Poems written by me!

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

*OUR WORLD*



Whats happening to this world in which we live?

We live to die and die because weve lived.



You hurt because youve loved, and you love to not hurt.

You cry when youre sad, but then again you cry when you happy too.



You love to love, you hate to hate, and theyre more hate?



Some one will skrew with your head to make them feel good,

you return the favour.



A mother has a child, and then god goes and takes her.



People want and want and want some more, and yet few know how to give.



Whats happening to this world in which we?

You live to die and you die because youve lived.





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"A Hard HARD LIFE"



I look in this mirror and see my future.

I had hoped for so much more.



I look in this mirror and see my past.

I see scars and bruises by the score.



I look in this mirror and see my hope.

It holds strong and true.



I look in this mirror and see my worth.

To me its nothing new.



I look in this mirror and see my trust.

Its shattered and its frayed.



I look in this mirror and see my love.

Some thing that didnt show, didnt want to stay.



I look in this mirror and see my hate.

Red and angry like a fire.



I look in this mirror and see my child.

Shes hurt and bleeding...i take after my mother.



I look in this mirror and see my future,

I had hoped for so much more.



My mirror breaks with my spirit.

The windows all shut and i close the door.





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Box of Crayons



A crayon box full of colours

reds, blues, greens, but theyre all the same.

all made of wax, all coloured with dyes.

Every single one of them coverd in paper.

theyre all the same.



This is like love.

its all just a feeling.

a very strong feeling that you have for someone.

whether you are a boy loving a boy

a girl loving a girl or a boy loving girl,

its all the same.

its just a box of colourful crayons,

wrapped in colourful papers

dyed with colourful dyes



love is like a colourful box of crayons

because when it all comes down to it.

all crayons are dont have any colour

all crayons are truly gray truly grey.





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"FOREVER YOURS"



Hold me in your arms

let my love you with my all



Let me hold your hand

i promise i wont let you fall



As we travel to a world anew

trust me with you heart



Never ever go away

do not let us part



Let me kiss your soft soft lips

sweet and pure and true



Let me swallow all your tears

I will because I Love You.





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"THE ROSE"



I see the rose in its vase,

one you gave me long ago.



Its withered and its broken

Its something i dont know.



Its ugly and its limp

nothing like your precious love.



Its something i do not recognize

nothing like what it was.



its how i feel right now.

you left me to dry up and die



just like the rose you left me.

not a chance to live life by.





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"DACING LIGHTS"



I look into your eyes and see something that i though id never get to see.



I hold your hand and feel all the love you feel for me.



I hold you close to me and feel your rapid heart beat below.



I guess you feel as i do, its a love that you yearn to show.



I look into your soul and see lights shine aglow.



I want to show you extacy let me let you go.





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uh i cant think of anything more......

[Spikeizmine87]

HEATHER! Welcome to the fuckin Inward Eye! And POEMS! YAY for poems! I loved them all! Especially "The Rose" or w/e, that was lovely!! Hope you write more!!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

Rose!!! where the hell have you been? ive been looking for you for like forever! well im glad you liked my poems..actually you inspered my "rose" poem.....i was talking to you one day and i was like well were all feeling shitty...and you felt really bad that day and i wrote the poem of how it must have felt for you....anyways i wrote a few more here....





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"My New Nightmare"







Looking out my window of cracked glass and pain

i wonder how i could have ever left you, with only hurt left to gain



Forever longing to see you, never having to think twice

the way you fit so perfectly in my arms, the way you smelled of sweet spice.



The way your smile cricked on one side with your tounge set in your teeth

The way you never got angry, playing loves sweet game underneath the sheets.



The way your eyes twinkled, when i whispered out your name

The way your hands felt so soft, The way you kept me sane.



The way our worlds merged together, everytime we took a glance.

The way your love warmed my heart, the way you gave me a second chance.



The way you never said no, when i had a small request.

The way you made me feel special, the way you loved me best.



The way we felt the world was perfect, when each other was around

The way you'd never let me hurt, the way you'd never let me down.



The way you brightened up every room that you ever walked in.

The way you made me sad when you left, then made me happy again.



There are so many many things that ill never feel again...

So many many words that i regret i never said.



I just want to let you know.....I will always love you.







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"Never letting go"





Loves sweet kiss lingers on my lips, never letting go.

Loves warmth wraps around me like a blanket, never letting go.



Loves kindness surrounds me, never letting go.

Loves power enters me, never letting go.



Love helps me sleep at night, never letting go.

Love makes me weep at night, never letting go.



Love fulfills my every need, never letting go.

I hold you in my arms tonight and im never letting go.







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hope you guys like them!

[Spikeizmine87]

Heather! Well I think this first one was my all time fave!! I dont like getting into in depth fb this late at night, being 930 and all hehe, but i liked it!!! So write more

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

whoo! im on a peotic role tonight hehe sumore poems



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"The hate game"





You know that i would do anything for you,

why do you hate me?



You know that i would die for you,

Why do you hate me?



YOu know that i cry at night for you,

why do you hate me?



YOu know that i feel for you,

Why do you hate me?



You know that i love you,

Why do you hate me?



Do you hate me or do you only tell me you do?

why do you hate me?



Do you love me or do you only tell me you do?

why do you hate me?



Are you bieng true when you kiss me or are you putting on an act?

why do you hate me?



Are you bieng true to yourself when you stay here with me?

I could never hate you...



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"you are my world"





Birds fly throught the trees,

singing sweet songs.



The grass in the fields grow knee high,

somthing else i long.



the branches hold us high,

bieng with you is constant ecstasy.



holding you tight and close,

i know that you truly do love me.



waking up to your sweet face,

you let me know that heaven does exist.



singing in the rain,

laughing in the mist.



i could never let you go

even if i tried.



I love you far too much,

let me dry your eyes.



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"you are my everything"





Everytime im sitting alone i wonder what youre doing.

Everytime im sitting with you i wonder what your thinking.



Everytime im trying to concentrate on something you runn through my thoughts.

Everytime im trying to think of you Im concentrating on something else.



Everytime I smile its because youve made me.

Everytime I think of you i smile to myself.



Everytime you touch me soflty i can feel you IN my skin.

Everytime you whisper my name the world fades away.



Everytime im in the dark youre the light that shines the way.

Everytime im in the light loosing you is my darkness.



Everytime i hear your sweet voice i can never pull away.

Everytime i want to say i love you i tremble and become weak.



Everytime you tell me you love me i can feel my self turn red.

Everytime you tell me that you dont want to go i can see it in your eyes.



Everytime we have those moments when words fail us we need no words to talk.

Everytime we have those moments when we talk too much we have nothing to say.



Everytime i feel good about myself its because of you.

Everytime i feed bad and horrid you make me feel better.



I owe everthing good in my life to you.

I can only hope you feel the same way...





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[SJ]

Great poems,thanks for sharing

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

and summore



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clawing at the air.

reach for something that isnt there.



breath in the pioson

never thinking twice.



Scratching at my skin

bubbles of blood crimson pure.



looking through the glass.

its smeared and unclear.



crying salty tears.

forever thinking of you.



tasting something bitter.

fall down and play dead.



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"cold heart"



Cold heart.

Heart broken.

broken glass.

glass unclear.

unclear thoughts.

thoughts of bad.

bad feelings.

feelings running loose.

loose threads of time.

time to heal.

heal my pain.

pain will never go.

go far far away.

away from me and all i am.

am i what you need?

need you want you.

you are my everything.

everything spins around.

around the world cold.

cold heart.



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"men"



How could you have left me?

How could you have made me cry?



How could you have loved me?

then make me wanna die?



How could you have made me sane?

then drive me crazy?



How could you have talked sweet clear words to me?

then all of a sudden become hazy?



How could you have made me laugh?

then make feel like crap?



How could you have made me smile?

then make me snap?



How could you tell me youd never let me go?

How could you tell me how i feel you must know?



How could you have healed me?

then make me pierce my skin?



How could you have calmed me just by holding my hand?

How could you have left me?

Left me for a man?



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"tell me"





Cry in my arms

let me know.

do you love me?

Or want me to go?



Tell me you hate me

Tell me lies

Tell me its i that you despize



Tell me to leave

go far away.

tell me now

not another day.



Tell me to die

to burn in hell.

tell ne you know me

all to well.



Push me off

tell me no

Because i love you too much

to leave you on my own.



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"you"



Lilys

the ocean

the forest

clean clear air

love

children

laughs

joy

caring

sweet clear water

beautiful birds

kind soft words

hugs

kisses

cookies

chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream

mamas food

daddys loce

a warm fire place

snow

kittens

puppies

you

you

you



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"anyone"



Is there anyone that loves you?

Is there anyone that cares?

Is there anyone that Knows you?

Is there anyone that shares?

Is there anyone that feels?

Is there anyone that sees?

Is there anyone that knows you mean everything to me?

Is there anyone that will offer help to one who must be lost?

Is there anyone that would save you soul no matter what the cost?

Is there anyone that follows for an unknown cause?

Is there anyone that would never point out your flaws?

I can be that anyone...



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"what it is"



For love for war

for peace for hate

you open the door

then close the gate



for children for young

for elders for old

you keep the trash

you trash the gold



for clarity for lack of depth

for what i know i dont know yet

for what you reep is what you sow

and what you give is what you get



For young and old

and peace and war

i know enough

please show me more



tou love me now

you hate me then

remember how?

remeber when?



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"forgive me"



I never meant to hurt you.

I never meant to make you cry.



I never meant to ignore you.

or make you want to die.



I never meant to turn away.

or leave you to learn to hate



I never meant to fight with you

make you close the gate



but then i never meant to turn to you.

this was never meant to be.

i never meant to make you mean all the world to me.



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"the dark"



A day will come when the night will fall

The sun will rise no more.



when all you have is you pathetic hope

and the devil keeps the score.



when all is good but more is bad

love shall light the way



because from here on out the dark shall riegn

therell be no light of day



so weep and cry and learn to love

before the time has come



before you die and burn in hell

before the last bell has rung



goodbye goodbye oh creul world

ive come to join you by your side



goodbye goodbye o blessed one

this is my suicide



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"haunted love"



love me not

hate me more

lucifer shall

keep the score.



kiss me not

upon my lips

a qiult of love

you shall not knit



leave me now

you must go

this love i have

its not for show



cradle me not

in the dark of nigh

i shall not carry fright



i love you yes

but let me be

forever not

be haunting me



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"the beast"



i think this childish affection as i thought it may be love



i think it may not be able to contain itself within me



it wishes to fly free as an eagle gracefull as the dove



You know its there underneath my skin



Beating its wings loning to be set free.



Why dont you let go of the latch?



Untie the rope?



Are you afraid? Afraid tht the same thing may happen to you?



Afraid that the beutiful beast may never want to come back?



That it might get hurt?



Dont be. After all was it not you who told me that love,



True love was the mose beautiful thing on this earth?



Let it go. Let it fly free. It may return. it may not



let it choose. Its never been so sure.



It is true, I love you. Dont be afraid to love me back.



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this one is a song.....





"the way the world turns"





Heart broken, tears of pain

words unspoken. summer rain



failed heart..grandma dies

the babies hurt mama cries



youll recive what life has given

pain and love and more

raped by a priest hell be forgiven

theyll show up by the score



failed marraige theyll just divorce

no trust now...life takes its course



forgiven is the unborn killer



youll recieve what life has given

pain and love and more

raped by a priest hell be forgiven

theyll show up by the score



cuz its a fucked up world we live in (X 3)



its a fucked up world



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I hope you like them

[Spikeizmine87]

Goddamn theres loads of poems here woman! I really liked "Tell Me" And "Forgive Me" Loved it and i hope you write more!!!! See ya laters!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

Rose!! my sexxi little love kitten! lol im glad you like my poems! thats means i dont totally suck hehe...well heres one for you!!!!!



"forever"



forever my friend

forever my comfort

forever my confident

forever my shoulder to cry on

forever my laugh

forever my smile

forever my tears of joy

forever my completeness

forever my open door to heaven

forever my love, forever





hehe just for you!!!



and a few more!!



"loving you"



dancing neath the stary sky

dreaming of you forever



singing in the field so green

leave you i will never



lying with you in bed

forever wanting you



Crying in your supporting arms

something i never knew



Loving the way you talk and smile

never letting you go



Loving the way you whisper my name in the dark

the way your voice flows



just in plain loving you



weeee this is fun!!! hehe more later!

[Spikeizmine87]

YAY! New poems! And one for me!! woot! "does the dance of joy" The other one was great too!! I loves ya!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[SJ]

Liked all those poems,great writing

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

wow ppl like my poems lol thats new......thank you for your nice comments everyone!...hmm....i guess. i can write more than?



I can see you hurt

when you tell me youre ok



I can feel your hurt

When you smile in pain



I can see it in your eyes

When you need someone to love



You have someone thats not me

I know that she loves you



She can give you so many things i cant

She can treat you for the women you are



How can i compare with that?

When i cant even make you smile



How can i even think that i can do better

when i can see you hurt and do nothing about it?



How can i be so persistant

when i know its a one way street that youre not on?



I know what i feel for you

and i know what you feel for me



i want you so much that

i want to not want you



But i am just a friend

and will always be



just know tht i am here for you always





It doesnt have a name yet........got any ideas?

[Wired vixen]

Nice poem heather! Write more like that! its cool! I cant think of a title....oooh uh....nope i cant-brains not workin today, good luck with that!



Stacey xXx

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol

[Spikeizmine87]

weee poem!!!! Nah I dont have a title either, see I cant write a poem if i dont have a title...its a think. But that was very lovely!!!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[little miss 666]

interesting poetry



-bell

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

wow...im lurved! hehe not really....anyways thanks you guys! i feel special! hehe



"tell me"



Tell me, what holds my future?

Is it what holds me life now?

Am i set in stone?

Doomed by an uncontrolable force,

forever feasting on someone elses pain?

Is It that i cant love, or that i am not,

the reason that the people around me are slowly drained of thiers?

Is my grave chisled, yet?

Say it, " One who could not be loved could have nothing to do with love. An uncontrolable beast feeding on others happieness. Died alone"

Is my home doomed to be cold?

No warmth surrounding it? like my heart?

Forever set in a place inbetween insane and unloved.

Tell me can i be changed for the better?



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"forever lost"



Forever lost in a deep sea of emotion.

Blurry hues of gray and teal.

Prodding around for the surface.

Trying not to drown.

Never giving leeway for others to help.

Anchors pass me by.

Forever attached to the bottom.

Not able to see the light of day.

An insufficient source of oxygen.

Choking on the air.

Filling my lungs, wieghing me down.

Forever lost in a deep sea of emotion.

Blurry hues of gray and teal....

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"im sorry"



You think of me as a poison dont you?

Ripping you from the world and your love?

Blinding you and suffocating you.

Never letting you go?

Youre crying out to me.

But like a fool i dont hear you.

You try to show me whats wrong.

I just turn away.

I can see the both of you hurt.

Drinking in my poison.

Like romeo and juliet.

A dying tradgedy.

They too were torn away.

But unlike them, i didnt mean to to do it.

They chose to die.

Selfishly i didnt i didnt give you that choice.

Like the wind you had no power to stop me.

And like the rain i had no choice to fall into your lap.

I just fell. And took up the ride.

I didnt want to. Shouldnt have....

but as i said i had no choice.

You love her...I can see that.

She loves me not.

I can see that too.

Im not trying to take what i dont have.

I can just hope you live through my poison and forgive me.



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Thats all for now...



-heather

[Wired vixen]

Nice poems Romeo and juliet is a bit...harsh isnt it? hehe God i hope no-one is dying! *looks around* hmmm....



Stacey xXx

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol

[SJ]

Great poems

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

*I looooooooove you! Youre better than ice cream!!!!* hahaha....eh Hey thanks for the feed back you guys!



*stace: hehe ya...i know its harsh but what i was going for was the emotional breakdown kinda thing not really pysical lol. but yea lol thanks for the feedback and im glad you liked it!



*SJ: heylo! thanks a bundles for the feedback! im glad you liked them.



Well no more poems right now....i gotta go catch the bus lol...itss like six somat in the morn...hehe more later today though! promises!





hehe those are so cute! tootles!

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

Okay maybe not THAT day....lol more poetry is here!







"The Beastie"



hidden in the darkest recesses of my mind,

Hides an unmistakeable creature.



Fangs sharper than the shiniest steel

Its heart colder than ice.



Its eyes are of fire and lust.

Lust of blood and pain



Like the forever living demons that fly through hell

Bending the truth and truthing all the lies.



Forever loathing the angels abouve

Those who fly free with grace



the creatures toy with my mind

with my emotions and my soul



It has hurt me and it has hurt those around me

This creature is my love for you



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*disclamer: i used a line that tara told willow...i liked it and wanted to use it for something....yea....its not mine so dont sue me or anything..



"A heat filled night"



You yell at me and call me names

I hate you all the more



You claw the air for something you can not reach

I wanna tell you things i dont mean



Your face turns red and you start to cry

I wanna make you hurt some more



You told me that you hated me, always did

I wanna tell you to die and burn in hell



You told me that you never thought me good

I told you, you were never good for me



YOu feel the world slip away in anger

I wanna make it slip away for you



You told me that you never loved me

And niether did i EVER love you



I fall in your arms and say that im sorry

Can you just be kissing me now?



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"la-la land"



Floating through the air

Seeing colours that dont exist

feeling, feelings that arent there

sitting in the corner of a circular room

Never moving from my spot

zooming through space

my feelings dont make sence

my thoughts are blank and untrue

tripping over my feet, sitting down.

taking a visit to my la-la land



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WeeWoo like a fire truck!!

[Spikeizmine87]

HEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Im so happy youre back and everyones gonna be ok! WOO! "hugs you" WRITE MORE!!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

Holy moly thas alatta !'s lol I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCH!!! *many many many huggles* hehe yea things is otay now! weee! yea im on a blank mind run....'s not kewl....so i wont be writing any poems this time...but i promise that the next time i post here that there will be at least one! maybe a fun silly one for you! ooo wait...hehe



Roses are red

violets are pink

Youre name is rose

and thats what i think



hahaha...ok...lol ill write a/some poem(s) next time...Promises!



-heather!!!!

[SJ]

Great poems

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

crazy! im on page TWO! lol yea no biggy for some of you but for me this is a WOW statement hehe...yea i promised poems didnt i.....lol well here they are!



"believing in me"



Do you believe in me when i tell you that i love you?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that i care?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that i adore you?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that im here?



Do you believe in me when i tell you that i never want you to leave me?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that i cant imagine a world with out you?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that i forever want you here with me?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that i'll never forget you?



Do you believe in me when i tell you that the world is perfect when youre around?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that you make me smile with pride?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that you and i are in love, forever bound?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that my world with out you crumbles from inside?



Do you believe in me when i tell you that my world is forever changed?

Do you belive in me when i tell you that i care for nothing else?

Do you believe in me when i tell you that my love is never tamed?

Do you believe me when i do not believe in myself?



weeeeee hehe....thats all for now...

[Spikeizmine87]

woot! Ok so it was just one poem... but thats ok! it was lovely...i liked it alot.....loads and loads...pretty poem...

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

O im lurvd!!! hehe...well if not, then i still lurvs you! hehe...well heres sommore poems...or poem..im not quite sure yet...hehe...here ya goes!



"lost"



Lost in a vast sea of troubled emotions

Never blinking or thinking twice

Lost in the vast greenery of a landscape that never ends

Never finding the winding river that leads me to my freedom

Lost in the vast blue sky abouve

Thoughts drifting through the open air

Lost in my your eyes forever

Never will i find my way back home





"chicken coop"



Like the chickens in thier coop, im trapped

Like the whales in the ocean,i do not venture out of my domain

Like the dog that the owner posesses,i stay in the four walls around me

Like the beaver in its pond, i refuse to leave for anything greater

like the monks that live in thier stone walls i dont want to feel anything more.

And like you that never lets go i refuse to leave



that one was shittly...lol

[SJ]

Thought all those poems were great

[munchkin flavoured jellyb]

rose: ty for the feedback! Where have you been!!! I havent spoken to you in like forever! hehe...yea...but thanks for the feedback..shows me im lurved! hehe yea...i dont know what the hell im talking about now...ill just shut up...hehe

SJ: thanks a bundles for the feedback! im glad you liked my poems!



and summore...



"Love"



People think that love is all about the joy of bieng in one others company.

In truth love is many many unexplainable things.

Love is joy and truth and happieness.

But it can also be pain and hurt and tear filled nights

Love is purity and full of many wonderful moments

But it is also full of fear, jealousy, and suspicion

Love is looked upon as a good thing that everyone should learn

Love is trapped and poisoned and in many cases a foul ugly thing.

Love is painful and wonderful a good kind of hurt.

and it is true...love is something that you have to grow to love.

[Wired vixen]

oooh...poemness! That was a good poem, very true, you worded it well and yeah...yipeee!!! More soon i hope!



Stacey xXx

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol

[SJ]

Great poem