Just have to point out where I’m coming from re: tara’s family…. I come from the opinion (after deconstructing *family* a long, long time ago) that tara was never hit by her father. He was certainly mentally abusive and a total poop head that lied. However, you see Donny actually getting ready to knock her and to be honest I have an older brother and he punched the shit out of me when we were kids (of course when I didn’t fight back (rarely, being the tomboy I was) mom would ground him and all). We fought all the time. But now, that bloke is my best friend and we’re like closer than ever. Not saying that will happen with tara and donny, ever, but there are layers I’m trying to include that are not about physical abuse. Personally, physical abuse (any kind of abuse actually) scares cause it’s so horrible to even think about me and I just don’t want to go there. Donny mentioned in the magic box that tara hardly had friends and that she didn’t speak until she was like eight. There could be a billions reasons as to why (the town knew about the demon and no one wanted to associate with her, her brother and father were so overbearing/dominant she had no need to talk, hell, she could have been autistic or dyslexic or something. Who knows) but I chose to go another route. You’ll see what I’m talking about when I get to the part about Tara’s mom.
Sorry for my dissertation here. Lol… on to the thank yous!
Holly- hi honey! I hope the cruise has internet access because I don’t think I can go a whole week without your updates! Hehe… but I may have an update later this week if I can get around to it. we’ll see!
Scout- hello luv! Argh! How did I miss one of your miss kitty’s adventures?! I must seek the thread right now. you know I have your panels on my roving screensaver? Soooo cute! My favorite one that always cracks me up no matter what is the rubbing tummy’s one. Poor miss kitty not getting the tara love.
Molly- OMG! That is my favorite line! It is just quintessential Willow logic. Sigh… I remember the days when Jane’s eps cracked me up. Xander is a total ninny and the broom just fit. As for the bugs…
Grimaldi- you crack me up. Thanks!
Insanity- Hehe, you missed this!? I missed writing it. I hate it when I cant get the will to write cause I know some kittens are still reading. Don’t want to disappoint them. Lol… Aunt lilly is cool. She’ll get even cooler later! hehe…
Barnabas- thanks honey. bug filled updates when I get back. Hehe. Um, actually no. *shivers* bugs yucky…. How about some w/t loving instead? Hehe.
Ten Ten- : kiss I’m glad you liked the w/t scene. I was mainly scared about that part because I know no one would believe me that Tara is really safe from harm. Her family sucks, yes, but it’s also part of who she is and how she came to be. Willow, being her new family, changes the old Tara into the Tara I grew to love and admire and gosh darnit I sure miss her. both actually.
Lil c- trust me, I was bouncing up further than that! if anyones happy for an update it’s me that finally wrote one. Lol…
Ashley- food thing? Hehe, I guess I just though about camp food ya know and bug juice… lol…
Lonewolf- if I had a Tara telling me that I know for a fact I’d never tire of it. and as for the mojo jojo… hehe… trust me there are no surprises here you’ll figure it out soon enough. Just think about the show… or actually nix that cause I don’t even want to think about the show. Hehe
Vampira numero doce- halo lovey! You know how you’re always scared that something is too good to be true? Well, maybe not you-you but I do. I’m very cynical when it comes to love, sadly. Especially first love and camp loves… but how will they (w/t) be together in the real world? well, darling, you’ll just have to wait and see. Xander falling on his ass is something I’ve wanted for a long time. Hopefully he falls onto a vortex and gets sucked into a dimension with olaf.
Puff- it’s not that camp is suddenly getting mysterious is that I, as a dork writer that I am, forgot to set up stuff after the yucky, yucky. I was too wrapped up in w/t goodies and trying to take my mind of anything ME that I messed up. But it kinda worked out here too because now when they find out everything that’s been going on then they will all have to deal with the fact they’ve been lost in their own little worlds. So maybe it’ll work out, maybe it wont. Who knows until I write it. lol…and tara does try to see the good. I do and I think it’s a positive way to live life. Especially with the life she’s had.
"We're forgetting about the troll. Let's pay attention to the troll." Tara, Triangle