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 Post subject: Rei's poems, read now or forever hold your peace
PostPosted: Fri Oct 03, 2003 3:06 pm 
I had a big poem dedicated to Amber, but I left it (as well as all my homework and extra paper) on the bus :cry

So, this might not be perfect, but hopefully it's close.



A Dream Come True



Rei's latest 'I Love Amber' poem



Every day I think of you

Every night I lie awake

Amber dearest you must know

You are my dream come true

If I could have one wish

And after it came true I'd die

I would take it and wish for you

Just to be in the same room

You need'nt acknowledge me

With a look, a word, or a touch

Just to know you're there

That would be enough

Enough to let me rest in peace

Enough to let me go

Enough to set me free

I hope it's enough to let you know

You are my dream come true

I would kill myself every day

If it could take away pain

Emotional or physical

It would go away

Everything I do, I do it for you

Every tear I cry, I cry for you

Every drop I spill, the bloods for you

Every time I smile, my smile's for you

Every day I live, I live for you

And the day I die, I'll die for you

Just to see you makes me crumble

Just to hear you makes me smile

Just to know you makes me giggle

Just to feel you I would die

I wish that I could let you know

Just what you have done for me

This poem, though it is crappy

Was written from my heart

To let you know just how much

Of a differance you've made in me

Call me obsessed

But Amber I love you

You are my dream come true





-Rei

I so need a twelve-step program...

Edited by: ambersagoddess at: 10/6/03 3:46 pm


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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 05, 2003 12:28 am 
Hey, Rei. That's a really good poem you've written, not crappy at all. I hope you recovered the one you left on the bus, too.



Amber's made a big difference in a lot of lives, all for the better. She's definitely worthy of much praise. So is your poem! Thanks for sharing it with us. :)


I have often been adrift, but I have always stayed afloat.    --  David Berry,  The Whales of August



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 05, 2003 12:32 am 
I am quite sure I was not able to write in such a manner when I was 13, in fact I am quite sure I am not able to write poetry like that right now. :p It's very impressive.

-----------------------------



She's so anally retentive she wouldn't sit down for fear of sucking up the furniture.


--Patsy Stone



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 05, 2003 4:16 am 
Great poem :clap



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 05, 2003 6:44 am 
hey rei! that's a good poem u got there and it ain't crappy :) keep up the good work :clap

~ Cas



---

"You're something beautiful, a contradiction.

I wanna break the spell that you've created."

© Muse



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 05, 2003 8:46 am 
multi gratias ago. Laudatis est magnatis amo.



Rei

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...

Edited by: ambersagoddess at: 10/5/03 1:14 pm


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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sat Oct 11, 2003 4:19 pm 
Me



Mummy you stand

Tall on your soap box

And lecture us about

All we do wrong

We protest

And argue back

I just want to let you know

Even though we don't listen

We apreciate

How much you care

She cuts

I huff

We bleed

And you tell us to stop

We don't

We won't

We never will

But we like to know

You'll always stand tall

On your soap box



-Rei



and yes, it was for you Cin...

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 12, 2003 2:54 am 
Like that poem,good writing :)



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 12, 2003 1:53 pm 
Rei, some nice poems that you got there :grin



Keep writing, thanks for sharing and don't stop... writing, of course ;)



(Doesn't matter that probably only Cin knows what "Me" was about :p Seriously, it was still good lol)



:peace -Viv-

"Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired."
Robert Frost



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 Post subject: Re: A Dream Come True
PostPosted: Sun Oct 12, 2003 2:30 pm 
Thanks, Rei... that was really great....:clap



Me and my soapbox will always be here...hehe



Gotta watch over my kids...



-Cin



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 Post subject: One Day
PostPosted: Wed Oct 22, 2003 3:13 pm 
I was sitting at lunch watching everyone around me, it was like they were all in their own little world, oblivious to everything going on around them. This made me think about everything that is going on in my life, and I realized that these things are happening in everyone's lives, not just my own. So I had to do some sort of artshy shmartshy shit beacause thats the kind of person I am. So here ya go-



One Day



I have seen crisis

I have seen gain

And Goddess knows

I have seen pain



I have seen it exude

I have seen it pour

I have seen it cried

Goddess knows I have seen gore



It has been a while

Since I have seen

My own pain

In a drowning stream



But now I bear

The pain of others

Of everyone

From my girlfriend to my mother



I have seen strangers break-down

And cry at my feet

I have seen them on their knees

Bawling in the street



Every weekend I wonder

If my mum will come home sober

She's been upset ever since she told my dad

"It's over."



I know my dad is hurting

I can see it in his eyes

I can hear it in his voice

"I'm fine." comes out a lie



It hurts so much

To have to drag

Your lover out of the bathroom

So she doesn't gag



Crawl under the door

And rush to her side

Crumpled on the floor of the stall

With nothing to hide



To drop to my knees

Wipe from her cheek a tear

Seeing this makes me know

I have the most to fear



Sucked out of my own pain

By all those around

I am surprised, that dispite all this distress

Civilization has yet to fall to the ground



One day

Just once, just try to ignore

All of your pain

And start to explore



Look into the eyes of everyone you see

You will notice pain and greif

All the feelings they keep hidden

Deep undernieth



So on one day

Try to help others

Try to comfort everyone

From your girlfriend to your mother

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...

Edited by: ambersagoddess at: 10/22/03 7:14 pm


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 Post subject: Re: One Day
PostPosted: Wed Oct 22, 2003 11:45 pm 
You have a great writing style :clap



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 Post subject: Please come back to me
PostPosted: Thu Oct 23, 2003 6:26 pm 
This is to my Baby. Baby, I don't know if you're alive right now, but if you are I just want to let you know that I love you.



Baby please

Don’t go away

I need you here

To help me stay



Come visit soon

I miss you so much

Maybe sometime

We can go out for lunch



I want to make

Your life better

You and me Baby

I wish we could be together



I don’t want you to die

Because that would kill me

If you would just come back

Baby that would set me free











Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...



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 Post subject: poems
PostPosted: Fri Oct 24, 2003 4:39 am 
**hugs** :( - she'll be okay I'm sure. I loved all of your poems, they show such power and promise for one so young. :kiss



The Goddess has plans for us all - we've just got to find out what they are and ride the bad stuff that comes our way. I know your not having the best of times at the moment hun (and I know THAT'S an understatement) but believe me when I say it usually all works out for the best. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it will my friend.



Keep your chin up and have faith, you know where I am if you need me, feel free to drop me a line.



Blessed Be my friend, be thinking of you



Laura :pride



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 Post subject: Re: Please come back to me
PostPosted: Fri Oct 24, 2003 6:22 am 
:clap you've got some great stuff here. i especially liked 'one day' keep up the wonderful work!

~ Cassie

---

My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky






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 Post subject: A Reunion
PostPosted: Fri Oct 24, 2003 2:41 pm 
I had this written on my wrist but it's kind of come off through the day, so its hard to read and therefore, may not make much sence



I love you Baby

But now you've gone

What did I do

To make everything so wrong?

I should have done somthing

Please Baby come home

I can't stand for you

To leave me alone

I just found you

It isn't fair

I'm not sure how much

More of this I can bear

I want to cry

But I'm all out of tears

So I'm writing this to say

That I love you Dear

I will join you

Wherever you are

I would go any length

None to far

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...



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 Post subject: Re: A Reunion
PostPosted: Sat Oct 25, 2003 7:15 am 
Great writing :clap



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 Post subject: Re: A Reunion
PostPosted: Sat Oct 25, 2003 9:06 am 
Lovely poem. :clap Don't worry, it made perfect sense :wink

~ Cassie

---

My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky






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 Post subject: Re: Rei's poems, read now or forever hold your peace
PostPosted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 6:21 pm 
This isn't actually my poem, it's one of my friends, she wrote it after our friend Jason killed himself. She sent it to me a while back and I was wowed, I had read some of her stuff before and it was great, but this just shocked me. I was blown away. Lets see if you get the same reaction:





the perfect day turns to the perfect night

close your eyes and turn out the light

reflective silver and deep colored red

its over, you smile, soon you’ll be dead

your cold body lies on the floor

no ones trying to get in the door

one day later everyone knew

i always loved you, still no one cried for you

your lips turned blue like ice and your chest stood still

they couldn’t see what you had the desire to kill

the blood on the floor turned cold

and at once you let go of that soul that you sold

the shock in their eyes when they heard the news

was as fake as when they said you were something to lose

but you’ll always be just as clear to me

in the eyes of my mind, you’re the one i see

no matter where i go and no matter what i do

inside of me is that small part of you

the one that wanted badly to be taken

but they couldn’t see it and you ended up forsaken

that part of you has burned inside my brain

its always there, like a dark colored stain

and that part of you has become part of me

i’ve realized who i was was something i could never be

so the one perfect day has turned to the one perfect night

i close my eyes and turn out the light

reflective silver and deep colored red

its over, i smile, soon i’ll be dead

my cold body lies on the floor

no ones trying to get in the door

one day later everyone knew

i always loved you, i was the one who cried for you



-Marisa



So what do you guys think? I know that since none of you knew Jason it's kinda different, but he was a great guy. I was so surprised when I heard he died, I didn't know he felt so shitty. Everytime I read this I cry, and I let Marisa know, so she knows she's not crying alone.



-Rei

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...



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 Post subject: Re: A Reunion
PostPosted: Fri Nov 07, 2003 7:33 pm 
:bigwave Rei :flower ,

I love your poems! :clap :bow They are so heartfelt. :flower You can feel the emotions pour from them.Can't wait to :read more.





Grace :glasses :flower :fallen :peace

-----------------------------------------

"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos



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 Post subject: Re: A Reunion
PostPosted: Sun Nov 09, 2003 1:35 am 
Wow. Rei, I'm very much blown away by Marisa's poem. The emotions that run through the poem is simply just... Ok, I'm kinda speechless. I hope both you and Marisa will be feeling better soon and may Jason always be in your prayers.

Cassie





Ask me if I loved you yesterday. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I love you today. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I'll love you tomorrow. I'll say 'Always'







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 Post subject: Re: A Reunion
PostPosted: Sun Nov 09, 2003 11:18 pm 
That is a great poem,very powerful :clap



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 Post subject: The great Rei's old poetry book!
PostPosted: Wed Dec 17, 2003 5:04 pm 


Oh, good goddess, I was cleaning all the crap out of my office and I found my old poem book, I've had this thing since I was ten, that's four years. I haven't seen it in ages, and now you all get to see my melodramatic preteen poetry!



Har har har, don't laugh your ass of at my terrible butchering of poetry.



So Wrong



What is wrong

Why do I feel

So pained so hurt

It's all too real

My head is pounding

My heart beats fast

I hate this feeling

I hope it doesn't last

Please go away

Get out of my head

Is it because of you

I feel so dead?



I wish I could I wish I would



I wish I could

I wish I would

Feel more then pain

Feel some gain

This is getting old

I shouldn't have told

Now my friends stare

Back into their eyes I glare

I once was a kid

So happy that I did

Make head bands out of clover

But now my life is over

Then I look at those who have it worse

My life is far from a curse



Perfect Life?



Honestly my life is perfect

I have good grades

And parents who care

Friends who I love and like to think I'm happy

But those who know me really don't

I hurt so bad but my life is so perfect

My mum says it's called depression

A chemical imbalance in the brain

Does that mean I'm phsyco?

I'm so confused...

I have so many questions

And so little time

Do I have a perfect life?

Or am I just leading Me on?



Counting



Do you always count to eleven?

Count when you walk, count when you eat

Count when you sleep, count when you talk

I may be occupied by I always

Count in the back of my mind

One-two-three-four-five-six-seven-eight-nine-ten-eleven

And start all over again...



I'm sorry



I'm sorry I've dragged you into this

I'm sorry I asked for your help

I'm sorry if I make you worry

I'm sorry if I make you cry

I'm sorry if I left you traumatized

I'm sorry if you don't get it

I'm sorry if you don't understand

I'm sorry I've urged you into depression

I'm sorry if I've left you all alone

I'm sorry if I've hurt you

And you know most of all

I'm sorry for dragging you into this



Crush no love



Try as you may

You'll never win

Try as you may

You will not find

The secret which I hold inside

My secret fear

My secret pain

Try as you may

You will crush no love

Because my heart has not felt

The feeling

Though it yerns so desperatly



Friends



If you know me or think you do

Take the test, are you true?

Name my friends off one by one

If you can't that's no surprise

A simple penny what's to hide?

I search desperatly until my hand

Falls upon the copper round

And then I sit and wash away

All the feelings all the pain

Hunger, sorrow

Counting, torment

Anger, frustration

What comes next?



True Love



Take your time

A simple crush

Is no true love

You say you love them

Is it true?

Think about it,

It's easy to get confused

In this world where all we hear

Is "Dear, I love you"

"Baby, I love you too"

A simple sigh or an eyeroll

Washes it all way

There is NO true love



Heartbreak



When you like someone

And they like you

It's like the world is spinning so fast

And it only slows down when you're with them

All is well until that fateful day

Which will come to everyone

But that's not true heartache

For you have gotten wheat you wished for

True heartbreak comes

From one you cannot have

You watch from afar

Catch their glance between classes

Never to be imbraced in their arms

That is true heartbreak



Erin



You see me pained

unhappy, hurt

What you don't see deep inside

Is the one fear that I hide

No one to love

No one to care

No one to whom my feelings I can share

The blood is wet

But the wound is old

For my tears on it have spilt

Tears full of emotion and sorrow

You mean a million times more to me

Then you will ever know...

Cause I'm hanging on to every word you say

Without you I would be dead



Kara



The days are gone

They were so full

So fun

Science was my favorite subject

Because I knew I could talk to you

I know you'll be there forever

but forever always ends

You have to understand

How much I need you here



Marisa



You of all people

In this world

Have touched my heart

You make me worry

You make my cry

You make me hate you

For doing things you shouldn't

You made me grow up

I couldn't be a little kid

Surrounded by drugs and violence

You were a splash of cold water

A smack to the face

But somehow you mannaged to be my

Number One



Cold



Sitting on the kitchen counter

Naked cold and all alone

Numb and shivering

My lip is cracked and bleeding

Shoulders shake with silent sobs

I feel so cold my hands are ice

My muscles twitch and spasm

It's painful I'm so weak

My secret scars stay hidden

My screams echo in my mind

Each shiver has me wincing in pain

My insides hurt and my head swims

I wipe the blood off my lips and

The tears from my face

Oh so cold...



Alone



So alone

Deep indide

The more you ask

The more I hide

Tear stained

I wasn't left alone

So one thing

Take two steps back

Leave me be

But be sure

You come back to see me



The World



The world is such a lonesome place

So lonely and so big

Forever are we yerning

Forever do we cry

The world just uses us

And leaves us there to die



Inside



I have an inside

And an outside

All are aloud to see

Meet

And poke fun at

My outside

But my inside

Becomes desperate

More and more each day

It reaches out for love and care

But it gets shunned away

So don't mind if I don't trust you

Don't mind if I don't care

Don't mind if I try to hide

My inside gives what it recieves

So you'd best stay outside



Deep



Deep inside

I hurt

In pain

my heart is shattered

Beat up

Beat down

Screwed up

Bloodied up

Deep down

Indside

Bruised

Battered

Burned

Deep inside



Brittany



Doesn't it seem weird

Doesn't it seem strange

How you only talk to me

When I don't know if I'm sane?

I just don't think it's fair

The way you ignore and shun me

Like you don't even care

But I know you do

I don't want this to end anything

I just want you to know

I hope you're not mad at me



Teathered



Tied

Teathered

Bound

Leashed

Choked

Tight chain

Short reach



Blood



Something to cry over

Something to drown in

Something to wash out

All that's within



Okay, that's all the angsty melodrama I have for you today! Get out of here! but leave me notes first

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...



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 Post subject: Re: The great Rei's old poetry book!
PostPosted: Thu Dec 18, 2003 11:53 pm 
That's a lot of poetry,liked them,thanks for sharing :read



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 Post subject: Re: The great Rei's old poetry book!
PostPosted: Thu May 27, 2004 9:09 pm 
I have so neglected 'The Inward Eye'. Rei, I didn't know you had a ton of great poems here. Some where soaked of emotions and flamed in feelings. WOOHOO goes to you. Thanks for sharing, hope to see more soon. =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'


"Don't buy into all the media crap. Love yourself for who you are, not what others THINK you should look like. It's DEFINITELY more important in this life to love each other despite our imperfections." - Amber Benson



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