TITLE: THE LOVERS, THE DREAMERS AND ME
AUTHOR: Wimpy0729
RATING: R
DISCLAIMER: Willow, Tara and all other BtVS characters belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enema, etc. The story and all other characters, human and otherwise, belong to me.
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CHAPTER 33"Go on, Xand. I'm okay."
"Are you sure? You're still lookin' a little green around the gills, Will."
"I'm fine...I think. Surely there can't be anything left to come back up."
"I don't know...you ate about 10 pounds of candy bars...and don't call me Shirley," he joked, earning an actual laugh and a smack on the arm from his oldest friend.
"Get outta here, you big nut, but can you hand me my overnight bag that's out there in my office first please?"
He started to get up to do as she requested, then paused and gave her a good, long look and grinned his biggest goofiest grin. "What did you just say?"
"I asked you to get my overnight bag."
"Where did you say it is?" he asked, once again grinning wildly.
"It's right out there in my office." She noticed him looking at her funny and got the wrong idea. "Oh, I'm sorry, Xander! I forgot to tell you the news. I didn't mean to leave you out, really. I was going to call you right after I talked to Buffy. I'm going to be staying here...a lot," she smiled shyly. "We're actually working on the moving in together thing."
She squealed as he threw his arms around her and lifted her up in one fluid motion. "Xander, put me down! This is
not a good idea!" she warned.
"Oh, oh...so sorry. You're not gonna hurl again are ya?" he asked as he sat her down carefully on the toilet lid.
She held her stomach and looked at him warily. "I'm real glad you're happy for me, Xander," she said slowly, arching an eyebrow suspiciously. "Say...you didn't happen to get in your mom's 'happy pills' again, didja? Because we had that talk a long time ago that those are
not vitamins."
"No, no...no happy pills," he smiled again shaking his head. His gut told him he was right, but he just wanted to make sure. "And how long ago was that, Will?"
She looked at him strangely again. "I'm startin' to think you need some ginko, Xander. You know that was back in junior high, so like 12 years ago."
"Oh, Willow!" he nearly whooped as he cupped her cheeks and kissed her on the forehead.
"Xander, what the hell is wrong with you?!"
"I just missed ya, little buddy," he said grinning madly again.
"I, uh, missed you too?" she said as she began rubbing her temples. "Now, would you
please hand me my bag? I'd like to clean up before Tara sees me like this, and I'd really,
really like to brush my teeth."
"Oh!" He ran out and quickly returned with the bag, still smiling like an idiot.
"Thanks. Promise me you won't tell Tara what kind of quality time I've been spending hugging the throne? I don't want to gross her out as soon as I start staying here."
"Okay. What do you want me to tell her?"
"Just...just tell her I'm taking a shower, which I will be doing shortly, okay?"
He smiled and hugged her again before finally leaving and heading up the steps to the kitchen.
"That is one strange guy sometimes," she mused as she closed the bathroom door and pulled out her toothbrush. She added the paste and started brushing the nasty leftover chocolate taste away. After a few minutes of thorough scrubbing, she cupped her hand under the running water, rinsed and spit several times, then looked up at herself in the mirror and frowned deeply.
"What the hell was he doing here anyway?"
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"How's that boring book going, Giles?" Sofia asked as she flipped another page in her own.
"Good...good. It's very interesting actually."
The two women smirked knowingly at each other.
"Yes, but are you finding anything
helpful?"
"Oh, well, Faith was right. It does tell all about Domitian."
"Yes, I got that far in it last night. But there has to be more than that. Why else would someone go to all the trouble to have it locked away at the Council all those years."
"I'm still looking. What have you two found?" he asked as he kept his eyes scanning page after page.
"I have their book of reincarnations," Mary said. "It's really quite depressing, but it's actually an amazing account of every single time they were brought back. Someone took great pains to keep track of all of this."
"I have the attendant's journal," Sofia said. "There's
so much information. Did you know these Vestals were only 6 years old when they were chosen. Those poor little things...taken from their families so young. They had 10 years of training, so they were only 16 when they actually began their duties as a Vestal. All that responsibility at such a young age," Sofie whispered.
"Yes, young," Giles added as he remembered back. "You know, Buffy was only 15 when she was called to be a Slayer. Just a child, really."
"Faith came to me when she was 16, but it was hard to ever think of her as a child. She always seemed like an old soul," Sofie sighed at the memory.
"Buffy was in Los Angeles her first year as a Slayer, so she was 16 when she came to me also. I swear, I didn't understand half of what that girl was saying back then," Giles chuckled at the memory. "It's hard to believe that was 10 years ago."
Mary was multitasking as she listened to the Watchers and read at the same time. "So, the Vestals and Slayers both took up their duties at around the same age...interesting," she said offhandedly as she turned another page.
Giles looked up at Mary. "What did you say?"
"Hmm? Oh, just that they were around the same age when they began their duties...the Slayers and the Vestals. Well, Faith wasn't called exactly, but you know, that's when she became a Potential."
Giles removed his glasses and squeezed the bridge of his nose. "Sofie, how old were Faith and Tara when they met?"
Sofie put her finger on the page where she left off and looked up. "How old? Well, as I said, Faith was 16, and Tara..." She looked to Mary for assistance.
"It was right before her birthday I think, so she was still 16," Mary supplied.
Giles frowned and looked back down at the page he was reading. "Well, Buffy and Willow met when they were around 16 also."
"What's going on, Giles?"
"Well, I just got past all the history on Domitian, and this looks like a more recent section."
"On what?" both women said at the same time.
Giles put his glasses back on and turned the book to face the two women.
"The Chosen Ones."
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"Damn, B...some day, huh?" Faith asked as she wrapped her arms around her girlfriend's waist from behind and rested her chin on her shoulder.
Buffy looked up at the clear country sky twinkling with stars and sighed as she leaned back into the strong arms. "It sure is beautiful out here," she whispered.
"You okay?" Faith asked quietly as she placed a kiss into the soft, blonde hair. She knew something was bothering the Slayer, and squeezed her gently as she waited patiently for her to answer.
Buffy sighed again and turned around, wrapping her arms around the taller girl's neck. "I feel guilty," Buffy admitted sadly.
Faith squeezed her tighter. "Why would you feel guilty, babe? None of this was your fault."
"Well, I've been bitching and moaning because I was so bored with nothing going on in Sunnydale, and then this happens. Believe me, I would take bored any day over worrying about Willow like I have today. This scared the shit out of me."
"It's still not your fault, Buffy. They are what they are, and people were going to come after them no matter what."
"But what if we hadn't gotten here in time?! What if she had eaten all that candy and who knows what..."
Faith stopped her rant with a quick kiss. "But you did and she didn't. Everything's fine. We got the hairy-legged schoolgirl in there all magic-less and Kelly's taken care of. As long as nothing else happens before they get with the lovin', everything will be fine," she said with a shrug.
Buffy's mouth dropped open and she started shaking her head back and forth. "Ohhhh...you
really shouldn't have said that."
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Tara slid her back door open and looked worriedly around her empty kitchen. "Willow? Xander?!" she called out as she walked cautiously through the kitchen and into her living room looking for signs of anyone.
"Hey, Tara!" Xander yelled as he bounded up the steps, making her jump out of her skin.
"Oh God, Xander!" she exclaimed, clutching her hand to her heart.
"Sorry, Tara. Didn't mean to scare you. Are you okay?"
She sat heavily in the closest chair as her heart thundered in her chest. "I'm uh...I'm okay," she said as she slowly caught her breath.
"I really am sorry," he apologized again as he took a seat across the room on the sofa.
"No, it's okay. Just with everything...I guess I'm kinda jumpy."
"Understandable. How'd everything go over there?"
"His magic is bound, and he's, well, bound up nice and secure with those other Watchers...watching him," she finished lamely as her heartbeat tried to return to normal.
"Great. So we'll be shipping him off to 'not so jolly old England for him' soon?"
Tara was lost in thought for a moment and missed the first part of the question. "I'm sorry...soon?"
"You know, the Watchers taking him away to be locked up hopefully forever?"
"Oh, yeah, yeah. When they're done going through that book," she nodded but her mind was racing.
"Where's Willow?" she asked, trying her best to keep the anxiety out of her voice.
"Oh, she's downstairs. She wanted to, um...freshen up," he said, barely holding back a smile. "She's taking a shower."
"A shower?! But...she probably doesn't know where anything is!" Tara said worriedly as she started to stand up.
Xander waved her back down into her chair. "No, no...already taken care of."
"Her bag?" the blonde questioned anxiously as she started to rise again, the worry still obvious in her eyes.
Xander waved her back down again. "It was in her office. She has everything she needs. She's
fine," he said, trying to sound as comforting as possible.
Tara sagged down into the chair as the emotional strain of the day finally hit her. She closed her eyes and rolled her head trying to release some of the knots that had been building in her neck over the last several hours.
"She's doing better," he finally announced and laughed as Tara's eyes popped wide open.
"Better?! How better? Wha-what better? What did she say?! What did she d-do?!" she stumbled over the words in her excitement as she jumped from the chair.
"Easy, Tara. She'll never forgive me if you hurt yourself."
"Xander," she said impatiently, "what do you mean '
better'?!"
"She seems to be, at least for the most part, back to her normal self. I don't think she remembers anything about the candy...well, except I don't think she'll be wanting chocolate anytime soon."
"You're sure? You're really sure she's better?" she asked hopefully. "Ethan said it could be days if she'd eaten a lot."
"Well, she remembered her bag was in '
her office', and that it's been 12 years since we were in junior high, so she seems to at least be close to normal," he said, smiling happily as the blonde threw her arms around his neck sobbing quietly.
"Hey...I sure hope those are happy tears," he said as he gently patted her back.
Tara nodded as she pulled away and wiped the tears that were flowing freely down her face. "Oh, yes. A million times yes. Thank you. So she doesn't remember anything about today?"
"No...at least she didn't say anything. I thought maybe it would be better coming from you. And you don't need to thank me. I didn't do anything except hold her hair."
oopsTara crinkled her brow and cocked her head. "You...held her hair?"
Xander looked anywhere except at the blonde. "Well, you see, it's...I promised her I wouldn't tell," he whispered.
Tara wasn't going to let it go when it came to Willow. "Why in the
world would you need to hold her hair?" she asked with a hint of suspicion.
"I said I wouldn't tell, but..." He threw his hands in the air then his eyes grew wide and he started pulling on his earlobe.
Tara frowned as he just kept pulling on his ear. "You want to play charades?!" she asked disbelievingly.
He pointed to his nose then held up one finger.
"One word," the confused blonde said slowly.
Two fingers to his forearm.
"Two syllables."
One finger.
"First syllable."
The ear again.
"Sounds like."
Tara watched fascinated as Xander held both arms way out from his stomach and waddled across the living room, then proceeded to deliver his charade baby and held it to his breast.
"Uhh...baby? No?"
He pointed to himself and kept pretending to feed the baby.
Tara's eyebrows rose at the very odd sight.
"Um...nurse?"
He pointed to himself again.
"Mother?"
He excitedly pointed to his nose then pinched his fingers together.
"Shorter version...mama? No...mom?"
He jumped up and down and pointed to his nose again.
"Okay, sounds like 'mom'...bomb, dom, hom..."
He rolled his eyes and shook his head.
She kept trying to remember the alphabet in her flustered state. "Pom, som, tom, vom..."
Finger to the nose and more jumping up and down excitedly.
"Okay, okay...first syllable 'vom'...second syllable...sounds like..."
Her eyes grew wide as he pretended to be cupping his large breasts. "Uhhh...I'm sensing a theme here, Xander."
He smiled but shook his head and cupped his pretend breasts again.
"Breasts?"
A half nod of the head and a pinch of the fingers again.
"Shorter...boobs? Oh for Pete's sake...
smaller?" she asked exasperatedly and with more than a little trepidation.
Her face quickly flushed a bright pink. "Tits?" she murmured uncomfortably.
He put a finger to his nose, cupped an imaginary breast then held up one finger.
"One...tit?"
Finger to the nose, more jumping then pulling the ear.
"Sounds like vom...tit...vom...tit?"
"Oh my God," she said in a hushed whisper. "She
vomtited in the basement bathroom," Tara said sadly. "My poor baby."
Finger to the nose once more and Xander took a bow before falling back on the couch exhausted.
Tara stood there shocked for a moment then went over and kissed his sweaty forehead. "You held her hair. Thank you," she said sincerely.
He just shrugged shyly as his cheeks tinged pink. "She's our Will. But just remember...I
did not tell you. I kept my promise."
"You absolutely did
not tell me," she nodded, then started to pout. "I wish I would've been there," she sighed as she collapsed back into her chair.
"Oh, no you don't, believe me."
"It was bad?" she asked sadly.
"Oh, yeah. She just kept vomtiting and vomtiting. I didn't think she was ever gonna stop."
Tara frowned and mentally kicked herself for not being there for her girlfriend. She'd be there for the next time, and the next though, whatever she needed, she promised herself. Her eyebrow quickly arched as something occurred to her. "Oh...she must've gotten the cursed candy out of her system then, so that's actually a good thing. Wonder what made her sick to start with?" she mused to herself, then noticed Xander looking away and twiddling his thumbs nervously.
"Xander...do you know what made her sick? Was it something besides the cursed candy?"
"Oh crap. Well, she might've eaten a lot...okay,
all of the candy I brought her," he mumbled.
"Oh, I see. And why would she do that?" she asked gently.
"Well, I had to distract her, ya know, because all she kept talking about was you...the picture of you guys kissing, blah blah blah. She went on and on about what a
beautiful girl you were...how pretty your
blue eyes were, sighing constantly, wondering how soft your lips were and sighing some more. The only thing that would shut her up for a few seconds was another candy bar, so..." he shrugged again.
Tara smiled at the thought of Willow babbling on about her. "It was uncomfortable?" she guessed.
"Well, yeah kinda, because it was like she was the younger Willow, like much younger, ya know, and I knew her back then, and it was just..."
"It's okay, Xander. You probably did her a big favor. And I really do appreciate you being there for her."
He shyly shrugged again. "I'd do anything for her, and she would for me too, or Buffy." He looked over at the blonde with her eyes closed and head tilted back on the chair.
"That's nice, Xander," she said quietly as the exhaustion once again caught up with her.
"Hey, Tara, I can hang out here a while if you want to go grab a shower or something. I'll be here for her when she gets done down there."
Tara opened her eyes and looked over at her girlfriend's oldest best friend. "You'd do that? I hate to impose after everything, but I could really use a nice, hot shower. I just don't want her to be alone."
"I don't mind at all. You care if I make myself a sandwich? I'm starting to get my appetite back."
"Help yourself, and thanks again, Xander," Tara said as she pushed herself up out of the chair and slowly headed up the stairs, grumbling to herself as she went. "He couldn't have just said it was a small word? No...he made me say '
tits'. I've never said that word before in my life...not out loud anyway. But I've read it, and
liked reading it many, many times," she smirked to herself.
A naughty smile emerged as she whispered it again. "
Tits...hmmm...
titties," she giggled. "Kinda rolls right off the tongue."
Her smile grew and her steps sped up as she hurried to the bathroom as she thought of her girlfriend showering two floors below; the woman who meant everything to her and who she wanted to get back to as soon as possible. Her girlfriend who, she hoped, remembered her...and them once again.