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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby bluemote » Wed Aug 13, 2003 2:51 am

well slap me with a kipper and call me grinny McGrin,



That was great, I really enjoyed all of the extra details in the archery contest - you paint a very real picture in my head, and in those of everyone else i'm sure.



and with the fingers and the licking and the..... well, that was marvellous too, although i'm sure my heavy breathing has somewhat alarmed my workmates.



i like the way you continue to explore the different magicks too, again, it adds so much more to the story. i get the feeling its all going to be building up to something later....?



speaking of building up - could willow and tara wait any longer?! i'm not normally an impatient kinda gal but with the expectations for them distracting me i don't think that my brain will return to normal until then.



can i use your fic as an explanation to my boss as to why my mind numbing excel stats aren't quite as nifty as they usually are? might need a 'fic' note to excuse my state :grin



(sorry, the bad pun monster got me :whistle )



and wow again, amazing fic :thud

bluemote
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby the vamp nurd » Wed Aug 13, 2003 3:54 am

absolutely brilliant...:D



I'm speechless...:D



:applause

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Bardlet no #27



the vamp nurd
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby JustSkipIt » Wed Aug 13, 2003 8:12 am

Chris,

I’m loving this story so much. Yes, the sexy parts are sexy but I loved the “out of the castle” part too. The archery contest was wonderful. I particularly like the way the girls are connecting around magic. It seems that Tara is kind of a magic user too, just under another name. And Willow definitely respects that. Although I’m a little nervous about why Ember gave Willow this staff? Is it because Ember knows that Willow will have a confrontation with someone who will challenge her to use different magics? Kind of scary.



I was also kind of hoping that Stefan would want a demonstration of the way that Willow was describing creating the ice shard already in motion. That would have been cool to see a demonstration like that too.



The girls are adorable and I’m so happy that their relationship is progressing. While I love what you are writing and think it’s wonderful and hot, I also personally think that if you are going to masturbate in front of someone or hold someone while they masturbate, you might as well make love. Of course I understand that they are both nervous but at this point I think it’s obvious that they would be “successful” whatever they try, no matter how inexperienced. I do notice that Willow keeps telling Tara that she knows neither of them is ready and that she will be soon but it doesn’t seem to me that Tara is saying that she’s not ready. She’s not pushing but it seems that she is ready.



The delegation: The amazons & Willow are leaving the castle in a few days right? Is the entire delegation going with? Are they from this kingdom or barondom or whatever? I’m a little confused on the politics.



Great job. I can’t wait for the next update. Debra



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"It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or demons, heaven or hell." - The Buddha

JustSkipIt
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby Artemis » Wed Aug 13, 2003 10:58 am

Thanks everyone :)



justin: I thought of the Robin Hood trick, but, well, that's been done by Robin Hood, so I didn't want to re-hash it... lighting the arrow by firing through a flame is something I vaguely remember doing in a Legend of Zelda game, and it struck me as kind of cool there. As for Willow getting distracted, I doubt Tara would be able to do hold her aim much better under those circumstances :)



Arwen: I love finding opportunities for Willow to be cute. She's so good at it :)



Grimlock: Amazon Tara is more confident than the original version when we first saw her, it's true. Willow has it in her too, but she's holding herself back a little, probably without realising it, in response to Tara's shy side. So it's inevitably Tara who ends up making the moves, when she stops being shy. It's something there'll be a chapter or two about down the road.



Willow has seen Tara's breasts in the light of day, that morning (right after Tara saw hers).



Willow's staff has unique properties, but she wasn't given it because she had problems controlling her magic. She was given it because Ember thought she should have it. It wouldn't have helped against Shadai, she broke Willow's chill armour on power alone. Willow's staff is just one of those things that's curious, but not necessarily relevant to the story at hand.



Amazon magic is part Prime (the focusing Tara does, which is an extension of the power within herself) and part Holy (calling on gods for power). It's not necessary for her to put her case to the gods each time she wants to use it, it's more of a case of Tara being a good and noble Amazon, so she is granted a certain degree of power to use as she sees fit. It's not that clear-cut, exactly, but that's the idea - like Paladins (who are Diablo's version of Christian holy warriors) having magic powers just by being holy, not by kneeling down each time they have to hit something and praying for a Holy Flame aura. Technically it does mean that the gods are busy, providing power to all the hundreds of Amazon warriors at any given time, but that's why they call them gods, they can do that sort of thing. The downside to Amazon magic is that it's very ritualised and formal. Willow, within the limits of her power, can do whatever she likes with cold energy, while Tara is limited to the traditional forms of magic - adding fire energy to her arrows, and lightning to her spear. She can't, for example, create fire on its own, or set fire to an arrow without firing it from her bow. Amazon magic is very much 'pre-programmed', while the Zann Esu have a much greater degree of freedom in manipulating the powers they have.



Willow's belt isn't too heavy, by the standards of adventuring equipment - the potion vials and spell components are really small, keychain-size stuff, and the scrolls are about the size of a post-it note each, written on thin paper. The journal is the heaviest thing on the belt, but it sits on her hip (kind of like a pistol holster), so it's not especially inconvenient. The reason for the scrolls is that there are limits to what elemental magic (particularly cold and fire) can do. The scrolls contains spells that can, for example, identify the enchantment on a magic artefact, create light out of nothing, create a veil of shadows to hide in, that sort of thing - stuff that can't be done just by manipulating cold. It's low-level stuff that a Prime Mage could do by himself, but it requires the use of non-elemental magic.



Tara last shot in the contest was as good as Stefan's - her arrow flew at the right height to light the torch, as it would've if it had been the torch lighting the arrow, and she hit the bullseye. You could say she and Stefan tied on technical scores, but Tara won on the artistic scores. Amazons don't use their gods' magic to aim - their ability to concentrate on their target so well they can hit it in a gale at night with their eyes closed comes entirely from themselves. It's a type of Prime magic, in that it can exceed the capabilities of the human senses, but unlike most types of magic, anyone who works hard enough can use prime magic. Stefan probably used a bit to improve his aim, though he may not realise it - it's just an extension of honing your skills.



In Diablo II, Amazons can fire 'guided arrows', which means you can let fly in any direction you like and the arrow will home in on the nearest enemy, but for a story I think that's a bit ridiculous. There won't be any reference to the more game-oriented Amazon skills, like guided arrows, multi-shots (having a single arrow split into ten when you fire it), creating arrows out of pure magic, and so on. That sort of thing is necessary to survive Diablo's Hell Difficulty level, but I think it would make the story kind of silly.



Jen: No, if Willow and Tara get a say in it, it certainly won't be a long wait :) Glad you're enjoying it.



bluemote: You're reading this at work? Ye gods, I can't bring myself to read this kind of story when someone else is in the room, let alone away from home :) Not for any icky reasons, you understand, just that I think I'd self-immolate from blushing. I'm like that.



the vamp nurd: Thanks :)



Debra: You're quite accurate in what you say, I think it is more nervousness that's holding them back from making love, rather than a real need to wait any longer. I think Tara's still feeling some nerves too, so it's not just a matter of her letting Willow set the pace - she trusts Willow enough that she'd say so if she wanted to make love. My opinion is that they're both ready, they just want to feel a little more secure in being ready. While at the same time coming closer and closer to making love, to the point where as you say there's no reason for them not to. Left to their own devices, Willow might let her nerves get the better of her, and wait a little longer than she really wants to, while Tara (being Tara) would wait without a single complaint. Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on your point of view) there are outside forces at work that will have effects on the pace of their relationship.



Wow, you're really making me think about this, you know? That's great - in the last story I wrote, Grimlock (as he's still doing, thank the gods) was asking interesting questions all the time, and I swear the story ended up five chapters longer because of all the stuff he'd prompted me to think about :) This is the wonderful thing about writing in serial form, rather than finishing a story completely before the posting starts.



There is a story behind Willow's staff, but I like to have stories behind most of the trivial details - I can confirm that it won't have a major impact on Hellebore. Ember didn't give Willow the staff because she had any idea what was going to happen - indeed, if Willow had had her staff with her in the library in Entsteig, it wouldn't have had any appreciable effect on her spells, or Shadai's ability to overwhelm her.



Quick summary of the political situation (I don't blame you for being a bit confused, I've started keeping notes): Kingsport is a Barony (I think that's the word), while Duncraig further north is a Dukedom, and the capital of Westmarch - the biggest city in this part of the world. Kingsport is politically independent of Duncraig, but reliant on it in terms of trade, serving as it's main sea port - Duncraig can only be reached by river boats, not proper sea-going vessels. The Amazon mission that Tara is a part of is travelling to Duncraig to maintain ties between Duncraig and the Amazon nation. Along the way they're stopping off at various places, most notably the Baron, ruler of Kingsport, for roughly the same reasons. There's also a bunch of Amazon merchant emissaries with them, whose main concern is promoting the trade interests of the Amazon nation. The Duncraig ambassadors were off in distant lands, and are on their way home after a sea trip ending in Kingsport. Their early arrival was unexpected, but it's convenient now for them and the Amazons to travel together. So yes, Willow, Tara, all the Amazons, and all the Duncraig ambassadors, will be leaving the Baron's castle together in two days' time.



There isn't a king anywhere, as such. There used to be, long ago (hence names like Kingsport), but at the moment it's all lesser nobility, with no-one really on top of the pile, in monarchical terms.

Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby chilled monkey » Thu Aug 14, 2003 3:25 am

Sorry I'm late.



Very cool update. I wonder if there is some foreshadowing in Tara's teaching Willow archery. Perhaps Willow will use what she's learned to save Tara in the end? Can't wait to see.

chilled monkey
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby TemperedCynic » Thu Aug 14, 2003 4:59 pm

This has become such a well-rounded fic from all angles. You are a master of writing action sequences. Love and romance also is your forte. And now, you have moved into exploring Willow and Tara's final barriers before becoming intimate. Waiting is never a bad thing, as long as both participants agree on the pace of their relationship (and it is clear that Willow and Tara have). The wait is delicious, anticipation builds for their first time with every kiss & caress. I have no doubt when the time arrives, that the Kittens will be well rewarded. The course of love isn't easy, especially for an Amazon warrior and her lady.



Thanks, Artemis.


More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

TemperedCynic
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby xita » Thu Aug 14, 2003 8:57 pm

I've spend the last few days reading this fic and it's been a pleasure. It's a well told adventure story, with lots of characters and a realistic pace for a willow/tara romance. Plus it's so erotic, I am not complaining at all they are taking it slowly. They can take it as slow as they want, just lovely.



I find Tara very intriguing in her warrior/shy woman dichotomy thing. I like that she can be both and sort of be that knight in shining armor type for Willow. Willow though I imagine will be showing her more aggressive nature in the future.



I am not familiar with the diablo world at all, but I am familiar with similar worlds. I think Tara being an amazon is a great choice in so far as the acceptance of their relationship. That makes it easier although of course we had the homophobe rear his ugly head at dinner :rage .



I look forward to more, it's been a pleasure to read.

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"The suspense is terrible. I hope it'll last."


-Willie Wonka

xita
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 15)

Postby Artemis » Fri Aug 15, 2003 9:40 am

chilled monkey: Thanks. It might be tricky to guess what's foreshadowing - some things I'm putting in because I know I'll use them, some I'm putting in place so I can pick up on them again in the sequel when I get around to it, and a lot of them are just random events that I put in because, well, why not. A lot of this is being made up as I go - most of the lusty sex-type scenes are completely unplanned - but I've got a fair idea of the important plot points I'll be hitting along the way, and as always (because it helps me keep motivated to write quick) I know how the climax will play out. Of the story, that is :)



TemperedCynic: You're welcome, and thank you :)



xita: Thanks :) Not to downplay how cool it is for everyone else to comment, but I always get a special kick out of Ms Moderator Fantastico feedback. You're right, Willow does have a more take-charge side - in emotional terms it's something new to her, which will be explored in time. In practical terms, of being able to react aggressively when necessary, it's certainly something she can do if she has to - the Zann Esu are battle mages first and foremost, so in her own way she's as much a warrior as Tara.



And yeah, everyone hates von Karlin :) He's there for a reason, though.

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 16)

Postby Artemis » Fri Aug 15, 2003 9:43 am

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: NC-17

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au

Note: Oh the hell with it, I'm changing the story's overall rating to NC-17.



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Chapter Sixteen

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Willow stirred, stretched slightly, and snuggled contentedly into the warmth of Tara wrapped around her from behind.



"Morning, love," Tara murmured in her ear, making her shiver gently.



"Morning, love," Willow repeated. "How long've you been awake?" Tara chuckled quietly to herself.



"Long enough to watch my beautiful magical lover sleep," she admitted. Willow sighed contentedly and wriggled slowly, rubbing her leg against Tara's.



"Your lover," she said, "I like that..."



"You said it last night," Tara reminded her.



"I know," Willow said, "but now, all calm and everything, it's different... we're lovers... gods that is beautiful." She ran her fingers over the back of Tara's hand, which had once again crept over her breast during the night. "There's no stopping you, is there?" she asked lightly.



"Amazon warriors are unstoppable," Tara answered seriously, "so don't even try."



"The thought never crossed my mind," Willow grinned. She turned over in Tara's embrace, facing her. "Tara?" she asked.



"Yes?"



"What we did last night... you were right," she confessed, "I felt so much a part of you. Like there was nothing separating us, nothing I had to, you know, keep from you... it was beautiful."



"I know," Tara said, "I felt the same. I still do."



"Me too," Willow replied quickly, "a-and... I know we said we'd take things slow, well, it was mainly me saying that, 'cause I wanted to be... I don't know, really, I guess I wanted to feel the way I do now. And I do. So, what I mean is... if you want... I'm ready, Tara. I-I want to be your lover, completely."



"Oh goddess Willow so do I," Tara whispered. Willow felt a rush of emotion, love, relief - she wondered why she had even been nervous, now - anticipation and desire all mingled together. Before she realised it Tara's lips were on hers, and she threw herself into the kiss whole-heartedly. For long moments she and Tara were locked together, exploring each others mouths, Tara occasionally biting gently on Willow's lip, Willow sucking on her tongue whenever she managed to capture it.



"Willow," Tara breathed, breaking away for a moment, "we should... not just yet..."



"Oh I'm sorry!" Willow blurted out, "I- you don't have to, just because I'm... I'll wait, it's better if we both-" she was silenced by Tara's fingers over her lips.



"I just mean," Tara explained, "we've got a big day, and we have to get up soon. I don't want us to have to hurry, not our first time."



"Oh," breathed Willow, smiling sheepishly as she relaxed, "oh, right... you're right, of course. So..." she left the word hanging.



"Tonight," Tara whispered, grinning devilishly at her.



"Tonight," Willow repeated, slightly dazed by the surge of lust that Tara's sexy eyes sent through her.



"The caravan sets off tomorrow," Tara went on, "we can rest in the wagon. Tonight, we won't have to rush. All night... you'll have me all to yourself... and I can take my time with you."



"Oh yes," Willow promised, "oh gods, how am I going to get through today?" she added with a groan.



"We'll manage," Tara said, "the trials will probably take up most of the day anyway."



"Yeah," Willow said, "yeah, probably..."



"Are you going to be okay?" Tara asked gently.



"I guess so," Willow admitted, "just... I'll probably have to speak at Hydris's trial. I... don't like the idea of being in the room with him. It makes me feel... I don't know, it makes me go back to how I was after I saw the demon. Scared and alone." Willow was surprised - but not really, she had to admit - at how easy it was to talk about it. She felt as if the worst her imagination could conjure up would always be inadequate to shake her faith in the presence of Tara by her side.



"It's okay to be scared," Tara said, "but you're not alone."



"I know," Willow murmured, "I know... a-and I'll never really be that scared, either. I think, with you, I can't be. You make everything in my life feel better, even the really difficult things."



"I love you Willow," Tara said, "that's all I want, ever."



"I love you so much," Willow whispered, stroking Tara's cheek with loving tenderness. "You know I'll be with you too, right? A-at the other trial?"



"I know," Tara said, "thank you..." She leant in and kissed Willow, first on the cheek, the on the lips, resuming the heated tussle between their tongues that had been earlier interrupted. Willow arched her back, pressing herself against Tara even as she felt Tara's hands on her back, holding her tight. Her legs tangles with Tara's, and she moaned into Tara's mouth as she felt the warmth of Tara's sex, and Tara's thigh pressing up between her own legs.



"Oh gods Tara," she groaned, muffled against Tara's lips.



"Feel how hot I am for you baby?" Tara whispered seductively.



"Oh yes," Willow moaned, "I feel you..." She was surprised when Tara separated their legs from each other, moving her body away even while her lips kept up their intense merging with Willow's. Her hands left Willow's back and disappeared downwards.



"Now feel me, baby," Tara breathed, after a moment of wriggling under the blankets. Willow tentatively moved back to her, buoyed by passion as Tara resumed her kiss, opening Willow's lips and firmly claiming her mouth. When Willow edged her thigh up between Tara's legs again, the heat and wetness she felt against her skin was more than she had ever dreamed of.



"Tara," she moaned, unable to think of words for how she felt. Tara rolled her hips slowly, rubbing her naked sex along the length of Willow's thigh, making a lusty purring noise in the back of her throat as she spread her juices over her lover's skin.



"Just for now, baby," Tara said, "just... so you know... I'm all yours..." She held Willow low on her back, near her waist, and pressed her sex into Willow's hip, sliding herself slowly all the way down her thigh, before finally allowing a little space between them. Willow gasped, overwhelmed by the thought and the reality of Tara's sex kissing her skin, and held her breath the whole time Tara was moving against her until it was over. Finally she let out a long sigh and stared into Tara's eyes.



"Let's not get carried away," Tara murmured, "think of it as a promise, for tonight." Willow didn't know whether to laugh or sob.



"Are you trying to drive me insane?" she asked, hugging Tara to herself, though she kept her legs from wrapping around Tara's again.



"Yes," Tara said shamelessly. Now Willow laughed.



"Just remember," Willow warned with a brilliant smile, "the more you tease me, the more merciless I'll be when I finally get you all to myself."



"Mmm, promise?" Tara said, grinning back.



"Oh I promise," Willow assured her. Tara kissed her then slid out of bed, pulling on a long robe so that Willow only got a tantalising glimpse of the honey-gold curls between her legs. Tara leaned back down to Willow, whispering in her ear while Willow's eyes were occupied with the beautiful cleavage on display mere inches from her face.



"In that case," Tara said, her voice low and sultry, "make sure you spend plenty of time today thinking how wet I'm going to be tonight when you slide your fingers into me." Her tongue darted out to lick Willow's ear, then she stood up, tightened her robe around her, and crossed to the bedroom door.



"Bathing," she said, with a far-too-innocent smile, "I'll be back in a few minutes."



'Ooh I'm going to torture you silly for that,' Willow promised silently, watching the door close. She curled up her legs so she could slide down her underwear, then rolled over onto the part of the bed where Tara had been, inhaling the scent of her hair from the pillow and wallowing in the lingering heat left by her body. For a moment her hand snuck underneath herself and her index finger parted the folds of her sex, but then she forced herself to be still.



"Patience, you insatiable little bit o' me," she told herself, giggling all the while. "No wild frantic self-love just yet. That'd be just what she expects, so instead we tease her right back." She rolled back over, trembling gleefully as she contemplated the game she and Tara were playing. "And the best part," she said to herself, "is that it's impossible to lose!" A plan formed in her mind, and she quickly tossed off the blankets and stood, glancing at herself in the mirror. She posed provocatively, biting the tip of her finger and winking at her reflection, then slipped her other hand between her legs and, very slowly, ran her fingertip up the length of her sex, just once.



"We'll see who drives who insane first!" she proclaimed, before stalking across to Tara's clothes trunk and rummaging around until she found her short black robe, neatly folded from its trip through the castle laundry the day before. She pulled it on, did up the sash tightly around her waist so that the material below it flared around her hips, took one last glance in the mirror to make sure she wasn't showing *too* much, then followed Tara.



A few of the other Amazons were in the common room, having an early breakfast. Willow noticed Tryptin glance at her then look away with a smile and a half-concealed roll of his eyes, but otherwise kept her gaze fixed forward. She quietly opened the door to the bath room and slipped through, holding the latch so that it didn't make much noise as she closed it again. Inside, across the floor from a fire with several buckets of water warming over it, were two large tubs, one of them empty, the other full of hot, soapy water and Tara.



"Well now," Willow said, making Tara spin around, "need a hand?"



"Goddess, Willow," Tara laughed, "y-you startled me!" She had just finished washing her face, and her skin was flushed pink and glowing. She ran an appreciative eye over Willow. "Did I tell you before how sexy you look in that?" she added.



"Thanks," Willow grinned, stepping gingerly into the water in front of Tara, "but it wouldn't do to get it all wet, would it?" She pulled the sash loose and caught the robe as it slipped off her shoulders, tossing it to one side before putting her hands on her hips and staring down at Tara. Tara's wide eyes travelled slowly down her body, taking in her breasts, her fingers splayed against her hips, the little patch of red hair between her legs, right down to her submerged feet, then all the way back up again until she met Willow's twinkling stare.



Willow slowly knelt in front of Tara, taking the opportunity to get a good look at her naked body, not least her generous breasts, before she reached out and took the washcloth from Tara's unresisting hand. She gently ran the cloth over Tara's shoulders, watching rivulets of water run down across her breasts and through her cleavage. She took each of Tara's arms and dragged the cloth along their length to her hands, running it back underneath so as not to miss any spots. Leaning closer she wet Tara's back, before soaking her hips and thighs down to the water. Then she dropped the cloth in the water, and leaned back just enough to look Tara in the eye. Tara had simply stared at her the whole time, as if she couldn't believe what she was seeing.



"Tara?" Willow asked.



"Goddess," Tara breathed, her expression suddenly anxious and shy, "I don't deserve... you're perfect..." Willow shook her head gently, and placed a tiny kiss on Tara's lips.



"If I'm good enough for you," she whispered, "then I must be." Tara's eyes focused on her and her lips parted slightly as she digested Willow's words. Then she reached out, her hands cupping Willow's cheeks as tenderly as a mother with a newborn child, and kissed her. It wasn't one of the heated kisses of before, full of desire and barely-contained need, nor was it chaste, for though Tara did nothing more than open her lips slightly and move them against Willow's, the kiss carried in it a current of sexuality that surpassed even the last few days' wildest moments. Willow couldn't describe it as anything less than perfect - all the world fell away, and there was nothing else besides Tara.



After a time - she couldn't describe how long - she felt her legs unfold beneath her, gently break the surface of the water and find the bottom of the tub again. She came slowly back to awareness standing with Tara, their bodies not pressed but simply held together, hands lightly on each other's hips. Tara opened her eyes again, which threatened to consume Willow. Together they sank back into the water.



"Let me?" Willow asked needlessly, her fingers grappling with the soap for a moment. Tara nodded and leaned back slightly, giving Willow room to slowly, luxuriously cover her body. Willow made sure she missed nothing, but the waves of erotic heat coursing through her at the simple act of touching Tara's body, anywhere, were such that she was genuinely afraid of fainting when she finally ran her soapy hands up Tara's stomach and cupped her breasts from beneath. She moved slowly, her thumbs almost touching each other, palms beneath Tara's breasts, fingers splayed to the sides, creeping upwards until she held their weight, and somehow managed to wrap her mind around the sensations, the softness, the smoothness. Tara relaxed herself, kneeling with her hands on her heels behind her, letting her head fall back and giving voice to a tiny, high moan as Willow's thumbs ventured inwards from her cleavage to find her nipples.



Willow massaged Tara's breasts for a moment, then reluctantly let her hands continue upwards, her palms leaving a parting caress over Tara's nipples. She had to fight the urge to stay, to touch Tara like this all day, but she knew they didn't have time right now. The heartbeat of desire building within her was balanced by a new calm she hadn't ever experienced before, as if something inside her had finally understood that a moment like this, even if it would end in nothing more than intimate touching and whispered words, was its own experience, and its own reward.



Soaping Tara's inner thighs, she hesitated. She knew it was foolish, considering everything she and Tara had already shared, but for all that she had held Tara in her arms during her climax, felt the heat and wetness against her leg, felt Tara's sex completely naked that very morning... she had never touched her there. She knew she would, there was no question of it, but she had to pause for just a moment, to let the knowledge sink in before she proceeded. As if reading her mind, Tara moved her knees outwards, parting her thighs in an unmistakeable invitation. Willow slowly, gently moved her fingers higher, until they reached their destination, and she felt the unique softness, the silky tenderness, that she had never known anywhere but her own body, her own centre.



'Oh my gods,' Willow thought, 'oh my gods, I'm touching her, *I'm touching her sex*, don't panic, don't move too fast, we're just bathing here, oh gods oh gods oh gods...'



"Mmmmmm," Tara sighed, moving ever so gently, parting her legs as far as the sides of the tub would allow, relaxing just enough to let a fraction of her weight rest on Willow's hand. Willow wouldn't have been able to tear her eyes away had the Power That Is manifested herself right there in the bath room with them. Before her, Tara was the embodiment of pleasure, her whole body and posture and demeanour perfectly aligned to show complete bliss, in the moment when she was utterly vulnerable, absolutely exposed to Willow. Willow had never seen anything that so called to her soul to be as perfect as was humanly possible, to deserve this.



Slowly, with a touch of regret but a stronger glow of satisfaction, Willow drew her hand away from Tara, down into the water. She cupped a handful and brought it up, her fingers again tracing Tara's most intimate place as she washed the soap away. Tara hummed a low note to herself and leant back, angling her hips just a little further towards Willow. Willow's hand lingered for a long moment after the water had drained away, motionless but in delightful contact with Tara. She teased her imagination with how close she was, how little would be required to sink her index finger, resting between Tara's lips, into the velvety depths of her sex.



"Wait," Tara breathed, just as Willow had begun to move her hand away. Willow froze in place as Tara brought her own hand to her arm, trailing down to her wrist.



"I just," Tara breathed, eyes closed, still to all appearances in some other realm of joyfulness, "I just want... to touch your hand... now... there..." Her hand slid onto the back of Willow's, covering it, holding it still against herself. "I-if I were a poet," Tara whispered, "I could tell you how this feels..." After a long, silent moment she let her hand relax just a fraction, and Willow gently moved her fingers to Tara's thigh, stroking her skin before scooping up another handful of water and continuing to wash her.



Willow retrieved the washcloth and ran water over Tara's shoulders, rinsing the soap from her body with loving care. As she reached her waist Tara straightened up on her knees, giving her better access, finally opening her eyes to smile down at Willow as she gently kneaded her bottom and then her thighs. When she was done Tara wordlessly took the cloth from her hand and held it in the water to soak it.



"Close y-your eyes?" she asked in a tiny voice. Willow did so, rewarded a moment later by the sensation of Tara running the wet cloth over her skin. First her shoulders, front and back, then down her arms, then her back, down to her waist, up her sides, down again to her stomach. Willow's lips fell open when the cloth brushed over her breasts, but it was just for a moment, before it ran down her back again, over her bottom with a playful little squeeze, and along her legs. Willow waited for a moment as Tara wet the cloth again, then she felt it soft against her face, as Tara dabbed the corner of it over her brow, her cheeks and her chin. Willow smiled widely at the warmth surrounding her, and her tongue darted out to lick a drop of water from her lips. She felt Tara's fingers, slippery with soap, carefully navigate her face, then the cloth again, washing it away.



Tara started soaping her body, following the same paths Willow had a moment ago. Having felt her touch there before, Willow thought she would be ready when Tara's hands cupped her breasts, but a gasp escaped her as Tara's fingers closed firmly on her, confident and assertive. She leaned back as Tara had, giving herself over to Tara. She felt a thumb and finger close on each of her nipples and lightly pinch them, which forced her mouth wide open as she heaved air into her lungs. Then Tara's hands were moving back down over her stomach onto her legs, squeezing her bottom again in passing, before circling around her knees and moving back up the inside of her thighs.



Willow understood Tara's earlier rapture as she slowly opened her legs for her. She felt completely open, completely helpless, and at the same time perfectly safe and calm. She kept going until her knees nudged up against the sides of the tub, and she could go no further. She felt as though she had somehow exceeded the bounds of reality, as if the world as she knew it, with all its imperfections and compromises, was not capable of containing the pure bliss she felt in the simple act of giving her most private place to her lover, her Tara. She imagined she could feel the warmth of Tara's skin as she neared, and then for the first time in her life she felt the touch of a hand not her own on her sex.



She felt a hundred thoughts all at once. She wanted to be set in stone, immovable, locked in this moment for all time; she wanted to somehow live her entire life without having to let go of the feeling of Tara's hand on her sex, her palm cupping her mound; she wanted to feel Tara's fingers move, slowly and gently, through her folds; she wanted to grab hold of Tara's wrist and drive herself down onto her fingers, to keep Tara inside her forever and ever. Whether by consensus opinion or because of the overriding calm joy she felt, she remained still. Tara's hand stayed with her as she tilted her hips forward and let her head fall back, each breath released from her body accompanied by a soft cry of pleasure.



All too soon she felt Tara's fingers trail away, and then the heat of water against her sex as, for a moment, Tara was touching her again. Then her thighs were being washed clean of soap, and her hips, her bottom, her stomach, breasts and shoulders, and her back. Finally she felt Tara's finger on her chin, inviting her to look up, to open her eyes again. Staring into her eyes, Tara held her hands around Willow's waist and gently straightened her up, until they were kneeling face to face in the cooling water.



"No words," Willow whispered. Tara nodded, and kissed her slowly and deeply, her tongue reaching into Willow's mouth, but moving lazily, taking its time exploring. Willow ran her hands up and down Tara's back, marvelling at the perfection of every inch of her, until finally Tara released her lips and rested her forehead on Willow's.



"Y-you want to borrow a towel?" she asked with a sweet smile. Willow smiled, then laughed, and hugged Tara as they stood up together, and didn't let her go until they were both by the fireplace, next to the bench where a selection of thick, fluffy towels were waiting in the warm. They took one each and dried each other, Willow finding it a little easier to keep her mind on the task at hand with several folded layers of towel between her hands and Tara's body as she rubbed her vigorously all over. She smiled as Tara wrapped her towel around her back and pulled her close.



"We're going to be late," she said ruefully.



"We'll get dressed in a hurry," Willow replied.



"Tonight," Tara whispered. Willow nodded.



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Willow sat in the Baron's court, Tara's hand warm in hers, as they waited for the prisoner to be brought in. She was glad that neither of them would be required to give evidence - she because she had been several miles away when Tara had been attacked, Tara because there were plenty of noblemen of good standing who were witness to it, and the Baron had conveyed through his advisor Franzef that Tara needn't take the stand unless she wished to. On hearing Franzef's assertion that there was no way the case would fail, Tara had decided to merely observe, asking only to be allowed to speak with the Baron before final judgement was passed.



The room was panelled with wood, and dominated by the Baron's throne, where he would sit and pass judgement after the evidence had been presented and the witnesses had spoken. Behind the empty throne a wooden statue of an eagle reared up, its wings carved into the panels behind it, spanning the width of the room. To one side of the Baron's throne, separated from the rest of the room by sturdy steel bars, a plain wooden chair where the accused would sit. Opposite this were places for the master of the court and the accused's defender. Franzef was already sitting there, having taken the role on account of Josef having no-one to call upon. Willow and Tara sat with a handful of witnesses on benches along the back of the chamber.



"There's an Amazon custom," Tara said quietly, as a pair of guards entered the court and stood ready by the empty cell, "where if a warrior is threatened, she always confronts the source of her fear. They say when we're in danger, when someone puts us in danger, is puts fear into us, and we have to look them in the eye to get rid of the fear. Otherwise, even if its source is destroyed, the fear remains." Willow offered an encouraging smile, and squeezed Tara's hand gently. She was pleased to see Tara looking confident, if slightly tense. A few more witnesses and spectators finished seating themselves.



"All rise," called Franzef, as a door in one of the side walls opened and the Baron emerged. He nodded acknowledgement to the room in general and proceeded to his throne, while the witnesses resumed their seats. Franzef remained standing until his opposite number, a white-haired old man in expensive robes, followed the Baron into the room and took his place beside him. The Baron reached out onto the podium in front of him and placed his hand on top of a steel ball resting there. Willow had wondered about that, but its purpose became clear when he lifted it and brought it sharply down on the metal base beneath it, causing a ringing crack.



"Judgement will commence," he said, nodding to the master of the court. The man stood and walked a few paces to the middle of the chamber.



"Bring in the accused," he ordered the guards. One of them pulled a rope a short distance from the cell, which rang a bell on the other side of the wall. A door inside the cell opened and two guards manhandled Josef through, seating him without much gentleness and remaining behind him, short swords drawn. Willow frowned at Josef, studying him - she realised she had wanted him to be some creature of darkness, warped and inhuman, gleeful in his villainy, but he was just a man. He certainly hadn't benefited from his stay in the castle's cells, sporting several days' worth of stubble and dark circles beneath his eyes, but his expression as he stared at the floor before him was simply resignation.



"Baron," the master of the court began, "this man stands accused of attempted murder, hi target being both an ally of the realm, and a guest under this roof, enjoying the status and protection thereof." He retrieved a scroll from his bag and presented it to Franzef, who glanced at it and handed it back.



"What say you?" the Baron asked him.



"The accused pleads guilty, and begs the mercy of the court," Franzef said. The Baron turned to the cell and fixed Josef with a formidable glare.



"Is this true?" he asked formally. Josef didn't meet his eye, but nodded humbly.



"Yes y'r honour," he mumbled.



"Very well," the Baron went on, turning back to Franzef and the master of the court, "the defender will state the case for mercy. The witnesses are excused, if they wish to leave." Willow looked at Tara, who gave her a tight-lipped smile and stayed put. Willow shifted a little closer to her on the bench. She noticed some of the other witnesses leaning back and looking more relaxed, but no-one left the chamber.



"Only that the accused was instructed in his crime by Hydris, at that time mage to the Baron's court," Franzef noted dryly, "a man of much higher rank than the accused, and therefore possessed of a corresponding influence."



"Noted," the Baron replied without feeling. "The case against?" The master of the court stood again.



"The accused is a known outlaw, having committed both theft and brigandage. He accepted Hydris's money readily, and had full knowledge of his actions. If your lordship pleases, documents can be produced telling of his criminal activities in Piotrsberg and Theresenberg. There is a warrant on his head issued by the constables."



"So noted," the Baron said. He glanced once more at Josef in his cell, then looked out over the faces before him. "The accused is guilty by his own admission. The penalty for his crime, as laid down by the law of this realm, is death by hanging. It is my wish, though, that the Amazon nation, whose representative was the target of this cowardly attack, be allowed to take whatever measures it deems necessary to satisfy its own codes of justice."



Tara gaze Willow's hand a quick squeeze, took a deep breath, and stood up. The Baron beckoned her forwards, and Willow watched her intently as she approached his throne.



"M-my lord," she said, raising her voice so everyone could hear, "what punishment would be awarded, if mercy were granted?"



"Having heard this evidence," the Baron said grimly, "this man will never be pardoned. If mercy were called for," he stressed the 'if', "he would be taken to the copper mines near Salzlake. The tunnels are completely mapped, and the guards at the mine among our best. He would be put to work there for the rest of his natural life." Tara nodded, then turned and took a couple of paces towards Josef's cell. He stopped himself from looking up at her as she stood in front of him, close to the bars. Willow held her breath, trusting Tara but anxious for her none the less.



"Look at me," she heard Tara say in a quiet, steady voice. Josef glanced up at her, flinched as he met her stare, and then frowned in confusion at her, as if he had been expecting to be struck dead by her gaze. She leaned a little closer and said something Willow didn't catch, then stepped back and turned towards the Baron again.



"I-I ask for the court's mercy," she said clearly. The Baron looked surprised, and Willow heard astonished muttering from the benches around her.



"This man tried to kill you," the Baron said slowly, as if working his way through a difficult idea.



"Yes," Tara said, "and when he did, I-I was more afraid than I had ever been." She took a moment, then met the Baron's stare with ease. "But I'm not afraid of him now," she said simply.



The pragmatic side of Willow was a little upset - truthfully, the notion that people might be afraid of trying to hurt Tara was one she didn't have much of a problem with - but at the same time she was oddly proud. Tara was smiling faintly as she turned back, without giving Josef another look. Her smile faltered as she looked past Willow, but then she gathered herself and returned to her side. Willow glanced back as Tara was sitting down, and frowned to see von Karlin seated in the back row of benches, scowling at nothing in particular. She took Tara's hand again.



"Judgement is made," the Baron said loudly, "the accused is sentenced to hard labour in the Salzlake mines, the duration being life, with no possibility of release." He brought the steel sphere down once more, striking a spark from the base beneath it. The court stood as he rose from his throne and left the chamber. Willow was glad to see von Karlin leaving without a word.



"You okay?" she asked Tara.



"I'm okay," Tara replied, seeming a little surprised. "I-I'd already decided to ask for mercy... there's very little serious crime on the islands, and we don't like to put people to death. I-I just thought I'd feel more uneasy about it... I feel kind of good," she finished with a shrug and a grin.



"Not afraid any more?" Willow asked with a smile.



"No," Tara said, "I know the Baron will keep his word... that man won't be able to try to hurt me ever again. I'm not afraid."



"Good," Willow said.



Artemis
 


Chapter 16

Postby Kita830 » Fri Aug 15, 2003 10:16 am

This story continues to amaze me. I love how you manage to capture the intimacy of both Willow and Tara while still retaining their nervousness. It's nice how comfortable they are with each other, even if they haven't completely lost their insecurities. I'm sure the night will prove to be a long one, based on the girls' activities already. :) It'll be interesting to see how the girls hold up on the caravan for a few weeks...



Kita :eek

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I won't be held responsible she fell in love in the first place.

Kita830
 


Re: Chapter 16

Postby Grimlock72 » Fri Aug 15, 2003 12:37 pm

Heh, I both girls keep their teasing up like this they'll explode before dinner :D . Very lovingly described too, I like that.



Why was Von Karlin in the courtroom ? For that matter why is he still allowed to enter the Baron's grounds while the amazons are around ? It's obvious he doesn't like them very much, would only cause trouble. Is he important or something ?



I wouldn't have had much of a problem with Jozef being put to death really. However, a life of hard labour (which it WILL be, as opposed to current day and age, heh) might be harder on him and at least will have him do something good for society. It's also a plus that Tara won't feel sorry for him then. I agree with Tara that Jozef is no longer a threat, he only was when payed... he's not motivated by anything beside money to kill Tara.



Hydris will face a number of charges won't he ? Assault with a deadly weapon, attempting to raise a demonic force, illegal practice of magics, conspiracy to murder. I wonder if a sentencing him to work in the mines would be wise. I think Hydris is a bit too dangerous for that, hang him high I'll say :D . Can he do magic without potions by the way ? Steel bars don't work against magic after all.



And have Von Karlin put under 24hour survelance, I don't trust him.



I hope Tara won't always feel sorry for her enemies, that might cause her troubles later on. Hmm... would she plead mercy for Jozef if he had attacked Willow instead of herself ???



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 16)

Postby Arwen276 » Fri Aug 15, 2003 1:17 pm

Breathtaking Update! and I'm certain I shall use that adjective in the following one!

You can't imagine how much I relate to the "growing intimacy" they're having, the blossoming trust,

the slowly dissapearing awkwardness of revealing too much to your lover and all that.

You've taken the time to explain every step and it's wonderful, much much better than just throwing them

into bed from the first time! (I mean you did. Lol but I was rather hinting at the not-sleeping part)

It's good that they decided to take the next step now that they felt READY.and not nervous or afraid.

The promise of "TONIGHT" has made them eligible for more boldness (the feeling part Tara initiated), and you can feel the comfort and intimacy they draw from each other.

The teasing was priceless, and the mutual bathing so sensual!

I also enjoyed the comfort they bring to each other by just holding hands in the courtroom.

and I had only expected MERCY from Tara, she's far too grand a soul, to have someone hanged for punishment.

It's the noble thing to do. And at least she faced her fear which is much more rewarding and kept her custom which is honorable.

I still despise this Von-sprout character and I think he's got some connection with the badness-that-be.



I expect the trial of the mage to be more nerve-wrecking and hope Willow will do well. I'm sure she will with Tara by her side.

and I also am VERY EAGER to get to the TONIGHT PART!!!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 16)

Postby Insanity » Fri Aug 15, 2003 1:21 pm

Great update... This was very.... Wow!



Good to know that it's officially NC-17 now...because it means there will be a lot more of W/T goodness.



Insanity

"Nobody messes with my girl!"Tara, Bargaining

Insanity
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 16)

Postby JustSkipIt » Fri Aug 15, 2003 7:33 pm

Hey Chris,



For someone who just started writing the NC-17, you do it so well. I love this part
Quote:
She wanted to be set in stone, immovable, locked in this moment for all time; she wanted to somehow live her entire life without having to let go of the feeling of Tara's hand on her sex, her palm cupping her mound;
the entire paragraph that includes that is so beautiful it almost made me cry.



I'm glad Josef's trial is over and that Tara showed mercy. I wonder though about their tradition about looking your attacker in the eye so it won't hold power. Makes me think that Willow will definitely have to face her demon again to gain power over it. Wonderful. Debra

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"It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or demons, heaven or hell." - The Buddha

JustSkipIt
 


Re:FIC:Hellbore

Postby oneinten » Fri Aug 15, 2003 7:55 pm

I also wanted to just de-lurk and say this is a fantastic story. I love how you have woven together this amazing world with the intimacy of a new love. I am loving Amazon Tara to death and can't stop picturing Willow in her battlegear....



I can't wait for more. This is the greatest! :bow



kath

oneinten
 


Hellbore

Postby KatsMeow » Sat Aug 16, 2003 5:14 am

This is an absolutely gorgeous story!



I am eagerly anticipating the next installment.



:bow

KatsMeow
 


Re: Hellbore

Postby Puff » Sat Aug 16, 2003 8:13 am

I am sorry that I am late to this story. I started reading it yesterday and I'm really enjoying it. The characters are great and although I am not at all familiar with the Diablo world, you write with such description that I can very easily picture everything in my mind.



This is your first time at NC-17 you say? Well you are doing a damn fine job. I'm looking forward to following this story from now on and seeing where it goes.



So, the day started and I knew my name and had my pants on. So far, so good. Yay.
Amber Benson

Puff
 


Re: Hellbore

Postby Artemis » Sun Aug 17, 2003 10:09 am

Thanks everyone :) I'm hoping the next chapter will be done in a couple of days' time - I actually haven't started on it yet, but I've got the main points all worked out, so it's just a matter of writing it.



Kita: I'm having a great time with the girls' nervousness. Tara in particular - I love having her in Amazon Tara mode, and suddenly get butterflies in her stomach, which is natural for being around Willow (well, I can see that, even if I'm more in adoration of Tara herself). I've got a few things planned for the caravan to keep the girls from getting bored - it'll be travel, seeing new places, Tara still has to teach Willow archery which she can do at lunch breaks and so on - plenty to keep their minds off the fact that they're stuck in a cramped, not particularly private wagon for just over two weeks :)



Grimlock: Von Karlin is allowed to enter the castle because he's a prominent (if annoying) nobleman, and hasn't actually broken any laws. The Baron is a very fair man, even when it doesn't suit him - many of his contemporaries would just shut the gate in the face of anyone they didn't like, but then again many of his contemporaries would be intolerant of people like Willow and Tara. It's a mixed blessing. Von Karlin certainly won't be invited to the Baron's table anytime soon, but the court is open to anyone who wants to observe.



Josef's punishment is pure Tara - it would be entirely in keeping with the setting to have him executed (possibly just for being a 'known brigand', even if he hadn't tried to kill anyone recently), but I can't imagine Tara okaying it when there's a viable alternative. Which imprisonment, in a realm she's about to leave, and unlikely to visit again for more than a couple of days at a time, is. I borrowed the Baron's sphere gavel from Star Trek 6, so I imagine Josef is off to the medieval equivalent of Rura Penthe.



Hydris's charges will be listed in full in the next chapter - this one was my 'warm-up' court scene, seeing as there wasn't really much interesting to say. But yeah, he'll be up for things along the lines of demonic practices, breaking his oath to the Baron, treason, attempted murder, conspiracy to murder, and so on. He won't be going to the mines - trying to summon a demon alone is enough to have a man executed (often in nasty ways) in any realm in Sanctuary.



It's an interesting question, what Tara would have done had Willow been the target of Josef's attack. I honestly don't know for sure (as much as I know any of this 'for sure'). I think in a situation where Willow is *in danger*, Tara would have no hesitation about defending her with whatever force she felt was necessary (i.e. Josef would've been hit by a spear, closely followed by a lightning strike, about two seconds after he turned up). In a situation analagous to this, where Willow *had been* in danger, Tara would still be fiercely defensive, but I think she'd leave the choice of whether to appeal for mercy up to Willow.



Arwen: 'Von-sprout' makes me laugh :) And true, it's not just a coincidence that he's around, he's had a part to play in the story from the beginning (well, I sure as hell didn't create him just because I thought the story needed more homophobes :) ). I had a great time writing the bathing scene, that was something I wanted to do but honestly hadn't managed to plan in - luckily it just happened here. But I wanted to keep it, I'm not sure how to describe it, non-sexual - well, no, it was very sexual, but it was never going to lead to anything more than what they did. I've got a somewhat similar idea planned for a future chapter, and I didn't want to be repeating myself when I got to that.



Insanity: Originally I meant to keep it rated R overall, and I won't say for certain that I'm planning more sexy goodness than I had then. But it seems to be showing up in every chapter, whereas I'd thought maybe it would be a case of some chapters NC-17, some R (or just PG). But it seems I can't get these girls in the same room without them trying something, so I gave up :)



Debra: That Amazon tradition wasn't intentional foreshadowing of a Willow/demon showdown, but it's definitely relevant. It started off with a vague idea about Tara having to attend Josef's trial because it's an Amazon honour thing, and that got me thinking about what it means for her to face him. That reminded me of an episode of Babylon 5 (my brain makes big jumps sometimes), where they show this Ranger tradition where, if someone gains power over you by (for instance, as in the B5 episode) beating the hell out of you, you go back and face him, to take the power back. It sounded like the kind of warrior-philosopher thing the Amazons would do. And certainly the fact that Willow didn't get the chance to defy Shadai has left her with lingering fears. Still, she's taking the power back in her own way - going into Hydris's room was a small step, as is attending his trial after finding what he was doing (well, she had to as a witness, but she's doing it for herself).



kath: Thanks for de-lurking :) I did plan to have Willow's battlegear be a one-off thing (sort of a nod to Diablo's slightly comical sexy outfits, having Willow and Tara show up in the game's version of Sorceress and Amazon clothing at the same time). But as you saw, the battlegear showed up again, and I doubt that's the last we've seen of it.



KatsMeow: Thanks :)



Puff: It is indeed my first NC-17. But I've read literally hundreds (possibly the figure is a couple of thousand) Xena, Willow/Tara and Voyager stories, not to mention various other fandoms in smaller amounts, so I guess those gave me a decent idea of how to go about it :)

Artemis
 


Re: Hellbore

Postby chilled monkey » Sun Aug 17, 2003 11:12 am

Personally I have a strong suspicion that Shadai is going to appear again in this story. It would be good for Willow to face her and be the one to stop whatever her plans are. I doubt very much that the first encounter at the hospice and Hydris's attempt to summon her here are co-incidence.





chilled monkey
 


Re: Hellbore

Postby sam7777 » Sun Aug 17, 2003 6:11 pm

It's hard to believe this is your first NC-17 because it is hot :shower and they haven't even gone all the way get. brilliant. I love how you are bringing them together so sexy and loving. I'm also looking forward to their adventures in the Diabloverse. Greta stuff!!

sam7777
 


Re: Chapter 16

Postby the vamp nurd » Mon Aug 18, 2003 5:27 am

Hmm :hmm



I'm placing my bets for exposion!



:devilish

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Open up Pandora's kiss.

Bardlet no #27



the vamp nurd
 


Re: Chapter 16

Postby Artemis » Mon Aug 18, 2003 12:46 pm

chilled monkey: True, it's not a coincidence that Shadai showed up again. But more than that I won't say for now :)



sam: Thanks :) I guess it's the effect of reading lots of good NC-17 stories showing.



the vamp nurd: Hehe. Well, I just do what the story tells me to do.

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby Artemis » Mon Aug 18, 2003 12:50 pm

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: R

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Seventeen

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Willow paused outside the court chamber, looking pensive. Tara waited with her, studying her expression. Willow had chatted with her as animatedly as usual during lunch, but of course Tara could feel the tension rising in her as the commencement of the afternoon session neared. It had occurred to Tara more than once that she had had the easier confrontation - though Hydris had completely ignored Willow that day, while Tara had had a crossbow fired at her, Willow's fear ran deeper, and could not be so easily assuaged.



Willow took a deep breath and held out her hand, which Tara instantly took, giving Willow a supportive smile when she looked at her.



"Ready," Willow said after a pause. Tara nodded and walked with her into the chamber. It was much as it had been in the morning, with chairs for the master of the court and the defender, empty cell for the accused, and the Baron's throne waiting for him. There were more guards, though, one on either side of the throne, and a pair standing at either end of the foremost of the benches at the back of the chamber, as well as the pair by the cell. Franzef was already seated, now acting as master of the court; he glanced up at Willow and Tara's entrance, but initially betrayed no expression. He had spoken to Willow briefly during lunch, politely reminding her of the importance of the trial, both in the seriousness of its subject, and the necessity to satisfy the Vizjerei investigators, when they eventually arrived, that the case had been heard fairly and justly. He was not permitted to speak to Willow now, in court, except in his official role, but earlier he had quietly wished her well, as well as thanked Tara for her participation in the earlier trial. Tara kept her eyes on him for a moment, watching as he returned his attention to the papers spread out over the top of the case on his knees, and she thought she noticed the shadow of a frown cross his face. He motioned to one of the assistants standing behind him, and wrote a note which he pressed into the boy's hand with a word of instruction. Willow caught Tara's eye, but she could only shrug as the assistant quickly left the chamber.



The doors opened again, and Tara stiffened in her seat when von Karlin, attended by a short, thin boy carrying his case, strode through. He passed by the witness benches, and to Tara's surprise and dismay seated himself beside Franzef, as defender of the accused. Willow's fingers gripped her hand tightly, and she shifted closer to her, laying her spear on the bench, holding Willow's hand in her lap and covering it with her other, gently stroking the back of her hand as she contemplated the implications of this. Willow gave her a quick, grateful smile, but continued to look more than a little apprehensive. A moment later Tryptin quietly made his way into the chamber and sat beside Tara.



"The Baron's advisor just notified me," he said, glancing at von Karlin and speaking quietly, "I imagine he didn't know until he was already in court."



"What's he doing here?" Tara asked, with Willow leaning against her, close to Tryptin so he wouldn't have to raise his voice.



"He approached the Baron and demanded to be appointed defender," Tryptin explained, "it all happened just a few minutes ago. Apparently he's within his rights, the mage is from his family, a cousin or something. I asked one of the nobles just now, he said so far as he knew they hadn't even spoken to each other in years, so I can't imagine why he's involving himself in this."



"The other night, at dinner," Willow whispered, "he did it deliberately, to find out... what?"



"My best guess," Tryptin said after a moment's thought, "is that he's decided Hydris's conviction would be some sort of insult to his family, and you're both to blame. How he hopes to argue that in court, I don't know, I'm sorry."



"Damn," muttered Willow, "he's going to argue we're morally corrupt or something."



"I doubt the Baron will accept that," Tryptin said with a frown. "It would be stretching protocol, but I could still approach him before he enters the court. He does have the right to make a judgement without a trial."



"Willow?" Tara asked. Willow's face was a picture of concentration as she thought furiously.



"No," she whispered at last, "no, there has to be a trial. There's no way Hydris will be pardoned, but if there's no trial the Vizjerei could make things difficult for the Baron. They'll accept his judgement that Hydris was practicing demonic magic, so long as they see a fair trial took place."



"Will you be alright?" Tara asked as Tryptin nodded and hurried off. "He could question you, as a witness." She had thought of giving Tryptin Silverstrike to take back to her room, now that she was present as an observer, not an Amazon warrior, but von Karlin's presence changed her mind. 'Let him remember he's up against a warrior,' she thought.



"I don't care what he says," Willow replied with a stubborn lift of her chin, "I know what I saw." She glanced at Tara, and leaned closer to her, holding her gaze. "And I know what we have together is the most beautiful thing in the world. He can't say anything to change that."



"I love you," Tara said, wishing she could think of something more. 'Two warriors,' she thought, admiring Willow's courage.



"I know baby," Willow replied. The chamber's side door opened, and Franzef shuffled his papers into his case and stood.



"All rise." The Baron entered, looking none too pleased but keeping his eyes fixed firmly ahead. He sat, smoothed down his robes, then took hold of the steel ball and rapped it against its base.



"Judgement will commence." Franzef stood and ordered one of the guards to bring in the accused. From the door within the cell Hydris was brought out, a guard holding each elbow in a firm grip, and a third standing behind him as he was seated, and the door closed. Tara heard the scraping of a bolt being slid home on the other side. She leaned forward slightly, subjecting Hydris to intense scrutiny as she felt Willow's hand tense in hers. If she had walked past him in the street, she might not have even noticed him - his hair was cut short in a common style, greying at the temples, receding from his forehead and thin on top. His nose was hooked but not overly large, his eyes were deep-set but unremarkable in any other way, and his mouth was set in a thin grimace as if he was feeling slightly impatient, but resigned to it. Aside from the fine tailoring of the simple robe he wore - which Tara noticed had darker patches on it where pockets had been removed, revealing the unfaded fabric beneath - he could have been a shopkeeper, or a notary. If the notion of being on trial for his life affected him at all, he didn't show it.



"Not what I was expecting," Willow murmured in Tara's ear. She nodded and returned Willow's hand to her lap, stroking the back of it.



"Baron," recited Franzef, "this man stands accused of consorting with a known brigand; offering payment for crimes; conspiracy to murder, the intended victim being both ally of the realm and guest under this roof enjoying the status and protection thereof; practising demonic magics, in violation of his oath as mage to the Baron's court, the seriousness of the charge constituting treason against the realm of Kingsport; attempt to inflict harm and attempted murder, the target being a servant of the Baron's household; and inflicting harm on the Baron's guards, they being in the course of carrying out their duty." He opened his case and took out a scroll, which he handed to von Karlin. Von Karlin took a long time reading it, then handed it back without comment.



"What say you?" the Baron demanded. Von Karlin stood and regarded him levelly.



"The accused is not guilty," he said loudly. The Baron raised a sceptical eyebrow, there was a murmur from the witness benches, and Willow's grip tightened. The Baron stared at von Karlin for a long moment, then turned to Hydris, who didn't appear to be paying any attention to the proceedings around him.



"Is this true?" the Baron asked. Hydris ignored him, his eyes unfocused, blinking now and then as he stared into space.



"The accused chooses to stand mute," the Baron said after a lengthy pause. "Defender, state your case." He sat back in his throne, looking in no way well-disposed towards von Karlin as he took the floor.



"Baron," he began, "witnesses to the court. This man stands accused of attempting to summon a demon," - he said it in a slightly incredulous tone - "and of arranging an attempt on the life of one of our Amazon guests. The first charge is entirely false. The second is true. However," he held up a finger, "as I shall demonstrate, the actions he took were entirely justified, and the court shall uphold the necessity for them."



"And the other charges of attempted murder and inflicting harm?" the Baron asked pointedly, as von Karlin allowed a theatrical pause.



"A minor matter," he said dismissively, "easily explained, which I shall come to in due course. The court will find in the accused's favour." The Baron snorted derisively.



"Master of the court," he said instead, "your charges are disputed. You have the floor." Von Karlin sat back down, glaring at Franzef as he stood.



"Baron," Franzef said, "I cite the testimony of Josef, convicted of the attack on the Lady Tara. In the presence of witnesses of high standing, he identified the accused as the man who paid him the sum of fifty crowns to commit his crime, and promised fifty more should he succeed. Does the defender challenge this testimony?"



"He does not," von Karlin sneered. Franzef stared at him, then continued.



"I cite the testimony of the servant Kristanna, employed in the Baron's household, that the accused, on being discovered in the process of conducting a magical ritual, attacked her with intent to kill. Does the defender challenge this testimony?"



"Yes," von Karlin said flatly, "I wish to question the girl."



"Out of the question," the Baron interrupted. "The... 'incident' left her in a hysterical state. I will not subject her to examination in court."



"Baron," von Karlin protested, "the girl's testimony is inaccurate. How am I to prove this without questioning her?"



"You may state your reasons for challenging the testimony," the Baron allowed, "and I will weigh what you say against the girl's statements."



"Baron-"



"I will not be swayed," the Baron insisted, leaning forward. "Be grateful for the leeway I am allowing you." Von Karlin met his stare for a moment, then backed down.



"Yes, Baron," he said, bowing with a tight-lipped smile. "In that case, I would remind the Baron that the lower classes from which this girl comes are fearful and suspicious of magic. They have no contact with true mages, and know only what they hear in children's tales. I suggest that the girl's hysteria was provoked solely by seeing magic being performed, and that the accused followed her from his rooms merely in an attempt to calm her, not attack her."



"My Lord?" Franzef asked.



"Proceed," the Baron told him.



"The events the defender refers to concern other evidence. I cite the testimonies of Aldus and Gunter, both guards in the Baron's employ, that the accused pursued the girl carrying a knife, which he wielded in a threatening manner, and that when blocked by them he attacked them, wounding Gunter in the leg. Does the defender challenge?"



"Yes," von Karlin said again. "I wish to question the guards." The Baron gestured, and two of the burly men sitting in the witness benched stood and came forward, standing side by side before Franzef and von Karlin.



"Aldus," von Karlin said to the smaller of the two, "and Gunter, correct?"



"Yes m'lord," they both said.



"Aldus," von Karlin went on, turning away from the other guard, "you say the accused was pursuing this girl Kristanna, and you barred his way, correct?"



"Yes m'lord," Aldus repeated.



"And you say that the accused was wielding a knife?"



"Yes m'lord."



"'In a threatening manner,' the master of the court says. Could you describe how one wields a knife in a threatening manner?"



"He was holding it ahead of him, m'lord," Aldus said, "raised, like to strike."



"I see. Suppose you were running, and had your sword in your hand. Would you be holding it at your side as you ran?"



"No m'lord," Aldus said hesitantly.



"No," von Karlin repeated. "Now, suppose that the accused merely had the knife in his hand when he was disturbed, and had not put it down in his hurry to follow the distraught girl. Do you think that is possible?"



"Um..." Aldus looked nervous, "I can't say, m'lord. I just know what I saw, which is that I thought he meant to hurt the girl."



"You thought," von Karlin said, stressing the second word, "indeed. Gunter, you were wounded in the ensuing struggle. In your leg? You seem to stand easily enough."



"T'weren't a bad wound m'lord," Gunter said, in a voice an octave lower than his companion's.



"How fortunate. You and your friend here are continuing to fulfil your duties as guards?" Off their nods, he went on: "And tomorrow, you will be leaving us to escort the departing caravan to Duncraig? I understand you two were among those who were dispatched to the city to escort the Amazons here in the first place."



"Yes m'lord," Gunter said.



"I see. You are not concerned to leave the castle of your lord at a time when it has no mage?"



"No, m'lord?" said Gunter, confused.



"I mean," von Karlin explained, "when there is no mage to assist in the castle's defence, should the need arise?"



"Oh, no m'lord," said Gunter, "no, see, the mage, 'e didn't defend the castle. The guards do that."



"And what did the mage do?" von Karlin asked.



"Um, not sure, m'lord," Gunter said, "magic, I s'pose, and read 'is books."



"I see. You may go." He turned his back on the two guards as they shuffled back to their seats. "If the Baron pleases, the master of the court will resume his case?"



"Baron," Franzef said, at the Baron's nod, "I cite the testimony of Miss Willow, sorceress of the Zann Esu order, that examination of his rooms found evidence that he had been engaged in a ritual intended to summon or make contact with a demon, and that he had in his possession books and materials of a demonic nature. Does the defender challenge?" he finished with a resigned look.



"Yes," von Karlin said, ignoring Franzef's look, "I wish to question the sorceress."



"Miss Willow?" the Baron asked politely. Tara returned Willow's brief, firm squeeze before she released her hand. Willow stood and made her way to the court floor, glancing at Franzef and the Baron before meeting von Karlin's stare. Tara watched him like a hawk.



"Miss Willow," he said, "your order is devoted to purity of magic, correct?"



"That's right," she answered. Von Karlin waited for a moment, as if expecting a 'sir' or 'my lord', and scowled when it became apparent that he wasn't going to get one.



"And the Vizjerei clan, of which the accused is a member?" he went on, pacing across the floor, keeping his distance from Willow. "Are they too devoted to purity?"



"They are devoted to the protection of this world from demonic forces," Willow said.



"But they don't adhere to the same rules as your order," von Karlin said flatly.



"They don't restrict themselves to elemental magic," Willow clarified, "but they still hold that demons can't be trusted or dealt with in any way."



"I see. You practice only elemental magic because you believe other forms of magic are impure, correct?"



"Is there a point to this?" the Baron asked.



"Yes my lord," von Karlin replied smoothly, "I beg your indulgence. Miss Willow?"



"Other forms of magic are vulnerable to outside influence," Willow answered, "elemental magic isn't."



"Elemental magic is pure," von Karlin said, "and other magics are not?"



"A mage cannot be corrupted through elemental magic," Willow said, "other magics carry that danger." Von Karlin frowned, as if he had been hoping for a less measured reply.



"And the Vizjerei," he said, "they practice these other magics? What sorts?"



"The Vizjerei use certain kinds of prime magic, as well as holy magic, some alchemy some druidic practices, and a weaker form of elemental magic."



"What makes them weaker?" von Karlin asked sharply.



"The Zann Esu have studied elemental magic for centuries," Willow replied, "our knowledge of it is greater than the other clans. The Vizjerei use elemental forces in conjunction with prime and holy magic, they don't channel the elements directly.



"And these other magics are vulnerable to demons," von Karlin said.



"It's possible," Willow said. "Holy magic can be corrupted if a demon or another mage influences what the supplicant sees during prayer. Druidic magic is dependant on the purity of the earth from which its power flows - if the earth is corrupted, so is the magic."



"And the other? Alchemy?"



"Alchemy isn't a full magic," Willow explained, "it's a combination of lesser magical forces and chemical reactions. It's possible to corrupt the magical component, but only to a small degree. We - the Zann Esu - avoid alchemy just to be sure, but it's not really a source of significant danger."



"Which the other forms are," von Karlin added. "Tell me, how do the Zann Esu feel about the other mage clans? The ones who practice these corruptible magics?"



"How do you mean?" asked Willow, looking as if she expected a verbal assault soon.



"It's my understanding that the Zann Esu existed in strict isolation until very recently," von Karlin explained, "that, in fact, prior to the Reckoning none of the other mage clans even knew that you existed."



"That's true," Willow said, "that was before my time, but yes. We maintained secrecy to be sure that the forces of hell wouldn't learn of our existence."



"And once those forces of hell launched their assault, and failed," von Karlin said, "you have come into the open. Taken your place among your fellow clans. What I wish to know is, what is your place?"



"Von Karlin," the Baron interjected, "get to the point."



"Yes my lord," von Karlin said quickly. "I will put it plainly, Miss Willow. Yes or no: the Zann Esu consider themselves more powerful than any other mage clan?"



"Um, in terms of battle magic, yes," Willow said hesitantly.



"You see other clans as a weakness, a way for your old enemies the demons to gain power."



"I'm not sure I-"



"Yes or no, Miss Willow," von Karlin interrupted her, "demons gain power in this world through corrupting members of other clans, correct?"



"Well, yes," Willow admitted, "if they-"



"And these corrupt mages, being dangerous, are eliminated," von Karlin finished, his voice rising. "Do you know of the order called the Viz-Jaq'taar, Miss Willow?" Willow was silent for a moment, surprise written in her face.



"Yes," she said eventually, "the Mage Slayers."



"And what purpose does this order serve?"



"They... they're assassins," Willow said. "They kill corrupt mages."



"Has a Mage Slayer ever killed a member of the Zann Esu?" von Karlin snapped. Willow frowned in confusion.



"No," she said, "not that I-"



"Has a Mage Slayer ever attempted to kill a member of the Zann Esu?"



"Not that I know of," Willow answered.



"And lastly, Miss Willow," von Karlin said with a smile that didn't at all reach his eyes, "why have you not stayed in the room given to you by the Baron?"



"Excuse me?" Willow asked in the silence following von Karlin's question.



"A simple question, Miss Willow. Where have you slept these past three nights?"



"Von Karlin," the Baron warned. He glanced at Willow. "You don't have to answer that nonsense," he added. Willow drew herself up straight.



"In Lady Tara's room," she said, staring at von Karlin. He stared back for a moment, then turned to Franzef.



"Any questions?" he asked bluntly. Franzef frowned at him.



"Nothing further to Miss Willow's testimony," he said.



"Very well then," von Karlin said, turning back to Willow. "Oh, before you leave, one last question. You say that the accused's library contained books of a demonic nature. You are sure of this?"



"Yes," said Willow.



"You read them thoroughly?"



"No," Willow admitted, "but I know their contents."



"And the artefacts you identified as being of a dangerous nature," von Karlin went on, "you recognised them as well?"



"Yes."



"And how is it that you know so much about demonic magic, Miss Willow?" von Karlin asked.



"The... Zann Esu have a library of magical books and artefacts," Willow said hesitantly.



"Including demonic works?"



"To study," Willow said, "not to use!"



"And you have studied them in great detail, Miss Willow?"



"If you're saying-"



"I withdraw the question," von Karlin raised his voice, cutting Willow off. "You may go." Willow hesitated, looked at the Baron, then squared her shoulders and turned from von Karlin.



"Damn," she muttered as she sat next to Tara.



"It'll be alright," Tara assured her in a whisper.



"Why was he asking all those questions?" Willow muttered. "The assassins, and the Zann Esu, and gods, where I sleep- what's he doing?" Tara could only take Willow's hand again, and hold it tightly. Willow leaned her head on Tara's shoulder and watched von Karlin take the floor again.



"Baron," he said, "I move for the dismissal of all charges." Franzef stared at him in shock; the Baron glared as if suspecting a trap was about to be sprung.



"State your reasons," he demanded.



"Simply this," von Karlin said, "the accused is a good man, innocent of any wrongdoing, the victim of a conspiracy between this sorceress and her lover," he sneered the word, "among the Amazons."



"Explain yourself!" the Baron barked, clearly holding his temper by a slim margin. Tara gulped and put her arm around Willow, feeling the tension rise in her body.



"Gladly," von Karlin said mildly. "The accused is a member of the Vizjerei clan, who have served the realms of Westmarch for centuries, yet are hated in the eastern lands where the Zann Esu hold power. These sorceresses keep intimate company with each other, in defiance of proper, moral behaviour, yet seek to claim superiority over all others by virtue of their 'pure' magic. They send assassins to weaken the other clans, those who are closer to our realms and our ways, while they hold themselves above judgement. In short, Baron, Miss Willow has manipulated your servants into implicating the accused, when in fact it is she who is the real source of evil!"



"Von Karlin!" the Baron snapped.



"Will you silence me, Baron?" he retorted, standing his ground. "You have it within your power to execute this man, your own mage, without trial. Will you stand before his clan's representatives and tell them you killed one of their own without allowing his defender to speak?" The Baron glared furiously at von Karlin, but said nothing, which von Karlin took as leave to continue.



"This sorceress," he went on, "in collaboration with her Amazon mistress, bought the loyalty of the two guards who claim to have been attacked, who you heard here today admit their contempt for your mage. She arranged a meeting with the accused, in which no doubt she would have 'discovered' his corruption and executed him personally, while hiding behind the authority of the Zann Esu, who can do no wrong. Fearing for his life, the accused hired a man to protect him, but in his naivety failed to take into consideration the unnatural abilities granted to the sorceress's lover. The accused even attempted to expose the corruption in the sorceress's own heart, but she arranged for him to be disturbed before he could complete the ritual to undo her powers, and then her lackeys were nearby to ambush him and fabricate this story of his attacking the servant girl. Then, who else but Miss Willow is called to examine the accused's rooms, and what should she find but the very demonic books and artefacts with which she is so well acquainted!"



"Von Karlin, this is madness!" the Baron shouted, reaching for his steel gavel.



"I am doing this for you!" von Karlin insisted, raising his voice. "Your Barony cannot be allowed to be used by these creatures, for their own ends. We must not harbour their kind under our rooves, accept their ways, allow them to turn us against each other!"



"One more word, von Karlin-" the Baron barked in warning.



"You accuse your own mage," von Karlin yelled, ignoring him, pointing towards Willow, "when the real demon sits there laughing at you!" Tara held Willow tight, her other hand going to the shaft of her spear, as she felt a tremendous urge to slam the butt of it into von Karlin's head.



"Silence!" the Baron boomed. Von Karlin reacted to that, whirling around to glare at the Baron himself.



"Don't let them do this," he said, his voice quieter, "my Baron, can you not see the evil in their hearts? How they are unnatural? You knew what was right once, my Baron, don't let your grief over your daughter-"



The chamber fell silent as the Baron shot to his feet, his jaw working furiously. Tara seriously wondered if he was about to attack von Karlin, the way he glared at him, his hands clenching into tight fists. After a long, dangerous moment he seemed to gain some measure of control over himself.



"How dare you," he said, his voice completely flat and lifeless, "how dare you..."



"You pathetic fool," came a new voice. Everyone, even Willow, who had been staring at von Karlin in complete shock, and Tara, her knuckles white around the shaft of her spear, looked at Hydris, who had finally looked up, and was regarding von Karlin with vague disgust, as if he was a plate of food that had been left in the sun and gone off.



"I can see through you," he said, his voice rising and falling in a chilling sing-song, "every thought. You sickening me. You think you have the right to judge everyone else? You? What do you know of purity? What do you know of hell?"



"I'm doing this for you!" von Karlin hissed, seeming to forget that everyone in the chamber could hear him.



"I never asked you to," Hydris said without feeling. "Let them kill me. I'll go to hell and serve my mistress there."



"You don't know what you're saying," von Karlin insisted.



"I know exactly what I am saying," Hydris snarled. "Better than you ever could. She has shown me, made me accept myself, my true purpose. You think I'm insane? I serve a power greater than you have ever known! What do you serve? What do you live for? You hate your life, despise your fellow men, you feel no warmth, no love... I know all your secrets. Shall I tell you? You cry at night because you enjoy how you feel when you beat your wife. And you seek to judge me?"



"Shut up!" von Karlin hissed, darting forward. He reached through the bars of the cell, and quick as a flash Hydris had grabbed his arm and rammed it sideways against the bars, snapping the bones. The guards stared in shock as von Karlin fell back, clutching his arm which hung at an unnatural angle, as Hydris began to chant in a low, echoing voice. A dark cloud streamed from his mouth, his nostrils, his eyes and ears, swirling into the middle of the chamber, thickening. The Baron shouted, Tara was on her feet, swinging Silverstrike around one-handed to aim at the darkness, Willow's grip was almost painfully tight in her other hand, she felt a chill and something blue and icy passed in front of her eyes-



There was a sound, like a plough digging into wet soil, and the darkness vanished. Tara took a deep, cold breath and looked at Hydris. He squinted, as if trying to see through a fog, and coughed quietly, bringing up a trickle of blood. Behind him, the guard's hand trembled on the hilt of the short sword piercing his back between the shoulder blades, slicing down through his chest from behind. The guard sucked in a breath and pulled the sword free, leaving Hydris to sink to his knees, his head coming to rest against the bars of his cell, eyes staring lifelessly at von Karlin, who was still whimpering on the floor in front of him.



Tara slowly became aware of the strange cold she was feeling, and looked down at herself. An aura of icy mist was wrapped around her body, tiny particles of blue light swirling through it. It moved as she did, as she turned back to look at Willow. It was coming from her, flowing across her body, out along her arm and over their joined hands to envelop Tara. Willow was staring at the air where the darkness had been, unblinking. Tara slowly sat back down next to her, putting her arm back around her waist and pulling her close. Willow swayed into her embrace, but just kept staring, her breathing coming in short gasps, as if she was silently, invisibly crying.



"Willow," Tara whispered, her voice taking on a strange sound inside the chill, "it's over. It's okay now, Willow." Willow very slowly turned and looked at Tara, as if she didn't understand.



"You're safe now," Tara said gently, "it's over. I've got you." Willow blinked, and the mist faded into the air.



"Tara," she whispered, her lips trembling. She jumped and threw her arms around Tara as the Baron's voice sounded.



"Dieter," he said to the guard still staring at his bloody sword, "you acted with my approval. Report to the master-at-arms. You two," he added to the other guards in the cell, "take that and bury it. Franzef-" The Baron hesitated as his advisor came to his side. He took a deep breath and went on, in a quiet voice that nevertheless carried through the still chamber. "Have von Karlin taken to the hospital wing. Keep him confined. Send guards to his house. Go with them. Talk to his wife. If you suspect ill-treatment... just bring her here." He looked out around the chamber, glancing at the guards dragging Hydris's body away, and at von Karlin, leaning weakly on the shoulder of another guard as he was escorted away. He met Tara's helpless stare, and his face fell even more at the sight of Willow huddled against her side, her face buried in Tara's hair, holding onto her tightly.



"Judgement is made," he said with a sigh.



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Willow was quiet through dinner, and Tara let her be, simply sitting beside her, keeping a hand in hers, or resting gently on her lower back as they ate. Tryptin, once he returned from being briefed by the Baron, sensed that the best thing he could do was stay out of the way. He kept himself to a couple of necessary questions before leaving the common room again. Once or twice Willow managed a little smile for Tara, and Tara smiled back, though she could see the haunted look still in Willow's eyes.



When they finished dinner Tara took Willow gently by the arm and led her to the bedroom. Willow crossed to the bed while Tara turned to close the door, but when she turned back Willow was just standing there to one side of the bed, staring down at the floor. Tara stood behind her and touched her shoulder, relieved that she didn't flinch away from the touch.



"Willow?" she asked in her softest, most gentle voice.



"I-I'm sorry," Willow said in a tiny whisper, "I'm so sorry..." Tara moved to her side so she could see her face. Willow's features were twitching as if she was trying to keep herself from sobbing, and not entirely succeeding.



"I... I know we said... we'd... I c-can't, Tara, I'm so sorry-"



"No, baby," Tara said soothingly, hugging Willow tightly, "you don't have to be sorry about anything, not anything baby..."



"I was-" Willow said, her words coming in gasps, "I wanted... so much... a-and I know you did too- but I can't..."



"Willow," Tara said quietly, "it's okay. We'll sleep. I'll hold you." Willow glanced up at Tara's eyes, blinking quickly, her eyes full of unshed tears.



"I... I-I heard her," she whispered, "I h-heard her laughing at me..."



"I'll keep you safe," Tara promised.



"Y-you will?" Willow asked in a pleading voice.



"Always, baby," Tara murmured. "Come on." She gently sat Willow down and took off her boots, and then her clothes. She hesitated when she came to Willow's bra, but Willow nodded, and then tugged a little at the waistband of her underwear until Tara slid them down her legs and off. Tara felt nothing sexual - she was still awed at Willow's beauty, but her mind was fixed on a single purpose, her beautiful Willow was hurting, and she had to make it right. She lay Willow down and pulled the blankets up over her, tucking her in tenderly. Following her lead Tara stripped off all her clothes, padding around the room naked to put out the candles and close the shutters. She slipped underneath the blankets and reached out for Willow, drawing her into a loving embrace, curling up against her back and surrounding her with her arms. She felt the tension in Willow, and held her tightly.



"Let it out, baby," she whispered in her ear, "I'll keep you safe." Willow turned over, trembled, then let out a sob, and another, and then she was crying as hard as her body could bear. Tara felt the tears wet her shoulder as Willow's body was wracked by sobs, and she too cried, silently and without disturbing Willow by moving, simply letting the tears slide down her cheeks. Willow clung to her, and cried as if she had to shed enough tears to moisten all the deserts in the world, and Tara did the only thing she could think of. Quietly, almost below hearing, she began to sing, an old song she had learned from Jenavria, when she had been very small and the young woman had been taking care of her. It was an ancient song, which Jenavria had learned from Eponin, and Eponin from her mother Jilorra, and so on back through the generations, a song telling of the birth of the Amazon nation. It was High Amazonian, which Willow didn't know, but Tara had always liked listening to the song, even before she had learned the old language - the gently, steady rhythm of the words always calmed her, and it slowly calmed Willow too. Her sobs quietened, and at last she lay still against Tara, her breathing slow and steady like Tara's song. Tara kept singing, verse after verse, long after Willow had fallen asleep, watching over her dreams, until her words became murmurs, and she too fell asleep.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby Artemis » Mon Aug 18, 2003 12:51 pm

And now all the people who were looking forward to 'tonight' are going to kill me...

Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby Kita830 » Mon Aug 18, 2003 1:20 pm

*Grabs weaponry to promptly kill Artemis*



Nah, I'm just kidding...this was a great update, and totally understandable for not fulfilling the promise of "tonight." The trial was very intense and it's probably all poor Willow could do just to keep her sanity. At least justice was served...somewhat...and that damn Von Karlin is getting on my nerves. :rage Maybe the hospital wing will accidentally forget to take care of his arm and he'll die of a blood clot or something...I can't wait for the next update!



Kita :eek

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I won't be held responsible she fell in love in the first place.

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby Grimlock72 » Mon Aug 18, 2003 1:30 pm

Quickly written chapter, considering you hadn't started on it yesterday :D



Hmm... doesn't the baron have a right to appoint another defender ? How smart is it to have an accused mage on trial without mages/sourcerers as part of the security staff ? Good thing Hydris wasn't paying sufficient attention to the guards or he might have dealt with that threat first.



On to Von Karlin; he would have made a far better lawyer/defender if he hadn't been so keen to to point out his thought on two women loving each other. Since most of the court (the relevant part anyway) doesn't mind much either way about such a thing it only made him look stupid. He also didn't present much in the way of evidence, though his attempted defense was interesting. Appearantly he's one of those people that think if they just get a ridiculous theory out of their mouth everybody will believe it. It should be interesting to figure out where Von Karlin's knowledge comes from (surely not everybody knows about those sourceress clans and their beliefs, and about assasins?).



I myself would never answer a question with yes or no if I want to give a longer answer. I don't care what the person asking wants, those 'yes or no' question are usually phrased to get a certain answer which isn't what the answering person wanted to say at all. Always answer a question in court the way you want, don't let some idiot steer you into a certain direction.



And another thing, when someone says: "Oh, before you leave, one last question", only answer that last question (which is usually the most dangerous question anyway).



Although I like that Willow's first instinct is to protect Tara it would have been wiser to attack Hydris since he wasn't a danger at that moment yet. Why shield yourself and wait for whatever demon is being summoned ?? Kill the summoner before it arrives, MUCH better. Shields don't hold forever remember ?? Not sure what Willow's point-of-view was at the moment though, she seems to have seen/heard different things.



Heh, Hydris certainly wasn't thinking very hard when trying to pull that trick. How many amazons were in that courtroom ? :) . I do admire that he stuck to his beliefs, though I don't *like* those beliefs very much. At least he had the guts to tell the truth and not back down and lie about it. Took him long enough. He gets brownie points for ratting out Von Karlin too, heh.



So much for their planned Happy Night. Faulty planning so soon after those trials. Of course Tara understands that, all she wants is for Willow to feel safe. Good thing Willowfinally cried her pent up tears, hopefully she'll sleep well without bad dreams and such.



I recommend cremating Hydris by the way, burial leaves to many options open. With any luck the hospital won't be able to repair Von Karlin's arm and it will have to be amputed... that would be such a shame, heh.....



P.S. Give Dieter a medal will you ?



Grimmy

--
"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 8/18/03 12:43 pm
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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby EyesLie » Mon Aug 18, 2003 1:46 pm

*raises her hand and waves* I was one of those people! But, I forgive you Artemis, i really do. :) I certainly won't go so far as to say this was better, 'cuz how could Willow in pain be better than happy Willow w/smoochies? But I will say that I suspected something like this might happen... I mean, we've all come to realize that Willow's got some deep issues and dosen't have the Amazon option of staring her fear in the eyes to regain her power over it, so it's only natural that Hydris' trial would leave her overwhellmed, and then add to that the bastard VonKarlin. :puke Still, I think it's safe to say, now you've really got us waiting on the edge of our seats! You've brought them so far, when it finally does happen, it'll will be as they said "perfect". Can't wait for the return, of sexy vixeny Tara The Tease! It will be soon right? :pray



:love Eyes

"Love's bitch?"Spike asked softly, leaning in so only Willow would hear his words, a small smile turning the corners of his mouth"Woman enough to admit it," Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile"-Answering Darkness,by Sassette

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby 2DIAMONDS » Mon Aug 18, 2003 2:10 pm

Artemis - Yes, I wanted to kill you for a good 30 seconds until I remembered that you are writing an incredibly beautiful love story. So you're forgiven. Hmmph :miff



Just don't do it again and don't keep us waiting too long.



Helen

xoxo



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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby Arwen276 » Mon Aug 18, 2003 2:29 pm



Nah, Killing you? Do you think that low of us? If we killed you, we won't have anyone to finishthe story! We're more thinking about, hmm, Torture?

Like spending an hour with the She-demon, how do you feel about it?

Or maybe, asking, no DEMANDING, that you, update about "tonight" in the next few days... whaddayasay?



Honestly now, I think you did great, and it was probably for the best to wait... the way I see it, we've had those incessant teasings for quite a few parts and you didn't want us to fall into the routine... give us a change and then the cherry on top!



That trial was very frustrating and I nearly slammed my laptop against the table, after reading VON KARLIN's (von sprout is too good for him!) "defense" ... Homophobic much? what does the sleeping-arrangement do to the defense, and the way he talked to the baron about his daughter and all, I thought for a second that the baron would change his mind, BUT no that's a decent one you've got there!



The surprising way in which the Mage, confirmed his charges, and accused Von Karlin turned out for the best as the first evil one died and the 2nd brought down!



But I couldnt bear to read about Willow being harshly accused, to be a demon and such, it certainly affected her deeply. It was a very sad part, heart soring one, with Tara comforting her, then snuggling with her in bed and singing to her...

It's a great part ending, Not as good as smoochies-NC 17 but still...



~Arwen



PS: You WILL update soon...won't you? PLEASE??????? :cry





Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 17)

Postby chilled monkey » Mon Aug 18, 2003 4:20 pm

Now you've got me wondering about the Baron's daughter. Should be interesting.



Nice to see that guy getting his arm broken. Did Hydris put a curse on him or something? Even if he didn't, I suspect that he'll soon be on his way to prison.



Hope Willow will be okay.

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