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oh my god amber you strike again, ok let me pull my jaw back up and try to reply
And yes she does!!! her strike was so good that rachy's jaw dropped again on floor...Poor rachy, i'll bring next time glue sweetie, i heard it does help... 
being in a situation when we've had to walk away from somethin in our lives that wasnt right but still had emotions there was captured perfectly in chp10 and in this chp youve demonstrated perfectly how ugly things can get when pushed.
Well you see rachy, when Tanya was back, she was desperate to be in her redhead's arms, sometimes in life people dont get it really quickly,it does always have to be about confrontation and getting u up the wall,hell yes they do especially when they are desperate ...she just want Willow back at any price...Dianneswillowtree
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I am so not talking to you!!!!!!!
well hon, i was right when i was hidding under the table and blocking my ears...I will errrr well mmm you see I hope you will like this update...I think I will still be hiding there coz i so hell know what i am posting... 
...taralicious
Of all the shamelessly manipulative duplictious back-stabbing dirty bits of cheatin', Tanya has set a new benchmark that even a Sharon Stone character i.e, Basic Instinct or Fatal Attraction, would be afraid to cross.
Tanya knows that words are a formidable weapon in the arsenal of the jealous and delusional ex-lover.
Someone needs to step in and drop a piano on her head or some other form of Looney Tunes deviltry.
well Taralicious ur so damn right, u used the best adjectives to desrive Tanya and yet to come, I guess i'll make her rest for a few chaps, and she see what her plans will be for later....and by the way keep the piano stands by u never know when u wanna use it ... ...witchlove
tonya is a bit--.
cheater and then acts like she owns Will.
Bitc-
sorry for the language.
hey there witch love, thanks for dropping by and leaving this comment and hey dont u worry about naming Tanya, really all ppl here seems like wanting to compliment her, they really never leave a moment pass by without making her bluch with anger...yes life is good ...
Thanks for your comments and encouragements ladies, you really made my day, I hope you will like my next installements......
All my love..
Amberholic..
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Previously
Their voices were getting louder and louder by each minute passing by and the tension between them couldn’t be described, They were both living agonizing moments...Tanya just realized that a new woman in entering her lover's world and Willow was just fighting for true love... for Tara...
"It is my business!!!" stated Tanya looking fiercely in the redhead's eyes.
"No!!! It is not!!! "The hacker stomped her foot angrily at the floor...
"Believe me it is!!!!...and do you know why?? Well because you are my gf!!!" answered Tanya realizing the presence of Tara in the same room...she looked dead-white hearing Tanya's last words.....
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Chap 12
There was a look in the eyes of the redhead as if she was expecting the worse of the Brunette and she was right; the hacker certainly knew Tanya's personality and her expectations of witnessing her loosing her temper hit the nail on the head...Her reaction was quite in character and typically out of control.
Willow's mood was changing dramatically this night, and the brunette's couldn't find a way to snap out of that great fear ripping through all her body. There was a fearful look washing over her face, here she was drowning in an absolute and complete sheer terror...Yes she was drowning from her own fears, completely cynical about loosing the love of her life...How she couldnt when the redhead was and still the only object of her desire...she was her love, her hope and her security...
'I love you baby...I tired to forget you but I couldnt...I just love you...thats the only thing i know...' this was the only plea going through Tanya's head...It had became more like a prayer chanted by her heart again and again since her confrontation with her lover yesterday...her lover...her Willow...simply hers...
The hacker was in a state of violent irritation against her...surely she was ashamed of her past love for Tanya...Ashamed of the passion she felt towards her ,of the ecstasy into which she used to throw herself in completely daydreaming about their future together...Willow looked at her ex's face, only to find it soaked with tears with puffy red eyes.
"Tanya, please listen to me, I ..."
"I love you will..." the brunette cried interrupting her lover...she was crying with vexation and disappointment " why you had gone out of my life? why couldnt you come back to me , to our love? why it have to be such a battle between us?...I love you ...return to me...to our love..? "
Shifting her eyes she continued pleading the blonde " Please Tara, help me to convince her to give me another chance...I love her and she won't even try to forgive me..."
'Oh!! My Goddess!! Tara is here...' the hacker turned around so quickly to see her crush...yes she was more than her crush...it was this crazy fatal attraction that drags you directly in your lover's heart without any obstacles...she couldnt deny it anymore...simply she couldnt turn her back to her feelings yet she felt that quiver of fear ripping over all her body when she realized the presence of the actress in the same room and god knows since when she was there listening to their conversation...
There was a look in these deep blue eyes totally different from what the redhead had seen in these two days...she could watch the dramatic change of Tara's mood in her eyes from laughter to anger, blue lit-up laughter, to a hard blue-staring anger: through all the irresolute stages of the sky when the weather is changing...The hacker closed the distance between her and the blonde, and touched her delicately on her shoulder. Her heart was beating with passion, love and adoration...But she resisted as she always did...It was for sure the unknown that kept her at bay, the unknown of living another relationship and its consequences; she was clinging fiercely to her knownself...But now after seeing the distressed look in her lover's eyes she couldnt but let the rising flood of her feelings carry her away to this mysterious world...Yes she was ready by now to take that step if that meant that Tara would be her companion on that road...
"Tara sweetie, you okay ? " willow looked at the actress with pleading eyes begging her to say anything but she as she guessed that plea was too much to ask from the blonde who now too distressed at the idea's of the hacker's unavailability to be hers...
Tara was so frightened her heart filled with fear...fear of Willow's response to Tanya's request...Will she return to her or take her chances to be free again, were the tears she cried last night when she held her real or just a play she put on the actress?
In the room, there came a silence and a singleness over all their hearts; the blonde was struggling in silence. It seemed as though as there is before her a solid wall of problems, Tanya's and willow's relationship, that impeded, suffocated and made her mad. She wanted the redhead to come to her, to complete her,to stand before her so that her eyes will not, and should not meet the naked truth: Willow and tanya being a couple, a complete whole unity...
Everything was so vague and confusing for the actress, she wanted to wake up from this hard and hostile nightmare but part of her wanted to drew back in resistance and the other part wanted to hear the truth even if it meant that meant her unhappiness.
Seeing the confusin on her lover's face, willow slided her hand in Tara's and squeezed it gently.
"I think i am fine." the blonde said, from far off as she trembled and her fingers tightened on the redhead's. Tara closed her eyes for minutes picturing the worse...Picturing willow to be Tanya's...she was afraid to know that she will be possibly be alone again...until she snapped back to reality when she heard the hacker's voice again...
"No!!!! don't you ever say that word again! " exclaimed a very furious redhead through her clenched teeth at her ex " you will understand and now ! i am not your girlfriend and i will never be...not so ever...you got that ? "
"What are you doing to me? " Tanya cried " what beastly thing you are committing now? You're putting a horrible pressure on my head, I can't sleep, You wont let me live...Every word u said right now is killing me, I can't let you ruin us!!! Not as long as I am alive and breathing..."
All the blood in willow's body went black, powerful and corrosive as she heard he ex's words. Blind with hatred she felt herself in a Black hell and she could not escape it for several minutes.
Feeling Tara's fingers squeezing hers gently she breathed letting a long deep sigh .
"You listen to me," the hacker began " I can't be with you again, I moved on long time ago...we talked about this yesterday Tanya and we agreed we cant be for each other anymore...I just wanna meet new people, live my life again..."
"Live it with who ? "Replied a very enraged brunette " don't tell me you're gonna try with that woman!!!" she spat the last two words looking all disgusted pointing towards the actress...
The Blonde was in shock, and Willow was trying to process Tanya's words
' did she just humiliate Tara in front of me ? oh boy!!! she did...that's it , i'll show you what hell is...'
" That woman , is your boss, who took you under her wings to help you build a career, that woman is respected unlike you who goes cheating everywhere and with whoever you find in yourway...that woman you looking at is humble unlike you...she still quiet despite your unbelievable beahviour..." closing the distance between them she looked in her ex's eyes " It would make my day if Tara would say yes to my presence in her life, who would refuse such a person, so thoughtfull and caring like her, and you know what ? yes i was daydreaming of her, wanting her to be mine all mine...not cause of wanting to achieve my revenge...no hell no...it is cause what my heart wants!!!!"
Tara was smiling widely, wanting to hold Willow in her arms and kiss her deeply...These are the words she wanted to hear...she craved for them since she met the redhead and to hear them now was beyond dreaming...she pinched herself more than twice
'Dear god, willow, i so wanna be urs...all urs' she tought to herself as she tried to put her hand on the hacker's shoulder who spinned around to face the actress realizing what she said out loud...she looked so afraid of Tara's eyes...she wouldn't bring herself to look into them...
'I just said i want tara mine and out loud ...oh my god...how pathetic I am...what would she think of me...so desperate...so weak ...so needy ' with all these thoughts running in her head the redhead cried silently as she run out quickly out of the actress apartement...
"Oh my god!!! willow wait me sweetie..." Tara run out after willow but when she reached the door she looked at Tanya saying " Oh, by the way that woman says you're fired "
With that she left searching for her willow....
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TBC
Waiting your comments...
Now can we kill Tanya grrrrrrr. So a boat trip....nice *nods head up and down*. I think that should happen very soon 
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Damit woman you are EVIL 
pure and simple but you know I love it 
well sweetie i have just two solutions for u, either i wishper in your ear what will happen, or wait the update monday morning...mmm but blah since I am mean ...lol...yes yes u knew the answer 
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