A Terrible Loss

[Willowlvr]

My 22 yr. old lover, Willow, evenstar on the board, died of leukemia on January 25, 2004. She was a wonderfully special woman, a fighter who loved life. I had a brief, ever short, time to get to know her, but instantly fell in love with her. Those of you that knew her as well, know that she was a sweet caring person. She never complained about the pain and lived her life as if she were healthy. What her and I had in our short time together most people don't have in a lifetime. I just wanted to let everyone that knew Willow know that she passed away and finally is now able to rest. Rest in Peace my Willow!!

[angelofinsanity]

jeez i'm so sorry to hear that. I never really got to know her very well, but Willow was indeed a great person. She cared for the small things and held by her beliefs. I will miss her much.







Stacy

[TaraBaby77]

Jessi. sweetie, I am so sorry to hear that. My gosh, I don't even know what to say. I am even having problems saying anything right now.... I am going to go now...

Aaron

'TaraBaby77'

[CEsgirl13]

Oh my Goddess I am so sorry this happened. It makes me feel kind of guilty because my brithday was the 25th. This is so sad..I'm going to go cry and I'm grieving. I may have not known her but I've heard a lot about her.

~Jamie

"I only hunt what wants to be hunted"-CE

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. -Susanna-girl,Interrupted

[ambersagoddess]

O.O



errp



gahh



say what?!



nooooooo, bad bad bad, noooooooo



no

no

no

bad



ohhhhh goddess, bad.



I remember one time, when we first met, I was worried because I hadn't talked to Katie for a while, and she was really nice about it.



Fuck this sucks!



Why do terrible things always happen to such good people?



oh fuck







my good goddess



ugh



oi



damn



fuck



sorry, just felt like ranting and such.



She was such a nice person.



My condolances Jessi



-Rei

There were only first days following one another.The third was the first,the fourth was the first,the seventy-first was the first.The first day was the three thousandth.-The Fixer

[maudmac]

Jessi, I'm very sorry. It's obvious she touched a lot of people's lives and will be missed terribly. You're in my thoughts.

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[jadeo0]

Oh man, no....I remember her coming into chat last night too! Never even got to know her that well...regretting it now. She seemed like an absolutely amazing person, and I have no idea how you and her family are feeling right now...my prayers are with you, Jessi.

jess



Dulce est amor.

Edited by: jadeo0 at: 1/26/04 9:09 pm

[cattwoman98111]

Jessi dear,



I am saddened to hear your news, my thoughts are with you and Tristen. let me know if there is anything i can do.



Jenn

[xita]

I didn't know Willow, but Jessi, I've known you for a while. I can't imagine what you are going through, but my thoughts are with you and with Willow's family.

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"Hard work often pays off after time but laziness always pays off now!"

[The Rose24]

Sorry about your loss.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[shadowygirl]

Jessi ...

I don't really know what to say here, I'm sorry for your loss ...

I only met her once and I did hear alot about Willow she seemed like a sweetheart and I was hoping to get to know her I'm sorry that I didn't get the chance ...



My thoughts are with you Jessi and her Family



Love April

[so why so sad]

Jessi



I am so sorry honey



Thinking of you.

To accumulate merit and wisdom

[mscheckmate]

I'm very sorry to hear of your beloved Willow's passing. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

"A dictatorship would be a heck of a lot easier, there's no question about it." G.W.Bush,Washington,D.C., 7/26/01, commenting on negotiating with Congress.

[Noah10]

gosh...I'm so sorry to hear that.

It's always sad someone's death even if i don't know about her..my prayers are with you.

[willow fan7]

Jessi,

I wish I knew what to say...I really don't. I'm so sorry this happened. In the short time I've known her, I found her to be an amazing person, a little shy, but really special. I understand how much she must have meant to you.

I'm terribly sorry for your loss...and the world's too. Please know that my thoughts are with you and Tristen. Remember, forever's in your heart.



Gim

Willow : So, tell me, is it dangerous?

Anya : Oh, no.

Willow : Well, can we pretend it is?

[robotguru]

I've talked to you and you know i'll always be here for you.



I only spoke to Willow a few times and i din'tr eally know her but my prayers are with you and all your and her loved ones.



Any time, i'm here.



Chris

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"And the glorified bricklayer picks up a spare!" (Xander, The Gift)

[Dave V]

Please know that you and yours are in my thoughts.

[ArielStarr]

It's so hard to know what to write, but I just wanted to say how sorry I was to hear your news, my thoughts are with you and all those who knew Willow.



Ariel

"Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we all hate ourselves."

[WebWarlock]

I am so sorry to hear this.



My thoughts are with you in this time. I have experienced a lot of loss, but not the loss of a partner (though my wife had before me). I can only imagine what you are going through.



With deepest sympathy.



Warlock

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Web Warlock

Coming Soon to The Other Side, The Netbook of Shadows: A Book of Spells for d20 Witches

"Does anybody remember laughter?" - Robert Plant, "The Song Remains the Same"

[allykat]

I'm really sorry for your loss. My condolences Jessi

[Taras Shadow]

My condolences Jessi, to to Willow's family and friends. I've had the honour of getting to know Willow a bit and she truly was a sweet young woman who seemed to live life to the fullest.



My prayers and thoughts are with all those who knew her as well.



~Holly~

"I was born 'normal'...life made me strange." - Marina

"I am a tongue whore...you gave me tongue, what am I supposed to do...sit back and keep my mouth shut?" -Me-

"I know who you really are...you're the one who cries when you're alone." - Where Will You Go? - Evanescence

[tkheaven]

I did not know her very well but it seems she was a very sweet and caring being. My deepest condolences...

Tk's new and improved "GrrArgg"...Crazy? Crazy?? I do not talk to myself...it's called thinking aloud...

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Tara ate her, devoured her from beneath. -The Edge of Silence giving new meaning to season seven's catch phrase.

bulldog: (gesturing to tk)"Can she get a Sloe Comfortable Screw Against the Wall?" female bartender: (laughing)"Honey, you're living in a fantasy world."

[amber 4 prez]

I didn't know Willow that well, but of what I did know was what a big heart she had . . . we'll all miss her





Fugees - No Woman, No Cry



"Good friends we had,

Good friends we've lost along the way.

In this great future you can't forget your past,

So dry your tears I say

And to my peeps who passed

Away,

No woman, no cry, no woman no cry, say say say.

Hey little sister don't shed no tears

No woman no cry say say say. . . .



My drink's my only remedy

For pain of losing family, but while I'm gone Shorty,

Everything's gonna be alright, everything's gonna be alright."

[ForeverWillowsGirl]

I just wanted to thank everyone for there kind words and support. Willow would have loved to have seen that so many people cared about the both of us. I've been a kitten for over a year and am thankful to have you all in my life. Thank you again for you love and support through my troubled times.



Jessi, aka - willowlvr - foreverwillowsgirl

[jixer]

Hello Kittens-



This is the hard part of being a community. Losing the promise of one of our own. All I can offer is my thoughts and prayers for you both.







Jixer

[SJ]

Sending condolences to you.

[Renee85]

I apologize if this is a bit late but I want to send my deepest thoughts, condolences, and prayers. I didn't know Willow but I'm sure that she must have been one amazing person. Heaven has a new angel and I'm sure that the sun is shining brighter there with her presence.









With deepest sympathy,



-Renee-

"The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed." -J. Krishnamurti

[amberbensontotallyrules4e]

I'm really sorry for your loss, although I know neither of you. My condolences.



Rachel

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"Baby have you got to go away? Don't think I can take the pain. Won't you stay another day...?"~ East 17, sad but true

[Tempest Duer]

I'm sorry for your loss, and even though everyone else has said the same thing, it's still true.



I give you a piece of my heart,

Not forever, just for now,

To lead you through the darkness

In the hope that maybe somehow

We'll find a way to live

With the pain that strikes at us

Maybe someday we will live

Beyond it all.

Willow: Hey Buff. One more thing. Buffy: Yeah? Willow: I’m gay. Buffy: Okay, Will. Xander owes me ten bucks.

~Remember to Breathe by Yellow Crayon

[TemperedCynic]

I met evenstar (Willow) only a few weeks ago in Chat. In that time, I found her to be shy, intellegent and sweet. She found chat to be a delight, and was quickly picking up the nuances of the Kitten Board. Her loss is felt by all those she touched in her brief time on the board. My sympathies are with all here, and for the community at large who will not have the chance to meet a real-life gay Willow. May she now find peace.

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )