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 Post subject: The Love Beyond the Stars Flashbacks
PostPosted: Mon Oct 06, 2008 12:08 pm 
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[center]Coming Soon!

The Love Beyond the Stars Flashbacks[/center]

This spin-off, or prequel series if you will, to "A Love Beyond the Stars" is planed as a collection of standalone stories exploring the background of both Willow and Tara within the universe of "A Love Beyond the Stars" aka Battlestar Galactica.

Now even though this aren’t exactly Willow & Tara stories – the first one will be about "Willow without Tara", on her way towards "Willow & Tara".
And there’s also one about Tara’s past on Geminon.

So I hope to be granted some leeway here.

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Title:
„The Love Beyond the Stars Flashback’s”

Author:
Dax

Über Category:
Battlestar Galactica

Ratting:
PG

Disclaimer:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer and all related characters are registered trademarks of 20th Century Fox Film Corporation.
Battlestar Galactica, created by Ronald D. Moore. Based upon the 1978 Series Battlestar Galactica created by Glen A. Larson. Copyright 2006 USA Cable Entertainment Inc.

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Today my friend, your diary entry will read: Took a […] hostage and got shoot by three armed bastards.”
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“A Love Beyond the Stars”
“What Dreams may Come”


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Well I hope it won't be a problem, hope to read the first oen soon :)

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Summary:
Ever wondered how it came that Lieutenants Willow Rosenberg and Buffy Summers came to be reunited with Specialist First Class Xander Harris?


[center]Expected Journeys and Unexpected Reunions
A Love Beyond the Stars Flashback[/center]

“There you go, another drink on the house,” Lt. Willow Rosenberg said and handed Dr Tara Maclay her glass. “Though, if you don’t mind me saying so, I’ve never heard of something like ‘Orange Juice on the Rocks’.”
She let her face twitch like it was the worst thing she’d ever heard of and as a result earned the beautiful smile she had hoped for.

Even though Willow knew Tara for only a couple of hours, she already felt herself drawn to this beautiful smile on those soft red lips.
And while her mind was still wondering about that particular observation, her heart was already completely concord with it.

“It’s an old habit from my college days,” Tara said and took a sip from her ice cold juice. “You know, I don’t like drinking alcohol, never have in fact. But being in college and even though I rarely attended social engagements, when together with fellow students, it always seamed expected of me to have a drink and having a orange juice with ice…”
“Made it look like you were having a drink too.
“Or at least on the first glance,” Willow concluded. “Very clever.”

“I’ve always thought so,” Tara said and gave Willow yet another seductive smile. Coded flirting with this cute colonial officer really was fun.

“So tell me Tara, are there any other interesting habits you picked up during college?” Willow wanted to know, but the blond woman shook her head and laughed.
“Oh no, now it’s my turn to ask you a question.”
“Fair enough,” Willow laughed back, “fire away.”
Tara thought about it for a while and took another sip of her ice cold drink before she asked: “Is it really true, that you and your fellow pilots and officers are like one big family?”

“Quite so,” Willow answered. “I mean, I wouldn’t call it exactly family, but brothers and sisters in arms, yes. I mean if you go into battle you need to be sure that the other pilot is looking out to protect your back and the other way around.
“So trust really is a very important issue here. In a matter of fact, the knowledge that I can blindly trust my wingmen is one of the things I really treasure about being with the force.”

“Really sounds appealing the way you describe it,” Tara said. “To be honest I never quite understood this whole comradely thing that usually seams to go with the notion of joining up with the colonial forces.”
She looked sheepishly at Willow, “I often pictured it as a ‘Big boys only club’.”

“Well way back it certainly was that way, but not anymore I assure you,” Willow admitted. “Today women really are serving as equals in the force.
“Take ‘Starbuck’ for example. She’s that tall blond, standing over there smoking a cigar. She’s probably one of the best pilots in the fleet.
“Then there’s Helena Cain, she’s the youngest officer to get to the rank of Rear Admiral and commands a complete Battlestar Group.” Willow paused to take a sip fro her own drink.
“And my friend Buffy, she’ll be transferred to the Atlantia, the fleet’s new flagship, and lead a squadron.”

“When you say friend,” Tara wondered after she finished her drink. “You mean a friend like a comrade or a friend?”
“”No Buffy and I go way back to high school,” Willow answered proudly. “We went together to college and from there to flight school.”
“You’ve been serving together ever since?”
“Not the whole time. After graduation I got assigned to the Orion VII, while my friend Buffy got aboard the Titan.
“However I was lucky enough to be assigned to the Titan too, when I put in a request for an immediate transfer, because of personal reasons – Don’t ask.” Willow said and Tara nodded her head in understanding.

“But since then,” Willow continued, “we’ve been serving together. It’s funny how the system sometimes works. For example both Buffy and I were very surprised to find Xander among the deck-gang, when we arrived aboard Galactica about a year ago. Mind you we didn’t even know that he was with the force too”
“Who’s Xander?”
“Oh Xander,” Willow beamed, “he’s my oldest and best friend ever. We’ve known each other since we were swollen infants. We were even going together for some time. That is before he stole my Barbie.”
“Your Barbie doll?” Tara asked surprised.
“We were five.” Willow said with a laugh.

“So how was it to find yourself serving at the same Battlestar then your best friend?” Tara asked curiously.
“Okay I’m telling you. But I have to go back a bit, makes it much more fun you know.”

[blockquote]Battlestar Titan
Battlestar Group 21
One year prior to the Cylon attacks


“So what’d you think Willow?” Buffy Summers asked, sounding very eagerly. “Any idea which Battlestar we’ll go to after Titan gets decommissioned next month?”
“No idea at all,” Willow answered wryly. “’Hirondelle’ is as up tight as ever over this matter and you know it is of no use to try and get such information out of Colonel Giles.”

“Damn me, if this isn’t the only ship in the entire fleet with absolutely no rumour mill,” ‘Slayer’ groaned frustrated.
“You know Commander Sisko,” ‘Red’ reminded her best friend and wingman. “He hates people gossiping under his command.”
“For someone who looks remarkably like a pirate – you know with his bald black head and the beard, he’s really keen on protocol.”
“Buffy you better not let him hear that,” Willow advised her friend. “You don’t want to get on his bad side so close to the end.
“Beside, he might decide to take us with him, when he takes command of the next Titan.”

“I know,” Buffy gave a pout. “I for one still hope I’ll get a seat aboard the Atlantia. Can you imagine serving aboard the fleet’s flagship?”
“Actually I can,” Willow answered. “But Buffy, Atlantia won’t be launched until… Well six months from now and given that they are way over schedule already, I say they’ll be lucky if they manage to launch her in a year.”
“Well I can dream can’t I?” Buffy gave back. “And you don’t have to remind me, that the list of candidates for that Battlestar is properly as long as the way from here to Picon.”

“But if anybody can get a seat off Atlantia’s fighter squadrons then it is you,” Willow said in a vote of confidence. “And now hurry up! I don’t want to miss that Pyramid Game on Caprica, because you took your time day dreaming.”
“You wait Willow, one day I’m getting my own Battlestar!” Buffy laughed.

***
“You’ve got a minute ladies?” come the well familiar voice from behind Willow and Buffy, as the two pilots were just about to leave the starboard hangar bay.
‘Slayer’ and ‘Red’ wheeled around on their heels and stood to attention in front of Titan’s Commander Air Group (CAG) Captain Miriam Ivanova. “Yes sir!” they answered in on voice and saluted their superior officer.

‘Hirondelle’ returned their salute in her usual accurate brisk fashion. “At ease lieutenants.”
For a painful long while ‘Hirondelle’ let the following silence stand between them, making it hard for Willow not to blur out. ‘Is it about our next assignments!?’ And on a more sane thought, she wondered why the CAG let them hanging there.

“You are to report to Col. Giles asap,” she finally continued.
“… is it about our next assignment!” it burst out of Willow after all, making her blush so hard, she was afraid she might burst a blood vessel. “Sorry sir,” she mumbled, while Buffy did her best to keep her face straight.
“You’ll see Lt. Rosenberg,” Ivanova said with a quieted chuckle. “You’ll see. Dismissed!”
“Yes sir.” Both Willow and Buffy stood to attention once more then turned around to leave the hangar bay at once.

“You know Will,” Buffy said as they walked swiftly towards Col. Giles’ office, “one fine day, that motor mouth of yours will really get you into trouble.”
“I know,” Willow said ruefully.

***
“Lieutenants Summers and Rosenberg to see Colonel Giles,” Buffy announced them to the marine standing guard in front of Titan’s XO’s office.
The marine merely nodded and turning around she knocked against the metal bulkhead and after a short ‘Enter’ came thought the bulkhead, ushered the two Viper pilots inside.

“Please have a seat,” Colonel Rupert Giles said, after Willow and Buffy both had saluted the number two aboard this Battlestar.
“As you know,” Giles began and took off his glasses, “this grand old ladies distinguished tour of duty is about to come to an end.”
‘And be for the scrap,’ Willow added in her mind, and feeling some regret that this over fifty year old Battlestar, that had first served in the Cylon Wars, was to be decommissioned and broken down subsequently.
“However,” Col. Giles went on, “’every ending bears a new beginning’, as they say and the next Titan is getting towards completion as we speak.”

Does that mean that we are going to be assigned to new Titan? Willow wondered and this time she successfully restrained herself from interrupting her superior by blurting this question out loud – a real monstrous task.
Giles put his glasses back on his nose and took up some papers.
“Lt. Summers, you requested for the Atlantia. As you know that ship is still under construction and until now Admiral Nagala, who will have Atlantia as his flagship, has not yet started viewing applications.”

Buffy’s looked somewhat disappointed on hearing this revelation.
“However,” Giles went on, seemingly catching up on ‘Slayer’s’ mood. “My sources tell me, that Rae Admiral Hersch who will be preparing the finale candidate lists, has spoken really highly of you Lieutenant Summers. So you should have a good shoot at a place on the finale list, when it’s presented to the Admiral.

Willow could feel Buffy relax at her side, while Rupert Giles took up another sheet of paper and Willow knew that it was now her turn.
She hadn’t put in a request to be transferred to any particular Battlestar in the fleet as her next assignment.
Unlike Buffy who from the very beginning had had the plan to get herself to be in command of a Battlestar, Willow saw her future with the force not aboard a Battlestar, but in the computer department on a colonial base, preferable on Caprica, and until then she was perfectly content with flying a Viper for the next years to come.

After all Willow knew that she was a very good pilot, not as good as Buffy ‘Slayer’ or the legendary ‘Starbuck’, though the latter one was not only famous for being the best shoot in or out of a cockpit, but for her lack of discipline against superiors.

“Lt. Rosenberg,” Giles broke Willow’s day dreaming, “as I see you haven’t put in any special request for your next assignment, so I can I assume that you wouldn’t mind to transfer to the new Titan?”
“Yes sir!” Willow answered truthfully.
“Right,” Col. Giles said and put the papers aside again.
‘Here it comes,’ Willow thought.
“As much fun as it is to serve on the new Mercury class Battlestar’s.” Giles went on. “I’m sure you both know that serving on the old Battlestar’s is an honour too.”
That wasn’t a question Willow knew.

“It so happens, that William Adama needs two pilots for his alpha squadron.” He produced two envelopes containing written orders and handed them to Buffy and Willow. “You are to report to Galactica tomorrow fifteen hundred hours central fleet time.”
“Tomorrow sir?” Buffy asked, sounding as surprised as Willow felt.
“Yes tomorrow,” Giles repeated. “I’m afraid Adama needs the replacement pilots rather badly and that’s why I’m sending the two of you, you’re a well tuned team.
“You will fly your Viper’s over to rendezvous with Galactica at the coordinates specified in your orders.”

He stood and Buffy and Willow followed his example. “It’s been an honour serving with you,” he said, “you’re two outstanding pilots and I’m confident you’re going your way in the colonial forces.
“Thank you sir,” both women said in one voice, then stood at attention once more.
“Dismissed!” Col. Giles ordered and the two pilots left.

***
Once they had got their new orders, things went fast from there.
Coming from Col. Giles, Willow and Buffy to the pilot’s quarters and packed their things. All the things that were too big (or too much) for their sea-sacks, that fit in their Viper’s small storage compartment, would be put in storage and sent over to Galactica with one of the next supply transports.
Later that evening Willow and Buffy threw a little improvised going away party at the officers mess and, following a last night aboard, left for the port launch.

“Bye ‘Red’” Captain Janeway, Titan’s chief flightofficer said over the wireless, after Willow’s Viper had been moved into the launch tube. “It’s been fun serving with you,” and then she continued going through the launch procedure.
“’Red’ this is Shooter, I have control standby. Viper 1968 clear forward. Nav-con green. Interval check. Thrusters positive.”
Willow checked her instruments and signalled with a ‘thumps up’ that every think was in order. “Mag-cap ready. Gap door open.”
The door right in front of Willow – only seconds left.
“Thrust positive and good luck.”
With a force of almost three G’s, Willow was pressed into her seat as she was literally shot out of the Battlestar Titan for the last time.

With ‘Slayer’ at her side they flew a last round around their former home, including a close fly by over Titan’s bow and the windows of the observation room situated there, the only place in any Battlestar that featured a window.
“Setting CMP navigational program to six eight niner carom two four eight,”
“Copy that,” ‘Red’ answered and repeated the coordinates given to her by ‘Slayer’. Once all was set and the auto pilot took over, all left for Willow and Buffy to do was to sit back and keep an eye on the instruments for the upcoming six hour flight to Galactica.

***
“Estimated time till arrival, four hours, twenty two minutes,” Willow reported to her friend flying alongside her.
‘Who would’ve guessed a transfer could be that boring,’ Willow thought. But then this was the first time she actually flew from one Battlestar to the next in her own Viper.
On her last transfer, she’d left Battlestar Orion VII with her Viper on a space port orbiting Gemenon and had been picked up by Titan after two weeks off shore leave.

“Mind if I ask you a question?” Buffy broke the silence after a while.
“Sure,” Willow answered.
“It’s morning you get ready to work, you put on your trousers,” Buffy began. “you first fasten and then zip or you zip and then fasten?”
“What kind of a question is that?” Willow asked puzzled.
“What kind of a question is that?” Buffy shoot back. “I don’t know, we have four hours to kill. Forget it, it’s just a question!”

“Why do you wanna know?” Willow wondered.
“Why I wanna know? Because I think about such things some times. I got dressed yesterday morning and for a moment I couldn’t remember and so I started thinking. Does everybody do it the same way.”

There was a lengthy pause and Willow let out a sight, before she eventually said: “Fashion, zip. You?”
“Fashion, zip. Time till arrival?”
“Four hours nineteen minutes.”
“You wanna talk socks?”
“No!”

***
“Tell me Willow,” Buffy said cheerfully after almost five hours of non-stop flight. “Do you think you’ll find yourself a decent new boyfriend on Galactica?”
‘Now were did that come from?’ Willow thought. ‘Probably has to do with us running out on possible topics after all these hours of eventless flying through space.’ Aloud she said into the secure line between their two Vipers: “I don’t know Buff, I think it’s still a little too early to look again. I mean it’s been just over six months since Oz cheated on me.”
“That’s right!” came the answer right into Willow’s ear, through the helmet speaker. “That’s almost half a year babe! Time to get yourself on the market again!”

“What am I? This season’s hottest item?” Willow cried out.
“You know I didn’t mean it like that,” Buffy apologized. “I just think that you shouldn’t let your experience with Oz scare you away from loving again.”
“It’s just… “ Willow began slowly, “I was really hurt when I found out that Oz cheated on me with that ‘Veruca’ chick. I just don’t know if I’m prepared to trust another person again.”
“You really put yourself into harms way when you love don’t you?” Buffy added softly, she too had been in a relationship that hadn’t lasted.
“Yes,” Willow said thoughtfully. “But what about you Buffy? You’ve been single longer than I have. So what about you and ‘getting yourself on the market’ again?”

“Me? I’m more the lone wolf type of girl slash soldier,” Buffy answered and more quietly she went on, “but you were always meant for a steady relationship. You know the ever lasting kind. You’re not meant to be alone Willow, I just know it.”
Willow was speechless and very moved by her best friends words.
“Plus,” Buffy added on a more cheerful note again, “your future career plans of working at one of the Colonial Fleets planet based computer research facilities, works much better with maintaining a relationship, than with my plans for becoming a commander of a Battlestar.”

“You’ll be the youngest and best Battlestar commander in all of the Colonial Forces. Even younger than the famous Admiral Cain,” Willow said with a laughs Knowing that said Helena Cain was Buffy’s expressed role model. “But that doesn’t mean that you have to remain single until you’ve achieved your goal.”
“Of course not,” Buffy said. “But I’m pretty sure that I’ll manage to get along whilst single until love happens to come my way.”
Willow smiled thoughtfully to herself and thanked the lords for having a woman like Buffy as a best friend and wingman, at least for the time being until their military career would separate their ways again by sending them on different assignments.

***
“Galactica flight control, this is ‘Slayer’ Viper 1968, requesting permission to land.”
“Galactica ‘Red’ Viper 1701, requesting permission to land.”
“Vipers 1968 and 1701; this is Galactica,” came the disembodied reply. “Approach port landing bay. Hands on. Speed 106. Checkers red. Call the ball,”

“Check that did you say hands on approach?” ‘Slayer’ called back.
“Copy that hands on approach.”
‘Then hands on it is,’ Willow thought to herself and listened to ‘Slayer’ repeating the instructions to flight control.
Willow followed suit and to Buffy she said, “you wanna go first ‘Slayer’? After all you introduced us.”
“Copy that ‘Red’” Buffy answered and over the ‘private line’ she added. “Need somebody to show you how it’s done huh?”
However before Willow had any chance to respond, Buffy had switched channels back again and started her approach.

***
“Skits down, mag lock secured. On behalf of Galactica welcome aboard ‘Slayer’, ‘Red,” Captain Kelly said while side by side Buffy and Willow where broad down in their Vipers.

Five minutes later their birds had been towed into the hangar bay.
“There we are,” Willow said, while she shut down the engine and keyed the cockpit window to swing open.
At once one still nameless specialist put a ladder on to her cockpit and helped her to get off her helmet and the collar connecting her to the Vipers life-support system.
“Thanks;” Willow said and climbed out of the cockpit and made her way down the ladder.

On the ground she met Buffy and together they were greeted by a chief petty officer.
“Sirs,” he said and saluted them. “I’m Chief Tyrol, I’ll be your deck chief while you’re aboard.”
“Thank you Chief, we’re glad to be here,” Buffy said. “Chief is your auto landing system down? We were hands on for the whole approach.”
“It all hands on here,” Tyrol explained. “There are no auto landings on the Galactica. Commander Adama’s orders.”

“Chief,” Willow now said, “during the flight I experienced some fluctuations on one of the power regulators. Properly nothing serious, but could you let some of your men have a look at it?”
“No problem sir, I’ll have someone look after your Viper right away” the chief answered and then turned around to yell across the hangar bay: “Jo X-man get over here and have a look at that Viper here!
“If you would excuse me now sir?”
“Of course,” Willow said and then turned to Buffy, who had opened the storage compartment and took out her bag.
Willow was just about to walk over to her own Viper, when:
“Sir!” a male voice behind them said.

‘No way!’ Those were the first words that shoot through Willow’s mind, before she slowly turned around.
Buffy thoughts must have gone along the same lines, for Willow saw her own disbelief mirrored in her best friend’s features.
Turning around Buffy and Willow found themselves face to face with the specialist who had addressed them and who now was doing a really impressive ‘Deer in the headlights’ impression.
Xander Harris specialist first class looked completely flabbergasted.

Willow and Buffy were first to recover and soon Xander had not one but two officers giving him one big group hug.
Which was actually against regulations concerning the conduct between officers and enlisted personal.
“Xander what the frak are you doing here?” Willow asked, once they both had let go of their friend.

“Well firstly,” Xander said and glanced on a clipboard the Chief must’ve given him on his way over. “I was ordered to have a look at Viper 1701 of a pilot sign ‘Red’, which is certainly you – and secondly: don’t you think you’ve stolen my question?
“Since when were the two of you with the force?”
Before ether Willow or Buffy had a chance to get out a word, Chief Tyrol walked by asking: “is there a problem Harris?”
“No, no problem chief!” Xander called back and stepped up to Willow’s Viper.
“The chief doesn’t like it when we get all chatty with the pilots during shift. Plus,” Xander added. “‘Spike’ the CAG is certainly already waiting for you to report in.”
He turned to Willow again, “So Lieutenant Rosenberg, what’s wrong with your Viper?”
Willow shortly explained about the fluctuations she’d experienced and Xander got to work right away.

Since the Galactica was of the same Battlestar class than the Titan Willow and Buffy had no problem finding the ready room of Captain William Jackson Spencer, call sign ‘Spike’.
The briefing with Capt. Spencer was short and as they left Willow was certain that she would work well with ‘Spike’ as the leader of her squadron, properly as good as she’d worked with ‘Hirondelle’ aboard Titan.
However the following encounter with Galactica’s XO Saul Tight, made Willow miss Col. Giles rather badly.

***
“So what happened Xander?” Willow asked her friend as they settled down comfortably in one of Galactica’s recreational rooms. “Last time we met, you had wanted to travel Caprica and later the colonies and become an artist or rock star or something.”
“That’s what I wanted to do,” Xander said, “and I got as far Delphi where the engine of my car literally incinerated.”
Willow gasped surprised.
“Yep dead like a dodo,” Xander admitted. “So I had to take on some odds jobs, including cooking at diners, loading ships at the spaceports and then there was the job as a male stripper. And I won’t talk about that one.
“However, one day I walked by a colonial force recruitment office and I thought, ‘Hey you want to see the Colonies and you’re really good with fixing things.’ I enlisted for five years and after some time at the base near Delphi I got posted at this grand old Battlestar. You know that she’ll be the last of the original twelve once Titan gets decommissioned?”

“Yes we know,” Willow laughed, “we’re just coming from Titan.”
“Wait a minute you were a stripper!” Buffy blurred out.
“I said that I wouldn’t talk about that one didn’t I?” Xander said and turned the table. “Better you tell me how you got to become Viper pilots?
“I mean Buffy sure, but Willow?”

For the rest of the evening Buffy and Willow told him about everything they had done since graduating from high school, from UC Sunnydale over war college, flight school and their respective assignments.

In turn Xander told them how he, while he was in Delphi, fell in love with beautiful Caprican Anya, a really successfully stock broker, and had actually asked her for her hand.
But because of the really bad marriage of his parents, Xander had gotten cold feet and left her literally standing at the altar.
Last thing he heard, she’d returned to life and work Sunnydale.

They talked late into the night before they finally called it a night and retired to their respective sleeping quarters.
Willow and Buffy where really looking forward to the next twelve months of serving together with Xander, until Galactica would be decommissioned.
However unlike Titan, Galactica was not be broken down, but turned into a museum.

‘Which means another decommission ceremony,’ Willow thought while she closed the curtains to her bunk. ‘Hope I don’t miss that one too.’ [/blockquote]

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Today my friend, your diary entry will read: Took a […] hostage and got shoot by three armed bastards.”
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Yay for good beginning of Flashback-y stories... I really liked the "Babylon 5" zipper scene...

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My dear Bernd!

What a pleasure!

Especially since in was during those "happy times"...

I will just start with two little things, I noticed you said "hart" instead of "hard", but I think it's cute, it is like hearing the German accent. ;-)
However, there is a mistake I need to tell you because well... huh... Lol.
You'll understand.

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“Yep dead like a dodo,” Xander admitted. “So I had to take on some odds jobs, including cocking at diners, loading ships at the spaceports and then there was the job as a male stripper. And I won’t talk about that one.


I think you meant cooking. Because cocking.. huh cocking the head on one side, yeah, but with a mind as naughty as mind? I noticed "cock" which is a penis, and followed so shortly by "male stripper", it really gives a weird meaning to your sentence my dear friend. And I am sure you don't want to mean that Xander was a man whore at a dinner. Lol.

Now... I'll be on the other stuff I've loved.

To see a Willow and Tara get to know each other moment. It was lovely. Willow not knowing yet of her attraction, and Tara flirting...

To see Xander, oh my, I've missed him!

And well, this is not a thing I loved, 'cause you know what I think about her.. Starbuck. Oh well...

Oh Giles! I miss him too.

Anyway, that was a nice flashback my friend. :)

*hugs

Julia :)

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Thanks Zampsa1975 and JujuDeRoussie for you immediate feedback. To this and any other of my stories that is.

And special thanks Juju for pointing out those mistakes.

I have corrected them forthwith.
And I apologize to anyone who might have taken offence on this mistake.

Dax
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oh my dear Bernd, don't worry, there were no offence to be taken, just a good laugh imagining that it was an Anya quote about Xander. Héhéhéhé.

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Ever wondered what exactly happened at St. Cedd’s College, Oxbridge, that made Tara leave Gemenon for Caprica City?


[center]The Mouse That Roared
A Love Beyond the Stars Flashback[/center]

Part One
Shadows of the Past



“Hm, I’ve almost forgotten how good that felt. You me, no magic,” Willow purred, scooting her naked body closer to her equally nude girlfriend.
“There was plenty of magic,” Tara answered, still emanating in a post orgasmic glow.

Willow frowned. “Why are we talking about magic?”
“I don’t know,” Tara smiled and kissed the top of Willow’s head. “You started it, though last night really was magical.”
She gently lifted Willow head so she could look into her girlfriends green eyes. “How much I’ve missed sleeping with you,” she said and gently kissed her again. “And I love you so very much.”

“I love you too,” Willow whispered back, “let’s never have such secrets again okay?”
“Okay,” Tara agreed.
“After all, we’re all that we’ve got,” Willow went on, pulling herself up so her head rested right next to Tara’s. “We’ve all lost so much, relatives and friends back in the colonies. Things have been so bleak and difficult since we’re on the run.
“Not to mention all the trouble surrounding my coming out,” Willow added as an afterthought and Tara raised a questioning eyebrow.

“Your coming out?” Tara asked and Willow could feel there being a hint of a hard edge to her voice.
“Well I did come out, didn’t I?” Willow wondered.
“Yes, but you made it sound like you were the only one who came out.”
“But you did come out years ago, on Geminon?”
“Yes,” Tara said quietly. “But within the fleet only Laura, Wally and Billy really knew about it. So in a way I had to come out all over again.”
“Right,” Willow mumbled, “sorry.”

“You don’t have to be sorry,” Tara hastily said, kissing Willow on her cheek. “I didn’t want to upset you. It’s just…”
She paused for a bit. “Coming out on Geminon was really hard for me and I guess when you just made your coming out sound so easy, I was a bit jealous.
“Coming out to my father wasn’t that hard. I told him just before I left his house for good and went to college.” Tara let out a sigh.
“No, the really hard thing was my forced outing by my raging ex Rene.”
Tara fell silent and Willow wrapped her into a loving embrace.

“So how was it?” Willow asked. “I know some of it, but you never really told me the whole story.” She kissed her again. “Only if you want to of course.”
Tara took a deep breath, before she thought back to her past life on the colonial planet of Geminon.



[blockquote]St. Cedd’s College – Oxbridge University
Planet Geminon
Four years prior to the Cylons attacks


‘Peep, peep, peep, peep, peep, peep.’

“Grumpfh,” Tara mumbled while her hand blindly slapped around on her nightstand, in search of that infernal alarm-clock that had hurled her so cruelly from of a very pleasant dream.
A dream revolving around the most lovely and sexist redhead Tara had ever seen – from behind that is.
The redhead had just been about to turn around when the dream had come to an abrupt end because of this fraking alarm.

“Aha!” Tara cried and hit the snooze button with the force of a human sledge hammer.
For the next ten minutes Tara kept lying in her bed wide awake, yet her eyes still tightly closed.
“You know you have to get up,’ she thought to herself. ‘You have lectures to hold and papers to grade and continue to prepare the finale exams on Colonial History, even though exams won’t be for another three months…’
Tara groaned in frustration. Not because of today’s workload – no, not because of that. “Maybe I should get myself a pet,” she mumbled. “A cat perhaps, that would make sure that I get out of bed in time.”

Another five minutes later, Tara slowly sat up and swung her legs out of the bed. With the blanket still wrapped around her body, Tara fought the yearning to lie down again and hide from the world beneath that snugly blanket.
However, following a short internal fight, the love for her work triumphed and Tara pushed the blanket away and got to her feet.
With her eyes still shut, Tara made the first steps towards her bathroom.
“This is ridiculous,” she wisped to herself. “You have to open your eyes eventually, Tara Maclay, or you’ll stub your toe at that sideboard – again!”

Only reluctantly Tara opened her eyes and wanted to close them right away again.
Not because the sun was hurting her eyes. Dawn was only breaking, filling the room with the right kind of soft light to start the day.
Unfortunately it also was bright enough to see the room Tara had been sleeping in since she moved in.
There wasn’t anything particularly wrong with the bedroom, or the living room, or the small study for that matter. But even though Tara had done her best to furnish and decorate these rooms to her own taste, they still didn’t feel like home to her.

But then what was her taste?
For most of her life, ever since her mother had died, Tara had lived her life according to other people’s wishes and rules.
First it had been her father who had decided what she wore, who she met and even what her goals in life should be.
Furthermore a homosexual daughter was the last thing he would ever except. To this day Tara still suspected that he knew that she was gay before she did.
Coming out to him, in front of the gathered graduates of her high school year, was the first time she ever defied her father and the last, since he cast her out on that same day.

As she made her way to the bathroom, Tara dropped one piece of clothing after the other leaving a small trail until she entered the bathroom completely nude.
Rene had always hated it when dirty laundry was discarded on the bedroom floor.
Not that Tara had ever been an untidy person, she always picket her clothing up on her way back and put it in the laundry basket when she returned from showering.

Rene Snider, daughter of a high school principal, art consultant and ex girlfriend.
How in the name of the Lords of Kobol could she ever have fallen for someone like Rene?
But then how could she not?
Tall with short blond hair – the kind of oxidised homemade blond – Rene was deadly attractive.
But that wasn’t what had drawn Tara to her when she had taken her first shy steps into Geminon City’s LGBT community, it had been Rene’s air of strength and pride.

Never before in her life had Tara met a lesbian who was that out and proud.
And when this very role model of a proud lesbian made a move on Tara, flirting with her, Tara’s reason and common sense abandoned ship and she fell head over heels for the woman six years her senior.

After that everything happened very fast and less than three months later Tara moved out of her little on campus apartment at Geminon City University, where she was working on her doctorate, and into Rene’s place.
In addition to her teaching responsibilities at UGC Tara took up another part time job in order to pay her share of their household.
Or more to the point, Rene’s household in which Tara lived too.

For the next year things went well. Tara made a good progress on her papers and much sooner than she had expected she became Doctor Maclay.
Already before she had completed her doctorate, Tara had been offered the chair of Colonial history at St. Cedd’s College, Oxbridge right outside Geminon City.

It was at this point that things took a bit of a turn.
The job offer from Oxbridge had come with a flat near campus but even though Rene could do her work as an art consultant literally from any place on Planet Geminon she refused to leave Geminon City and instead pressured Tara into going to Oxbridge every day by Transrapid train.
Ninety minutes to and another ninety minutes from Oxbridge every day and although this meant for Tara to get up very early in the morning and coming home late, she had never thought of challenging Rene on her decision.
Tara loved her and the unconscious fear of being left alone, left her blind to the fact that by now Rene was controlling her life as much as her father had done before.
She had escaped her father’s control, only to get herself willingly under Rene’s control.

But then half a year ago a friend told Tara that she had seen Rene in a bar and very close with another woman – snuggling close to her.
Confronted with this Rene dismissed it as a harmless flirt and accused Tara of overreacting to a totally harmless situation.
Again Tara not only believed it, but also acted like it was expected from her, even when she witnessed Rene flirting excessively again and again.

Of course Rene kept on dismissing her flirtations and even promised to stop flirting because Tara was “the only one she wanted in her bed.”

To the day two months ago, Tara returned much earlier than usual, thanks to a student prank involving a car standing in the middle of her class room and several hundred (if not thousand) balloons or similar blown up rubber objects.
So she had to cancel her last two lectures, left in high spirits and with the romantic idea of surprising her girlfriend with some roses and hot afternoon sex.

Upon arriving home, there was sex and there certainly was a surprise, just not in the way Tara had romantically planed it on her Transrapid ride home.
The surprise was all on Tara’s side, while Rene had sex with a slut she called honey bush. In fact she was about to come when it dawned on Tara that it was her time to leave.

The following fight got as ugly as it could be and the fact that this chick walked boldly naked around the room collecting her things didn’t help much either.
After much yelling on Tara's part and Rene blunt attempt to dismiss what had happened as something of no importance, Tara finally drew the line.

It took Tara less than fifteen minutes to collect her things – which were depressingly few, only two suitcases and another three boxes – call a cab and flee the scene of her utter humiliation, intending to never see the woman again who had treated her so cruelly.

***
After showering and brushing her teeth, Tara blow-dried her hair. Leaving the towel in the bathroom she walked back into the bedroom and collected her discarded cloths to put them in the laundry basket standing at the foot of her bed.
After a moment’s hesitation, Tara decided on a with blouse, a knee long plain blue skirt and a matching blazer.
How she had missed wearing skirts! Rene had preferred her wearing pants and of course Tara had obeyed.

In the kitchen Tara prepared some sandwiches for breakfast and went with a steaming cup of hot chocolate into her study to do some catching up on today’s lectures while eating her breakfast.
Half an hour later, Tara left her flat for the short walk over the campus to her office at Stevenson Hall.

***
“Until next week I want you to read chapters three to eight of Gordon’s Short History of Geminon!” Tara called out to the assembled students, while she powered down her trusty laptop.
“And those of you, who are in my English Lit class tomorrow, might wanna have another look at the play we’ve been working on last week,” she added before she dismissed the class for lunch break.
As usually the class showed their respect for their teacher by knocking onto their tables before hurrying out of the class room.

‘Wow, I love my job!’ Tara thought to herself and packed her things. “You coming?” she asked Vanessa, her TA.
“Right away Dr. Maclay, just want to finish the preparations for your next lecture,” Vanessa, while she cleaned the board.
“Okay, but don’t take too long,” Tara advised with a laugh, “you too are entitled to a break.”
“I wont take long and then I’ll take my break Dr. Maclay,” Vanessa assured her.
Tara thanked Vanessa for her work, gathered her things and left.

Stopping briefly by her office to leave her things and get lunch and a blanket, Tara went outside.
She settled in her favourite place on the entire campus under a great old willow tree. As soon as Tara had sat down on her blanket under the big tree with its long branches, she felt at peace, no matter how stressful the day was or how lonely she sometimes felt when coming home into her flat.

The clock tower on campus had just announced the hour and after she had finished her lunch, Tara leaned against the tree’s mighty trunk and closed her eyes.
She was just about to drift into a short nap when a voice came to her ear – a voice she had hoped to never again hear in her life.

“Hello beautiful,” Rene said seductively.
‘No this can’t be happening,’ Tara thought desperately. Not after she had worked so hard to get on with her life.

“So you’re going to pretend to be asleep, hoping that I’m leaving again?” Rene asked, more than just a hint of sarcasm in her voice. “Because you know it won’t work. I’m going to keep standing here until you hear me say my peace.”
‘So much for that plan,’ Tara thought and reluctantly opened her eyes.
Rene stood right in front of her as beautiful and self-confident as ever, though Tara forbid herself to have a closer look at her ex’s body, instead she got to her feet and brushed some leaves from her skirt before she asked: “What do you want?”

“What? No hello, nice to see you? Or what a surprise? Just what do you want?” Rene asked, still smiling her special seductive smile, that once used to melt Tara’s heart in an instant.
Bracing herself against her ex’s seductiveness, Tara took a deep breath and wrapped her arms around her torso – her usual protective posture – and said: “Hello Rene, what do you want?!”

“What do I want?” Rene asked back. “Isn’t it obvious? I mean I took it upon myself to travel all the way out here from Geminon City. Have you any idea how long a trip, even on a fast train like the Transrapid, out here takes?”
‘Do I know?’ Tara thought sarcastically, ‘you made me take this trip twice a day!’ Out loud she said nothing, she didn’t wasn’t in the mood to start arguing with her ex.
“I want you back,” Rene finally answered Tara’s question and her chin literally fell to the ground and Rene smiled upon seeing her reaction.

“You’ve got to be kidding!” Tara managed to say, once she regained the use of her vocal cords and started gathering up her things.
“No I’m serious,” Rene said. “I know I frakked up. But I want you back – I miss you!”

“You really believe this, don’t you?” Tara asked unbelievingly. “You really believe that after all you have done to me, you can waltz up here uninvited, say you’re sorry… No not even that. You say ‘I want you back’ and you honestly expect me to be Little Miss Goodie Two Shoes and obediently trot back to your side?”
Rene looked a bit taken aback, “Well I did want to say I’m sorry too,” she said, not really sounding it.
“You’ve got some nerve Rene Snider,” Tara said calmly though inside she was boiling in rage by now. “After all you did,” she repeated.

“After all I did to you?” Rene asked back. “After all there had been some overreacting on your part in this break up.”
“You were flirting around Rene,” Tara said quietly. “Right in front of my eyes! You slept with other woman in what was supposed to be ‘our’ bed!. Though at the same time of course you always made it quiet clear that this really was your place.
“And you managed my life like you owned me, too.”

It was time for Tara to end this and so phrased her next words very careful, so not to let them in any way be misunderstood.
“I’ve learned a few things after I left you Rene. One is that for a relationship to work it needs two equals, not one dominating the other, not to mentioning that there should always be trust and honesty.
“But most of all I learned that I’m no longer content with ‘being the one you want in your bed’, as you put it while you kept flirting and sleeping around.
“I need trust and commitment in a relationship, Rene, and that is something I know you are unable to give me.”

“So how many women have you slept with in the past month?” Rene asked coldly.
Tara shook her head. ‘How very typically of Rene,’ she thought, to resolve to cruelty when reason failed her.
Not that she had ever expected her and Rene to end up together again in a equal relationship or even that Rene would actually ever change her ways.
But she had hoped that there could be a point where she and her ex could meet in the street and exchange some friendly words.

Calmly Tara picked up her things. “Good bye Rene, I wish you all the best. But it is over between us. You have to accept that and go on, believe me, I have.”
That said Tara briskly walked around the woman who had once played such a dominant role in her life.

Tara was half-way across the now more crowded campus when Rene’s voice cut through the air: “So that’s it lover!?” she cried, her voice stone cold.
Rene had never been the person to accept defeat lightly, Tara remembered as she stopped dead in her steps.
“You push me out of your bed and out of your life so easily and expect me to do the same!” by now Rene’s voice had switched from cold to whiny, She stood right in front of Tara, their faces just inches apart.
“Why are you doing this?” Tara asked whisperingly.
Rene’s lips turned into an ugly smile. “You figure it out for yourself smart ass.” She hissed, her voice poised with spite.
“Don’t tell me Tara,” she quietly went on. “You never told them you’re a dyke!?” she cried the last word out loud and then she grabbed Tara’s face with her hands and kissed her firmly on her lips.

Before Tara had any chance to push her away, Rene let go of her and turning around she walked away fast and Tara didn’t need to see her face to know that a vicious smile was plastered all over it.
‘What a bitch,’ Tara thought. ‘I bet this was her plan all along.’

Feeling quite baffled by what had just happened Tara kept staring into the direction Rene had walked away, before she swiftly turned around and walked back to her office.
As preoccupied as she was she didn’t notice the look of surprise on most of the students’ faces who had witnessed Rene’s little scene.
But then luckily she also didn’t notice the looks of disgust and anger in other faces, there were however some looks of admiration and pride too.

***
Looking back on these days years later, it still surprised Tara how very fast events had unfolded in the days that followed.
By the time Tara returned home for her weekend, she had already put the unfortunate incident with her ex girlfriend aside, convinced that now that she had had her big exit Rene would finally let the matter rest and stay out of her life.

However arriving at her office on Monday morning, Tara discovered that for Rene the matter wasn’t over yet.
“These flowers just arrived for you Dr. Maclay,” Tara’s secretary said after she had entered the office and she didn’t need to see the card to know that Rene had send them.

Tara
I know I frakked up.
But I love you and I want you back.

Love Rene


The card read, before Tara tore it to peaces and threw it in the trash bin.
“You like azaleas?” she asked Janet Pears her secretary.
“Sure.”
“Then they’re yours.”
‘She got some nerves sending me flowers,’ Tara thought furiously as she entered her office with a cup of Janet’s special hot chocca.

Working over the papers for today’s lectures, Tara’s thoughts kept returning to Rene though they were soon pushed way aside when Jena handed Tara a stack of messages.
The topmost document soon caught Tara’s attention.
“These are requests for leaving my courses,” she observed, sorting through several pieces of paper and Janet nodded. “Fourteen to be exact. When did they turn up?”
“Today, all of them,” Janet answered, obviously feeling uncomfortable being the bringer of bad news.
“Did they give any reason why they want to switch so shortly before exams?”

Janet shook her head.
“Not even one of them?” Tara asked. Janet looked as uncomfortable as ever. “What’s going on Janet?” Tara asked gently. “We’ve been a good team you and me. Don’t hold things back from me now.”
“Doctor Maclay,” Janet began, “most of them really didn’t say a reason and after all they’re not required to.
“However there were students who said that their parents had learned that their teacher was said to be gay and had insisted on them switching.
“None of those three though seem to have shared their parents views on the matter but were forced to obliged.”

Tara nodded, old habits, she knew, died only slowly and the notion that children had to obey their parents, even though her students were almost grown ups, was still very much part of Geminon culture.
“So is it true?” Janet asked.
“That I’m gay?”
“Yes.” Janet blushed slightly.
“I am gay, Janet,” Tara said calmly, not sure how her secretary would react to her coming out. “Is that a problem for you?”
“Honestly, I do have a problem with the mere idea of two woman or two men for that matter being in a sexual relationship,” Janet begun and Tara felt taken aback.
“But,” Janet went on, “and it’s an important but, whatever problems I have with your way of living, I will never allow it from keeping me from working with a bright woman as you are Dr. Maclay.”

“So you’re okay with that?” Tara said unsure if she really understood her secretary’s statement.
“It will not interfere with my work for you,” Janet assured her. “Just spare me the details of what’s going on in your bed.”
“Deal,” Tara said, “thank you, Janet.”
“You’re welcome.”

***
Janet Pears might have been okay with working for a gay superior and Tara had even gotten some supporting letters from students that had not left her lectures, there had even been an anonymous one of a gay female student who wrote that she hoped to one day be strong enough to be out and proud as Tara too.

Others however were more than not okay and unfortunately, as Tara found out, many of them were on the Board of Governors of Oxbridge University.

It began with a raised interest in Tara's lecture plans and exam papers. Nothing to obvious anti gay, ‘They’ just called for a closer look into her department because of the fall out of students.
Not that any more students had left, several had even retuned a short while later.

Next thing was the summoning to a faculty meeting that hat gotten ‘lost’, making Tara miss that meeting and Tara arrived late and not completely prepared for another meeting because she wasn’t informed of a change in the schedule.
Of course neither Tara nor Janet could actually prove any misconduct on the side of the Dean’s office.

Then less than three months after Rene’s scene and right after the end of summer exams, Tara got summoned to Dean Demetrius Zaarin, who told her that sometimes working relationships did not work out and that one might have envisioned it and that the board of governors had come to the conclusion that Doctor Tara Maclay’s talents as a teacher and faculty head could serve better at a different university.

Quite stunned Tara listened to Dean Zaarin rambling on some other phoney excuses before she finally asked: “Am I being fired?”
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[center]To be Continued[/center]

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Yay for great update-y goodness... Rene is quite a bitch...

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My dear friend,

It took me long to catch up, I am so sorry. I have to say, the beginning of the latest fic took me by surprise. I think I never read something as sexual form you. Even though here it's the after sex. LoL. :)

I loved it. I can't wait for the second chapter.

No need to say what a frakking bitch about Rene, I guess you aree. :)

Ah Geminon... Definitely not the best place to be out and proud!

Lovely Tara is thinking about getting a Miss Kitty Fantastico, huh?

Oh and I wanted to ask:
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chair ist ein Stuhl! Hat mich zum Lachen gebracht, sorry

Huh?

And my favorite:
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In fact she was about to come when it dawned on Tara that it was her time to leave.

Made me laugh!

Danke my friend. :)

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[center]The Mouse That Roared
A Love Beyond the Stars Flashback[/center]


[blockquote] Part Two
Defying Gravity


“Am I being fired?”
One week after she had been sacked, this question still raged inside Tara’s mind.

How stupid of her not to have noticed the signs of something brewing behind the closed doors of the board of governors.
Misplaced summons to a faculty meeting, other meetings that were unexpectedly brought forward… and it all had started shortly after Rene’s visit to the campus of Oxbridge University.
They surly hadn’t wasted any time to get rid of the dyke that threatened the image of the great Oxbridge University of Geminon.

In Tara’s mind however there was no doubt that she had only been fired for one single reason and that was that she was gay and not because of all these phoney reasons they had given her.

So here she sat in her apartment which she reckoned she would have to leave too and pondered what to do next.
There were always other universities where she could work or maybe even at one of the more posh private colleges on the western continent of Geminon.
In fact she had been offered a position at one of them but had picked the more prestigious post at St. Cedd’s College instead.

But Rene would have never left Geminon City for another city, less another continent.
Rene.
Somehow everything seemed to come back to Rene.
She had outed her at the university and thus had set everything in motion that had happened since then, resulting in her getting fired.

The bell rang and Tara went to get the door.
“Delivery for Dr. Tara Maclay,” said a young lad and handed Tara a big bouquet of flowers, white roses this time.
Absentmindedly Tara signed for the delivery, tipped the delivery boy and went into her kitchen to put the flowers into a vase.
Only then she extracted the card that came with the roses, signed by Rene of course.

Tara my Love,
Hope you didn’t get into any trouble.
Love Rene

PS. Job or no job, I still take you back.


In one angry motion Tara hurled the vase against the nearest wall, sending water, roses and pieces of glass flying into every direction.
Storming out of her kitchen Tara grabbed her coat and purse on her way out of the apartment.
In no time she had reached the bus stop and half an hour later she stood at the Oxbridge Station, waiting for the next Transrapid bound for Geminon City.
Tara’s blood was boiling and if she had been a cartoon character no doubt steam would’ve come out of her ears by the time she reached Rene’s flat in down town Geminon City.

“Hi honey, you’re back!” Rene greeted her, not looking surprised at all at the sight of her enraged ex standing on her doorstep.
Giving in to her most primal instincts, Tara slapped her ex right across her face, sending Rene stumbling back a step or two. She followed her into the hall and closed the door behind her.
“Never thought you to be one who likes it rough,” Rene said holding her face.
“Who do you think you are Rene Snider?” Tara yelled, “marching onto my campus and making a scene!”
“Why, I haven’t caused you any sort of trouble haven’t I?” Rene asked so innocently and Tara wanted to slap her again.

“You knew what would happen even before you boarded that Transrapid in the first place!” Tara said angrily, “and this pathetic card you sent me with the flowers further proves that you very well knew what this little publicity stunt of yours would cost me.
“Did you really believe I would be crawling back to you, begging for you to let me come back, if you lost me my job?” she asked and went right on, she wasn’t at all interested in hearing what Rene might have to say.
“Do you really think me that weak? Because if you do, let me tell you something about me!
“I’m no longer the insecure newly come out girl you could manipulate and order around. I’ve grown and I suggest you do the same Rene.”

“I do not need to grow!” Rene protested.
“Rene look at yourself,” Tara said more softly this time, “you treat women like you own them, you discard them once you get tired of them and you don’t care if their feelings get hurt in the process when you move on to the next one.
“However this time I’ll beat you to it and left you before you could dump me and your ego can’t handle that. So you set out to ruin my career.
“But I’m assuring you, this won’t work either!”

“But you did lose your job, didn’t you?” Rene asked, clearly trying to hurt Tara.
However the blond woman wasn’t to be hurt or intimidated by her ex anymore. “Yes they did fire me,” she said calmly, “you managed that much. But I won’t accept it. I will fight back and if they don’t take me back and apologize, I’ll make them pay dearly.”

“Well look at that!” Rene mocked, “the mouse that roared!”
“You know I rather like the sound of this,” Tara answered with a thoughtful smile.
“Of course if you had come out to your bosses in the first place non of this might haven’t at all,“ Rene said.
“Perhaps not,” Tara said, “but then this was my decision to make and I still believe that my sexual orientation is my business and my business alone. I did a good job and I will do so again if they let me return.”

“Don’t expect me to help you!” Rene shoot back, undertaking one last attempt to hold some control over her.
“I don’t expect anything from you,” Tara laughed, “but for you to stay out of my life Rene!”
Rene wanted to object to that, but Tara cut her right off, “Stay out of my life Rene Snider, I mean it or I’ll make you regret it!”
Tara was about to walk to the door but paused.“You know what’s sad? Until today I still believed – hoped that the two of us could actually become friends.”
She stepped up to her ex and gently said, “you have to change Rene or I’ll promise you, one day you’ll find yourself old and all alone. Good bye.” She then kissed Rene gently on her cheek and left.

She would never see Rene Snider again in her entire life.

***
It hadn’t bee easy, but because of sheer persistence on Tara’s side, she managed to finally get an appointment with Dean Zaarin.
Together with her lawyer Tara had decided to first present the dean her case and give him the chance, as the head of the board of governors, to settle the matter without involving a court of law. If he would not respond to that, Tara and her lawyer would move forward.

‘What then,’ Tara thought.
She wasn’t sure yet what was exactly happen next, if they couldn’t talk reasonable with the dean.
No of course she already did know all to well. Cory McNair, her lawyer, had already laid the following steps out to her in the meetings they had after Tara had hired her to represent her in her case against the University of Geminon.
Tara just wasn’t to sure if she really wanted to take her case to court.

“Dean Zaarin can see you now,” the secretary said and Tara noticed that she didn’t bother addressing her properly by name, she also did not try to hide her disgust when ushering her into the dean’s rather spacious office.

“Please Dr. Maclay, sit down,” Dean Zaarin said and pointed at the chair standing in front of his desk.
“Thank you, Dean Zaarin,” Tara answered and took a seat.
“So,” the dean said and put away the papers he had reading when Tara entered the office away. “What can I do for you?” He asked with a sickening false friendliness in his voice. “You found anything wrong with your character?”
Hadn’t she been her mother’s daughter, Tara would’ve jumped over the table and slapped him for his disrespectful tone of voice, not to mention the so-called character, that wasn’t really designed to recommend her to work as a teacher at any school.
Not openly of course, they weren’t allowed to, but between the lines the message was quite another one.

“Sir. I’m here to ask you once again to reconsider your decision to end my employment,” Tara said, “I have done a good job and I do not deserve to be fired in such an unworthy fashion.”
“Dr Maclay,” Zaarin said patronizingly, “you know that it’s not my decision alone, the board and I just think that you didn’t do the job as good as we expected when we offered you the position.
“So you see there’s nothing I can do about it.”

Tara took a deep breath. “Sir with all due respect, we both know that I did perform as good as I promised, even better, the grades of my students prove that, especially if compared to my predecessor.”
“Maybe,” Zaarin said, “but there’s also the matter of lacking discipline, after all you failed to attend to faculty meetings or arrived late...”
“Sir, that happened exactly twice and both times I was misinformed or informed too late, so that doesn’t count at all,” Tara cut him off and then got to the heart of the matter.
“The real reason I was so unfashionably fired was the fact that neither you nor the board of governors can handle that I’m gay!”
The way he twitched at the last word, told Tara everything she already suspected.

Zaarin started rambling away again on the so called real reasons and with every word he uttered, the more Tara’s resistance against going public and calling on the courts of Geminon dissolved.
“It seems to me,” she began slowly, cutting her former boss off once more, “that you are determined to not back down from your clearly homophobic and thus discriminating position towards me.”
The dean tried to object but Tara didn’t let him get a word in. “And since discrimination is illegal, both according to the laws of Geminon and the articles of colonisation,” she paused a bit and got to her feet, “we’ll see each other in court. Good day.”
Without waiting for Dean Zaarin response, Tara turned around and swiftly left the office.

***
“In the case of Dr. Tara Maclay vs. Oxbridge University Geminon we the jury find the defendant:
“For the first charge, discrimination because of race, gender or sexual orientation, guilty.
“Secondly. Unjustified termination of employment, guilty as charged.
“We rule that Dr. Maclay is reinstated retrospectively as faculty head and is furthermore awarded 250.000 Cubits in damages.”

`So we’ve done it again,’ Tara thought, ‘though the last jury didn’t award us any damages.’ She absentmindedly shook hands with her lawyer Cory.
For the second time a Geminon court had ruled in her favour.
She had won the very first trial but the university, as predicted by Cory, had appealed the verdict and won the following trial at the higher court.

Four months later this brought them to this court and Tara’s latest victory. By now the whole thing had been going on for nine months.
It wasn’t over though, Tara knew that the board of governors was very likely to bring the case up to the High Court of Geminon and her chances of winning the case in front of these highest (as well as most conservative) of judges weren’t exactly high.

However with every day that Tara kept her case visible to the public, she improved her chances and helped to create more awareness for LGBT matters in the Geminon public or so she hoped.
But just to make sure Tara had held press conferences, gave interviews to independent Geminon news papers, TV and radio stations.

Tara had even been invited to tell her story on “In the Spotlight – people making the news on Caprica”! and that certainly could be called a success on Tara’s side, getting recognition beyond her home planet.

“Look who’s here Tara!” Cory McNair whispered, pointing to a middle-aged, well-dressed woman standing at the back of the Court room. “It’s Laura Roslin.”
“The Colonial Secretary of Education?”
”The very same.”
Tara couldn’t help but be very impressed that the sec ed to all the Twelve Colonies would come here. It meant that her case actually had sparked interest in the highest places even though her case was strictly speaking still in the jurisdiction of the planetary cords of Geminon.

***
“It has come as I expected, the Geminon High Court has sent your case back to the Geminon City High District Court,” Cory broke the news to Tara. “That gives the board of governors of course the chance to further play for time.
“Clearly they are hoping that you’ll be losing your breath, stumble and give in.”
“I won’t give in!” Tara said defiantly.
“Of course you won’t,” Cory said.

Tara wasn’t finished yet. She was working part time at a private school and giving tutorials to some students and thus was financially secured.
Furthermore she had been offered a full time employment at a private university, starting next fall, if things with Oxbridge University should not work out.
So why did she continue to fight?
Because she was right and they were wrong.
Also, as good as her current part time job was or the offer of that other university, it just wasn’t the same as being the faculty head of Colonial History at St. Cedd’s College, Oxbridge University.

***
Another three months later it became clear that Tara would not be able to repeat her success at the Geminon district court.
Out of the blue the private university had withdrawn their offer to employ Tara.
Her part time job didn’t pay the kind of money that could support her and keep her processing against the Powers That Be at Oxbridge University.

“I think I might have some good news for you, Tara,” Cory said at their weekly meeting.
“And what would that be?” Tara asked.
Instead of answering, Cory opened the door to let Secretary of Education Laura Roslin enter her office.

“Dr Maclay, it’s a pleasure to meet you,” Laura Roslin said and offered Tara, who literally jumped to her feet, her hand.
“The pleasure’s all mine,” Tara said and together they sat down in the comfortable armchairs in Cory’s roomy office.

“I’ve been following your case ever since you took it to court for the first time,” Roslin began, after Cory’s assistant had brought them tea and some cookies.
“Now as you know, Dr. Maclay, this is still a matter of the planetary government of Geminon, who say that they won’t interfere with the jurisdiction on the matter. I can’t make them or the board of governors change their mind.”
The tiny hope that Tara had felt by the Laura Roslin’s surprise visit, dissolved and she wondered why the sec ed had come here in the first place if she couldn’t help her anyway.

“However,” Laura Roslin went on, “I have been meeting with the board of governors of Oxbridge and offered to negotiate a settlement between you two.”
Tara looked at her lawyer, “Did you know about this Cory?” she asked.
“Yes, I knew,” Cory answered with a guilty smile, “hope you didn’t mind me keeping you out of the loop on this one? ”
“Not at all,” Tara assured her lawyer who had also become a friend to her. “So did you have any success Madam Secretary?”

“Well sort of,” Laura Roslin said and began to tell Tara about her meting with the board of governors.
In order to settle the matter once and for all, they were ready to offer Tara her old position at Oxbridge University and compensate her on lost payments.
However they would not admit to Tara's claims on her having been fired because of her homosexuality.
Furthermore their offer required Tara to no longer talk publicly about her case.
“I’m sorry but this is all they would agree too,” Roslin said and took a sip from her tea.

“What d’you think?” Tara asked Cory.
“Well on one hand it is a victory for you,” the young lawyer began, “to have them offer to let you return and pay you for the past months aswell.
“However, they won’t admit to discriminating you as a lesbian and even expect you not to pursue that matter any further.
“Of course that would be a major defeat for you, since this was of special importance to you, as well as any other lesbian and gay person on Geminon.”

Cory paused for a bit, phrasing her next words carefully.
“Now as your lawyer it’s my responsibility to advise you to at least consider taking that settlement because it’s a good offer.
“I mean even though they don’t admit to the discrimination, they are prepared to take you back, despite the fact that your homosexuality is well-known. That should count for something, doesn’t it?”

“I suppose so,” Tara said out loud and she was tempted to accept the offer because she felt very tired and longed for this fight to be over.
“But what if they only wait for things to calm down and then start looking for new ways to dump me for good?” she asked.

“Well I can’t promise they won’t try anything like this,” Cory began. “But I do know that they will do all they can to drag this thing further out in court.”

“If I might offer you another option,” Laura Roslin asked, Tara nodded and so the secretary of education went on.
“As I understand it, you want for things to change here, to make sure that no teacher must dread to be fired because he or she is gay, be it as a faculty head at a university or as a kindergarten teacher, is that right?”
Tara nodded again.
“Then come with me!” Laura Roslin offered, “work from within the system to affect change not only for gay teachers on Geminon but all the colonial planets where being gay causes a problem.
“As staff member to my ministry you will have full excess to the legilatstive power of the Quorum of Twelve to implement change from above that will come to fruition here on Geminon.”

“You really thing that’s possible?” Tara asked.
“I don’t promise it will happen overnight,” the sec ed admitted. “But you can implement change in the long run if you’re in the right place.”
For a long moment Tara thought about the new path that Laura Roslin had laid out down at her feet.
It meant for her to leave this planet and everybody she knew behind. But that didn’t pose much of a problem… so the real question was: Did she want to go back to teaching again or work to change the system for future lesbian teachers at Oxbridge University?

“Can I think about your offer for a bit Madam Secretary?”
“Yes you can, Dr. Maclay, and please call me Laura.”
“Only if you call me Tara. I’ll call you soon,” Tara promised.
Then the sec ed excused herself and left after she handed Tara’s lawyer the written offer for a position as a staff member to the Ministry of Education.

“So Cory, what do you think?” Tara asked her lawyer once she had shown Laura Roslin out of her office.
“That’s properly the best offer we could have hoped for,” Cory said.
“And in case you decide to go with it, I could meet with my esteemed colleague for the Oxbridge BoG to draft an agreement that allows you to return to your old post at Oxbridge and that you won’t discuss the alleged homophonic discrimination with the press anymore, once you return when fall semester approaches.”

“What?!” Tara cried out in protest, but Cory put her hand on hers.
“Hear me out Tara,” she said. “You’ll return and thus get refunded the benefits they owe you. However, since the term is almost over anyway, they can’t object for you not starting before fall.
“So if during summer break you and Laura Roslin announce to the press that you’re taking up her offer to work with the ministry, they can neither prosecute you for it, nor for you using your platform to once again tell the press why you’re not returning to the university after all.”

“That sounds rather sneaky to me,” Tara frowned, “you sure Laura Roslin will go with it?”
“I think she will.”
“Won’t the Board of Governors try to get back at us and regain their back payments?”
“Not if the agreement is written the way I’m planning to,” Cory said and gave her a wink. “You’ll be following that to a tee and keep quiet for the next weeks till summer break. Won’t be difficult since interest has dropped a bit since the last trial and you have time to prepare for your move to Caprica and before you drop that bombshell on them.”

Tara smiled at her friend and lawyer who already knew her so well.
“Very well Cory,” Tara said, “if you’re convinced that this can really work the way you described and if Laura Roslin really agrees to that little trick of yours, then close the deal. I mean the deals.”
She flashed Cory a wicked grin, “you know I never thought you would be such a sly lawyer, my friend.”
“Thanks for the compliment Tara.”
“You’re welcome.”

***
Tara called Laura Roslin right the next day and as Cory had predicted she was game, letting Tara play that little trick on the governors.

Once things with the University had been settled Tara had time to plan her future and with the back payment of almost one year worth of salaries, she had a sound financial foundation to do so.

During the last week of summer break and a day before she was to return to office, Tara announced her decision to not return to Oxbridge but instead work with the Colonial ministry on Caprica.

After that, Tara packed up her few belongings, for which she only needed about half a dozen standard moving boxes, she wouldn’t take any of the furniture with her since it would be less expensive to buy new furniture and household appliances in Caprica City.
She’d already rented a furnished room in Caprica City and from there she would start looking for a new place to call home.

***
“Ladies and gentlemen and welcome aboard the Geminon Exxpress VII,” came a friendly voice over the speakers while Tara settled herself into the very comfortable first class seat that Laura Roslin had insisted on, for her first of planet space flight.
“My name is Ludimila Barkas and I’ll be your Captain for our flight to Caprica.”
Captain Barkas continued the pre-flight announcements, while Tara looked out of the window wondering if she would ever return to her home planet.

15 minutes later the Geminon Exxpress VII lifted off and a few minutes later Tara Maclay looked down at Planet Geminon from outer space for the first time.

As the luxurious star liner quietly made its way through the darkness of colonial space, Tara slept peacefully, dreaming of her future and the beautiful redhead who she reckoned was to play an important role in it.



[center]Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game

Too late for second guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And you can’t pull me down
[/center]


Defying Gravity
Music and Lyrics by Stephen Schwartz
Copyright 2003 Universal Music [/blockquote]

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My dear Bernd,

How pleased am I to have this second part of the flashback.

I was delighted by Tara's outburst against her ex! Good girl ^^

Now, who might this redhead be? ^^ ;-)

Thanks for the update.

*hugs*

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Summary: Ever wondered how Rupert Giles came to command the mighty Battlestar Pegasus?


[center]The Burden of Command
A Love Beyond the Stars Flashback[/center]


“Don’t be a stranger around here you hear!” Willow said to Lucy Martin as she gave her a bear hug, after she had accompanied her fellow pilot to the quarters’ bulkhead. “I mean you won’t forget about lil’old me now that you’re serving aboard the fleets flagship will you?”

“She’s really cute when she babbles away like this, isn’t she Tara?” ‘White Knight’ asked ‘Sorceress’ with a laugh.
“I always thought so,” Tara answered with a smile, earning her a mock enraged look from her girlfriend.
“Shouldn’t you at least pretend to be on my side?” she asked Tara and soon turned bight red when her former wingman and her girlfriend joined together in a laugh.

“I’ll be seeing you around,” Lucy said still chuckling, “and if you two can manage to come over to Pegasus, I’ll give you the grand tour of the Beast.
“After all you were assigned to serve on Pegasus after your stint with Galactica.”
They all fell silent as this casual remark brought back the reality of all that had happened since the two Battlestar’s had been forced to leave the colonies behind in a nearly hopeless quest.

Lucy Martin then said her good bye and Willow closed the bulkhead behind her.
Taking up her crutches again, Willow slowly made way back to Tara and sat down right next to her girlfriend on the couch.

“So the Pegasus was to be your next assignment after Galactica’s decommission?” Tara called curiously.
“Yeah,” Willow answered. “Despite her grim nickname, I was looking very much forward to my next tour in the line of duty.
“Pegasus would also have been my first time serving under a woman as my commanding officer. Not that she would’ve been my first female superior, “Willow added hastily.
“There was Captain Gabrielle ‘Mirage’ O’Connor my flight instructor. Then there’s Miriam 'Hirondelle' Ivanova my Titan CAG.
“So all I need to complete my collection was a female commander and XO. But now,” she looked at the crutches lying on the floor beside her. “My military career might very much be over.”

“Did you know that Lucy was on the Pegasus, when you got your transfer orders?” Tara asked obviously trying to change the subject from her unclear future with the colonial forces, for which Willow was grateful.

“No, I didn’t know,” Willow said and picked up Miss Kitty who had been playing at her feet. “It’s not really possible to find out with which pilots you’re gonna fly. Not without the right connections anyway.
“No, all I knew about were Commander Caitlin Taggert and Colonel Rupert Giles. I mean Commander Giles.”
She fell silent again, remembering what Lucy had told them about Admiral Cain shooting Giles.

“You served under him before didn’t you?” Tara asked.
“Yes, he was my XO aboard Titan. I had really been looking forward to serving under him again,”

“What was he like?”
“Giles? He was great! Best XO I’ve served with. You know it properly sounds a bit cliché when you say that somebody was being hard but fair but he really was like that.
“Giles knew how to run a Battlestar with everybody feeling comfortable and bringing out the best performance out them at the same time. He certainly didn’t operated under Col. Tight’s credo that ‘an XO doesn’t do his job right, if the crew doesn’t hate him. I mean he was a really tough guy and you didn’t want to cross him and those who did seldom remained with the force to tell the tale.”

“Sounds like a great guy,” Tara said. “and for me as a civilian that is, he sounds exactly like the right stuff to command a Battlestar.
“Why did it surprise you, when Lucy told you that he had become the commanding officer of the Pegasus?”

“Well he really never actually wanted a command of his own,” Willow explained. “And that certainly had nothing to do with his qualifications. He turned down promotion to Commander at least twice, including the position to command the trial runs for the very first of the new Ripper Class Heavy Cruisers.”
Willow paused, looking really astonished that anyone would turn down the opportunity to command the trial runs of the prototype to a new ship class.”

“Why do you think he never wanted a command of his own?” Tara wondered.
“You know I once I asked him that myself. ‘Col. Giles,’ I asked, ‘why didn’t you except any of the commands offered to you?”

[blockquote]Battlestar Pegasus
Battlestar Group 62
Ten Month prior to the Cylon attacks

“Rupert why did you turn down your own command?” Commander Caitlin Taggert asked, as she and her XO Col. Rupert Giles sat over a light dinner in her quite luxurious quarter.

“You already asked me that question before Caitlin,” Giles said, taking another sip of his glass of wine.
“I did. Several times in fact”
“And what did I tell you back then?”
“Ask me again later.”
“So there you have your answer,” Giles said and continued eating his steak.
“Oh no Rupert,” Caitlin Taggert said with a smile, “I’m not letting you off the hook so easily this time. Not since you just turned down command on that Ripper Class prototype, what’s it name?”
“Exeter.”

“Exeter, right” She paused for a bit, putting her knife and fork away.
“Rupert,” she continued more softly this time. “You deserve this command. You’re the best XO I’ve ever had, if not the best in the entire fleet. What’s more, you’re the right man to command a Battlestar or in case of Exeter a heavy cruiser.
“So why won’t you do what you’re clearly made to do?” she gave her XO a questioning smirk. “Plus, the Exeter is a prototype, the very first ship in the lineup!
“How could you not want to take such a beauty out for a ride?”

“Maybe you should apply for that post Commander,” Giles said and if he had meant it to be sarcastic, it certainly didn’t show in his voice.
“Who says they didn’t offer it to me all ready?” Caitlin said calmly, making Giles raise a surprised eyebrow.
“They did?” he asked.

“Right after you turned them down again,” the commander said. “Admiral Cain wasn’t exactly happy about your decision, I can tell you,” she added.
“I somehow doubt there’s much in the whole of the Colonies that makes that woman happy,” Giles commented dryly. “Though I hope that there is a human being inside our favourite Colonial Force poster girl.

“So,” he said after he’d finished his wine, “what did you tell Helena Cain when she offered you the Exeter?”
“Turned it down of course,” Caitlin Taggert answered matter-of-factly. “And before you say anything Rupert, I turned it down because the Exeter is your command and I’m telling you ought to take this promotion this promotion this time or else…”

“Or else what?”
“Seriously Rupert you don’t wanna know about that,” Commander Taggert said seriously.
“Caitlin I never wanted a command of my own,” Rupert began. “I’m a good XO and I simply believe that that’s the place where I can do my best.”
“You know what Rupert?
“I think you’re a coward!” Caitlin observed coolly.
“What makes you say that?” Giles wanted to know, clearly sounding offended.

“I don’t meant that generally,” Taggert pointed out. “We both fought on the Cylon wars and your service record is exemplary.
“What I mean is that you are coward in the face of that little extra responsibility that comes with commanding a heavy cruiser or Battlestar and it really is only a bit more then that of an executive officer.”

Giles took of his glasses and cleaned them with his napkin.
“If that’s the case, do you really believe I should take on that command? Provided the Admiral is going to offer it to me again.”
“I absolutely do,” Taggert said, “and she’ll offer it to you again, I made sure of that.”
“How?”
“Again, Rupert you don’t wanna know.”

Giles put his glasses back on. “If I promise to think about it, will you give it a rest?” he asked.
“I will, for the time being,” Caitlin said with a grin.
“But if it kills me,” she went on, “I’ll make you the commander I know you can be.”

***
“Commander on deck!” Col. Giles declared as Caitlin Taggert entered the Combat Information Centre through the automated glass doors that separated the CIC from the hallway.
“At ease,” she uttered briskly before she made the beeline to her XO’s side at the central Dradis console.

“Morning Commander,” Giles said while handing her some papers.
“Morning Colonel,” Taggert answered brightly, then added more quietly. “So Number One about that command?”
“I thought you said to give it a rest for the time being?” Giles said without looking up from the papers lying in front of him.
“And I thought you agreed to stop this ‘Commander on deck thing,” Taggert shoot back.

Giles looked up to face her. She was at least a head shorter but compensated for her lack in height with an undeniable display of authority.
“Then we are even I guess,” Giles said.
“Yep,” Taggert said with a wink and turned her attentions back to the Dradis screens in front of her.
“So what’s on the agenda today Giles?” she asked.

“Alpha squadron is out flying boarder patrol. Engineering has taken FTL drives one and three offline for primary inspection.”
“As long as drives two and four aren’t cutting out on us,” Taggert mussed. “Wouldn’t like to be caught with my pants down, if the Cylons should happen to pay us a visit out here. Not that they have been seen in the past forty years.”
“Captain Garner assures me that they are fully functional,” Giles answered and then went on to the next point on his list.
“I’ll be meeting with Captain Morgan later this morning, at o-nine-hundred, about the evaluation report for beta squadron’s Viper pilots.”

“Make sure she’s not too hard on the newbies, Number One, will you?” Taggert asked.
“I make sure to mention it to her,” Giles said. “Though I reckon she simply wants all of her pilots to perform to his or her full potential and sometimes gets a bit carried away in the process.”
“She made a grown man cry!” Caitlin Taggert pointed out.
“Well, as I said: she tends to gets carried away,” Giles said with a weak smile. “but she is a really good CAG.”
“That she is,” Taggert said and they went on through the morning briefing.

Caitlin Taggert drew in a sharp breath unnoticed by Giles who was just addressed by a specialist.
“Commander, Beta Squadron request launch clearance for combat exercises,” Giles said signed a document and handed it back to the specialist.
“Commander?” Rupert Giles turned around and his face turned white.

Caitlin Taggert leaned heavily at the table, her right hand clenched to a claw over her heart, her face a grimace of agony.
“Caitlin!” Giles called out and even louder he bellowed: “get a medic!”
Taggert murmured under her breath, before she sank slowly to the ground, with Giles only barley keeping her form hitting her head on the floor.
A sudden silence fell over the CIC.

Rupert Giles got down to his knees and took his commanding officer into his arm.
“I’m sorry Rupert,” Caitlin whispered groaned in pain. “but I’m afraid you’ll have to accept full responsibility for The Beast now…”
Two medics and Pegasus’ ships doctor Beverly Crusher dashed into the CIC.
“I… was sure… I have some… more time… before…” whispered, between haggard breaths before her voice broke.

Giles felt himself pushed away by the ships doctor who began to work franticly to revive Caitlin Taggert.
The colonel got slowly to his feet and watched the doctor and medics but he knew it was of no use.
Caitlin Taggert master of this vessel, his commanding officer and friend was dead; he was now in command of Battlestar Pegasus.
Dr. Crusher stood up and with a single look confirmed what Rupert already knew, she then oversaw the two medics transporting the body of the dead commander of an immediate post-mortem.

“Lt. Hodge, clear Beta Squadron for launch,” Giles ordered and very quietly the officers and specialists of the CIC went to work again.
He then called over a specialist from communications: “Specialist send a signal to Admiral Cain, head of Battlestar Group 63,” he said, “the signal reads:
“Commander Caitlin Taggert died at seven hundred fourteen hours central fleet time. I have assumed command of Battlestar Pegasus. Awaiting further orders. Signed Giles.
“Signal ends.”
As the specialist hurried away to send the signal to Admiral Cain, Rupert Giles put away his glasses.
He then took up the receiver at the console and activated the ships public announcement system, his voice soon echoing all over the Battlestar, as well as the Vipers and Raptors out on patrol.

“Attention all hands,” he said solemnly. “This is the XO, fifteen minutes ago our honourable commanding officer Commander Caitlin Taggert died suddenly and unexpectedly and with a heavy heart I’ve assumed command of this vessel.
“There will be a commemorate service at o eight hundred hours tomorrow in port hangar bay D.
“In the meantime, we have the duty to continue in our service to protect the Twelve Colonies and honour the memory of Commander Taggert.
“Thank you.”

***
Rupert Giles sat quietly on the couch in the living groom of what, until yesterday morning had been Caitlin Taggert’s quarters and marvelled about how fast things usually went with the Force, seeing as less than three hours ago Caitlin Taggert’s stuff had been placed into storage and his had been brought over from the XO’s quarters.

He once again read the signal from Admiralty in his hand.
All was happening so very fast, already eighteen hours had passed since he had held the memorial service for the crew for Caitlin Taggert.
Once they had completed their current assignment and returned home and docked Pegasus at Utopia Planetia Shipyards over Geminon, there would be the official memorial service and funeral at the fleet cemetery on Picon, Taggert’s home planet, complete with gun salute and everything.

There was a chime from the door.
“Come!” he said and the automated doors slit open.
How much he detested all of this technological nonsense.
Aboard the old Galactica class Titan there had been bulkheads that had to be opened by hand and not by remote or voice control or other things that might be dependable to malfunction in a moment of crisis.

“You wanted to see me, sir?” asked the offices, standing in the doorway.
“That is right Captain Fisk,” Giles said and stood up, “please have a seat.” He pointed to a desk in a corner of his room and sat down behind it, Fisk sat down on the opposite him.
“Captain Fisk, I just received a signal from admiralty. In it Admiral Cain confirmed my command of Pegasus and granted me field promotion to commander,” Giles began and absentmindedly reached for the brand new rank pins on his collar.

“She also granted you field promotion to Mayor,” he handed Fisk an open box with two rank insignia. “Effective immediately you’ll be serving as Pegasus’ executive officer.” He got to his feed, as did Fisk.
“Even for the sad circumstances, congratulations on your promotion Jack, I’m sure we’ll make a good team.”

“Thank you Commander,” Fisk answered.
“Okay Major,” Giles went on, “see you tomorrow morning in CIC seven hundred hours sharp, dismissed.”
“Commander,” Fisk said and saluted. Giles returned the salute and Fisk left the room.

“Commander Giles,” Rupert whispered to himself. “I never wanted a command of my own Caitlin,” he looked at the picture of Commander Taggert and her husband and two kids, standing on the desk, “let along yours.”
They say it’s lonely at the top and right now he felt very lonely.

Giles took a letter from the desk and walked over to the sofa, sat down and read it once again.
It was a letter addressed to him by the late Catlin Taggert, he had found it this morning, when he together with Fisk had opened her safe and inspected her last will.

Dear Rupert,

You’re reading this letter and that means I’m dead and since I’ve been updating this letter every now and then, we are still out on border patrol.
So there’s no way for you to refuse command this time Rupert!

Now I hope you don’t think I died deliberately, just to make you face and conquer your greatest fear.
But I know you will Rupert.
You are the best XO I ever had and I was very lucky to get you transferred to my command when Titan got decommissioned.

To tell the truth, I called in some favours to get you and I pulled some additional strings once Ben Sisko told me that you had turned down command of the Battlestar Perseus.

You and I both served together in the finale days of the Cylon Wars and already back then I knew that you were of the right stuff to command someday.
So you can imagine my surprise when I discovered that even though you moved up in the ranks, you stopped once you reached XO.

Anyway, back to my rather untimely death.
Yes Rupert I know that my death will be to a surprise to most of the people aboard this Battlestar.
You see, I’ve always knew my life would end sooner rather than later.

Dr. Crusher’s post-mortem will most likely reveal that I died of a heart failure and that I had a heart condition that had made cardiac arrest all but inevitable.
Sometime when I was still a teenager it was diagnosed that I had a weak heart, with… how did they put it? “an unacceptable likelihood of heart failure”.

Well I have no regrets, I achieved everything as much as I could in my life. I have two wonderful kids. I have a devoted and loving husband who understands my need for galloping around the stars, and I got to be in the place I always wanted to be, the CIC of a Battlestar.

Not to mention making some great friends and comrades along the way, friends like you Rupert.

Oh and just in case you’re wondering how I got admitted to the Colonial Forces in the first place, given my weak heart?
No, I’m not going to tell you how I managed to bluff my way through those medical examinations that came during all these years I spent with the force.
I need to keep some secrets for me don’t I?

Time has come to an end.
Now the Pegasus is yours Rupert.
You just treat her like a lady and she’ll always bring you home.

Be the good commander I know you can be and make my proud Rupert.

Love

Caitlin Taggert

Ps. Never forget to always wear clean socks.



Lost in thoughts Rupert Giles folded up the letter and placed it into his jacket pocket.
He then got up and walked over to his desk, sitting down behind it he started to make his first log entry as master of the Pegasus.[/blockquote]



The End

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