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Dianneswillowtree, barnabasvamp and SJ for your words of encouragement, very much greatly appreciated xo
Stupid
I trip along the broken cement
Feet catch on cracks too deep
I jump across the greater craters
While staring at the slippery sky...
In places all is solid
Showing scars of mended path
These spots are rare
Unusual
Alone
The paths are red
The road it beats
This surface aches
Thumping with everything
I trundle along this shattered shame
This broken way
In a calm and almost surreal manner
To come to a gash
A wound
A hole
Void of anything but black
It's much too big to leap across
Too deep to climb in then out
I sit
Heavily
My legs crossed
Chin resting in my hands
And start, as I realise
This is my heart
This hole You made
These gashes residue
Of this one large dent
I feel ill as I sit at this precipace
Realising that this forlorn and battered world
Is my heart
Is me
A stupid metaphor
But one all the same
My stomach drops
My serene glance fades
All is not well
In this lonely, scarred place
I stand
Breath
Step
Without thinking
Into the void You made
And fall
Neverending
Into the black inside my heart...
Times Ten
You smile
Then laugh
It creeps into your eyes
Sometimes a green so deep
I get lost...
You run your hand along my arm
And I shudder
Shamelessly
At such a feeling
My stomach aches
My fingers itch
To show you a return times ten...
You give a sideways glance
To the outside nothing
To me everything
And I step back
To avoid doing what it is I want
Time ten...
Your hair falls in your eyes
Ever adorable
And your lips are red
Ever kissable
Your skin so soft
Ever touchable
All times ten...
I close my eyes
And breath in deep
That smell of you
Clean, fresh, inticing
I bite my lip
At how each time how much I want you
Increases
Times ten...
I lean forward, then back
So used to unrequited...
Then smile
As you pull me forward
And further
Into something returned times ten
Into something beautiful...
Not my best, but just felt like writing
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