Title: I want to love you
Rating: PG for right now. IT WILL CHANGE! hehe
Summary: Tara moves to a new place and starts a new school. She meets new friends including Willow. They start to fall for each other, but Tara has a past that she doesn't want to share and it makes her hard to be close to someone. She wants to let Willow in, but can't. Will she ever?
Notes: THIS IS IMPORTANT one of the characters in the story is deaf. so when something is in italics it is being signed.

I hope you enjoy


[center]Chapter 1[/center]

Tara jumped awake at the weight that fell onto her.

"Morning!"

"Trevor, you turd," Tara threw her 10-year-old brother off of her. "I told you to stop jumping on me."

"Grandma said you had to wake up," Trevor said.

"And you couldn't just shake me nicely and say Tara wake up?"

"That would take the fun out of annoying you," Trevor ran out of the room laughing.

"I HATE YOU!" Tara yelled after him.

"TARA!"

Tara rolled her eyes. "SORRY GRANDMA!"

Her grandma appeared in the doorway. "Be nice to your brother."

"But he..."

"Is 10 and you are 16, he still has maturing to do."

"So do I and im not..." Tara stopped at the look her grandma was giving her. "Sorry."

"Say it to him, not me, but get dressed first. You don't wanna be late for your first day at a new school," her grandma smiled and walked out of the room.

Tara thought. She got up. She searched her room and put on skinny jeans and a t-shirt, grabbed her hoodie and bag and walked into the kitchen.

"Eat," her grandma put a plate of eggs and bacon infront of her. "And..." she pointed at Trevor.

Tara sighed. "Sorry I said i hate you."

"Whatever," Trevor said.

Tara looked at her grandma. Her grandma shrugged her shoulders. Tara rolled her eyes. She hated that Trevor got away with so much. She understood kinda. But it was really annoying.

"Morning," Grandma Maclay signed.

Tara turned and looked at her little sister who stood in the doorway.

"Doesn't she look beautiful for her first day of school?" Grandpa Maclay said.

"Very," Tara said.

Amy smiled.

"Are you excited for your first day?" Tara asked.

Very. Amy said.

"I can't believe you are starting kindergarten," Grandma Maclay said.

"Don't start crying." Trevor said.

"Oh will you shut up," Tara said.

"Tara," Grandma Maclay said.

Tara looked at her and just started eating again. Amy sat next to her and smiled at her. I love you Tara smiled at her. "I love you too." she said and kissed her little sister's head.

"Well finsih up, it's almost time to leave." Grandma Maclay smiled.

And I want Tara to love Willow repeatedly.
But seriously, folks...
Having a little sister who is deaf will bring out even more of the empathic nature of Tara.

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Amberhol-from the land of sky blue waters.
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