oh MY. I don't even know where to start.
I'm going on a trip alone, for the first time of my life, this friday. Has I'll have a lot of free time to spend in airports and airplanes, I thought i should come back to this story. I knew it has been a long time since I reread all of it, (sept 2013!! almost 2 years!), and I didn't thought there'd be some new updates.
But this has been my forever favorite storie. Has in, if i had to chose the most moving piece i've ever read, or the only one i could go with till i die, Neverland would be it.
I'm in love with both your Willow and your Tara, and with all the story. I'm in love with the way you write, you described things, the way you can make me so emotionally involved each time i read this. It's now been almost 10 years for me!
So yeah, yesterday before going to bed, I opened up the Kitten to try and find this back. I look at when I last wrote you feedback, 2 years ago. And i spoiled myself from the last comments, saying they finally were together and all.
So no, i did not sleep until 4 hours later. And woke up 4 hours later to finish this thing up. TEN updates. TENNNNN!!!!!! It's not the first time i stayed up way too late for this story, but never could i have imagine that 10 updates occured more than a year ago. The last part i had read was the first one being set in the 3 years earlier part. I remember my feeling back then, finding it interesting but wanting to know what the heck would happen in the "now" story (by the way, have they aged 11 years too?
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But being able to read new (for me) part 65b through 74 in less than 12 hours, I can't tell you how happy and excited I am right now! Thankfully, it was saturday night and not having to go to work today was needed, but to finish the parts and cause i'll need a nap later!
I even went back and reread some of the last parts I had already read, cause, you know, in 2 years you sorta forget some things. And i was anxious as to read when it'll all happen. I had been waiting for this for 11 years, and "hated" the angst, but at the same time was worrying of when it would be over.
So yeah, i spent 8 of the last 12 hours reading, taking a 4 hours nap only. And i don't regret it a bit!
First, i really appreciated the day at the park story. I remember being annoyed by it 2 years ago, just cause it was just after Willoe flinged and all. But as usual, it was written perfectly. I was happy to learn that Will had those feeling that very night, that she wanted Tara since that moment.
The coming out stories were heart breaking, but i know one day you'll make it all better (just, don't wait 5 years maybe?)
I LOVED the way it finally happened. Willow starting by stating that she loved her. Not wanting to mess up this time, or let Tara take the blame and feel bad another second. And all the stuff that followed was damn perfect. It feels good that they finally learned the things we knew, it explains so much for both of them. And the sex... amazing. I kinda am speechless on this sunday morning. So realistic, so hot, so much true to what they are like, what they wished and hope for for so long. It was love and sex, compared to the dreams where it was more raw. Bref this was way more moving than anything else i've read in here!
so I owe you another big THANK YOU. For not letting this story die. For writing it with such perfection.
i am still planning on rereading all of it later on this week! If anyone happened to have it in a file form (pdf, word, anything..??) it would be much appreciated. I know i had it in a .doc, but i've lost a few computers since, i don't think i'll be able to find it back.
I've been single for 2 years now, after 12 years in 3 big relationships. I suffored so much, that i decided that it would be better to stay single and well, not be happy, but not be sad neither. It has worked ok. But after reading this, i almost feel like i could belive in love again! haha! Or hell, I just wish i was your Wills or Tara. Cause i don't have any true love like this being build up for 3 years, so it could never get that intense! but anyway.
Hope you are doing amazingly well, and that one day i'll be able to purchased Neverland - the book.
I feel like this story is mostly done, wrapped in a way now that they are finally happy, but i know you could keep up 40 more years and i'd be as excited for each new update!
So many many thanks!!!