by moldypepsi » Tue Dec 29, 2009 9:26 pm
perchiper- Although Tara is still the same girl she always has been I am trying to force her character into a new light. I feel as though if she had been forced into this type of situation she would have become the strong Tara we saw in later seasons a lot sooner, I wanted to show her strong side not her weaker, timid side that was played on so often in season 4 and parts of season 5. Thanks for the feedback.
Zampsa1975- Though I will not reveal too much of what will come in the future of my story… I will say this: I promise to follow through with what will become of Tara’s sister. Thanks for the Feedback.
Summary: Same as before but this section contains naughty bits. NC-17 town here we come!
Note: this will most likely be my last post without a beta SOO... better grammar here we come!
“Family Affairs”
Two Maclay’s and one Rosenberg frantically walked the short distance to the Magic Box. They entered the shop and immediately made there way to the table where everyone was researching.
“Back so soon?… you Maclay women sure do eat fast, I thought for sure you’d been running the streets causing havoc” He smiled at the youngest Maclay sister, though she smiled back he saw a look of urgency across her face, although he did not know the girl he knew that something was wrong.
“Buffy can I talk to you” Willow didn’t wait for a response and headed for the training room.
“No” Tara spoke firmly and confidently, something none of the scoobies had ever heard before, this caused willow to stop in her tracts, Tara walked to her lovers side, “I need to have this talk” Willow gave her lover a look of understanding and internally felt nothing but respect for how Tara was taking charge of the situation. Tara walked into the training room and was soon followed by a slightly confused and worried Slayer.
“What do you need Tara?” Buffy had never really talked to Tara alone, but she had respect for the woman that had once recognized that faith was in her body, and was so eager to help Buffy for no reason other then out of the goodness of her heart.
Tara had no time to be shy, no time to hide what she wanted to say, she took this opportunity to be as blunt as possible “I know you do not know me all that well, and I know you think I’m weird. Honestly sometimes I think you see me as the girl that turned Willow gay” Buffy was shocked at the Blondes Sudden Boldness, the slayer was rendered speechless “Truth is you have no reason to help me independently of willow asking you to, that’s why I’m asking you. Buffy I need your help, my sister is in danger and I need your help protecting her, I can’t do it myself and I don’t think willow really understands how dangerous they are.” Tara didn’t stutter one time through her whole speech and It didn’t go unnoticed by Buffy.
All though Buffy had a lot to say as her shock wore off the immediate question that need to be asked was all that passed the slayers lips “How dangerous who is?”
Tara’s once confident look faded quickly to one of a beaten puppy “My Family”
“I knew something didn’t seem right when they got here!” Buffy was proud that her observation had been true, but she was still very confused “So what are they? Demons? What Kind?”
“They are not demons, just bad people” Tara looked away
“Tara…”
“Buffy they are very bad people” Tara opened a flood gate and went into full babble mode in the worst of ways, she found herself unable to control what was about to come out of her mouth “… the reason I stutter… the reason we both stutter when we are nervous is because when we were young we both had trouble pronouncing words. Like a speech impediment kind of. When I was 7 it was really bad so to try and make me practice pronouncing complicated words my father would make me read the bible. One day I was punished for… well for making him angry… so he umm “Tara was losing herself she was starting to cry and Buffy felt helpless, she decided to let Tara say what she needed to say, though Buffy believed willow was the one she should be saying it to “… he umm… made me sit on the top step and read the story of creation according to Genesis. There were so many words I just couldn’t say… I had to sound them all out...” Tara had begun pacing as she told the story “… I kept trying to do it right so that he wouldn’t be angry but I couldn’t I was only seven Buffy! I couldn’t do it… I had to sound the words out… so he got angry… I wasn’t doing it right… so” Tara stopped pacing “he pushed me down the stairs” It was almost as if this was the first time Tara ever really spoke of what had happened she looked surprised at what she was saying as though she had never heard it before.
“Tara… I’m really sorry…” Buffy spoke and Tara cut her off without even thinking
“Our mom was really sick, she couldn’t protect us, she tried and she just couldn’t. April was ten and our mother was feeling better… she taught us our craft when she was feeling well. So she bought us candles and taught us different spells. We thought that our dad was out for the day. April lit a candle and when he came home he could smell it… he locked her in the closet for 3 days for lighting a candle that our mother had given to her” Tara’s revelations were painful and the look on her face made Buffy’s heart break, she knew now for sure that the Blonde Wiccan had never discussed these things out loud and She was brining up memories that she had long pushed out of her mind.
“Tara…” Buffy tried again to cut Tara off and relieve her of her current frantic state but again Tara continued to speak
“… Shortly before our mother died, when I was 16 he chained me to a wooden beam in the basement because I told mother that he had beaten April so bad that she had a black eyes and bruised ribs” at this point Tara was talking to herself and Buffy was pretty sure she was oblivious of the fact that she was still even in the room. Neither women noticed willow standing in the door way “She was only 13 she had gotten home late from school and she had blood on her leg, no one ever told her that those things happen, we were so wrapped up in out lives and trying to stay safe and to appease out father that no one told her… I should have told her that it was just part of being a woman, but I just didn’t ever even think too… he beat her so badly that time and told her that it was Gods way of punishing her for being so bad all the time. I didn’t know what else to do, we tried so hard to keep these things from our mother because she was so sick and helpless. But this time I had to tell her, she had to know, and she couldn’t do anything but cry. So he chained me up in the basement” Tara was now sobbing, things long forgotten raced back into her mind “I remember now… how did I ever forget?” Tara put her hands over her face
Buffy took this opportunity to talk to the distraught witch “Tara of course I will help you and your sister”
Tara was embarrassed now that she realized she had told so much without ever thinking “I’m sorry… I don’t know why I said those things”
“You needed to say them… does willow know”
“I don’t know what she knows” Tara said honestly, and her sobbing started to calm
“You should tell her, she would want to know, then again she would want to snuggle you like a puppy for the rest of your life” Buffy smiles at her friend “But I don’t think you’d mind that”
Tara sniffled and smiled, she turned her head towards the door to the main shop, willow ducked back out of view “I don’t want her to think less of me”
“She could never think less of you” Buffy took a second to let the blonde calm down a bit “your wrong you know”
“About what?” Tara asked slightly confused
“I don’t think that you are just some girl that turned my best friend gay. I think… I know you are the woman she loves and yes you’re a little different… but in a very good way. And I have all the reasons in the world to protect you and your sister”
Tara laughed slightly and decided to lighten the mood that she had previously darkened “Name one”
“Cus’ I know you would do it for willow and I know you would do anything in the world to protect Dawn, you are a good person that didn’t deserve all these bad things to happen to you. So just tell me what you want me to do”
“Can we stay at your house until we figure out what to do next?”
“Sure thing, Moms out of town, and an overly sized sleepover seems in order” Buffy gave Tara one last supportive smile and then headed out of the room to give Tara a moment to compose herself. It wasn’t until she reached the door that she saw a crying red head flat against the wall, pain splattered across her face. Buffy looked at Tara and then back at willow giving her best friend the silent command to go talk to her girlfriend.
Willow wiped away her own tears and walked quietly up behind Tara not wanting her presence known right away. Tara finally turned around and saw a very upset Willow looking right into her eyes “I heard everything you said”
“You did?” Tara looked terrified “look willow you do not have to pretend that you still want me now, I understand if you don’t want to be anywhere near me… when this is all said and done you can leave I will not beg you to stay… “ Tara was silenced by soft lips pressed against her own, this innocent tender kiss was willow telling her that she was in no way leaving, and Tara felt nothing but love, the way she always felt in the kisses only willow could give.
“I will never let anyone hurt you again” Willow’s promised, in her voice you could hear that this was a real promise one with heart.
Tara was overwhelmed with so many emotions that she just didn’t know how to deal with them. She was hurt and in pain, but Willow had forced all the awful thoughts out of her mind. Willow kissed her lover again lightly, intending to only comfort her lover, she realized quickly that Tara was seeking a momentary distraction from the issues at hand when the blonde deepened the kiss pushing her tongue into Willow mouth, causing even willows unusually active mind to be put on mute. After a few moments of full on passionate kissing willow pulled her mouth away from Tara’s who protested for a moment with a frustrated groan.
“Tara, my love, you know I want to kiss you every where every second…” Tara pressed her lips back into Willows and willow pulled away again “but you are in a compromised position right now baby and I don’t want to do anything that can be seen as taking advantage of that situation, your too important for that” willow brushed a strand of hair and tucked it behind Tara’s ear. There was an urgent matter at hand and in that moment willow was determined not to get distracted. Tara looked deeply into willow eyes, and willow knew that Tara was set in what she wanted. Willow didn’t want to deny her lover anything but she knew the blonde was over whelmed with emotion and had little control over her hormones.
Tara was not going to take no for an answer, she needed to be distracted, after everything that had happened in just a short period of time; she needed a moment of happiness. Tara kissed willow again this time not leaving room for argument she brought her hand up to her lovers hair and tangled her fingers into the red tresses, thought willow had been determined to not become distracted, her resolve faded and her own hormones got the best of her.
IN THE MAIN STORE
Buffy walked over to April who was sitting in a chair at the register counter, away from he rest of the group, (who were having a off topic debate over the best kind of ice cream). Buffy rested her hand on the girl’s shoulder both startling her and causing her to tighten up. “I wanted to tell you that I am going to help you anyway I can”
“Why? I mean how can you… it’s a nice thought but you can’t”
“why- because Tara is family and that makes you family” Buffy smiled “How- well just trust me when I saw I’m more powerful then I look. Now I need to inform the rest of the group that there is danger but I’m going to leave out some of the details okay?” Buffy spoke to the girl the way she would talk to Dawn hoping that the big sisterly tone would comfort that startled Maclay.
“Okay. What about Willow and Tara?”
“I think they need a couple minutes alone”
WORK OUT ROOM
Willow and Tara’s lips had not parted in several long moments and the kissing was intensifying as every second passed. Willow used her whole body to push forward a couple of feet until Tara’s back hit the wall, Tara tried to control the moan that managed its way from her throat when she felt the coldness of the wall. Willows hands gently drifted down Taras side, slowly down to the rim of her lovers skirt and then to her thighs. The red head began to inch up her lovers long skirt, which was torture for Tara, but the good kind of torture. Eventually Tara’s skirt was up high enough that willow could slip her hand over her lovers bare thigh, the cold air of the training room made its way up Tara’s skirt. Tara moved her free hand to her lovers back and pulled willow completely into her so that there was little space left between there bodies. Willow moved her free hand up to the wall besides Tara’s head so that she could keep her balance. With her other hand she lightly pressed the length of Tara’s opening until her fingers reached the desired location through the thin layer of cloth that acted as a barrier to willows desired location. She applied pressure to her lovers most sensitive of spots. She decided to end the torture and give her lover that she needed hard and quick, with that thought in mind she moved her hand to the opening and pushed the panty barrier aside. She trusted three fingers inside of her lover and causing Tara’s head to lash back and hit the wall, Tara willed herself not to moan right out loud, instead she sharply bit her lip and let out several incoherent guttural groans and closed her eyes. After a couple minutes Willow thrust one forceful time and she felt Tara’s inner muscles begin
tighten around her fingers.
“Oh Fuck” Tara Moaned lightly, Willow began to thrust her hand in and out quickly and forceful, after only a few short thrusts Tara’s stomach muscles tightened as well as her inner muscles making it impossible for Willow to move her fingers. The blonde’s whole body trembled, and after a few more moments she opened her eyes and saw two deep green aroused eyes staring back at her.
“I didn’t know such beautiful creatures used such foul language” Willow teased in a low Husky voice. Tara smiled wickedly at her lover pulling the read head’s freckled arm out from between her legs and raised her lovers hand to her mouth, she sucked the three fingers into her mouth and licked them clean swirling her tongue around every digit. After Tara was sure her lovers fingers were clean she released the freckled arm and pulled Willow in for a deep kiss. There tongues danced for several moments and willow was able to taste Tara’s arousal. Tara pulled away from the kiss and willow and began to straighten her own skirt, noticing a very sexually frustrated Willow arm still next to her head, Tara pressed her lips against willows wrist passionately for several moments.
“I think they may start wondering where we are” Tara said innocently
“You’re a tease… an evil evil evil blue eyes blonde haired devil!”
“I promise I’ll thank you later, I needed you and you were here for me”
“I always will be”
Tara smiled a lop sided smile “I meant sexually darling”
“So did I” willow Smirked
“vixen” Tara teased
“Only for you, Now lets return to reality and take care of these issues, so I can spend the rest of eternity being your vixen” Willow smiled and both women began to straighten themselves up, fixing the ‘sex hair’ as Anya would put it, and the tasseled clothing. Both women made there way back to the main room and back to reality. Buffy was the only one that noticed how frazzled the women looked, and supposed they had a very intense conversation.
TBC.... with better grammar!
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