Grace,



Thank you so much for the beautiful poem. It really does mean alot to us, and for the record "I do"..god i soo do. How i got so lucky as to have found the most incredible woman is beyond me! I wouldn't give her up for the world, she is absolutely my soulmate.



Hang in there..you'll find yours



*I love you too baby! *

"I'd cry..i would die if i lost you"-Alex Parks...I love you, baby!

Lovely poem

Hello there Grace!!!



WOW that was a great poem for those two...hehe U are really talented Grace, admit it Next poem pls



Wish Sammi and October the best...



CU

SoL/Natti

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

Thanks Natti..That means a lot to me. I hope everything is still good with you and anat Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Sammi-You are very welcome for your poem. I'm glad that you liked it. I wish you both the very best.



Yvonne-Thank you. I'm glad that you liked the poem. I thought it was fitting for our two lovebirds.



October- I'm glad that you liked your poem. You are very welcome for it. You two are perfect together. I can tell cause of how happy you make Sammi. I wish you all a 10 lifetimes of happines. (P.S.-I give up on looking. It is annoying me. )



SJ-Thank you.



Natti-Thank you. I thought it was very fitting for them too. I will never addmit to that and you know it. I will post again soon. I just have some other things I am working on. Oh and Sammi got your best wishes.





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

GRACE !!!!!!! omg its been forever since I've left you any feedback !...



But as always amazing poems and I truely love the way you write ! its just *sighs* so wonderful !......

Great work !

more soon hun and I hope your doing good



Love April

Hey Sam!



Jups everything is great between Anat and myself....we are still the old love-birds that we were



And Grace hey girl where is the next update huh



Cu

SoL/Natti

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

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April-Thanks for the feedback. I'm doing okay. My life is an everlasting roller coaster. How are you and Arron?



Natti-Okay, okay. Come on girl, when have you ever know me to do anything quickly. I'm sorry, it's just that I have school wouk coming out my but. And it's no fun.





Grace

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Hey Gracie,

I know you hate that but how can I not read the above mentioned poem and now hug you and say aww thats so sweet !!!! I am sooo sorry I am so far behind in your feedback I really do love the way you write. I think you have temendious talent and I love reading your writings.

Take care Sweetie

Arron



BTW April and I are doing well.

Arron ,

You are right, I do hate Gracie, but I'll let it going seeing as you were so nice about it. I'm glad to hear that you and April are doing good. It's okay that you are behind. I can't post any more til later anyway. My friend Karen saw that I wrote poems and stole my whole notebook of poems. She said that I could have them back only have she had every single one of them. It could be awhile knowing her. I'm glad that you like my writing. And you think I have talent? I can die happy now. Well I have to motor to class. Talk to you later. *hugs*



Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

GRACE !!!!!!!



*jumps on Grace* omg its been forever since we've talked How are you !??!?!?! heh As Arron said her and I are doing great , What have you been up to ?! , And no new poetry we need new poems girly !



heh ok now that I'm done demanding lol I'll go and wait for new poetry



Love ya Hun take care





Luv April

hrm hrm grace!!!



isnt it about time for a new update???? I am waiting missy lol jk i know that u are busy and i hope u pased ur german test German sucks, no? lol



Cu

SoL/Natti

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

Edited by: Stroke of Luck at: 5/11/04 4:36 am

you two ,



April-Hey! *hugs* It has been forever. Well I'm not the best I have ever been but not the worst either. I'm glad to hear that you and Arron are doing so well. It is always good to hear good news on a bad day. I'm really glad that you liked my poems.



Natti-Hey! *hugs* Yeah I know it has been forever. Bad Grace. Nope I flunked German. Pssed everything but German. Damn stupid languge. (Sorry) I'm going to start over with Italian. Now that is a lang I can get into. Thanks for the love of my poems



Both of You-I have written 4 band new poems. I will post them possible Monday I think. Wish I could now but I have no time. I have to do a bunch of crappy stuff. On life, Frank and I are over. School is out! And life all around sucks. Talk to y'all later.





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

Hey Grace!



What still no update....grrr girl i will leave germany tomorrow (i will visit my baby again YAY)



U fluked ur german test how could u?! german isnt that difficult LOL JK i hate it too, i have my own probs now, after all the time i am talking english..blach hahah



I want an update soonish! u got me grace "S O O N I S H"



Cu

SoL/Natti

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

:kitten ,

At Natti demand here is a new poem.



Nothing

By:Grace (a.k.a. bluewillowwitch)



My life is gone. There is nothing left for me to hold on to. All my love is gone. Nothing left for me to feel.



I wipe away the tears that I shed just as I used to wipe away yours. I always told you that your face was to beautiful for tears. You would smile and I would live.



Now that is all gone. I have nothing left to do. The seed of love that was brought to life in me has been dug up and thrown away.



I used to protect you from all that you feared. You would run to me when you were scared. I would wrap you in the safety of my arms and hold you close.



Now that is nothing. Everything is nothing now. There is no point to my life. There is no reason for me to have love.



My past is gone. I shall never have it again. I will learn to move on. With nothing to hold on to it is easy. Easy with nothing left to feel.



Okay after the depression of that I promise a happier one next time.





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

Great poem

Grace sweetie, that was incredibly sad and so amazing. Hope you're ok sweetie. Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

Beautiful poem, as always. Thanks.



Yvonne

Shalom Grace



I am back but look what i found a new poem YAY thx thx thx



It was sad indeed, i just hope that u are feeling fine! And what was it about u and Frank (was it that name, damn my brain)??



Cu

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Everyone ,

I'm fine. So now you don't have to worry about me. I'm sorry that it is taking so long for updates but since I am out of school for the summer I don't have regular access to a computer. I will try to come here once a week though. No promises.



SJ-Thanks!



Sammi-Hey, yeah I'm fine. I'm doing really well, well as well as I can be seeing as that I am still me. I swear the poem was just my brain working through too many sad books, music, and movies that I seem to be addicted to right now. How are things with you? How is October?



Yvonne-Thank you for you kind words.



Natti-Hey girl! Don't cry, you will be back with Anat soon I'm sure. *hugs* Yes, see told you I would post a new one eventually. No it wasn't her name. I'll e-mail you about it later. I'm glad that you like the poem.



Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

Very sad poem but in a good way.

girlfriends actually ,

I'm glad that you liked my poem. Thank you.





To all :kitten's: I will try to get another poem up sometime in the next week.





Grace

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I Thought

By: Grace (a.k.a. bluewillowwitch)



I thought I was living, just to find I wasn't. I thought that I was strong, just to find that I was weak. I thought myself full, when I was truely empty.



The love that you gave me made me see these things. I never knew what I was missing until that first kiss. Then all things became clear.



I was scared so I ran. I couldn't see what was happening to me. Why my heart all of a sudden opened to you with no questions asked.



I had never felt this way in my whole life. I didn't know what to do. My heart was telling me to go to you. My head telling me to stay away. Which was I to do? What was I to do? I was split in two.



Then I saw your smiling face and I looked into your loving eyes. I knew that there was only one place for me to be. There was only one thing I wasnted for the rest of my life.



YOU. I want to be by your side forever, until the end of time.



All I thought was wrong. I never knew until you. Now, with you by my side, I am learning the truth.









Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

Great poem

Excellent poem!!

Sweetie..beautiful poem . How are you doing? Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

Wow great poem Grace...r ya in love??? and where are the news eh..me still waiting TZ shame on u girl!r u that busy??



Cu

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Heya Grace! One word.. Awwwwwww That was sweet, keep up the great writing girl



Cass xx

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Edited by: intricate mirage at: 6/28/04 8:19 am

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SJ- Thank you!



girlfriends actually- Thank you!



Sammi- Thanks Sammi! I am doing great. How are you and October? *hugs*



Natti- Thanks, glad you liked. No, I'm not in love. Don't even go there. I have been busy and I'm sorry. The few times that I actually make it online you are never around. I'll be on tomorrow, maybe I'll catch you then and then you can have all my gossip.



Cass-Thanks! I'm glad that you liked it. Long time no talk. What have you been up to?





Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

Hiding

By: Grace (a.k.a. bluewillowwitch)



I don’t know how I can go on like this. I love you too much to continue this game. Do you love me at all?



I can’t keep hiding away like this. To let no one know about our love. It is slowly killing me to not be able to tell the world of the love I hold in my heart for you.



You are scared and not ready to tell. You know that I love you too much to not go along, but now I wonder how long we will have to hide.



I start to ponder on things. Will you ever be ready to tell? Will we always be just friends to the outside world? Do you really love me?



I wish that I could ease your fears. That my love and my arms around you were enough to make you feel safe. That you felt safe enough with me by your side to stop hiding.



I will wait for you as long as I live. I love you. But this hiding game is killing me inside.



Grace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos