La Rue Kétanou
On s'emmène

Allez viens, on s'emmène
Come, we take ourselves
On prendra cette ruelle qui ricoche sur la Seine
We'll take this little street which bounce on the Seine
Allez viens, on s'emmène
Come on, we take ourselves
On prendra la même ruelle pour aller voir la tour Eiffel décoller
We'll take this very same little street
Allez viens, on s'emmène
Come on, we take ourselves
Mélanger tous les pays pour s'aimer dans toutes les langues
To mix every country to Love in every language

S'il te plaît laisse-moi tomber
Please, let me fall
Amoureux dans l'escalier sans me faire mal
In love in the stairs without being hurt
Mais allez viens, on s'emmène
But come on, we take ourselves
Rattraper le bout du monde, il vient juste de passer
To recapture the World, it just came by

Allez viens, on s'emmène
Come on, we take ourselves
S'il y a deux roses au paradis, on ira cueillir des bouquets
If there are two roses in Heaven, we'll pick bouquets

S'il te plaît laisse-moi tomber
Please, let me fall
Amoureux dans l'escalier sans me faire mal
In love in the stairs without being hurt
Mais allez viens !
But Come on!
S'il te plaît laisse-moi tomber
Please let me fall
Amoureux du bord de la Terre
In love at the edge of Earth
Où que tu sois
No matter where you are
Mais allez viens
But come on

S'il en faut deux pour être heureux, il en faut peu pour être deux
If it takes two to be happy, it takes little to be two
Et puis je n'serais jamais deux sans toi.
And I will never be two without you
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Broken Dolls |The Stadium's Goddesses | Seeds Of Beauty

"Joie est mon caractère, C'est la faute à Voltaire; Misère est mon trousseau, C'est la faute à Rousseau." Gavroche. Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (chap. XV)

"#1 Crush" - Garbage

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be part of you
Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you

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"Now that I know there's something to know, I can't not know, just because I'm afraid somebody'll know I know, you know?" - Willow

Kelly Clarkson
"Maybe"


I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

Someday
When we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell
I'm north and south
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I'll try
Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe

One day
We'll meet again and you'll need me, you'll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you'll love me, you'll love me then

I don't want to be tough
And I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I'm thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe

AUGUSTANA LYRICS

"Boston"

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

I'm feeling the music on this one, not the lyrics so much. I have no loved one, I wish I did, but not right now.
Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight
It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

"Late Morning Lullaby" - Brandi Carlile

As soon as my eyes shut the slide show begins
Yesterday is gone now and panic sets in
With a weight upon my chest
and a ghost upon my back
And the numbing sensation of everything
I lack that leaves me
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming,
Your real world away

Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes, lie
Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes cry
Late morning lullaby

The first sign of morning is gray and alarming
It's so disappointing the day has come so soon
While the rest of the world greets the day and feels new
I will push it away just like I always do, I will be
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming,
Your real world away

Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes, lie
Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes cry
Late morning lullaby
Late morning lullaby

I would darken my window so I can fall asleep
While the critics frown down on the hours
I keep that leave me
Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming,
Your real world away

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"Threads that are golden don't break easily." - Tori Amos, "Horses"

"Counting down the days" - Natalie Imbruglia

You were right.
And I don't want to be here if you're gonna be there.
Was that supposed to happen?
I'll hold tight.
I'll remember to smile.
Though it has been a while.
And without you does it matter?

There's no room.
No place to start.
When our souls are apart.

I want to travel through time.
See your surprise.
I'd hold you so tight.
I'm counting down the days tonight.
I just want to be a million miles away from here.
I'm counting down the days.

How've you been?
It's just the usual here.
And days are feeling like years.
And every day's without you.
Now I cry just a little too much when I think of your touch
And everything about you.

I feel cold.
I'm in the dark.
When our souls are apart.

I want to travel through time.
See your surprise.
I'd hold you so tight.
I'm counting down the days tonight.
I just want to be a million miles away from here.

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"Now that I know there's something to know, I can't not know, just because I'm afraid somebody'll know I know, you know?" - Willow

Keane: CRYSTAL BALL

.........

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall


Lines ever more unclear
I'm not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear


Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

...............

garth brooks- when there's no one around

This is a song that nobody knows
I couldn't begin to describe how it goes
But it makes me cry or laugh right out loud
It's a song that I sing when there's no one around

This is the man that nobody sees
He wears my old clothes and he looks just like me
Just one of the boys who gets lost in the crowd
He's the man that I am when there's no one around

It's four in the morning
Im lyin' in bed
A tape of my failures
Playin' inside my head
It's heartaches and hard knocks
And things I don't know
I listen and I wonder
Where will it go

This is a glimpse of the child that's within
He's so immature but he's still my best friend
If he could learn how to fly he'd never touch down
He's the kid that I am when there's no one around

This is the dance I do every day
I let my feet go and get carried away
I let my soul lead and follow the sound
It's the dance that I do when there's no one around

It's four in the morning
Im lyin' in bed
A tape of my failures
Playin' inside my head
It's heartaches and hard knocks
And things I don't know
I listen and I wonder
Where will it go

This is a song that nobody knows
I still can't begin to describe how it goes
But it makes me cry or laugh right out loud
It's a song that I sing when there's no one around
It's a song that I sing when there's no one around

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Everybody's Changing Lyrics
Artist(Band):Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
It's as everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Ooo...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Blondie 'Touched By Your Presence Dear'

Was it destiny?
I don't know yet
Was it just by chance?
Could this be kismet?
Something in my consciousness told me...
...you'd appear
Now I'm always touched by your presence, dear

When we play at cards you use an extra sense
(It's really not cheating)
You can read my hand, I've got no defense
When you sent your messages whispered...
...loud and clear
I am always touched by your presence, dear

Floating pass the evidence of possibilities
We could navigate together,psychic frequencies
Coming into contact with outer entities
We could entertain each one with our theosophies

Stay awake at night and count your R.E.M.'s when you're talking...
...with your super friends
Levitating lovers in the secret stratosphere
I am still in touch with your presence, dear
I am still in touch with your presence, dear
I am still in touch with your presence, dear, dear, dear, dear, dear.[/b]

Title: Metallica - Saint Anger

St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck

(Its rushing out, Its rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect

[Chorus:]
Fuck it all and no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
I need a voice to let myself
To let myself go free
Fuck it all and fuck regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose I hang myself
St. Anger round my neck

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [2x]

St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck

(Its rushing out, Its rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect

[Chorus]

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [4x]

I want my anger to be healthy
I want my anger just for me
I need my anger not to control
I want my anger to be me

I need set my anger free
I need to set my anger free
Set it free!

[Chorus]

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [4x]

Tracy Chapman - The Promise

If you wait for me then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
Please say you'll be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise If it's one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you'll hold
A place for me in your heart.

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

To understand see the video here;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5ifPbdcz0s

Coldplay - Beautiful World lyrics


Bones are sinking like stones
All that we fall for
Homes places we've grown
All of us are done for

And we live in a beautiful world (yeah we do yeah we do)
We live in a beautiful world

Bones sinking like stones
All that we've fall for
homes places we've grown
All of us are done for

And we live in a beautiful world (yeah we do yeah we do)
We live in a beautiful world X2

Oh all that I know is nothing to run from
Cause yeah everybody here got's somebody to lean on

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah

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Hey there D-lilah.. wheeeeee

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"Who knows what true happiness is, not the conventional word.. but the naked terror. To the lonely themselves, that wears a mask, the most miserable outcast hugs some memory.. or some illusion." - Joseph Conrad

I know some of you will like this song hehehe

RICARDO ARJONA Desnuda (naked)

No es ninguna aberración sexual
pero me gusta verte andar en cueros;
al compás de tus pechos aventureros,
víctimas de la gravedad.
Será porque no me gusta la tapicería
que creo que tu desnudez
es tu mejor lencería.
Por eso es que me gustas
tal y como eres;
incluso ese par de libras de más.
Si te viese tu jefe desnuda y detrás
no dudaría en promover tu cintura.
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
para afrontar los disfraces de afuera
de una mejor manera.
Desnuda
que no habrá diseño que te quede mejor
que el de tu piel ajustada a tu figura.
Desnuda
que no hay un ingenuo que vista una flor
sería como taparle la hermosura.
Desnuda
que la naturaleza no se equivoca
y si te hubiese querido con ropa
con ropa hubieses nacido.
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
para vestirme por dentro;
aunque sea un momento.
Y ahora que por fin te tengo así

desnuda y precisamente enfrente;
desnuda también un poquito la mente
pon tus complejos junto de tu ropa;
y si te sientes un poquito loca
ponte loca completa,
que verte será sólo el inicio
antes de perder el juicio.
Desnuda
que no habrá diseño que te quede mejor
que el de tu piel ajustada a tu figura.
Desnuda
que no hay un ingenuo que vista una flor
sería como taparle la hermosura.
Desnuda
que la naturaleza no se equivoca
y si te hubiese querido con ropa
con ropa hubieses nacido.
Deja llenarme de tu desnudez
para vestirme por dentro;
aunque sea un momento.

Scars lyrics

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Darren Hayes "So Beautiful"

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like the ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And Darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world i wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether i'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world i wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I dont understand

Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are....
So beautiful

_________________
x x x

Hurray for a child
That makes it through
If there's any way
Because the answer lies in you


They're laid to rest
Before they know just what to do
Their souls are lost
Because they
could never find

What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for

I see your soul, its kinda grey
You see my heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer
Because you could never find

What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for
What's this life for

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle the score
Cause we all live
Under the reign of one king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no God damn score
cause we all live under the
Reign I said we live under

One king
One king
One king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no god damn score
cause we all live
under the reign
I said we live under

One king
One king
One king

But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle no god damn score
cause we all live under the reign of of one king

_________________
"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Keane: A Bad Dream

Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Where will I meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time you could be my friend.

[chorus]
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

Where do we go?
I don't even know,
My strange old face,
And I'm thinking about those days,
And I'm thinking about those days.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

Mylène Farmer, A Quoi Je Sers...


Poussière vivante, je cherche en vain ma voie lactée
Dans ma tourmente, je n'ai trouvé qu'un mausolée
Et je divague
J'ai peur du vide
Je tourne des pages
Mais ... des pages vides

Poussière errante, je n'ai pas su me diriger
Chaque heure demande pour qui, pour quoi, se redresser
Et je divague
J'ai peur du vide
Pourquoi ces larmes
Dis... à quoi bon vire

Mais mon Dieu de quoi j'ai l'air
Je sers à rien du tout
Et qui peut dire dans cet enfer
Ce qu'on attend de nous, j'avoue
Ne plus savoir à quoi je sers
Sans doute à rien du tout
A présent je peux me taire
Si tout devient dégoût

Poussière brûlante, la fièvre a eu raison de moi
Je ris sans rire, je fais n'importe quoi
Et je divague
J'ai peur du vide
Je tourne des pages
Mais ... des pages vides

Mais mon Dieu de quoi j'ai l'air
Je sers à rien du tout
Et qui peut dire dans cet enfer
Ce qu'on attend de nous, j'avoue
Ne plus savoir à quoi je sers
Sans doute à rien du tout
A présent je peux me taire
Si tout devient dégoût

_________________
Broken Dolls |The Stadium's Goddesses | Seeds Of Beauty

"Joie est mon caractère, C'est la faute à Voltaire; Misère est mon trousseau, C'est la faute à Rousseau." Gavroche. Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (chap. XV)

Tegan and Sara "Floorplan"


I want to draw you a floorplan
Of my head and heart
I want to give directions
How for this
What you'll be looking for
What you'll be looking for
I know
I'll hold this loss in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
I know
I'll hold this loss in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
All eyes are on me now
All eyes are on me now
I want your lungs to stop working without me
I think about writing you
I thought about calling you
What was I looking for
What am I looking for
I know
I'll hold this pain in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
I know
I'll hold this pain in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
All eyes are on you now
All eyes are on you now
I shouldn't go
But I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure

broken-jack johnson

With everything ahead of us
We left everything behind
But nothing that we needed
At least not at this time
And now the feeling that I'm feeling
Well it's feeling like my life is finally mine
With nothing to go back to we just continue to drive

Cause Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side
I said Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side

I didn't know what I was looking for
So I didn't know what I'd find
I didn't know what I was missing
I guess you've been just a little too kind
And if I find just what I need
I'll put a little peace in my mind
Maybe you've been looking too
Or maybe you don't even need to try

cause Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side
i said Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side

With everything in the past
Fading faster and faster until it was gone
Found out I was losing so much more than I knew all along
But everything I've been working for
Only worth nickels and dimes
But if I had a minute for every hour that I've wasted
I'd be rich in time, I'd be doing fine

Cause Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side
I said Without you I was broken
But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Tonight, you arrested my mind
When you came to my defense
With a knife
In the shape of your mouth
In the form of your body
With the wrath of a god
Oh, you stood by me
Belief

Gavin Degraw - Belief

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"Who knows what true happiness is, not the conventional word.. but the naked terror. To the lonely themselves, that wears a mask, the most miserable outcast hugs some memory.. or some illusion." - Joseph Conrad

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can't
remember as fucked up as it
all may seem the consequences
that I've rendered I've stretched
myself beyond my means

It's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
Since I could say I love myself as well
Since I've gone and fucked things
up just like I always do
But all that shit seems to
disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I'm sorry
Since I've seen the way
the candle lights your face
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as
fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my
father he did the best he could for me

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since I said
I'm sorry

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

Mylène Farmer, Je T'Aime Mélancolie

J´ai comme une envie
De voir ma vie au lit
Comme une idée fixe
Chaque fois que l´on me dit
La plaie c´est ça :
C´est qu´elle pousse trop vite
La mauvaise herbe nuit
C´est là qu´il me vient une idée :
Pouvoir m´apitoyer
C´est bien ma veine
Je souffre en douce
J´attends ma peine
Sa bouche est si douce

J´ai comme une envie
De voir ma vie au lit
Comme une idée fixe
Qui me poursuit la nuit - la nuit - la nuit
Je savoure la nuit
L´idée d´éternité
La mauvaise herbe nuit
Car elle ne meurt jamais
Quand tout est gris
La peine est mon amie
Un long suicide acide
Je t´aime mélancolie
Sentiment qui
Me mène à l´infini
Mélange du pire, de mon désir,
Je t´aime mélancolie
Quand tout est gris
La peine est mon amie
J´ai l´âme humide aussi
Tout mon être chavire
Oh viens je t´en prie
C´est ton amie aussi
C´est l´élixir, de mes délires
Je t´aime mélancolie
J´ai comme une envie
De voir ma vie en l´air
Chaque fois que l´on me dit
C´est de la mauvaise herbe
Et moi je dis :
Qu´une sauvage née
Vaut bien d´être estimée
Après tout elle fait souvent la nique
Aux trop bien cultivées, et toc !
C´est bien ma veine
Je souffre en douce
J´attends ma peine
Sa bouche est si douce
J´ai comme une idée
De la moralité
Comme une idée triste
Mais qui ne meurt jamais
En somme c´est ça :
Pour plaire aux jaloux
Il faut être ignorée
Mais là, mais là, mais là, pour le coup
C´est Dieu qui m´a planté, alors ? ...

Here's a translation for the curious ones.... but I am not sure it was exactly this.

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Broken Dolls |The Stadium's Goddesses | Seeds Of Beauty

"Joie est mon caractère, C'est la faute à Voltaire; Misère est mon trousseau, C'est la faute à Rousseau." Gavroche. Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (chap. XV)

Into the fog where no one notices
The contrast of white on white

And in between the moon and you
Angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right

I walk in the air between the rain,
Through myself and back again
Where? I don't know

Maria says she's dying
Through the door, I hear her crying
Why? I don't know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house and
Takes all her clothes off,
Says she's close to understanding Jesus
She knows she's more than just a little you know - misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal, well I have trouble acting normal but

Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice just like lambs
Round here - look - she's slipping though my hands

Oh, Sleeping children better run like the wind
Out of this lightning dream
I said Mama's little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says, "It's only in my head."
She says, "Shhh...I know, I know it's only in my head."

But the girl on the car in the parking lot
Says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"

Then she looks up at the building
She says, “I’m thinking of jumping”
She says, “I’m sick and tired of life”
Well everybody’s tired of something!

Round here she's always on my mind
Round here, Hey man, I got a lot of time
I said round here we're never sent to bed early
Man, nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very very very very late

I... I can't see nothing, nothing
Round here
Would you catch me if I was falling
Would you kiss me if I was leaving
Would you hold me ‘cause I’m lonely
Without you

I said I'm under the gun
Round here
I said I’m lonely lonely lonely
Without you

I can't see nothing, nothing
Round here

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"There is never a pill strong enough to make me feel the way all your fingers could."

You say you never want to see him again / You walk away in anger and fear / Afraid to face yourself

Truth is calling, but you don't hear / Truth is calling, but you can't hear



You push away the love you feel inside / It's so hard to see it clear / How to make the choices for what's right

Truth is calling, can you hear / Truth is calling, can you hear



Take it to the higher place of love / See it in a different light from above

Take it to the higher place of love / Live the truth your heart is dreaming of



Remove the estrangement / Locked within yourself

Create a new situation / And there you'll find real wealth

Possession of great measure...In Spirit's realm

Heavenly treasure...In Spirit's realm



It's a journey you must make alone / Uncharted course...you're on your own / You must seek to overcome the fear

For truth is calling you to hear / Truth is calling for you to hear



Take it to the higher place of love / See it in a different light from above

Take it to a higher place of love / Live the truth your heart is dreaming of



I pray for you / Don't fall to passion's illusion / I pray for me / May we rise above confusion

May we both learn Spirit's realm / It's time we learn Spirit's realm



Take it to the higher place of love / See it in a different light from above

Take it to the higher place of love / Live the truth your heart is dreaming of...repeat...fade

"In Spirits realm" By Denean

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x x x

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

"When you're gone" - Avril Lavigne

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"Now that I know there's something to know, I can't not know, just because I'm afraid somebody'll know I know, you know?" - Willow

Sleepless nights you creep inside of me
Paint your shadows on the breath that we share
You take more than just my sanity
You take my reason not to care.

Sara Bareilles - One Sweet Love

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"Who knows what true happiness is, not the conventional word.. but the naked terror. To the lonely themselves, that wears a mask, the most miserable outcast hugs some memory.. or some illusion." - Joseph Conrad