HATE AND LOVE updated 12/30/09

[Willowtree252]

More please liking it.

[key03grl]

By the end of the story Tara was crying. she walks over to Willow who was crying her eyes out and wraps her arms around her and just held on to her as she cried, Willow wraps her arms tightly around Tara's waist and just cries her eyes out. As she cries the rest of the gang comes in and sees this, they were wondering what just happen. Tara sees them and holds up her hand to wait.

"It's all my fault, i should have listen to her and not go on that stupid ship," Willow cried

"Shhh, Will it's not your fault," Tara said, trying to calm her down.

"Yes it is can't you see that, she didn't even want to go and i begged her to go," Willow cried, even harder.

"Willow, sweetie, did you pull the trigger, did you blow up that ship no you didnt that wasn't your fault," Tara said, looking into her eyes.

"But i made her go," Willow cried.

"Yes you did, but how were you to know something terrible was going to happen that day, you didn't know," Tara said.

"it still feels like it's my fault, even after a year, my parents didn't even let me go to the funeral," Willow said, with tears still in her eyes.

"I tell you what, spring break is coming up how about all of us take a trip up there, so you can pay your respect," Tara said.

"That would be nice, but who will drive us?" Willow asked.

"I'll drive us up there," Donnie said, stepping out of the shadows, wiping his eyes.

"Yeah will, we'll all go with," Buffy said, walking over to them, with tears in her eyes.

"Gods Will why didn't you tell us about this last year?" Xander asked, walking up to his bestfriend.

"Because i thought it would all just go away and it wouldn't hurt anymore, but i was wrong it was eating me up inside and i was mean to everyone, even you," Willow said, looking up at Tara.

"Wait a second a ship you were on in Ga blew up, OH MY GOD Willow you were on the queens before it blew up?" Buffy asked.

"We were on it as it blew up about to jump off when the blast sent us flying over board, how did you know about it?" Willow asked, a little confused.

"It was all over the news the week you came home, And they said no one was hurt by it" Buffy said.

"Well Buffy my girlfriend was killed shot in her lower back twice, her parents must of paid to keep it out of the press," Willow said.

“Willow I’m so sorry,” Buffy said, hugging her.

“No Buffy, I’m the one that should be sorry, look at how I treated you guys this last year ,” Willow said.

“Willow you were hurting inside it’s understandable,” Buffy said.

“And you, you were so nice to me and I treated you like well like shit and I’m sorry,” Willow said, turning to look at Tara.

“It’s ok really it is,” Tara said.

“No let me make it up to you, it’s the least I could do,” Willow said.

“WILLOW!” a female voice yelled. WILLOW!

“In here,” Willow yelled back.

“Oh good there you are,” she said.

“And who might you be?” Xander asked, eyeing her up.

“Guys this is Faith, one of Jessica’s friends that was on the ship,” Willow said.

“Are you ok Willow?” Faith asked, walking up to her and hugged her.

“Faith, I miss her so much,” Willow cried.

“I know, I know we all do, do they know?” Faith asked.

“Yes I broke down and told Tara here the whole story, wait how did you know we were in here?” Willow asked.

“I followed them all the way over here, keeping in the shadows, Damn Blondie you are hot,” Faith said, looking over at Tara.

“Well, well, what do we have here?” A voice said, entering the room.

“Oh my god it’s you,” Faith said, turning around.

“WOW I’m honored that you remember me,” he said.

“Remember hell you killed my best friend and her girlfriend,” Faith said.

“Ah yes that was a good day,” He said, walking into the room fully.
“YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!” Faith yelled.

“TSK, TSK, such language for such a pretty girl,” He said, walking around them and grabbing Tara pulling her to him.

“TARA!,” Donnie said,

“You move and she’s dead,” He said, bringing a knife up.

“Let her go,” Willow said.

“HMMM… I think….. I’ll show your friends her what I did to your girlfriend,” He said.

“NO! don’t,” Willow yelled, pulling away from faith.



“As they all stood around watching this guy hold a knife to Tara’s throat, Willow started chanting under her breath. Before any knew it there was thick black smoke all around them and they couldn’t see a thing. The only that could see was Willow she runs over grabbing the sword from Xander and running over to Tara and the guy ripping the knife from his hands pushing Tara away and running the sword through him. “CLEAR” after saying that the black smoke cleared and everyone looked around and saw Tara on the ground un hurt Donnie runs over to her, finding the guy laying just off to the side dead with a sword sticking out of him and Willow standing over him.

“Will,” Buffy said, walking over to her.

“I’m fine Buffy, are you ok?” Willow asked, looking over at Tara.

“Yes I’m ok,” Tara said, looking at her.

“Tara I thought you did the smoke thing,” Donnie whispered to his sister.

“No I couldn’t think of anything at that moment,” Tara said, standing up

“C’mon guys lets get out of here,” Buffy said, helping an unstable Willow out of the cave.



They headed out of the cave and straight out to Willow’s truck. As Buffy was driving them back into town, Willow was starring out the window watching the trees as the went by. Buffy dead stops when she saw a figure In the road.

“What the, who is that?” Xander asked, seeing the girl.

“I don’t know never seen her before,” Buffy said.

“Oh my god, Willow look,” Faith said, sitting up and looking out the windshield noticing who it was.

“It can’t be,” Willow said, opening the door, and getting out with Faith behind her, and walking up to the girl.

“Thank you Willow,” the girl said, when Willow approached.

“Jessica, how can it be you?” Willow asked, tears staring to fall again.
“When you killed him it freed my soul, No don’t cry sweetie,” the ghost of Jessica said.

“I miss you so much, and I’m sorry I made you go on that ship,” Willow cried.

“It’s ok, it’s not your fault, stop blaming your self,” she said.

“Hey Bitch,” Faith said, from behind willow.

“Faith hey,” she said.

“Are those your friends you told me about?” she asked.

“Wait how can we see you?” Faith asked.

“I don’t know you just can,” she said.

“Are you alive?” Faith asked.

“Nope still dead,” she said, looking at willow, then over at Tara.

“Willow, give her a chance,” she said looking at Tara.

“How can I when I still love you?” Willow asked.

“I know you love me, you always will, but you have to move on,” She said.

“I can’t do that Jess,” Willow said.

You have to for me, that’s the only way I can move on,” she said.

“What do you mean?” Willow asked.

“Your love for me is holding me here, the only way I can move on is if you find love in her,” she said.

“you want me to find a new love?” Willow asked, looking over at Tara.

“Yes I do, hey blondie over here, give us a minute” she said, calling Tara

“Um, hi,” Tara said, walking up.

“Hi do you have feelings for Willow?” she asked.

“Yes I do, but she doesn’t return the feelings back,” Tara said.

“She will, hey Will,” she said.

“you have to go don’t you?” willow asked, walking up to her.

“I cant go unless you two agree to go out, so what do you say,” she said.

“Tara you want to go out sometimes?” Willow asked.

“I love to and maybe you can show me that smoke thing you did,” Tara said.

“my Work here is done, Tara take care of her,” she said.
“I will I promise,” Tara said.

“Jessica,” Willow said.

“SHHH, Willow don’t cry,” She said, pulling willow in for a hug.

After hugging Willow she turns and walks into a light and disappears. the gang heads back to the truck, heading back home

TBC

[EvilKittycatofdoom]

Hey, you updated.
This is an awesome story!
Hope to see more soon.

-Me

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for good update-y goodness... Big yay for Willow to vanquish her demons and admitting her feelings for Tara...

[key03grl]

After hugging Willow she turns and walks into a light and disappears. the gang heads back to the truck, heading back home.

"So that was the Jessica you told us about, but you didnt tell us she was dead," Buffy said

"yeah that was her, sorry it was to painful to talk about," Willow said.

"I take it you two hit it?" Xander asked, looking back.

"Are you kidding.... it was like love at first glance," Faith laughed.

"What!... Faith the first time we met was at the beach," Willow said.

"We seen you at the mall the day before... and Jess was like wow who's the babe.. so we followed you almost through the whole mall," Faith said.

"I didnt even see you two following," Willow said.

"Well everytime you turned around, we acted like we were looking at the out side vendors," Faith said.

"That was you two?" Willow asked.

"Yup we were spying on you, up until you got that phone call back home in california, we left all because she didnt think she had a chance with a california chic," Faith said.



A week later back in school, willow's grabbing books out of her locker she looks up to see Tara walking her way and she smiles. The smile fades when the principle walks up to Tara talks to her then turn to leave. she Willow sees Tara turning around and heads back in the direction she came. slamming her locker door she heads down the way Tara went catching up with her out by the drink machine.

"Tara.. what did he say to you?" Willow asked.

"He told me not to go anywhere near you or i'll be suspened," Tara said.

"WHAT! he can't do that," Willow said.

"Willow, calm down it's ok," Tara said.

"No it's not, i can't even hang out with my girlfriend at school," Willow said.

"Wait, you consider me your girlfriend?" Tara asked, looking at willow in total shock.

"Yeah Tara i do, if that's of with you," Willow said.

"Yeah that's fine with me, but how are you going to handle the principle?" Tara asked.

"Leave it up to me, i'll talk to him, we better get to class," Willow said, when the bell rang.

"Willow had first period free so she headed to the princple office knocking on the his door.

"Come in..Willow what can i do for you?" He asked.

"yeah i saw you talking to Tara today." Willow said, taking a seat.

"Yeah dont worry i told her to stay away from you." He said.

"Well sir that might be a little hard to do," Willow said.

"And why is that?" he asked.

"Well sir.. she's my girlfriend, and no matter what we will hang out together," Willow said.

"Wow.. when did this come about?" He asked.

"Just last week, when we were locked up, i mean locked in a storage building," Willow said, covering up her slip up.

"How long were you two in the building?" He asked.

"A long time.. two or three hours tops," Willow said.

"Well just let Tara know to disaguard my warning," He said.

"I will sir, well i better head out so i can study befor second period," Willow said.


As Willow heads out of the principle office she was grabbed by someone and pulled into the bathroom. Turning around she comes face to face with none other then.

"FAITH! what are you doing here?" Willow asked.

"I figured you might wanted to ditch school today," Faith said.

"Faith sorry but no," Willow said.

"It's so where's your hot friend at?" Faith asked.

"Who, Tara?" Willow asked.

"No not her... i'm talking about Buffy is she gay also?" Faith asked.

"Why Faith do we have a crush on Buffy?" Willow asked.

"Damn, Will she's hot.. so is?" Faith asked again.

"No I don't believe so, but you can find out for your self, i better get going," Willow said

TBC ~key03grl~

[Zampsa1975]

Good update-y goodness... I hope Buffy soon experiences some Faith loving...

[key03grl]

thanks to those who left feedback, this story will go but it does have some twist and turns along the way. just dont hate me when they come up. but heres a hint at whats going to happen later Willow and Tara do break up but they will get back together 10 years down the road. i just thought i'd let you readers know a gead of time


thanks and keep on reading

~key03grl~

[key03grl]

A week later Willow and Tara were sitting outside of Tara's house looking through Willow's old high school year book. Laughing a gigling about some of the pictures that are in there of her and Xander and Buffy.

"Wow Willow, you look so different now," Tara said, looking at one of willows freshman year pictures.

"What do you mean different, as in bad?" Willow asked, looking at her.

"Oh gods no, what i meant was you look hot and cuter," Tara said, smiling at her.

"haha very funny Tara nice save," Willow said, flipping the page.

"No i'm serious Willow, you do look cuter, not that you weren't then because you were i really wanted to say you look sexy now," Tara said, blushing and ducking her head.

"Thanks, hey you dont have to duck your head around me," Willow said, lifting her head up.


They looked into eachothers eyes, getting lost in them fo the moment. It was willow who made the first move she leans in a brushes her lips with Taras. As there lips made contact they both felt the spark of there first kiss. lips moved against lips no tongues were used in there first kiss. pulling back they both smiled.

"Wow, that was some kiss," Willow said.

"I'm sure you had better," Tara said.

"Well...no.. not one that sent sparks flying," Willow said.

"You felt it to huh?" Tara asked, looking at willow.

"Felt it hell more i was on cloud nine," Willow said.

"Come on now, your just trying to make me feel better," Tara said.

"I tell you what lets kiss again and if we feel the spark again then we'll know," Willow said.

"Ok your on," Tara said.

As they leaned into try the kiss again as soon as there lips meet they felt the spark again only this time they felt all the way to there toes and fingers. laying the book aside Willow pulls Tara closer to her. flicker her tongue across her lip her lips part and welcomes willows tongue inside her mouth. Willow move her hand up her arm to her shoulder to cup her face to slow the kiss down.

"WOOOOOOOOO, what do we have here," A voice asked.

"Buffy," Willow said, when they turned to look.

"Wow you two i could feelthe heat way over here," Buffy said, walking over to them

"what's up Buffy?" Willow asked, scooting closer to Tara as Buffy sat down.

"You'll never guess who i ran into today," Buffy said.

"probably not so tell me," Willow said.

"Well it was Faith... she was actually waiting on me after school," Buffy said.

"Are you seriou Buffy, what did she say to you?" Willow asked, glancing at Tara.

Well she asked me if i liked her and if i ever consider going out with a girl," Buffy said, looking over at willow who is laughing by this point "WILLOW!!"

"I'm sorry Buffy, i should of warned you two weeks ago, but i been kinda busy catching my girlfriend here up in her classes that it slipped my mind," Buffy said.

"What slipped your mind?" Buffy asked.

"Oh that she has a crush on you, and if you like girls," Willow said.

"What did you say to her?" Buffy asked.

"That she had to ask you, and that's all i said, why you ask?" asked willow.

"Oh no reason....except that were going out this friday," Buffy said.

"Buffy..i, um, didn't think you liked girls that way," Willow said.

"Damn Will, have seen the way she dresses, my god she looks good in leather," Buffy said.

"Yes Buffy i seen the way she dresses, and i've seen her naked before too," Willow said, looking over at Tara.

"WHAT! you seen her naked?" Tara asked.

"Well yeah, on a dare," Willow said.

"did she look good naked?" Buffy asked.

TBC

~key03grl~

[willowandtaraforever]

yay update love this story cant wait for more

[Zampsa1975]

Good update-y goodness...

[key03grl]

"i'll leave that up to you to decide Buffy," Willow said.

"Hey Buffy," Donnie said, walking out the door.

"Hey back to you," Buffy said.

"Where you headed Donnie?" Tara asked

"Mom is sending me to the store for a few things," Donnie said.

"Can you pick me up a few candles?" Tara asked, winking at willow.

"Sure thing sis," Donnie said, climbing into the truck.

"Thanks your the best brother ever," Tara said.

"Yeah, that's because i'm your only brother," Donnie said, pulling out.

"Hey Buffy, i thought you like my brother," Tara said.

"Well, that was before i heard him scream like a little girl," Buffy said.

"I still can't believe he screamed like that," Tara said, laughing.

"So Will, when is Faith coming back into town?" Buffy asked.

“I really don’t know," Willow said.



A month later a day before Tara's 18th birthday, they were at the school dance. Dancing and enjoying themselfs Willow and Tara were out on the dance floor dancing and just having fun. when out of nowhere the started a dirty dancing trend getting everyone there to do the same dance as they were. Tara leans in and whispers in Willow's ear.

"You know Willow i'm getting kinda turned on here." Tara whispered.

"Really? you want to head out my truck is right out side," Willow said.

"Oh yes, i want you right now," Tara said, licking her earlobe.

"Oh gods lets go," Willow said, pulling Tara with her off the dance floor.


As they headed out to Willow's truck laughing the whole way out. Willow opens the door for then gets in herself, starting the truck up and pulling outof the parking area heading down the road to the motel that Willow rented for the night. as they pull in Willow looks over at Tara,

"Are you ok Tara?" Willow asked.

"Yes, its...it's just i've never had sex before," Tara said, looking down.

"It's alright Tara... I've only done it once myself... and i dont think i was that good at it," Willow said.

"But you and Jessica were together for almost 2 months," Tara said.

"Yeah and we only did it once, and that was my first time, if don't want to we could always just go home," Willow said.

"No i do want to..it's just..gods Willow i love you and i want to make love to you," Tara said.

"Wait, you just said you loved me," Willow said.

"Yes and i do love you Willow," Tara said.

"oh wow, i love you too Tara, come on lets go inside our room," Willow said.


As they got out of the truck and walked into the motel room, Tara was in awe at how the room looked with all the candles on the night stand and dresser. and rose petals on the bed and the floor, with two wine glasses next to a bucket of ice with a wine bottle in it and next to that was a basket of strawberries.

"You did all this?" Tara asked, turning to look at her.

"Yes...yes i did, that's why i was late to the dance," Willow said.

"You went through all this for me?" Tara asked.

"Yes.. i wanted our first time to be special," Willow said, grabbing her hand and walking over to the bed.


As Willow sat on the bed she pulled Tara in between her legs, And looked up at her and just smiled at how beautiful she looked tonight." your so beautiful Tara" Tara leans down and captures Willow's lips in a passionate kiss as she slides her tongue across Willows lips asking for entrance. as willow's lips parted to accept Tara's tongue fully into her mouth. they both moaned when they felt the warmth of eachothers tongues caressing the others tongue. Willow brings her hands up around Tara's waist and pulls her down onto her lap.

As Tara straddled Willow's lap she brings her hands up to cup her face and caress her cheeks with her thumb, as they both deepen the kiss to a more firey kiss moaning at the feel at the feel of it Willow pulls Tara tighter to her if that was possible. sliding her hands down Tara's back pass her hips, down to her thighs to wrap her legs around her. sliding her skirt up to caress the skin under it. Tara moans at the contact.

Becoming very turned on Willow stands up and turns them around, laying Tara on the bed gently, willow climbs on top of Tara looking into her beautiful Blue eyes caressing her soft face kissing her nose eyelids and finally her already red lips. sliping her tongue inside to play with Tara's tongue, While she moves her hand down to play with the breast through the fabric of the shirt. felling the virbration of Tara's moan she brings her othe hand up and starts unbuttoning her blouse releasing her mouth to look into her eyes.

"Tara if at any point you want stop just let me know ok," Willow said.

"Oh Willow i don't wont to stop... please make love to me," Tara said, leaning up and capturing a part of her pulse point between her teeth and lips.

As the last button on Tara's blouse was un done Willow leans down and kisses her right betweet her breast, while massage her Breast through the bra. loving the feel of her breast slding her tongue down her stomach to her navel. dips her tongue into her belly button making every muscle in Tara's stomach jump. Tara moans at the feeling, Willow looks up and smiles when she sees the look on Tara's face. reaching her hands up to unclasp her bra to free her breast. Tara looks up at Willow and watches her Take her blouse off and her bra. Tara reaches her hands up to cup her small yet perky breast. playing with the nipples making them rock hard with her touch. enjoying the looks on willows face as she plays with them. leaning up a bit she captures the nipple between her teeth and sucks on them making willow moan out her name

TBC working the graveyard shift tonight

[arsyadriani]

arrggghhhh

what's with you naughty kittens..always got me all hot then leave me hanging

please don't do this to me

so update more?

RC

[willowandtaraforever]

AWWWWWWW it was so cute Willow and Tara saying their first I Love You's.Bring on more goodness.

[key03grl]

i would like to thank those of you who left feedback to this story. i will continue it but at the moment i've been busy working 12 hour shifts and double shifts. the love secen will be a good one when i get to finish it


~key03grl~ :FLOWER

[key03grl]

As the last button on Tara's blouse was un done Willow leans down and kisses her right between her breast, while massage her Breast through the bra. loving the feel of her breast sliding her tongue down her stomach to her navel. dips her tongue into her belly button making every muscle in Tara's stomach jump. Tara moans at the feeling, Willow looks up and smiles when she sees the look on Tara's face. reaching her hands up to unclasp her bra to free her breast. Tara looks up at Willow and watches her Take her blouse off and her bra. Tara reaches her hands up to cup her small yet perky breast. playing with the nipples making them rock hard with her touch. enjoying the looks on willows face as she plays with them. leaning up a bit she captures the nipple between her teeth and sucks on them making willow moan out her name.

"you are so beautiful Tara," Willow said, leaning in to capture her lips in a kiss.

As the kiss heated up mouths moving against mouths, Willow slides her hand down pass Tara's breast over her hips caressing her way down her thighs to the end of the skirt, and slides her hands up her legs to the edge of Tara's panties. making her way to the waistband reaching inside moaning at the feel of how wet Tara feels. The soft trimmed kinky hair, sliding her hand further down feeling how wet she is.

“Oh gods Tara, you feel so good,” Willow half moaned, capturing Tara’s lips in a passionate kiss


As Willow kisses Tara she slides one finger down to her lips finding the hidden pearl she was searching for, flicking it with her finger as she slides her index finger down to the center and slides it inside feeling hot warm and silky Tara’s inner walls feel around her finger. Pushing in and out feeling Tara responed by bucking her hips and moaning into the kiss. Sliding in and out Willow hit’s Tara’s g-spot

“OH OH gods ungh Willow…. Please don’t stop,” Tara moaned, as willow hit the right spot over and over again.

“I’m not stopping any time soon,” Willow said.


Tara’s moaning is turning Willow on even more where she starts sliding down Tara’s body, settling in between her legs smelling the sweet musky scent of how wet and turned on Tara is. Tara raises her head and catches Willow looking back up at her smiling. As she removes her fingers and plunges her tongue inside Tara’s soaking wet pussy sliding her warm wet tongue in and out hearing the moans of the blondes getting louder and louder with each stroke of her tongue.

“Ungh….ungh oh gods Willow I’m coming,” Tara moaned out, as her hands flew into willow’s red hair holding her in place

“Cum for me Tara.. Cum in my mouth, I’ll lick you dry baby,” Willow said.

After hearing Willow telling her telling her to cum in her mouth as Willow plunges her tongue back into the warm heaven and the stroke of the clit closing her eye and seeing stars and fireworks Tara arches up off the bed. Moaning out her name. “ WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOW,” Willow wraps her arms around her legs and pulls her closer to her as the orgasms hit her full force riding out Tara’s orgasm with her until Tara sinks back into the bed. Panting from the powerful orgasm Willow just gave her. After giving the little pearl one last kiss Willow crawls back up to the blonde and kisses her knowing Tara could taste herself on her lips.

“Oh my gods.. Willow that was just WOW.” Tara said, a little dazed at the moment

"Tara, i need to tell you something, and i really dont want to scare you off" Willow said, looking into her eyes.

"Ok, what is sweetie?" Tara asked, a little confused.

"I-I- I love you Tara, i'm falling in love with you, and as i was making love to you tonight... i felt it, i mean i felt the love coming out of me, and hearing you moan like that, that loud damn baby... no Tara dont cry i'm sorry," Willow said, starting to panic.

"No.. it's just i have never felt this much love before from anyone, i actually thought you were going to tell me that you didnt want to see me after this.. and Willow i've kinda been in love with you for a while now," Tara said.

"You have?" Willow asked, a little shocked.

"yes and i'm going to show you just how much in love with you i am," Tara said.

Tara guides Willow down on the bed and captures her lips in a firey yet passionate kiss, sliding her nails up and down willow's stomach feeling the muscales jump and shiver and her touch. releaseing her mouth sliding her tongue down her cheek to her neck biting and sucking at her pulse point. kissing her way down to her breast wrapping her tongue around the perky nipple hearing the moans coming from the red head as she slide her fingers down into the coppery red curls rubbing the outside lips slipping one finger in between to the already wet pearl that screamed to be touched. as she flicked her finger out it willow bucked her hips up in respones.

"Oh gods Tara," Willow moaned.

"Willow sweetie get up on your knees," Tara said, watching Willow turn around onto her knees.


Sorry kittens i have to cut it off right here i know it was starting to get good but i'm sorry work calls have to pay bills

TBC

~key03grl~

[arsyadriani]

it's official now..u are the baddest kitten..ever

more please...

[Zampsa1975]

Good update-y goodness... More soonish?

[marlaman22]

amazing, continue soon!!!

[key03grl]

Tara guides Willow down on the bed and captures her lips in a firey yet passionate kiss, sliding her nails up and down willow's stomach feeling the muscales jump and shiver and her touch. releaseing her mouth sliding her tongue down her cheek to her neck biting and sucking at her pulse point. kissing her way down to her breast wrapping her tongue around the perky nipple hearing the moans coming from the red head as she slide her fingers down into the coppery red curls rubbing the outside lips slipping one finger in between to the already wet pearl that screamed to be touched. as she flicked her finger out it willow bucked her hips up in respones.

"Oh gods Tara," Willow moaned.

"Willow sweetie get up on your knees," Tara said, watching Willow turn around onto her knees.

As Willow got up onto her knees,Tara runs her hands up and down Willow's back with her nails. leaning down she kisses her back while her hands slide around to play with her nipples making them rock hard. kissing her way down her back suck and massging her butt cheek.

"now it's my turn to make you scream," Tara said, as she lay down on her back.

As she lays on her back she reaches up and grabs a hold of Willow's hips and pulls her closer to her mouth. As her mouth and tongue peeks out she hears Willow moaning her approval. running her tongue along the folds before sliding her tongue side the warm heaven of Willow center, sliding her tongue in and out as she brings one hand around to play with the little hidden pearl flicking it as her tongue plunges right back inside feeling Willow start a grind rythm with her hips

"Oh gods Tara that feels so god," Willow moaned, moving her hips around.

"that's it Willow ride my tongue," Tara said, before sliding her tongue back inside

As Tara plunges her tongue back inside and two fingers start to rub the clit feeling hearing willow moan out her name as she arches her back as the orgasm hit her she calls out Tara's name over and over again as all her love juices flow from her into Tara's waiting mouth. As Tara licks up all the juices with one last kiss she slides up to lay beside Willow who by now has tears in her eyes.

"Hey Sweetie, are you ok, did i do something wrong?" Tara asked, all confused.

"oh gods no... you did everything right, it's just i never felt anything that powerful," Willow said, wiping her eyes.

"So you enjoyed what i did?" Tara asked, kissing her and the forehead.

"oh gods Tara yes i did very much so," Willow said, reaching down for the covers.

As they both fell asleep curled up in eachothers arms, loving the feel of begin in eachothers arms while they slept. they both sleep soundly for the first time in years. exspeacially Willow since that one night a year ago.


Around 9:00 in the morning Willow woke up to the sun shining throug the curtains, As she looks around the room forgetting where she was at the moment before he eyes rested on the naked form beside. As her eyes rake up the body coming to rest on the sleeping beauty she smiles and leans down and kisses Tara who responeds to the kiss instantly with a little tongue action of her own. As they pulled back they smile at eachother.

"Morning babe," Willow said.

"Morning sweetie, what a wake up call," Tara said, smiling.

"yeah i just couldn't resist it," Willow said.

"What time is it?" Tara asked, searching for a clock.

"um, 9:30 in the morning," Willow said, looking behind her.

"we better get showered and dressed before check out time," Tara said, starting to gert up.

"OOH a shower, i know a few things that can go on in showers," Willow said, smiling.

"Vixen, i bet you do," Tara said.

TBC sorry kittens have to go to work poor me rather stay home

~key03grl~

[marlaman22]

good update please continue

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for good update-y goodness... more soon

[key03grl]

It's the day of there graduation and Willow and Tara haven't seen that much of eachother over the course of two weeks since prom night, Tara thought they were getting closer. Since that night at the motel but she wasn't to sure any more since Willow was advoiding her these last two weeks saying she was busy in all. So on the day of graduation Tara heads over to Willow's, as she pulls up into the driveway she see a strange car sitting in the driveway. As she gets out of the car and walks to the front door to knock the door opens and willow looks up at Tara.
"Tara, hey what are you doing here?" Willow asked.

"Do I need a reason to see my girlfriend?" Tara asked, seeing a brunette round the corner.

"No.. I didn't mean it like
that," Willow said.

"Um Willow have you seen my hat," the brunette asked.

'Try my room Lisa, it might be there," Willow said.

"Oh yeah I think it might of rolled under the bed?" Lisa said.

"I think I'll just go since you have company," Tara said.

"You don't have to go Tara," willow said.

"Will, it wasn't there," Lisa said.

"Well go try the back seat of my car," willow said.

"Oh yeah we were back there earlier," Lisa said, walking out the door.

"Willow what's going on here?" tara asked, standing against the wall.

"Nothings going on Tara?" willow said, looking over at her.

"Hey I found it, now we can go get our pictures made after all," Lisa squealed, running through the door.

"Yeah we sure can," willow said, laughing at the girl.

"I'm just going to go.... I'll see you at graduation Willow," Tara said, as she started out the door.

"Tara... Tara wait... what is wrong with you?" willow asked, as she caught up with Tara.

"We haven't seen eachother for two weeks.. And I come by your house and there's a girl in there looking for her hat, and you tell her to look under your bed or in the back seat of your car," Tara yelled, with tears forming in her eyes.

"Tara... Lisa is my cousin, my family members have been here for two weeks, and I'm sorry we haven't spent much time together but a jewish family spend time together,"willow said.

"Oh, I'm sorry wil"Tara said.

"Come here Tara,"willow said, pulling tara into a hug and kissing her. No one could ever have a place in my heart.

"Really," Tara said.

"Yes really Tara, these last 6 months have been wonderful, and that night at the motel was the awesomest night of my life,"willow said, smiling at her.

"Willow are you ready, oh my god what are you doing?" Lisa asked.

"Uh what does it look like I'm doing?"asked willow.

"What about that girl Tara, you said she'll be here in any minute." Lisa said.

TBC

Key03grl

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for good update-y goodness... Good that Willow cleared that it was her cousin before Tara did anything stupid...

[willowandtaraforever]

YAY thanks for the update this story is awsome can't wait to read more.

[arsyadriani]

oww..that so short update...more please..
it's gettin better n sweeter...

[key03grl]

Thanks to those who left feedback. I'm glad you like the story and think it's getting sweeter, anyways I'm sorry if it seems short but my laptop is down so right now I'm using my sidekick to keep this story up and going till I get my laptop going again


~key03grl~

[key03grl]

It's the night after graduation the whole gang went back over to Willow's to celebrate. As Willow came through the house with Tara on her arm her dad pulls them into a hug.

"You girls are finally out of school," Ira said.

"Yeah and it's cool and sad at the same time," willow said, looking over at tara.

"Why would this be a sad day sweetie?" Tara asked, moving a strand of hair out of her face.

"Because school is over and all... I'm going to miss it," willow said.

"But now there's college to attend to," tara said, looking at willow.

"Oh yeah I forgot about college," willow said.

"Speaking of colleges, which one you going to?" ira asked.

"I'm not sure dad, there's harvard, yale, ucla, so many more to choose," willow said.

"How about you Tara, which college you going to?" Ira asked.

"Well, sir I'm staying home and going to the local college here," Tara said.

"That's great Tara, willow I hope you choose wisley on where you go," Ira said.

"Yes sir, so far I'm aiming toward yale," willow said, as she felt Tara pull her arm out and walk off

"That's my girl," Ira said, as he walked past her.

"Tara what's wrong, why did you walk away?" willow asked , as she sat down beside her.

"So your going to yale?" tara asked.

"It's a great college Tara and it's away from home and my mom and dad went there," willow said.

"It's away from home and me," tara said, as tears started to form.

"What! No baby I didn't mean it like that," willow said.

"Well it sure felt that way... i' think I'm going to go home," tara said, standing up walking to the door.

"Fine think what you want Tara I don't care," willow yelled out.

Tara walks outside and sits down on the porch swing looking out into the night. She sits there thinking about her and willow, and where there relationship will take them if willow goes to yale or harvard. She looks up when the door open and buffy walks out and sits down beside her.

"So what brings you out here?" Buffy asked.

"Just needed some air is all," tara said.

"You too huh.. It did get stuffy in there," buffy said.

"Yeah lt sure did, very stuff indeed," tara said.

"Ok Tara what's wrong spill it?" buffy said.

"It's willow I thought we were going to go to the same college, but she told her dad that she was aiming for yale," tara said.

"Oh Tara that'sbjust willow.. She tells her dad what he wants to hear," buffy said.

"So she really isn't going to go then?" tara asked.

"That I don't know, but if I know willow like I think I do.. Nah she want go," Buffy said.

"Oh ok then I have nothing to worry about then?" Tara asked.

"No you don't willow will do the right thing Tara," Buffy said.

"Hey there you," willow said walking out the door.

"Hey wil, great party," Buffy said.

"Thanks it was my parents idea," willow said.

"Cool anyways it rocks?" Buffy said.

"So Tara you mad at me?" willow asked.

"Why would I be mad at you," tara said.

"Cause I told my dad I was aiming for yale?" willow said.

"Oh are tou going to go to yale?" Tara asked.

"I've been thinking about it yeah," willow said.

"Oh I see, well if you do go to yale where will that leave us?" tara asked.

"I don't know, hopefully we will still be together," willow said.

"I know where it will leave us.. You'll go to yale and we will break up," tara said.

"No tara that won't happen, how can you say that will happen?" willow asked.

"Because Wil long distance relationships never work out," tara said.

"We will work out Tara," willow said.

"I don't think so Wil.. I mean I couldn't live like that know I won't see you everyday,"tara said.

"But I don't won't to lose you Tara," willow said.

"Then I guess you have a choice to make don't you?"tara asked.

"Yeah I certainly do," willow said.

"Well I think I'm going to head home now.. I'll call you later willow," tara said, getting up off the swing.

"Yeah we'll talk more then," willow said, watching Tara walk down the stairs.

"Willow what do you think your doing?" buffy asked.

"What nothing buffy," willow said.

"So your thinking about going off to college,"buffy said

TBC

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for good update-y goodness... I hope that Willow and Tara make decision that will keep them together...

[willowandtaraforever]

YAY. Thanks for the update I really hope that Willow chooses to stay with Tara at college.

[key03grl]

"That's been the plan since we started high school and you know that Buffy," willow said.

" I know that wil, but now you have Tara in your life," buffy said.

"I know that Buffy, but she'll have to understand,"willow said.

"But wil she's not going to like begin away from you" Buffy said.

"Well we'll have to work it out, I was accepted to harvard and yale," willow said.

"I know and that's great, but Tara won't like it one bit," Buffy said.

"Well Buffy she'll just have to accept it that's all," willow said.

"You excpet me to accept you wanting to leave me," Tara said, walking up to them.

"Tara! How long have you been standing there?" willow asked, turning around.

"Long enough Wil, long enough to knw your leaving to go to yale," tara said,

"Tara please don't do this," Willow said, reaching out to touch her hand.

"What do you expect me to do, just sit back and watch the love of my life just leave me?" Tara asked, as tears were pooling in her eyes.

"Tara I'm

"No willow stop it ok I don't won't to hear any more excuses ok," Tara said.

"Excuses how can you say that, me wanting to go to a good college isn't an excuse Tara,"willow said.

"Ok sorry willow.. I guess wanting you to stay here with me isn't important to you like it is me," tara said.

"I didn't say that Tara and you know that?" willow said.

"Ok willow answer this one, if jessica was alive and going to the local college, would you stay for her?" Tara asked, knowing full well she crossed a line.

"How dare you say her name.. Don't you ever bring her name up again?" willow said.

"Why because you know I'm right, you would go to the same school as jessica,"tara said.

"You bitch I hate you," willow said, after smacking Tara in the face then running inside.

"Oh my god Tara are you ok?" Buffy asked, seeing the whole thing.

"Yeah Buffy I'll be fine, I crossed a line there huh?"tara asked.

"I'll say..Willow has never hit anyone before, well except vampires,are you going to be ok?" Buffy asked.

"Yeah I'll be fine... I'm just going to go on home," Tara said, walking off the porch.

Tara walked down the sidewalk to her house. Along the way she was thinking where did they go wrong they were so happy together. As she walked up the front porch steps she saw her brother coming out the door, she tried to walk past him but it was no use. He saw the tears and the red mark on her face.he smiled and pulled into a hug and just rocked her back and forth as she cried.

"Hey tell me what happened,"Donnie said.

"I-i- crossed a line with Willow,"tara cried.

"How did you do that?"Donnies asked.

"She's going off to college, and I brought the fact that she would go to the same school that jessica would.. She got mad and slapped me then ran inside," tara cried even harder.

"Oh Tara I believe you did cross that line, but let her calm down and talk to her later,"Donnie said.

"I can't, she told me she hates me after I said that,"tara said.

"Just give her time sis," he said.