[center]Willow:
The sound of her voice when she speaks, tickles the inner core of my ear drum. sending waves of pleasure through my brain my heart my... Her words repeat in nervousness, it does not bother me at all. I stand mesmerized by her beautiful eyes, in a trance -unable to comprehend the world slowly melting into oblivion. simply at the sound of her voice. I can speak, I have found words to vocalize to ask her to study with me tonight. I feel guilty inside, knowing that I make the date to study her. Deep down I ponder whether she feels the sensitivity on parts of her beautiful body the way I do when she looks into my eyes. Her eyes, Her voice, Her presense, make me realize, who i want to be with for, eternity
Tara:
As she approaches her lips gently part. they pout, slightly screaming for anothers lips. she is asking me to study with her. god, i want to study her. places of her body I could only ever dream of exploring. I want to study them. Frozen, unable to respond, I nod my head in utter agreement. Giggling inside at the fact that she wants to study academics, yet i want to study her and she has no idea. If only I could find the words, the courage, to tell her about my dreams. the embarrassment of them binds me, if a single soul knew i would dissolve - into limbo. If only she knew that I want to carry her children, and take her last name. I dream of our family and our white picket fence. If only I could find the courage, the audacity, to admit to her, my dreams. [/center]
_________________ "when did you know you liked girls?" "I knew when I was 11 and had a crush on Willow from Buffy" "how about you?" "when I kissed a girl and liked it"
|