All the same disclaimers as before. Rating I'll go with R-ish??? oki enjoy folks responses to come
Chapter 9
A knock on the door alerted the girls to someone in the general proximity of their room, “Will, Tare… dinner time. I know it’s late, but you both need to eat.” Donnie said from the other side of the door.
Reluctantly, both girls disentangled themselves from one another both with what can only be described as very prominent pouts on their faces. “Jeez from the looks on both your faces I’d think I interrupted something…” Donnie said having no idea of the feelings they both shared.
“Ha, ha Donnie you’re so funny. We were just talking about stuff ye know?” Tara tried her hardest not to let anything seem out of the ordinary. Donnie just shrugged his shoulders and went downstairs. Willow and Tara followed him casually bumping hands trying to keep in constant contact.
When they sat down to dinner Tom stood up holding his glass as if to raise a toast, “Willow, I just wanted to welcome you to our family. You are welcome here as long as you need and anything you need please feel free to ask.” Tom turned to look at Donnie, “Kiddo I know you have no idea what’s going on and I think you should. Willow is pregnant and she’s going to be staying for as long as she needs.” Donnie nodded his head and took Willow’s hand and gave it a supportive squeeze. Tara started to cry. Her family was so in love with the petite redhead as was she and it made her so happy that they were so supportive. Tom sat down after his speech and they ate in a comfortable silence.
When they finished eating Willow and Tara volunteered to do the dishes, “Tare, how come you didn’t tell them about us?” Willow asked concern etched in her face.
“Is that what we are an us?” Tara didn’t have any expectations and she held no hopes for this. She had wanted Willow for so long that this felt like a dream.
“Well… I mean if you… that is… I um… yes. If I have to choose then yes we are an “us”. I never told you, I never thought I could. I had no way of knowing you could ever feel the same. I meant it when I said I love you just so you know. Look if you think we could be more than friends please tell me. If not let me down gently, I can handle it. I just don’t want to lose you as a friend.” Willow was verging on tears throughout her long winded speech.
“Oh Shortstack, I didn’t know what you wanted. I meant it too I love you so much. I have for so long you wouldn’t believe how long even if I told you, but I was so scared to tell you. I couldn’t lose you you’re my best friend.” Tara grabbed Willow into a hug and kissed her neck gently, “this is more than I could have ever dreamed to have happen. So if yes, if you want an us, we are an us.”
Donnie chose that moment to walk in the kitchen, “hey is everything alright? Willow are you ok?” Donnie had always been the older brother Willow never had and she loved him so much for it.
“Yeah Donnie I’m ok, just having a moment. Actually I’m feeling a little…” Willow trailed off and ran for the washroom and Donnie took over the dishes.
“How long is this going to go on?” Tara asked as she ran after Willow.
Finding Willow in the washroom divesting her stomach of all it’s contents and then some knew there was nothing she could do for the poor girl but hold her hair and rub her back.
When Willow finally finished she had but one thing to say, “Why the frilly heck do they call it morning sickness? Shouldn’t it be called all bloody day sickness?” Tara just laughed at her friends antics and at 9:00pm they decided to go to bed.
Tara got into her sleep shorts and a t-shirt and Willow threw on a sleep shirt and they went to bed. Neither were tired, they knew they needed to talk some more, but neither knew how to broach the subject.
“Tare…”
“Will…” They both said at the same time.
“You first,” Tara insisted.
“Alright. Well I just um… I was wondering if we should talk about this. We both know how the other feels and well you have no idea how long it really has been. I tried so hard to like Danny I really did, but it was always you. I, for all intents and purposes, was trying so hard to not like you and now I don’t know why.” At the honesty of Willow’s words Tara almost started to cry.
“Will, I’ve loved you since we were 15. Remember on my birthday there was that big fight between those “I’m so popular look at me” cheerleaders and us? How they were calling me ugly and fat and everything you knew that I was self conscious about and you stood up for me? I knew then that I was in love with you. I tried not to be, but I couldn’t help it. At the time I knew we would never be more than friends. In my mind you were the unattainable and now here you are, with me, and I have never felt so happy about anything.” Willow and Tara held on to each other as sobs wracked both girls’ bodies.
It was then Willow took the initiative and placed a feather light kiss on Tara’s neck, then another and another until she drove herself crazy. She started nipping, sucking, licking, and doing anything until finally Tara moaned in pleasure. It was a deep throaty moan that conveyed exactly what she was feeling. Tara forced Willow from her neck and their lips met in a series of heated kisses. Tara moved Willow’s head to the side and showed the other girl’s neck the same treatment hers received, “oh shit Tara, oh my god that feels so good,” Willow moaned as she grabbed the back of Tara’s head urging her to suck harder.
After leaving a deep purple mark right over Willow’s pulse point she sat up and pulled off her shirt giving Willow a prime view of her ample, bra clad bosom. She looked down to see Willow staring completely awestruck, but as she went to reach behind her to free her breasts Willow snapped right out of her booby induced coma and beat Tara to it.
“Here let me.” She said as she unsnapped the black lace bra, “did you wear that one for me? Cuz I gotta tell you… hot!”
Tara was completely beside herself, she had the woman of her dreams, in her bed, wanting her. She grabbed Willow’s shirt and nearly ripped it off of her. “Oh god Will, I love you. You’re so beautiful. This is a dream isn’t it? I’m going to wake up the same way I do everyday aren’t I?” By now Tara was crying, she couldn’t stand the thought of this not being real.
“Tare, baby no this is real. I’ll still be here in the morning and no before you even think it I won’t think I made a mistake, I won’t feel any different about you and yes I will still completely be 100% in love with you. I’m so sorry that I’ve been so stupid and so blind. I should have told you so long ago.” Willow wrapped her arms around Tara and held her as they both cried, they cried for their love, they cried for their lost time and they cried for the uncertainty to come.
When the both finished crying they realized that they were both topless and in each other’s arms. “Ok I was definitely not expecting this situation to end with crying,” Willow joked trying to break the tension.
“Yeah no kidding. Um should we get to sleep maybe? It’s been a long day and well you’re in a delicate condition and well… let’s sleep?” Tara managed to get out what she wanted to say much to her own disappointment. Willow nodded and they curled up together under the blankets for the first good night’s sleep they both had in the longest time.
TBC...