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Re: updatey goodness!

Postby Arwen276 » Tue Jul 15, 2003 2:22 pm

Oh hello!!



I understood that if we begged a bit more we'd hear some noise?

well here's me begging a whole lot!!! :pray :pray :pray :pray :pray :pray :pray :pray



soo???? convinced yet????

oh and nice sense of humor to that Aunt Rose of yours!! :eyebrow



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

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Last updates

Postby Velaingie » Tue Jul 15, 2003 3:03 pm

Hello, :bigwave



I absolutely love your story. I read everytime you posted an update but I haven't left any feedback. I'm so so sorry about that, please forgive, pretty please. :pray But I really really and I mean really do love your story. Keep doing the great job. And I promise I will more feedback.

Bye

Velaingie





Velaingie
 


chapter 26

Postby willowsgirl » Wed Jul 16, 2003 8:04 am

Hey peeps,

Well would you look at this, I have a brand spanking new update for ya!

First- Velaingie, dont worry about it- I dont demand feedback, I just beg! But I'm really glad you like my story :grin

Arwen276- well, I've made a start here, but I might just have to hear some more begging before Faith hear's a whole lotta noise!



Here we go...



Same disclaimer as before, although this chapter does momentarily have nc17 scenes and references.



Chapter 26.

When dinner was finished, Tara stood to take the plates into the kitchen. Rose smiled gratefully at her, calling out

“Just leave them on the side, sweetheart,” as the blonde left the room, leaving Willow and Rose alone.

After a moments uncomfortable silence, Rose turned to Willow. The redhead looked obviously nervous, now that her girlfriend, her shield, had gone.

“I’m sorry, Willow, about earlier,” Rose began, unsure how to approach the subject.

Willow smiled and shrugged her shoulders, “its ok, it was funny…once I realised it was a joke. But, you know, if I ever did hurt Tara, my knee caps are all yours!”

Rose smiled at Willow’s attempt to lighten the mood.

“But still, it was really unkind of me to do that to you, when you were probably nervous about meeting me. You see, other than Buffy and Xander, you’re the only person she’s ever brought to meet me. To me, that means something, that means she cares about you deeply. I just wanted to make sure that you felt the same. I know I was harsh, but I only had my niece’s best interests at heart. I like you Willow, and I can see how good you are for her, so can you forgive me?”

At that moment, Rose looked up at Willow and the redhead could see Tara in her eyes, she could see how sincere Rose was. She smiled,

“Of course, there’s nothing to forgive. I’d have done the same thing if I was in your shoes, well, not actually in your shoes…but in your situation. Tara’s everything to me and she only deserves the best…”

Willow’s praise was cut short as Tara entered the room, a suspicious look on her face.

“Why do I feel like you’ve been talking about me?”

“Because we were,” Willow replied innocently, prompting a cute half smile from her girl.

Rose laughed to herself at how endearing the couple were; if she’d only given Willow a chance she wouldn’t have got into such an awkward situation. But that was all resolved now. A thought occurred to her,

“Tara, while I clear away the dishes, why don’t you take Willow up and show her your room?”

“Great, thanks Aunt Rose!” Tara grinned, obviously pleased at the chance for some alone time with her girl.

“With the door open!” Rose called after them, her parental instincts kicking in.



Upon entering Tara’s old bedroom, the first thing Willow noticed was the photos and writing all over the walls. Releasing the blonde’s hand, she walked over to one wall and looked closely at a photo of Tara, Buffy and Xander all laughing together, looking a few years younger. She smiled to herself; despite feeling sad that she’d missed out on so many years of Tara’s life, she was glad that she’d had such good friends to take care of her.

The blonde walked over and wrapped her arms around Willow’s waist from behind.

“That one was taken when we were fourteen,” she spoke into Willow’s ear, causing an involuntary shiver and the hairs on the redhead’s neck to stand on end. Tara giggled and moved over to another picture,

“Buffy’s sixteenth birthday party,” she said, pointing at the photo, “look how goofy Xander looks, and he only drank two glasses of punch!”

Willow laughed, loving the look of fondness in Tara’s expressive blue eyes.

Walking past the blonde, she began to read the pieces of writing that also adorned the lemon coloured walls. There were some quotes, some lyrics, and some poems that she didn’t recognise. After a moment’s reading, she realised that the signature at the end of the poem was ‘Tara Maclay’. She smiled; her baby was a writer! She turned to the blonde and smiled; causing Tara to look shyly at her feet.

“Did you write these? This is great,” she admired, before moving onto the next one.

Beneath her hair, Tara smiled to herself; if Willow could even like her writing, she must really love her. When she looked up she noticed Willow stepping over to read one poem in particular, and in alarm race over to stand in front of it, blocking the redhead’s view.

“Hey! That’s not very girlfriend like!” Willow admonished, jokingly.

“Oh…um…well, I don’t want you to read this one, its embarrassing,” Tara managed to say.

She glanced up to see Willow standing in front of her, reaching for her hands and expressing the most adorable puppy dog eyes she’d ever seen.

“Please?” she asked softly, stroking the palms of Tara’s hands.

Tara simply could not resist the cuteness of Willow at that moment, and so she reluctantly stepped aside. The redhead read the poem then, now that the view was clear. As she read the words, she realised why Tara hadn’t wanted her to read it,

“Is this about me?” she asked, unsure.

Tara nodded in reply, clearly embarrassed. Willow read it again, amazed that anyone could ever write such sweet words about her. Then she saw the date at the end of the poem.

“You wrote this before…”

“Before we were together? I know. It was when I came back from vacation, and I lost your number; the only way to keep you alive in my head was to write about you, and my hopes and dreams for what we could have some day.”

Willow felt a wave of emotion rising in her throat, threatening to spill over as tears.

“Wow,” was all she could say, a stark contrast from her usual babble. “Thank you.”

“No, thank you Willow,” Tara hastily replied, “You’ve made every fantasy come alive.”

Willow felt a lone tear roll down her cheek as she looked into Tara’s deep blue eyes, and leant in for a kiss. The kiss was not with passion, but with love; it was simple, and yet it held within it everything that she wanted to say at that moment but couldn’t.



As the two girls kissed softly, Aunt Rose was standing in the doorway, her hand raised to knock. She’d heard the whole exchange, and when she saw the two girls kissing as if there was nothing in the world but them, she too felt tears well in her eyes; Tara had really found someone special.





While Willow and Tara were at Rose’s house that evening, Buffy had gone over to Faiths room to watch a movie. The two of them had spent most of the day together, getting to know each other, and for both of them it had been the best day in a long time.

Distracted from the movie, Faith sat watching Buffy intently. She studied the smooth milky skin of her face, her cute nose and full lips.

“God, how I want to kiss those lips!> Faith thought to herself.

It wasn’t surprising to her that she liked Buffy; she’d had crushes on girls before, had even gone the whole way with a few. What did surprise her though was the affection she felt for the blonde in such a short space of time.



Buffy sat watching the film, aware of Faith’s eyes glancing at her every so often. They had spent the whole day together, just hanging out, and she had to admit that Faith was just about the coolest person she’d met. She loved the way she spoke about things; she seemed to have been and done everything. Buffy loved the way Faith attracted attention wherever she went; in the coffee house earlier she’d noticed not one but five guys checking her out, and come to think of it, a couple of girls too.

Buffy mused to herself. she thought as she too glanced to her right at Faith. Her eyes travelling downwards, she equally appreciated the way Faith’s hair fell about her shoulders, the leather jacket she wore even indoors, the amazing cleavage that spilled from…

she thought.

Just as she thought this, they both heard Willow and Tara arrive back in the blonde’s room. Faith quickly turned the television off and motioned for Buffy to be quiet with a finger over her lips.

Through the thin walls, they clearly heard Willow say

“I’m glad we came here, Buffy will probably be in my room. Here we’re all alone!”

Buffy looked at Faith, her eyebrows raised; should they really be listening?

Faith smirked at the blonde, and beckoned her over to the wall. They both stood with their ears against the connecting wall and heard Tara speak.

“Will, I hope tonight wasn’t too bad for you. I mean, you know Aunt Rose was only joking right; I know she really liked you.”

Faith and Buffy missed the naughty glint in Willow’s eye as she replied,

“That’s ok, you can make it up to me, starting right now!”

They heard Tara giggle and the sound of the two girls falling onto the bed.



Tara landed on top of Willow and kissed her lips gently, tucking a strand of red hair behind her girlfriend’s ear.

“How exactly would you like me to make it up to you?” she asked innocently.

“Oh I don’t know, I can think of a few ways,” Willow replied, before capturing Tara’s lips in another kiss, this time deeper and longer. The redhead turned over so that she was on top of Tara, and began kissing down Tara’s neck, until she reached the thin strap of her dress.

Pulling the strap down, and realising she was bra-less, she placed feather light kisses down over Tara’s shoulder, collar bone, and down to the very edge of the blonde’s breast.



In the next room, Buffy and Faith could no longer hear anything. Whatever the two girls were doing, it was extremely quiet. The silence was broken by a quiet moan, which Buffy recognised as Tara’s.

Shielded from Buffy and Faith’s prying eyes, Willow had kissed her way across Tara’s breast and had begun to place tiny licks around the edge of the blonde’s taut nipple.

“Mmm, please, Willow!” Faith heard Tara exclaim, and then, “Ooooh” in pleasure.

Willow had finally stopped her torture and had placed her lips over Tara’s nipple, sucking gently. Tara moaned loudly when she felt Willows teeth scrape lightly over the sensitive flesh, increasing the rush of blood that seemed to flow directly to her nether regions, causing a wonderful tingling, swimming sensation.

As Tara’s moans got louder, Buffy move her ear away from the wall. She looked over to Faith, who shrugged her shoulders sheepishly, and then whispered,

“I didn’t know they were gonna do that. How many times a day do they have sex, for God’s sake!?”

Buffy giggled at this comment, and Faith quickly placed her own finger over Buffy’s lips to silence her.

Buffy was amazed at how soft Faith’s finger felt against her lips, and had to resist the temptation to kiss the smooth digit.

she thought, almost panicked.

Then she looked into Faith’s caramel eyes and she knew why.

Faith looked back into Buffy’s hazel orbs, and found herself transfixed. She really liked Buffy, and she didn’t want to pressure her, but as she looked at the blonde, she saw her expression change, to one of understanding.

At that moment she knew exactly what she understood.

To the muffled sounds of Willow and Tara’s lovemaking, Faith removed her finger and leaned in for a kiss…



TBC



You know what Im gonna ask for...! Lets have a feedback palooza! :party

willowsgirl
 


Re: Last updates

Postby Arwen276 » Wed Jul 16, 2003 9:28 am

One feedback coming up!! ONe!!



Okay just to say... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

WWWWWWWWWW at the tender moment between Will and Tara about the poem... wish we could have read it too...HINT HINT! :whistle

I loved Aunt Rose's apologies and then the cries over the cuteness of the couple.

and I see u've made some interesting developments between Buff and Faith...I see a kiss in the horizon and I'm not even a Seer!! :wink

Oh and THANK YOU for answering to my prayers, loved the noises and geez I never knew dorm walls were so thin! Mine are sound-proof takes all the fun right? I'm thinking about changing! OKAY THAT SOUNDED WACKY!! :blush

umm well ANYWAY! you seem such a FEEDBACK ADDICT did you have a feedback problem when you were a child? would you like to talk about it? :hmm

*Takes a Freuidian pose, kicks off her shoes, remembers the psych courses that she missed during the semester...* YOU CAN TALK!! share your pain...



Anyhoo... I can add more feedback if it keeps you writing...I'm practically living on the board lately, my gf is in Canada fixing some legal stuff! so I'm in terrible need for smoochies....HINT HINT! (FOR your fics of course)

:heart



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Edited by: BytrSuite at: 7/16/03 11:52 am
Arwen276
 


Re: chapter 26

Postby Stroke of Luck » Wed Jul 16, 2003 10:47 am

Hey that was really mean.....lol well i feel like Buffy and Faith right now....but i want to read more instead of listening :p

That was a really mean cliffhanger:smash



And those poems....that was so cute...when someone writes...you see into their hearts:flower And Willow knows right now how much Tara cares for her...ohhhhh love is so wonderful:heart



I just can say....more more more....:love this story:kiss



CU:wave

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

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i am a feedback addict

Postby willowsgirl » Wed Jul 16, 2003 12:48 pm

What can I say- Arwen276, I am a feedback addict.

Be my shrink?! I think it stems from 20 years of underappreciated writing...

he he he.

Know what u mean about living on the board, Im home from uni for the summer and so using my parents computer-they think im an internet addict, but really its the feedback...its always the feedback!

As for the poem, I didnt really have time to work on it but you may see it in the future if I get the chance. We'll just have 2 c!

I agree about the thin walls thing, my dorms had pretty thick one's, maybe in my mind all dorms in US have thin ones...I dunno, maybe it was just a good opportunity to inject a bit of humour!

I'll try and get some more smoochies in if you're missing your gf that much...at least u have a gf :sob

Any offers would be gladly appreciated!!



Stroke of luck-thankyou sooooooooo much for the lovely feedback, you're in my good books 2!



willowsgirl xx

willowsgirl
 


Re: chapter 26

Postby akira » Wed Jul 16, 2003 1:55 pm

ok since i am reading this for quite a while now i thought i´d give you some feedback aswell. i LOVE your fic. it´s so cute and great and just awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

hope you´ll update soon again.

cya

akira

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Re: i am a feedback addict

Postby Velaingie » Wed Jul 16, 2003 3:16 pm

Hello, :bigwave



You wished for a feedback, well actually you demand for a feedback. So your wishes are my command, I would happily do it.:lol

Just read the last update, that was so very cute between Willow and Tara, especially when Willow read Tara's poem. Aw! But the last scene between them, now that was really another kind of cute I will say. It was actually more of :thud , yeah that was it.

I like your story more and more.

Bye bye:wave

Velaingie :peace

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Re: chapter 26

Postby Washi » Wed Jul 16, 2003 3:30 pm

Hey you! Just checking in from Tunis to tell you I'm following the story,and that I'm totally loving it! Keep up the great work! :grin

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

Washi
 


speech! speech!

Postby willowsgirl » Wed Jul 16, 2003 3:39 pm

Awwwwwwwwww!!



What can I say? Yes I admit I'm a demanding feedback addict, but it worked!! :banana



Thanks so much guys, I'm glad you all like; plus there are more readers stepping outta the feedback closet!



Washi, you know Im a fan of yours so thanx for replying all the way from your travels, means alot :bigkiss



I seem to be dropping by the board every few hours to catch up on some smoochie action, seeing as im so lacking in that department. saw a girl today who i had a major crush on at school, for like 2 years...and she looks even more amazing now. Grrr...:cry



Anyways, I've already got some of the next update done, seem to be writing constantly at the mo, even storing little ideas on my mobile phone while im at work...yes, im a big geek! :blush



Thanks once again my luvvlies!



Willowsgirl xx

willowsgirl
 


Re: chapter 26

Postby Arwen276 » Wed Jul 16, 2003 3:57 pm

hey I'm back again!!

seems I've got nothing to do...no one's updating apart Shadow..and like you I'm missing my smoochies too!! well I'm missing them til tomorrow afternoon! that's when my sweetie finally comes back after 17 days of being away... :sob

let's start some club, the smoochies deprived or something, waddaya say? :smug



but hey you're right!! you can use that time of yours to write other wonderful updates??? that's a bright idea dontcha think?? not to sound pushy of course... you can make them NC-17 too!!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


hmmm

Postby willowsgirl » Wed Jul 16, 2003 4:36 pm

Well arwen276, you're quite the flatterer- getting me all interested in the idea of a smoochie deprived club and THEN asking for nc-17, LOL.

Well...I'll see what I can do! Maybe you guys should gve me some idea of what you'd like to see :p

Awww, well at least your gf comes back tomorrow, think of all the making up you can do :wink

Yeah, where is every1, I want updates!

It's 11.30pm and I have 2 get up at 7...still waiting for more updates tho!

willowsgirl xx

willowsgirl
 


join the gang

Postby willowsgirl » Wed Jul 16, 2003 4:39 pm

Roll up! Roll up!

Join the smoochie deprived club!

Subscription fee only...some smoochie time :grin



willowsgirl xx



ps. this was ALLLLLLL arwen276's idea!

willowsgirl
 


Re: hmmm

Postby Arwen276 » Wed Jul 16, 2003 5:01 pm

Yeah it was and I'm damn proud about it!! *BOWS TO EVERYONE*



Not a single update yet!! it's 2 AM over here and I MUST go to bed...i've got to wake up at 7 too,

see ya!!





ps: oh and have u noticed? we've got the same amount of posts? 89 ... wonder who'll reach the next level first...



:p



'Night!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: join the gang

Postby bluewillowwitch » Thu Jul 17, 2003 2:04 am

:bigwave ,

Those last two updates where great! :clap :bow :applause I can't believe that cliffhanger! :eek :thud :eek :thud I can't wait to :read more. Please update soon. :pray :pray







bluewillowwich :glasses :flower :fallen :peace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

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Re: hmmm

Postby barnabasvamp » Thu Jul 17, 2003 5:04 am

Always difficult to imagine an interaction with a parental figure, especially when your looking for approval. You did a great job with that!



Oh My...Buffy is starting to get that "lovin' feelin" :pride

Cool!



BV

"When choosing between two evils, I always like to take the one I've never tried before"-Mae West

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Re: join the gang

Postby sam7777 » Thu Jul 17, 2003 7:01 pm

Great AU fic and a great premise. Jost got into this one and read it all at a go. I like the way you do the scooby dynamics around W/T and I miss seeing the gang as friends. It's been years since it was like that on the show. Your Willow and Tara are very sweet together. Looking forward to the next part.

_____________________

I see dead lesbian cliches

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y'all. I just like saying that word!

Postby willowsgirl » Sun Jul 20, 2003 5:26 am

Hey everyone,

:bigwave

Im working on an update right now, got a few ideas but the words just don’t seem to be coming together very well. But Ill keep trying and hopefully have an update for you later today or tomorrow.



So, very quickly;



BLUEWILLOWWITCH- Im glad you’re still liking the story, sorry about the cliffhanger, but thought id be a bit evil this time! :devilish



BARNABASVAMP- Well, thankyou very much! Have to say I was quite worried about writing the whole parental stuff, but im happy with the way it turned out. And if you liked it, then Im even happier!

Buffy and that lovin’ feelin’?... Well, wait you’ll just have to wait and see… :wink



SAM7777- Wow, cant believe you read it all in one go! I’m impressed and quite flattered really! I know what you mean about the Scooby dynamics, I miss it being like that, but there’s always re-runs! Sweet just about sums up my willow and tara doesn’t it?! I’ll have a new part up soon, promise!



Willowsgirl xx



willowsgirl
 


Re: join the gang

Postby birdblue » Sun Jul 20, 2003 9:04 am

hola! wow, I know I said I'd be all critical, but I honestly havn't got much feedback except the positive stuff. It's so sappy and romantic and sweet! :p bless! I love it!



can i just make two requests: 1) can i also join the smoochie-deprived club, and 2) next part! :p



nic x

birdblue
 


blah de blah...new update!

Postby willowsgirl » Mon Jul 21, 2003 1:04 pm

Hello everybody!

Well, here I am with another update, hope u all like muchly.

Just wana quickly say thanks to nic (bird blue) for her groovy comment, i know i already said, but it did make me smile to see something so nice :applause



So, here goes, it's quite a long one, and theres a bit of the nc17 variety...!



SEE DISCLAIMER IN PART 1. THIS CHAPTER CONATINS SCENES OF A SEXUAL ATURE AND IS THEREFORE CLASSED NC17.



PREVIOUSLY, IN CHAPTER 26 OF ‘THE START OF FOREVER’…



As Tara’s moans got louder, Buffy move her ear away from the wall. She looked over to Faith, who shrugged her shoulders sheepishly, and then whispered,

“I didn’t know they were gonna do that. How many times a day do they have sex, for God’s sake!?”

Buffy giggled at this comment, and Faith quickly placed her own finger over Buffy’s lips to silence her.

Buffy was amazed at how soft Faith’s finger felt against her lips, and had to resist the temptation to kiss the smooth digit.

she thought, almost panicked.

Then she looked into Faith’s caramel eyes and she knew why.

Faith looked back into Buffy’s hazel orbs, and found herself transfixed. She really liked Buffy, and she didn’t want to pressure her, but as she looked at the blonde, she saw her expression change, to one of understanding.

At that moment she knew exactly what she understood.

To the muffled sounds of Willow and Tara’s lovemaking, Faith removed her finger and leaned in for a kiss…



CHAPTER 27



Faith moved almost in slow motion, her eyes locked with Buffy’s making sure that this was really what both of them wanted. She felt her lips tingle with anticipation; they were only inches apart from Buffy’s own delectable mouth.

And then suddenly, they touched.

All reasonable thought flew out of Buffy’s head as she forgot what was happening, who she was kissing, or why for that matter, and focused solely on the taste and the feeling of those lips on hers.

Faith, seeing that Buffy hadn’t pulled away from the kiss yet, opened her mouth slightly to deepen it, and slipped the end of her tongue between them. The sudden movement broke Buffy’s chain of thought and she suddenly remembered who she was kissing.

Their lips parting with an audible smacking sound, and Buffy’s hands came up to Faith’s shoulders to push her away. The blonde took a step back and looked at Faith almost accusingly.

This was what Buffy wanted, she wasn’t gay; Faith had taken advantage of the situation.

Without saying a word, Buffy turned and left the room, slamming the door behind her.



Faith sat down on her bed, her head in her hands. What had she done? Buffy was the only girl, the only person, who she had ever truly liked as more than (to use Anya’s always-less-than-appropriate words), an orgasm buddy.

She was sure that she hadn’t read the signals wrong, Buffy had wanted that kiss as much as she had.

So why had she run away?

With a groan of frustration, Faith leant back on the bed, her arm coming to rest over her eyes. She could still hear the muffled sounds of Willow and Tara in the next room, something which she really didn’t need at that moment.

She stood and switched on her music, blocking out the sounds which served only to remind her of what she’d just lost.

Feeling a rush of emotion rising up and threatening to spill over as tears, Faith pushed them back down, instead choosing to vent her frustration through aggression. Picking up a shoe, she threw it at the floor as hard as she could.

Not feeling any better, she took deep breaths, trying to remain strong even in front of only herself.

It was no use though, and the brunette finally slumped to the floor and allowed the tears to roll.





The next day, Willow and Tara decided to meet for lunch. They both had a full day of classes, which meant restricted smoochie time; something which neither of them were pleased about.

In fact, Tara had previously had to physically restrain Willow from writing a stern letter to her lecturer, demanding the schedules be changed so she could get some snuggles from her girlfriend. Well, physically tempt anyway.

Right now, they were making the most of the half hour that they each had available.

        They sat out on a bench in the sun, laughing and telling each other about their day so far. Willow opened her fruit salad and took a mouthful.

“Mmmm, yummy!” she said, with a smile.

Tara returned the smile warmly; her girlfriend could just be so cute sometimes.

“Nice?” she asked, with an amused tone.

Willow nodded, and then said under her breath, loud enough for Tara to hear,

“But not as nice as your taste, my love.”

Tara felt her face redden, and she glanced around to make sure that nobody could hear.

“Want some?” Willow asked innocently.

Struck dumb, Tara merely nodded, and closed her lips around the spoon offered to her.

        The moment was interrupted by Buffy throwing herself into the seat next to Tara, and sighing heavily.

Tara turned to her best friend, swallowing the zesty fruit in her mouth, and smiled.

“Long day, Buff?”

“The longest. And it doesn’t help that you two look so darn happy all the time,” she huffed.

Tara glanced over to Willow and caught her eye, as if to say ‘yes, we are happy all the time’, and Willow returned it with a look of ‘I love you’.

Buffy noticed this and made a groaning sound, then turned her attentions to the huge slab of chocolate cake that she’d just bought.

When she looked back up, after being thoroughly engrossed in chocolatey goodness, there was a new arrival at the table.

“Hey guys,” Faith waved, and sat next to Willow.

The brunette looked uncharacteristically tired and withdrawn, but neither girl wanted to bring the subject up, and so they all resumed eating their lunch.

Tara broke the silence after about a minute.

“Hmmm,” she pondered.

“Hmmm, what, baby?” Willow asked, eager to suss out another of Tara’s sounds.

“Hmmm, I wonder what Xander’s doing tonight, ‘cos I feel that we all deserve a night out after such a long day. What do you say?”

Willow noticed that Buffy and Faith weren’t making any effort to look at each other; in fact they were making every effort not to. Seeing a night out as a great opportunity to heal any rift, she reached out and took Tara’s hand in her own.

“That sounds like a great idea,”

Tara smiled lopsidedly at her girl, grateful that someone appreciated her idea, and then looked over to Buffy.

“Buff?”

“Yeah sure, whatever,” the smaller blonde grumbled.

Tara made a note to ask Buffy why she was so down later on, but she needed to get back to class soon, and the last ten minutes were definitely Willow time.

Willow looked to her right and saw Faith gazing at Buffy with unadulterated adoration, but less than a second later the brunette looked into her lap, almost guiltily.

“Faith?” the redhead asked gently.

“Hmmm, yeah?” Faith replied, distracted.

“Bronze tonight, you want to come with us?”

Faith smiled at Willow’s thoughtfulness, she wasn’t part of the gang but they were at least polite. Making a snap decision she nodded her head.

“Count me in,” she said, and then stood up, “I gotta go, I’ll see you later.”

Then, most unlike Faith, she looked down at her feet and shuffled away with haste.

A moment later, Buffy also got up from her seat,

“Me too,” she muttered, and then left in the opposite direction to Faith, with barely a wave.

Tara frowned, and Willow stroked her fingers softly over the blonde’s palm.

“Something’s up,” Tara said, stating the obvious.

“I think I know why.”

Tara looked up to her girlfriend, prompting her to continue.

“It’s just, well, I saw Faith looking at Buffy in, you know, way. But then she turned away and looked really guilty about it. I reckon Faith told Buffy how she feels and Buffy didn’t like it much,” she said, with a shrug of her shoulders.

“I think you’re right. Buffy’s as straight as…as…a pole, for lack of straighter things,”

Willow giggled softly at Taras’s metaphor.

“A pole’s good enough, baby,” she said with a smile.

“Well, maybe tonight will clear the air a little,” Tara said, almost to herself. “I’ll call Xander.”

That was the last thing either one said for the last minutes of lunch, as they used their time wisely. With smoochies, of course.





Tara knocked on Faith’s door at seven thirty, as planned. She was quite nervous, she hadn’t often been alone with Faith and didn’t know quite what she was going to say to her. As Faith opened her door and greeted the blonde, Tara’s nerves intensified; Faith looked amazing, and it was obvious that tonight she was out for only one thing.

To make someone jealous, or to get someone new.



Willow had to practically drag Buffy off of her bed, the blonde was so reluctant to leave.

“I don’t wanna go, Will, I don’t feel well,” she whined.

“You, missy, are perfectly fine. Now if you don’t get up and get out of that door I’m going to bring Tara back here tonight and keep you up night” the redhead teased.

Buffy groaned and then stood up from the bed.

“Busted. I guess it’ll be cool to see Xander, and as much as two of my best friends feature in some of my most explicit fantasies, I’m not sure I’m quite ready to see it in the flesh.”

Willow’s mouth dropped open in shock, and her cheeks reddened with embarrassment. Picking up her purse, Buffy leant over and whispered in Willow’s ear,

“I was just kidding,” and then walked out of the door, leaving the redhead standing in complete bewilderment.



The bronze was packed, and the others were already there when Willow and Buffy arrived. Weaving their way over to the table, they finally made it, and Willow stepped up to plant a sweet kiss on her girl’s lips.

“I see you’ve got your priorities in order Willow, well done,” Anya piped up, “Although you might want to revise them from kissing your girlfriend first to having orgasms first. It saves time,” she said, matter of factly.

“Ahn, hun, I thought we decided to stop the orgasm talk?” Xander pleaded.

Anya slapped the side of her head playfully,

“Of course! You wanted me to keep the sex talk to the bedroom- he likes it when I talk dirty, you know,” she said, nudging Buffy in the ribs.

Willow looked over to see Xander’s face heated with embarrassment and had to hold back a giggle.

“So…drinks anyone?” she asked, trying to veer away from sex talk.

“Yes please, a sex on the beach,” Anya ordered, handing over a bill. Willow groaned; so much for a change of subject.

“I’ll have a mineral water please, sweetie,” Tara asked, but was answered with a loud snort from Faith.

“Water? I thought we were out to enjoy ourselves! I say tequila all round,” the brunette challenged.

Willow looked to her girlfriend questionably, and saw something she’d never seen in her eyes; competitiveness.

“Ok, you’re on,” the blonde answered, and looked around the table to see everyone nodding their heads. Finally she reached Willow, who was looking at her oddly.

The redhead suddenly snapped out of her trance, and stood up.

“Right, tequilas all round!” she said, cheerfully, and sauntered away from the table. She looked back just once at Tara; surprisingly, seeing her girl in a new light was strangely attractive.



Forty five minutes later, the group had drunk 24 shots of tequila already, four each; they were never normally big drinkers, but as Buffy kept pointing out,

“They’re such diddy little glasses, what harm can it do?”

However, it was clear from the slight slurring of speech that the alcohol was beginning to affect them all in different ways.

Xander spent most of his time defending Anya, whose comments on sex and orgasms became increasingly more blunt and inappropriate the more she drank.

Buffy and Faith were still ignoring each other; sitting at opposite ends of the table and going to painstaking lengths not to look at the other. Buffy had even willingly launched into a conversation with Anya about the joys of sex, rather than answer Tara when she asked if everything was ok.

Finally, the more they drank, the closer Willow and Tara became. They started out simply sitting next to each other, but by this point they had scooted so close that Willow was practically sitting in Tara’s lap, and her hand had strayed to her thigh, rubbing rhythmically.

Willow looked over her shoulder to Tara, and grinned. Tara, unsure of what Willow’s motives were, raised her eyebrows in question. It was answered when the redhead’s lips met hers in a smouldering kiss. In contrast to their usual soft smoochies, the alcohol combined with Willow’s desires amounted to a kiss full of passion, their tongues stroking and their hands roaming.

The kiss didn’t even end when Anya made a loud comment about how

“Xander’s orgasm friends were going to have sex again.”

When the kiss ended, Willow pulled back slightly and looked into Tara’s eyes. Replacing the usual calm blue was burning sapphire, and the redhead immediately identified it as lust, as she was feeling much the same thing.

“Want to dance?” she asked her lover, and stood up, extending her hand.

Tara giggled, and nodded her head, taking Willow’s hand. As she stood, the alcohol rushed to her head and she realized how woozy she felt. But more than that, she realised how hot she felt, after that kiss.

Turning to the rest of the table, she gave a quick wave and said,

“We’re going to dance.”

As the couple left the table, Anya muttered under her breath to Faith,

“So that’s what they’re calling it these days!”

Faith, however, was looking at Buffy with a determined look in her eye.



Willow and Tara joined the packed dance floor at the back, and began to move to the beat of the music. Fuelled by the tequila they had drunk, they were far more confident than usual, and by the end of the song they were dancing closely, Willow’s hands on Tara’s back.

Where her hands were placed, Tara felt as if her skin was on fire. After the kiss, the dance had served only to make her even hotter. Feeling wanton, she leant over and whispered into Willow’s ear,

“God, Willow, you’re sexy. You make me so hot.”

The redhead groaned in reply, feeling much the same way. Brushing her hands down Tara’s back, they came to rest on top of her ass, and she pulled her even closer.

A thousand replies ran through her mind then, but she knew that just one would do as she kissed Tara’s earlobe and then whispered,

“I want you now.”

Willow saw a pink blush cover Tara’s cheeks, but realised by the look in her eyes that it was not due to embarrassment, but arousal.

Grabbing Willow by the hand, Tara tugged her away from the dance floor without saying a word.

Willow gulped as Tara defiantly led her through a door that read ‘ladies.’



Meanwhile, at the table, Xander and Anya were once again kissing and groping openly. Faith glanced first at the couple, then at Buffy, and then to the dance floor.

“Well, this is all great fun, kids, but I’m going to dance. Anyone coming?”

Receiving no answer, she stood and moved into the heaving mass of dancers, immediately becoming lost in the crowd.

Buffy looked down at her hands, which were clasped tightly in her lap. This was not working out like she’d hoped. Faith was a good friend, and the kiss had been nice, but it represented everything that she wasn’t. She wasn’t spontaneous, she wasn’t exciting, and most of all she was sure she wasn’t gay.

So, why did it hurt so much?



Tara pulled Willow into the toilets, which were thankfully empty, and straight into the end cubicle. Locking the door behind them, she kissed Willow hard, and then muttered,

“Gods, I want you too, right now.”

Their lips met again in another steamy kiss, all of their inhibitions lowered by the alcohol.

Tara pushed Willow against the cubicle door, and slipped her hand under the redhead’s shirt.

Willow moaned into the kiss as she felt Tara unclasp her bra and her small breasts tumble free. Tara’s hands immediately reached to hold the mounds in her palms, her fingers stroking the already hard nipples that they found.

It felt so good to have Tara caressing her like this that she just had to feel the same. Willow broke off the kiss and grasped Tara’s shirt in her hands, fumbling to undo each button quickly until she reached her final destination; Tara’s breasts.

Not wanting to waste time undoing it, she pulled the bra up over Tara’s breasts, allowing it to rest on top, and rolled the blonde’s nipples almost roughly.

The small cubicle was filled with the sounds of moans and soft whimpers.

Unwilling to wait any longer, Tara slipped her thigh between Willow’s and began to grind herself down on the thigh between her own.

However, instead of soothing her arousal, this only increased it, leaving her wanting more. Releasing Willow’s breasts from her grasp, she quickly moved her hands down to the button of Willow’s jeans, hoping that the redhead would take the hint.

The heat and wetness between her own legs had amplified, and there was no time for gentle requests and questions; it was all about need this time.

        Thankfully, Willow did take the hint, and moved her hands down to find that Tara was wearing a skirt. She took hold of the thin material and pulled it up so that it rested at her waist, and tucked the hem into the side of Tara’s panties.

At the same time, they both reached the edge of the other’s panties. Without hesitation, hands plunged in, with only one aim.

Tara groaned as she felt the simultaneous pleasure of the warm wetness around her fingers, and the feeling of Willow caressing her own centre.

Their fingers danced madly, moving rapidly up and down the slick shafts with vigour.

Their eyes locked, each watching the other in the throes of passion.

Willow could feel her climax building, but she needed more. Amid the groans and sighs they were making, she managed to get one word out,

“I-in!”

Tara nodded slightly and moved her fingers to the entrance of Willow’s centre, and then slipped them inside, pumping slowly.

Willow returned the favour, two fingers moving rapidly inside, while her thumb reached up to the bundle of nerves that was waiting attention.

Tara gasped as she felt Willow’s thumb circle her clit, and then begin to rub on it.

It took only a couple of minutes, and then her climax hit her. As the waves of pleasure ran through her, she gasped out Willow’s name and her fingers jerked harder inside of her lover, sending the redhead into orgasm.

They both clasped their eyes tightly shut and continued their actions until the final aftershocks died down to a stop.





While Willow and Tara were away, Buffy had been sitting in a state of misery. She’d only glimpsed Faith once, and when she had the brunette had been dancing with another girl. She took a sip of water and then glanced back at the dancefloor.

It was then she saw.

Right there in the middle of the dance floor was Faith and the girl she’d been dancing with; kissing. Buffy felt a chill run right through her, it wasn’t hurt or anger; it was jealousy.

Feeling tears sting her eyes, she quickly jumped up from the table and ran through the crowd to the toilets, collapsing against the sink and letting the tears come.



Faith had been oblivious to the incident; she was drunk, she was with a hot girl and who cared about Buffy? Certainly not her. Well. Maybe a little.

But right now, Buffy had hurt her so much; she’d never been rejected in her whole life, and to be pushed away by the one girl you really like…she wasn’t sure she’d ever recover from that.



In the cubicle, Tara leant her chin on Willow’s shoulder, breathing heavily.

When she caught her breath, she pulled back and kissed her girl on the lips.

“Wow,” Willow whispered, her eyes still tightly closed.

It was then that Tara heard the door to the toilets open and someone enter, and then begin to sob loudly. She recognised that sound; it was Buffy.

Worriedly, she stroked Willow’s face and whispered in her ear,

“It’s Buffy, I should check if she’s ok.”

Willow opened her eyes and pouted, wanting a little more smoochie time. Tara bit her lip to keep from giggling, and then whispered again,

“You stay here and be quiet, I’ll be back ok?”

Willow nodded in agreement and allowed Tara free from her embrace. The blonde quickly pulled her skirt down, buttoned her blouse and ran her fingers through her hair. Flushing the toilet, she stepped out of the cubicle and moved over to Buffy, quickly washing her hands.

“Sweetie, are you ok?” she asked her friend.

Buffy shook her head sadly, and then pulled Tara into a hug, still crying.

“It’s Faith…she hates me…there was a kiss, but I was scared…and now she’s out there with someone else!”

Tara took a moment to register everything that Buffy said; firstly, Buffy and Faith had kissed! But now her best friend was in here heart broken because Faith was out there with someone else.

“What happened Buffy, really?”

Buffy wiped her tear stained eyes, and managed to calm down a little.

“I like her, Tara, I really do. Last night we were in her room, and we somehow ended up so that…it just seemed like the perfect thing to do at that moment was to kiss. But I panicked, I mean, hello- not gay! I just left her; I didn’t even say a word, Tara.”

Tara hugged Buffy close again and stroked her hair with her free hand.

“Buffy, you know what you have to do,” she said, simply.

“Go back out there and tell her?” her best friend answered, in a small voice.

“Exactly.”

The two girls looked at each other and smiled; no matter what changed, who was with who, they would always remain close. After a moments comfortable silence, in which Tara figured Buffy was figuring out what to say to Faith, a voice came out of the end cubicle; the one that Tara had just left.

“Can I come out now?”

Buffy looked at Tara, realising that she and Willow had been shut in there together, and didn’t even want to think about what they’d been getting up to.

The door opened and a sheepish looking Willow shuffled out of the cubicle.

“Oh…you’re still here!” she exclaimed, looking at Tara in panic.

Buffy looked from one blushing red girl to another even more embarrassed one, and promptly burst out laughing.



TBC



Ive been told its rude to forfeedback, so I wont. I'll just give a small hint. Feedback! Feeback!:eatme



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Re: blah de blah...new update!

Postby Arwen276 » Mon Jul 21, 2003 1:33 pm



I just feel COMPELLED to tell ya:



You cannot have more feedback, you have a feedback problem!



:p THERE I said it!



so about this update, hmmm, you know I LOVED IT! You know me, just mention NC-17 and I'm happy! :banana

oh and You are right, Tequila rounds do wonders to boldness, a must when trying to approach someone...or trying to make someone jealous... I like Faith's attitude, it's good payback! oh and FINALLY BUFFY figuring it out! Just cos she's not normally gay doesnt forbid her from being one later on...pfff really I mean how thick can you get?

Okay okay I know it's rough sometimes to come out and all, but it's Buffy, I love trashing her...must forgive my impulse... :blush

and Dancing sequence+ bathroom sequence = :clap



so How's that you feedback addict?



:heart hope you're finally getting those smoochies!! cos I am! :party okay now that was mean, but still :cool



see ya!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: great update

Postby Velaingie » Mon Jul 21, 2003 3:39 pm

Hello, :bigwave



One feedback coming especially for you. I must say the more I read your fic the more I loved it and the more I will leave feedbacks. It was just a great and long update. :applause :clap :applause :clap :applause :clap

I mean the bathroom scene with Willow and Tara was just really..., I mean really whaaw, :thud , :drool and again whaaw, :thud and :drool .

And the scenes between Faith and Buffy, at first yipee the kissed. And then they won't even talk to each other or even look to each other so that was :sob . But at the end Buffy admits she likes Faith so yipee again.

I just loved it.

Until next time

Bye :wave

Velaingie :peace

Velaingie
 


Re: great update

Postby sam darls » Tue Jul 22, 2003 3:14 am

Hey willowsgirl..I've just read the whole fic and I love it so much, it's so sweet and yet so sexy at the same time..more soon?:love Thank you, love sammi xxx:wink

sam darls
 


Re: great update

Postby Stroke of Luck » Tue Jul 22, 2003 4:56 am

Hehe the last thing, was so typical Willow like!!!:lol



Quote:
“Can I come out now?”Buffy looked at Tara, realising that she and Willow had been shut in there together, and didn’t even want to think about what they’d been getting up to. The door opened and a sheepish looking Willow shuffled out of the cubicle. “Oh…you’re still here!” she exclaimed, looking at Tara in panic




Gosh she is so cute....:rofl



Tara is such a great friend to Buffy...I hope Buffy goes out to Faith....turn her around and kiss her in front of that other girl:blush



This was a really lovely update....more pls:party



CU:wave

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

Stroke of Luck
 


Re: great update

Postby bluewillowwitch » Tue Jul 22, 2003 8:56 am

:bigwave ,

I love that update! :clap :bow :clap :bow That was so great, :willow and :tara in the bathroom after many shots. It was so funny. :lol Then the thing with Buffy and Faith. :clap I can't wait to see how that talk goes. :wink That was a mean cliffhanger.Just :devilish . I can't wait to :read the next update. Update soon, please? :pray :pray :pray :pray







bluewillowwitch :glasses :flower :fallen :peace

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you make me complete...!!

Postby willowsgirl » Thu Jul 24, 2003 7:10 am





Hiya!

Firstly, thanks everyone for reading, it really makes me smile to know that people are following what I’m writing and actually like it! :)

I’m enjoying writing this fic, so you should have a new update soon.



So, replies…



ARWEN276- Yes, I know, I have a very big problem! But its not my fault…honest. :blush

I’m glad you liked the update, very true about mentioning nc17=read it, I do the same.

So I take it you don’t like Buffy then? She is a bit silly really, but it is hard. Then again, the first time I saw Faith (admittedly on screen) I KNEW I had a crush on her! LOL.

Well, I’m glad you’re enjoying your smoochies, I’m still not getting any :sob

Would you consider loaning your gf to the smoochie deprived club?

Just kidding! :wink



VELAINGIE- Im all with the woo and the hoo ‘cos I got both :thud AND a drool!

My one aim in life achieved!

The Faith and Buffy scenes are good fun to write, so I’m happy you like these scenes.

Thanks for reading!



SAM DARLS- Awww, you read the whole fic?! That’s so cute :flower

Thanks for the great comments, I love getting new readers

And yes, there will be more soon.



STROKE OF LUCK- I agree, I loved that bit with Willow at the end too, that was the one part that I had in my head the whole way through.

Well…I guess you’ll have to wait and see what Buffy does, I’ve got a few options so any ideas are v.helpful!



BLUEWILLOWWITCH- Sorry about the cliffhanger, I didn’t think it was as bad as the last chapter so forgive me?

Promise an update soon. :p





Well, I’m going to catch up on all the other fics Ive been missing out on.

Thanks very muchly once again,



Willowsgirl xx

willowsgirl
 


???

Postby willowsgirl » Tue Aug 26, 2003 10:36 am

Hi kittens!

Well, I havent updated this fic in what seems like ages.

I kinda gave up writing cos I wasnt sure where I was going with it, and I never quite got back to it!

I dont even know if anyone will remember it, or want me to continue it but...I think I have ideas and Im willing to put them on paper (well, screen!) if anyone wants me to.

Just let me know!

And if not, Im more than happy to continue lurking and waiting for updates of my fave fics; anyone who hasnt read 'Hellebore' yet is really missing out!

Take care, little kitties



Willowsgirl xx :bigkiss

willowsgirl
 


Re: you make me complete...!!

Postby Arwen276 » Tue Aug 26, 2003 11:14 am



You're back!!



Oh and you thought we didn't want to read you anymore??

Poor baby! By all means write those ideas of yours ! or screen them!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: you make me complete...!!

Postby sam darls » Tue Aug 26, 2003 2:54 pm

Hey..Yeah we want to read more..pweeeasseee :kiss love sams xx

sam darls
 


More!

Postby Washi » Tue Aug 26, 2003 3:01 pm

I vote a big yes on continuing! I wanna read more. :grin

Hope to read more soon! ;)

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

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