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Title - Darkest Desires
• Author name – Elrad and sapphoselene
• Email Address - theelrad[at]gmail.com, sapphoselene[at]yahoo.com
• Rating - NC-17!
• Disclaimer - This story contains description of graphic sex, Domme/Sub, slight bondage, discipline (punishment), and a little bit of bloodplay (Well, Willow is a Vampire)
• Feedback - Yes, please, it's the only way I will learn.
• Summary - Tara is new in the big city, and goes to visit a club. There, she meets a certain redheaded Vampire, and sparks and much naughtiness ensue. The story continues from there as their relationship begins to take shape.
• Notes - As you've noticed, this story has 2 authors listed, that is because this is a collaboration between me and Kathy (sapphoselene). All faults are of course mine and not hers^^
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Slowly I begin to become aware of myself again. I slowly rose from the most complete and total deep sleep I ever had. I found myself warm and comfortable. My goddess had untied me, and placed me under the thickest comforter I had ever seen. I slowly stretched, and felt the sore tension in my body. It was a pleasant feeling. I had never been so content before.
I looked around to find myself alone in the room. I saw a sheet of paper taped to the door. I got up curious. I took the paper down and unfolded it. In elegant writing I found these words.
"Tara Maclay,
When you awake you must make a choice. You may return to your home and the life you had before last night. If you choose this you will never see me again, and there will only be the good memory of our night together.
Your other choice is to remain here. You need to know what this choice will mean. If you stay then you will be choosing to belong to me of your own free will. I don't share what is mine with anyone or anything. You will not work, or go anywhere without me. I will care for and support you. You will refuse all offers from anyone who isn't me when I take you to a club. You will deny me nothing. If you displease me I will punish you. I may punish you even when you don't. You will be allowed to make requests of me, but you are never to demand anything. There may be times or things that you will not like. I will try to keep in mind how fragile you are, and not demand more than you can give. Unfortunately there may be times that I will be unable to control myself. The way you are now in this play room is the way you will be anytime I send you here. No clothes except the ones I dress you in are allowed.
When you leave this room you will find two piles of clothing. If you choose to leave you will put on the clothes that you arrived in last night, and leave immediately. If you choose to stay you will put on the other stack of clothes, and wait for me. As long as you belong to me you will not be allowed underwear, because I want there to be few barriers between me and what I desire.
Whatever you choose I want you to know that I will treasure the gifts you gave me last night. You gave me your trust, your body, your fantasy, your innocence and yourself. I want you to know how precious these gifts are to me. I do not say this to influence you in any way. I say these things because they are true.
Willow Rosenberg"
I stood there stunned. She was offering me the chance to be with her always. I sank to the floor. In a state of shock I said aloud, "She wants me all for herself. Someone actually finds me desirable." It took long minutes for everything in her note to penetrate the haze of wonder that engulfed me. I looked back through her words, I came again to the part where I had to dress in one of two outfits.
I pushed back up to my feet, and opened the door. I walked out into the main room. I saw on the couch there were two stacks of clothing. I ignored the clothes I was wearing last night. While I read her note I had already made the decision to stay with her. I knew I would never willingly leave her. She had given me so much. I was beginning to feel a confidence that no one would ever believe of me. I was no longer quite the mouse that I had been before she chose me. I went to the stack of clothes that would show her I chose to remain with her.
I picked up the items one at a time. I discarded the bra and panties when I remembered that she didn't want me to wear them. That left a sleeveless, cropped, dark green tank top, and cut off jean shorts. I slipped the shirt over my head and tugged it down into place. It left a great amount of my abs showing. Next I drew the jean shorts up my legs and fastened them. They were so short that I could feel the slight breeze from the AC brush across the lower part of my ass. I felt very much on display wearing these items. Knowing that she had chosen these things for me to wear I got a shivery feeling that made my nerves begin to heat up. I straightened the rest of the clothing on the couch to a neat pile, and explored the rest of the penthouse.
I found and used the bathroom, making use of the shower so I would be clean and fresh for her. I cleaned up the room before I left it. Next I was able to locate the kitchen. On the refrigerator there was another note from her which told me to help myself to anything I wanted to eat. I realized how hungry I was and made myself a large sandwich, grabbed an orange, and a glass of milk. When I was finished I cleaned up everything and left to go back to the main room. Sitting on the couch I watched the city go through it's daily grind, and waited patiently for my dark goddess to return to me.
"I'm home, Kitten"
I felt my Goddess's presence a split second before she walks through the door. "What can I help you with goddess?"
"You can get to your favorite bed, Kitten, it's time for your training, so you better get ready."
A shiver ran through my body, "Yes, goddess." I turn and rush to obey her. I opened the door to the room we had been in last night. My excitement grew with each step.
She didn't follow me right away. I heard another door open and close. Several minutes passed before I heard the door again. Moments later she entered the room I am in. I saw that she had changed. She now wore a black leather corset that stopped just below her breasts leaving them visible. She also wore a pair of black leather pants that exposed her crotch and ass.
My breath sounded harsh in my ears. I stood at the foot of the bed with my hands behind my back. As she entered the room my heart thuds to a stop and then races again. She was a vision. Never in my life would I have believed that a woman as stunning as this would even notice me. I dropped my eyes to the floor. "Goddess, what do you wish for me to do?" I asked with a tremor of excitement in my voice.
"Well Kitten, first, you should remember from my note that in the play room, you don't get to wear any clothes." She grinned broadly. "After you've corrected your error, then we can start with your training." She sat down in the straight backed chair and watched me intently.
I was stunned... how could I have made such a mistake. My hands started to shake as I immediately reached for the hem of my tank top, and drew it over my head revealing my breasts to her view. Next I unbuttoned my cut off jean shorts, and slid the zipper down. I hooked my thumbs in the waist, and pulled them off. I stepped out of them to fully reveal myself to the eyes of my dark goddess. At least I had remembered that I am not to ever wear underwear again. I went down to my knees. I looked up at her begging her with my eyes. My body had started to shake. Tears began to fall down my cheeks as I realized how much I had disappointed her. I didn't want her to send me away. I wouldn't survive her rejection. "Please forgive my mistake my goddess. I will do anything you want to make it up to you... please... please I beg you... please how can I make this up to you? I'll do anything... please... oh goddess, please give me another chance... please." I was sobbing uncontrollably by the time I stopped talking.
"Well, if you really want to make it up to me then I want you lying across my knees now. Will you be ready and willing to take your punishment, Kitten?"
"Yes goddess... anything goddess." I immediately stood and moved closer. I positioned myself across her lap, and gripped the legs of the chair. I hoped that my eager willingness to receive her punishment for breaking a rule would let her be happy with me again. I needed her so much.
"Now Kitten, I'm going to spank your delicious little bottom. What you need to do is to count the slaps. You will thank me for each and every time I punish you. Do you understand?"
"Yes, goddess." It comes out just above a whisper. "Please... I'll do anything. I willingly accept your punishment."
She hit my left cheek hard.
"One, thank you goddess."
This time, she hit my right cheek.
"Two, thank you goddess." The sting of her slaps was so strong it caused me to jump. I fought my body to hold myself as still as possible on her lap. I didn't want to disappoint her again.
This time, she hit the very top of my left cheek.
"Th-three, goddess." I gasped against the pain. Tears flowed from my eyes.
"Pet... you disappoint me." She grabbed my hair, and yanked my head back and up. With a stern look on her face she growled at me. "You are to thank me for every slap, remember? You've just earned yourself 2 extra slaps. Next time, I will have to start all over again. Pet... for your sake, there better not be a next time."
I realized with horror that I hadn't thanked her for the last swat. "Yes, goddess. Pl-please forgive me... I am so sorry... I'm so very sorry... please goddess. I want to please you. I-I will do as you ask. I-I won't forget again...please. Please give me another chance. I need to show you that I can be good. Pl-please goddess... please... please..." I begged her with a broken voice, and tears streaming down my face.
She released my hair, pushing my head back down past her thigh. She hit my right cheek, again aiming for the top part of it.
"Four, thank you goddess, thank you." I gasp at the sting from her hard hand.
"Very good, Kitten. Keep remembering. You don't want me to become angry with you for disobedience." She hit the middle of my left cheek, moving down from the last slap.
"Five, thank you goddess, thank you." The pain from my punishment begins to radiate outward from my swiftly reddening bottom.
She continued moving down with her slaps, this time on my right cheek.
"Six, thank you goddess, thank you." I sob as the pain begins to change into something else. I begin to feel a slow throbbing between my legs which are pressed hard against her leather clad leg.
Her hands reached the lowest part of my left cheek.
"Ahh... seven, thank you goddess, thank you." It felt like her slap went straight to my core.
She does the same on my right cheek.
"Eight, thank you goddess, thank you." Each slap seems to cause a pain mixed with pleasure now. The tears flow easily from my eyes.
She turned her hand to a different angle, and I feel a bit additional force behind the next blows.
"Nine, thank you goddess, thank you." I flung one of my hands to the floor to steady myself, and keep from falling off her lap. My other hand had a death grip on the rear chair leg.I begin to feel moisture collect in my center.
She does the same to my right cheek.
"Ten, thank you goddess, thank you." Inside me something snaps, and I find myself drifting free of my body. Every sensation in my body becomes acute. In this place there is nothing but my goddess and me. After I thank her I begin to repeat, "I'm yours... I'm yours..."
Her next blow hits the middle of my ass, just above my center.
"Eleven, thank you goddess, thank you. I'm yours... I'm yours..." I feel the sharp sting of her hand and it shoots to my center. I exist for her pleasure.
This one finally hit my aching pussy directly.
"Twelve, thank you goddess, thank you. I'm yours... I''m yours..." The pain and pleasure explode through my body. My body trembles at the slightest touch. "I'm yours... I'm yours... I'm yours..."
She smiled down at me, and after letting me experience the pleasure, she softly ordered me. "Sit on the bed, Kitten, it's time for your training."
"Yes, goddess." I breath the words and bonelessly move to obey. I gently sit on the right side of the bed. I put my hands on my knees and wait for her to say what she wishes next.
She got up and moved to the Wardrobe of Pain and Pleasure and removed a few things from it, and before turning around she said. "I need your legs, Kitten."
"Yes of course goddess. How do you want them goddess?" I ask in a soft voice.
She turned around and showed me two ankle cuffs, which were attached with short chains to a bar. "Bound with this, it will spread them nicely for me."
"Anything you wish goddess." I slide myself farther back on the bed so that the lower part of my calfs and feet hang over the edge. This way I made it easy for her to shackle me.
She cuffed my legs to the bar. First the right, then the left leaving them spread far apart. My goddess then turned around, and put on a harness. When she again faced me she was wearing a dark red strap on. "Do you like it Kitten? I bought it just for you."
"I like anything that pleases you, goddess." I couldn't help but ask the next question. "Goddess... how did you know my favorite color was red?"
"Oh, I know everything there is to know about you, my Kitten. Now, first things first, I want you to thoroughly kiss your new best friend for me, Kitten."
"Yes goddess." I slid back to the edge of the bed, and carefully lowered myself to my knees. I leaned forward and put my hands on the floor to steady myself. I look up at my goddess as she stepped closer to me. "Should I touch you as I kiss it goddess?"
"Not just yet, Kitten, you have to be nice to your friend first. Maybe you'll get to touch me if I'm happy with how you treat him."
"Yes, goddess." I leaned up and slowly caressed the blood red toy with my lips. I ran my tongue down it's length, not willing to leave any of it untouched. My pulse pounded in my ears. Just the anticipation of her using this wonderful toy on me caused my juices to flow freely. I moaned as the tension in my center increases.
I heard her moan "Mmmmh, very good Kitten, now, try to take him into your mouth, to make it nicely lubricated for you."
"Yes, my goddess." My voice was rough with the passion that was building in me. I opened my mouth to take the toy in, and sucked it as far into my mouth as I could. I slowly released it only to bring it back in. I swirled my tongue around as much of it as I can reach. My only thoughts were to obey every word she said. The world had contracted again, leaving only me and my goddess at it's center.
She grabbed hold of my head, and slowly pulled it away from the toy. "You're doing great, Kitten, now, whatever could I do with this toy and you now?"
"Anything you wish, my goddess. I am yours to command. I only want to please you."
"Then, my Kitten, I want you to get on the bed, and get on all fours, so I can fuck you."
"Yes, goddess." I struggled to obey her. Finally, I am positioned how she wanted me. I felt a pulsing through my body in anticipation of her using me for her pleasure.
I felt her stroke the strap on up and down my pussy, teasing me, but not penetrating me yet. My arms shook so bad that they could no longer support me. I went down to my elbows, and unknowingly opened my self further for her.
"Very nice Kitten. Now, do you want your new best friend to take you hard and fast?" She continued teasing your folds.
"Oh yes, please goddess. I need to feel you take me. Please claim me... make me yours again. I beg you, please... I belong to you alone." I am begging her. My voice rough and low. My need for her burned through me, and left me shaken with it's power.
"Then I want you to do one little thing for me, Kitten. I want you to spread your juicy pussy for me, Kitten."
Quivering with need, I changed the position of my arms, and rested my head on the pillow. I reached back with my free hand and opened myself for her. She put the tip of her strap on at my entrance, and then pushed inside of my very tight pussy. Lights exploded behind my eyes as I felt myself being filled as never before. My body pushed back against her, silently begging her for more. She pulled out almost completely, and then pushed in hard again. She continued with this slow rhythm. Each time she was able to put more and more of the strap on inside of me. When I think there's nothing more that I can take, I hear her whisper.
"Mhhh, good kitten, you're almost there, just one ... last ... push."
"I'm yours, yours, yours..." I moaned softly... the pressure built... and flowed. I felt myself falling apart, only to be re-created in the image she wanted me to be. As I felt her last surge into me I screamed, "Goddess, please mark me as yours." With strength I didn't know I had I surged up off of the bed, and bared my neck for her.
"Now, now Kitten. I first have to finish training you, before I can get my pleasure."
She grabbed my hips, and started fucking me in earnest. Not pulling out so much, but much faster than before. I rocked back against her. Matched her thrust for thrust. I felt the passion build in me again, and my body exploded. Wave after wave pounded me, shaped me, molded me into her pleasure. I was primal again. I only existed for the pleasure of my goddess.
"Yes, very good Kitten, move just like that."
She continued fucking me hard. Her hands grabbed for my breasts and started kneading them hard. She pinched my nipples from time to time. I moaned loudly at the added stimulation. Without thought I followed her orders. I operated on pure instinct. I began to growl with the intense pleasure she was wringing from me. Unconsciously I gave her everything. All control. All power. All of me. I gave her everything, and still I tried to give more. I gave anything she wanted to take. My growls and moans increased in volume and intensity.
"Do you like your friend, Kitten, does he make you want to cum hard?" One of her hands left my breast, and hit my already red ass hard. "Yes!" I growl the word. There was a rumble that grew in my chest. She had awakened the Tiger in me. My hands clawed at the bed. I pushed back into her harder and faster. My juices gushed out of me. My throat is raw from the power and volume of the roars that were ripped from my soul.
"Then show me just how hard he makes you cum. NOW!"
As she said the word now, she simultaneously pinched both one of my nipples and my clit hard. My body surged up, and slammed back into her with such force that she was knocked back just a bit. My head swung back and a primitive howl of pleasure echoed through the room. It was so loud that it could be heard 3 floors away. I felt her shudder as she climaxed as well. The pressure on her clit from the dildo had finally been to much for her.
"Ohhh, yes, Kitten." She fell back, and pulled me with her. She managed to pull me partially around to face her while I was still impaled on her strap on. I could see that her face was morphed now, and her fangs searched for my breast. When she reached it she bit down hard, and drank my delicious blood. My head fell back in ecstacy. I pushed my chest towards her. I wanted to give her more. After a few deep drinks, she released my breast and grinned up at me.
"You taste heavenly, Kitten."
I collapsed back on the bed, no longer able to move. A feeling of complete and utter contentment filled me. My throat was raw, and I knew that I would be very sore in the morning. All I cared about was that I had pleased my goddess. Joy radiated through me, and caused me to glow with an almost golden light.
She grinned as her face morphed back into her angelic version. As she stood up and got something else out of the wardrobe she said. "I have a gift for you, Kitten."
My face turned to watch how my goddess moved through the room. It was difficult to understand what she was saying. I had been taken to a place beyond thought, beyond need, beyond anything. I tried to focus on the words, but they were elusive. I rested and simply awaited what my goddess wanted next.
She placed a wrapped box in my hands. "Here, open it."
I gently began to remove the wrapping as if it was the most precious thing in the world. I opened the box and saw a dark red leather collar, expertly fitted for my neck. Tears of joy bathed my face. I struggled with aching muscles, and forced myself to sit up. I reached up with trembling hands and gathered my blond hair together. I held it away from my neck so she had free access. A look of pure delight was on my face as I waited for my goddess to give me her collar.
After she took the collar out of the box, she looked deep into my eyes. "Kitten, this is the last step." She waved her hand at me casually, and suddenly my mind is clearer than it's ever been before. "If you let me collar you there will be now way back, and you will belong to me for all eternity. You know what I am, and you have had a taste of what I will do to you. Are you willing to give yourself to me completely and freely?"
I looked deep into her eyes. I tried to show her with everything in me that this is what I wanted more than anything. "My dark goddess, you are everything I want. Everything I need. Even if you never collar me I will still remain with you. I will follow you until the day I die. You own me mind, body, heart, and soul. All that I am, and all that I have are yours. For me the collar is just an outward symbol of what I already am. I was yours from the moment I saw your eyes in the club. I will always be yours. Please, allow me to show with pride that I am yours. Let me show the world that you are the only one who can conquer me. I beg you to let me have this wondrous gift."
"How can I say no to such a gracious offer, Kitten." With no more hesitation she put the collar around my neck, and I hear her speak in a foreign tongue. I felt a heat emanating from the collar, and then it suddenly fit around my neck with no lock or any way to take it off.
I finally feel free. I knew that no one could ever try to claim me again. I was hers alone. Joy filled me so much. My eyes closed with the soul deep pleasure of finally belonging. Without my notice my body began to float gently up off of the bed, and the golden glow had returned to me.
"Ah, so you do know how to use your magic, at least subconsciously." My goddess grinned and floated right next to me. "Are you happy, Kitten? Do you want to show me how happy you are?"
Slowly her words penetrate my haze of joy, and I realize she said something about magic. This confused me. I opened my eyes, and found myself floating. I panicked, and fell hard back to the bed. I looked at her. "Goddess, what happened? What was that?"
"It seems that your magic is coming to the forefront after all, Kitten."
"I have magic?" I was so confused. I looked up at my goddess, and I saw that she wasn't angry about me having magic. She seemed pleased in fact. "Goddess, will you teach me how to use my magic?"
"Yes I will, Kitten, that is, if you're a good Kitten, of course."
"I will be... I want to make you proud of choosing me." I speak fervently. I have no desires other than to please her anymore. Nothing else exists in my world.
"Well, just now, I want you to touch me, Kitten, and show me how much you want me."
I put my hands around her neck and drew her down on the bed next to me. I kissed her with all the passion in me. I felt her relax against my touch. My hands slowly moved along her body touching everything. My hands find her breasts and I began to massage them, playing with her nipples as they got hard. I dragged my mouth from hers to kiss and lick my way down her throat, across her collarbone, and finally work my way to one of her peaks. On reaching my goal I gently suck her nipple into my mouth, and flick my tongue across it. I bit down gently and heard her moan.
She grabbed my head and pushed me down her body. "Lick me, Kitten."
I positioned myself between her legs. I let my hands glide around her thighs, and lowered myself until I could begin to taste the nectar of my goddess. I let my tongue lightly skim across her center, drawing it up to her clit. I slowly circled and followed the same path back down. When I reached the center of my goddess I slowly entered her with my tongue, pushing in as far as I could reach.
She grabbed my head and pulled me in hard. "Oh yes Kitten, lick me hard."
When I heard her urging I changed the pressure and speed of my tongue. I pushed into her harder and faster. I could feel her passion grow like a tingle in my skin. I moved back up to her clit and drew it into my mouth. I began sucking her clit as hard as I could, and lashed at it with my tongue. At the same time I brought one of my hands to her center, and thrust inside with two fingers.
"Oh yes, just there, suck my clit Kitten, fuck me hard."
I could feel her whole body shiver, and her moans and groans got loud. Soon I felt her inner muscles start to clench my fingers. I pulled back out all the way only to plunge back in with three. I pumped my fingers in and out of her as fast as they would go. I felt her on the edge, and lightly nipped her clit with my teeth.
"Oh YEEESSSS!!" Her whole body tensed. She cried out, and shuddered cumming hard on my hands and face. Eagerly I licked every drop of her nectar. I soothed her through several more orgasms. I looked up at her from where I was buried between her thighs. I waited until she looked into my eyes. I then slowly and deliberately leaned up and placed a reverent kiss on her most intimate place. Showing her with my eyes and actions just what she meant to me.
She smiled down at me and stroked my wet hair. "Thank you Kitten, You've made me very, very happy tonight."
I smiled with utter contentment and rested my head on her belly. I felt like I could fly. She moved her hand, and I felt the cuffs on my ankles unlock. The spreader moved away to fall off the bed. My goddess pulled me close and cuddled me. I curled my body into hers, and felt utterly safe and loved. I rested my head on her shoulder as sleep claimed my exhausted body.