by faolan228 » Fri Aug 10, 2012 9:16 pm
Dunno if this is the place to put this:
On Sunday, a private screening of a documentary highlighting the daily lives of Gay/Bi/Trans people in my particular christian denomination and the types of decisions/trials they face will be shown. It's an invite only thing, and afterwards there's a discussion/debate between the filmmakers and several pastors from the area who were invited to watch.
My youth pastor was one of the ones invited, and he was given special permission to bring along 3 more people to watch/participate. I was one of the three teenagers chosen. On Sunday, there is an opportunity to educate and maybe even change someone's world. Yet on the other hand, on Sunday my legitimacy as a person of faith will be questioned because of my sexuality.
I'm so nervous I started smoking again.
I ask that your prayers/good thoughts be that I can be a good example, say what needs to be said, and to stay my tongue when needed.
And also that I stop smoking.
"If I can't be a good example, might as well be a horrible warning."
"Friendship is obviously magic. Love is a sorta super strong friendship. We gay people love so hard we broke 'Social Norm'. Ergo, we gay people are ultra-strong wizards."