tara, lying on the floor in Tara’s room. Tara is listening to a cd with her eyes closed, reveling in the soft tone of the music. She opens her eyes and sees Willow staring at her, smiling.
“You can love her”
“You can love her”
“You can love her”
“You can love her”
Music fades out.
Tara is grabbing her jacket from the closet. She puts it on and heads for the door.
“Tara sweetie, where are you going?” Linda asked her daughter.
“Oh, I’m going out with Buffy. We’re going shopping.” Tara said.
“Honey, could I talk to you for a second?” Linda asks her.
“Sure, what about?” Tara asks.
“Well, I don’t know how to say this.” Linda said, nervously.
“What is it mom?” Tara asked, concerned.
“Well-
Just then, the doorbell rang.
“Oh hold on mom, that’s Buffy.” Tara said as she walked to the door.
“Hey Tara!” Buffy said cheerfully. “You ready?”
“Yeah, just hold on. What were you going to say mom?” Tara asked her.
Linda sighed and said “Nothing. I hope you have fun today.”
“Okay, bye!” Tara waved then left.
“Bye.” Linda whispered.
“Two corn dogs, a slice of pepperoni pizza, two snickers and an ice cream.” Tara sighed. “How can you eat so much and stay so thin?”
“I don’t know, I guess it just dissipates or something.” Buffy smiled, with ice cream smeared all over her mouth.
Tara just rolled her eyes and resumed back to her ice cream. “I think we’ve shopped enough today. My feet hurt.” She complained.
“Aw come on, if you want to go shopping with me, you have to have more energy than that!” Buffy said, yanking Tara out of her seat.
“Buffy, I’m really tired.” Tara whined as Buffy dragged her down the corridor.
“Ooh, what about this store?” Buffy asked.
“Victoria’s Secret, are you kidding me?” Tara asked in shock.
“Come on!” Buffy rolled her eyes and dragged her in.
They walked around looking at the racks of clothing for a little while. Everything in the store seemed too saucy for Tara. She was amazed that any girl would wear some of these revealing things. She couldn’t imagine herself doing it.
“Hey Tara, check this out!” Buffy ran to her and shoved the garment in her face.
“Do you like it?” Buffy asked.
“It’s… nice, I guess.” Tara said. “But, you really want to get this silk black nightie?”
“It’s not for me dork, it’s for you!” Buffy smiled, pressing it against Tara’s body to see if it fit her.
Tara’s eyes widened and she said “For me? Why would I want to wear something like this?”
“Well, I guess it could be more for Willow than for you.” Buffy said.
“Can I help you ladies with anything?” the clerk asked.
“No, we’re definitely not buying anything from here!” Tara said, tossing the garment, grabbing Buffy’s hand and ran out of the store.
“What’s wrong?” Buffy asked as they ran a good distance from the store.
“What’s wrong? You’re trying to make me look like a porn star!” Tara yelled.
“Oh stop with the drama. It wasn’t that bad.” Buffy said. “I just thought your guys’ sex life could use a little spicing up.”
“Well thank god we don’t have one yet.” Tara breathed.
“Wait, what?” Buffy turned her attention to Tara again. “Please say that again because I missed it!” she walked closer to her.
“Nothing, I’m not talking about this!” Tara said, walking away.
“You guys haven’t had sex yet?” Buffy yelled after Tara.
People’s heads turned towards Buffy’s outburst. Tara laughed nervously at the people and took Buffy aside “Do you mind keeping your voice down?”
“Well, tell me what the problem is.” Is it Willow? Are you scared?” Buffy asked.
“There IS no problem!” Tara said. “Look, we don’t need sex. We’re just happy where we are with the kisses and the… occasional touches.” She blushed.
“And Willow’s okay with this?” Buffy asked.
“What do you mean?” Tara asked.
“Well, its just she went all the way with Sarah in like a few days after she met her. Now Willow loved that girl. But by the looks on her face, she loves you more than Sarah so it’s kind of weird that she doesn’t want you that way.” Buffy tried to explain.
Buffy walked away and Tara followed her.
“Do you think she’s getting bored with me?” Tara asked, worried.
“Oh no, I didn’t mean it to sound that way.” Buffy said. “Its just… Willow’s an experienced girl and she might want… a little experience.”
Tara stopped and thought about the fact that Willow might leave her for someone more experienced than her.
“Come on, let’s go see a movie Tare.” Buffy said, trying to change the subject and lighten Tara up. “I want to go see if the popcorn guy’s smart enough to give me cubed ice instead of crushed.”
They finally got into the movie theater to watch Cruel Intentions but after Buffy beat up the popcorn guy for giving her crushed ice.
That Monday night, Willow was sitting in the TV. room in her trailer, doing her homework.
“No, the answer’s Michigan not Delaware! What a stupid moron!” Ira yelled at the TV.
“Ira, calm down honey.” Sheila said. “Its just a game show.”
Ira sighed and turned his attention to his daughter.
“What the hell are you doing?” Ira asked.
“Homework.” Willow responded with looking up from her book.
“Oh that’s right, you’re going to try and make a better life for yourself.” Ira scoffed.
Willow ignored him and resumed back to her studies. ‘Who cares what he thinks. Tara would be proud and that’s all that matters.’ she thought. A smile appeared on her lips from thinking about Tara.
Just then, a knock came on the door. Sheila was about to get up but Willow said “It’s okay mom, I’ll get it.”
She opened the door and was surprised to see who was there.
“Mrs. Maclay?” Willow said. “Hi.”
“Hello Willow, could I maybe talk to you alone?” Linda asked, twiddling her thumbs.
Willow noticed the nervous gesture and said “Yeah, sure.”
They sat on a pair of swings at a nearby rundown park for about an hour or so and Linda hadn’t said anything.
“Uh, Mrs. Maclay?” Willow asked.
“Oh please, call me Linda.” She responded.
Willow smiled and said “Linda, I don’t want to sound rude or anything but why are you here? And at my dump?”
“I had to talk to someone.” Linda confessed.
“Okay but we’re not so much talking than sitting.” Willow said.
“Willow, I have to tell you this. But it’s hard-
“Linda, if you don’t want to, you don’t-
“No, I have to get this out. I just have to tell someone.” Linda sighed. “Willow, I.. I have cancer.”
Willow’s eyes widened. She didn’t expect that to come out of her mouth.
“W-what?” Willow stuttered. “That can’t be. Are you sure?”
“I think I should trust the doctor Willow.” Linda smiled.
“How long?” Willow asked.
“I went a week ago for a regular checkup and the doctor found something.” A lump of some sort in my throat.” Linda said, tears flowing down.
“How could this happen? You’re a terrific person, how could something this horrible happen to you?” Willow asked. Her eyes widened and she asked “Wait, does Tara know about this?”
“No, no one knows. Not even her father.” Linda said.
“Linda, you have to tell them.” Willow said.
“I know, I will. I’m just so scared.” Linda started crying heavily.
Willow held her in her arms and said “It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.”
Linda looked up in Willow’s eyes and said “Willow, promise me something.”
“Anything.” Willow told her.
“Promise me you’ll always look after Tara, no matter what happens.” Linda said.
“Linda, don’t talk like that. You’re going to be fine. You have to be fine.” Willow swallowed the lump forming in her throat.
“Promise me.” Linda said more firmly.
“I promise.” Willow said.
That night, Willow just held Linda, hoping everything would turn out alright.